I dedicate this book to my family who believe in me, stood by me and supported me. To my friends who care and love me. To raya shukri (my cousin) and my grandfather wish you were both here to see this, this wouldn’t have happened without you.
These walls
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Searching
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Not an art
8
Sorry
26
Nothing left to be said
9
Melody
27
Seeds
10
Chance
28
Impression
11
Dead friendship
29
Criticism
11
Cruelty
29
Bright smile
12
Malice
30
That day
12
Discrimination
30
Wake up
13
Soul sisters
31
Future
14
You have the key
31
You part one
15
From you
32
The Birthday
16
A dream
32
Until We Meet
16
Deceased
33
Resentment
17
The smiling sun
33
My Way
17
Joined in heaven
34
My Love
18
To be loved
34
Its
19
Gone
35
You are
20
Friends
35
Fade away
20
Fate
36
True friend
20
Love and Hate
37
This is me
21
07-12-2008
38
Forgive me
22
Sent from above
39
Distraction
22
Never said
40
Suffer
23
Angel
41
You part two
23
Here we go again
42
Darkness
23
Question of doubt
43
Devotion
24
These walls How do you describe the sun when the sun shines no more? How do you tell someone what you feel deep down inside when you can’t even talk any more?
brings insanity I turn my face away regretfully. How an act is always away from how it has to be.
How can you describe the smell of something so sweet when you can’t even feel the scents any more?
Here I am sitting on the same chair I always sit on in a room, a world of my own where I sit on my throne I layback and stare. As my eyes paint the restlessness and emptiness on these walls.
How can you answer all these questions when deep down your empty like a rock, empty just waiting for something that might never come your way?
standing still captive inside of me; all emotions start to hide all nothings getting through.
I see my life pass through my eyes it’s the screams and sours in my heart that I can’t hide anymore. Once I was strong, but the pieces of my broken heart lashed, left it weak and open. The core pulls me in very hard, making my heart shrink, it blinds me with a feeling that strikes my eyes making them tear, why is this happening? I am losing the touch? The taste
Watch me Fading I am losing all that I am Falling into darkness Tear down those walls for me Stop me from going under. You are the only one who knows
frozen so barren and cold. I close them and listen to that tune, where are these melodies taking me? Where o sot headed this time? Is it talking me to the same illusion, or to a world that fails to exist could be a delusion, I open my eyes and I am still the same bird in a cage.
I am holding back
Why is it becoming so hard to describe something so simple and true? Are we all shallow inside with no drop of pain, no drop of love not even a drop of forgiveness? I feel I am locked up in a room where I can’t even hear the birds sing nor even see the sun, I cant hear my laughter for all I hear are my cries. I can’t feel happiness because deep down I know I am sad even though I try so hard to hide it. I am a
me now) so much uncertainty
help, a candle that no longer can shine, a candle that somehow lost hope and faith in everything.
Crawl from
Dry my bleeding eyes, internally I am longing for my distant sanity Here I am all alone and still faithfully Holding on my private misery. Why must we live this drain that we hate, life is hell for a dreamer who’s seeking the shade. Give me something to kill the pain there’s no tomorrow and no today, my soul is not for eternity and I know I will fade away in memories. Cold and crystallized the world around me as the day of light
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It’s not too late for me To keep from shinning further
I don’t like this feeling, I am like a stone and each time I try to speak there’s a voice I am hearing and it changes everything. Watch me
The wreckage of my silence Conversation falling Tear down these walls for me Stop me from going under You are the only one who knows I am holding back.
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Not an art
Nothing left to be said
A writing that cannot even start
You just have to turn around and see for yourself
Is begging me to part
That deep inside there was nothing left to be said You kept on playing your nasty games
Though deep down I know its not art
Though I knew that I would be taking the blames
As heartless as anyone could be
Go on play as you wish
Never seen any of thee Though she smiled and I know it would be
Can’t believe you took all that time
One of the best things that I would ever see
To realize you were never in front of the line
Though her actions spoke louder than words
A game played with one person inside
Never knew that was what’s going to be
Would never be as what is going inside of my mind
Laughing out loud is what I did
A hypocrite sitting beside me is what I usually see
For the story that was just said
Begging you to stop though you would never listen to me
Couldn’t believe the words coming out of her mouth
How a person like you never listens with harmony
Though who said I ever did
A knife in the back is what I get
Days pass by as they always do
For being nice to you, that I would regret
Seeing her face
One day it will all come back and to you
Reminded me to run with a slow pace
Knowing it will make you blue
Though sometimes I feel as though
Play your games you little child
All I need is to know the dough
Though never forget you will remember me one day.
Though who said that I would ever know.
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Seeds
Impression
Endless songs stuck in my head
Come with me is what she cried out loud
Though deep down I know I am dead
Though my heart would not listen
Saying things that were already said
Come to me she cried again
Hearing their laughter inside my head
Though this time it was not hard
Feeling happy yet unable to speak
I am a person here to protect you
I am in a high mountain standing on its peak
I looked back and realized she was fake
Wishing on a star up in the sky
What is the impression that I gave? Could it be that I am that shallow and untrue
Watching people pass me by
Or could it be that my heart calls out for help
Could that be the day that I would actually die?
Come to me is what she said
Hearing things go round and round
Though this time with her arms wide open
Could it be that I am heading towards the ground?
My heart wept slowly telling me to walk towards her, but I couldn’t.
Reaching the ground, Was that really a sound? Blood all around me, is it really me who has died? I wondered what people were staring at, My cold dead body is it that? Feeling my soul get out of its place So I wondered would it ever be in space Hearing people shout all around Did anyone really care if I was dead? Life is too short to even know what it really means So while your still at it might as well enjoy the seeds.
I turned and walked the other way feeling secure and safe Though I could still hear her voice in my head saying, ‘come to me’. Criticism My heart and soul Is what ill give you Though you left and became untrue Criticizing me is what you did Knowing that ill never forgive. A soul so gentle and pure is what I saw in you Though you turned your hear and walked away Never judging a book by its cover Made me realize and discover That all what I would have given you would amount to nothing. Never regret something that once made you smile Knowing that one-day you will make me cry My love for you has washed away
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Since the say you walked away.
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Bright smile You brought my life back The day you said hello again You mean the world to me
You are the light in the morning The smile that is on my face
Wake up
The laughter and joy in my heart
Welcome ladies and gents
An honest, true and kind
Where everyone here wears a mask
When I am with you
A mask to cover their real self A self not known until the end A self so fake
A light that never dies.
Where there is only debate. Never be anyone but yourself That day A day has come for us to part Maybe forever but never in heart
to die. So here I am on my chair Sitting, staring and playing with my hair Thinking of things that I could say Though I was sure my heart would never dare.
Though no one would listen Don’t die a copy as everyone else Though again no one would listen.
Yet again no one would listen Oh! How sad, sad for them to be alive For I would rather kill myself by a knife Oh! How ignorant life may seem Though got someone that might be just a dream.
Pretending and coping with everything. The day has come for me to know the truth For a lie never reaches that high What more could I say
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Future Here is to the past To the memories unwanted To dreams trashed and gone To things I know where wrong. For I belong to the future For it is all mine I am living the days and forgetting about you You piece of crap
How could you? When you knew That was the thing I hated. Love, is something I could have given you Though I knew it would never be true You part one You blew it! You blew it big time Now its time for me to shine Move on with my life Forget about you For the future belongs to me.
I need you Like a needle needs a vain I need you Like the sand misses the rain I need you Like a soul needs a friend I need you I am no longer going to pretend I need you
I need you My heart cried out loud I need you For you are the best thing I’ve ever had.
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The Birthday
Resentment
My heart cries out loud with pain
A feeling inside I cannot hide
It’s like a candle getting inside my vain
What have I done that I might add?
I can’t handle the pain that’s inside my brain
To deserve all that has been done
A heart so sensitive and weak
Life is too short to sit and wonder
Has become careless and strong
What could have happened if I were a bit careful?
I really have no idea what is wrong
There is nothing more I can write
The wind is blowing hard on my face Making me walk in a very slow pace
Can’t think of anything at this moment
Hoping that my soul would someday walk among space.
For it is bared and cannot cope with the feeling
A year older I am going to turn
I am sick and tired of words with no action
No more pain or past memories are going to return
When I hear your words I feel like banging your head in a wall
A year older is nothing at all
I feel like shouting and screaming
Though you do feel much more secure A feeling that you’ve grown is something you cant explain
Though wondering is a disaster.
Though who said life was a game My Way
It passed by with a blink of an eye And I am going to live for the moments that make me the happiest thing alive. Until We Meet
You begged and pleaded so that ill stay Though it’s never going to end your way A time has lead to cry and weep
Sharing my life with you is nothing more I could ask for You are everything that I ever wanted and more
Time has taken us to a different stage
You make me feel alive with every second you’re beside me.
Knowing that would end in its own ways
I know you can see me for you are the air that I breathe
A pathetic person is what I saw
I know you can hear me and I am certain that you could be anywhere
Hoping and begging that one-day it will show
Having you a part of my life is nothing more I could ask for
Emotional yet very secure Believe me one day you will fall.
You are an angel sent from above Your soul swims in the ocean like a dove I wish I could see you for one more day To tell you how much I care There is nothing more that I could say
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Though I wish you could have stayed.
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Its You’re always wondering What this is all about Why things the way they aren’t And why they cant always be the way it should be If you ever wanted to know My Love You are the sunlight in the morning The moon at night You are a friend I could count on
What this is all about and for Just look around you and be there for a moment It’s about time It’s about trying It’s about love
You’re my smiles when I am feeling down
It’s about happiness It’s about sadness
Ill give you whatever you ask for Each day more and more
It’s about triumph It’s about hopes
My love for you would never go away
It’s about dreams
Hoping that you would never slip away
It’s about beauty
You are an angel sent from above
Blue skies that brings tears
Probably that’s why I love you so much
It’s about joy
My love for you is as strong as an ocean
It’s about freedom
Knowing that ill be here giving you devotion This love for you I could never hide
It’s about you and me But not exactly
What more can I say? There strolled a night of sadness, the passion and agony were silent for a moment The atmosphere was changing randomly in color My eyes were hypnotized My heart was in an unbalanced state of affection. How more could I describe that very second when I heard about the tragic loss. A warm wind caressed me deeply gently touched my soul.
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You are
This is me
You are my sunshine after the rain
This is me
You are the warmth after a cold day
Introducing myself to you
You are my cheerleader when I am feeling down
This is me
The light at the end of the road
Watching over you
You are my strength when I can’t move
This is me Writing all this for you
An angel sent from above, you are everything I wish I had
This is me
You are spring after winter
Apologizing to you
You’re like heaven on earth,
This is me Trying to convince you This is me Offering you love and prosperity
Fade away As I fade away in this empty room you are the only one that guides my way, you are the only light that shines what is left of me.
This is me Forgiving you This is me Loving you
True friend
This is me
You are what a true friend is all about. You are the sunshine in the morning
Trusting you
The moon at night
This is me
Distracting you
The ripples on a river and summer after winter
Caring about you
This is me
This is me
Lying to you
You are my light at the end of the road
Adoring you
This is me
My wall I can lean on
This is me
Hurting you
You are my eyes when I cannot see
Asking for another chance
This is me
A straight line guiding my way
This is me
All me
You are my red when I am feeling blue
Smiling to you
Nothing but me
A friend when I have no clue
This is me
Betraying you.
You are what gets me out of bed in the morning Thank you for not giving up on me.
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Forgive me
Suffer
Forgive me is what I cried to you
Regret is something
Knowing that the sky has already turned blue
Though fear is another
Forgive me is what I cried out loud with pain
Why even start to bother
Knowing that my love for you has gone down the drain
Love was handed to you
Forgive me I asked with passion
Though now I know you are untrue
Knowing that you are out of attraction
Care was handed to you on a table
As years passed by, day and night
Maybe one day you will be capable
I knew that this angel would never forgive me.
Trust was something hard to do Till I decided to take a hold of you Distraction
Torn between the truth and lies
Passion was everything I had to offer Though you turned your back and for that I suffer
Why do we have to live in disguise? When pain is all what has been offered
You part two
I guess people should have suffered
I have gained and lost a lot
Torn between your words and actions
Though I have lost you
All what is happening is distraction
You! A beautiful angel
Torn between life and death
You! A great friend I once had
Life is given hand in hand
You! Oh so great
That is where you have to stand
My deepest apologies written in paper
In the middle of it all
Knowing that I mean every letter
You should be standing oh so tall
Deepest apologies from the bottom of my heart
Looking beyond the ocean
Never wanted us to part
Handing you love and devotion
I am the victim of my choice
Torn between tears and sadness
Hoping that one day you could hear the voice
Why does it sound like madness?
Never meant for this to happen
Torn between hatred and love
Though the door opened and I have suffered
Hoping that one day ill swim in the ocean like a dove
Nothing more I could say
Staring at the sky above
To make this go away
Knowing that this could all turn out to be love.
I am sorry ill repeat it everyday Hoping that one day it would cast its way.
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Where as bright as the stars
Though you turned your back and my heart turned to sadness. You were the light guiding my way
Made it more daring to stare The way you hide in the darkness Made it seem like sadness
Though now I know the sun would shine someday Laughter and smiles where handed to you Now it seems like my face is turning blue
The way you walk with a gesture
How do you say goodbye to someone who loved you with a heart wide open
Made me always question
I guess by walking away and showing no devotion.
Your smile that shone oh so bright Made it seem like a bright light Oh how terrible life could be Only to people who can not see
Searching
The beauty and love inside of thee
I have been searching my soul tonight
Made me wonder how it could be
That I wouldn’t deny
That fear was handed all to you
I have been searching my soul tonight
In sadness you sat down and cried
Hoping to see you by the light
How a precious person could have died
I have been searching my soul tonight
Dead in the heart but not in soul Maybe one day you could stand tall
I have been searching my soul tonight
A smile on your face is what I am hoping for.
Looking for the moonlight I have been searching my soul tonight
Devotion
Though was awakened by a striking thunder light.
Forgive me Was the word I cried out loud with tears, Hoping that one day it wouldn’t become fears My love for you was strong as the ocean Offering you love and devotion Never regretting a word I said Knowing that one-day it would be dead With care I offered you happiness
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Sorry
Melody
Where do I begin to explain?
A melody, a song
That I am sorry for the pain
Stuck in my head
What am I supposed to say?
Though I know that I was somehow dead.
‘Sorry’ never made its way
Bells, birds are singing
‘Forgive me’ wasn’t even an option.
Could even hear them ringing
Forgive yourself and people would forgive you
Alone I am standing
Is what I have been told?
In the forest I am planting
For this I became cold Life is a place where people should know
Hoping that it would grow faster.
What they have done wrong
Dead or alive that I didn’t know
For them to be able to stand strong
What are the things that should show?
My love for you has never left sight.
My broken heart was calling out with pain
Your smile had a bright light
Knowing that it has taken apart of my brain
Shinning through every night Your kindness and support was everything to me, Hoping that one day you will hear me You’re sunshine after the rain Hoping that I haven’t caused pain You’re the warmth after a cold day Hoping that we will speak someday You are my laughter when I am feeling sad Knowing that I have made it look bad Apologies, even more than that I would offer Though I think you want me to suffer. Forgive me! Yes I will say it again Hoping that one day I will win I will remember you until the end of my life Hoping that one day I will see you smile A thank you from the bottom of my heart Is how I am going to end this poem
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Hoping that one-day it would matter.
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Chance
Dead friendship
A chance to speak has passed me by
No words shall appear anymore
Where do I start, when do I cry
You had your chance but lost your lore
My love for you is as strong as the ocean
Once we were friends and would talk all night
What more can I say for you to pay attention
But I lost my way
The time has passed by and it’s taking longer
My feelings lost the light
Give me a chance and ill make it better
As soon as I told you, you started to stutter
You were there for me once you could do it again
I hid I needed to shutter
Believe me it is no longer a game
For now I cannot even talk
The time is real and will be forever
Sorry for causing so much pain
Tell me what more I could say
But if I stay I would go insane
To make this pain go away
I made a fool of my self an embarrassment is no longer on the shelf.
What more can I do Probably start begging you You have been there through my ups and downs Happy moments and sad Now I really do feel bad. Please lets start again Open a book in a new chapter
Block me away from your mind, heart and soul Our friendship had to part I cannot explain why But if I stay inside I will die Maybe one day life would bring us to speak But right now I am more than too weak.
Probably it would look better Tell me, what more can I do My face has already turned oh so blue.
Cruelty Harsh words come out I don’t know why Do you always have to lie? Maybe you will hit till I am blue, or fake a cruel word to me from you It could be erased if you think How your actions are linked Could you bomb a whole country? Or is this all you can do Can’t you see, compared to many you aren’t strong Your cold heart wont last long.
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Malice
Soul sisters
As you sink in your chain and stare at the sky
When I hurt you feel the same
Do you ever ask yourself why you lie?
You understand that feels are not a game
Can’t you feel the pain you create
You help me when I feel there is nothing more
Or how you make people hate
And picked up my pieces when I tore
Actions may speak louder than words
Plane sisters is not enough to describe what I we share
But your evil thoughts are all heard Stop playing with people’s minds as you are taking away everyone’s shine. Cruelty to animal’s people unplanted
You may not be a blood relation But to me you are family from another creation We share out thoughts, giggles and tears
No one now is allowed to dance
Everything about you is just so dear
You took over each and everyone
That you for sticking by my side
One day you will shoot with your gun
You are a shining star my guide
Stop before you create a war
Nobody could replace you for you are my soul
Doing this wont make you gain more.
And without you there would just be an empty hole. Discrimination
The cruel words from you cannot be hidden For there mouths are rusted and ridden Their evil glares as you pass by
You have the key Nothing is heard so why do I speak
You are in front of the line, so they sigh You have a race it is your own But all you hear is them moan Maybe your skin Maybe another But inside we are the same as each other Racism a word so mean You have been somewhere they have never been A silent whisper from beneath
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Is it my fault that I stand and cry? Or could it be helped I wonder why Is this the end, will you leave? Will you stop to grieve? Why does one thing have to make everything change? Now that it’s happened, you’re acting so strange Can we live in a world that we love? Or so I have to send the message by dove?
They are angry because of your belief
We are at one with nowhere to go, all I am saying is making the law
A slap or kick is what you get
I want to go back to how it used to be
For being yourself
It is up to you, you have the key.
They will regret.
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From you
Deceased
Smiles from you cant be bought in a queue
The pain was too much so I took my knife
The ringing laughter so loud makes everyone proud
I am letting go out of touch
Secrets so deep can make a stranger weep
No one to hold my hand as I die
Your eyes so bright can make any dark room light.
Not a tear fall down
But when your tears that falls down, it seems like climbing a forbidden wall
Why would I cry? Life was a pain and as my knife cuts through
And to become so distant so far makes me want to crash in a car.
I will be away from this away from you
For you had a helping hand and would always understand
Letting go wont hurt anyone
And to lose such a friend
I hear you scream, die you son of a gun
Would seem like the end.
So now your wish is coming true Now the blood pours Thanks to you. A dream
A scream so loud could tear you apart But as a bullet is aimed you start to dart
The smiling sun
With the fear in your eyes, you start to run
The smiling sun looks down on me, but pain and wind is all I see
You then realize you are the one For today is when you know the truth
For time has lead to cry and weep All my fears are buried too deep And now I know the truth from you The trees tell your secrets too
You never knew this was how it was supposed to be
Never frown for life is not long.
You’re on the run, nowhere to hide
But how can I when everything is wrong?
You look around you, no one by your side
You keep on thinking but I hear no words
You hear a thud; you look around you and see
The singing is louder than the birds.
Everything that just happened was a dream
The evil stabs through my heart, laughs at me as it tears me apart
But maybe this could happen sometime So live life everyday let your love shine.
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But how can I when there is no one to hold?
A life so full you loved the days, the times you’d sit, stare and gaze
And my tears come though, secrets inside them hidden from you and me.
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Joined in heaven
Gone
Now we are joined from now till the end
Soon I will die and when I do
Our message has been delivered nothing more to send.
I will look back to the times spent with you
Hand in hand we stroll in peace
The times we laughed and the times we cried,
We were once real then deceased
In the end our friendship died
For we live in life, living in strife
For our thoughts were mixed and confused
But now we are safe with no more pain
Back then I felt so used
To be here now with nothing to gain
But now I will lay with no more to say
The love is spread, out past is gone all is said.
Maybe I will be sorry from now on
Joined in heaven we will be
But its too late I am gone.
Our life together is so much to me Friends To be loved
Like a star in the sky, they shine with no lies
The twinkle in your eyes like the stars too high
Like an angel by your side, they never hide
Makes me know that you are true How love is made by you
Like the words from their heart, they are true never to part Like the gift from above, there are full of love
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For you took your time and now we shine
Like a drop from a tear, their secrets are so dear
And the candle inside feels like a tide
When the night is near you have nothing but fear
To be loved and cared for is what we want and more
For your time has come for you to become one
The time is soon and we will look to the moon
When all is said after all I will be dead
And by our moon there are stars
Your dreams is sin, will be kept
Now I know they aren’t so far.
That’s when they all wept.
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Fate It is always got to be the same I say something and later regret it and feel the pain I have developed a habit of making everything worse, Maybe I am just a witch spreading a curse But I can’t help but despise, people living in their lies
Love and Hate To love is to love; to hate is to hate How can you love someone you hate? And how can you hate someone you love? Things are beginning to complicate Maybe I am crazy or even lost my mind
This of you I have never expected There you go saying your sorry though it ends up rejected To me you used to be like a prize The most valuable treasure was just looking in your eyes No one but you could dry my tears Tell me why did things change and how I miss sleeping when the last thing I heard was your voice,
Can someone answer the question I ask? Or is it an impossible task It is hard to explain love It is sent from above Look deep down the ocean of your pretty blue eyes, or over the mountains high up in the skies
Now I guess I just don’t have a choice Some say I love you that I already knew But the winds turned and everything’s through
That’s why people tend to lie While hate is easier to describe, has to do with the mood has to do with the vibe
All I can say is there is no more you and I
Love? Hate? You choose
All caused by your denying and negativity
You might gain and pretty much lose.
I am just going to let things be; I think it’s for the rest Fate would do the rest.
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07-12-2008
Sent from above
What more can I say
From where you are I know you can see us
To make this pain go away
You bless us with every move that you do
What more can I do
We will never forget you
To prove to you how much I love you
You have been a large part of our lives
A thing has been done
Always spreading love and smiles
An angel has gone
Laughter and tears are part of human beings
Up in heaven above
Though you treasured life like no one else
You would always be loved
And all what’s happened has caused us distress.
I hear your words echo in my ear
For you will always be missed
As lovely as a person could be
In our hearts and never apart
I know you are watching over us
You have been an angel from the start
Over the skies above us
Don’t cry my dear child, for one day everything will make sense
You have been sent an angel to protect us You have done a great job in advising us
But how could we an angel has been resent
Raya shukri, you will never be forgotten
A life so full you loved the days the times you’d sit start and gaze
I love you my baby sister
Oh how beautiful life could be it what I heard you say to me
Always in my heart and forever
You knew what life has in store for you and did everything
I love you and miss you deeply. (May you rock heaven like you rocked our world)
Oh how I wish you were with me right now For I cherished you with every beating of my heart The memories we shared will always be cherished For you are a very special person and will never be forgotten.
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Never said I never said it would be easy I only said it would be worth it I never said there wouldn’t be tears I just promised to be there if there was I never said it would be true love I only said you’d know it if it was I never promised it would be forever I only said to love unconditionally and generously with no recognition of time I never said to hold on at all costs I only said one day you’d have to let go and be free I never said you’d get to the rainbow without going through the rain I only said the sun is always brighter than the storm I never said that I want your tears because with me you wont have a reason to cry.
Angel You are something I cannot describe by words. You are an angel that has come to my life and made it complete. Angels never fail to help people around them; they come in your life leaving a place in someone’s heart that they can not describe. Words have failed me; I wouldn’t want a day spent without you being in it. When I have no strength to walk on my own to feet you You are the reason I wake up in the morning smiling You are the sun after a cold day You are my smiles when I have been in a bad mood. You are warmth after a freezing day You are my light at the end of the road. You are an angel sent from above. You are like heaven on earth, a person that is very hard to Thank you for being who you are The person that I always wanted in my life Thank you for never giving up on me.
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Here we go again I missed you like never before, please come back I need you even more. I missed you like the sand misses the water, like there is no But here we go again, all what we had was swept away. Saying words are very easy, yet actions are very hard to play. Missing you is a feeling but do I really feel this way, three things are very hard to say, saying you love someone then breaking their hearts, saying you care about someone yet leaving them to fall and saying you miss someone and then turning your back and talk about them. other soul dwelling in me. My heart sings out of happiness when you walked through that door, but the door has been closed, your presence has disappeared, and the candle has
Question of doubt A knife, cutting through my chest Ripping a full heart into two Eternally bleeding and would never stop And the sound of it goes drop. Tears are dripping of my face Can’t you see the sad face? The love you have given me was a question of doubt And now its time to part You speak you’re mind over and over again Though all I hear are fake words A shallow person is what I see Never thought that would come out of thee My respect for you has gone down the drain It feels like I am going to blow up my brain Reaching out to you, should never have been done Though I thought that it would be fun I thought that I could run fast But it couldn’t even last.
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