of2022
Celebratingtheend
HwangHyunjin
It'scoldandmeltsmyheartwithwords.
Maybeit'stheyearI'vebeenthroughthemostinmyhead. Backandforthbetweenmindandhead,backandforth betweenidealsandreality.
QuestionsofmindandfingerprintsontheheadIndicators ofgoalsandrealitythatIwouldideallyliketoachieve.
Thisyear,Ihadanexceptionalnumberofnightmareson thedayIsleptinthewarmsunlight.WhydidIfeel especiallyscaredofthingsthatIdon'trememberwhenI wakeup?Anapismorethanadailydream Maybeit'sadreamwherethethingsthatremaineddeepin thepastarereleased.
Itwasn'tjustanightmare,ofcourse.
IfeelthesincerityfromthepeoplewholovemeIwashappy asapersonwholovedyou
Yes,Iwashappy Whentheyearisover,I'llsay,"Goodjob" Youalwaystellme Thankyouforenduringit.Thankyoufortryingtoloveme againthisyear
Let'scontinuetoloveme,loveyou,loveusLet'slovethis,love that,loveeverything,andembraceit
Mywords: Woundsreceivedfromhumans arerecoveredfromhumans Iamoftenhealedbynature.WhenIlookat theseaandflowers,Igetafeelingofbeingpurified. thisisacontradiction WhenIseeflowers,IthinkofpeopleIwanttogiveto,and whenIseethesea,IthinkofpeopleIwanttobewith.Even thoughIranawayfromhumans. IfIopenanexhibition,Iwilldrawtheaestheticelements oftheair. angle Althoughitescapesfromhumans Caughtintheheartoflovingpeople BecauseIfeelambiguous
Natureflowsandhumansstay
I'm caught up in it and I can ' t do anything I spend the contradictorydayswithnatureagaintoday evenondayswhenthes��looksthesame mymoodchangestheshapesoftheclouds it makes the strength of the wind feel different and the warmthofthesunlightfeeldifferentfromyesterday's theemotionsifeelwhenilookuponsceneryremainthesame nomatterhowmuchthewavesandmountainsmaychange iwanttojustifythisasthepoweroflove
i think that these emotions do not come from the nice weather, but that the day's weather feels nice because my emotionsfeeltender
evenontripsthatitaketofeelatpeaceevenifmyfeelings
triedtoseesomething
beforemyeyespleasantly
arenotyetwhole evenificannotseethebeautythatisetouttoseeistill
thusthethingsthaticouldnotfindorfeelbeforeappear
Alittlebitofaffirmationaddedtoo...mywritinghasstrong self-pity,soSTAYwillbeupsetifyoureadit
I'llonlylookatprettythings
Let'sLove!
ThankYou
I'mgoingtopostwhatIwrotethisyear. Don'tlooktoodeep.Justletitgo.
