ioas by Ioenzo f,eruredy lloreuber ZO08-tiocenber 20@ (Year one)
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I bet you a thousand dolJsa {&rt yoa oraft trLL r lb Jr@.
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the flre I fee].
burns so deep you aenft etap ths Jrd degroe râ‚Źeuso
Ils
ShLnlaf
a ltght vltlt tnterrogetlon room end
shotgune
oYse
for }lpa
fo, barrg-Ssrg
notherf,ueker
lbeso bullets hev,e eers thst can
see for ndJ.es and theyaln fon lnfr*bt'ruotws Concrete ereeklrrg Ls .thelr
favorttc
gound
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LouLlness l.a a product of the ebb end flow
of ebandonment. Iiome momentg
I
an wonderfuig where to go end others
I oeslly eIlp frorn extrxrLence
to expeflence.
I hope that thtE ls nothXng Like a river
who can easlly
go on forever vlth hls Lcy and
too porcrful
noveucnte. I need sonething
upro aktn to the tLdEs Yho
sluply
change the
tension undor tlhe oarthrs akln. So, I nuat tr:rn qy
fron thEt boatnan on the $ty:c
â‚ŹJrec
and Look on3-y toward the l{oon Bocau;e, only hor $arn reys cen rcnlnd. ma thet the Shalctl I need, Tbe conpleter that I have always been l"ooklng
ts qutetly reitXrg
the other slde of the Eun.
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for;
Lest sorad el5.pa frour a
novLe buss
that I never $?n,Ei.seem to tn uy cars so Louil f f,orget bsr to do it.
Itrs llke
sousoae nsde
a rl.red. tape of re ead. seettered the aotlrda fron rigbt here to ths fnr.*hest there tbey eould find.
sure to Load the vibratisrs rdth so nneb nostelgle Halcfurg
tbrt I eezrtt rem*or if Itr J-ivlng nor
or dying thon Ira ecatterad but rhol,e. Just like evenythlng eLss.
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I see thet doubt in yor:r eyes nhan I ery for cbango But lLsten r Itn a suprasonlc
subetouLc bonb on the scene end.
Irm not
Irn
ne
Us
and rle ere .the tools of absolutc destruetLon and non-solute recreatim. lb etop the bus
got danatsrm. to 'rJe are silent to c,;cate souad. "trd thet noLse rrc make reeonates rnrder th6 oaacks that keep everyons aetlvaly
_ tmobtl$.acd,. nlal Eâ‚Źfâ‚Ź{rm,r5lcnt\r unttl thst enltghtenqueke rrreeks the formdations you brrid the soul rtroder. He
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Htpplc goddoec
Ltght
lne up
rsauss
knm of
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no patb and, you
cen ghor ne tbe 1eg.
'fhoue:rlnge on your beck and, feethers
ln your hsir shor
e gLtnt of, rsvolutlsa
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tn'yo*
and
eonl.
rqy
bo{y ie an lnsurgoaey. $o, Letrs tesn EP arxl rrze th!.a lmcly neutreJ.lty
trith &
AOen.
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e5 dEfs of egorlo eoeLuslon Snrrrsrmasa by peopila ?ho foot€d
Juat l-tkc thc f,og (roe) So nors oecen, nothlt€ la .i€ht re oouLd rcr tbr'nenLe ln otrr o!{n €yss. SeeX. tha craoklng of soale} trrrecedento.
tuokftr, thr
srur ras ktnd, onough to occaslonelJ;r teeea uc lnto
further lnsanlty.
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Tha struts you etep keep all of
earthfs regulara frLLEd wlth trregufur breatbs. lhlle you ad.lc trhet faer out ef 'rboer rebel$on, You keep
heppf out of
a
oomblnatLon eseence and
r,
of
rl i
e]-eotro-rsgnetlsn, shooting your nparking soul thrargh the hearte of ener5r passer-by. tbere$r afigniqs their arlrrs ritb a puko that boatr
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ratquofur.
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0h hos that volee
ellrrred
ue
uhen I firet beard it eHpplng throrrgh tho
ethcr.
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; caught on thE rlallc of r$r esopbsgus
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right tn the rpet *ene it passd ry
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hsantrr erpledirg" vibretlons
I flaE :'rseqy to die , if thltra whet tt eost, to keep and
on ltstenlng
ilr
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Iou neprl,ae the nLesrnle uodaLlticc
nhtae you *nel'laa
tbs
aasmle enatonl.ac
EO .: donrt bnrlt,elLae oner blonla bensLlttes bceeuEs
yolrr €Fre8 ere LntrlnELc harrcr5r.
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Rooftop mstehadnoss Een ovâ‚Źrpolror the atars wlth the dr,I.t hum of, errmcnt regret. Those orbs
arentt
of fueL
enor:gh
to enfirsr why I
surrourd qyso.It
rlth enpty lntenactLorlsr Do I f,ser tnra reacttoat Or ts it tlret I centt havE tlrat .
oohort eolleboratisn
thet ccraaeeta to a.ngr you?
evarXr ae
fuel ry firee I sterd alone ln a group Ef gt1llor1g.
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Get this strcrehtl e.noileouler' e plt.ahet,
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e porlon, a thorght, I rord, an enotion, e dog, e querk, e nonent, nlratover nlL havE ln corroon the f*ct thrt tbey cenrt obJoctlvely
c*lst.
Thls lc 6y peeple ln tbo dontt talk- pollltu".
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Fpeclclad lrlth the ealLco of, Brookl;m blJ.e EouLd only Look through a lense of desLre. h!.pstars, not d.u4lutera. Sbe l,ored for e nounteln of, nnep eblrts e,nd ekl.upy eklrts.
thil kltty .[, need for
A plece to lay the babtos tittlsrrllnslde,hctr. Forrr l,lttLo fucke, raa{y to plsa.-oa tholc,nlee aLothss ' ..,dnd {p*I! av.ory forQr,
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It,n:tcrturtrd
the ahldouar: ,
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by :
three d,iscnslen$1l*a ed by the dlsepperanca they allow. Itrs e bal,*aee of
twleibiltty and axistenee.A fslJ. to the sur and
his
rarae3.ing
photonle cubgtanceg.
tbetr
,omrlpotoat Iteht* ebJect!.fpdng ry selfnesr through the fLlter of, qy boqr.
So, I'LL hide begLdc btdldtnsg arrd eultivate e pe"son nho Looks Ltke nothtng Just to create something
that ls.
rs
A noaan
told m
sbe
sas raborn today, slnerisen I en agafure she proalafuFd. A drtppfurg usibLJ"lcaL psrd ran firon her nervous syeten ts the .Amerlcan lnfrestnrotrre sttoNy parceLs of lrope'end chango pl,opplng 6nto the ground $o Lold sbE eould barety bee.r hersâ‚ŹI:f. Bcslde lrer lay a p.Lacmta- I.' BhimFrtng nottly rdil '- I but ntth subtl.s etreeks of whites and blues. Ser plan cns to'eat'helf ard bury the rest under e tree, but ae soon as it touebed her lLpe a devestetlng appetlte overtook har
and eLL s*s devowed. Sone l.eft for the grosbh sbe hsd envisioned ard, aa she stunbLed arley drunk on struggle ard poner I reallzad hos hapFy I an to havo onLy been born before.
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I onoe
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was but
a lover bui today
I etend, a dectroyer, a flre thEt
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ean onSg oonEume
to lrovo thst tt
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I apolqlae te evaryoae fsr the,€hao* I have ts tlraek, but I &al so fuaktns edrtft vith ldeag of peraonelity '," Itts aa oc€eR of EgIJ hens end IfIS nevtstr rocognlae the shlp. peeeing by,
lt6
(Penr lodee goddeae)
fhe eoals ln
your eJres hmp no t6gether nhLl,e
the burn ln your hLps Eend.s a d,ennl.eh
of fury
.
through qy veins end they pury
Itfs an glsetrtc ecsteuy. that would put tosl*.
to ghame.
8o charge me with D/C energy
darllng
I rant to alternato the statie
off your
words
powâ‚Źrr the sun and sucks me through bLask ho.les of, conplete
adoretlon.
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&rght ltta a rafhctfon la -tbo t&ron,
blrt thrt rsfractloa the porar
of
'i "" abaonptLon ii l eoek:1trâ‚Ź ta tbe i ::r ctq.il*ga 'iif phetonfo en6rgy
tmtLl, that l^gdY
brlpg qser ' 'erd' s{tLstet ry deslrc f,or lunatlc nlghtr.'
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W breath rEas LLstless alnost nothing at aI[ coni-rg too short or ln heavss that wetghed ninety poulda a plece.
pacs wer. stlltad, rhythn etrrak frr that no one couild d.lsss(rl. ft described a atory
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sffro
Bomâ‚Źono wai loet, lmging for E placa to be.
nhere
But Itve forgotton hott !f do thet.
lf I trtâ‚Źd ts iLip,' I rsrrld onLy glide
Even
ard
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fa"LHng has qTstartouuly srrltched pleees rlth :J.oatlng. East of eLL, I knorr that lfn rLght bore end nothing can cbenge thet.
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I aee Eono b.Laak bfu'ds weightng e wecthervcnc crooked. Burdentng lts supports $tth thetr fltgbt-losslers.'
They figure Ltrs too cold to -' danee with tbe'I.eaves, rho l,eft nontbg ego enyhof;' ' The blrds xlSl bave to leave tos' onee the ansn hits thE crLneoir stones beneath then/' Off to flnd faster noLecules
and rrmnler tlsleg. Off, ts rut eoupttrlrg strelght' gonsrrhere elsc.
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an e flame "tbat can onl6r ettract extlngul.ohars and thelr red shaaa Ehoils thet theyrre eoverod ln the blood of their o$n pE$..
That
vttat fluld t
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' \- :-i' ash as "'4- r '': they hbnoglobe throrgh rry yery erictâ‚Źlce! ,.- I :, ;' ' l{o. I egt e bleae thet can onl"y attraat flra and lta very â‚Źsooncs trlrns ne lnts
eroatos what lrve alrlays santed to olst !d.th,
That f,Lickerlrg l"gnlshts qf
ligbt
undearstandlng as
l-t
illunr-tnatea
the brightnest lfve alssed.
2r
Ao
I trap end aurL
erotnrd.
that
dry rxrffit roodgn cyl5nder lt becones
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ncde solely of
a fLutdity tbat fl-ols in erery diroetion you er6.
Boceuse Jrour 6nâ‚Źrgy
ig tbe ktad thet hagnotlses aLL organto noverneq!.,,i ., . i ry flanec llck highen
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lsnor that
ry vtbatlona .{ shake you" tornerds W, and I need to conrbinc
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Eo ontrfuio SrouraeJJ ining and wa rili.al"_burn togcfher, So hot : : ::.
that
wp
float
above thoso logs *nd feed
off
eech
other.
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In front of thet factory that Cherlle had nothing to ,,''., 4ewithr I hlt ttrp Pacijic as hsrd e9.,.
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t
ebowed, me
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roeg up
hov
to-ftoet.'
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the drqanseapes,of, : ry fornatlon ,':: &[ff[EEHm ard learrrcd thrt you nevsr,flghS
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tho unLvgreq.
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Beceuse she blows You whera you nsvsr knet you rantad. t'o bar '.; ;
WIth eacb,,Etofftlt';bettsr than the last,
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I thlnk IfLl floet forever.
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Dcan Haurons,
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Hleacc otop naklrâ‚Ź brldgee betrasa tho rrndan stLntrlsnte of ry erl.stenec, Tbssa sLunletlos erg
a ttrtng rnttthsctc
ts rhet.I
sant to bo. Ifitt
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