DeYtH Banger
All As None
All As None + Buzzoever and few more short stories!
Chapter 0 Ground - Nonsense At All 5 As first I need airAIRI needFUCKING AIR... I can't breath and that's merely a fact. Mom Mom is comming, that's the truth... it's 17:05... even 09 and she hasalready finished work... she is from 7-8:00 up to 17:00 pm work...... She will come and hell of a lot of problems are going to come... Already one problem happen and she willbe extremely mad because of thing which my grand-paDid.. He...Whom ...He whom suffers will be safedHe whom die... will go with tho... .... ...Okay... Non-sense... I am talking... I am really talking non sense ... but I damn like this words... probably my memory is going to live here forever and everas you read it... I get born again and again... with the same thoughts... Here is THe Place The Truth is that here is the place where... we can see each other without limits... limits here don't exist... we can talk about everyone and everything. I like to listen to somebody's story... I like to to listen to piano music while everything is happening. I don't have friends and that's the truth, I don't blame anyone... I just blame myself... for being very very shy...
(Notes: He said that he is clever 20 000 Words in minute he reads... + 197 IQ and now he is playing so low???.... I am talking about Dr. Spencer Reid and you are real nuts! Analyze Okay... I don't get where I am... what's happening... and why some people which we know are missing from the image?... I am talking about Criminal Minds... I don't see the people which in 4-5 season can already be saw... what's happening!? Probably I should have patience and to stop asking stupid questions... I am starting to behave as some kinda idiot,... which is a false image. I hate people to get the false images... with staying with dumb people a lot of... you just start becoming like them...
Religious Yeah, I am religious (Note: Am I wrong or this case we already we have met in Bones series and even and Castle series?... The Crime TV Shows - But still it's not a show... but series and the crime ones.) "I hate black cats to meet on the way and to be in front of me... it sounds like a bad luck." "If they are behind me... ain't bad luck so far, right?" ... "You are a person of my studies ...
I want to study you... I buy books I read books I listen stories I watch movies series documentaries TV-Shows..." "...The reason is to get the image for who in reality you are?..." "...I have a some kinda image for you... it's ain't good and it's very confusing one ... I need knowledge to apply and with more time I can tell ya who you are..." "... I told you the truth... I used my Grand-Ma Jokers (More likely Tricks)... and what did happen... was I just made you mad and angry that's why you started try to hurt somehow without a bruise... touch me without even evidence of "YOU HAVE TOUCHED ME..." "... People like you fascinate me...." "... I like your way of thinking... I like the way you do stuff... but still science says that people like me... can't have relationships or friendship... I am example of a odd person with odd Qualities BUT STILL I AIN'T GOOD FOR YA..." "... I just can't stop myself from looking you and analysing each of your moves... I get impressed from the way you just do... do... do!?" Judge Come and judge me....Come and read this and tell me what you think...
Tell me what you think after I say... for EXAMPLE "I have found out, what's the problem and Why do I get rejected?…. It's because of my face… so I GRABBED A KNIFE AND SLOWLY REMOVE IT, LIKE A BANANA PEELING." Lee Child "Catch me If YOu Can"... the same irony you should find and here.
Non-Sense At All 2 Impression I just wanted to impress you ... (Blood is on volumes... that's the crime... it's a crime of hate and passion... you get the image of the aggressor...) To be honest I tried to do stuff which were supposed to impress you, but playing with other's people's dices... ain't gona bring rice, right? ... Dead and rice... Dice that brice Glice that dlice twice? .... Dead Dead is something quickly... and some cases ain't quickly and all is about torture ... Nothing will give you answers And never you will get the answers which you are searching... Sorry for blaming ya... but that's the law...
and I just ruin few of your fantasies ... Non-Sense (Note: She to organise crime... for time... that's the crime hazy and daisy... crazy and so lazy...) Non-sense is a place where there isn't any type of law ... Or any type of sense... the main point is to confuse you everywhere and in everything. ... As more likes you get as more dOPAMINE you releases in your brain... and welcome GENERATION Z... I am from the generation BOOMERS... Boom tHE BOMB EXPLODED AND SHE IS A BIATCH... HOW COULD SHE BE MAD AT ME?
Non-Sense At All 1 First it should be the question why am I even writting this? Come On... strangely enough I feel strabye pretty suffosticated. (Is there such word?) - But still it's great that I am me... and me I can't get with relationships.... or friendships. RelationShips/Friendships - Sorry to ruin people's fantasies but sometimes the line after all is one... and in both paths you can be rejected the same way. It sounds like the worst nightmare which you can be capable of havinf, but sadly that's the truth. (NOTE: I WISHED AND DREAMED TO BE LIKE SHERLOCK FROM ELEMENTARY, LIKE ADRIAN MONK FROM THE SERIES MONK, LIKE DOCTOR HOUSE FROM THE SERIES M.D. HOUSE... AND YEAH I BECAME LIKE THEM... NON-HUMAN BEINGS) Vivid images aren't nothing more than images which remain impossible, as you more clear see the images... as more you start expect much greater stuff. Today! Today nothing more than a day which I am fucked up as hell, life is a biatch you either get fucked or you either fuck life. Today! It's going to end as all days end... that it happen... it doesn't matter. Was it because of lies or Not? Was it with lies or Not? Was it because with me she ain't gonna get good ratings either
likes... either good comments, since when do we give fuck about society? Please, please geezers tell me! Life Life is build on pressureNothing has ever been safeSorry but one day the whole connection should end ... THe deal was a deal and you fucking ruinthe whole idea... But this has never answered the question why you are so mad at me? ... Why so?Come on!? Why? Come on... I didn't ate your breakfast, I wasn't bad with youI just wanted to fix the stuff... That's why... I try to be nice I try to be kind with ya I try to do my best I am trying to follow friends tips I am trying to get stuff done ......... Sorry, but this message ain't gonna be read by you... fucking perpetrator. THE LAW IS LAW... RULES ARE RULES ... SO i AM GOING TO BE FUCKING CLEAR... I TRY MY BEST AND I GET THAT?
,.... i JUST WANTED WE TO BE FRIENDS NOTHING ELSE... ... I WASN'T ON THE WAY TO SHARE MY FETISHES AND Or orgasms or whatever you think! ... pROBABLY I AM INSANE AND AIN'T SANE... BUT STILL ... I LIKE BLOODY STUFF i LIKE DEAD BODIES i LIKE BLOOD I LIKE PEOPLE TO GET CONFUSED I LIKE DEAD BODIES AUTOPSIES ... All and everything I enjoy... anger and hatred are my favourite motion equation of erection... action and equivalent.
None As All 4 Don't know From Where I mean I don't know from where to begin,is it from awful movie which I am now watching... Sounds like a good start... I am watching it and at least I should give some kinda notes... for you and for all people on this planet - Earth ... People should know what I am watching now... when... why... and what's my personal opinion about it... This won't change the image that I don't have the words to describe it ...It's in the same time confusing...bad... also some good CGI effects can be found... ANd sometimes you just get from the movie...The feeling that you live in cave and ....that's when theyuse torch and fire... (Note: You fuck a girl that's the truth and now you just killed the girl!? - THat's twisty as hell... you just can't change my mind from this opinion.) (P.S. - Facts are facts and the today fact which I want to reveal is how to deal with person who doesn't reply on my messages in social media?... (To be more exactly it's "She"), but she has read my message and so far from what I heard from my friends... she has been talking about me and her - about the friendship thing, how fucking good is that?... It's damn confusing.) What in Fucking Hell
I want to point out that the movieis based on what people do in the name of religion, it's not just killing but and suicidealso can be detected. ... Insane jumps and many other things! [ Have been detected... Access has been Denied...] [If you Try any type of going down... without a PERMISSION YOU ARE GOING TO DIE ... IN A RANDOM WAY] (P.S. - You can't say that this doesn't sound like SCP message... can ya?) Online Pictures, images, movies and series... ebooks... books... clothes and many otherstuff can be found ONLINE... am I right here? .... Sounds like I just point out something common between all these words... If we are going to talk about images...how is possible to have great fantasy about so not real stuff... Like for example seeing Marriage... or relationship between you and someone...between someone and someone you know... HOW IS POSSIBLE TO SEE IT? HOW CAN YOU SEE SOMETHING... WHICH CAN'T HAPPEN.. OR IT HASN'T HAPPENED? HOW CAN YOU GIVE ME FALSE HOPE...TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING WHICH DOESN'T LOOK AS GOOD AS YOU THINK IT LOOKS... THe fun thing here is... I ask you what we should do next... and your answer is simple like
"I don't know" then Some kinda joky... or some type of strange humor strikes in your mind ... "She said that I should leave her alone.." Here is the mistake and the thing which I couldn't detect... ... That's one hell of lie... she never did said that... with that lie you made hell of al ot of problems... and even you make the picture worst, you create a conflict and analysis the situation. ... "Thanks, proffesor for doing that... or what type of scientist you are but still this is not the way you should make such type of jokes... they ain't funny and you make problems and the purpose was not fix the conflict which was already created... not to create a new one..." "You said that I am acting like a boss... but now I gave you the chance you take that rank and you to be the boss and what are you doing?... Creating problems and conflicts we are trying to fix them, but what it happens is nothing more than exra (-)."
Let's talk about something else... because I don't know now how I feel... I can't explain it ... Emotions aren't created to be explained... they are still deep mysteries. (Note: WE don't know a lot of about them... - That's a Fact!) ....It sucks .... Not just the music but everything... Quality and so on and so on... ... You watch free ... You get free shit! That Girl I don't know from where to start, but still the look of her space ... I am talking about thatgirl at school it was as confusing as hell. ... The look....!
What type of meaning did it had? Did it meant that it's over..... "No" Something like
"Okay, it's fine we can try!?" ... "No, nothing good is coming to come out from this."She didn't said anything, or she did said something? or I haven't heard it?... Or somebody knows the truth and wantsme to don't know... did she told them... her opinion about me?"... ... FOllow Logic ... Or that somebody screw up with her .... I mean from my class, she ain't gonna try a second time ... but still why?... (Note: WE all are the same and the same isn't for all. - THis should be applied! ANd NAIL IT) If you don't like me, point a reason.If you don't want to, at least again just tell me the truth...Friendship is nothing bad with time it gets something more... First the friendship... then the relationship and look and marriage just came out. ... I just don't get anything ... Not just only the look but and the silence... it could mean everything ... But still that face the way she looked me... it was cold... or kinda... or probably when people
don't smile... PEOPLE LIKE ME... GET THAT TYPE OF LOOK FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S. i AM NOT AN EXAMPLE OF PEOPLE WHICH SMILE SO OFTEN...!?? (Note: AS we More dig deeper, nothing more is comming than... confusion... fusion... fuelision...) I AM JUST ME... AND THAT'S ALL... SMILING = SOMETIMES... GETTING ANGRY - RARE AND NORMAL FACIAL EXPRESSION = SOMETING WHICH CAN BE SAW ON MY FACE ALWAYS.
Dry Eyes "You just don't want to be different... when you are different means you enter other type of group... a group which is rare and difficult to be found." - To be honest I wanted to cry... (First, because of people were sad... some of them were crying and so on and what should that mean... if I can't express emotions... is that a good sign or bad one?) When my father died... as the scenario follows... I should cry... all people... did so should I... ... BUt now was the time when all became diffirent... which means.. I didn't cried People cried
I should cry But I didn't I should be like the others BUt I wasn't That's the truth... sorry for being so honest + rude ... But still If i have lost them... when I feel angry sometimes?But still If I have lost them... how is possible to feel the cold emotions? ... How is possible that and the other is impossible? (P.S. - ANd it happen Point BReak 2015 - The Chaos just happen.. .wow... wow... wow... that's fucking hell...) (Note: None As All is going to end with a question this time...) Are you sure about this time that it's a good idea to talk with you so personal stuff?
All As None 3 I hate Two words have the potential to ruin yourpersonality... think about it. (I really Mean that!) .... (But still you can stop... what you have is just an loaded gun and you haven't pushed the trigger.) Put in the end "YOu" and you just hurted somebody... but why you hurt human beings in such case as you are suchtype of being? Try Keep Trying!Keep Trying!Keep Trying! (P.S. - But one experiment make... before you keep trying... try to block or to mute somehow the people with which you talk and start ignoring there messages... I mean the people in social media... try to ingore them and in Real life too.... you havei n about 150 friends on social media or more or less... right?... BUt still you have contact with in about from 0 up to 15 people, am I on the right path?... Please try this experiment and see is there going to be a new guy who is going to start writting to you? Or even will somebody = as a strange going to talk with you?... After all one day we all were strangers.) .... What could be said from here is that... it doesn't sound as good
news!.... But why people want to live in a fake world?Positive world = Illusion, it has neverexisted. Think about it...there are bad news as gruesome murders mad killers and crazy killers... .... (What we do here... or what I do here... is just saying the same over and over with the thought that one day you all going to change... as humans.) ... But to don't forget! And many other type of crazy news... you have the chance to hear or you are going to hear .... starting from slaughtering people up to cutting legs... toes... fingers... heads.... but this is just the beginning. .... You should check out in the name of "GOd"... what the stupid religious people do... stop and think about it. ..... It's not the deep web, it's the truth behind our minds. That's what we are capable of doing, that you are nice and kind... and good.... and so on and so on... doesn't mean somewhere around the night you ain't gonna do some mad stuff... People as always are going to continue to say "That isn't the guy... it's not possible and so on and so on and so on..."... but the truth is that you are the guy and people stay behind your back without even knowing that you are with the knife playing in the dark... (Note: It's impressive we already know the scenrio... we already know this movie.... and it's happening... why it hasn't been changed?)
Social Media Once upon a time it wasn't even created... people livedhappily... THE END OF THE STORY!.... One upon a time... a guy got a idea to createa place where people can communicate freely... throughWires and Cables. First it was a thoughtnothing else... Something which has came in his mindand It was bothering him for very very long time... .... Chaos If something is happy as first... it isn't supposed to END happily... it could end as chaos... So Social Media was created and in the world first it came as great news then it became an example of chaos... Just to remind you! (Counter-Strike 1.6 - (Was Created 2000))
Random You already know the way... ...Sorry for the mistakes which I made...Sorry for being so honestSorry for being a bad example... The random way has it's on way... I won't use "Google Translate"...
because ofCorruption it's 2031 Year and Corruption is a valiabadility. The story is as confusing as you go deeper in your mind... It was a joke... Hahaha ... At least laugh with me... if you don't laugh... what's the reason to be herewith me?Sorry for typing in a such way... but now what I am listening to... has it's own way to influence me here
... Darkness. Prevails ...
God Complex It's a God Complex to think that you are Special, right? It's a God Complex to think about ways to kill your whole family?! It's a God Complex to think about slaughtering some family members?! It's a God Complexto get ignored... mainly because you study
people?! It's a God Complexto get removed as a human being from this world!? It's a God Complexto see the future!?! It's a God Complexto be as foolish as to think that you can change something and makesomebody to do somethin!? It's a God ComplexTO think that you have a chance!? It's a God Complex to have a empty mind... and to can't think inside in your mind... full of brutality and madness... but this is the beginning!? It's a God Complex to listen to brutal and mad music and to feel normal!? It's a God Complex to become a killer!? It's a God Complex to be selfish and to be fullfilled with hatred? It's a God Complex to hate books and to want to be a truck driver!? It's a God Complex to have dreams!? ... And text goes and goes... but I will stop here just to make the final conclusion, which is
WHAT YOU SEE IS NOT REAL WHAT YOU FEEL IS MERELY ILLUSION WHAT YOU TOUCH IS AIR WHAT YOU KNOW IS NOTHING MORE THAN AIR INSIDE THE AIR IF YOU CAN'T EXPLAIN IT... YOU EVEN DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW - IT'S A FACT AND i JUST RUINED YOUR MIND (Or kindaaaaa)!
All As None 2 The Sit Please sit, don't worry as for where you should sit!There are plenty of places and even if you sit on the wrong place.... have in mind nobody has said where you should sit.
Reason? That's a Treason with one fucking reason...But we aren't here for that. We are here to tellyou a story, nothing more... nothing less! Story A story of many lifes... with many faces,people just don't know what a writer does bytyping each word and making each character. At first it's difficult to be caught....the change... but as you know time will tell... you will see it ... YOU WILLLLLLLLL fucking see it... Words and sentences... texts and paragraphs slowly changeS ONE WRITER ... But WITH TIME AND THE READ BECOMES THE VICTIM FROM SO MUCH INFLUENCES!
Each word kills them slowly without even they seeing it...by creating another life they lower their life span. (P.S. - That's a Fact)
Suicide Yeah, yeah... yeah kill yourself... I can tell you few reasons. 1. Your life sucks!2. Family Problems!3. If you have relationship you don't do anything than... try to act as somebody else!4. Fake!5. Not Serious!6. Your jokes sucks! ..... (Note: It's Fair enough?) I know that these reasons aren't enough!... but still as first I Don't care about you andAS SECOND NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU... BUT ABOUT EVERYTHINGFEELINGS BUT ABOUT EVERYTHINGEMOTIONS BUT FOR FEARS.... THEY REALLY CAREABOUT THAT. If you have fears...share them! If you hate somebody...Just tell me! If you have enemies... Don't think just tell... BUT REMEMBER LINES ARE LINES AND THE SCRIPT GOES LIKEI AM GOING TO SPOIL YOUR WHOLE LIFE AND YOU will DIE... Kill Yourself You want me to stop ya,don't ya? I won't stop ya... I know that scenario... Do it or don't do it... The question is do you have the guts to do it? "You are pushing me... "
.... "You are supposed to stop me..." First, I ain't pushing you... AS Second, I wasn't supposed to stop ya...
Ican't stop ya... I just can help ya... in the suicide thing.... so yeah firs the mindthen the brain... then the eyes... then the blood... and now we have a bucket full of flesh.
All As None The Narrator Nothing is going to be changed, that I am a bad narrator? Big Deal! I never did said I am going to tell the best thing or I am the best... in which you are going to listen to... .... Hahaha .... Who did said that and who thought it?
If I say that, I am just going into a second problem, a problem as you call it. Mhm, a problem so famous as a "promise". Which means, once I say it I should execute my promise. .... Promises are meant to be executed! .....
Counting is for real nuts, narrating is for people whichknow what
they are doing and why!? KillingAnd how good do you think, killing is? Killing somebody? Why?
That's the questions which you should ask yourself, do you know what's going? to Happen after that? DO you see the image? .... DOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING SEEE IT FUCKING COCKSUCKER...! If you ask me... don't create black pictures inside in this white frame... you ain't gonna like it. (But still you do what you do and you put black pictures no matter from my warnings....) (P.S... - Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so fucking OPEEEEEEEEEN AS A BIATCHY HOLE) Once in jail, nothing can be changed....
It has happen and now you have a problem which you should deal with somehow. YOu made your choice.... Nobody did pushed you around this edge to be and to do this... .... How is going to go ..... IF = Possibility ...... Until, the night it's going to torture you the thought, that you have killed somebodyin the end... you gonna CRY... BE ANGRY... AND FULL OF AGONY.And still he/she is dead and what have you done? 2 Years have passed and nothing has changed. The same goes for 3,4 and 5...
Died Tell me, what are you planning to do after somebody dies? How are you going to deal with this? He is dead... She is dead... They all are dead...
So what? That a baybe died... you done what you can.... that now it's not alive. It just happen YOu can't do anything! That your father died... probably from age... heart attack or as you can say it suicide or to be more interesting .... ANOTHER HOMICIDE.... Again the same... you can't do anything YEAR 1.. 2 years... you can torture yourself with these thoughts. Forever, still nothing is going to be changed.
That your mother is dead or some kinda other type of relative is dead... Stop thinking about it! Stop going with people which think only about this! Stop focusing on the dead people! Stop going to watch dead people if it's affecting you too much! Stop crying... nothing has been changed and it won't be changed! I always were crying for sweets when I was together with my parents... fewer times I got what I wanted... the other times... I wasn't getting it. But it could be something else... it's not mandatory to be sweets... it could be a toy... a film... a cinema... pop-corns. Problems It's as poisonous as you see it,It's as pathetic as you feel it.It's as polemistic as you touch it.
But still you don't know that solving one problem,won't change anything for good or bad... for evil and good. .... It has happen... you have done it. Noone did said that doing that making that move will change something. That you fucked your wife? Doesn't mean that she won't want one more time to be fucked, right? That you had an affair, it won't be your last one or your first one, you have started and you gonna continue that path. That you killed somebody... mother... father... son... or daughter...
Great... great I will be glad to hear about this, but still this won't change the idea, that you have taken somebody's life, just for god knows for what type of reasons. It's treasonous... if you ain't as reasonable as you think you can be.
Faith Fuck your god,Fuck your faith,Fuck your believes,Fuck your religion,Fuck your past,FUck your present,Fuck your friends. I can continue here over and over and over... so many fucks that in the end... I will be famous with the
"The guy who was giving too much Fucks." I don't know who is god... and what does the bible says, but still what you do... and what you don't doshould show that you ain't that guy who you think you are.... and saying you are!
Passed Yeah, the day has passed I don't see anything positive here... I only see the negative,the problem is that I don't focus on the negative but somehow I go there... The day soona gonna end... my mother is going to come home... few more hours have left just before my mother finishes work... few more minutes to reach here and to be rest a little or not really a little on a bench in our neighborhood park. ....
To be there or few steps further ain't gonna move the "Hell", soona.... she gonna come home... and ain't gonna be one of the news which are the good ones.... until that time comes on the way or the questions is... should I go outside? And even... Can I go outside?
BuZoVer (The Last Trial) Note: My mother as always was saying that the choices are going to be made by me... I make choices... that I take the wrong path... the only person who I should blame is myself. Breath 4.3. Prosperity and Grossperity... you either GOOOOOOOO AND KILL SOMEBODY OR YOU GO AND WATCH HOW SOMEBODY IS GOING TO BE KILLED. Breath 4.4. Don't think that you are smart enough... DON'T THINK THAT YOU CAN BEAT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.... DON'T BE SUCH TYPE OF FOOL. FOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLS AIN'T GO VERY FAR... ONE WAY OR ANOTHER WAY THEY GONNA DIE... Breath 4.5. You should make your choice now... who to be... will you be the follower or the leader. Be a leader, if you can lead. Be a follower, if you can follow.
Breath 4.6.
I do that what I do... just because to SEE THE FUCKING IMAGES... THE DEAD... THE PEOPLE WHICH ARE DIEING... I WANT TO SEE THEM OVER AND OVER AND OVER... I WANT TO SEE THE BLOODY SCENES... THE GRUESOME MURDERS... THAT'S HOW I GO TO SLEEP... i GO TO SLEEP AFTER I SEE ALL THESE IMAGES... GOOD STUFF DON'T TAKE YOU TOO FAR... BAD STUFF AS ALWAYS CAN LEAD YOU TO SOMEWHERE... Breath 4.7. I really don't know how to judge ya... where I we going and will the stupid question end here?
BuZoVer Part 3 Note: We even don't know each other... you even throw yourself at the last thought... you even don't think little about on it. Breath 2.6. Probably dead is sweet... but I am not going to suicide.. I just throwed this thought to see... what's going to happen. Breath 2.7. Humans make mistake... giving a birth is a mistake... having in mind that you can touch and you don't know that there is so called an illusion here... which will mean that touchiness doesn't exist.Grammar reading.. .spelling... mistakes are the stuff which make us as human as possible. Breath 2.8. Or it can be said!? Breath 2.9. Let me countinue... breath by breath each word is going to be expressed here like it or not... these are just the notes of a dead man. - Okay... I literary fuck you up... I am trying to spoil each cell of your body... why? ... sarcasm, arrogance, naivety these are the features which just don't stop saying"Come on do it..."
"Come on do it..." "Come on do it..." Breath 3.0. It's a fun fact that it did happen... it can happen and it will happen... but still is it matter of time?... Or gray matter is going to eat ya? Breath 3.1. Keep breathing... keep IF you don't have what to do just do that IN OUT ....IN...OUT IN OUT....IN...OUT IN OUT....IN...OUT IN OUT....IN...OUT IN
OUT....IN...OUT IN OUT ....IN...OUT IN OUT....IN...OUT Breath 3.2. Life is an example of hell build by using words... useless COMMUNICATIONS... FULLNESS AND FILLNESS OF ARROGANCE... Breath 3.3. I don't know what I really said but still I had the guts... to say it... just try to judge me...! Breath 3.4. I am going to fuck you... literary...WHY DID I SAID THAT?andHOW COULD I?...Mhm, let's say I think I sound smart as clerk Breath 3.5. You are either fuckaable or neither.... ... But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible!
But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! But still I want to hear youR screamS... as loud as possible! Breath 3.6. Why do I put my father as a Stranger? ... The question is as easy as hell... I put him there... because he is a real danger...Remember what your parents were saying to you while you were a child"Stranger is danger...." OR i Will put it as "Stranger = danger..." My father has always been a danger... so that's why he is a stranger! Breath 3.7. Mind sends signals for danger‌ but nobody listens. Neither than you or them!
Breath 3.8. Lack of infoelation is by itself reformation.Breath 3.9. Let me tell ya… come more earlier… WHY?Because you are here not because of me, but because of my money. Breath 4.0. I was once dissapointed by YOU… Now from THEM….. Nothing unusual. Breath 4.1. Come on fake it... YOu fake everything... you create inside me fake hope... A fake light... I told that I see something true... but after all... there was flickering light. It was on the way to die.... But here the question what were you doing WHILE THE LIGHT DIEING? Breath 4.2. HORROR STARTS... DEAD PEOPLE START WATCHING ME... THAT'S PARANOIA... MY MOTHER... SHE IS DEAD... NINE MOUNTHS HAVE PASSED... MY FATHER IS DEAD... I STILL REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN ALL DIED... MY MOTHER DIED JUST FROM TOO MUCH BLOOD LOSS... MY FATHER DIED FROM CUTTING HIS THROAT... IT WAS A GREAT SCENE... BUT NOW THEIR SOULS HUNT ME OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
BuZoVer Part 2 Note: I know what I am... I know who am I Breath 1.1. - After 0.10... it should be 1.1... it's a fact...! Breath 1.2. Everything hurts... my eyes hurt so fucking awful that I want to remove them... just to take one fork and to pin them and boom... they are gone... problem has been solved... But by itself solving a problem... adds on the way another problem... FeedBack Loop To Hell - That's the way we are going to call this way! Breath 1.3. At Least tell me where are you planning to go... what are you planning to do? ... It's Okay... you have few more GB - Space, but what are you planning to do with it? Breath 1.4. If it's something is true... that is that... I like kids and I eat them for breakfast... - Haha, the old boogey moogey horror story.
Breath 1.5. The story which you reading now is nothing more than... to see me how everything around my mind starts... thought my thought... piece by piece. Breath 1.6. Probably you are productive, great news but this doesn't goes the same for all... some people need extra information... facts... interviews... movies... books... That's what keeps one writer to keep typing more and more and more and more. From a short-story after few minutes becomes a novel... that's how everything goes... I first started and I am continuing with short-stories, in the same time I am planning also and to write and novels... But they won't be as main as the short-stories. Breath 1.7. People keep asking you different questions which in the end don't go very far... people share to each other all types of disgusting stuff, here it comes the question WHY? AND WHY? Human race doesn't stop thinking or talking about all kinds of topics, some of them are short other are long... but still where they go... they already have been there.
Breath 1.8. The day is nothing more different than tomorrow or pre-privious days. The same routines... the same problems... the same tasks... the same films / series. Breath 1.9. WHY WHY... WHY... WHY THE FUCKING HAS BECOME SO IMPORTANT?... WHAT'S SO CLEVER IN THAT?... DON'T YOU FEEL IT?... DON'T YOU SEE IT... TOUCH IS MERELY AN ILLUSION. IT'S A FACT... TOUCH SOMETHING AND YOU FEEL LITTLE SPACE BETWEEN YOU AND THE OBJECT. - oPSS... A FACT! Breath 2.0. That's for sure... I made some changes into the breath system and so far... yeah dogs and dogs... cats and cats... trees and trees communicate. Don't think that I am some kinda a psycho. This is true and please ... . AT LEAST GIVE A FEW THOUGHTS HERE! Breath 2.1. Nobody said that stuff are going to go better. Nobody said to me to get prepared. Nobody did said either to choose or neither to choose, Nobody did said to me that I won't have options. Born with the thought that we are free... with the time becoming little by litttle a slave! Breath 2.2. What did happen?
How did it happen? .... Breath 2.3. The story says that you either will be a sheep or a wolf... you choose... sheeps go in groups... wolfs are the main heads and they contol everything. Breath 2.4. At least you could tell me that It's a possibility to get dissapointed... from friends. Probably that's life a dissapointment... you either get kicked or punched. You either make in your own way your steps or you follow somebody's steps.... Pfff.... if you need help... I am sorry... . here... but the truth you should follow yourself not somebody else steps... what you do is... repeation... doing the same mistakes... the same problems... errors. Breath 2.5. Dead is sweet that's why the talk is going to end I am going to kill myself...
BuZoever Note: Wait For a few Breaths! Breath 0.0 Off from where to start... should I start from here!?? Okay,,, okay... I am going to point.... Mhmh...m mhmhm ... I see as first my grammar mistakes... Yeah, you heard me correctly!
I am worried for to don't kill somebody... ..... It's possible a few murders to slip from my hands! MY MIND SAYS TO KILL SOMEBODY... JUST TO KILL SOMEBODY... IT KEEPS SAYING THIS... IT KEEPS WORDS...AND phrases.... over and OVER
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MY MIND SAYS TO KILL SOMEBODY... JUST TO KILL SOMEBODY... IT KEEPS SAYING THIS... IT KEEPS SPREADING THSI WORDS... (Note: By reading this work... you are bound into became crazy... faces... visions... dreams... that's what's going to happen... one little spark and it's going to blow your whole cover.)
Once heard it's difficult to be swallowed! Once hurt it's difficult to move on! Once done... it's going to be done at least twice....!
Breath 0.1
The day has been changed... thoughts has started again comming and still the question here is for what should we talk about? ... Is it about the killing? - Killing is damn easy... these days people sell all types stuff illegal or legal. You can buy a knife... a riffle..... everything... ....
About Films? ..... - If I tell you what I like... I am already rejected... mainly because of the fact that what I watch involves a lot of blood... killings... Paranoia... stress... depression. About Books? - You don't want to know what... am I reading... ...
OKAY... OKAY I AM GOING TO TELL YOU... A LITTLE BIT... I READ ABOUT STUFF AND TOPICS IN WHICH I GO VERY VERY DEEP... SO DEEP THAT IN THE END i QUESTION MYSELF... Breath 0.2 PFFFFFFFFFFFOoooooof, I know it's my turn ....again but at least give me a chance to gain some more info about everything and everyone. The story was already told... memories and lines weren't exactly followed as you wished to be followed. Breath 0.3 If you can't breath... a least try it... what fucks me up and when strange stuff are happening... very... very... strange stuff.... - THe whole part about this is cofusing! Breath 0.4 You ain't bread... you ain't breed... YOU SHOULD.... just decide to bleed that's all... ... Blood is blood... as more you bleed as more you feel as human as possible! Breath 0.5 Pffoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf... you either do it or you either don't do it... you can't become somebody and to take that not very very serious. You either play well that game or you either leave it.
Breath 0.6 There are all types of people... in this world... crazy... mad... insane. But do you choose to become one of them? Or you choose to become sane?... Everything in this world here... in the RL comes with advantages and disadvantages... that you have solved few problems now doesn't mean that you won't solve more or you won't solve them again... tomorrow or later. It's a fact... Breath 0.7 - You either choose to breath or to become a breed... you either choose to be controlled or to be fucked... everything is up to you. Breath 0.8 You know the scenario... remember... remember the old days and now go in to the "Nowadays"... you already know what I am talking about... right? Breath 0.9 Once upon a time... there was a reader a guy who was reading all day and all time. He never gave a fuck about his eyes... does he sees or not... There were routines... whether does he listens to audiobooks on his smartphone or on his computer and even short stories on Youtube... whether does he watches movies... Crime Investigation stuff or he just watches films... Always he was keeping his mind busy... there wasn't
a break, if there was a break there was a specific reason. He was a guy who leaved with reasons... if there isn't a reason... there shouldn't be a break...!
.... This guy changed the world once and forever... making the streets and km's looking in a whole new level... a level in which roads... streets became a place where he was using his extra time to read + to walk. Breath 10.0 The Breath did happen... that's all... the change was made and the reader was already taken as a piece from the puzzle... and again please solve this jigsaw puzzle.
Publication Date: May 8th 2017 https://www.bookrix.com/-amd935e35df1e85