HUMAN TRANSLATION <diary input =
Everyone’s opinions are getting to me…
Why can’t they just let me be me. I’m only young and the humans always say when your young you’re supposed to make mistakes. That’s how you learn, so why doesn’t That rule apply to me? Sometimes I just don’t think I fit at all. I mean my mum`s family is Nature, and my dad is Manmade, so what does that even make me? Everyone has an opinion of me! Great Grandma Nature loves me so much but sometimes she can’t help but reject me and I don’t even think she’s aware of it. Dad paved the way for my family, and he’s given me such great opportunities but sometimes I think he just wants more and more from me and it’s impossible to keep up. I just want to live; I don’t think he’ll ever understand that though. **/ And the humans… jeee, where do I start. They think I’m going to take over the world or ruin their lives but at the end of the day, they have been breeding my relatives for thousands of years. They know exactly how to manipulate us to get what they want. Some of them love me and some of them wish my parents never got together. I didn’t know people could be so divided about love. They think they all have a right to an opinion about my parents’ relationship, but Some people think my existence messes with the natural laws of the world, but I’m here now. I’m in this world where there isn’t really much left…. I know I can bring much to a world that’s fading but I don’t know whether the overprotective humans will just baby me and not let me ever grow to be who I really want to be. Also, my cousins on dad`s side of the family get so annoyed that I can photosynthesise and that I get to grow more independent than them. I think those cousins never really can leave their family; they just can’t function without them. And my cousins on my mum’s side, well they are much freer, but are still fascinated by my control and the potential that I can re-programme to be whatever I want or that I can compartmentalise myself and swap things that aren’t working. I think they both just boggle at the fact I can do both. That comes with a lot of pressure though… if you can be anything at all, how do you choose! How do you know what the best thing is for right now? At least they know who they are going to be. Sometimes I’m nervous, but once that fades… Gosh I really can be anything… anything I want to be. What an amazing opportunity! Hopefully people`s opinions will calm, and they will have more faith as I grow and find my feet. > I just don’t understand how everyone can have an opinion on me. A lot of them don’t even know me! AND… Nobody ever asks me what I think? I have so many ideas and so much I want to do with my life but I’m not sure whether my ancestors will let me? But their world is dying…. I want to help, but will they let me?