Ascetic Lives of Mothers Second Edition: A Prayer Book for Orthodox Moms

The Ascetic Lives of MOTHERS

A Prayer Book for Orthodox Moms

Annalisa Boyd

a ncient f aith Publishing c hesterton, i ndiana

The Ascetic Lives of Mothers, Second Edition

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This book is dedicated to one of the most amazing mothers I have ever known: Khouria Terry Elizabeth Beck 1952–2012 Wife—Mother—Friend May her memory be eternal!

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Contents Introduction .......................................... 11 Making Time for Prayer 12 1 The Asceticism of Mothers . .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. 17 The “Rule” of Motherhood 17 The Virtues 19 2 Daily Prayer ...................................... 25 Morning Prayers 26 Midday Prayers 33 Evening Prayers 34 3 Tea Time at the Abyss: Prayers in Time of Trouble . .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. 39 Addiction 41 Anger 43 Anxiety 47 Arguing 49 Children Who Have Gone Astray 51 Complaining 52 Correction/Chastisement 53 Demonic Influence 54 Depression 55 Difficult Pregnancy 58 Disobedience 59 Enemies 61 Envy 62 Fear 64 Feeling of Failure as a Parent 66 Financial Strain 68 Sample pages only. Purchase the full book at http://store.ancientfaith.com/ascetic-lives-of-mothers-second-edition/

Greed/Selfishness 70 Identity 71 Idle Talk/Gossip 72 Infertility 73 Irritability 75 Laziness 76 Lying 77 Mental Health 78 Persecution 79 Pride 81 Special Needs—Behavioral, Developmental, Emotional 82 Child with Invisible Disabilities 84 Suicide 86 Trauma 88 4 Prayers for the Sick, Dying & Dead ........ 89 He Restores My Soul—Prayers for the Sick 91 The Valley of the Shadow—Prayers for the Dying 93 The House of the Lord—Prayers for the Dead 95 Late Term Miscarriage/Stillbirth 99 5 Confession & the Beatitudes.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. 101 The Beatitudes 102 Prayer before Confession 105 Confession with Children 106 Prayers after Confession 107 A Word on Spiritual Fathers 108 6 Prayers of Blessing & Thanksgiving .. .. .. 111 Before School 115 Chastity 117 Copyright ©2024 by Annalisa Boyd . All Rights Reserved. Published by Ancient Faith Publishing.

Church 118 Courage 121 Diligence 122 Faith 123 Forgiveness 124 Friendship 125 Happiness 126 Humility 127 Liberality 128 Love 129 Patience 131 Peace 132 Peaceful Sleep 132 Protection during Pregnancy 133 Safety 134 Salvation 134 Temperance 135

Prayers Through the Stages of Motherhood . .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. 137 First-Time Mother 137 Mother to Little Ones 138 Mother to Older Children 140 Mother of an Only Child 143 Mother to a Large Family 145 Mother to Adopted & Foster Children 147 Prayers for Your Husband & Marriage 152 Prayers of a Grandmother 157 Prayer of a Single Mother 159

Prayers for Godchildren & “Bonus” Children .......................... 163 Godchildren 163 Stepchildren 169 Sample pages only. Purchase the full book at http://store.ancientfaith.com/ascetic-lives-of-mothers-second-edition/

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Relationship with Christ and the Church 171

Education 72

Career 173

Prayer for Your Child in Marriage 174

Prayers for Your Child as a Father or Mother 175

If Your Child Is Called to Priesthood or Monasticism 176 EPilogue

Index to Profiles of Saints

The New Martyr St. Maria of Gatchina 55

St. Nonna, Mother of St. Gregory the Theologian 140

St. Elizabeth, Mother of St. John the Baptist 143

St. Emilia, Mother of Ss. Basil and Gregory 145

St. Sophia the Mother of Orphans 147

St. Juliana of Lazarevo 153

St. Anna, Holy Righteous Ancestor of God 157

St. Sophia and Her Three Daughters 159

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Endnotes

A Prayer for Mothers

OLord Jesus Christ our God, who came into this world not to be served but to serve and to give Your life as a ransom for many: Help me, I beseech You, in my ministry of caring for the children You have given me. Enable me to be patient in tribulations, to instruct with a meek and gentle spirit, to reprimand with inner tranquility and a sober mind, and to serve in humility of heart with love. May I thus live in You alone, by You alone, and for You alone, showing forth Your virtues and leading my family on the path of Your saving commandments, that we may glorify You, together with Your unoriginate Father and Your allholy and life-giving Spirit, both in this world and that which is to come. Amen.1

Prayer is a great weapon, a rich treasure, a wealth that is never exhausted, an undisturbed refuge, a cause of tranquility, the root of a multitude of blessings and their source.

—St. John Chrysostom

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Introduction

Atthe time of the Printing of this edition, I will have given birth to three, adopted seven, and fostered thirty-eight children. Once my youngest reaches adulthood, I will have been in the active parenting role for forty years And still I’m no expert. Whether you are mother to one child or fifteen, it is important to note that once you welcome a child into your life, you will never be the same. From the time that child enters your life—however that child enters your life—your whole worldview shifts. These precious gifts can be the cause of great joy, great frustration, and great pain. But if we embrace it all “for the joy set before us” (see Heb. 12:2), we will find even greater comfort from the One who created our children. In our Liturgy the priest says, “O Lord our God, Your power is incomparable. Your glory is incomprehensible. Your mercy is immeasurable. Your love for mankind is inexpressible.” God’s love for our

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children is wider and deeper and stronger than even the wide, deep, strong love of a mother.

The prayers in chapter two of this book are those prescribed by the Church. They have been written by the Fathers of the Church and have been found to be acceptable and beneficial in the official life of the Church. These, then, are the most important to pray and take to heart. Many of the other prayers throughout the book are simply prayers from the heart of one mama to another. While the other prayers in this book have been evaluated and approved by a priest, they are not the official prayers of the Church and should, therefore, be used for encouragement and to promote your own personal prayer time with our Lord.

I pray you will find comfort here to help you on your quest as you bring up your children in the way they should go, so that when they are grown they will not depart from it (Prov. 22:6).

Making Time for Prayer

You may have heard of Susanna Wesley, a godly mama who lived in the late seventeenth and early eighteenth centuries. Susanna had nineteen children. Even in a time before television, internet, and soccer practice, this mama was busy! How on earth did she find time to pray?

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The children were given a signal so they knew when mama was praying. When she sat down and put her apron up over her head, they knew not to interrupt her until that apron came down. The important thing wasn’t the amount of time she spent praying, but the fact that she set aside even a brief moment to be present before the Lord.

While we won’t necessarily throw an apron over our heads, giving our children proof that we have finally lost it, we can find moments in the midst of our busy lives to pray and be still.

When contemplating the “how” of prayer life, it can be hard to wade through the obstacles we face on a daily basis. On the one hand, we believe our loving God can make a way for us to meet with Him each day. On the other hand, we face so many interruptions along with real responsibilities. If we don’t tend to them, who will? Should we give up trying if we happen not to be a morning person or have developed adult-onset ADD (I’m only partially kidding)? Is it possible to be successful only if we follow a particular formula? As mothers, sometimes we have to get creative.

I used to be a night person, and for many years I’d fall asleep while in the process of trying to do my devotions at night. I’d get a few prayers in and find myself mixing prayers and nonsense words, to the amusement

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of my husband. Years into marriage and motherhood, I became a group leader for a women’s Bible study. I had a lovely group of women I was committed to pray for, but I kept forgetting, or I’d start falling asleep before all their names were mentioned.

I had to do something drastic. This night-mama started getting up an hour before my children. Do you know what happened? Over the years I have become a morning person! I didn’t believe it possible. The blessing and closeness with Christ this brought me were incredible. Each time I was successful in getting myself up early, I would find other moments throughout the day to pray or read a scripture verse to think on as I went about tending to the daily cares of my home.

Have I always been faithful in prayer? No. I have gone through spells where prayer felt almost like torture. It was dry and forced. But forced does not equate to unfruitful. Many times it is in the desert where we are most strengthened, and much good fruit is produced on the other end of those dry times—in spite of, or perhaps because of, the struggle.

Each mother is her own person with her own struggles and strengths. Your prayer time may look very different from mine. You may get up early in the morning to pray. You may stay up later (without falling asleep like me). You may be able to pray the hours

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each day. Or it may be all you can do to say one “Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner” with focus and sincerity. The point is to pray, to submit ourselves to Christ and trust He will make a way, if we are willing. Each of us needs to seek the counsel of our own spiritual mother or father, for God has placed these people in our lives to help us learn to run the race Christ has set before us with perseverance.

May the God of all creation, who blessed us with the children we have and knows the challenges we face each day, bless our time and provide a way for us to meet with Him each day. May He, as Metropolitan Philaret wrote, “pray Himself within me.”

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The Asceticism of Mothers

The “Rule” of Motherhood

Okay, don’t get scared. This isn’t where I launch into all the things you’ve done wrong in your parenting or tell you that if you “just follow these simple steps you too can have the perfect children.” You won’t be criticized for the things you “should have done” when your children were little, being tortured with the idea that all hope is gone for your older children because you somehow missed the window. As Christians we are challenged to live in the now. For us as mothers, this is imperative if we are to be effective in our Christian walk and in our parenting.

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challenges, and much prayer. I have read about the lives of many saints who became brides of Christ and lived as monastics. The idea of being able to spend sustained time in prayer or the reading of the Holy Scriptures made me wonder how on earth a lay person—a mother—could possibly contend with this world and reach that heavenly finish line St. Paul talks about.

After expressing this concern to the mother abbess of a monastery, I was relieved when she responded with this quotation.

You greatly delude yourself and err, if you think that one thing is demanded from the layman and another from the monk; since the difference between them is in that whether one is married or not, while in everything else they have the same responsibilities. . . . Because all must rise to the same height; and what has turned the world upside down is that we think only the monk must live rigorously, while the rest are allowed to live a life of indolence. (St. John Chrysostom )

When we accept a little child (or bigger one) in His name, we are accepting the ascetic life of motherhood. The “rules” of motherhood include the two commandments Christ gave: “The first of all the commandments is: ‘. . . And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ This is the first commandment.

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And the second, like it, is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these” (Mark 12:29–31).

How do we apply these commandments to the mothering of our children? Consider the virtues taught by the Church and how they apply to your own life. These are spiritual habits we can pursue at any time. They are tools to help us as we endeavor to work out our salvation with fear and trembling (Phil. 2:12), both for the salvation of our own souls and so that we may be light-bearers for our children as we help them walk along the way. Each “rule” is given with the understanding that you will seek out the guidance of your own spiritual advisor, the person who knows you and your life and family situation, for specific ways to walk forward in Christ.

The Virtues

Humility

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