Emilia Maux

I can have lots of different feelings at the same time. I can be totally happy yet quite sad. Im really consumed with doubts about life and also a disregard for death. This combination is perfectly possible if your spirit is strong, if you're robust. I mean, for someone who wants to fight to the bitter end, and is as cynical as the King of Siam. Someone like me. I've got that in me, that doubting and moods that change. I'd even go as far as i needed to say that those feelings dictate my work. Apart from that, I just blunder along. Looking to see wich way the wind is blowing and making sure I don't breake up. That's all.