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Samia
“Pool,” the first track off Samia Najimy Finnerty’s debut LP, The Baby, opens with a voice memo of her grandmother singing her a lullaby in Arabic. It’s the same song that was brought back on her sophomore album, Honey, with “To Me It Was.” The second time around, her grandmother closes out the track with the same voice memo. Both songs are incredibly sad, an emotion that is central to the singer-songwriter’s music. “I wanted to keep her on both records. To me, that’s her producer tag or Jason Derulo moment.” Samia says.
Samia goes by just her first name, which she shares with her grandmother. Her grandmother is a huge part of her identity as a Lebanese-American. She’s been trying her best to hold on to her Lebanese heritage, and she found that her grandmother’s lullaby connected her with a community of people. “I didn’t have many Arabic-speaking or Lebanese friends growing up besides my cousins and I didn’t know that was such a popular lullaby,” she says. “It was amazing to see how universal that little lullaby is.”
Hocus Pocus star Kathy Najimy and director Dan Finnerty are Samia’s parents, and she grew up surrounded by the film industry. “I developed a disdain for the entertainment industry because of how it affects people — an image-oriented industry that made me sad,” she says, describing how she grew up. “I feel really lucky to have been around people who are artistic and people who encouraged me to be artistic.”
Because she grew up disillusioned by celebrities and industry politics, she’s found it hard to connect to her past. Recently, Samia’s been determined to stay in touch with Lebanese culture. “It was a huge part of my childhood,” she says of her heritage. “It’s something I’m trying desperately to hold on to, and I’d love to go back to Lebanon.”
Samia grew up in the New York City DIY scene, finding friends in bands like Del Water Gap and discovering herself through shows and open mic nights. “I started coming into my identity as an artist in New York because of the people that I was spending my time with and the bands that I got to be a part of,” she says. “That place is really conducive to that kind of odyssey. You have to find yourself back there.”
I meet Samia in the basement of Thalia Hall. Samia has a cold. There’s a humidifier in the corner of the green room turned on and a plate with ginger and lemons. She greets me from a distance, terrified I’m going to catch whatever ailment she has. First impressions are everything, and my first impression of Samia was that she’s unfathomably kind and super petite. She is also a powerhouse. Despite being sick, she puts on an incredible show. No one in the audience would have been able to tell had it not been for her Instagram story disclaimer asking the audience to pretend that everything is fine and that she’s totally not sick at all. “I know a lot of it is psychosomatic,” she tells me. “I get really anxious when I’m starting to be sick. So I just mostly try to calm myself down and then I end up being fine. I think a lot of it is in my head, ultimately.”
The Honey Tour is the first chance Samia has to support a full length project on tour. She released The Baby in 2020 during quarantine. Her latest record takes on a poppier sound than its predecessor, tackling relationship problems and referencing pop culture through slang and metaphors. Her conversational and elusive songwriting style takes center stage on Honey.
“It’s really just a means of catharsis for me,” she begins explaining her songwriting process. “I use it as a tool. It’s trying to process feelings in real time — half of me does that in poetic code and the other half is just the things that I’m too afraid to say conversationally.”
On “Kill Her Freak Out,” she sings about killing an ex’s new love interest. This could be off-putting to older generations, but her younger listeners are well attuned to Samia’s hyperboles. On “Sea Lions,” she’s harder to read, singing about a relationship that’s too far gone. Its outro is a voice memo of someone playing a word association game. “Charm You” and “Honey” find Samia being more direct, singing, “I don’t wanna charm anyone this time / I don’t wanna make anybody mine” and “I wanna go to the beach and die on the beach / I wanna be a mermaid.”
Her songwriting process is unpredictable. “It’s pretty 50/50,” she says. “There’s some songs on this record that took seven months to write and there are some songs that took 15 minutes. It depends on the magnitude of the feeling.”
Touring has led to great moments for Samia, both on and off the stage. She tells me her most memorable moment was in Minneapolis, where she invited papa mbye (who features on “Mad At Me”) on stage. Caleb Wright, her friend and collaborator who produced Honey, also came out with his family to watch the Minneapolis show. “That was a full circle moment,” she says. “It felt like a really special friendship moment and a lot of people who were on the record got to see it.”
She also stopped by Disneyland during touring with her brand and crew. An Instagram photo dump commemorates the trip with a caption insisting that there’s “nothing to see.” She tells me Disney is one of her favorite places to go. “It was kind of in the middle of a stressful time. So necessary.” she says.
What else does Samia do during her time off? The writer reads. Her most recent read is In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado, an author she adores. She describes the memoir as inspiring and devastating all at once. Next on her list is Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson.
For her next record, she’s hoping to turn towards a rock sound. She’s done slow and upbeat, and she’s ready to explore something new. “I’m really only ever trying to support the stories,” she says of her sound. “There’s no one genre choice, it just sort of happens. Next thing that I want to make is a rock record because I think it’s the most fun thing for me to tour.”
Samia is content in music. Making it, going on tour, even karaoke nights with her friends. To her, it’s all honey.
WORDS BY EMMIE STAFF ART BY KARLA PONCE
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- Erica Kallas
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- Mia Weisfeld
It was about a year ago when I had bought tickets to see Beach Bunny, a band I have been a fan of since they were labeled as emo instead of power pop. They were playing a near sold-out show at The Sylvee, a big jump from their last Madison appearance at the High Noon Saloon. The show was a blast — outside of having the girls in front of me yell at my friends and
I for jumping to the music (something that Lili Trifilio was begging the audience to do, which is one fault of their newfound TikTok fame). The show itself wasn’t where the story is, but rather my trip there is. My friend and I had plans to carpool, and when they got there to pick me up, I hopped in the backseat. We backed out of the parking space, and next thing I knew, there was a soft crunch followed by the back window caving in. It was a miracle no glass had landed on me despite shards covering the entire back of the car’s interior, which only reaffirmed my belief in God. While my friend drove their car back to their apartment, I figured out another ride for
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us. Luckily, we didn’t miss too much of Beach Bunny by the time we got there, but the trauma bonding made it even more worthwhile.
Camila Trimberger
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- Ian Johnson
the shirt and found it complete with ample stains and “The Present Age” printed on it. I kept it anyway. After a couple more wash cycles, I had my fill and started for home, double-shirted but still freezing.
In the fall of 2022, I decided at the last minute that I was going to go see Glaive at the Majestic in Madison. I knew two of his songs walking in, and I later learned that one of those songs he was only featured on. Nevertheless, I decided that this was a chance that wouldn’t come around again and I needed to take it. After one song, his mic cut out, leaving him onstage with no way for anyone to hear him. Instead of waiting for the techs to fix it, he screamed all the lyrics for the next 10 minutes and it was one of the most intense experiences I’ve had at a show. He didn’t let anything stop the show, and the fans LOVED it. The energy was off the wall and the mosh pit was just as unhinged. After a while, the mic started working again, and he finished his set with just as much energy and slightly bruised vocal cords. As if that wasn’t enough, he strapped a GoPro to his chest and did his encore in the middle of the pit. I’ve never seen the entire floor of the Majestic moving like a wave, but it was a wild experience and such a reward for taking a risk. Hyperpop does not disappoint.
- Mike Sonnenberg
My first concert ever was Tyler, The Creator’s Flower Boy Tour back in 2018. I had never gotten the chance to see Tyler, The Creator live even though I listened to his music for years and watched Loiter Squad as a kid. My dad dropped my friends and I at The Shrine in Los Angeles. There were so many people lined up, and the loops and barriers seemed never ending. Once Rex Orange County finished his opening set
(yikes), everyone started pushing toward the front. it was hot as hell, I was sweating balls and I was so thirsty. Thankfully, the staff started tossing water bottles, and I grabbed one. I took some sips and gave some to my friends. Then everyone started offering money to get a sip of this publicly shared water bottle.
The thing is, had they just asked I would’ve given them a sip, but my business student self took the money. I we all suffered together.
- Karla Ponce
made a total of $5 profit. Also, in the midst of the break, I made some cool friends, made it out alive and
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- Lexi Spevacek
The first time I saw Alex G live, he was cheeky as hell. After he downed a few drinks between songs, someone standing near me wished him a happy birthday. It stuck — he was crowned the Majestic’s beloved birthday boy. We all sang “Happy Birthday” to him, and he went on a drunken tangent about his new age, adding in that it was also recently his son’s 12th birthday. It was not his birthday, and he did not have a son (PinkPantheress definitely wrote “Boy’s a liar” about him). After a charismatic set speckled with crowd requests and more elaborate lies, the birthday boy remained on stage to talk to those of us who were at the front of the pit. I asked him to sign the only thing I had in my pocket (a Pokémon card), and then he immediately slipped it into his pocket, smudging it in the process, and wandered away to steal it. Of course, I pleaded with him, and my Limited Edition Alex G Signed Togepi Card: Smudged Edition (RARE!!!) still sits in my phone case today. Sorry, Alex! - Amelia Zollner of (but, really, everyone’s heard of it). My first time there was last summer in 2022. I had previously only seen YouTube videos and livestreams of the event, my personal favorite being Charli XCX’s
2019 performance. It seemed like a huge event — it’s really not, especially when I’ve been to
Summerfest in the past and, recently, South by Southwest. Regardless, it wasn’t necessarily how close I was to The National or dancing with photographers and security to CupcakKe that stuck with me, it was the press tent. Yes, it’s true: I was at Pitchfork to cover the event. When I first entered the press tent with Rory (it was mostly to take cover from the rain because the only protection I had was a plastic bag wrapped around my head), we both panicked. There were a good number of people there, and we knew no one. ‘Start a conversation with someone,’ Rory and I decided. Right as this was agreed upon, I made eye contact with a lady in her 30s with a very big camera and blurted out “Hi!” Her response was to shout, “Do I KNOW you?” at me. I was horrified. Rory and small talk with the Pitchfork crowd ever again. </3 - Amany Khreis
After long awaited anticipation, my friend and I bought concert tickets for the artistic genius that is Playboi Carti. Carti was scheduled to perform at the Rave in Milwaukee during our Thanksgiving break. While I was in Chicago, my friend made the courageous decision to book a flight into O’Hare from Missouri. I dropped $50 on gas and we embarked on our 90-minute drive up to Wisconsin. I need to remind you that concert parking is a DEVIL CHILD. I decided to gamble and parked in the McDonald’s lot. I figured, ‘How would they know?’ It seems like other concertgoers were doing the same, so why couldn’t I? After taking care of that, we made our way to the line, which stretched far and wide — but we didn’t care. It was 12 degrees and we had no coats — but we didn’t care. We waited for 45 minutes until we heard commotion stirring at the front of the line. Bewildered, we looked at each other. The guard screamed: “Everyone go home! Show is over, Carti isn’t coming.” You’re kidding. You have got to be kidding me! My friend started tearing up. I started laughing because of course this would happen! So we screamed bloody murder and cursed our luck and took the walk of shame back to the car. As we got back to the McDonald’s parking lot, we saw a beautiful tow truck cleaning up all the cars in the lot. He was working on one car and my car was the only one left. Perhaps this was sheer luck or God was looking out for me. Either way, we got into that car ASAP and bid the day farewell. We didn’t see Carti, but hey, I didn’t get my car towed. I guess it’s all about perspective.
I began laughing in disbelief, and I buried my face in my plastic bag. I would never try to make SPRING 2023/39
- Weronika Durachta