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BAGH-E-JANNAT

By Maulana Wahiduddin Khan

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^≥·=™êg∞áêºxH˜ =∞~À¿Ñˆ~ ã¨fi~°æO WǨÏÖ’HõOÖ’ ^≥·"åxfl á⁄Ok#"å_Õ Ñ¨~°Ö’HõOÖ’ ^Õ=Ùx ã¨fi~åæxfl á⁄O^ŒQÅÆ _»∞. ^≥"· åxfl á⁄Ok#"åx Ѩiã≤u÷ ZÖÏ LO@∞O^ŒO>ˆ ^Õ=Ù_∞» JQÀK«~O° QÍ L#flѨÊ\˜H© PÜ«∞xfl J`«#∞ `«# qâßfi㨠<Õ„`åÅ`À K«∂™êÎ_»∞. `«# ǨÏ$^ŒÜ«∞ ã¨ÊO^Œ#Å =∞^躌 ^Õ=Ù_»∞ `«#`À Tã¨∞ÖÏ_»QÍ qO\Ï_»∞. ^≥=· „QÆO^ä•xfl áê~åÜ«∞}O KÕ¿ãÎ ^•xfl `«#Ö’ ^•K«∞‰õΩ#fl>Ë¡ J#∞Éèí∂u K≥O^Œ∞`å_»∞. ^•x XH˘¯Hõ¯ "åHͺxfl `«# ǨÏ$^ŒÜ«∂O`«~åàÏÖ’¡ #∞Oz "≥Å∞=_Õ „ѨHõ$u <å^ŒOQÍ<Õ `«ÅáÈ™êÎ_»∞. WOHÍ – ^≥"· åxfl á⁄Ok# "å_≥=_»O>ˆ ã¨|Î `ú « P=iOz# J`«x P`«‡ ^≥=· qâßfiã¨O`À K≥·`«#º=O`«O HÍQÆÅQÍe. ^≥·=<å=∞㨇~°} J`«x ǨÏ$^ŒÜ«∂xH˜ Ѩ\˜ì# `«∞ѨC#∞ `˘ÅyOKåe. ^Õ=Ù_»∞ J`«xH˜ J#∞x`«ºO nѨOQÍ JÅ~å~åe. P nѨÑÙ¨ "≥Å∞QÆ∞Ö’ J`«#∞ #_»∞ã¨∞ÎO_®e. ^Õ=Ùx Tã¨∞ Z`«ÎQÍ<Õ J`«x ǨÏ$^ŒÜ«∞O ÉèíÜ«∞Éèí‰õΩÎÅ`À [Å^ŒiOKåe. J`«#∞ Hõhfl\˜ aO^Œ∞=ÙÅ`À `«# „ѨÉèí∞=Ù‰õΩ ™êfiQÆ`«O ѨÅHÍe. XHõ¯ =∂@Ö’ J`«x =ºH˜Î`«fiO ^≥·=O Z^Œ∞@ „Ѩ}q∞ÖÏ¡e. ^≥·"åxH˜ ^ŒQÆæÔ~·#"å_Õ ã¨fi~åæxH˜ ^•Ñ¨ÙÖ’ LO\Ï_»∞. ^≥·=™êg∞áêºxH˜ <åOk „Ѩã¨∞Î`« „ѨѨOK«OÖ’<Õ [iyáÈ`«∞Ok. Ѩ~°Ö’HõOÖ’ Jk ѨiѨÓiÎ<˘O^Œ∞`«∞Ok. ^≥=· ™êg∞ѨºO HÀã¨O `«ÇϨ `«ÇϨ ÖÏ_Õ =∞x+≤ XHõ ~ÀA K«∂ã≤# Ü«∞^•~å÷xfl ѨiѨÓ~°‚ qâßfiã¨O`À K«∂ã¨∞#Î fl>Ë¡ J#∞Éè∂í u <˘O^Œ∞`å_»∞. ã¨∞^Œ∂~å# L#fl =ã¨∞=Î Ù‰õΩ `å#∞ J`«ºO`« ã¨g∞ѨOÖ’<Õ L#fl@∞¡ `«ÅáÈ™êÎ_∞» . `«# Z^Œ∞@ `«# =∂@ʼnõΩ JÉèºí O`«~O° `≥e¿Ñ „Ѩ`º« i÷Ö#Ë Ñ¨Ê\˜H© ZO`À *Ï„QÆ`QΫ Í ã¨OÉèÏ+≤™êÎ_∞» . J`«ºO`« â◊H=Θ ∞O`«=∞~Ú# LxH˜Ñ¨@¡ `«#Ö’ JO^ŒiHõ<åfl Z‰õΩ¯=QÍ „¿Ñ"≥∞ÿHõ ÉèÏ"åÅ#∞ á⁄O^Œ∞`«∞O\Ï_»∞. XHõi ã¨Ç¨ Ü«∞O ÖˉΩõ O_® K«∂_»Ö#Ë @∞=O\˜ XHõ =ã¨∞=Î Ù#∞ J`«#∞ Z=i ã¨Ç¨ Ü«∞=¸ á⁄O^Œ‰õΩO_®<Õ ^•x ^ŒQÆæiH˜ KÕ~°∞‰õΩO\Ï_»∞. b b b


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ã¨fi~°æ"Õ∞ =∞ǨÏ^•#∞„QÆǨÏO Éèí∂=∂ºHÍâßÅÖ’ L#fl =ã¨∞Î=ÙÅhfl ^≥·"åxH˜ „Ѩ}q∞Å∞¡`«∞<åfl~Ú. J~Ú`Õ XHõ =∞x+≤ ^≥·"åxH˜ „Ѩ}q∞Å∞¡`«∂ `«# `«Å#∞ <ÕʼnõΩ Px¿ãÎ Jk D xdÅ [QÆuÖ’ Jxfl\˜Hõ<åfl Q˘Ñ¨Ê qz„`«O, qâı+¨O J=Ù`«∞Ok. ZO^Œ∞HõO>Ë W`«~°„`å =ã¨∞Î=ÙÅ∞ QÆ`«ºO`«~°O ÖËHõ „Ѩ}q∞Å∞¡`«∞O_»QÍ =∂#=Ù_»∞ ã¨OHõÅÊ â◊√kú`À ^≥·=O =ÚO^Œ∞ `«Å=OK«∞`«∞<åfl_»∞. D ã¨$+≤ìÖ’ P*Ï˝áêÅ# J<Õ q+¨Ü«∞O LxH˜Ö’H˜ =zÛ#k =∂#=Ùx ^•fi~å<Õ. nxHõ<åfl Q˘Ñ¨Ê q+¨Ü∞« O =∞~˘Hõ\˜ ÖË^∞Œ . W^Õ =∂#=Ùx Jã¨Å∞ qt+¨`ª .« =∂#=Ù_»∞ ZO`« qÅHõ}∆ =∞~Ú#, J~°∞^Œ~Ú# ã¨$+≤ì JO>Ë J`«#∞ D qâ◊fi =º=ã¨Ö÷ ’ â◊H˜Î=∞O`«∞_»~Ú# ^Õ=Ùx =ÚO^Œ∞ `«##∞ xã¨ûǨÜ«ÚxQÍ, Jâ◊‰õΩÎ_»∞QÍ ÉèÏqOK«∞‰õΩO\Ï_»∞. [QÆu J<Õ Ñ¨Ù@ÃÑ· J`«#∞ ''LOk—— J<Õ ^•xH˜ „ѨuQÍ ''ÖË^∞Œ —— J<Õ q+¨Ü∞« O „"å™êÎ_∞» . J`«#∞ ^≥=· `«fiѨ٠ÃÑ^ŒiÌ HõO =ÚO^Œ∞ `«##∞ JǨÏO ÖËx"åxQÍ x~°∂Ñ≤OK«∞‰õΩO\Ï_»∞. J`«#∞ Jxfl ~°HÍÅ ¿ãfiKåÛùkèHÍ~åÅ#∞ Hõey LO_ç ‰õÄ_® ^≥·=O Z^Œ∞@ U JkèHÍ~°=¸ ÖËx n#∞_»∞QÍ xÅ|_»`å_»∞. J`«xH˜ <À~°∞O_ç ‰õÄ_® ^Õ=Ùx („Ѩã¨#fl`«) HÀã¨O <À\˜x ѨÓiÎQÍ J^Œ∞ѨÙÖ’ LOK«∞‰õΩO\Ï_»∞ – Jã¨Å∞ J`«x <À\’¡ <åÅ∞ˆH ÖË^• J#fl@∞¡ QÆ=Ú‡# LO_çáÈ`å_»∞. XHõ =ºH˜Î UˆHâ◊fi~Àáê㨉Ωõ _»∞ HÍ=@=∞#flk D ѨÙ_»q∞ÃÑx· qâıëêÅxfl\˜Ö’H© Q˘Ñ¨Ê qâı+¨O. ^•xH˜QÍ#∞ ÅaèOKÕ „ѨuѶ¨ÅO – |Ǩï=∂#O – KåÖÏ ÃÑ^ŒÌ^Õ J~Ú LO@∞Ok. ^•x ¿Ñ~ˆ ã¨fi~°Oæ . ã¨fi~°Oæ XHõ =∞x+≤ KÕ¿ã ѨxH˜ "≥Å ZO`«=∂„`«O HÍ^Œ∞. Jk Ѩ~°=∞ „ѨÉèí∞=Ù `«~°Ñ¶¨Ù# „Ѩ^•#O KÕÜ«∞|_ç# Q˘Ñ¨Ê HÍ#∞Hõ. D [QÆuÖ’ ^≥"· åxH˜ Z=fi~°∂ ã¨=∞iÊOK«∞HÀÖËx ^•xfl =∞x+≤ ã¨=∞iÊOK«∞‰õΩ#flO^Œ∞‰õΩ QÍ#∞ ^Õ=Ù_»∞ ã¨O`«ã≤Oz „Ѩ™êkOz# =∞ǨÏ`«∂Ê~°fiHõ=∞~Ú# |Ǩï=∂#O Jk. JO^Œ∞ˆH P |Ǩï=∂<åxfl ^Õ=Ù_»∞ W`«~°„`å ã¨$+≤ì`åʼnõΩ „Ѩ^•#O KÕÜ«∞‰õΩO_® ˆH=ÅO =∞x+≤ˆH „Ѩ^•#O KÕâß_»∞. b b b


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pHõ\˜ `«~°∞"å`« "≥Å∞QÆ∞ „Ѩu ~ˆ ~Ú `«~∞° "å`« `≥Å"¡ å~°∞`«∞Ok. ~å„u pHõ\ Ö˜ ’ ^•y=Ù#fl =ã¨∞=Î ÙÅhfl ѨQ\Æ ˜ "≥Å∞QÆ∞Ö’ „Ѩ[Å =ÚO^Œ∞ |Ç≤Ï~°`æ =« ∞=Ù`å~Ú. Wk, ~ˆ Ѩ\˜ QÆ∞iOz „Ѩ[ʼnõΩ Wã¨∞Î#fl XHõ L^•Ç¨Ï~°}. Ѩ~Ö° ’HõÑÙ¨ á⁄^Œ∞Ì á⁄_»=QÍ<Õ, Jk, <Õ_∞» „Ѩ[Å x[~°∂áêÅ#∞, ^•zÃÑ\˜#ì =Úã¨∞QÆ∞Åxfl\˜h `˘ÅyOz"Õã∞¨ OÎ k. P ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ „Ѩu =∞x+‘ `«# x[~°∂ѨOÖ’ HõxÑ≤™êÎ_»∞. U =ºH˜Î ֒Ѩe #∞O_ç Ѩâ◊√„Ѩ=$uÎ Hõey LO_ç ÃÑ·H˜ =∂#=Ù_»∞QÍ <å@Hõ=∂_Õ"å_À P Hõ}∆ OÖ’ `Õ@`≥Å"¡ ∞≥ áÿ È`«∞Ok. =∞ˆ~ =ºH˜Î „ѨÑO¨ K«OÖ’ JO^Œ"∞≥ #ÿ Ѩ^Œ*ÏÖÏÅ`À `«##∞ ã¨`«ºã¨O^èŒ∞_»∞QÍ x~°∂Ñ≤OK«∞‰õΩO@∂ LO_Õ"å_À J`«#∞ Jã¨`º« "åkQÍ `ÕÖÏÎ_∞» . WOHÍ, U =ºH˜Î J#∞x`«ºO JÖÏ¡ÇÏπ ¿Ñ~°∞#∞ JÅã≤áȉõΩO_® 㨇iOKÕ"å_À J`«#∞ JÖÏ¡ÇÏπ #∞ QÍHõ W`«~° |∂@HõÑÙ¨ ^≥"· åÅ#∞ ‰õÄ_® ѨÓlOKÕ"å_»x P ~ÀA ã¨Ê+¨"ì ∞≥ áÿ È`«∞Ok – K≥Ñʨ =zÛO^Õq∞@O>Ë =∞#ã¨∞Ö’¡ ^Œ∞~°∞^ÕâÌ ßºÅ∞ ÃÑ@∞ì‰Ωõ x „ѨÑO¨ Kåxfl "≥∂ã¨yOKÕ „Ѩ|∞^Œ∞Åú |O_®~åÅhfl P "≥Å∞QÆ∞Ö’ |Ü«∞@Ѩ_áç È`å~Ú. J^Õ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ nxH˜ aè#flOQÍ =∞i H˘O`«=∞Ok LO\Ï~°∞. "åi "åã¨qÎ Hõ ã≤÷u P<å_»∞ JO^Œi=ÚO^Œ∂ qã¨Ê+¨ì=∞=Ù`«∞Ok. ZO`À ™ê=∂#∞º_»x `«ÅáÈã≤, „Ѩ[Å∞ L¿ÑH˜∆Oz# XHõ =ºH˜Î P<å_»∞ J™ê^è•~°}=∞~Ú# „áê=ÚYº`«#∞ ã¨O`«iOK«∞‰õΩx ^≥·=ã¨xflkèÖ’ xÅ|_ç LO_»\Ïxfl „Ѩ[Å∞ Pâ◊Û~°ºO`À K«∂™êÎ~°∞. XHõ =ºH˜ÎH˜ „ѨѨOK«OÖ’x ã¨^Œ<åÅÖ’ Q“~°= ™ê÷#O ÅaèOKÕk HÍ^Œ∞, J`«xѨC_»∞ ^≥·=^Œ∂`«Å J`«∞º#fl`« ã¨=∂"ÕâßÅÖ’ L^ŒÜ«∞O, ™êÜ«∞O„`«O Ǩ~ÚQÍ QÆ_»∞ѨÙ`«∞O\Ï_»∞. =∞~À =ºH˜Î Z=~°O>Ë, „ѨѨOK«OÖ’ J`«xfl ÃÑ^ŒÌ =∞#∞+¨µÅ∞ p^ŒiOK«∞‰õΩ<åfl~°∞. P =ºˆHÎ WѨC_»∞ ^≥·= „Ѩã¨#fl`å ^èŒ$=Ѩ„`åxfl á⁄Ok P#O^•#∞Éè∂í uH˜ Ö’<≥· LO\Ï_»∞. "Õ~˘Hõ =ºH˜xÎ „Ѩ[Å∞ ^è~Œ ‡° qÇ‘Ï#∞_»∞QÍ z„uOz J`«xfl Ѩ~åÉè=í Ѩ٠áê`åà◊OÖ’ Ѩ_™Õ ê~°∞. J~Ú`Õ J`«x ¿Ñ~°∞#∞ ^Õ=Ù_»∞ ã¨^fiŒ ~°#Î ∞Å *Ïa`åÖ’ JO^ŒiHõ<åfl "≥Ú^Œ@ „"åã≤ LOKå_»∞. b b b


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`«=∞ã¨∞û `˘ÅyáÈ`«∞Ok D qâ◊fiO Ѩ~°=∂~°÷O`À ‰õÄ_ç# Hõ~å‡QÍ~°O. Jk `«# ã¨fiÉèÏ"åxH˜ q~°∞^Œú=∞~Ú#, `«# ã¨$+≤ì Ѩ^äŒHÍxH˜ J##∞‰õÄÅ=∞~Ú# U q+¨Ü«∂hfl ã¨=∞‡uOK«É’^Œ∞. J~Ú`Õ D qâ◊fi =º=ã¨÷Ö’x ZO`À qÅ∞"≥·# Éèí∂ÉèÏQÆOÖ’<Õ =∂#=Ù_»∞ J<åºÜ«∂xfl, J„Hõ=∂Å#∞, JÅ[_»∞Å#∞ Ü«∞^èKÕ Û« Qù Í H˘#™êyã¨∞<Î åfl_»∞. ã¨`º« O ¿Ñ~°∞ K≥|∞`«∂ ã¨`åº<Õfl =kèã∞¨ <Î åfl_»∞. HÍx D qâ◊fi=º=ã¨÷ =∂„`«O xˆHÑ∆ O¨ QÍ xÅ|_ç LOk. ^èŒi„uÃÑ· [iˆQ ^•#flO`å Jk K«∂™ÈÎOk. HÍx ^•xfl QÆ∞iOz Ñ¨Öˇ¡`«∞Î =∂@ ‰õÄ_® ѨÅHõ@O ÖË^Œ∞. Jk ã¨`åºxfl ã¨`«ºOQÍ Y~å~°∞ K≥Ü«∞º@O ÖË^Œ∞. Jã¨`åºxfl Jã¨`«º=∞x ‰õÄ_® „ѨHõ\˜OK«_»O ÖË^Œ∞. =∞Ô~·`Õ D qâ◊fi =º=ã¨÷Ö’ "≥·~°∞^茺O LO^•? W^˘Hõ =¸QÆ qâ◊fi=∂? U ã¨$+≤ì „Ñ¨Ñ¨OK«O =^ŒÌ<≥·`Õ uÜ«∞uÜ«∞ºx QÍ<åÖÏÅÑ≤OKÕ Ñ¨‰õ∆ΩÅ∞ HÀ~ÚÅÅ∞<åflÜ≥∂, ^•x=^ŒÌ ã¨`«º„ѨHõ@# QÍqOKÕ <À~°∞ ÖË^•? nxH˜ ã¨=∂^è•#O xã¨ûO^ÕǨÏOQÍ ''LO_Õk—— J<Õ =ã¨∞ÎOk. J~Ú`Õ „Ѩà◊Ü«∞ k#O =~°‰õΩ =∂~°∞=∂\Ïì_»‰õΩO_® – =∞ø#OQÍ LO_»=∞x ^Õ=Ù_»∞ ^•xfl P*Ï˝Ñ≤OKå_»∞. P<å_»∞ â◊OYO T^ŒQÍ<Õ <Àà◊§xflO\˜H© L#fl ã‘à◊√§ `≥yáÈ`å~Ú. P ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ qâ◊fi=º=ã¨÷ JO`å XHõ ÃÑ^ŒÌ iHÍ~°¤~ÚáÈ`«∞Ok. P `«~°∞"å`« Jk ^≥·=™êH˜∆QÍ Jhfl UHõ~°∞=Ù ÃÑ_»∞`«∞Ok. ã¨`«ºO ^èŒ~°‡O „ѨHÍ~°O K≥ѨÊ=Åã≤#^ŒO`å x~˘‡Ç¨Ï=∂@OQÍ K≥¿ÑÊã¨∞ÎOk. P<å_»∞ „Ѩ[ʼnõΩ `≥eã≤áÈ`«∞Ok – U xdÅ [QÆu =^ŒÌ<≥·`Õ ˆ~~Úx ѨQÆÅ∞QÍ =∂ˆ~Û ã¨∂~°∞º_»∞<åfl_À ^•x =^ŒÌ pHõ\Ö˜ ’ ^•y L#fl Hõ~‡° Å#∞ "≥Å∞QÆ∞Ö’H˜ `≥KÛÕ U~åÊ@∞ ‰õÄ_® LO^Œx. P<å_»∞ `«Åa~°∞ã¨∞`«#O „Ѩ^Œi≈Oz# ^Õ=Ùx ^•ã¨∞Å∞ âßâ◊fi`« tHõ∆#∞ J#∞Éèqí OKÕO^Œ∞‰õΩ #~°HÍyflH˜ PǨïu KÕÜ∞« |_»`å~°∞. ^Õ=Ùx ã¨^fiŒ ~°#Î ∞Öˇ#· ^•ã¨∞Å∞ ^≥=· HÍ~°∞}º KèåÜ«∞Ö’H˜ – ã¨fi~°Oæ Ö’H˜ – „Ѩ"tÕ OѨ|_»`å~°∞. JHõ¯_» "å~°∞ ZÅ¡HÍÅO Q“~°=„Ѩ^Œ"≥∞ÿ#, qÖÏã¨=O`«"≥∞ÿ# rq`«O QÆ_»∞ѨÙ`«∞O\Ï~°∞. b b b


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^≥·=^•ã¨ºO : ^•x ™ê÷#O ã¨Ç¨Ï# ÉèÏ"åxfl, ã¨OÜ«∞=∞<åxfl JÅ=~°K«∞‰õΩ#fl ^•ã¨∞_»∞ ^≥·=™êg∞ѨºO á⁄O^Œ∞`å_»∞. ZO^Œ∞HõO>Ë ^Õ=Ùx ^Œ~åƒ~°∞Ö’ Z=iHõ~Ú<å J`«ºO`« ã¨g∞Ѩ ™ê÷#O „áêѨÎ=∞~Ú`Õ Jk ã¨Ç¨Ï<åxˆH J~Ú LO@∞Ok. "åã¨Î="Õ∞=∞O>Ë ã¨Ç¨Ï#O QÆ#Hõ Hõ$„u=∞"≥∞ÿ#k Q͉õΩO_® x["≥∞ÿ#^≥·`Õ Jk =∞x+≤ Ü≥∞_»Å J`«ºO`« uÜ«∞ºx =ã¨∞Î==Ù`«∞Ok. ZO^Œ∞HõO>Ë qâ◊fi „ѨÉèí∞=Ù Ü≥ÚHõ¯ D „ѨѨOK«OÖ’ Jk `«# x[™ê÷~Úx QÆ∞iÎOKÕÖÏ KÕã¨∞ÎOk. J^Õ J`«xfl ^≥·= ™êg∞áêºxH˜ KÕ~°Û@OÖ’ ^ÀǨÏ^ŒHÍi J=Ù`«∞Ok. ^•ã¨ºÉèÏ=##∞, ^•x Ѩ~=° ∂~å÷xfl QÆ∞iÎOK«ÖHË áõ È~Ú# =ºH˜HÎ ˜ Jk JO`«QÍ ~°∞zOK«^Œ∞. ZO^Œ∞HõO>Ë, q=Hõ∆`À „|uˆH"å_»∞ ã¨=∞`«, ã¨=∂#`å ÉèÏ"åÅÖ’x =∂^èŒ∞~åºxfl ZÖÏ P™êfikOK«QÆÅ_»∞? JǨÏOÉèÏ"åxH˜ Ö’<≥·#"å_»∞, `å<Õ Q˘Ñ¨Ê"å_ç#x ÉèÏqOKÕ"å_»∞ ^Õ=Ùx Q˘Ñ¨Ê`«<åxfl XѨCHÀ=@OÖ’ P#O^ŒO ZÖÏ á⁄O^ŒQÆÅ_»∞? W`«~°∞Å `«Ñ¨CÅ#∞ "ÕÖˇuÎK«∂ѨÙ`«∂ P#O^•#∞Éèí∂u á⁄O^Õ"å_»∞ `«#Ö’x Ö’áêxfl „QÆÇ≤ÏOz ã¨O`À+≤™êÎ_®? `«##∞ XHõ H˘Å=∂#O`À H˘Åz W`«~∞° Å HÀã¨O =∞~À H˘Å=∂#O "å_Õ"å_»∞ JO^Œih XˆH H˘Å=∂#O`À H˘Å=@O Q˘Ñ¨Ê q+¨Ü«∞O J#fl ã¨`åºxfl ZÖÏ „QÆÇ≤ÏOK«QÆÅ_»∞? J~Ú`Õ – ã¨fi~°"æ åã≤ HÍÉ’ÜÕ∞"åx Ѩiã≤u÷ WO^Œ∞‰õΩ aè#flOQÍ – L#fl`«OQÍ – LO@∞Ok. ã¨fi~°æO HÀã¨O x~°O`«~°O KÕ¿ã PK«~°} (P~å^èŒ#) q+¨Ü«∞OÖ’#~Ú<å, W`«~° =º=Ǩ~åÅÖ’#~Ú<å J`«xH˜ D Jã¨∂Ü«∂ ^ÕfiëêʼnõΩ Jf`«OQÍ – L#fl`«OQÍ – PÖ’zOK«@O, `«#`À qÉèËkOz# "åi Ѩ@¡ ã¨~Ú`«O <åºÜ«∞OQÍ =º=ǨÏiO K«@O, =ÚYã¨∞uÎ |^Œ∞Å∞ ã¨`º« O, ™ê=∞~å÷ºÅ „áêuѨkHõÃÑ· =∞x+≤x Q“~°qOK«@O – WÖÏO\˜ L#fl`« QÆ∞}ÏÅ∞ J`«xH˜ „Ñ‘uHõ~°O J=Ù`å~Ú. Z\˜ì Ѩiã≤÷uÖ’#∂ J`«#∞ "å\˜x q_»<å_»_»∞. b b b


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