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Discovers dance

“It was hard. I was sad, but the nuns were kind and I soon made lots of friends,” says Yen. She got to start school. It was exciting, but scary with all the new faces.

“Would you like to dance?” asked one of the nuns.

“I can try,” replied Yen.

The nuns helped Yen and her friends to put their hair up in pretty styles and put make-up on, so they almost looked like dolls. They wore Áo dài, lovely silk dresses.

When the music started, Yen couldn’t keep still. She just felt she had to move. She watched the nuns, who showed her how to move in time with the music.

Soon the girls were performing for the other children. It was exciting, and they were nervous. But when the music started, Yen didn’t see the audience. She only heard the music, and followed the dance steps she had learned.

“I feel free. I’m not bothered by the audience,” said Yen. She told the nuns how much she loved dancing. She practiced every week with her friends. She dreamed of getting into dance academy and becoming a choreographer.

Visiting mum

Yen often missed her mum and grandma. She knew they were out there somewhere, outside the pagoda walls.

“I’d like to visit grandma and mum,” said Yen to Minh Tú one day.

“I understand,” said Minh Tú. “We can arrange it so that you get to meet them every New Year’s holiday.”

She explained to Yen that the most important thing was that she carried on going to school. There was no guarantee she could do this at home with grandma and mum.

“They don’t have much money because they can’t work,” said Minh Tú.

Yen understood, but she was glad she’d get to see her family. Many of the other children at the children’s home didn’t have parents at all. But she did, even if they were ill and living in poverty.

When Yen got to go out and visit her family she saw something other than the pagoda. She got to see the old city of

Huế. It was huge, with lots of people and shops.

As Yen grew up she started daydreaming more and more. When she wasn’t dancing, she started painting and doing karate.

On an adventure

Yen had several friends at school who lived in Huế with their families. They were always talking about parties and how they would go shopping on the weekends. It sounded exciting. One day, a school friend asked if Yen and some of the other girls wanted to come too.

“It’s easy. Some of the older kids have told me how to do it,” said one of Yen’s friends at the pagoda.

After dinner that day, Yen helped put the younger children to bed. Then she did her homework. She and her friends got ready for bed.

When the lights were switched off and the nuns had gone to bed, Yen and her friends snuck out. There were ten of them. They got changed and tiptoed out through the entry gate. Down by the road they’d organised transport, which took them to a big shopping centre in Huế. They hung out there with their school friends, laughed and just talked while looking in the shop windows. It was exciting to do something forbidden, and it felt good to get away from the pagoda for a bit.

When they got home to the pagoda late that night, the nuns were waiting anxiously for them. They were not happy. Yen and her friends were sent straight to bed. The next day they had to kneel for a long time and think about what they had done.

“It didn’t matter. I love Minh Tú and the rest of the nuns. They are like my family and I’m never afraid when I’m with them. But I also want to be independent and do what I want. I can’t wait to be an adult,” says Yen. c