Our writers went shopping at a cannabis dispensary for the first time so you don’t have to. Read about the trip in Arts & Life, page 19.
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Dribble over to Focus to explore the legacy of free throw shooting. See, pages 14-15.
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Wintrust attendance sees slight uptick, falls short of debut season By Lawrence Kreymer Sports Editor
With DePaul now in its third season at Wintrust Arena, attendance numbers during the non-conference slate of games are up from last season, but still fell short of the marks set in their first season at Wintrust, according to documents obtained by The DePaulia via Freedom of Information Act. Through the Blue Demons’ nine non-conference games this season, De-
Paul averaged 4,409 in paid attendance — the amount of tickets printed, sold and distributed. But the real attendance, the amount of people that had their tickets scanned at the stadium, sits at 2,105 over the same stretch. Both of those numbers are up from last season, when the Blue Demons only averaged 3,902 in paid attendance and 1,274 in real attendance. According to athletic department officials, revenue is
See ATTENDANCE, page 25
The cost of ambition
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Bushra Amiwala, DePaul student and member of the Board of Education in Skokie School District 73.5, speaks at a humanitarian event hosted by UNICEF in October 2019.
Senior, elected official Bushra Amiwala talks burnout, pushing limits By Mackenzie Murtaugh News Editor
She was driving her usual route when it happened. Her phone continued to vibrate and vibrate without stopping. She had been getting very little sleep the first week of January. She couldn’t look at her phone without some form of anxiety rising to the surface. The little red bubble on her phone reminded her of the 200plus text messages she hadn’t even looked at yet. “That was it, like simple texts from my friends of, ‘Hey, how’s it going? Want to hang out?’” said Bushra Amiwala, a DePaul senior and the youngest Muslim woman to be elected as a public official. “Even responding to that was just so (...) I didn’t have the energy. I couldn’t even respond to a message, and that was my breaking point.” The messages she ignored consisted of her friends and col-
“People always ask how I do it all, and I’m upset that I lead people to believe that this is a healthy amount of work because it’s not.”
Bushra Amiwala
DePaul senior, Skokie Board of Education member leagues asking her for help. They wanted her to connect them with something or to look over their resume. She’s more than happy to do both of those things, but the sheer amount of messages coming in combined with her hectic work schedule and lifestyle led her to her breaking point. In the car, Amiwala had what she described as a panic attack. She was drowning out her thoughts and the constant reminders of what she had to do with music playing loudly. She got home and told her parents that
she had a massive headache because these were the only words she could use to describe her pain. “I didn’t want to be told that I was doing too much,” Amiwala said. “I wanted to push myself to see how much I could do.” At the time, Amiwala was juggling an intense schedule for someone in their early 20s. Her hours at her administrative job (which she asked to remain unnamed in this article) had doubled from 15 to 30 hours a week. She helped coach the debate team at Niles North High School. She
worked with the program I Cook After School, where she and a team of volunteers go to underfunded public schools in Chicago and teach the students how to make healthy meals at a low cost. Her public speaking gigs and the three boards she currently serves on, including the Skokie Board of Education, did not cool down over winter break. Her days were all planned out, and her nights consisted of emails, looking over resumes and finding time to see her friends and family. None of it was working for her.
This is when she burned out. Her drive fizzled, and she couldn’t complete the tasks she promised to finish. The administrative work she was doing drained her. Desk work doesn’t interest Amiwala — she thrives when she is out on the streets, canvassing in Chicago neighborhoods and addressing a large audience. Still, a full schedule like she had did not satisfy her — but rather drained her of all the momentum she had when she was flourishing. Only, she wasn’t always on top of things as she portrays on her social media. Soon after, Amiwala was taken to the hospital for professional analysis. “People always ask how I do it all, and I’m upset that I led people to believe that this is a healthy amount of work because it’s not,” Amiwala said. The pressure to do as much as she possibly can stems from her religion, Amiwala said. Women
See BURNOUT, page 4