I GUESS I KEEP SEARCHING. I DO NOT KNOW NECCESERALY WHY. WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR. MAYBE THERE SHOULD BE NO REASON OR EXPLANATION. GUESS I KNOW BUT I DO NOT WANT TO CLAIM IT. I PREFER IT TO REMAIN HIDDEN. A SECRET OF MINE. OBVIOUS TO SOME BUT NOT THAT MANY. AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY. SOMETIMES I ENCOUTER THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND BUT WITH TIME PASSING BY THEY DISSOLVE IN THE THICK AIR LIKE AN ELUSIVE SCINTILLATION. MAYBE ITS ALL A LIE.
and I was floating in it
Once upon a time in the forest there lived a dragon. But he could not breath fire, he could only breath water.
I was walking for a long long time TOO LONG DESPERATLY TRYING TO FIND THAT PLACE , RUNNING UP AND DOWN THE STAIRA TO FINALLY CATCH THAT TRAIN GOING NOWHERE
Gray sail against the sky, Gray butterfly! Have you a dream for going. Or are you the blind wind’s blowing? Dana Burnet “A Sail at Twilight”
“I’m in the river, so let the river carry me” - decided the hedgehog, took a breath as deep as he could, and got carried downstream. Hedgehog in the Fog
How fast do snails reach heaven after being crashed by human foot?
slowly adverb 1 Rose walked off slowly: unhurriedly, without hurrying, at a leisurely pace, at a slow pace, leisurely, steadily, taking one’s time, in one’s own good time; at a snail’s pace, ploddingly, with heavy steps, with leaden steps, heavily; Music adagio, lento, largo, larghetto, adagietto. ANTONYMS fast, quickly, rapidly.
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I think I finally start to understand. And all of that and those that happened were aimed to obtain the grasp. I know it. I wish it happened earlier and that momemts of gloominess won’t anchor. Please, please, don’t let me go, may you stay with me, this faith, knowledge, focus and clairvoyance. I want to carve you into the most solid stone of them all.
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