Yes, i made it till last

YES, I MADE IT TILL LAST.

I made it till last, even though I feared of so many things. I feared of people being themselves, I feared of bringing up my ethics. I feared of getting dragged somewhere I didn't wanted to be, but I still made it to the last. ~CHAITANYA MALI.

"Oh c'mon daddy, I wont be strangling here for long."

I tried convincing him about so many stuffs.

Its really hard to get into his head and convince him about somethings he is really not so sure about.

Wasn't he sure about me after all.

I knew why. I knew the hurdles on the way. I knew the people who tried pulling me down every time I was about to dust my self up. I knew it was not going to be a butter journey afterall. It was all about standing out of the crowd, specially when you know nothing is in your favour.

I know, it was going to be one of the biggest decision I was ever going to make. It may make me or break me totally. Beyond that, it was going to be something I would be proud of, or something I was going to hide it from the world rest of my life.

It was going to be totally a different world for me.

Something I have never experienced before, something terrible yet something my heart was crazy about. I feared of so many things. I feared of people being themselves, I feared of bringing up my ethics. I feared of getting dragged somewhere I didn't wanted to be. I feared of myself leaving my side if It didn't work out well. I was constantly at war with myself, maybe that made me more sure about why I was stepping into. Sounds crazy but yet I made it till last, I made it against all the odds, against all the back-slashing, against all the terrible thoughts.  I simply made it till last, just to know there's much more beyond for me. I smiled at my destiny, picked myself up because - I knew I'm gonna make it till last, again.!