Cabildo Quarterly.
Issue #7. Dead of winter 2015. Belchertown MA; Pittsburgh PA. So Mr. Spipperson, what have you done to find gainful employment since your last signing-on date? Orchids by Hedy Habra He potted spring flowers, forgot to water them. On my canvas, purple veins drip oil on draped Cattleyas Yesterday I saw him running, mist flowing from his breath. He stopped, came to me, flowers whirled their twisted stems. My feet stumbled on the icy snow, I stared at the muddy footsteps, took a longer way. Transparent, I drew rainbows with silent steps over the frozen sheet. Hedy Habra is the author of a poetry collection, Tea in Heliopolis (Press 53 2013), Finalist for the 2014 International Book Award, a short story collection, Flying Carpets (Interlink 2013), winner of the 2013 Arab American Book Award’s Honorable Mention in Fiction and Finalist for the 2014 Eric Hoffer Book Award in Short Fiction; and a book of literary criticism, Mundos alternos y artísticos en Vargas Llosa (Iberoamericana 2012).Her multilingual work appears in numerous journals and anthologies.
from The Snapshot Of The Global Marathon Man by Joe Mayers Foreword from the Author of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN You know the story. How this goes. How I am decades ago and an intern with SI and the Global Marathon fails us. How nothing gets written, then. Then, time. How I lie then. How I am carrying on. How its 2014 and I take to the Global Marathon again. For SI. As the single greatest feat of human endurance attempted, ever, and in the present. As though you might catch its passing out your window. How I am violating the journalists’ code of ethics in this, then. Then, canned. Fired. Or resigned. How I lie then. How I am going on. How I am going gone. How what follows is THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN and goes “Rockroom” – “Legs” – “Seasick” – “Legs” – Etc.. How I should like to thank the copy editor for saying, Again. For saying, From the beginning and quickly. Yours, The Author Foreword from the Author of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN Yes. I make up nearly every bit of it. Or, the chief, saying: There’s very little I can say. The author’s made clear violations of the Journalists’ Code of Ethics. Or, some smartass from some Post, intellectualizing: In fact, what this sad, if complex, rehashing has done is plagiarize history. Or, the same or some other smartass, later: The work, the author: both have been adulterous to a temporal stamp. Or, the copy-editor, having it as: A failing to move forward. A failing to move past the snapshot of the Global Marathon Man. A failing to move past, ever. Because the Global Marathon runs in the 90s. Because, there, I fail in telling the Global Marathon, its Man, to myself, even. Because my career follows that internship and succeeds and yet repeats that initial failure and relentlessly, that choked rendering a’gurgle, ever. Because the Global Marathon Man clings. Asthing-to-be-shown-and-told. No. Because the other way around. Because to it I cling. Because it clings me. Because I am stuck in the Global Marathon, its Man. Because I am an aging Jonah in some god-whale. Because I am saved or sheltered or digested or consumed in failing to render the symbol of my surroundings.
Because all these failures lie, The Author Foreword from the Author of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN This is what THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN looks like. When I learn that I got the internship with SI, I encounter a terribly beautiful lover. Two ships at sea sort of thing except we aren’t lost but elated, and long entwined, our long bodies, till there is sun, again. In it and gold, the terribly beautiful lover asks me to write the terribly beautiful lover, in the way an artist might render the terribly beautiful lover in soft coals, to draw the terribly beautiful lover, in words, right there, on the spot, while the terribly beautiful lover peels pale body about the sofa. I write the terribly beautiful lovers’ half-hidden teeth tucked behind a half-open mouth in clacking alliterative quartetlike-lines and can go no further. And the terribly beautiful lover isn’t even smiling. You can’t hold still enough, I say. I can only make you up. The terribly beautiful lover agrees. And if I cannot move forward? If I cannot foreword? If I cannot imply a certain speed, a passing speed, an object passed, the fixity of a thing running? If I cannot foreword this snapshot, foresee this snapshot? If I cannot see this snapshot? Like a lust, lingering, and a line through the lip, undoubtedly? Yours? The Author Foreword from the Author of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN This is what THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN looks like. I am an intern in the 90s and the Global Marathon Man tells me his eyes know not where to turn and might well jelly in their holes. Yours, The Author Foreword From the Author of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN I’ve scotch-taped some pages to my body to stand before the bathroom mirror and get a good look. They scratch and halve my bellybutton, find the nipples with the corners if I tremble atop the stool. I’d like to thank the copy-editor for wrapping me so. With my arms raised above my head, I tell the copy-editor that I grew hair in one pit long before the other. And then the face, off, too, but starting with the other side. THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN goes: “Rock Room” — “Legs” — “Seasick”—“Legs” —etc. . . . I mean to try yoga atop the stool before the mirror with the scotched pages, for the reading, and I’d like to thank the copyeditor for finding the right music and instructional videos. With the same breath, I’d like to apologize to the copy-editor for the failure. Though I keep a keen half-eye on the level, it’s tough to find a center. I compose the early goings of THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN in order, as I go along. In the television piece, you hear me say of seeing it. With the tape wrapping done so efficiently by the copyeditor, steam does not penetrate or melt or mould the pages one bit. And the shower’s really cooking. I cannot see my or the copyeditor’s hand before my face. The bathroom door I keep cracked a foot, two, mean to particularly temper the mirror’s sweating and the tape’s sweating and so the page’s sweating and my own. I mean the clarity of the sauna atop the stool. A pertinent note can find its figure in the mirror’s steam till the copy-editor can get ahold of a more permanent medium, and the roar of the hot water might reveal anything. I’ve not been showering. The pages. Though I’d like to thank the copy-editor for helping me try to get there, for helping me try out the variously sized trash bags of the assorted brands with the slashed head holes so I could hold the pages in place, showering. Another failure, and I’m getting filthy. Who’d know such a comprehensive plastics’ allergy on the sensitive skins of the torso?
In the bathroom mirror, THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN goes left breast, right breast, left abdomen, right abdomen, left pit, left wing, spine, right wing and then down the back, counter-clockwise, a slow spin. And I’ve only enough upper and readable body to get through “Legs.” I cut the steam and light candles and, running in place atop the stool, the shadowplay resists interpretation alongside and in light of the pages. I should like to thank the copy-editor for purchasing the incandescents and LEDS thereafter, and the forty-watt and sixty-watt bulbs and neons from the bar windows and the blacklights. With a sick look at my own smile in the mirror in the light of the latter, I tell the copy-editor of all the dreams in which my teeth fall out. The way, say, sixty-five percent of them end happily enough with implants. Outside, THE SNAPSHOT OF THE GLOBAL MARATHON MAN makes a kind of farmer’s tan and the looks of locals tell me I’ve failed to tend my garden and that I’m a smelly freak. I should like to thank the copy editor for reminding me that the scotched story’s only legible before the mirror and that the body’s but a draft anyhow. With my hands reaching for the sunscreen I tell the copy editor I fear, most, perhaps, dying slow in some ever-night from vitamin D deficiency and to get a hold of a very bright and precise flashlight. It throws light upon the pages exceptionally. And far. I should like to thank the copy-editor for saying, Let me try it from the porch. For saying, Across the street. For saying, Let me get further, and still flashlighting the mirror and the pages. For saying, Further, still. For saying, barely, Can you hear me? Who’d know there might be a half-mile line through backyards and holes of tire-swings and crooks in wood and plastic and metal jungle gyms and the hard unrelenting angles of this house and that house and cracks in fences and sheer night shades drawn but nothing and still pulled blinds and half-pulled blinds and particular corridors of darkness in others’ homes for the flashlight to find so precisely, a slow criminally disturbing line for the light to find my midnight house, ultimately, a line for it to find the mirror and the pages and my body there to cradle its ricochet atop the stool? I should like to thank the copy-editor for reigning me in, finally, from blocks too far to hear, for saying, What do you see? —the Author Joe Mayers is a PhD candidate in literature and creative writing at the University of Utah where he works as managing editor of Western Humanities Review. His work has appeared in Juked, decomP, DREGINALD, Heavy Feather Review, and elsewhere. If My Mother Was Sorry by Sara Emily Kuntz The bus stop was on a dangerous corner so I drove you to school every morning. You never liked waking up early, and you liked it even less now, but I couldn’t see the changes in your body. How the hand-me-down pants barely fit your growing hips. How the baby fat of your belly was being eclipsed by your budding breasts. I had to focus on the road. Get you to school, your brother to preschool, and then the treacherous drive home – every telephone pole a temptation, every stone wall so inviting, the headlights of every passing car a beacon to drive into. I just wanted to leave, be free, but blocking every route was the images of my babies, and how they couldn’t live without me. Should I be sorry I missed your puberty? Shouldn’t you be thankful I kept myself alive? Sara Emily Kuntz has a degree in writing from the University of Pittsburgh and is an MFA candidate at Carlow University. As an enterprising copy shop employee she self-published ten single poem mini-books, as well as a small run chapbook. Sara lives in Brooklyn with a big grey cat. Manager’s Door by Constance Renfrow Boss’s men are coming to the manager’s door. Their leather gloves and broad, prison-tense shoulders wide, expanding, filling the cin-