Erin Hattamer
Upper Case Zebra And here we are again and I decide to close my eyes. Better people have kept them open. Me? I fall asleep to the conversation that has made its rounds. Fogged its windows. Kicked its dust. How can you be numb? they ask. You should be angry. Exhausted, I respond. Whatever part of my throat that talked of these things died of consumption. Finally, they say. This time, they say. I believe her. We believe her. They will believe her! God has not shown mercy to a woman in a court of men. Witches have hung at gallows. Hell has collected no criminals. Criminals with white halos and wings that fly over words. I have seen them before. Welcome to my school, my home, my court of law. You joke, you laugh, you marry, you live. And the rest of us wonder if we should do the killing ourselves. Bury our dead, tend to our wounded, and wait, listening to the words Me too enter the void. Me too? No, not just me. But her and him, and them, and we, against‌ nothing. I wish the enemy had a single name, or a single face I could scratch hard enough to break skin. Perhaps then, they would test the DNA under my fingernails.
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