ASCENSUS : Journal of Humanities at Weill Cornell Medicine Vol. 9

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The Rime of theTired Medical Student Lorien Menhennett Essay

I recently finished the internal medicine rotation at medical school. Exhausting isn’t the word. How many hours of sleep you get hardly matters. Not when you consider all the listening, watching, walking, talking, typing, reading, and learning, all of it intense. Most of my team’s patients were on the same floor, but a few were scattered elsewhere in the hospital. Our newly admitted patients, waiting to be brought to their rooms, were downstairs in the emergency department. Hospital elevators aren’t exactly known for their speed, leaving me all too much time to ponder life and death (literally) in the elevator banks. It was then that I started to notice something: beds. Empty hospital beds that is; sometimes with sheets on them, pushed into corners, or against the walls. They seemed to me everywhere. Not in the way, not obstructing anything, but a constant presence, tucked away here and there. In my weary state, I began looking at them with envy – especially the ones with a set of folded sheets lying on top. “If only I could hop up and take a quick nap,” I thought to myself, and again, and again. As the thought cycled through my mind, a line of poetry was born, inspired directly by Samuel Taylor Coleridge’s 19th-century “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.” Coleridge was writing about deprivation of

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