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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus of Nazareth the Ileddba, Krishna, Mohammed, Edgar Cayce and other great avatars who served as 'Channels ' for the ' Heavenly Father ' and who speaks again today as the world begins to enter the New Ag e of spiritual consciousness and awareness . Since 1963 Cosmic Awareness has been communicating through carefully-trained channels . The information contained herein was received from deep supper-conscious trance levels and 'interpreted' by an entity affiliated with C .A .C . This information is for those who desire to help in brine ng in the New Age . Throughout the thousands of 'Readings' given through these channels , Cosmic Awareness tells us not to believe anything, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover for yourself, through your own channel , what is the truth . Cosmic Awareness will only indicate and suggest. Neither C.A,C ., the Aquarian Church of Universal Service or the Interppreter , Paul Shockley is respouzlble for anythin Cosmic Awareness may state in any of these readings, nor does C .A .C . or Paul Shockley necessaril y believe or agree with the statements or :totemic Awareness. Paul mterprets the energies as he sees them in trance levels and is sot personall y responsible for what is said .lMembera of C .A .C . are invited to send in questions of general interest to ask Awareness for possible publication .
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This is the Opening Message of a C .A.C . General Reading (No . 3) given on November 6, 1980 . Approximately 12 hours after this reading was given, the entity Steve McQueen died of a reported `heart attack' . The following day Awareness gave an opening message regarding this entity, which made up the entire reading . This reading follows . Because this particular reading shows us how the Cosmic Awareness predictions and Trance itealings operate, w e are henceforth making it mandatory that all entities applying for a Trance Healing or a Cosmic Awareness Persona l Reading wherein health questions are asked, must first read this particular reading so they might begin to understan d the limitations of Cosmic Awareness in these areas . The instructions for readings and the disclaimer form must als o be read and signed . This information in the C .A.C . `Personal Services Available to the Membership' manual . COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness suggests that entities who are aware of the efforts of the entity Steve McQueen in hi s battle with cancer, wherein this entity is receiving unorthodox treatment in Mexico, that entities amon g the Cosmic Awareness Communications membership can assist this entity in this struggle by writing letter s of encouragement, along with imaging Light and healing energies toward this entity . This Awareness indicate : that the entity not only must contend with his own problem, which needs great courage and energy, th e entity is also in effect , by battling the cancer which was termed fatal by the orthodox medical systems , is also challenging the entire cancer research corporations and medical approaches to this disease ; and therefore, as the entity is healed, he also becomes a threat to the medical orthodox system which is controllin g this country . COI'YRIGHIT 1981 by Cosmic Awareness Communications & the Aquarian Church of Universal Service . Reproduction by permission .
This Awareness suggests that those who can send energy to this entity through meditations, can assis t the entity's vitality and courage, and may affect an alchemical result to encourage the doctor involved a s well as other persons who . may likewise follow .
STEVE MCQUEEN IS IN DANGER OF BEING MURDERE D
QUESTION : Awareness, there's been so much publicity about this entity and the seeming reversal of this cancer publishe d in the controlled media . Is there any danger to this entity 's life from these forces that would like to kee p that information suppressed that there are other healing methods available ? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates that there is great danger to this entity 's life ; that there are in fact This Awareness indicates it appears there are, in fact, plans being formulated to cause an untimely death to thi s entity, so that the results do not become publicized in regards to the cure . This Awareness indicates that , if possible, these forces would deliberately inject this entity with further cancer cells to increase the problem, to attempt to reverse the healing effect . This Awareness indicates this entity as being in danger, no t only from his own illness, which he is reversing with the help of the doctors, this entity as also in eve n greater danger from those who do not wish to see him healed in this manner . This Awareness suggests th e entity be warned of these dangers. This Awareness suggests that entities wishing to write to this entit y should direct their messages through the hospital where the treatments are given . THE LIMITATIONS OF THE INTERPRETE R 2SHQLQJ 0HVVDJH & $ & *HQHUDO 5HDGLQJ)
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This Awareness indicates that in relation to the information given yesterday regarding the entity Steve McQueen, this Awareness suggests that when this information is released, along with the report of his deat h shortly after the reading was given, . that this message also he included . This Awareness indicates that i n order for entities to understand the limits of a channel, this can serve as an example . This Awareness indicates that there are many entities who have preconceived ideas or beliefs that th e words which appear on the paper are always supposed to be totally unquestionable and infallible if thes e words are from this Awareness . This Awareness indicates that it is not so . This Awareness indicates that i n one sense this is so, but in another sense it does not work that way . This Awareness indicates that when an entity speaks to you over the telephone, WKHUH is a difference between the quality of the voice of the entit y speaking through the receiver and the voice of the entity being heard at the other end of the line . Thi s Awareness indicates that something is lost in the transmission, and if relayed to another entity, somethin g again can be lost . This Awareness indicates that wherein entities can understand the nature of a channel as that whic h attempts to interpet the words, energies which are emitted to the channel in pictures and in impulses whic h must be interpreted from these pictures and impulses into words, which may cone in visualized words t o be transmitted into spoken words, which may come in patterns of energy, patterns of light, or impulse s felt, which must be put into words,--something is bound to be lost in the interpretation . This Awareness indicates that the channel received strong energy patterns and impulses which were th e significant vibrations of energies centered around the entity Steve McQueen, gild attempting to read these energy patterns, recognized the energies of the pattern which implied improvement of health, which implie d danger because RI the improvement of health, and the potential for foul play because the entity was improving. This Awareness indicates that the Interpreter, in giving attention to these energies and interpretin g the energy patterns, saw that which appeared to he a potential attack upon the entity's life by forces whic h would not desire this entity to be healed by un-orthodox method . This Awareness indicates that error i n the interpretation of this energy pattern occurred in the area of timing, when the Interpreter recognized tha t Light and prayers and meditation in behalf of this entity was necessary to assist this entity during a critica l period, but failed to recognize that it was too late to express the concern through the publications of th e message . This . Awareness indicates that this error in interpretation regarding the limitation of time as tha t which created what can be seen as an error in which entities may say that Awareness made a mistake . This Awareness indicates that this is quite true in one sense . 2.
This Awareness wishes entities to make the distinction between the parts which make up the transmissio n of these messages, and to understand that indeed there can be, and will continue to be, elements of erro r within these written messages because of the nature of transmission and interpretation . This Awareness wishe r to explain to entities that It does not speak in words ; It speaks in impulses and the Interpreter, in communication with his Higher Self, in conjunction and in tune with his Higher Self, attempts through great attention and discernment to interpret these energies and impulses which this Awareness directs to this entity fo r translation into words . This Awareness indicates that obviously, words cannot always convey absolute an d perfect translatation any more than one language can always be absolutely and perfectly translated int o another ; and the skill of the Interpreter cannot, and is not always at maximum levels for the attention, discernment, sensitivity ; and the concentration of focus can be altered, depending on energy levels and circumstances at the time of the interpretation . Therefore, the Interpreter can often misinterpret or misread a n energy pattern, an impulse, or a picture . This Awareness indicates it is for this reason that this Awareness suggests that entities recognize ther e is room for error in these messages, and there can be as much as ten, or even 20 per cent error in an excellen t interpretation of the messages from this Awareness . This Awareness wishes to mention this to entities in order to remind them not to quit thinking for them selves, not to rely entirely on some other for your well being, even if the entity does have a channel open t o this Awareness, but to look at this information, evaluate, and reexamine, question, and explore, and fin d other information to substantiate or to counter, until you are more able to trust information to find it usable, and to apply it . This Awareness indicates that the Interpreter does not want to be held 100% responsible for every word uttered . The responsibility for interpreting impulses, energies, and pictures into absolute 100% accuracy is far greater than this Interpreter could do, or would wish to attempt . Therefore, this Awareness suggests that entities recognize a potential for error and not demand absolute, 100% perfection . This Awareness indicates that there are some entities who insist that every word spoken through thi s channel should be 100% accurate, assuming that this is possible anywhere ; some entities assume that th e Bible is 100% accurate, without any errors . This Awareness indicates that this assumption is false . Thi s Awareness indicates that it is such that entities would rather believe a lie than to admit that there is no absolute 100% trustworthy message or messenger, and that they might have to be responsible for their ow n thinking to some degree . This Awareness indicates that entities seek crutches and assistance, and this is alrigh t and as it is meant to be, but entities must allow others to have that 10 or 20% error which they woul d allow themselves. This Awareness indicates that it appeared to this Interpreter in the reading yesterday that the entity Stev e McQueen was in great danger and might not survive long enough to even benefit from the message, yet thi s Awareness does not allow messages to be interpreted in a kind of negative prediction which would rus h consciousness to assist in the demise of an entity . Therefore, this Awareness does not predict death or malicious or harmful events to occur to an entity unless It can create and show ways whereby this can b e avoided . This Awareness indicates that a personal reading through this Interpreter was given approximately on e year ago, whereby an entity had been given two weeks to live, and the request was for Awareness to preven t the death of this entity and to assist this entity in living a long, healthy life . This Awareness indicates tha t the Interpreter, receiving this request, was torn between the feeling of despair, and the feeling of responsibility, and the feeling of helplessness, and the feeling of sending back and refusing to offer any assistance ; bu t the Interpreter, feeling it was necessary to do whatever could he done, attempted to enter into the tranc e level to perform the action of channeling this healing energy to this entity to prevent the death which wa s by this time due, or possibly overdue . This Awareness indicates that a reading and healing suggestions, energies were sent to the entity who wa s dying from cancer, with suggestions and with healing energies being sent ;but even as this was being performed in the trance level, the Interpreter, while interpreting the energies which had been requested fro m this Awareness, saw it was approximately one thousand to one against the possibility of recovering, yet th e Interpreter continued to interpret the healing messages and energies given by this Awareness, suggesting wha t should be done for recovery, and this Awareness did not at any time during that interpretation, make th e statement, or send the impulse or energies stating that this entity will surely die, there is no hope ; for if suc h statements had been offered, it would simply add to the speedy demise of the entity, giving energy to th e entity's already diseased condition, for the power of suggestion is strong, and even stronger from the tranc e level . 3.
This Awareness indicates instead, It sent impulses through the Interpreter describing a healing conditio n and a Iong life, as had been suggested, and sent forth energies to this entity for that purpose . This Awareness indicates the energies were not enough, the suggestions did not arrive in time, and the entities received th e tape of the trance-reading in the mail upon their return home from the boy 's funeral . This Awareness indicates that the entities receiving this tape, played the tape and listened to this Awareness describe how th e entity could live a long and healthy life and the activities and actions which must. be done in order to assure recovery--after the entity had already been buried . This Awareness indicates that obviously, the entitie s were shocked, appalled and disappointed and discouraged with this Awareness, and these feelings would b e of natural result from such an experience. This Awareness indicates however, that there was no other possible choice available for the Interpreter, or for this Awareness : for a request had been given asking for assistance of an entity who was ill, who was suffering, and to simply add to the prognostication of medical doctor s that there was no hope, this of course would not help anything at all, and if there was one chance in a thousand for recovery, the entity would have been denied that one chance . This Awareness indicates that also, the Interpreter could have decided that : "This is not the kind of responsibility I would like to be involved in . I prefer easy readings, easy problems, things which are not life an d death situations, things which are not obviously hopeless" ; and the entity could have refused to do the reading. This Awareness indicates however, that the Interpreter could not, in good conscience, avoid the actio n of doing whatever was poseible to assist, even though it, appeared to be absolutely hopeless at this stage i n the boy's progressed cancerous conditions . This Awareness indicates that therefore, the Interpreter had n o choice but to follow through and assist and offer whatever he could offer . This Awareness indicates that in 1975 .an , urgent phone call arrived from New York, in which a membe r stated that his mother had just gone to the hospital with a cancerous condition, and the entity was given onl y one week to live . This Awareness indicates that the entity requested an urgent healing. This Awareness indicates the interpreter and his assistants began the healing at 10 o ' clock in the morning in Portland, Oregon , and the entity interpreting this Awareness began with little hope of success, but a great urgency to assist ; until this Awareness and entering into trance, the Interpreter could see nothing,---no images, no patterns, created a wavy motion and the Interpreter began describing the wavy movements of light and darkness, the n began to notice a symbol of an eel or fish-like creature swimming upstream, and began interpreting the movement of this energy of this being going against the stream of consciousness, flowing against the will of th e universal energies, and how it turns, finally, and flows with the movement of the energies, with the strea m of consciousness . is
This Awareness indicates the Interpreter then began to describe the impulses sent by this Awareness as to how this eecl, this fish, swimming against the stream of consciousness, then turning, symbolized the will o f the entity in the hospital in New York, who had been going against the current, but who now could surrende r unto the will of this universal consciousness, and flow with this universal consciousness . This Awareness indicates that the impulses and messages continued for approximately , one hour, describing various things whic h could be done for this entity after she left the hospital in terms of diet, in terms of attitude and so forth . This Awareness indicates that the entity having but a few days to live according to her doctors, havin g been given this healing in Portland, Oregon at 10 o'clock in the morning, suddenly and unexpectedly at 2 o'clock in New York, (which would be approximately the same time), sat up in her bed and told the attend ants that she wanted to go home . This Awareness indicates this entity was allowed to leave, went home, and within a few days received the tape with instructions for healing, and the entity recovered her health an d lived for approximately four more years . This Awareness indicates that one can never know for certain whether to refuse to assist or offer assistanc e in such emergency levels ; one can never know for certain whether the assistance offered will be satisfactor y and will bring about the healing requested . This Awareness indicates that so much depends on the patient as to whether a healing can be effected, even from this Awareness through this channel, or even if this Awareness could communicate through the patient directly . This Awareness indicates that therefore, entities seekin g or requesting a healing of any kind, must ; recognize that there are limits to these abilities of this Interpreter , and that miracles cannot occur unless all aspects, including the attitudes and certain elements of consciousnes s around the patient are also conducive to a healing . Therefore, entities seeking a healing are taking a chanc e when requesting such through this channel from this Awareness, for there is no guarantee. This Awareness indicates that entities must recognize the limits as well as the unlimited aspects of th e channeling process . This Awareness indicates that whereas universal consciousness has few limits, the interpretation of that universal consciousness arid the direct application is that which is limited by the capabilities of the circumstances and energies involved in delivery . 4.
This Awareness indicates even though the entity Steve McQueen is no longer in physical form, ft suggests that entities visualize light and visualize this entity moving into states of light, into the Clear Light, for thi s entity's consciousness can be helped from this plane by such images . This entity has opened the door for questions regarding the controversial and alternative types of cance r research and healing systems other than that of the orthodox medical systems . This Awareness indicates tha t there have been many entities healed from cancer through this method, and that the entity Steve McQueen , who had been given up by the orthodox medical system, was well on his way to recovery, was almost completely well when this `heart attack' ended his life . This Awareness indicates that, the controversy around this will not die with the entity, but will continu e on and continue to draw publicity and attention, and, in time, will assist to open up areas wherein the organized cancer research programs and medical associations will be put under the spotlight of examination fo r their efforts in curtailing cancer cures, in preventing the alternative methods from being used . This Awareness indicates that much energy will continue to move on this controversy which has been set in motion b y this entity's death . This Awareness indicates that this particular incident is not of great significance in itself, except for th e fact that it received so much wide publicity that there now are multitudes who are aware of the circumstance .
WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF SUCH A 'HEART ATTACK' ?
QUESTION : Awareness, what are the odds of an entity in Steve McQuee n 's condition at the time of his so-called `heart attack '; what ar e the odds of a heart attack actually occurring? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates this as an impossible question to answer , for it applies to one unique individual, and there can be no odds i n dealing with a unique individual . This Awareness indicates that th e intention of the question is such as to extract information as t o whether the entity met with foul play or whether this occurre d from natural or side-effects of the treatment . This Awareness indicates that It does not see this as being brought on by side-effect s of the treatment; that it appears there was deliberate or negligen t influence which caused the heart attack . This Awareness will sa y nothing more in regards to this particular aspect of this situation .
STEVE l~lcQUEEH'S CANCE R THERAPIST Plu s Candy Simon
McQueen's doctor was so confident o f his recover , that he was appearing o n various TV talk shows . This ad in T V Guide appeared the day after his death .
IF KARMA IS RUNNING, CAN ONE STILL BE HEALED ?
QUESTION : In reference to the information Awareness just gave on the trance healings and the fact that entities migh t blame the Interpreter or Awareness for not healing, is it not also true, in many cases of an entity's illnes s or crippledness etc ., that karma is running, and nothing in fact could effect a cure, except certain realizations by the entity himself ? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates this in the affirmative . That there is always the possibility of miraculous recovery ; yet, the possibility can be made more or less remote, depending on circumstances, attitudes, capability o f change, capability of action by one's self or those around the entity who can support recovery . That the more entities can tune in to the reality of an entity's situation, and from that reality, start working with mind , emotion, body, and spirit, diet, and exercise when appropriate, medicines, herbs, or whatever else may b e 5.
appropriate : images of Light, of healing, of vitality ; wherein entities can assist in this way, and wherei n entities can change t :he consciousness of the patient, so that the entity begins moving toward a desire t o live, and wherein entities can transfer healing energies into the patient--this all can be beneficial . This Awareness indicates one cannot begin by stating to another, " You are not sick ; you are well", fo r the entity simply will not respond to what is obviously false . Therefore, the entity may state :"Though yo u are sick, we will soon have you well ." This Awareness indicates that this obviously may be true, and th e entity can more accept such a statement . This Awareness indicates however, that there must be more tha n simply words--actions must be taken . This Awareness suggests that entities use the best methods available ; that you not become so prejudiced that you cannot use one or another method simply because you do no t accept it as a credible form of healing . This Awareness suggests that in many cases, a strong drug or even surgery may be necessary . In other cases , surgery or the strong drug may he detrimental, and a lighter approach or nutritional change may he sufficient . This Awareness indicates that every case is unique, and the entity who has the problem must first get in touc h with the problem, and with their own consciousness, to understand the psychology, the circumstances, o r the cause of the illness ; and from this, with luck, hope, effort, support, and the right approach, entities may recover . There is no guarantee : there are only efforts, and responses to those efforts . DOES A TRANCE HEALING HELP THE SOU L EVEN THOUGH THE ENTITY HAS DIED ?
QUESTION : In the case of that boy who died of cancer shortly before or after the Awareness trance healing was given : did not in fact the healing have some effect on the soul of the entity in passing over, even though it didn' t reverse the cancer and save his physical life? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates this in the affirmative : that this was added to the vitality of the soul of the entity , even though the soul did not slay within the body .
QUESTION :
USING DECEPTION TO TRICK AWARENES S IN A PERSONAL READIN G
While we 're doing this reading of clarifying some of the problems in interpretation, would Awareness perhaps please explain a little bit about an incident the Interpreter mentioned some time ago,---I'm not sur e if I remember it completely, but it had to do with a member who had a reading or a healing and used deception, naming some entity who was non-existent or something and then asking questions about him . . . . COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates that this entity asking for a personal reading, inserted a question regarding a sister , and asked for information on the past lives wherein the two of these entities might have been together previously . This Awareness indicates that during this reading, much energy had gone into other questions an d when this question came up, this Awareness sent impulses to the Interpreter which were vague and very weak , with a twist,---the intention being to inform the interpreter that this question was not valid . This Awareness indicates however, that the Interpreter, trusting the questioner, looked at this vague energy, could not se e any clear picture or receive any clear impulse from the question, except to see some form of twisted energy . The Interpreter then looked harder, and this Awareness sent further energies, and the Interpreter followe d this energy into the mind of the questioner and picked up an image and a picture of this entity and the on e being asked about, but it was not clear ; it was twisted and uncertain, and little information was given . This Awareness indicates that it appeared to the Interpreter that these two entities had been togethe r during a certain time, and the Interpreter attempted to give some information, but the energies were extremely shallow and there appeared to be error, even in what was given . This Awareness indicates that approximately one month later, the questioner wrote to the Interpreter informing the Interpreter that there was , in fact, no such person . This Awareness indicates that what in fact occurred, was that the Interpreter tune d into the questioner's energy ; and the questioner, not having such a sister by the name given, did however, a t the time the question was asked, formulate in his imagination the image of a sister, using energies associate d 6.
from another entity which he knew,---this being a friend, or an entity which the questioner was associate d with,--and this entity was drawn up by the subconscious as a kind of prototype for a sister while the quest ion was being written about this fictitious sister . Therefore, the answer which was given related to the entit y which was being used as a prototype for the fictitious sister ; that this entity as having had a previous life time with the questioner, even though the questioner did not realize that this occurred, for the questione r quickly forgot the prototype and assumed that the name and fictitious sister was that which the questio n was being asked about . This Awareness indicates that another deceptive question was once asked by an entity present in a trance reading, whereby the entity asked for the location of his father . This Awareness indicates that the energ y sent by this questioner, again had a twist, likened unto a baseball being thrown with a curve , the energ y reaching the Interpreter with a twist . The Interpreter, recognizing that there was something wrong with th e question, looked carefully, and this Awareness created for the Interpreter the image of a large building, thi s a skyscraper . This Awareness indicates that the words, or energy vibrations of San Francisco was picked u p by the Interpreter although this was not exactly what this Awareness intended : the vibration being close to that of San Francisco in its vibratory rate . The tall building as a skyscraper : wherein the Interpreter looke d at this building, followed the energy which this Awareness directed up to approximately 2/3rds the heigh t of the building, then slightly to the right . Then the Interpreter interpreted the message as, "This Awarenes s indicates that there is seen a building ; the entity as seen approximately 2/3rds of the way up and slightly t o the right . This Awareness indicates that this image appears to be that which is symbolic, rather than factual , and this appears to have the vibrations of San Francisco ." This Awareness indicates that this message delivered to this entity, wherein., after the trance reading an d the Interpreter had left the trance, he was informed by others that the questioner had tricked him and ha d deceived him, and in his communications with others was telling others that the message was false, and th e Interpreter was a phony . This Awareness indicates that however, the entities participating in the reading wh o knew this entity's father before he had died, recognized that this was, in fact, correct, for this Awarenes s had also indicated that this symbolism was that of an entity who was approximately 2/3rds of the way u p on the social scale, and slightly to the right as a conservative . This Awareness indicates that those who knew this entity agreed that the information was correct . This Awareness indicates in this example, the question had a curve on it when it asked, "Where is m y father?" when the questioner knew he was already dead, and the answer had a curve on it whereby th e answer being essentially : ` your father was approximately 2/3rds of the way up on the social scale and slightl y to the right . ' This Awareness indicates that those who knew this entity admitted that this was correct, an d that the entity lived in Los Angeles rather than San Francisco, but was a San Francisco type of individual , having that type of vibratory rate . This Awareness indicates that therefore, entities can deceive with their questions if they desire . Generally they will receive back the equal type of energies in the question according to the Law of Gratitude . The answer will also have its twist . This Awareness indicates the Law of Gratitude is that Law wherein energy which has been given receives a certain reward . Energy goes out on a curved and unequal line, returning t o its source bearing gifts . This Awareness indicates that wherein a question is asked that is deceptive, the answer comes from th e energy of the question and therefore will have a twist . What About Healing Methods Awareness Suggest s Which had Already Been Tried by the Entity ? QUESTION :
One other area in relation to healings . When people have asked for things to do in relation to some kind o f healing, they've asked us how come sometimes the suggestions Awareness makes for things to do to ge t better are things that they've already tried, and apparently not worked ? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates that this Awareness does not always waste the energy of reading everybody's lif e and experiences of the past in order to avoid telling entities what they already know . This Awareness indicate s that wherein a question is asked about a particular illness which an entity has, this Awareness has the optio n of sending energies to the Interpreter, sending impulses or images which deal with the particular illness, or It has the option of sending images which deal with the particular illness, or It has the option of sending image s which deal with the particular individual . 7
This Awareness indicates if a question regarding an illness is asked, and this Awareness sends energies, It is obviously going to send the impulses and images relating to the illness, rather than the activities and past experiences of the entity . This Awareness indicates that if the question includes statements such as : "I have alread y tried this and this and this,--what else can I try?" then this Awareness does not need to look at those areas o r send impulses of the energies relating to the illness which have already been covered by the entity, and ca n send impulses which are fresh or new . This Awareness indicates however, when an entity does not explain the circumstances around the situation , then it is either a question of the Interpreter focusing much greater energy toward this Awareness and thi s Awareness moving to the entity and extracting bits of information from the entity to determine whether thi s has been tried, whether that has been tried, how successful it was, whether it was tried long enough, whethe r someone else has been assisting, whether this entity has tried this particular way of applying the assistance , whether it was applied properly This Awareness indicates that by the time this Awareness and the Interpreter have focused enough attention in unraveling the question or the situation which was surrounding th e problem, much of the trance energy would have been used up, with little left for other questions or focusing . This Awareness indicates that wherein entities write in and say, "Awareness knows everything there is t o know about me, so I won't ask anything except that I be healed for the problem which is already apparen t to Awareness,"--this Awareness indicates this is assuming that the Interpreter is Awareness . The Interpreter does not know everything there is to know about you, in fact may know nothing at al l about you. This Awareness indicates that for the Interpreter to properly diafose and to properly see th e situation surrounding you and give a proper message regarding this, the Interpreter would have to rely o n Awareness contacting you, sending impulses through the Interpreter, then the Interpreter properly translatin g these impulses into the proper diagnosis or circumstances and putting these into words in order to state wha t should he done about your problem . This Awareness indicates that this is a waste of time for the Interpreter , a waste of energy for the Interpreter, and as absolutely unnecessary and demanding of the Interpreter . This Awareness indicates that the proper action is for entities to tell what they can about their situation , so that the Interpreter does not have to be psychic reader for every little thing which could be told by you , and can put the energies of the psyche, or put the energies that this Awareness gives the Interpreter int o proper evaluation and words and messages . This Awareness indicates it takes great energy of a psychic nature to interpret and see energies and evaluate and translate these energies into words . How the Monthly Trance I-lealings Wor k This Awareness indicates that likewise, in the monthly healings, the Interpreter and this Awareness do no t communicate totally on your particular problem . This Awareness may know what your problem is when It is in tune with your channel, and where It is in tune with you, but in contacting the awareness within you , and attempting to move that awareness over to where the Interpreter is, so that the Interpreter can also b e in perfect contact with you and know everything which you know, --this requires extreme amounts of energy . This Awareness indicates that this also is unnecessary when you can supply the energy in your writings, i n your questions, and the information you supply can be more accurate than the information which the Interpreter must get by mind reading . This Awareness indicates that It does, in many instances, reach into the consciousness of another entity , tune in to the vibrations and bring these vibrations to the .Interpreter, and the Interpreter then reads thes e vibrations and can pick up on many of the problems involved in the entity's life,---this as wherein the interpreter can move through these energies and interpret to discover certain areas of problems . This Awarenes s indicates however, that this is less effective when an entity already knows what is wrong with them than for the entity to simply write down what is wrong and send this . This Awareness indicates for example, if you know already that you have a leg removed and a kidney missing and a lung missing, it is much easier to say so than to have the Interpreter attempt to read the vibrations which this Awareness attempts to translate and send through impulses to the Interpreter . The Interpreter would be rather surprised and disbelieving in feeling that a leg, kidney, and lung was missing from thi s entity, and therefore, would be inclined to reject the impulse to interpret this energy in this manner . This Awareness indicates the Interpreter would probably cancel out that information, thinking it was too bizarr e and unlikely and there must be some mistake . This Awareness indicates that therefore, wherein entities under stand already certain ramifications of their situation and can present this, it adds greater clarity to the problem, which needs not be clarified through psychic reading . This Awareness indicates that this simply simplifie s the question and the situation, so that the Interpreter and this Awareness can move on to attending thos e things which are not known by you, which need to be looked at, which need to be brought out . 8.
This Awareness indicates that in the monthly healings, this Awareness does not enter into each individual , attempt to feel the problems which are present and convey all of this information to the Interpreter befor e the Interpreter can assist in the healing . This Awareness indicates rather, what occurs is that the name i s given, and the Interpreter focuses and this Awareness attunes Itself to the vibration of that name and touches the entity whose name is attached and is carried in these vibrations, and this then is returned to the Interpreter, who then allows his body to be used for building a surcharge of manna, which is built up to a particula r point, like a capacitor, and when this becomes overcharged, the manna is sent forth in a kind of spark, whic h jerks the Interpreter's body, generally through the arms extended also, and is then discharged from the Interpreter and sent to the entity requesting the monthly healing. This Awareness indicates this energy carrying the concept or message "to be healed ;" and the energy is sent for general vitality unless a specified purpose is indicated in the question . The energy is then given t o the entity, can be used for whatever purpose the entity desires . This Awareness indicates that wherein a specific concern is requested, the energy will be sent with the concept or message which applies it to tha t concern : such as an entity asking for a financial healing,the concept carried by this energy is that of financia l healing energy. The concept being implanted within the energy may be considered as likened unto a see d which is being sent forth for sprouting in that entity 's consciousness and life . Confine Your Statement to Two Word s QUESTION : When we originally put together the Personal Services Offered to the Membership booklet, the monthl y healing forms and general information that, was given for them at that time, was to keep their statemen t short and simple ; we did not suggest they give too many specifics for these monthly healings . Would it b e better now as the process is evolving to suggest more specific suggestions ; and if so, should there be a certain limitation on how many at once ? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness suggests that this should be kept to a minimum of approximately one word, such as `financial healing,' or `health healing,' or `relationship healing' . This Awareness indicates that wherein th e entity knows what the healing is being requested for, it is sufficient simply to receive the energy for th e healing,---the entity then being able to apply that energy for that purpose . That the indication of a particula r purpose for the energy is not necessarily required for that energy to be applied when the entity receiving th e healing energy has the capacity to apply the energy properly . This Awareness indicates that wherein a child, or an entity who is not personally requesting a particula r healing, but wherein the healing is being requested by someone else, the entity doing the requesting can als o define what the energy is being sent for . This Awareness indicates for example, an entity may send in for a healing for the child who has nightmares . This Awareness indicates it is not necessary that the entity say i n the request, "This child has nightmares," for the consciousness and the energy sent by the requester is carrie d through to the Interpreter and to this Awareness, and the energy sent back carries that energy of the on e requesting, the motive of the request, to the child . This Awareness indicates that the Interpreter may no t know what the healing is for, but the energy is still present, and the entity requesting the healing has plante d the seed in that request . This Awareness indicates that essentially, it is also possible for entities to send healing energ i es directly t o one another, and that these can be sent for particular purposes, The woman may, for example, send a surcharge of manna to the child with the message that the child should be healed from nightmares . This Awareness indicates that this becomes more effective when the woman would, in this case, be in tune with he r Higher Self, and through that, to this Awareness . This Awareness indicates that likewise, it is also effective if entities wish to define in one word or two , the nature of the healing request. This can assist in reinforcing the seed concept for which the healing energ y is being directed . This Awareness suggests however, that when these requests become too long or too involved , it requires greater time in trance and makes it more difficult to handle the number of trances or requests, an d the Interpreter may lose efficiency after a fewer number of such requests . 9.
Keep Your Statements Positiv e QUESTION : One final question . In relation to the seed that the lady interested in helping-the child's nightmares go away through a direct healing of the child : wouldn ' t that healing affirmation, "to be healed from nightmares ' , be less productive than a healing for good sleep, or restful sleep ? COSMIC AWARENESS : This Awareness indicates it is always more beneficial to put your requests into a positive framework, _ rather than a negative . This Awareness indicates for example, to state, " I want my broken leg to be healed, "- This Awareness indicates that while the broken leg may be, in fact, helped by the healing, it is better in th e final statement to indicate that you `want perfect healing or a perfect leg' . This Awareness indicates however , that this applies mostly to these wherein descriptions are not made . This Awareness indicates that essentially, this does not appear to be a major problem at this time for thes e monthly healings . This Awareness indicates that the Interpreter can translate the image into proper an d positive pictures . This Awareness indicates that it is important to be honest about what the situation is a t present, and from that honesty, then to translate into the abstract the perfect picture which you desire i n the future . That picture for the future should be imaged now . This Awareness indicates that It will discuss this kind of activity in terms of your making of the Kahuna prayer and the use of magic when It resume s the Correspondence Lessons in the Sea of Scorpio . (This Awareness indicates that the Interpreter as needing to come from trance, and that the energies are beginning to become choppy and difficult to remain clear . ) ea :* * ED's Note : More information on cancer can be found in `Revelations of Awareness' No . 75-76 ($2 .00) ; No . 78-20(All about Cancer, th e Great American Tragedy)$2 .00 ; 79-20 (How the AMA suppresses healing)$2 .00 ; Also recommended is the following report : "Cancer Cover-Up Y" (Special Report No . 4) Released by the Crystal Ball, P .O . Box 4080, Torrance, California 90510 . This is an excellent indepth report on how the AMA and cancer societies are promoting rather than healing, suppressin g rather than enlightening the public about the known cures to this problem . C .A .C . heartily'recommends this report whic h may be 'obtained by writing the above address and enclosing $3 .00 as payment . You should also subscribe to this very excellent publication which reveals much information about the Illuminati and behind-the-scenes chicanery not availabl e in other publications . When writing to them, request subscription information . NOTE : the Cosmic Awareness monthly healings are available to all those in the membership without charge . However , donations can be made . For further information on this, please refer to the booklet, "Personal Ser v ices Available to th e Membership"($3 .00) ; also to `Revelations of Awareness' No . 78-22 which concerns `cross-energizing' to multiply th e effectiveness of the healingsePrice,50 cents . For more information on how the Interpreter interprets the energies of Cosmic Awareness, please refer to `Revelation s of Awareness', No . 80-2 ($3 .00) ; and 80-3 ; $2 .00, available from C .A .C .
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No . 2
LETTERS FROM BILL . . . . ( A Cosmic View of things from another frame of reference )
Dear Avaton : Here's a few more thoughts that might be of interest . This channel seems to be occupie d quite a bit lately with the subject of. Intercession . (Bill ) AN AKASHIC VIEW OF ATONEMENT : The Mechanics of Intercession How is it possible that some entities living on this plane are able to bear karma or cancel sins of a city , a nation, or a world ? By dint of having come down from a karma-Iess realm, how can one such entity "propitiate" the sin s of 100's or thousands of entities ? Well, when an entity comes down from a higher realm as an avatar, he basically has a direct akka-link t o the realm he came from (though his outer mind might not be aware of it yet) . And through that akka-link , he is serving as a ` bleed-valve' to release the pent-up karmic pressure of the world out into a vaster domai n of the universe, where it is dispersed like steam vented into the air . The action is much like a safety-valv e on a boiler . The avatar is the karmic `safety-valve' of the world . There are many avatars in embodiment 'at the present time, though they comprise only about one- thre e millionth of the world's population . But each avatar is a `safety-valve' venting off some of the world's karmi c pressure . Not all avatars incarnated from the same plane . Some came from the 4th plane, some from th e 5th, a few from the 6th (the plane that Jesus came from), and a very few from the 7th . And the higher th e plane, the greater is the domain of the universe it's connected to . An avatar from the 4th plane (a nearly karmaless plane, but not quite) has an akka-link to the sphere o f our solar system . An avatar from the 5th plane (the first truly karmaless realm) has an akka-link to th e sphere encompassing nearby stars . A 6th plane avatar's link encompasses whole constellations of stars . And the 7th plane, or 7th sphere, is the galaxy itself . An avatar from the 7th plane represents the galactic sphere . His akka-link is to the entire Milky Way galaxy . Each ascending plane of consciousness opens out into a greater expansion of the cosmos . And an avatar's akka-link, which connects him to the sphere he came fro m like an umbilical, is also the `vent' releasing karmic pressure out into that cosmic domain for dispersal . Because of these expanding spheres, or `domains within domains' of the universe, there is a quantitativ e difference from one plane to the next . A 4th plane avatar can vent karma for, say, 100 people . A 5th plan e avatar can vent karma for, say, 1000 people . A 6th plane avatar can vent karma for 1,000,000 people . Se e how this quantitative scale of difference works in regard to the planes? The higher the plane, the fewer ar e the avatars from that plane . Yet they are capable of venting the largest amount of karma . Amazingly, many of these avatars are not even aware, outwardly at least, that they are venting karma i n this manner . They are aware of being assailed by great pressures, afflictions, and upsets, but they do not ye t understand that this is karma from many other entities . It is karma that they agreed to take on before comin g into embodiment . Planetary karma, like high-pressure steam,is whistling out into the universe through thes e avatars ' own akka-cords . And that is the source of great pressures and intensities they feel . A few of these avatars (this channel uses the words "avatar" and "adept" synonymously) already have direct understandin g of their mission . Direct understanding comes when the motive of the heart becomes fixed on God . This message needs to go out to the rest of the avataric company so that they can come to understand it . If an embodied avatar dies with his heart fixed on something other than God, he severs his own connectio n to the realm he came from . He falls back into the lower planes of karma and rebirth along with the rest of . Humanity--snared by Maya . This is the risk in any avataric descent . That is why the rest of the avataric comp any needs to hear these things (all of humanity needs to hear them as welI) . Liberation from karma comes when the one desire of the heart ; is to be a pure instrument of God . That i s the Grace and the `Salvation' that so many talk about but so few understand . Before a century passes, ther e will be avatars (fully-conscious avatars) in the office of President, and avatars will be kings and Premiers o f most other nations of the world . They will he benevolent and gentle rulers, administering the Law of One i n a truly godly government . Such gentle rulers as Arthur of England, Kasimir Poseidon of old Atlantis, an d Chief Seattle, were the kind of rulers we'll see again in the world tomorrow .
MORE THOUGHTS ON INTERCESSION, Jan . 6, 1981 Concerning the New York disaster, it was originally slated to occur in 1978, according to the time-fram e this channel saw 6 years ago . Evidently the time-frame was altered by Intercession, moving the event up t o the end of 1980 . And further Intercessions, possibly with self-sacrifice of John Lennon, cancelled the even t altogether . Since this channel saw the New York disaster as marking the beginning of a physical Armageddon , and since the New York event did not occur, it is very likely that an Armageddon on this plane has bee n averted . Again, this must be stressed again and again, that the Light Workers should never become complacen t and assume that the entire battle is won . The Anti-Christ is disrupted to the extent that it cannot repair its elf only if entities keep theLight energies coming in.To slack off now would give the Beast a chance to rene w itself, possibly rekindling the threat of the New York cataclysm and re-energizing the Armageddon spectre . The heart of the Beast is not dead yet ; the head of the octopus is still alive and vicious, even with its member s in disarray . Entities should pray that the Rothschilds and their cohorts repent before the opportunity closes to them . Even these arch-villains can still turn to the Light and come under Grace just as Rhyee did . Rather tha n wishing mayhem and violence on them, we would rather see them turn and accept God's Salvation and pardon . When we invade the 'Council of 13' with Light, when we " storm the citadel of hell", it is not in the spiri t of hatred and malice . That would he no better than a Luciferian tactic . We invade with the Light of Love . And if the Dark Force still rebels and rejects the Light of Love, their destruction comes as a matter of thei r own choice and by their own hand . For darkness cannot coexist with Light . The Light Workers should envision, during their meditations, brilliant shafts of love and rainbow Light beaming in to London and int o major Luciferian centers on the planet (such as New York, Brussels, Moscow, etc .) . The Light Workers might envision these beams of Light along with the regular C .A .C . meditations . Envision brilliant shafts of warmt h and love coming down from outer space like benevolent Iaser-beams enveloping each member of the Luciferian hierarchy, each robotoid, Synthetic, and each puppet leader . Bombard them with the warm Light of Love . Send them love like you would send love to a puppy or a little animal . Is not Love the highest Magic? This channel had been assessing the Luciferian problem and pondering solutions from various levels o f consciousness, from different rungs of 'Jaco b's Ladde r". Various solutions have been considered, even comm ando invasion on the physical plane . This channel even attempted a hyperdimensional attack using a radiascionic generator, boosted to the hilt . But hating and attacking and seeking to destroy is not the highest way . The fire and thunder of hyper-spatial war in the 'Star Wars' tradition may be heady wine to a Thor or a Zeus, and their magic is powerful . But, the greatest power, the greatest Magic, is the Love that knows n o malice, no hatred, not even toward the Luciferians . This is the Light and the Magic, "The Force", that will bear in the New Age . The Law of the One, the Law of the Highest Love, bids even the Luciferians, bid s even Satan himself, "Come and stand beside us, we can find a better way . " . A CASE AGAINST INTERCESSIO N Some entities, especially those oriented towards fundamentalism, will argue against the concept of Inter cession, saying that the " changing of prophecies" is not possible . They say the prophecies, such as the one s in the Book of Revelation, are fixed and cannot be altered . Well, the prophecies were written based on extrapolation of the future time-track as set by the curren t trend . The prophecies saw the track of future time as it would surely run If no switches were thrown along the way . The prophecies were a warning that somebody better throw some switches . The fundamentalists will come back and say, "The only possible 'switc h' that could be thrown is a mass , wholesale repentance of the people such as when Ninevah repented at the preaching of Jonah" . (Anothe r mass repentance was at the Gettysburg Address, which rallied and preserved the American Republic .) An d granted, a mass repentance is certainly a 'switch ' that can change prophecies . But obviously no such mas s repentance was in the offing when the 11th hour carne and found Armageddon at the planet's door . With out an Intercession, and without a mass repentance, the planet would have no deliverance from its Armageddon . A last-minute Intercession, when it became obvious that the collective heart of humanity was no t to repent, was the only hope of staving off Armageddon . The fundamentalists overlook the deepest meaning of Jesus' closing words of the Last Supper : "Do this in remembrance of me . " Before be went to the cross to bear karma for the world of that day, his words still ring across the ages : "Do this, do Intercession for the world . Do it again and again and again as the nee d arises ." There are several levels, several 'mysteries' in the meaning of the Last Supper . The most mundane mean ing is the fundamentalist doctrine of simply remembering Jesu s' atonement as the only one that ever occurred . This is the childish doctrine undergirding the 'vicarious atonement' theory, which says Jesus did it all in on e shot ; all we have to do is "believe on " Jesus (whatever that is interpreted to mean), and presto---we 're al l fixed up . "Once saved always saved . " 2
A deeper meaning of the Last Supper overlooked by the fundamentalists, is that of ego-crucifixion . Th e "bread" which is broken is your old "body" of ego and pride and self-will that sustained you apart fro m God . You drink of the same " cup " of affliction that Jesus did . The rigors of crucifixion are yours as yo u surrender your little petty self-will to the Higher Will of God . That is the symbolism of the Bread and th e Wine---the mystery of the Eucharist . The New Man, the Christ, is raised up on the Resurrection Morn . But the deepest meaning is Jesus' own example of Atonement : Bear the karma, bear the sins, bear th e afflictions of a planet so that it need n `t bear the brunt of its own folly . So the case against Intercession is not valid .
WHY DOES THE AVATAR SUFFER ? Why does the suffering of the avatar translate into a net reduction of the suffering of the world? Wh y couldn't the avatar 's job of venting karma for the world just be a neat, painless process ? Well, it is not the avatar 's suffering per se that reduces world karma . Suffering is the inevitable by-produc t of the venting process . The avatar, as explained in a previous reading, is the `safety valve ' venting off excess pressure in the `karmic boiler ' of the world . The more karma being vented, the more the avatar suffers. He feels the very torments and afflictions of the world, feels them intensely, as these energies jet out throug h his akka-link into the vacuous ralms of Hyper-space for dispersal . It's just like the safety valve "feels" th e high-pressure steam as it jets out into the air for dispersal . The avatar, when he comes down to do Intercession, must be willing to feel and experience these horrifi c energies of the world condition from time to time . Sometimes, when the pressure in the boiler surges up t o the critical level and there is imminent danger of a "boiler explosion", the avatar ' s atoning action become s fatal to him--it kills him physically . This happened with Jesus, as he knew it would before he came into embodiment . Other avatars have also experienced this ultimate level of Intercession . If the "boiler explosion " threatens only a localized area such as a city or a state, it is the 4th and 5th plane avatars who take care of this action . If the explosion-threat is at, the national or world level (such as an Armageddon war), it is th e 6th and 7th plane avatars who bear the brunt of this action . The pain of the Intercession is the price the avatar must be willing to pay for redeeming a planet and a people . On the average, the avatar's road in life will be much smoother and the `venting' action less tortuous i f he returns to his ` First; Love'. And that, of course, is God . Consciously making God the first attachment i n his life instead of the tinsel and maya and ties of the ego is the avatar 's first duty in life . His mission of atonement takes place automatically in any case, as it was ordained before birth . And it will still bring suffering s and possibly the "ultimate sacrifice" . But there will not be the agonizing perplexities nor the question , "Why?" The avatar will know, and understand . And he will be able to offer up his atonement joyously t o God, grateful that the sufferings of the world have been diminished .
HOW THESE PRECEPTS ARE CHANNELE D
This channel has found that it cannot function except during periods of dis-involvement from the world . Whenever this channel pleads, "Lord, not my will but Thine be done ", the leading is inevitably into a "pilgrimage " or period of withdrawal from the world . This channel has never been able to function while " in th e world " , involved with the worldly consciousness . For reasons that the rational mind cannot fathom, th e channel shuts down like a dead mule whenever it tries to be "in the world but not of it . " In order to function , it has to take these periods of withdrawal or separation from the , world . That is the only time these `channelings' or writings will come through . It has been unable to function while compromising with the worldl y consciousness . The worldly consciousness is like a dense fog or narcosis, and blocks off the channel . The onl y way of being "in the world" is to alternate between the two states ; that is, work in the world a while, the n take a `pilgrimage ' to regain contact with Reality, or God .
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This situation, which seems for all the world like a giant cop-out or flight from responsibility, has been a source of untold anguish and misery to this channel, an unbelievable guilt trip because of cutting off from th e world, It is a crucifixion in the most agonizing sense ; the ego, which wants to " look good " in the eyes of the world, has to look like a squirrely little coward and a burn in the eyes of everybody . The pride, the self worth, everything the ego "lives" by in the world has had to be sacrificed to follow the higher calling of God . And this is the meaning of the crucifixion . But once the heart is yielded and the ties of the ego are severed , the Crown Chakra opens and the peace and serenity comes . The channel is able to function again . So the price of Reality is not cheap . It costs your all . It costs your very "life"---all that you've "lived" by as a self-sufficient ego in the world . The one message that keeps repeating over and over through this channe l like the beat of a tom-tom is this : "This world is not the Real World . This world is an artificiality, a dream , a pointless absurdity, It is not rooted in Reality . It is rooted in a man-made, man-conceived system set u p apart from God . Christ is the only Reality . The only real world is a world rooted and founded in the Christ , the Higher Consciousness of God . This vale of tears that man mistakenly calls "reality" is a giant farce, a hoax . It is the great Babylon, th e place of confusion, of which God said, "Come out of her, my people" . Karma and rebirth, the endless wheel of bondage, is the law perpetuating the hoax . Grace, pure surrender to God, regardless of the pain of th e Crucifixion, is man's deliverance from this great illusion . That is the experience and message of this channel . And that is the only way these messages are channeled . Only during these periods of pure surrender, onl y during times when all ties to the illusory consciousness are severed, are these channelings able to com e through . All entities can do this if every other effort to contact God has filed . Through pure surrender , any entity can contact the Infinite . If the desire of the heart is fixed solely on God, no matter what the cost , and if the ego is willing to be crucified, any entity can contact Reality and be a channel . Man was created as the incarnation of God, the "only begotten son", a pure channel of Consciousness . But he lost Consciousness in the "Fall" into the Luciferian Experiment . And now that the Experiment, th e hoax, is ending, it is man 's time of awakening and regaining Consciousness . Cutting loose from the old pseudo-reality of the Luciferian Experiment of karma and may-a, and makin g God the first love in life, is man's quickest and surest road to Reality, in the pure Grace of the Infinite . Jesus came as a perfect example of the New Man, but was crucified by "this world" . And "this world " is being phased out at last, so that the New Man can fulfill his destiny on Earth as God intended from th e beginning . The New World is as far from " this world " as a diamond is from a piece of plastic . So that is why now , at this time of transition, it is less and less desirable to compromise with the old plastic world and its artificial consciousness . That is the only way this channel has been able to channel any of these messages . Jesus told of the day the world would see "the Son of Man coming in the clouds of Heaven" . Tha t day is here . The Son, the Christ, is coming in the " clouds " of your own Higher Consciousness .
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