Ahmed Reda

ﺳﺄﺑﻘﻰ ﺃﺑﺘﺴﻢ ﻻﻥ ﺇﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺘﻲ ﻫﻲ ﺇﺣﺘﻘﺎﺭ ﻟﻜﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺮﺣﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺷﺎﺏ ﻻ ﺃﻧﺤﻨﻲ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﻷﻟﺘﻘﻂ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻘﻂ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻈﺮﻱ.ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﺣﺐ ﺑﺸﻮﻕ ﻭﺍﻛﺮﻩ ﺑﻌﻨﻒ ﺃﺩﻭﺱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﺘﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺫﻟﻴﻠﻪ ﻟﻪ.ﻗﺪ ﻳﺴﺘﻐﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﻯﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺗﻲ ﻭﻗﺪ ﻳﺮﻣﻴﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﺑﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻠﺴﻔﻪ ﻓﻜﻴﻒ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻥ ﺍﺟﻤﻊ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻧﻘﻴﻀﻴﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺴﺪ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ؟ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻭﺍﻗﻌﻲ ﻭﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﺣﻴﺎ ﺑﻘﻠﺐ ﻃﻔﻞ ﻭﻋﻘﻞ ﺭﺟﻞ..ﺳﺄﺑﻘﻰ ﻛﺒﻴﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﻟﻦ ...ﺍﺟﺮﺡ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺮﺣﻨﻲ ﻭﻟﻦ ﺍﺣﻘﺪ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻭﻟﻦ ﺍﻗﺎﺑﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺡ ﺑﺠﺮﺡ ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺍﻛﺒﺮ ﺑﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﻛﺎ