Why you play with my heart and not show love consistently? after Chosen 1 by Polo G not everyone holds the same love as you do not everyone holds the same trust as you do You give it out to the world with open arms, but what do you receive? be cold, they say, don't love too hard they say, It's not something you can not do You can't turn your own heart black It has to be bruised enough, thrown around and played with enough, in order for it to be black like they want You love hard because its genuine, You care because it feels good It feels like cloud nine You eventually stop loving and caring after the trauma, Lies, fear, and heartaches You stop wanting to feel like you're on cloud nine Because if something can feel so good it can later feel so bad Why keep reaping it and finding out eventually love is going to turn into heartache and depression After the trauma A heart stays as cold as the day it was first left behind Winter lives here now and they say It's okay to stay that way