Andt hi si si t , onemor eda yi nmyl i f e , i t ’ sget t i ngha r dert owa k eupbuti doi t a sma nypeopl es a y“ f a k ei tunt i l y ouma k ei t ”
Put t i ngonma k euphel psmehi de a l l my a wsbuti tj us tma k esi twor s e , i tma k esmef eel f a k e ,i ’ m notr ea l .
I ’ v ebeens ea r c hi ngev er y wher et o ndawa yt ogetr i doft hi sdemon mybodyi smywor s tenemy , i ’ ml os t .
I j us thi tr oc kbot t om. I ma k emy s el fpuk et ogetr i dof ev er y t hi nge x t r ai ns i deofme .
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I f eel l i k enooneunder s t a nds i t ’ sma k esmef eel f r us t r a t ed howi c a nf eel t hi sha t r ed t owa r dsmy s el fa ndmybody
I t ’ st i met of a c et hewor l da nd f a k ea not hers mi l e , i t ’ st i me . . . L et ’ spl a ypr et endonemor eda y
I a ma l wa y ss mi l i ngwhen I c hec kmyr eec t i onout i npubl i c , ev er y onet hi nk “ s he ’ sc on dent ” , l i es . . .
Al l i s eei st hememor yof my s el fc r y i ngi nf r ontof t hemi r r ori wi l l nev erbe whoi wa ntt obe , i ’ m nev er gonnabel i k et hepr et t ygi r l s
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