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Charlotte Friend
Angels are different than saints, but I can’t understand why they have to be. Our language can only expand as far as we can witness.
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Haven’t you witnessed an angel?
Maybe the effect of their actions...but an angel themself? A seraphim?
Not to brag, but I’m currently reading a novel, a non-fiction, and a poetry book. At. The. Same. Damn. Time. I also have a habit of reading my horoscope and tarot cards. Not to mention I havefriends...I’m like, totally popular *twirls hair around finger.*
I mention these things to mention I’m feeling a synchronicity among them all. The themes in the books align with the growth in my life. And these are topics that my friends slip into conversations before I can run my loud mouth about it. And when I flip back through my notes in my personal journal, I see the cards tell me know what was really happening all along.
L i s t e n i n g
What a concept.
I read a tweet that we shouldn’t be looking for the signs and visions and simply live.
Being present in the moment is as powerful as my lizard brain is impatient.
So where do we begin?
Well, quite frankly, I believe that’s why we’re here.
AMATEUR HOROSCOPES
The ladies of Decussate Magazine looked at the stars and said “naw that can’t be right.” So we decided to just make it up as we go along. These Horoscopes are either self drags or theraputic reads to our exes. Sorry if these are inaccurate but also sorry if they are too accurate.
ARIES March 21st- April 19th
I understand that you can’t have it your way all the time but did you have to make a scene at TJ Maxx because of it?
No, but that’s okay! The best part of being an Aries is that we make mistakes and then we make a bunch more mistakes and then somewhere down the road we learn. Summer has a lot of potential waiting for you but don’t let your past mistakes force you to make decisions you are not comfortable with. Go with your gut. I know you always do. But take it easy, lets keep the public freakouts to a minimum. At least for the time being.
gemini May 21 – June 20
In typical Gemini fashion you grew bored of your winter personality quickly and you stay ready for that summer warm-up for your hot ass to shine. So don’t be alarmed if you feel like you don’t know who you are from one minute to the next. It’s feeling like it is about time to blast some Dreamville ft. Ari Lennox and imagine yourself on a beach somewhere getting fresh fruit juices served to you in martini glasses. You are a commonly mis-understood and hated star sign, but this comes from people misplacing your confidence and honesty as bitchiness. Don’t let this make you question your self-worth. You ARE amazing and worth so much.
LEo July 23 – August 22
Leo, Leo, Leo. I know summer is on its way and that means it’s time to strut your hot self by a pool and laugh loudest at gatherings. But maybe, take a backseat and look at yourself. But like inside yourself, we all know you already look in a mirror enough. Lets take this summer and work on reconnecting with yourself and parts of you that need attention. I know this is a shock but there are parts of you that are neglected by no genuine attention from yourself. Attention from others isnt always the attention we always need in order to grow. Speaking of growing, maybe try a summer garden? That always humbles people the first time around.
TAURUS April 20 – May 20
You fucking know already what you need to do and how you need to do it. Stop doubting yourself. You’ve known your priorities since day one, and they haven’t changed much, so go ahead and write those goals on a piece of paper and start crossing shit out. You hold so much in your stomach, good and bad, and you need to release it into the world instead of swallowing it down every time it bubbles up your esophagus. You put effort into your relationships, and they will support you no matter what, so don’t worry about offending someone or failing at something. The word vomit will happen eventually, so you might as well let it out in controlled spurts.
cancer June 21 – July 22
Please dear lort stop watching The Dodo right after you do your eye makeup. You already know those cute ass animal videos will make you cry. You may be warming up to some summer time love coming your way - but try to focus some of that energy back into yourself. It is the summer time and you don’t want to look back realizing you may have wasted your time on a relationship not worthy of your big ole heckin’ heart.
You have an addictive/ obsessive personality so try something new to put your energy in to. Instead of self-loathing, turn that energy around and become as obsessed with yourself as others are with you. Start that zine you have been talking about for months and for fucks sake please don’t make it another one about conspiracy theories regarding aliens. People love seeing what you create, so keep going pushing forward even if you hit some blocks. Sometimes you have to get a little lost to start forging a new path that’s all yours. Virgo August 23 – September 22
Libra September 23 – October 22
Just because the weather is getting hot does not mean you should sit around at home and scroll endlessly online. Stop going on to online stores and spending hours filling your shopping cart up when you know damn well that you don’t have that kind of money to spend. Use that energy to keep hyping up your friends that you love more than life itself! Just stop trying to convince all your girls to dump their boyfriends. I know you believe all of your friends are too good for anyone, but some of their beaus aren’t THAT bad.
The most opinionated of all the signs. You are a wordsmith and have a knack for building an online presence. Try not to get lost in “selling your brand” and take some time to be vulnerable and open up to the real you. I know you have got an inner freak flag and she needs to fly high right now. You would be surprised how many people will be able to relate to your freaky freak. sagitarius March 21st- April 19th
Put the book down and please go outside and share your thoughts with a stranger. You like to call yourself boring but I’m pretty sure you’re the most interesting person in the room at any given moment but you don;t like to admit it. Spring and Summer creep up on you and every year you act surprised that people are making plans without you. Stop daydreaming and get up and do that thing you wanted to do last summer. You know, that thing you wrote in your journal that you highlighted pink. GO DO IT! aquarius January 20 – February 18
Scorpio October 23 – November 21
Your shady Bad Girls Club ass always has something brewing up your sleeve. You may be in denial of this personality trait - but don’t worry even you can’t keep yourself fooled for that long. The good news is, you are very sexy and this will serve you well in your scheming. Be careful who you spill the tea to this season, as other signs are growing impatient with you and may utilize this information against you.
capricorn December 22 – January 19
Breathe. When was the last time you were lazy? Just sat and were lazy, you didn’t plot your next move, think of how to make something better, or start a new project. Maybe give that a shot, give yourself a break. Sip some tea and chill. Spend a couple of hours on youtube watching “Top Ten’’ videos about not very necessary information. Just take a damn break.
My crystal queeeeens. You derive so much strength from nature and the gifts she has to offer us. Go out and forage some natural ingredients out in the woods to make some tinctures and tea. Your gift of zoning out can be used during this time to strengthen your meditation practice. Who ever said you can’t meditate while drinking a bottle of vino?! Pisces February 19 – March 20
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