Your Spiritual Revolution - July 2008

YOUR SPIRITUAL REVOLUTION Volume 2 Issue 7 July 2008

THE PARADOX OF TRUTH Shift in Human Consciousness

Interview with Judy Satori

Loving Me... Loving You

Gods and Leptons

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This issue is a general issue without any specific theme. The cover story is on the nature of truth. Truth is often seen by most people as absolute. In the famous story of the blind men and the elephant, the blind men touch different parts of the elephant and think that what they felt alone is the ultimate truth about the elephant. They never realise that their truths, though apparently contradictory, are all aspects of the integral truth of the whole elephant.

Humanity has witnessed even violent conflicts caused by differing and competing versions of truth. The cover story examines this paradox of truth and points to the integral and multidimensional nature of truth.

Other topics this issue explores include the tendency to defend ourselves against the unknown, the Shift in human consciousness leading to evolutionary transformation in 2012, Oscar Wilde's spiritual realisation of Love, Neuro-Linguistic Programming, how our finite perceptions affect our understanding of reality, the importance of loving relationships and the light language that helps Earth's ascension to the fifth dimension. There are also spiritual poems and a short story.

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Contents 01. The Paradox of Truth

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By Divyaa Kummar

02. The Shift in Human Consciousness

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By Sol Luckman

01 03. Loving Me‌Loving You

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By Ellaeenah

12 04. Defending Ourselves Against The Unknown 14

By Ellen Davis

05. Be Love - An Interview

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With Judy Satori

06. Gods and Leptons

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By Jim Mcinvale

07. Oscar Wilde: The Triumph of Love

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By Oscar Del Santo

12 08. NLP is what you ARE

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By Christa Barbara Asal

09. When Fire Flowers Blossomed

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By Prabhath P

10. Spritual Poems

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THE PARADOX OF TRUTH

By Divyaa Kummar Truth is a beguiling goal but 'truly' it is the journey towards it that is truth's reason to be! And just as tarot's high priestess veils the truth behind her so that you may each make this journey yourself, does life, indeed existence does the same! And when you venture forth, on this expedition for 'the truth' - a clue from me to you: be open to the many paradoxes you will find along your way! Truth will turn you and itself left, right and upside down. So be prepared to play this game with abandon, exploring each facet wholly, for then will truth unfold and unravel itself; any resistance, any hard-line approach will only 01 YSR

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meet with truth cheekily continuing to play hide and seek with you!

Truth is usually considered, the apex of a triangle pointing upward! Most of us take the journey towards truth to be this triangle, with us exploring from the widest base of information, facts, data, input and then narrowing and defining each 'truth' to finally culminate as the one ultimate truth! But it is in fact quite the reverse - you start at the narrowest point, of your perception, experience, and understanding of any aspect (truth) till its 'truth' encompasses more and more, infinitely widening towards what you call the 'top'! For truth doesn't narrow into 'a truth,' but moves into a place where

you can view all points of view co-existing equally as truths, relative to different points along the journey, each truth only a function of a particular time and space co-ordinate! The triangle is indeed upside down!

Thus truths are not as usually considered absolute facts without contradictions! Seekers get confused when they come across what appear as 'contradictory' universal truths; they constantly try and determine which of those truths is the 'one and ultimate truth'! Either way they feel that if one is right then the other must be wrong, old or redundant!

And it is this need to categorize reality in terms of its 'one ultimate' truth, that comes in the way. The classic Rumi story outlines this beautifully: He tells us about four blind men in a bazaar, each one on one side of an elephant, touching the elephant to describe its truth. Naturally an argument ensues, for one describes the elephant through the tail, another through the trunk and the others through each of its flanks, and yet the people of the bazaar, from their vantage point of the larger picture, can see all aspects being the truth about the elephant!

Universal Truths can be likewise viewed from many angles, each one as true as the other! Indeed seemingly opposing perspectives, for example, the principle of complete free will and complete divine will; or the truth behind desires must be fulfilled and desires must be transcended - can both be equally and simultaneously valid, for it depends from which 'angle' you are viewing 'the truth', and which experience you require in the now! Neither negates the other, and as you truly embark on the journey to reach 'the truth', you find not only these two points (your current and the larger) co-existing but the many gradations in between all making up its truth!

For each point of view, understanding, and experience - each truth indeed - has its own validity in its time and space co-ordinate and is required for 'soul' growth therein! And as you explore, expand, evolve, acknowledge and accept that each individual truth, and all collectively together too, is 'the truth,' your connotation of truth itself changes.

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Not only do you not hanker after some one and final truth but this awakening also renders null and void the association of 'truth' being synonymous with 'one absolute'. More importantly you do not get confused by the different truths presented by different masters, texts or even by the same master to different people, or different truths presented to you along your journey!

Spiritual texts are 'written' in ways, in which all aspects of any universal truth are present - with you coming across or accepting that truth which you need in the now! And this brings us to a very vital point in this exploration of truth. Each individuation is on its unique journey in experiencing the Whole for the Whole. Each so-called current life is designed towards this, in inimitable ways. And based on your purpose of each life, what you have chosen to experience, explore, expand and disempower through any current life you will meet as your truths! For truth depends on many variables your era (time) and place (space), your soul purpose, your current life purpose, your stage of what you call 'evolution' to name only a few, so yes truth is an everevolving aspect along with 'you'. And if you observe carefully, the truth of each level of your personal evolution is self-verifying, as at each level you are native to that! So everyone feels justified in his or her own truth! In some life (or phase of) for example, you may choose to explore surrender to divine will; in another you may choose to claim your complete free will as Creator - and both experiences are valid for the larger soul journey and both truths have to be wholly experienced as your truth - beyond intellectual concepts. Only then are you, as a soul, ready to move to another of its facets becoming your truth! For your truth is what is you experience; your truth is in your energy signature, and not your intellectual understanding thereof!

At this point we can loosely, for the sake of explanation only, define truth in terms of a) your current (or personal) truth b) the larger truth or what you consider you will finally 'find' as the ultimate truth of any aspect c) and the seeming polarities in

between that come your way, as others' truths. Most important and what many seekers do not give credit to is their current (personal) truth. Seekers are so concerned with the 'ultimate' truth that they do not realize that 'The Truth' is always what you are experiencing in your here and now as your current truth! It is what you have chosen to experience of the larger truth! Indeed wherever you are seeking ultimate truths, consciously determine what is your current knowing and experience of it beyond the intellectual! Do you live it? Then is it your 'truth,' and then will you be open to its 'larger' and 'higher' truths?! And a vital clue here: the 'ultimate' truth always dwells in that 'next' level of consciousness thereby catalyzing your evolution, experience into that level. That is all the 'ultimate' truth of any aspect is - the next level of any truth! And this then infinitely continues - your current truth and the 'next'! Now many of you will think, aha, the 'real' ultimate truth then, is that which comes at the 'end'!

These are the ways in which the human mind leaps, always seeking that 'one final' answer on any aspect!

And thus it may surprise some of you: There is no 'one' single truth in the 'end'! So what is this 'larger truth' then? It is that point of focus where all truths co-exist simultaneously! Paradoxical, yes? That the larger truth (of any aspect) is not one 'final' truth shorn of all its 'contradictions', but its totality, which contains all it's seeming polarities and contradictions! Collectively it is the larger truth remember the elephant story!

As we take this further, we come to the startling realization that embracing all truths leads to a place of no truths - to indeed a beingness of All That Is! I will quote from a previous channeling of mine: “Do not now despair and wonder why you need to go through all truths to arrive at no truth! For there is no truth in the sense of what truth is usually taken to mean by you all - where one truth negates another or truth implies something that is not truth. Universal truths are but aspects of That I Am. And as I Am All That Is - where can untruth be? And if there is no untruth how can there be what you call 'truth'? In me 03 YSR

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resides the field beyond right and wrong, nothing and everything, yes but also beyond untruth and truth. But beloveds you must experience each of these; the totality of the aspects you seek, you must experience as its truths, with their seeming 'contradictions' before you reach this place of all truth or no truth; you cannot arrive here from any one single viewpoint, experience - truth! When you experience all My nuances through your many 'lives', and 'look back' you do not then consider them at variance with each other but experience how perfectly it all fits! What we are referring to here does not mean an intellectual understanding of my 'different' truths, but experiential: each truth experienced, through what you call your many existences, as your personal truth! This is indeed one of your reasons to Be‌ to experience and integrate the multi-faceted nature of My reality - That I AM and That You are. 'My reality': what do these words imply? 'Real' implies truth to you and if My reality is multi-faceted so must its truth be! I am All That Is and any 'aspect,' truth of mine that you seek to understand, is also made up of all that it can be!

Remember as is the macrocosm, so is the microcosm. Do the tango - wholly explore, experience your current truth and be open to the next! Understanding consciously now, that if your truth is not another's truth, it does not make it 'more' (or 'less') of the truth. Understand also, that your current truth is not less valid than the next level of truth - for there is no short cut!�

Universal truths are but aspects of All That Is, and thus does your journey towards truth take you everywhere till you pierce the veil behind the high priestess, and enter into her secret of all truth and no truth. Then you flow out once again as life, and the empress card, but looking through the high priestess' eyes, leads to an enhanced experience of all that comes your way.

Here is an explanation through analogy: conjure if you will, a circle. Blue at one end; red at another and many different colors in between. When you are bang in the middle of blue, and cannot see the other

color, blue will be your truth. Then as you travel through it, a point will come when you glimpse the next color, whilst still experiencing the current! It is only when you move into another color, and become that color will it become your truth and you will view the blue as a valid truth you have experienced but is not your truth anymore. Likewise you will go through, glimpse and experience every color making up this circle - till having done that, replete and fulfilled you will view the circle as a whole, and experience all the colors co-existing simultaneously.

None are old or redundant or invalid! But whilst you are within any color, this bird's eye view of all colors in the circle can only be intellectual.

Š Divyaa Kummar, all rights reserved www.divyaakummar.com Divyaa Kummar, from Mumbai, India, is a spiritual facilitator reaching out through discourses, writings, tarot workshops, personal energy sessions, and meditation groups blending ancient dhyana and tantra techniques with a more current approach.

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THE SHIFT IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS

By Sol Luckman Are you aware that a Shift in human consciousness is occurring even as you read these words that employs celestial triggers such as supernovas and Earth's alignment with Galactic Center in the years leading up to 2012 to trigger the evolution of our species? This Shift has been documented in a stimulating multimedia presentation entitled Preparing for the Shift, by Barry and Janae Weinhold, Ph.D. Over decades devoted to the study of consciousness and evolution, the Weinholds, both trained psychologists, have gathered overwhelming evidence that humanity is in 05 YSR

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the middle of a long-awaited Shift in consciousness predicted in hundreds of indigenous cultures worldwide.

Today this Shift is visible nearly every time you open a newspaper or turn on the TV. It can be seen in the breakdown of many old structures such as those that underpin governments, churches and corporations, as well as in families and individuals.

It is also evident in the ecological breakdown of numerous Earth systems, a widespread perception time is accelerating, drastic changes in weather

patterns, more people feeling overwhelmed by modern life's complexity, and increased polarization between groups, religions, and regions.

Fortunately, along with signs of breakdown, the Weinholds emphasize there is also considerable evidence of breakthrough: the appearance of stunningly gifted children in unprecedented numbers, the emergence of innovative and integrated healing modalities, people becoming less 'religious' and more 'spiritual,' and the dawning of new communities and social structures based on servant leadership and other partnership principles.

The significance of the winter solstice on December 21, 2012, according to the Mayan, Aztec, Incan and Hopi traditions, is that this date marks the close of several cycles of time. The first is the end of the 26,000-year Mayan calendar, also called a 'precession' and the Annus Magnus ('Great Year'), considered by many a gestational or birth cycle for Earth. Mayan timekeepers believe that human evolution unfolds as a result of such precisely calibrated master cycles of time. They predict that Earth and humanity are about to be birthed into a new reality based on unity predicated on a dramatic advance in consciousness.

From a Mayan perspective, the Weinholds ask, “What began 26,000 years ago?” Their extensive psychohistorical research indicates this marked the beginning of humanity's psychological individuation. In human terms, becoming 'individuated' means moving from being unconsciously united with the Creator or Ground of Being, to choosing to become divided from the Creator and developing separate individual consciousness, to finally returning to the Creator as conscious, aware individuals. Once people fully individuate, it becomes possible for them to make empowered, discerning choices and use intention to co-create reality with Source - or perhaps more accurately, to create reality as Source.

The second cycle of time ending in 2012 highlighted in Preparing for the Shift is the close of 06 YSR

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the Galactic Year. It takes 225 million Earth years for the Milky Way Galaxy to make one complete rotation in the sky, which is believed to be a birth cycle for our galaxy. From a galactic perspective, the Weinholds ask, “What was conceived on Earth 225 million years ago?”

They point out this was when Earth's landmass, Pangaea, began separating into what we now know as the seven continents. This process of planetary individuation not only correlates with continental drift theory; my research indicates there is also an energetic correspondence between Earth's twelve tectonic plates responsible for continental drift and the twelve pairs of cranial nerves in the human brain, which are themselves linked to the biblical Twelve Tribes. Considered together, this evidence suggests that Earth, like humans, has undergone her own 'separating out' or individuation. Based on such interconnectedness, it is also reasonable to expect that as human consciousness exponentially increases, Earth will also undergo a significant - and observable - transformation.

Astronomers studying Galactic Center report that it periodically becomes extremely active.

During these episodes, it spews out fierce barrages of cosmic energy equal to thousands of supernova explosions. These outbursts are the most energetic phenomenon in the known universe. A growing number of researchers such as Sergey Smelyakov, author of a fascinating paper entitled The Auric Time Scale and the Mayan Factor, in addition to many indigenous peoples worldwide, theorize that as Galactic Center becomes more energized, it catalyzes human evolution through frequency emissions in the form of higher-dimensional 'torsion' waves transmitted to Earth via the sun.

A comprehensive scientific model for the “Energetic Engine of Evolution” has been proposed

by David Wilcock, a highly gifted psychic and speculative scientist whose theory of “Evolution as 'Intelligent Design'” deserves summarizing. Citing the work of a vanguard of researchers, Wilcock

presents a model that unites many disciplines and provides several critical missing pieces to the evolutionary puzzle. In his own words, this provocative model “suggests that humanity is on the verge of a near-spontaneous metamorphosis into a more highly evolved state of consciousness.”

Basing his analysis on the realization, embraced by more and more of today's scientists, that Darwinian evolutionary theory is “extinct,” Wilcock observes that the “probabilities that DNA could evolve by 'random mutation' are so minute as to be utterly laughable - akin to the idea that if you have enough monkeys tapping away on typewriters, one of them will eventually produce a complete Shakespearean play.” Far surpassing the reach of gradual, incremental evolution, which certainly occurs as environmental adaptation, the fossil record from all over the planet makes it abundantly clear that species regularly evolve in heretofore inexplicable leaps and bounds, skipping what would seem from a Darwinian perspective to be crucial evolutionary phases. At the top of a long list of species whose evolution has baffled science is the human species.

Although for more than a century a 'missing link' has been assumed to exist based on largely unchallenged Darwinian presumptions, scientists have never managed to discover it. “When we consider that the size of the brain literally doubled between that of humanity's apparent ancestors and ourselves, with no evidence of a smooth transformation whatsoever,” writes Wilcock, “once again we see a spontaneous evolution of the creatures on Earth.” One scientist associated with National Geographic, studying the intricate bone carvings dating to 70,000 B.C.E. found at Blombos Cave in South Africa, concluded that behavioral evolution mirrors anatomical development - an important observation meaning, in Wilcock's words, that “spontaneous evolution is not simply physiological, but consciousness-related as well.

When a new bodily form has emerged, consciousness changes appear to occur.”

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Moreover, as indicated by the Mayan calendar, rather than in fits and starts, such evolutionary fastforwards of physiology and consciousness happen in organized, predictable cycles. Theorizing a 'harmonic relationship' between the 26,000-year Mayan calendar and 26-million-year period between extinctions/evolutionary leaps in the fossil record, Wilcock notes that all Earth species have suddenly evolved, or metamorphosed, every 26 million years, making a strong case for “an outside energetic influence that operates in a regular, cyclic fashion.”

To answer the question what outside energetic influence is responsible for these rhythmic evolutionary revolutions, it is necessary to factor in the concept of torsion energy or universal creative consciousness. Some writers, most notably Barbara Hand Clow, have focused attention on something called the Photon Belt or Photon Band, which can be envisioned as a torsion-wave 'light lattice' connecting Earth via our sun to Galactic Center that serves as a guiding data communication network for human and planetary evolution.

While some astronomers have scoffed at the notion of a Photon Band, other scientists who grasp the higher-dimensional nature of this network's light understand that it not only exists but plays a critical role in cosmic evolution. Wilcock's research indicates that something very much like a Photon Band most definitely exists as lines of higherdimensional torsion radiation emanating from Galactic Center. Both Wilcock and Clow envision the Photon Band as tracing figure-eights throughout the spiraling pattern of the Milky Way Galaxy. It appears from Dr. Nikolai Kozyrev's research involving aether that such looping 'zero point' or torsion energy based on the phi ratio (1.6180339) is, among other things, directly responsible for our cyclical experience of time.

From Book One on the Regenetics Method, Conscious Healing : The Photon Band & Black Road. It takes 225 million Earth years for the Milky

Way Galaxy to make one complete rotation through the Photon Band, which is believed to be a birth cycle for our galaxy. The Black Road, a Mesoamerican phrase for a type of wormhole, can be conceptualized as simultaneously an astrophysical and genetic alignment with Galactic Center that engenders a Shift in consciousness.

Recalling the aether theories of Kozyrev, fellow Russian scientist Sergey Smelyakov's research demonstrates that the harmonic vibrations of phi, also referred to as the Golden Mean and Fibonacci sequence, inform the very fabric of space-time.

Mathematically, the Photon Band appears to be structured on phi, producing set cosmic intervals the Mayans were aware of when constructing their uncannily accurate calendar. Smelyakov's The Auric Time Scale and the Mayan Factor compellingly suggests that Earth connects to Galactic Center via our solar system in a harmonic fashion he calls “Solar-planetary Synchronism,” a vibratory relationship based on the Golden Mean.

In an article entitled The Ultimate Secret of the Mayan Calendar, Wilcock cites Smelyakov's research, writing that it helps explain the end of the Mayan calendar in geometric terms as an “infinitelyconverging end point” in which time appears to 'collapse.' This is because time as we experience it follows the imploding spirals of phi much like a finger tracing the cyclical involutions of a conch shell to its centerpoint. History, then, does not exactly repeat itself; it is more like climbing a spiral staircase.

Torsion energy spiraling as the Photon Band from the creative consciousness at the Core of our universe is Wilcock's “Energetic Engine of Evolution.” Because of its curvilinear form, the Photon Band is composed of swaths of lesser and greater density of torsion waves manifesting as higher-dimensional light. As our solar system orbits episodically into galactic regions characterized by greater density of torsion waves (i.e., greater light or consciousness), which it is currently doing, life on

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our planet, including the living organism that is Earth, is intelligently stimulated to evolve in spectacular ways not only physically but also mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

“By combining the effects of geo-cosmic change with the overall flourishing of humanity in the cultural and spiritual sense,” observes Wilcock, “we see that as the cycle continues to exponentially accelerate its energetic rate of vibration into the 2012-2013 'singularity,' we can expect … rapid increases in human awareness.” This centripetal cycle leads inexorably to a “discontinuous megaevent where 'time and space collapse.'” Perhaps this transformation of our experience of time and space is the truth behind the disjointed description of the “end of days” in the Book of Revelation.

In humans, evolutionary activation occurs as torsion waves stimulate transposons or 'jumping DNA' to rewrite the genetic code - a phenomenon supported by a considerable amount of scientific evidence. Bruce Lipton's research unambiguously affirms that cells possess the ability to reprogram their own DNA, with measurable physical results such as otherwise inexplicable dietary modifications in organisms, when environmentally prompted. Dr. Lipton hypothesizes that such rewriting, which is typically beneficial, accounts for up to ninety-eight percent of evolutionary transformation.

Similarly, in a concise but excellent study entitled Retrotransposons as Engines of Human Bodily Transformation, biochemist Colm Kelleher addresses the subject of radical genetic adaptation or evolution as a result of what he terms a 'transposition burst.' “If one were to hypothesize a transmutation of the human body,” writes Dr. Kelleher, “it would be necessary to orchestrate a change, cell by cell, involving the simultaneous silencing of hundreds of genes and the activation of a different set of hundreds more. A transposition burst is a plausible mechanism at the DNA/RNA level that could accomplish such a genome wide change.

Transposition bursts comprise the concerted movement of multiple mobile DNA elements from different genetic locations to new positions, sometimes on different chromosomes … Human DNA contains an abundance of the necessary genetic structures to accomplish a transposition burst involving hundreds, or even thousands, of genes.”

Referencing a particular DNA sequence containing three different transposon families arranged in bead-like formation, Kelleher theorizes that owing to its tripartite configuration, this DNA sequence would be “an effective participant in large scale transposon mediated genetic change that eventually results in transformation of the human body.”

Perhaps the most undeniable evidence supporting the concept of a torsion life-wave or Photon Band of universal creative consciousness energetically directing the spontaneous formation and development of Earth species comes from Tim Harwood, who calls attention to one of nature's more miraculous phenomena. After caterpillars form their chrysalis during metamorphosis, it is a little-known but very relevant fact that they completely dissolve into a soup of amino acids before reassembling into butterflies. This soup contains no recognizable cells or DNA as it is currently understood, but when the time is right, the torsion life-wave signals the DNA to recombine and, within a matter of days, cells emerge to create new life-forms.

Wilcock concludes that the human species, somewhat like caterpillars entering metamorphosis, is currently “being programmed by the galactic center to become more advanced while … still here in our bodies.” This is made possible because the “DNA molecule is like a programmable piece of hardware … so that if you change the energy wave that moves through it, the jumping DNA will encode it into a completely different form. It is therefore possible that as we move into increasingly “intelligent” zones of energy in the galaxy, the DNA 09 YSR

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energy patterns for the creatures on the planet are all upgraded, and the mutations occur so rapidly - well within one lifetime - that no “transitional” fossils exist.”

Earth's movement through a denser area of the Photon Band directly aligned with Galactic Center began around the time of the so-called Harmonic Convergence in 1987, will enter into a historical astronomical alignment around 2012, and will be complete (from our present linear perspective) by about 2016. Over the course of the past two decades, as Wilcock and the Weinholds point out, major Earth, planetary and solar changes - from unprecedented alterations in planetary atmospheres to drastic surges in volcanic and earthquake activity - have been observed. Arguably of greatest significance from our perspective is that the sun is now moving into alignment with Galactic Center.

During this transit the sun's magnetic field has increased over 230% and there have been wildly elevated levels of sunspot activity (as reported by NASA and other space agencies) that have transmitted record-breaking waves of electromagnetic (to say nothing of torsion) energy to Earth and, thus, to us.

It is worth noting we are composed of the same substances found in the heavens, so it really is not so odd that celestial events should profoundly impact us. Harvard professor of astronomy Robert Kirshner has remarked that “supernovas created the elements we take for granted - the oxygen we breathe, the calcium in our bones, and the iron in our blood are products of the stars.” Other researchers, observing that most of DNA's amino acids are also found in space, have hypothesized that DNA actually came from space - an increasingly popular theory known as 'Panspermia.’

Fascinatingly, Fritz Albert Popp's research in biophotons describes the dying process of cells as virtually identical to that of stars. Just before dying, cells transform into 'supernovas' as the light they emit increases in intensity a thousand times before

being suddenly extinguished. On a related note, and just as extraordinarily, Galactic Center, our point of origin, is located in the constellation Ophiuchus, “the serpent bearer,” an obvious reference to the spiraling, serpentine helixes of DNA. Here, in ancient symbolism, we find a direct link between the creational torsion waves emitted by Galactic Center and the DNA molecule to which, by all indications, they give rise.

The Vedics were well aware of such an 'energenetic' connection between Galactic Center and DNA as well as of the many cycles of time ending around 2012, employing the term somvarta to describe the intelligent waves of Core energy responsible for the spontaneous evolution of species. Another ancient concept, the Golden Mean, precisely defines the mathematical relationship between 'above' and 'below.' The DNA molecule is minutely structured on phi or the Golden Mean, measuring 34 x 21 angstroms for each full helical spiral. Concordantly, the average mean orbit of each of the planets moving away from the sun is also a

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Fibonacci sequence that translates to almost exactly 1.6180339.

© Sol Luckman, all rights reserved www.phoenixregenetics.org Sol Luckman is author of the internationally acclaimed 'Conscious Healing: Book One on the Regenetics Method' and the 'Beginner's Luke Series' of novels, editor of the popular free ezine 'DNA Monthly,' and cofounder of the Phoenix Center for Regenetics. His articles on the Regenetics Method have appeared in numerous print and online venues and 'Nexus New Times' called 'Conscious Healing,' which also received a five-star endorsement from the Midwest Book Review and was recently translated into its third language, a “paradigmreworking book” that introduces a “revolutionary healing science that's expanding the boundaries of being.”

Loving Me‌Loving You

By Ellaeenah As I write this article, I am on my travels abroad. I look around me at the myriad races and faces from all over the globe. Some black, some brown, some white. Some tall, some short, some fat and some slender; slanting eyes, light eyes, dark hair and blonde‌all pass by me as I stand silently watching the human drama as it unfolds one more chapter for me to read. And what is it that I read this time?

I read that the most smiles I see are on the faces of those who are with others. Yes, there are the few who gently smile to themselves as they walk by alone, but the laughter and the energy of heartfelt cheer comes from those who are with partners, family or friends.

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another, but we all speak a common language when we smile, we let down our hair when we guffaw, and we forget that we are different in that moment of oneness.

It is our very nature to wish to be with another, to connect and be intimate. It is not natural for any human being to want to be isolated and disconnected. The human spirit comes alive when there is bonding with another. It is, as though, spirit finds in another a certain something that completes it. The human psyche is caught in a grip of acute emotional loneliness when it is without the touch of a human soul for an extended length of time. Touch is not only physical; it reaches the deepest places of your heart and makes them glow.

Science has proved that the absence of touch can lead to such extremes of desperation and desolation that it can have severe pathological consequences.

Unless you have reached a very elevated state of soul consciousness, inter-personal and intra-personal relationships are vital for your soul growth. When you bond with others, you are coming into close contact with their spirit essence, which acts as a catalyst for you to get in touch with your own essence. In the humdrum of daily life we make inner soul connections through our external relationships.

No wonder our eyes light up and hearts soar when we laugh. The adrenalin rush is like a workout!

Isolation from those we love leads to deep loneliness, even if the isolation is intentional and self-chosen. The loneliness arises from the fact that we alienate ourselves from our own essence. It does not need much explanation to understand that those whom we bond with the most, are the closest to our essence and our spirits emanate very, very similar energies. Often we do not see this as we get caught in the illusion of external appearances. When we experience long periods of not connecting with like soul energies, the contact with our inner essence begins to diminish. It is this lack of inner contact that leads to depression and physical diseases. Diabetes, hyper-tension and cancer are often the result of this loss of soul connection. If persons suffering from these are constantly kept happy with their friends and loved ones around them to bring them joy and cheer, this happy external state will translate into a balanced inner state. We know the common statement 'as within, so without', but we forget that the reverse is true as well.

Many believe, erroneously of course, that men handle aloneness better than women. Stress spares no one, and it is wrong to believe that men do not need the emotional and physical contact as much as women do. In fact, statistics show that the number of widowers who die or fall ill very soon after the death of their wives is significantly larger than the number of widows. Myths such as these make it more difficult for men to express their needs and 12 YSR

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lead to even more inner stress.

Joyful relationships always lead to better health, greater efficiency and a surprising increase in the levels of tolerance and acceptance. Haven't you found that you are far more forgiving when you are content within? And that is the golden key. Inner contentment. No, certainly it is not only reliant on the presence of a partner or family. In fact, sometimes it is these very relationships that cause you sadness and pain. Inner contentment comes when you feel good about yourself, and so it is the presence of uplifting relationships that is vital for us all. When we give ourselves permission to express love for another, we naturally and effortlessly love that part of us that is so silently and yet, so wondrously reflected in the other. The more such relationships we have, the greater is the self-love. Of course, the reverse is true as well. The more you love yourself, the more people you will find outside of you to love!

Friendships and romantic interludes can never be used as means to escape from yourself. That which you loathe in yourself, will, one day, turn up at your doorstep and bring the world crashing around you.

Be honest about what you do not like in yourself and address it right away. These flaws do not make us small or worthless in any way. It is the dark spot that makes us aware that the rest is shining and clear. I know of many who are flitting from flower to flower to find the nectar, not realizing that it lies in the flower of their own heart. Society, today, is addicted to partying and social 'do's. Yes, each one is trying very hard to run away from oneself. In the glaze of the alcohol and behind the screen of the smoke it is so easy to make yourself believe that all is well, till you reach the hospital doors.

Just as any relationship needs commitment, the inner connection needs you to commit yourself to self. Then as you walk down the street with your loved ones, others smile to hear your laugh because what every human heart resonates with is the essence of spirit. Then the different colour of your

skin, hair and eyes makes you even more beautiful, the language you speak sounds sweeter, the clothes you wear appear attractively exotic, and all because you love who you are.

And that is the ultimate human relationship - the one you have with your heart and another's soul.

From my heart to your soul, dear friend, namaste, adieu, sayonara, ciao‌..or to put it simply, I Love You!

Š Ellaeenah, all rights reserved www.jadefirelight.com Ellaeenah is an intuitive spiritual facilitator, teacher, writer and life counselor whose practical insights into Ancient Wisdom have empowered innumerable people. Her work extends into the realms of the Spirit-Psyche, such that life is directed by consciousness of thought, word and feeling, to bring about self-empowerment through complete recall of one's Godhood.

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Defending Ourselves Against the Unknown

By Ellen Davis We are innately worthy, innately divine, and need do nothing to substantiate this. We are One enjoying our infinite diversity. Yet so often, through the journey of individuation and the veils of illusion that we can get lost in, to validate our place in the world and give ourselves a sense of identity, meaning, worthiness and security, we come to know and then to define ourselves in relationship to our world: “I am here and not there. I am fat and you are thin. I am fast and you are slow. I am bad and you are good. You won and I lost. You are this way and I am that way. I used to be this way and now I am that way. I believe this and you believe that.”

We define ourselves through our conditions: “I am hot, I am cold. I am tired. I am old. I am young. I am hungry, I am horny. I am happy. I am sad. I am 14 YSR

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angry. I am depressed. I am sick. I am well. I am in love. I am lonely.”

We define ourselves in opposition to the world or in identification with it: “You are this way and I am not like you. The world is this way but I am that way.”

Then, to make it all even more meaningful, we create reasons to feel these ways. And the more reasons we have, the more that we think it gives us validity or justifies our existence. And if we do not have reasons, we judge ourselves as shallow or crazy.

When we avoid the unknown, the way that we think we will know where we are, is in relation to something else. And our 'something else' is often not seen for what it is but through a streaming narrative about it built on preconceptions and the agenda to give ourselves a name, place and meaning in our

world. What I am pointing to is distinct from a celebration and enjoyment of individuality and diversity. I am pointing to the momentum of the comparative mind and the way we shape our identity through our belief in our confabulations.

When we are uncomfortable with the unknown, we tend to defend ourselves against it; against NOW; against what is. We do this by layering on top of it meaning and stories and beliefs, which place us in a context to where there is an appearance of knowing and an appearance of identity. We also do this through armoring our bodies with tensions and not allowing ourselves to breathe. When we surrender to the now without fixating in identity through our relationship to something else or our own conditions, we may see, if looking to find who we are, that there is no one there. If we do not see ourselves in relationship to something else we fear we may cease to exist, and in fact we (or the illusion) may cease to exist as a separated self-sense. And if there is no one there, there is no sense of a someone who can do something. And who are we and what value do we have if we do not do anything?

Paradoxically, when we as awareness, without a fixated identity, surrender to the Now through a Silence, we are one with the present moment and can really see what arises and what to do much more intimately. This is awareness.

Approaching life with all of our preconceptions and self-referencing in relation to the world around us is like looking through glasses which are colored with designs and polka dots on them rather than through clear ones.

When we are insecure with the unknown and the present moment, we tend to do everything we can to avoid it. The irony is that in our avoidance, we end up creating the very thing we are trying to resist. The sense of division and separation that insecurity comes from creates more of itself. When we think those things that we experience as external or separate from ourselves will create sustainable meaning and security for us or when we have

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expectations for specific outcomes, we set ourselves up for disappointment. Our only true insurance is through a surrender to the present and its Silence.

The only kind of meaning that is sustainable and not subject to the conditions of the moment is the awareness that is prior to all conditions - and that is not a mental kind of meaning - it is the ineffable suchness of all of this and none of this, found not through thought and preconceptions, but through Silence.

We perpetuate the myths of our fears when we feel that we need to substantiate or validate ourselves with our confabulated meaning - as if we were not innately valid or worthy. We create stories and meaning where we are actually clueless. We define ourselves and all of life in relationship to our representations and interpretations of something else. It is habitually part and parcel of this relative/space/time/measuring world. If we had nothing to measure or reference ourselves in relation to, where would we be? Who would we be? I am not pathologizing this - it has created its own field for Self-experience and exploration. But I also see that doing it can obscure an experience of freedom where Truth and creativity flow unimpeded and stories Divinely intelligent unfold (supernovas, galaxies) without our adding stories to them that direct life in ways that mind and fear cannot with all of its gumption ever hope to. When we are awake to this and what is prior to our conditions within the conditions of duality, we can live without division; we can live eternity in time.

Š Ellen Davis, all rights reserved www.ellendavis.org Ellen Davis has been teaching ballet with a yogic and metaphysical approach for 30 years. She facilitates satsang and writes about the creative process, the nature of self and new paradigm teaching and learning approaches.

BE LOVE An Interview with Judy Satori New Zealander, Judy Satori has been trained by the Spiritual Hierarchy to transmit sound and light codes to recreate the body and body's energy anatomy to handle fifth dimensional energy and assist people through the Ascension process. She offered this email interview to YSR e-magazine.

YSR: Judy, I've been to your website and listened to energy activation transmissions with the Archangels Metatron and Zadkiel. What is this strange language that you speak?

Judy Satori: The light language that I speak is an energy language of instruction and preparation transmitted through me by the Elohim, the Creator aspects of God to prepare people physically for Earth's ascension to a fifth dimensional frequency

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pattern. This 'shift of the ages,' an evolutionary upgrade for Earth and her people are part of a Divine Plan for the galaxy and is expected to occur in December 2012.

The very foundation of our physical structure is the atom and the atom is energy. It is not a solid structure. The sounds transmitted through me are ENERGY WORDS. They are coding or reprogramming sequences of sound and light that impact on the DNA template and cells of the body, sparking a physical rewiring.

The energy also clears karmic miasms, the distorted frequencies of sound and light that are the result of past life trauma and belief. The energy remodels the chakras and energy circuits of the body and opens and activates past life and soul group knowledge and ability so that we can be and do what

we have come to be and do at this important time on Earth.

YSR: When you say THE WORD, whose words are these, where do they come from?

Judy Satori: I believe that these words come from God for all the people of the Earth.

Eleven years ago I began to channel many beings of light - the Christ Energy, Buddha, deities of all the world religions as well as what is known as the Christed Extraterrestrial races: the Arcturians, Siriuns and Lyrans. I also began to heal with my hands.

It was not something that I ever dreamed would happen to me. Then five years ago the light language began. The energy words come through me automatically. There is no thought involved.

YSR: If this work is of God, why are you working with extraterrestrials?

Judy Satori: I believe that civilizations such as the Arcturians and Lyrans are highly evolved, loving beings who are assisting us all on Earth at this time.

They exist in bodies of greater light in other dimensions of reality. A dimension is like an envelope of light vibrating at a certain frequency.

Earth vibration is changing soon and this is why we need to be physically prepared to handle it. We are transiting from the third dimension to a faster pulsating fifth dimension. However the changes are on a galactic level.

YSR: Who are the Arcturians or Lyrans?

Judy Satori: They are beings who exist in bodies similar to ours but composed of more light. Their DNA is different. However, I believe that our DNA was originally contributed to by 12 interstellar founding races…of light and of love. For example, the Arcturians are fantastic healers - you just call on an Arcturian healing team if you need help. Lyra is the 12th dimensional stargate, the origination point of our 12-strand DNA genetic Code potential. I have recently created a CD, the SONG OF LYRA, 17 YSR

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beautiful oboe music and sound and light codes that help to reconnect us with the sacred beauty and innate wisdom of our soul. The Song of Lyra is the song of our soul's returning to wholeness and to peace.

YSR: What advice would you give to people who want to prepare themselves for Earth's ascension?

Judy Satori: The most important thing is to BE LOVE. I have many audio gifts from Spirit available on my website, which are freely available to help people. There are Three Blessings for Health, Abundance and Joy, energy activations to prepare for ascension, meditations and clearing audios and lots of information about the ascension process. I also invite your readers to sign up for my free bimonthly E-magazine .This magazine brings through the latest information and energy work from Spirit.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to tell people in India about this work.

Many blessings to you all….with love…Judy Satori

© Judy Satori, all rights reserved www.thesoundoflight.com Judy travels extensively internationally and would love to come to India to share the work. Her Executive Producer in the US, Susan Lethbridge can be contacted at judysatorilive@aol.com

Gods and Leptons

By Jim Mcinvale Some decades ago, a debate raged among particle physicists. Let me re-state that.

The giant brains don't rage in the same way as the rest of us.

They wield wave equations and spar with state vectors. At issue was the proper characterization of electrons - were they particles or waves? Convincing arguments and experiments supported both sides. Electrons are members of the Lepton family of subatomic particles. They are essentially a marriage between a particle with mass (also called an electron) and the mass-less neutrino.

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The raging scientists resolved their differences quickly and peacefully, settling on an answer agreeable to most everyone. Electrons were both particles and waves ‌ and they were neither! As it turns out, the way that we see them depends entirely on how we look at them. Or, in the jargon of the physicists, the properties observed are determined by the nature of the experiment. In some experiments, they exhibit localized mass (a particle attribute), while in others they display the properties of wavelength and frequency.

We probably reside in a universe that is real and tangible - and independent of our thought processes.

It is what it is despite what we may make of it. We

can only gain access to it, however, through our senses and our intellect. We see things and hang nametags on them, but the names are not the things, they are just some symbols we concocted. Then we apply our logic to make sense of the things that we see, to define and describe their behavior and to try to predict the outcome of future events. But the descriptions aren't reality, they are simply our crude approximations.

Each one of us stands at the center of the sphere of our perceptions. Sharp as they may be, they are finite. We can't see or sense everything, only what lies inside the sphere of our ability to perceive. There is a whole lot more outside the sphere. Similarly, our intellect, awesome though it is, has limits. Many things lie within the realm of our ability to comprehend, but there is more, much more, that we can't even fathom.

So really, electrons and leptons are only the names we made up. And particles and waves are nothing more than our attempts to describe something we've seen. They represent the projection of some physical reality onto spheres of our perception and reason, but the projections are only a shadow of something real.

What if this applies not only to the physical universe, but to the spiritual one as well? Humans use their feelings and intuition to draw conclusions about spiritual experiences. We create names and ideas like God, faith, and religions to describe our most profound feelings and beliefs. Perhaps these are simply the projections of some greater truth shadows cast onto our puny ability to see spiritual reality.

Buddhists, Druids, Christians Muslims, Jews, Hindus, and Taoists all have different descriptions of the divine truth. It really is no surprise, since everyone's ability to see is unique. Cultural, emotional, even physiological differences make our spheres of perception unique and dynamic.

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many views is more accurate than any single one, but even that is not the same as the truth.

We can't touch the truth, we can only get hazy pictures of it. Seen in this light, words and ideas like manifest destiny, crusades, God's chosen people, heretic, and infidel - well, they all look quite frail.

Scrawny, naked, and awkward they stand with the royal costumes removed. So it makes little sense to condemn the beliefs of others, and it is wrong to steal land, subjugate the inhabitants, and call it a holy mission. The utmost folly, of course, is faith-based violence.

© Jim Mcinvale, all rights reserved Email: jimmomac@centurytel.net www.diamondskydancer.com Jim Mcinvale lives and works in Missouri, US. He is a professional engineer of 28 years and a recreational writer, with articles previously published in ‘Nuclear News’ and ‘The Cynic online’.

OSCAR WILDE: THE TRIUMPH OF LOVE

By Oscar Del Santo Ever since our remotest ancestors began to cover the walls of the caverns they inhabited with their primitive paintings, beautiful as they were in their simplicity, Life and Art have had at best an uneasy relationship. Unlike Art and its finished perfection, Life - as we all know 20 YSR

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from painful experience - usually botches its own narratives and in the end, despite our best efforts, never fails to disappoint. We can confidently state that our forebears drew not in order to somehow reflect reality as it was once believed but in order to influence it. At the dawn of civilization, they were beginning to discern what we now know for certain

thanks to the man that occupies us here: that it is not Art that imitates Life but Life that imitates Art. And it is only in those unique, precious moments in which they are in unison when we are allowed to fully comprehend the wonder and the majesty of both.

Nature had to labour patiently to produce, in the fullness of time, a man who would reconcile Life and Art and bring to fruition the work initiated by our cave-dwelling forefathers. Through supreme effort and sacrifice, he succeeded in making his entire life a work of Art. That true friend of freedom brought us ever closer to the Source by proving like no other that it is only through Art that our individual lives, if they are worth anything at all, find their true purpose and become worth living. His name was Oscar Wilde.

Playwright, critic, novelist, conversationalist, philosopher, aesthete: Wilde's genius was only matched by his genuine love of Beauty and the sincerity with which he chose to live in a society tainted by hypocrisy and prejudice. Our modern Socrates, we can rest assure, never aged: as he once wrote in one of his many witticisms, he was blessed with that inordinate passion for pleasure that makes one remain young forever. Generosity, courage, dignity, nobility of spirit, tolerance, charm, an innate elegance and a truly friendly disposition: rarely has such a collection of virtues been found in a single human being. Yet, as Marcus Aurelius knew, great vices always lurk in the shadows great virtues cast and are ready to manifest themselves given the slightest of chances. And in the case of Oscar, that chance came as a result of his entanglement with the insufferable Lord Alfred Douglas, affectionately known as Bosie; a young man whose external beauty, just as in the parable told by the Christ, acted as a façade for a corrupt and decadent interior.

It is well known that great vices are the prerogative of great men. Just like Benvenuto Cellini - the Renaissance silversmith Oscar admired - and under the influence of his attachment to Bosie,

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the otherwise devoted husband and exemplary father let himself become a profligate by committing almost every vice known to man (“There was no pleasure that I did not experience,� he would later write in De Profundis ). The long list includes underage and group intercourse, drug consumption, engaging the service of male prostitutes, reckless extravagance and all sorts of what in his time were deemed 'debased pleasures'. Such was Oscar's fascination with Bosie that he let himself be dragged to the least salubrious parts of Victorian London and soiled his reputation by acquiescing in the many sins of his beloved.

Just like the sea god Glaucus, who according to Plato's story stayed so long under the sea that the rocks, the seaweed and the shells that attached to his body made him unrecognizable when he eventually came out and showed himself, so did Oscar become a stranger to his closest friends and admirers, who by 1894 were becoming increasingly aware of the destructive effect that his liaison with Douglas was operating in his character. Caught in the whirlwind of unbridled passions, it was only a matter of time before disaster would strike via the infamous libel action and subsequent trials instigated by Oscar himself following Bosie's incessant demands.

We can only speculate as to the catalogue of horrors that a man of Oscar's supreme sensitivity and love of freedom had to endure while he remained in a XIX century prison. May they serve us as a sobering reminder that natural horrors never quite compare to the ones that we humans seem only too ready to inflict upon one another. The forced labour, the inhumane conditions, the isolation, the mockery.

Only such a noble creature as Oscar would still find the compassion to think of the children imprisoned with him and act swiftly to secure their release.

Before we begin to sorrow for Oscar - something he would have found fault with - let us not forget that it is only to the ones amongst us who have suffered the scorn and derision of our peers; who have been betrayed by those we trusted; who have lost all that

we held dear; who once descended into that deep valley of total rejection and utter despair; to those of us whose tears were unwiped and whose cries went unheard that the Universe, as an impenetrable and yet kind and compassionate mother, saw fit to grant that unique depth of feeling and sincerity of intention that - disarming all the self-deceiving stratagems under which we lead our daily existences - bring forth true love.

That love, so pure, untainted by any of the motives that presently cloud our judgement; that love, so real, sublime, ever comforting, eternally present, able in our despair to make us soar above the miseries of our existence while infusing our hearts with a rush of life-giving force; that love, forever beyond our comprehension, the most precious gift given to us while we remain in the realm of the living, came to aid Oscar in his darkest hour.

First came the intellectual realization of the supremacy of Love: “It seems to me that love of some kind” he wrote, “is the only possible explanation for the extraordinary amount of suffering that there is in the world.” This illumination was followed - as it is always the case by that true happiness that, not depending on external circumstances, flows from the depths of our being, is born out of the full acceptance of our destiny and connects us with the origin of all that exists. Despised, forgotten, abandoned, his children forever removed from his presence, Oscar came to achieve the peace that had eluded him in the past: “Curious as it will no doubt sound to you” he told a friend, “I have been happier. It was of course my soul in its ultimate essence that I had reached. In many ways I had been its enemy, but I found it waiting for me as a friend.”

Spirit, as Hegel reminded us, unfolds gradually in the course of human history; and history - this is our only true hope - eventually undoes all of our individual and collective errors and ushers in justice and truth. Now that - with a moving performance by the multitalented Stephen Fry - Oscar's life has

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reached the big screen, that his plays fill the theatres of Europe and America and that the city of London he so much loved has come to celebrate his life with a fitting monument not far from the Savoy Hotel he liked to frequent, Oscar has finally achieved the restitution and the worldwide recognition he always deserved. And his posthumous triumph is nothing but the triumph of love. May he rest in peace forever enfolded in the warmth of that heavenly, divine, endless love.

© Oscar Del Santo, all rights reserved Email: oscar.delsanto@yahoo.co.uk www.integraloscar.gaia.com Oscar Del Santo is a European mystic, teacher, public speaker and writer who regards himself as an enlightened human being 'à la Jim Marion' and blends several traditions into his spiritual practice and teaching, including Taoism, New Age Christianity and Western Philosophy. He writes for various magazines and publications in the UK, Spain, Canada and the US and offers one-to-one and group spiritual counselling to a loyal following both sides of the Atlantic.

NLP is what you ARE

By Christa Barbara Asal What do you make out of you by creating your Future?

You may ask me: “Why is that?” So, it is because of your brain. 'You,' let me say it in one single word, are what started with its program as a cellular system growing up already fed with the DNA system, and you are what NLP calls 'unconsciousness,' what Freud called “the unknown collective unconsciousness.”

Imagine a vision where your brain is similar to the RAM of your computer or your laptop but more of it definitely much more, with unknown innumerable Bits and Bytes and its innumerable indefinite possibilities of new combinations and activations of what you got, what you programmed during your whole life.

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program all you do get as impressions through all your representative systems.

Where to go next?

Challenge your life with NLP and start to realize your visions. There is more and more for you to discover when you get through this incredible opening of NLP to activate your resources you already possessed but did not know how to activate.

Activating these resources will let you start a new form of 'living,' a new form of your 'tomorrow,' creating what you want to have and creating it by your own will and feeling, and realizing you can have all you want, you can be all you want to be.

© Christa Barbara Asal, all rights reserved Email: christaasal@hotmail.de Christa Barbara Asal is an internationally certified Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) trainer, based in Germany, and offers classes in German and English. She is Member of the Soc. of NLP and Member of the Board of the ECNLP.

WHEN FIRE FLOWERS BLOSSOMED

By Prabhath P (This is the English translation and reprint of the Malayalam short story titled 'Agni sphulingangal Poothappol' published in the 7 April 1991 issue of the Malayalam Weekly Kunkumam)

I couldn't exactly recall when the door to the strange world of a dream opened during a peaceful sleep. When I opened my eyes, what I saw was the rough fabric of the blue mosquito net. That was when I became aware that I was in a dream!

I tried to recall what I saw a moment ago. A large city. I am wading through the heavy rush hour. All of a sudden, the rhythm of the crowd was disrupted.

Riot! Communal riot! Some people are shouting.

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Everyone is running helter-skelter seeking havens of safety. Confused about what to do, only I am still standing there! Anyway, it was only a dream. I closed my eyes with relief. What?! What is this?! I am still standing in the city?! How could this be possible? I've never heard of the same dream continuing even after one wakes up from a dream and closes the eyes again!

Where is that very thin line that demarcates the conscious and subconscious planes?

Somebody touched my shoulder. “Why are you standing here? Try to escape! Already arson, looting and murder have happened. Who knows what will happen next?� After saying these words, that man ran away and vanished somewhere. I observed the surroundings. The very atmosphere is filled with

discomfort. Cloudy sky. But it isn't raining either.

Even the leaves of the trees standing here and there, aren't moving. Has the wind also gone into hiding?

The shops are closing one by one. If they wait to close, the shops could end up getting razed down.

The metal shutter of a shop came down fast and hit the bald head of a shopkeeper badly, when he tried to pull it down. A young man, may be his son, is hurrying to help the old man get up. On the road, three people are trying to ride one scooter. But they can't start it. From afar, between the buildings, curls of black smoke are rising like a genie that has jumped out of a jar. They abandoned the scooter and ran for their lives.

The fact that I am still standing there watching everything, reached my brain like a shockwave.

Where to run? The roads are getting deserted. I ran along the first turning on the road without thinking or looking back.

I opened my eyes. Again the mosquito net is appearing! What does this mean? Was it a dream? I decided to pinch my arm to make sure. If I feel pain, then this mosquito net that covers me and this bed will be the reality. I can't move my body! No, I can't!

However, I can feel the mosquito net rubbing against my body in the gust of air triggered by the rapidly spinning ceiling fan. The rough texture of the mosquito net makes me uncomfortable. I tried to sleep again.

I am on the run now. I can hear some shrieks from several parts of the city. Isn't that a large hospital? I can run into the hospital. Perhaps, the rioters won't enter it. I ran into the first ward of the hospital I saw.

It is panic there too. Some stones that came rocketing from beyond the hospital have smashed the windowpane. The rioters are near! Everyone is trying to escape. Female nurses are fleeing. In a situation like this, women will be treated as if they are inferior to even insects. Doctors are also running.

Some of them are throwing away their stethoscopes and overcoats that prove a hindrance while running fast! Those patients lying on beds, who have the

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capacity to get up, are jumping out of their beds in their bid to escape. Relatives are trying to carry those patients who can't walk or run. Cries and pandemonium are everywhere!

Something fell on the hospital campus and exploded. I ran further inside the hospital. There are so many doors and corridors! Where should I go? I looked through the iron-netted windows of the corridor. There are some human figures standing outside, holding deadly weapons! My only option is to escape through the backyard of the hospital. I am not sure how I will reach there. Anyway, I jumped onto the backyard. Slightly in front of me, there is a row of thorny bougainvillea plants. Beyond that, there is the hospital compound's huge boundary wall with a sharp barbed wire fence on top of it.

I stood there for a moment paralysed. Did I run so much only to get trapped here? I was a fool to think that they would spare at least the hospital. Those who try to spread destruction everywhere, because they have lost their self-awareness after being brainwashed by their leaders, won't have any humanity left in them! How can I ever forget the sad scenes I saw in this hospital?

There is only one way to escape now. Climbing this wall and jumping over it! Perhaps, not even a world cup-winning athlete will be able to do it! But this is a life and death issue for me! In this damned moment, it is wiser not to exercise common sense!

There could be poisonous reptiles in the bush near the bougainvillea plants. But I felt that the snakes and the thorns of bougainvillea are far better than the horribly venomous human snakes that could arrive any moment! I climbed on to the wall through the plants, reached the top and looked back. They are already here! I jumped over the barbed wire somehow. There is no time to see where the barbed wire has injured my body. I landed on a maidan!

There isn't any place to hide in this open ground!

Then I was almost flying with my feet rarely touching the ground.

I jumped over another wall and landed on a

college campus. I can't see any human being there. It is best to hide in such a huge building, I thought. If I hide here in this deserted place, no one could find me easily. I am lucky! The entrance to the staircase to the upper floors isn't closed. I ran up the stairs at lightning speed and looked down.

Oh God! My calculations have gone awry again!

The rioters chasing me are trying to enter the college campus! I prayed desperately for God's help from the depths of my heart. However, God is helpless!

Isn't all this violence going on in the name of God? I am sure that there is no use trying to call on such a God. I have to find a way to save myself! I've heard that necessity is the mother of invention. I must find a secure place to hide. But, there is no way ahead.

There is a wall looming large in front of me like a white ghost! What a pig-headed fool I am!

Before running into this college building, I forgot to check whether there were any class rooms open here! If I try to go downstairs now, it will mean throwing myself before those wolves! I sat there tired with despair. They are rushing towards the college building.

Suddenly, I saw a girl standing in front of the college building! I don't know from where she has appeared! She is wearing a flaming red-coloured dress! My eyes settled on her face. I've never seen so much beauty anywhere! It seems laser beams are emanating from her eyes! What is this girl doing here? She isn't trying to escape either! Will I have the misfortune to face those barbarians doing to her what shouldn't be done?! I prepared to shout loudly and warn her. But my voice is hiding in the throat afraid to come out! I closed my eyes tight.

Unbearable heat is enveloping me! What is causing so much heat here? I looked downwards at the ground. In front of that girl, a fire is burning on the ground in a straight line! Fire flowers are blossoming in the atmosphere! She is standing there firmly. Her face is flaming with superhuman power!

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ran towards her with glee at the sight of a potential victim. I saw flames of fire shooting towards them from the pointed finger of the girl! Those who came near the girl were reduced to a handful of ashes! The rest of them got scared and ran away!

Is the atmosphere itself on fire?! What an intense heat! She is still standing there with her fiery face! I rushed downstairs to say at least a word of thanks to her! But when I reached the ground I couldn't see anyone there! Where is she? Where is that girl who manifested the miracle?! There isn't anyone there!

But the horrific heat is still there! I bathed in sweat.

On the ground, there is a straight line of burnt soil!

And scattered ashes! So what I saw was real. My eyes weren't cheating me! I ran to escape from the heat. But there is searing heat everywhere! Some people came running! One of them is shouting aloud, “The riot has been foiled!”

“What happened?” I asked anxiously. It is odd. I learned that it was not the police who brought the riot under control. The rioters dispersed in fear after facing something strange! Those rioters, who were trying to escape, inadvertently fell into the hands of the police. The faces of the arrested rioters where frozen without even a drop of blood as if they had seen something frightening! Many of them had considerable burns on their bodies!

I didn't have the courage to tell anyone about what I had seen! Waves of joy and relief started to wash over the city. At that moment, I opened my eyes! The mosquito net made faces at me! What is this? Was that a dream? I closed the eyes once again.

But now the dream is not continuing like before. I tried to get up from bed. But the body is still on the bed, motionless like a log though I can close and open the eyes! I realised with disbelief that I was still experiencing intense heat that could vapourise even the blood!

I have never ever seen such a weird dream before! Could the intervals between the waking state and unconsciousness, give birth to a semblance of reality? The heat that is still present stands like a

gigantic question mark before my sense of time, space and rationality. I turned my eyes as much as possible and looked at the window. There is still hardened darkness on the glass panes of the window.

Morning hasn't arrived yet. The tick tick sound of the timepiece irritated my ears. Shall I call and wake up others? But the tongue is not rising! I've never faced such a condition in my life so far! The heat is too much! How long will I remain trapped on this bed inside the mosquito net like this?

someone will have to help me get up from this bed in the morning! I stayed there on the bed in the mandala of fire inside the mosquito net, with open eyes, waiting for the rays of the rising sun to enter through the glass of the window. I don't think any human being would have ever yearned for the dawn so sincerely like me!

It seems I had seen the girl in the dream somewhere and had forgotten! But I couldn't identify her though I tried very hard. Anyway, I don't feel I can ever forget that face again. What is the meaning of that dream? It isn't yielding to my intelligence! If I have to escape from this intense heat that is covering me like a flaming enigma,

Prabhath P is a writer, editor, integral intuitive consultant, artist and holistic healer based in India.

He is now developing Integral Gaia Yoga for Integral, individual and collective Enlightenment.

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Harmony Rising

THE DOVE

Dream-filled eyes meet Memories surface from the deep And everything begins to be As time stands still for you and me

A dove a symbol of peace wisdom of the awaiting; a messenger of purity, and new beginnings.

The deer swift and graceful; aspirations of the life of the soul.

The crow, a symbol of foretold destinies darkness before creation, known, wisdom awaiting changes.

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Passionate touch brings spring As all of nature sing And our thoughts unite mankind In body, soul and mind O, Pain and Woeful things Fly far away on willing wings O, sacred masculine and feminine The reconnection is beginning Great Happiness and Peace combined Hear the call from deep within your mind Shine your light on the mentally blind And flood the Hearts of all Mankind Let parallel universes fuse together Let our love merge all forever You and I, we were meant to be To keep our worlds in harmony © Amy I. Ramdass, all rights reserved www.amyramdass.com

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