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The Story of The Magi A
By Ed Masters
caravan of dromedaries treks across the burning desert in the Middle East. The scene was a familiar one since at least Abraham’s time across the time-worn routes of trade and barter, exploration and war scouts. But one memorable journey made over two thousand years ago stands out: a group of men following an unusual star in the sky, announcing the birth of a mysterious King. Who these men were has been debated in the twenty centuries since. Drawing on sources from the Bible, the writings of Saints, Church Fathers and even private revelation, here’s an overview of what’s been written by Christians about the men who brought gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh to Our Lord after His Nativity: Their likenesses are a familiar sight every year, yet the primary sources on these individuals are scant; in fact, only the Gospel of Matthew mentions the Magi at all. 6
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“Where is he that is born king of the Jews? For we have seen his star in the east, and have come to adore him.” In Matthew Chapter 2 we read, “When Jesus therefore was born in Bethlehem of Juda, in the days of king Herod, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem. [2] Saying, Where is he that is born king of the Jews? For we have seen his star in the east, and have come to adore him.[3] And king Herod hearing this, was troubled, and all Jerusalem with him.... [7] Then Herod, privately calling the wise men, learned diligently of them the time of the star which appeared to them; [8] And sending them into Bethlehem, said: Go and diligently inquire after the child, and when you have found him, bring me word again, that I also may come to adore him. [9] Who having heard the king, went their way; and behold the star which they had seen in the east, went before them, until it came and stood over where the child was. 8
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[10] And seeing the star they rejoiced with exceeding great joy. [11] And entering into the house, they found the child with Mary his mother, and falling down they adored him; and opening their treasures, they offered him gifts; gold, frankincense,they offered him gifts; gold, frankincense, and myrrh. [12] And having received an answer in sleep that they should not return to Herod, they went back another way into their country.” [13] So, a cameo appearance in one of the Gospels is the first time we hear of the Magi, from the word “Magus” in Latin. St. Matthew doesn’t say how many of them there were; Eastern traditions put their number at twelve and artistic renderings depicts anywhere from two to eight. And although he didn’t write about the Wise Men, St. John the Evangelist knew the story and passed it down, according to St. Irenaus, his disciple.
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Some five centuries before the Birth of Christ, the Greek historian Herodotus mentioned that the Magi were a priestly order of rulers whose influence held sway during the rise and fall of the Assyrian, Babylonian (Chaldean) and Persian Empires. Warned In A Dream As for their names, to the Syrians the Magi were Larvandad, Hormisdas, and Gushnasaph. The Armenians called them Kagba, Badadilma, and Badadakharida. To the Ethiopians they were Hor, Karsudan and Basanater. It was England’s St. Bede the Venerable who first gave their names as Gaspar, Melchior and Balthazar. These are the names given to the Magi most familiar in the Latin tradition. They were said to have come from any number of countries; Mesopotamia, Persia, India, Arabia and Ethiopia. Though they were more than likely unaware of it, their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh had symbolic meanings; gold was symbolic of the 10
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fact it was a gift to a King, frankincense was a symbol of Our Lord’s divinity, and myrrh was symbolic of death -- until the 15th century myrrh was used as an incense in funerals and cremations. After they were warned in a dream not to go back to Herod but to travel back home to their countries by a different route, what subsequently became of the Magi? Many stories were handed down through tradition and the writings of saints and historians as well as private revelation. They were said to have been baptized into the Faith by St. Thomas the Apostle in India after Our Lord’s Ascension. Some have them dying of very old age while others say they suffered martyrdom. The Magi / Regina Magazine
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“When again on their way, I heard them softly and sweetly singing together short strophes...” Mystical Visions in Germany In her visions, the early 19th century
approaches one so gently’; Balthasar, ‘With
German mystic, Blessed Anne Catherine
his whole will, he accomplishes the will of
Emmerich gives their names as Theokeno,
God.’
Mensor and Seir.
Sister Emmerich also stated that the Magi
She explains that each of the Kings had in
sang on their journey: “When again on
his train as companions four nobles of his
their way, I heard them softly and sweetly
own race which would help explain the
singing together short strophes, such as:
Eastern tradition of twelve Kings. She also
Over the mountains we shall go. And be-
gives the origins of their names: “The names
fore the new King kneel!” Furthermore she
Caspar, Melchior, and Balthasar were given
testified that they were descended from the
to the kings, because they so well suited
Old Testament Patriarch Job.
them, for Caspar means ‘He is won by love; Melchior, ‘He is so coaxing, so insinuating, he uses so much address, he
Well Nigh Kings A century after this earliest depiction known of the Magi was carved into the side of a Roman Christian sarcophagus, Pope St. knew that the Star they followed heralded the birth of a divine King. None of the Church Fathers say that they were kings,though Tertullian describes them as ‘well nigh’ kings. 12
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“What became of the threefold gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh brought by the Three Kings?”
EMPEROR CONSTANTINE’S MOTHER: Three centuries after the Kings departed, St. Helena embarked on a quest to the Holy Land to identify the places described in the Bible. Though she is probably most famous for discovering the True Cross, she also found the remains of the Three Wise Men in Persia. 14
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Some sources say their remains had been brought from Persia to Palestine at some unknown previous date and that St. Helena found then in the Holy Land. In his travels centuries later Marco Polo said he visited the site of their former resting place in Saveh, Persia just south of Tehran. Helena brought them to Constantinople where they remained until the 5th Century when they were transferred to Milan by that city’s bishop, St. Eustorgius I. More than 800 years later, in 1164 Milan was conquered by the Holy Roman Emperor Frederick Barbarossa. He took the relics of the Magi to Cologne, Germany and gave them to Archbishop Rainald von Dassel. They were brought to the Cologne Cathedral where a magnificent reliquary, the largest in the Western world, was constructed to house their relics. It draws It draws the devout to this day.
What became of the threefold gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh brought by the Three Kings? There are any number of legends and traditions and various chroniclers touch upon this. An enduring tradition is that Mary and Joseph donated the gold and frankincense to the Temple in Jerusalem and that the myrrh was saved and used for Jesus’ burial 33 years later. The Feast Day of the Magi is January 6 and it is on this day, not Christmas Day, in many countries where people exchange gifts. One tradition kept on that day is taking blessed chalk and writing the initials of the Magi connected with Crosses, over the inside of your front door along with writing the year on both sides of the initials and crosses (example: 20 C+M+B+ 17) It is also a tradition that those who receive a Christmas Card with the Three Wise Men keep the card up all year round for blessings. The Magi / Regina Magazine
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Le Marche des Rois Mages (March of the Kings):
Ce matin, j’ai rencontré letrain De trois grands rois qui allaient en voyage Ce matin, j’ai rencontré le train De trois grands rois dessus le grand chemin Tout chargés d’or les suivaient d’abord De grands guerriers et les gardes du trésor Tout chargés d’or les suivaient d’abord De grands guerriers avec leurs boucliers.
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We Three Kings Of Orient Are We three kings of Orient are; Bearing gifts we traverse afar, Field and fountain, moor and mountain, O star of wonder, star of night, Following yonder star. Star with royal beauty bright, Westward leading, still proceeding, O star of wonder, star of night, Guide us to thy perfect light. Star with royal beauty bright, Westward leading, still proceeding, Myrrh is mine, its bitter perfume Guide us to thy perfect light. Breathes a life of gathering gloom; Born a King on Bethlehem’s plain Sorrowing, sighing, bleeding, dying, Gold I bring to crown Him again, Sealed in the stone cold tomb. King forever, ceasing never, O star of wonder, star of night, Over us all to reign. Star with royal beauty bright, Westward leading, still proceeding,O star of wonder, star of night, Glorious now behold Him arise; Star with royal beauty bright, King and God and sacrifice; Westward leading, still proceeding, Alleluia!, Alleluia!, Guide us to thy perfect light. Rings through the earth and skies. Frankincense to offer have I; Incense owns a Deity nigh; Prayer and praising, voices raising, Worshiping God on high.
O star of wonder, star of night, Star with royal beauty bright, Westward leading, still proceeding, Guide us to thy perfect light.
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Burke And Belfast
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By Beverly Stevens Photos by Stephen Tyrrell
orty years ago, it was a war
Belfast and a recent visit from Raymond Cardi-
relationship and there would still be a great
ing amount of the Irish. I came back to Holy
zone. Belfast, Northern Ireland
nal Burke for the Catholic Voice conference in
deal of animosity from some Republicans
Mother Church because of the Traditional
was the scene of horrific sectar-
Limerick.
towards the Church but it is also important to
Latin Mass at the age of 23.
note that two priests of the Diocese were shot
REGINA: And today, you are a TLM-goer?
ian violence between Catholics and Protestants. In the decades since, all Christian religion has
REGINA: Belfast was famous for its ‘Trou-
dead within 11 months of each other during
Stephen Tyrrell: The Traditional Latin Mass
been on a downswing.
bles’ in the 1970’s. How has church atten-
the Troubles as they left the safety of their
is the reason I am talking to you today, and
Enter the Latin Mass, and those who love it.
dance fared for Catholics since?
homes to give the Last Rites to other victims.
the Grace of God of course.
Stephen Tyrrell, 26, is recently married and
Stephen Tyrrell: Church attendance
The memory of these priests, and their sac-
REGINA: How did you discover the TLM?
expecting his first child. A polymers/medical
throughout Ireland has been in serious de-
rifice, would remain strong in the minds of
Stephen Tyrrell: A few years ago my friend
engineer in Belfast, he spent seven years as a
cline. However, perhaps due to the Troubles,
many people in Belfast.
invited me to go to a Mass at St Kevin’s in
Non-Commissioned Officer in the Irish Defence
the attendance at Mass in Northern Ireland
REGINA: Are you a cradle Catholic?
Dublin, the Latin Mass Chaplaincy. I didn’t
Force Reserve, which he says “ helped to form me
is markedly higher than the rest of the island
Stephen Tyrrell: I would say I’m a revert, as
agree to go the first few times, but eventually
into the man I am today.”
though it remains a worry to see congrega-
I received the sacraments as a child but never
went to stop my friend from pestering me.
Stephen recently sat down with REGINA to tell
tions decline. The Church and the Repub-
went to Mass or any other Catholic event ex-
REGINA: LOL, okay so what happened?
us about his reversion, the impact of the TLM in
lican movement have had a very fractious
cept at Christmas, much like an ever-increas-
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confession, a large congregation of young and old, prayer before Mass and all the rest. But the Mass is what truly shocked me. The procession of three Priests in such beautiful vestments accompanied by an army of altar servers who ranged from 7 to 23 and were all male. The angelic voices that lifted my thoughts and soul to the divine. REGINA: And the effect on you? Stephen Tyrrell: The Holy Mass and congregation made me think that these people truly believe in God and they are worshiping him at the altar. I know in my heart that I owe a great debt to God for this.
“The Holy Mass and congregation made me think that these people truly believe in God and they are worshiping him at the altar. I know in my heart that I owe a great debt to God for this.” REGINA: Tell us about the Latin Mass community in Belfast. Stephen Tyrrell: In Belfast, the TLM continued to be offered by some priests in Belfast with the Bishop’s blessing even after the New Mass was implemented. There was a
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brief hiatus (perhaps 5 years) when there were
priests of Institute of Christ the King.
no public Latin Masses due to the infirmi-
REGINA: So the Institute has been instru-
ty of those priests. Then in 2003 a group of
mental in this?
people approached the Bishop and asked him
Stephen Tyrrell: Yes. The ICKSP first came
to consider rekindling the celebration of the
to Belfast in February 2011. The first Holy
TLM to which he gladly agreed. He asked
Mass offered was by Monsignor Wach,
one of the young priests of the Diocese to say
founder and Prior General in St Malachy’s
the TLM once a month and that’s how it all
church. He was accompanied by Canon
started again. This priest has oversight of the
Lebocq, Prior of the Sacred Heart church
provision of the Mass in the Diocese on behalf
in Limerick. Since then Canon Lebocq (or
of the Bishop. Initially it was on the First Sat-
another priest of the Institute) has travelled to
urday of each month and then eventually it
Belfast on a monthly basis to offer the Holy
moved to a Sunday. As other Priests have been
Mass. Belfast has also welcomed Monsignor
ordained, the provision has been extended to
Schmitz, Vicar General of the Institute,
the best of their ability with the assistance of
where he sang Mass in St Paul’s church.
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REGINA: So what’s the situation today?
“Some of the faithful travel up to 80 miles to hear Mass and while the number attending is relatively steady there are frequently new attendees, particularly university students but others also who are interested in experiencing the ancient Liturgy of the Roman rite and the beauty of Gregorian chant.”
Stephen Tyrrell: Currently the Institute offers Holy Mass in St Therese of Lisieux church on the second Sunday of the month at 6pm, with schola practice beginning at 5pm. The Mass attracts a congregation from several parishes in Belfast. Some of the faithful travel up to 80 miles to hear Mass and while the number attending is relatively steady there are frequently new attendees, particularly university students but others also who are interested in experiencing the ancient Liturgy of the Roman rite and the beauty of Gregorian chant. We feel very blessed in Belfast to have such Burke and Belfast / Regina Magazine
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strong links to the Institute and hope that
ing of most Irish people is quite “low” - we
these links will continue to strengthen and
would not have a culture of grand liturgical
develop further. In particular we are indebted
celebrations. Many visitors to Ireland who
to Canon Lebocq for his constancy and tire-
attend Mass are surprised that Irish congre-
less work on our behalf, as he travels 450 miles
gations don’t sing! Mass here is usually very
round trip each month.
simple.
REGINA: Who has the TLM attracted?
Secondly people in Belfast, because of the
Stephen Tyrrell: There is a small congregation
Troubles, rarely attended Mass somewhere
at the TLM in proportion to the practising
other than their parish church because they
population of Belfast, for a number of reasons.
knew the safe route to the church. Currently
The first is historical; the Catholic Church in
within a square mile of Belfast city centre
Ireland was persecuted for centuries, so Mass
there are approximately 12 Catholic churches
was celebrated secretly and hurriedly at “Mass
but people still tend to go only to their own
Rocks” - located in forests and other places
church.
hidden from sight. And so, the liturgical lean-
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newspaper, which is run by Anthony Murphy
climate of the world. This was particularly
in Kildare.
heartening for me, given that I will soon be a
“I found it extremely practical and inspiring. Six speakers provided a wholesome variation of topic and rhetorical style.”
father myself. Over 200 people attended. From instructions on what mothers and fathers can do to ways to defend our faith, I found it extremely practical and inspiring, especially as I will soon be a father myself. REGINA: And the Mass?
Stephen Tyrrell: Anglicans do, on occasion, attend the Sunday TLM but the Protestant population of Belfast is in decline. One of the Celebrants of the TLM himself was formerly an Anglican and converted to the Catholic Faith at age 16 - which is incredible for Northern Ireland. The experience of the Latin Liturgy and richness of Catholicism greatly edified and encouraged the young convert to pursue a vocation to the priesthood and he was ordained in 2015. The TLM is becoming more known with the use of social media and advertising--which has attracted younger people and we are hopeful that it will continue to grow! 30
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“The TLM is becoming more known with the use of social media and advertising--which has attracted younger people and we are hopeful that it will continue to grow!” REGINA: What was the occasion for Cardinal Burke to visit? Stephen Tyrrell: Some members of Latin Mass Belfast (LMB) attended the Catholic Voice Conference in Limerick. This is a yearly conference organised by the Catholic Voice
We were invited by Canon Lebocq who offers
Stephen Tyrrell: The Pontifical Solemn High
the TLM in Belfast with other Priests of the
Mass gave me hope for the future of the Faith
Institute of Christ The King. His Eminence
in Ireland and the Church. However, it did
Raymond Leo Cardinal Burke gave the key-
make me sad to think that more Catholics are
note address. The theme of the conference was
not aware of the beauty and traditions of the
When the Foundations Are Being Destroyed,
Church.
What Can the Faithful Do? (Ps 11:3).
On the day, I acted as a photographer. I am
Pontifical Solemn High Mass was celebrated
not a professional and have no formal training
by His Eminence Cardinal Burke at Sacred
but I was asked and I obeyed. As a photog-
Heart Church the next day and it was truly
rapher, it gave me a beautiful insight into the
beautiful. Two members of LMB were Aco-
full day. From the arrival of His Eminence to
lytes on the day, which was a great honour for
the preparatory prayers before Mass, having
them.
the opportunity to capture the congregation,
REGINA: What were your impressions of
the Procession, the incredible Schola – all a
the Conference?
culmination of the day’s meeting made the
Stephen Tyrrell: I found it extremely prac-
central focus of our weekend the Elevation of
tical and inspiring. Six speakers provided a
the Blessed Sacrament, Our Lord.
wholesome variation of topic and rhetorical style. The central focus was on the institution of the family and how it ought to be protected, giving insight for parents as well as practical instruction on what each of us can do to uphold the truth of Catholicism in the current Burke and Belfast / Regina Magazine
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By Donna Sue Berry
f you have found your way into a pew
to train singers and choirs in the music of the
for a Latin Mass, you may well have
sacred liturgy, and to integrate polyphony and
heard polyphony and chant — possibly
chant into the Ordinary Form of the Mass, the
for the first time — in exactly the place where
liturgy which most Catholics experience every
they were intended to be heard. The soul-stirring single melody line of chant. The
weekend. Chris Mueller sat down recently with REGINA to report:
interwoven melodic lines of polyphony. The splendor of this music prepares Catholics in a most
REGINA: First, for the average lay person,
profound way to receive Jesus in the most Holy
what is polyphony and chant?
Sacrament of the Altar.
Chris Mueller: Let’s take Gregorian chant
A Connecticut couple, Chris and Constanza
first. It’s a single melody, sung by a choir of
Mueller, have recently returned from World
singers. Sometimes the singers sing all togeth-
Youth Day in Poland, where they and their chil-
er; sometimes they may alternate between
dren treated young Catholics to a taste of their
the two sides of the choir, or between a small
patrimony, which for many was the first time,
number of singers followed by the full ensem-
too. The Muellers have also started a foundation
ble. At its essence, chant is one uninterrupted
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Dream melodic line that most typically sets the text of
presenting a sacred text in a beautiful, un-
a verse or two from a psalm.
hurried, and non-metrical way (that is, chant
REGINA: What emotional reaction do peo-
doesn’t have a “beat” like pop music) gives
ple have to chant?
the listener — the worshiper — a chance to
Chris Mueller: When people hear Gregorian
slow down and reflect a little.
chant, they recognize instinctively that this
REGINA: And polyphony?
is the music of the church. It brings people
Chris Mueller: Polyphony grew organical-
peace and enables contemplation, for believers
ly out of chant, as choristers started singing
and non-believers alike.
chants simultaneously at different pitch
REGINA: Why is this?
levels, and later began to ornament the mel-
Chris Mueller: There is something about the
ody and/or vary its rhythm. Then composers
unaccompanied human voice that is deeply
began to write down their own ideas, and in
stirring. The purity of a single melodic line
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cently complex and expressive (yet also tightly organized) way to give new depth to the presentation of liturgical texts. REGINA: What emotional reaction do people have to polyphony? Chris Mueller: It stirs our hearts and assists in our prayers. Polyphony, as chant before it, “sounds like church” to the general listener. And many people gravitate toward the rich texture of a polyphonic motet, who may not-as-readily find solace in the solemn austerity of unison chant. REGINA: Are polyphony and chant suited for the Ordinary Form of the Mass? Chris Mueller: Polyphony and chant are not only suitable for the Ordinary Form of the Mass; they are practically required for use in it! Quoting Vatican II: “The Church acknowledges Gregorian chant as especially suited to the Roman liturgy… it should be given pride of place in liturgical services. But other kinds of sacred music, especially polyphony, are by no means excluded from liturgical celebrations” (Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, Sacrosanctum Concilium 116). REGINA: Most Catholics have no idea this is true. Chris Mueller: And yet it is true! The church bestows upon Gregorian chant “pride of place”, that is, it is the first and most suitable musical option for the sacred liturgy; and other music may be incorporated as well, 36
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The church bestows upon Gregorian chant “pride of place”, that is, it is the first and most suitable musical option for the sacred liturgy; “especially polyphony.” What stronger mandate could we ask for? REGINA: How does that work between the choir and those in the pew? Chris Mueller: Let’s take a step back and consider the structure of the Mass as a whole. From a musical perspective, we can say that the Mass contains both Propers, prescribed liturgical texts that change for every Mass (for example, the Entrance and Communion antiphons), and the Ordinary of the Mass, that is, the parts of the Mass whose texts never vary (the “Lord have mercy,” “Holy holy,” “Lamb of God,” etc.). The Choir is actually considered part of the congregation, but it has a special music-making task. Speaking generally, the role of the choir is to sing the Mass Propers, while the congregation (including the choir) should sing the Ordinary. Thus, at a given liturgy the congregation might sing chants for the Kyrie (“Lord have mercy”), the Sanctus (“Holy holy”), etc., and the choir could sing the more elaborate Proper chants specific to that / Regina Magazine
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day. The choir might sing a polyphonic motet after a chanted proper or even as a substitute for that chanted proper (if the chant and the motet contain the same text). REGINA: How do we know the Church wants us to sing chant at Mass? Chris Mueller: The newest English translation of the Mass (which came into effect in Advent, 2011) contains English-language chant settings of the Ordinary, which must be included in any hymnal or missalette published since; this indicates a strong preference that congregations should chant the Mass. The complimentary role of the choir is to elevate scriptural prayers through the use of beautiful music, whether chant or polyphony. 40
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“Polyphony certainly has a place in the Mass, most readily at Offertory and Communion, though due to its complexity, it will be the choir alone who sings it —” In addition to the monks who crafted and perfected the church’s chants, numerous composers (Palestrina, Lassus, Isaac, and many others) wrote prodigiously to provide worthy liturgical music. Polyphony certainly has a place in the Mass, most readily at Offertory and Communion,
though due to its complexity, it will be the
Columbus into the principal venue for En-
choir alone who sings it — though choir and
glish-language catechesis & liturgy at World
congregation experience its beauties together!
Youth Day. My wife and children sang in the
The words of Pope Benedict XVI regarding
choir that I conducted. (We had a choir of 35
the Extraordinary Form of the Mass seem
singers and an orchestra of eight instrumen-
equally appropriate to polyphony: “What
talists.) In addition, my wife and children
earlier generations held as sacred, remains
and I perform together as the Mueller Family
sacred and great for us too” (Letter to bishops,
Schola, and we had been asked to give two
accompanying the Motu Proprio Summorum
concerts in different churches in Kraków as
Pontificum).
part of World Youth Day.
REGINA: You performed at World Youth
REGINA: Did you have one special day/
Day in Poland?
night of singing Polyphony and chant?
Chris Mueller: I was the conductor of the
Chris Mueller: While all the singing was
choir & orchestra at the Mercy Centre —
special, one event that stands out was our first
Tauron Arena Kraków, which held 17,000+
Mueller Family Schola concert, at the Church
people. It was transformed by the Knights of
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Chrzciciela). The building is a large modern
Chris Mueller: We received many positive
edifice with a particularly resonant acoustic
comments about the music, from priests and
and a 5-6 second reverb. Everything sounded
participants alike. I was heartened to hear
so rich in there! At the end, the pastor — who
so many people in the congregation singing
was very moved by both our singing and by
during Mass! Bishop James Conley (of Lin-
our efforts to encourage the use of polypho-
coln, Nebraska) and Fr. David Friel (of Phil-
ny and chant in parishes, families, and with
adelphia) both wrote commendatory articles
children — had the audience (of over 100 pa-
about the music at the Mercy Centre.
rishioners) stand up and sing a Polish Marian
REGINA: And overall, what was the
hymn to us! He wanted to share with us their
reaction of Catholic youth to hearing this
music, after we had shared our music with
centuries-old chant?
them. The concert experience was great, and
Chris Mueller: I think two comments sum
that surprise ending was particularly memora-
up the music’s impact:
ble.
The first was from a seminarian, who said,
REGINA: What was the reaction to the
“I’ve been to a lot of big Catholic youth gath-
World Youth Day liturgies?
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“I’ve never seen such a huge number of people like this so attentive and reverent during Mass. I attribute that largely to the music.” I’ve never seen such a huge number of people like this so attentive and reverent during Mass. I attribute that largely to the music.” The second was from Catholic speaker Chris Stefanick, who was the emcee for the morning catechesis sessions, who said, “I loved how we switched from what was very much a youth event — to Liturgy. And the teens knew, this
here. That’s how it should be. People often forget that young people crave solemnity, they crave something that sounds sacred — just like the rest of us! There’s nothing more relevant than the transcendent.” REGINA: And how did you feel about those comments? Chris Mueller: I always say to people that if our music helped them to pray, we’re doing our job at Mass. It certainly seemed that way! And there’s nothing more relevant than the transcendent. (Couldn’t have said it better myself!) REGINA: Tell us about your foundation. Chris Mueller: Our purpose is to assist They Have A Dream / Regina Magazine
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any person, group, or institution that desires
sic, with a particular emphasis on polyphony
group of families in Alaska hoping to begin a
These initiatives are particularly close to my
polyphony and chant in the Roman Catholic
and chant as the centerpiece of a parish music
multi-family schola.
heart, since our Mueller Family Schola sings
Mass. And as mentioned earlier, I conducted
program.
the music at four weekday Masses held at the
My family sings polyphony and chant togeth-
Tauron Arena Kraków World Youth Day in
er as the Mueller Family Schola. We’ve sung
Krakow, Poland, where we included polyph-
Masses for the Knights of Columbus and at
ony and chant in each of them. We hoped
the Cathedral of St. Augustine in Bridgeport,
to set a sort of liturgical template, at Masses
CT, as well as Masses and concerts in New
attended by thousands of young adults from
York, New Jersey, and throughout Connecti-
around the English-speaking world!
cut. We hope that our example of a family
We’ve been consulting with a parish in Phil-
singing together will inspire other families to
adelphia about how they might improve and
do the same, and may encourage volunteer
unify their music program. One of the steps
choirs to try to sing polyphony as well.
under consideration is a parish visitation,
In fact, we’ve been working with a Con-
where we would give a workshop (or series of
necticut family to help it start up its own
started with this music. We are developing
workshops) on the liturgy and liturgical mu-
family schola, and we’re working with a
polyphony and chant “starter kits,” which
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polyphony & chant at Mass: there’s something wonderfully connecting about working on a piece of music where every voice is important, and we experience a great joy and sense of accomplishment when we sing music together for the liturgy. We wish these families well, and we encourage other families to do the same! We’ve also been contacted by an institute in Rome about helping to form their musical/liturgical life early next year. Another important facet of our mission is curating resources for people who want to get
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will be collections of simple chants and easy
media appearances — and we’re grateful for
polyphony, designed around seasonal liturgies,
every one of them!
to give new ensembles the possibility of pre-
REGINA: What would the future success
paring music for a Mass. Others may be inter-
of the Foundation look like?
ested in just the chants, or just the polyphony.
Chris Mueller: If there is beautiful and rever-
We hope to guide people, so that they’re not
ent music at more Masses, led by a return to
overwhelmed by the sheer quantity of music
polyphony and chant; if more young people
available; when they’re ready to explore fur-
become aware of this wonderful treasury of
ther, we’ll point them to organizations that
sacred music, begin to long for it at their
do a pretty comprehensive job of collecting
own parish liturgies, and subsequently agitate
resources, including the Church Music Asso-
for it by talking with their clergy and/or by
ciation of America, Corpus Christi Watershed,
singing in their parish choir; if more families
and the Choral Public Domain Library.
start singing together at home; and if people
REGINA: What is the “Mustard Seeds”
can rely on our Foundation’s assistance and
initiative?
encouragement in these endeavors — then
Chris Mueller: We started the “Mustard
we will have succeeded in the first steps of
Seeds” initiative to reach out to young people
reclaiming aural beauty and enriching the
of high school and college age, to stir up a de-
prayer life of our Catholic community.
sire in them for polyphony and chant at their
Click for a brief example of what such a Mass
own parish Masses. They will be spearheading
can be like.
a variety of social media outreach, and we’ve already had several Mustard Seeds online vid-
FOR MORE INFORMATION,
eoconferences, something we host every other
please visit our website:
month.
www.polyphonyandchant.org
REGINA: What kind of media exposure
or email us, at
have you had?
secretary@polyphonyandchant.org
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Style Of
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Q. Wait, ‘style’? Isn’t REGINA a Catholic magazine? A. Catholicism is more than a religion. It’s actually a 2000 year old culture... Q. I still don’t get the connection to fashion. A. Well, the link is quite clear. What people wear is a vital reflection of their culture. Q. Yes, but it’s trivial. A. Au contraire! For more than 3 years, we have moderated PASSIONATE Facebook discussions on what Catholics ought to wear. People care about this. Q. Why? It’s superficial. A. It’s only superficial if you think that what’s material and earthly is of little consequence. Q. And isn’t it? A. Actually, the Faith has always been very real, very earthly. Jesus became Man, in a very concrete way, and our belief in the Real Presence is all about the real, actual, presence of God’s Body and Blood in the Host. The real world and everything in it is sanctified by the Faith, which points towards heaven. 50
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Q. Okay, so why is a Style section so important now? A. Because the culture around us is becoming both materialist and oddly gnostic at the same time. Catholic style denies both of these modern heresies. Q. Huh? A. Outside the Faith, today you have two kinds of people, plus a strange admixture of both. The first are materialist atheists who deny anything besides what is scientifically verifiable. Q. And the second? A. Modern Gnostics, who believe in ‘mind over matter’. That is, what one’s ideas are trumps consensual reality. If you are a male who ‘thinks’ he’s a woman, your reality must become everyone else’s. Q. And your ‘strange admixture’? A. Well, you would think that insisting that the only thing that is real is what is measurable and verifiable would contradict the notion that reality is fungible based on your particular fancies. But evidently not, as we see around us. Q. And how does a Catholic Style address this? A. With real human beauty, as a reflection of Divine Beauty. A kind of a Renaissance idea, which is why we begin with the story of Italy’s great poet Dante Aligheri and his great
“With real human beauty, as a reflection of Divine Beauty. A kind of a Renaissance idea.”
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I admitted to my friend that I was having thoughts about wearing a
Clara
mantilla. We both laughed: What was happening to me?! But we had both changed and we were slowly getting used to the idea of letting God take the reins. A few
weeks later, I was living about 60km outside of Rome and attending, almost daily, an Old Rite Mass celebrated by the FSSP. I wanted so much to cover my head in Mass, not because anyone ever pressured me, but because I thought it was a beautiful gesture. However, I was very nervous and self-conscious. Someone had once mentioned veiling to me on pilgrimage. She told me that our hair is our glory and that by covering it, we honor God while we are in His presence, i.e. in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament. I am ashamed to say that, before this short conversation, I actually thought that women who wore veils were a bit oppressed! As I began to become interested in veiling, I very quickly realized that this assumption could not be further from the truth (if only I could have seen myself now, how I would have laughed!). The first time I finally worked up the courage to cover my hair during Mass, I was absolutely terrified. I wanted to do it so much, but I felt everyone was watching me. I sat at the back of the church in Santissima Trinita dei Pellegrini in central Rome and tried to forget all my worries. In a very short time, my mantilla came to be a great help to me in concentrating on the Mass and in helping me to differentiate between the outside world and God’s house, where the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass would take place and where I am in the presence of Jesus in the Holy Eucharist. At home, the reaction to my mantilla is almost always overwhelmingly positive. People just realize somehow that it is a very beautiful reverent thing to do in a sacred place. For those who are just starting out with veiling, a mini-mantilla is not as big as a full size mantilla: really practical if you are dealing with young kids at Mass. I have promised myself an early Christmas present of a purple one I can wear during Advent! Until you veil, it’s hard to describe what it will do for you. The best way to find out would be to just try it!
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A meditation on the low Mass By Wilson Gavin Photos by Beverly Stevens and Elrica D’Oyen-Gebert
If the High Mass brings Heaven to earth, then it can be said that the Low Mass is the most ancient rite of the Church, preserved in situ for two thousand years. The Apostles and the Martyrs could not celebrate glorious liturgies in awe-inspiring cathedrals; indeed, those were the preserve of the pagans for a very long time. By all accounts, the early Masses said in houses or tombs were not grand affairs. They were simple, austere affairs, but the love and grace present there inspired countless souls to martyrdom.
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Wonder
The silence of the Mass also captures the sadness of the Mass. We can rejoice and be glad over the wonder of our redemption, whilst still remembering the horrific pain and torment which was needed to bring it about. The silence of the Mass reflects Holy Week in its entirety. The silence of the Mass is that of Christ’s agony in the Garden, of His body dead and broken of the Cross, of Him lying anointed like a king on the cold stones of the tomb. That is not something that can be attained through song or loud acclamations; it can only be found in hushed whispers and silent contemplation of the Cross. As Zion lay despoiled and empty, and its people scattered, the Prophet Jeremiah saw fit to write in Lamentations, ‘It is good to wait with silence for the salvation of God’. In a time of wailing and the rending of garments, Jeremiah saw silence as the only deliverance from sorrow. It is only in silence that we can truly ponder the deep mysteries of the Faith. It is a time to heal, and find peace.
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I cannot count the number of times when I have gone to a vernacular Mass in a sombre mood (I am most definitely a melancholic) to try and find some measure of peace, only to find an overly exuberant pastor who while at the altar insists that I move from my comfortable pew at the back and introduce myself to the congregation. There is no experiencing more mortifying than to be interrupted whilst kneeling at prayer by the kindly old lady who asks if you wish to serve as lector today. Not particularly, my dear, but because you asked so nicely I shall. At the Low Mass, everything is so much simpler. You enter the church or chapel, and know that you will not be interrupted until the Last Gospel is complete.
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Oddly enough, the Mass which I count as second in my affections to the Low Mass is not the High Mass, but that of the Ordinariate. A dear teacher of mine would often jest that I was more Anglican than Catholic. It’s true; I love the bells and smells, the old hymns and archaic language, and the easy comfort of the Ordinariate Mass almost as much as the Extraordinary Form. It makes me feel rather abashed as a Latin Mass Catholic; I always thought that we had the monopoly on otherworldly liturgy! There is most definitely a reason that the Pope Emeritus saw the music and liturgy of the Anglicans as worth preserving. Still, whilst there is beauty there, transcendent beauty, it just cannot compare to the Mass of the Saint. 80
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The nearest Latin Mass to me at the moment is two thousand miles away, through North Korea and the Gobi desert. I have the Mass still, every Sunday, but it hurts my head. There is never a moment of silence, never a moment for hushed reverence. It seems that Mongolia jumped straight past spectacular liturgy into the joy of sixties hymns. Perhaps that is a little unkind; the priests and sisters here are good Christians who have travelled across continents to spread the Gospel. The congregation is made up almost entirely of converts, whose faces light up when they receive Our Lord in the body and the blood.
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But what I wouldn’t trade for a little silent awe! Whenever I attend a Novus Ordo Mass with guitars, corny songs, and clapping, I am reminded of these verses from Kings: “And behold the Lord passeth, and a great and strong wind before the Lord over throwing the mountains, and breaking the rocks in pieces: the Lord is not in the wind, and after the wind an earthquake: the Lord is not in the earthquake. And after the earthquake a fire: the Lord is not in the fire, and after the fire a whistling of a gentle air. And when Elias heard it, he covered his face with his mantle”. The silence of the Mass is the easy silence between the Beloved, and the Lover. The silence of the Mass draws us into the presence of God, so that we may seek Him who our soul loveth. To gaze upon Him in rapt adoration as the priest raises the host, to hear the bells and weep; that is communion in the purest sense. That is love.
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Aurel Ionescu The “Sacrae Immaginis Domus-Eikon” is the collection of religious artwork belonging to Aurel Ionescu, an isografo, or creator of sacred images, and an internationally recognized guardian of the tradition of icons born in Byzantium. Himself born and raised in communist Romania, as a young painter he was stigmatized as a ‘mystical paranoid.’ 92
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San Francesco
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Depicted Purpose Its purpose is depicting the struggle between man and the Devil, who is the anti-icon par excellence -the enemy and evil one.
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Two Halves From an etymological point of view, -Syn-bolon (meaning two halves of a whole) - is the opposite of the dia-bolon (the great divider) and indicates that truth opposes lies.
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Symbolic Icon
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Man’ s Salvation For Christians, the philosophies of eternity and of man’s salvation are intrinsically linked.
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Iconic art invites the faithful to connect to a deeper, more profound theology. The encounter between thought and belief lends art a religious overtone; it is no longer sign or picture, but icon - a symbol of the presence of an invisible mystery that seeks to be communicated.
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Holy Miron
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A Christmas With W
Mary A Short Story by Beverly De Soto
alking home from school was
The tedium was alleviated by walking part of
when it started. I had been
the way with Amy, my best friend in the sev-
walking the mile and a half
enth grade. We’d confide in each other about
lived in a gloomy house which smelled of
and long stringy hair. Sometimes, I would
home since I was seven years old, so by the
which boy we liked, and who we thought
cats. Amy’s father was balding and amiable.
encounter him banging his hasty way out
time I was twelve, it was second nature to me.
liked who in our class of twenty-five Catholic
He was always watching his family, his dark
the front door, heedless of his mother’s re-
I trudged along, oblivious to the traffic speed-
kids in a middlebrow suburb of New York.
eyes filled with anxiety.
proachful calls. Amy hero-worshipped him,
ing past me. My gaze was usually riveted
It was 1970, and though the news was full of
Small, dark and shy, Mrs. Bachot seemed
and deeply resented the almost-constant
downwards, past my knife-pleated tartan plaid campus revolutionaries and restive ghettos, we
to live in her nightgown. Sometimes she’d
babysitting of her younger siblings thrust
uniform skirt, to my dark green knee socks
were oblivious to the social revolution raging
greet us in her reed-thin voice; other times
upon her. Mrs. Bachot often needed to lie
which disappeared into my despised brown
around us. For us, social life was sleepover
she would remain invisible for a whole rainy
down in her room.
Oxfords. Through piles of dusty leaves on
parties, gossip and endless fantasies about
afternoon as we sprawled in their finished
Amy and I never spoke about these things.
uneven pavements, across busy intersections,
whether and when the boy we liked would
basement consuming Oreos, enthralled by
My own mother was a mystery to me; I nev-
up steep roads innocent of anything remote-
ever acknowledge our existence.
The Archie’s ‘bubble gum’ rock music.
er knew which version of her I would en-
ly resembling a sidewalk, I hitched my heavy
Amy was shorter than me, with large, gray-
Amy’s older brother was glamorous -- a
counter when I finally knocked on our front
knapsack over my shoulder for the millionth
green eyes and thick golden brown hair. She
famous ‘head’ already in the high school; he
door. I wasn’t allowed to have a key. If she
time, and soldiered on.
was the second child of five; the Bachots lived
had a garage band that played Neil Young,
happened to be out in inclement weather,
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I had to start canvassing the neighbors for a
the Faith; he made sure to pass this most
around their friend’s cellar singing, “Sugar,
out of a dark corner in the familiar wood-
warm place to wait. If the weather was good,
precious of treasures on to me. My mother,
Sugar”.
ed park that I passed every day? I would
I’d camp out on the front steps, ducking
after a brief protest because of the cost, had
behind the bushes so the neighbors couldn’t
reluctantly agreed.
“Our lady was my real mother, I knew. Looking up I would compare her pearly floor length gown with the fluffy clouds above and her mantle to the Blue Sky.”
steal sideways glances into the dim green
see me. If my mother was home, I would brace myself. As the heavy front door opened, her expression would reveal what my life would be like for the rest of the day. Once in a blue moon, she would greet me with a friendly smile, and then my worries would slide off my shoulders along with the heavy knapsack. Most of the time, however, I received a shrug and an indifferent glance. About once every few weeks, her blue eyes would shoot me a
“It was on my walks back from school that I started talking to Our Lady.”
gloom as I hurried by, half-thinking there was Someone in there, daydreaming that she would appear and take me with her on a magical journey. My ugly Catholic school uniform would be suddenly transformed into a beautiful skyblue evening gown. My dark, unruly mop of hair would turn honey blonde, piled elegantly on my head like Miss America. My crush-of-the-moment would catch sight of me, transformed, and suddenly would become everything I dreamt of in a boyfriend – attentive, funny, calm, masterful and kind.
cold gleam, and my heart would sink like a
It was on my walks back from school that I
stone.
started to talking to Our Lady.
And so it was that on the last leg of my way
I knew she’d appeared at Lourdes, and at
home, after leaving Amy at her house, my
Fatima – faraway places I could barely pic-
thoughts would take wing. Accustomed to
ture. But in both places, she had appeared
the supernatural after eight years of Catho-
to girls like me. They were girls engaged in
lic schooling, I had no doubt at all that both
the lonely work that some children must do
heaven and hell existed.
– gathering firewood like Bernadette, herd-
I didn’t know anyone personally who was in
ing goats like Lucia, or walking the long way
Our Lady was my real mother, I knew. Look-
front door of my house, especially on those
either place. The closest I came was my fa-
home alone, like me.
ing up, I would compare her pearly floor-
days when I dreaded home the most. On this
ther’s mother, who had died a decade before
Of course, I knew that these girls were much
length gown with the fluffy clouds above and
particular Friday afternoon, I had reason to
I was born. In point of fact, I was in Cath-
holier than I was. Bernadette and Lucia
her mantle to the blue sky. If I prayed hard
fear going home. My parents had had a flam-
olic school because of Grandma Concetta.
probably didn’t have revolving door crushes
enough, would she appear to me, gliding on
ing row the night before, and I was unable to
My father had insisted because that’s what
like I did, which changed every week. In any
one of those clouds, skimming down to me
sleep until late. In consequence, I had over-
our family did: we sent the girls to Catholic
event, they didn’t hitch up their too-long
on a golden sunray?
slept, fled the house that morning at a run,
school because they would be the ones to
uniform skirts in the school bathroom, use
Or perhaps I would hear her other-world-
and arrived late to school, again.
pass on the Faith. His mother had given him
Vaseline to darken their eyelashes or dance
ly-yet-musical voice, suddenly calling to me
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I would be able to fly, to become invisible and to walk through walls, too. All of these powers would enable me to right wrongs, and to fight for the Good, the Beautiful and the True. This half-Cinderella fantasy, half-prayerful meditation would carry me all the way to the
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“It was Advent and our school was full of breathless excitement as the countdown to Christmas commenced. ”
“We’re going Christmas shopping – and for
friend Amy and confided the details of my
severely. She had a direct line to Him, if and
Chinese food!” Mary announced gaily when
current crush, but she didn’t seem too con-
when she needed it.
she opened our front door. Somewhere in
cerned. This was a tremendous relief, accus-
“S-sometimes,” I answered lamely.
the background, my mother lurked gloomily.
tomed as I was to my mother’s frowning on
Mary shrugged, and smiled.
“Zia-Zia Mary!” I exclaimed, hugging her.
any scant interest I might show in teenage
“It’s good to pray,” she said. “We all need
She smelled of Chanel No. 5.
things.
prayer.”
“Do you pray, honey?” Mary’s question came out of the blue.”
I nodded, uncertain about where this was
each other across a snowy linen tablecloth.
“Do you pray, honey?” Mary’s question came
added, a note of uncertainty creeping into
It was Advent, and our school days were full
‘Little Drummer Boy’ played softly in the
out of the blue.
her voice.
background on the Chinese restaurant’s mu-
I eyed her warily.
All of a sudden it dawned on me. Zia-Zia
sic system. We were sipping scalding hot tea
“Y-yes of course,” I replied automatically.
Mary was going to give me ‘The Talk’! Proba-
after finishing our meal of chow mein and
“At school we pray all the time,” I finished,
bly my mother had despaired of the attempt,
spare ribs.
rolling my eyes in an attempt at humor. “The
and therefore had agreed to this outing so
We had spent the afternoon whirling around
nuns make sure of that.”
that Mary could tell me about the ‘birds and
the shops. She had bought me my first pair
Mary smiled again, patiently.
the bees.’
of Levi’s –de rigeur for any aspiring cool
“No, I mean do you pray when you’re
“Zia,” I stopped her, smiling broadly. “You
teenager in 1970.
alone?”
don’t have to do this.”
“Soon, you’ll be a crazy teenager,” she teased,
I thought hard. Did I pray a whole Rosary?
Mary’s brow knitted, and she reached for a
and we laughed, remembering the antics of
Only when I couldn’t get to sleep. Did I pray
cigarette.
my girl cousins just a few years before.
a quick Hail Mary or an Our Father? Some-
“Do what?” she asked innocently, lighting
Chinese food was new to me. I felt very
times, yes, by my bed at night. I didn’t let my
her cigarette with a Bic lighter.
exotic as I studied my aunt’s delicate fingers
mother see, however, for fear of her reac-
“I already know everything,” I lied glibly.
demonstrating how to grip the unfamiliar
tion. On the topic of God and the Church,
“Yeah?” she said, trying to repress a smile.
chopsticks. As we ate, she had smiled and
my mother was firm. She didn’t need to be
“And how do you know everything?”
nodded mildly as I chattered on about my
in a church to talk to her God, she told me
“I read,” I assured her confidently. My whole
of breathless excitement as the countdown to Christmas commenced. The days were cold and rainy, typical for New York in early December. Deep into my fantasy as I dallied on my way home that afternoon, I had been so enraptured that I had barely noticed the big light-blue Chevy with the creamy white interior parked in our driveway – my aunt’s car. My father’s youngest sister, Mary, was my godmother. Never married, at 35 she worked for IBM as a secretary. Small, neat and a perfect size 5, she haunted the department stores sales, searching out bargains for herself and her three nieces. My cousins and I adored her. 126
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“Honey, change your clothes and pack your things,” she smiled at me. “I can sleep over your house?” I cried, delighted with this turn of events. I looked uncertainly at my mother, who nodded in a perfunctory way. I hung my head, feeling guilty, but slipped away to pack nonetheless. That night Zia-Zia Mary and I sat, looking at
going. “You know, you’ll be going to high school before you know it,” she said. I nodded again, briefly flashing on my recurrent fantasy of my future high school life as a dazzling cheerleader. “And all sorts of things can happen then,” she
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family knew what a voracious reader I was.
But she read my mind.
“Did you ever wonder why I’m not mar-
emotion. “Well, let’s just say that things
“I got a book out of the library.”
“We have college interns from Princeton at
ried?” She said it so simply that it shocked
didn’t work out.”
Mary looked unconvinced. She folded her
IBM,” she said, shortly. “They talk.”
me.
“W-what happened?” I couldn’t stop myself
arms, blew out a stream of smoke, and wait-
I smiled tolerantly at her.
“U-um… you n-never found the right guy?”
from asking.
ed.
“Honey,” she said, frowning slightly. “I asked
I ventured, embarrassed. She had had her
“He found someone else,” she said shortly.
“And I know,” I continued smoothly. “I know
you about prayer. I also asked you about
chances, according to my mother’s version
“He married a nurse he met in the service.”
that boys are only out for one thing.”
your plan. Hear me out.”
of events. But Mary was ‘too choosy.’ I had
I didn’t know what to say.
At that, she laughed outright.
She took a deep breath and looked me
wondered at that. Did this mean that I had
“Then I was a bridesmaid at a lot of wed-
This made me laugh, too, though I wasn’t
squarely in the eyes.
to ‘settle’ in order to get married? Indeed,
dings,” she went on in a quiet voice, look-
sure why.
“Your parents fight a lot, right?”
had my mother ‘settled’? What about Amy’s
ing down at her lap. “I started dating, and I
“Not necessarily. But anyway, what’s your
I nodded dumbly, taken aback.
parents? Were they miserable because they
prayed. Every week, at Mass, I kept it up --
plan?” she asked, smiling broadly.
“You want a boyfriend, right?”
had ‘settled’?
telling God what kind of man I wanted.”
“For high school?” I asked nervously. “Well,
I shrugged and nodded again, this time
Mary shrugged and sighed again.
She paused a moment to collect herself. I
I’ll be taking all honors courses. So of course
sheepishly.
“Actually, I was like you. I had a plan, and
hardly dared to breathe.
“You think that prayer is what you say to God, right?”
when I talked to God, I told Him what I
“Oh, I wanted a guy with an office job, you
wanted out of life.” The corners of her mouth
know,” she went on, finally. “A guy who
tightened. “And of course, your grandmother
didn’t get dirty when he went to work. And
died when I was younger than you are now,
we would have two kids, and a nice house.”
so I didn’t have a mother to guide me.”
I nodded. Zia-Zia Mary lived in the old Ital-
She stopped talking, and looked at me. I
ian neighborhood in an apartment shared
nodded slowly, beginning to understand.
with her married sister and brother-in-law
“Y-you didn’t have a mother to guide you.
and my grandfather, upstairs from her mar-
By the time you’re in high school, you’ll have
“You think that prayer is what you say to
Kind of like me,” I whispered, thinking of
ried brother and his wife and kids.
plenty of boys interested in you. I’m not wor-
God, right?”
Amy, too.
“But God never delivered,” she said quietly.
ried about that.”
I shrugged. What was she getting at?
“Yes,” she said calmly. Her warm brown eyes
“None of those plans worked out.”
I nodded.
“Listen to me,” she said intensely. “There’s
caught mine. “I had a plan, though. I thought
There was an awkward silence. To my im-
“The problem is that times are changing,” she
a lot of lost kids out there, believe me, who
I found the one when I was 17. We met in
mense relief, the waiter appeared with the
said with a sigh. “Boys don’t respect girls like
think like you do. Smart kids, too.”
high school. I was popular. He was popular,
check. When he left, my aunt turned around
they did when I was your age.”
She sighed again, and stubbed her cigarette
too. Everybody liked him.”
to face me. Her expression had softened.
It was my turn to smile indulgently. How
out. Then she signaled to the waiter to bring
I nodded, and waited.
“Honey, you can do everything right, and
could my middle-aged aunt know about
the check. Finally, she turned around to face
“He went into the military after high school.
still have no luck,” she said kindly. “That’s
what boys were like these days?
me.
I was going to wait for him,” she said, with
why I’m telling you to pray. Don’t tell God
I’ll only be dating smart boys.” “Smart boys,” she echoed, deadpan. “Yep. I cannot stand stupid boys,” I confided breezily. Mary nodded soberly, and took a drag on her cigarette. “Honey, you’re a smart girl,” she said gently. “And you’re growing up to be a pretty girl.
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what you think you want. Instead, ask Him
my napkin.
your walk home from school because that’s
adapted,” she said. “And I wish I had prayed
to help you see what it is that He has in mind
“What’s this?” I asked uncertainly.
when you are open to it.”
this when I was your age.” Then she took a
for you. Do you understand what I’m say-
“A little present,” she said softly, sliding me a
That’s when I told her about the woods, and
deep breath, and recited, ‘I renounce my will.
ing?”
sideways grin.
my feeling that there was a Presence in there.
I turn my will over to thee, Mary, my true
“Instead, ask Him to help you see what it is that He has in mind for you.”
“Wow!” I said, as I gazed at the small circlet
“Well,” she said soberly after I had finished.
mother, to lay at the feet of thy Son. Not my
of gold with a pink gem. I looked up at her,
“First of all, I want you to promise me that
will, but His Will be done.’”
speechless, and a little worried. If it was valu-
you will never go into those woods. You have
I didn’t quite know what to say. Mary read
able, my mother would probably make me
no idea what’s actually in there. Promise?”
the confusion on my face.
give it back.
A little shocked, I promised.
“You have a strong will,” she said gently. “Just
Mary read my thoughts.
“B-but how can I get her to, to…”
like me – and your cousins, if you want to
“It’s not real,” she grinned. “Don’t worry. It’s
“…to speak to you?” Mary finished my sen-
know the truth.” She grinned wryly.
no big deal.”
tence. She was gazing at me intently.
“So what’s wrong with that?” I retorted, a bit
I fingered the pin and smiled back at her,
Sheepishly, I nodded. Despite my daydreams,
heatedly.
relieved. But she wasn’t easy to side-track.
I knew the idea was preposterous.
“Nothing, except you can be so busy trying
I nodded uncertainly. Then, for some reason,
“So why did you ask me about Lourdes?”
to make your own will happen that you don’t
I thought of my daily walk home.
“W-well, when I walk home from school, I
listen to what God wants for you,” she said.
“D-do you know the story of Lourdes?” I
think about Our Lady.” And before I could
asked her, suddenly.
stop myself, it all came out in a rush. How I
“The Blessed Mother appeared to a girl in
dawdled on my way home after leaving Amy
France,” she replied, looking curious. “Ber-
at her house, daydreaming about Our Lady.
nadette. I saw the movie. Why?”
“So, do you pray the Rosary?”
“Y-you don’t think she would ever appear
“Sometimes,” I told her honestly. “But not
nowadays, do you?” I asked tentatively.
often. Mostly I just think about her. Do you
“Could happen,” she ventured, slowly. “We
think I’m crazy?”
never know, right? Why do you ask?”
My aunt regarded me benevolently, in si-
Embarrassed, I noticed the tiny golden
lence.
brooch on her winter white sweater.
“No,” she said finally. “Not crazy. But I do
“That’s nice,” I ventured, in a desperate at-
think that maybe, she’s actually thinking
tempt to change the subject.
about you.”
“Oh you like this?” she said, glancing down
“Huh? You mean when I walk home?”
carelessly. And before I could stop her, she’d
“Yes. Maybe she’s a little worried about you.
removed the sparkling piece and placed it on
And she makes herself known to you on
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“Have you ever heard of St Louis De Montfort?” “Have you ever heard of St Louis De Montfort?” “Um, no,” I replied, confused. “Well, he was a French priest who lived in the late 1600’s and early 1700’s. He had a special devotion to Our Lady, and wrote several books about her,” she explained. “Maybe when you’re older you can read them.” I couldn’t imagine anything more boring, but I nodded patiently anyway, and waited. “There’s a little prayer he wrote, and I’ve
“Lots of times, as I learned, God doesn’t go along with our plans.” I sighed impatiently, but she ignored me. “I had lots of big plans, honey,” she said sadly. “And most of them came to nothing. It was only when I found this prayer and worked hard to say it, over and over again, that things changed for me.” “Yeah?” I said, a bit intrigued despite myself. “You see, when we give the Blessed Mother our will, when we turn it all over to her, we feel a weight slide off our shoulders,” she said, intently. “At least I do. And then when we ask her to help us see what God wants us to do – and this is key – things get easier. That is how you can get her to speak to you.” A Christmas With Mary / Regina Magazine
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“Y-you mean s-she will appear to me?” I
amusement. “But notice that he says, ‘Make
day-dreaming about being chosen to do
“That’s the other guy,” Mary said significant-
asked warily.
me an instrument’. He is telling God that he
great things.
ly, rolling her eyes exaggeratedly and point-
At this, Mary laughed her merry, tinkling
wants to be made an instrument of God’s
“Really?” I asked, feeling excited and scared
ing downwards.
laugh, wrinkling her nose.
Will.”
at the same time.
We both laughed, and stood up to leave. The
“Probably not, honey,” she said gently. “She
“R-right,” I said, uncomprehending.
“But how do I know when I see it? I mean,
Chinese waiters, eager to close up, smiled
only appears to people when she has a mes-
“So, you know that God respects our free
that something is God’s will?”
and handed us our shopping bags. Outside,
sage for the whole world.”
will, right?”
My aunt looked at me with great affection in
we stood buttoning our coats against the
“Oh,” I said, feeling foolish.
“Yeah…”
her eyes.
cold. Under the blinking Christmas lights, I
“But if you go to her, and lay your will at her
“So here’s our choices, then. You can try
“I can’t explain it,” she said slowly. “All I can
turned to look at her.
feet and tell her –‘Please, I think I know what
to bend life to your will; I can tell you that
say is that you will know, because things
“Zia-Zia Mary, are you happy?” I asked soft-
I want, but I know that God’s will is what
hasn’t gotten me very far. You can try to lay
will unfold before you. When God wants
ly, unable to keep from asking.
needs to be done. Show me His will, and
low, and be passively swept along. Lots of
something to happen, the doors fly open. If
“Me?” Surprised by the question, she turned
make it crystal clear, so I don’t mistake it’ --
people do that. Or you can actively ask, like
He doesn’t, no matter how hard you bang on
her dark head towards me, chuckled softly
she will hear you.”
Francis, to be made an instrument of His
that door, it won’t open. Your job is to keep
and squeezed my arm. When she spoke, her
Intrigued, I cautiously turned this idea over
Will.”
praying, keep asking for guidance, and keep
smile was broad.
in my mind.
“Yeah?” I said again, in an abstracted way.
trusting.”
“I’m as happy as we can be -- in this life,
“So if God is in control, and nothing hap-
“But I have to warn you,” she stressed. “If you
This wasn’t what I wanted to hear. What
honey,” she said tenderly. Her breath made
pens that He doesn’t permit,” I said carefully,
ask to be made an Instrument of His Will,
about seeing Mary?
clouds in the chill night air. “That’s about all
thinking out loud. “Does this mean that we
fasten your seat belt because you’re in for a
“But if I’m supposed to be so trusting, why
we can expect. We love, and we pray. And we
can either get on board with His Will, or get
wild ride.”
do you say I should stay out of the woods?
let God handle the rest.”
“But how do I know when I see it? I mean, that something is God’s Will?”
What if she is in there, waiting for me?”
With that, she pinned the tiny golden brooch
Mary sighed.
with the winking pink gem to my green
“Our Lady can do anything she wants,” she
woolen winter coat. Then we started, tread-
explained carefully. “But she is good, and
ing carefully on the slick sidewalk, towards
she would never lure you into a potentially
her car.
dangerous situation. That’s one important
A few flakes floated like a benediction,
way that you can tell if it’s truly her directing
sparkling in the light of the street lamps.
you to do things. If you feel like what you’re
It had begun to snow.
something you might someday be ashamed
Dedicated with love and gratitude to my
“Well, some people nowadays interpret Fran-
I thought about my walking-home fanta-
of – that’s not her guiding your steps.”
aunt, Domenica Mary De Soto (1935-
cis that way,” she said, her eyes dancing with
sies, where for months on end I had been
I nodded thoughtfully.
1983).Ripose en pace, Zia-Zia Mary.+
run over by it?” “Well, you could say that,” she replied, smiling broadly. “But how about this? St Francis once said, ‘Lord make me an instrument of Your peace.’ What do you think he meant by that?” “Um, that he wanted to be a peacenik?” I said, thinking of the anti-war protests in the news. At that, she laughed, and shook her head.
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O
ur story begins before the Norman Invasion in 1066. Five years earlier, a Lady of Walsingham Manor, reported that she was ‘taken in spirit’ to Nazareth, shown the house where the Annunciation took place and asked by Our Lady to build a replica in Norfolk. She was promised that ‘Whoever seeks my help there will not go away empty-handed.’
Her simple wooden house soon became the focus of
re-started the medieval Pilgrimage again. In-
special devotions. In 1153, the Augustinian Can-
spired by the modern-day pilgrimages of Chartres
ons founded a Priory there to care for the spiritual
in France and Christus Rex in Australia, and the
needs of the many pilgrims who flocked there.
medieval pilgrims who walked from all over En-
Their magnificent Priory Church was added in the gland, the new pilgrimage was at first, a modest
Walsingham
Walk Photos by John Aron
fifteenth century.
affair of a few pilgrims.
In 1509, a devout 18 year old Henry VIII made
In 2016, 75 pilgrims of all ages converged on
the famous pilgrimage to Walsingham. In fact,
medieval Ely Cathedral on August 25th, and
it was His Majesty’s purported attachment to the
then proceeded to walk the 55 miles over three
Shrine which led the monks to hope that the Abbey days. Each day they heard a sung Traditional would be spared his wrath during the wholesale
Latin Mass, Confessions, recitation of the Rosary,
destruction of religious houses which followed his
the singing of traditional hymns, periods of si-
break with Rome.
lence and quiet reflection, and the chance to chat
To no avail. The Prior’s pleas went unheard. The
and relax with other pilgrims.
Sub-Prior, Nicholas Mileham, was charged with conspiring to rebel and, on flimsy evidence, con-
REGINA Magazine caught up with Jack
victed of high treason and hanged outside the
Kilday, 21, to get his impressions of his first
Priory walls. Eleven people in all, including
time on the walk to Walsingham.
two lay choristers were hanged, drawn and quartered. Henry’s henchmen stole everything they could, and the beautiful old place lay in ruins for centuries afterwards. Exactly five hundred years after young Henry’s pilgrimage, enter the Latin Mass Society of England & Wales (LMS). 2009 was the year the LMS
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REGINA: Tell us about yourself. Jack Kilday (in sunglasses, carrying Our Lady on his shoulders, above): I am 21 and I currently live just outside Newcastle upon Tyne in England and work at a local special educational needs college. 136
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MassSociety
REGINA: Did you know the story of Walsingham before this? Jack Kilday: Yes I had heard of it and knew it had something to do with an Apparition of Our Lady and the request to build the Holy House but
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REGINA: How did you discover the Walsingham Pilgrimage? Jack Kilday: I wished to make a pilgrimage but there was no local ones, but after joining the Latin Mass Society I saw a video of their pilgrimage
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BeyondExpectations
REGINA: Did the experience live up to your ideas? Jack Kilday: It went above and beyond my expectations. The experience was indescribable.
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Jack Kilday: It was a great opportunity to make reparation for my sins and to pray for the conversion of England as well as friends and family.
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HolySacrifice
Jack Kilday: I also had the grace to serve at the Holy Sacrifice while on pilgrimage at our daily Solemn Mass.
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Jack Kilday: I was also able to receive a first blessing from Fr. James Mawdsley FSSP who was ordained in July.Â
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Jack’sJourney
Jack Kilday: I went by myself. Although that was part of the experience for me personally.
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Jack Kilday: The camaraderie was great. We all got to know each other very well by the end of it all since we were spending 12 or more hours a day walking together.Â
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PleasentSurprises
Jack Kilday: The most surprising aspect of the Pilgrimage for me was the amount of families and young people (some as young as 10 and 11!!) on the pilgrimage.
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Jack Kilday: I was surprised as well by the large number of people on the pilgrimage.
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LastingMemories
Jack Kilday: We also had a few pilgrims travel from other countries to make the pilgrimage – including one Priest from Australia.
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REGINA: What was your best memory? Jack Kilday: Probably when we arrived at the Slipper Chapel on the last day which marks the start of the Holy Mile. This is where pilgrims remove their shoes and walk barefoot on the last mile that leads up to where the Holy House and Priory stood before unfortunately being destroyed after Henry VIII founded Anglicanism. Walsingham Walk / Regina Magazine
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REGINA: What advice would you give to those contemplating doing this? Jack Kilday: If you haven’t attended the Extraordinary Form, I’d recommend doing so. 150
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Jack Kilday: Finally, pray, practice and have fun. It is a long walk so it is worth getting some practice in.
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