I’ll Never Forget

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ROSE HUTTON, 2022

you’ve loved for so long.

It hurts it’s like feeling yourself die and in the midst of all your I felt my stomach twist and turn into tight knots like when you’re going

You’re still trying to smile and be happy for those around you even Those were my emotions I couldn’t control them I just wanted to

up and down on a roller coaster.

though you are literally broken inside it’s got hard to think and sometimes even hard to breathe it sucks and you can’t do anything about it but live and press on. I felt it every little feeling I felt the frustration and anger I felt the pain and the feeling of abandonment I felt the lost of trust slip through my fingers like slippery soap. because I didn’t know how close you were from being in her arms. I finally realized how much I... well I loved.. I loved you? Walaaa.. Yes, I love you, I love you so much and I didn’t want to let you go but I only knew after you faded away into the distance of time. I only knew when I realized you were no longer mine and it hurt so

I felt it all when I lost you.

I never told you how I felt and I played a long when you asked for bad that all I could do was cry.

hug you and never let you go

advice one.

I wanted to hate you for leaving me and making her your number

when you said those three simple words that cut me from the inside The only thing was, it was never your fault the time came for us to

“I like her”

Phew..

my heart rolled out of my chest and broke into tiny little piece like the glass of a broken vase or the shattering of a broken window. be done.

My day will come where I will pour my heart out to you every thought and every regret because losing you was a time I