trans girl narratives for yr consumption - - - - leaves torn from a weeping willow
SOME PEOPLE LOVE A HAPPY, CHEERFUL TRANS WOMAN - WE’RE THE PERFECT ACCESSORY TO THEIR TOLERANCE. LOTS OF PEOPLE LOVE TO PITY A SAD TRANS WOMAN - THEY THINK WE’RE MISERABLE BECAUSE WE WANNA BE JUST LIKE THEM. BUT EVERYONE LOVES TO HATE AN ANGRY TRANS WOMAN - OUR OUTRAGE DOES NOTHING TO FLATTER THEM. - skysquids
breathe me in and spit me out
scatter me on the wind
not a human but a monster not a girl but a witch
death, aestheticized
body-negative, mind-negative
i feel the echoes through the walls
I'm going to keep telling this lie until it becomes the truth
i see the disgust in your eyes
I want to write a letter to the boy I killed and tell him that he's a sack of shit
(self-love is hard)
everyone around me is slowly turning into a ghost
(maybe i'm just fading away)
in one of the many places you're not, I am
alone
I hate you don't leave me I love you I'm sorry
plant me and forget /
i am beautiful but i will only last a season
power is violence
i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad
love is blind(ness)
sex is power
all desire is poison all desire is control
it is safer to hide
there is no ethical consumption under capitalism there is no ethic there is no
it girl. rag doll
bless the fallen bless the falling
(there are pages torn out of my life)
no no no no no no no