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hat future generations will picture when thinking of an "addict" is changing. Just as I, a proud 80s baby, conjure images of biker gans, pale faces and sunken cheeks, strung out strippers with needles in their arms, or someone living in a dark alley behind the dumpster. (Which is far from accurate) Growing populations of middle to upper income white, latino and black youth from unlikely communites are lending their demographic DNA to the "addict" portrait. Rather than your old school needle junkie, these newcomers started on pills before going broke and making the switch to Black ‌And you thought junkies never got makeovers. The Self-Help genre is terribly uninspiring and unimpressive. It is saturated with literature using the same tired format. Memoirs of addicts, PhD's for days, 12 Step based structure, or some combonation of those. Self Help literature is ripe to undergo a refresh, shake up. Or perhaps an injection of influence from another bolder, popular catergory. Addicts and their loved ones deserve content that has evolvled to meet their standards and styles. The hope in writing FUNCTIONING is modest progress. To open the door for something better. My heart tells me this is the right direction and time.
Thank you.
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Why write Functioning? Why now? Why me? Self Help needs Help.
Glossary An almanac of sorts, a complete comprehensive collection of terms, concepts, and slang giving you a set of tools like never before.
Workbook
Seek Under Standing
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Identify behaviors, patterns, and facets of a an additcss lifestyle
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Identify behaviors, patterns, and facets of a an additcss lifestyle
Observe w/o Judgement From Poppy to pocket
Act Identify behaviors, patterns, and facets of a an additcss lifestyle
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// THE WHO & WHY // HOW MUCH // FROM WHERE
SMALL, MEDIUM, and LARGE. Let's for a momemt pertend we live in a nice and neat dream world and we have three drug dealers: Small, Medium, and Large. When he does the math Small makes ##10 a week, or roughly per day. It costs him ## to
reup* on product. His net will ### after all said and done. Medium grosses ### each week, roughly ## per day. After investing in next weeks product he then has to pay out his runners and rent on the Trap Houses he has throughout the city. He makes $$$ in the end. ****
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A common sentiment among people as they learn the broad strocks of this world is "whywould anyone choose to do this". The two most glaring implications being (one) a normal paycheck is obviously superiorm, and (two) this was a choice they made the same way we choose toppings on a pizza. Both you will come to find as Welcome to the second section. Here we will focus on UNDERSTANDING a handfull of key concepts, paradigms,
UNDERSTANDING AN ADDICTS WORLD and trends that will dramatically seeking of funds comes dominate elevate your addiction their days. Very early on a trip competency . For the average through the ATM wasn't given a addict a constant seeking of funds second thought. However as they comes dominate their days. Very travel further down their spiral early on a trip through the ATM towards rock bottom they find wasn't given a second thought. themselves in a financial drought. However as they travel further Each pick up requires expended down their spiral towards rock more energy than the time prior. bottom they find themselves in a Elaborate schemes are hatched. financial drought. Each pick up Convoluted tales of fiction are requires expended more energy crafted and delivered to mother than the time prior. Elaborate and fathers and every loved one schemes are hatched. Convoluted down the line. This is known as tales of fiction are crafted and "The Hustle". And it is exhausting. delivered to mother and fathers and every loved one down the line. This is known as "The Hustle". And it is exhausting. . For the average addict a constant
section TWO: UNDERSTANDING
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UNDERSTANDING AN ADDICTS WORLD
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Poison Proximity Metrop olitan Las Vegas (left) is home to ## million people. In 2014 the were ## arrests made involving heroin. I’ve marked the locations of my drug dealers. On average 3 schools, parks, and/or rec centers are passed when traversing from point to point. Approximately ## lbs of marijuana, methanohetamines, pills, and heroin are coursing through the street, blvds, and coldicaks, Still think #Not in My Back Yard?
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ObSe IN PLAIN STIGHT LOOK WITHIN YOU THEY'RE DIFFERENT
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erve Whether you are the parent, spouse, sibling, or friend of an addict or suspected addict by now you have probably sensed something is "off" with your loved one. The last few interactions with them likely gave you that classic gut feeling when somethings odd or out of place. You couldn't put your finger on it no matter how often you replayed a situation or a conversation. If you haven’t by now, you will put a finer firmly on things after this section. **WORK OUT TO INWARD TOWARDS ADDICT*
The Nod Why the horrible hand hygegn you ask. Putting the flame to the aluminum foil when smojing black ( or any free baseable substance) creates a layer of soot on the bottom. This get everywhere! It is nearly impossible to avoid coming in contact with it. Neque eliquamus quasi ommolor aut exerumquam estio. Ulparum vitis aturionecum ut ex
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Whether you are the parent, spouse, sibling, or friend of an addict or suspected addict by now you have probably sensed something is "off" with your loved one. The last few interactions with them likely gave you that classic gut feeling when somethings odd or out of place. You couldn't put your finger on it no matter how often you replayed a situation or a conversation. **WORK OUT TO INWARD TOWARDS ADDICT* Their car becomes increasingly unkempt. Ite b ms of clothing, and trash pile up. As their substance abuse grows addicts will begin
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''TO BE SEOERATED FROM BLACK WILL CAUSE VISIBLE ANXIETY ON THEIR FACE''
Dirty Digits Why the horrible hand hygegn you ask. Putting the flame to the aluminum foil when smojing black ( or any free baseable substance) creates a layer of soot on the bottom. It is impossible to avoid coming in contact with it. It gets everywhere.
Fired
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Payday Loans
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Like many who suffer from depression, basic acts like taking a showerr, brushing your teeth, appling deoderant slowly become optional. then requsequam
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When Lifestyles Lead Us
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Tooter &Foil
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Brain in Brief
The most complex machine in the known Universe exsists atop your neck. But humans have a very unique make and model as far as brains go. Unlike every other lifeform our brain is able to reason, communicate thought, and be self aware. Adding chemmiicals to this equations severly modify these traits over time.
Blame To Go Around OUTLINE You are not to blame Family dynamics, bisy scheduiles desire to only see the best in those we love, especially our kids NIMBY (not in my back year) NARANON detach with love your drug is them Re, consequam erchitest, ut ulliti voluptam, corerio. Ur acearum nos moluptatisse culluptati serions equunt quatis ella quatur moluptur sita apis nonseque pa volore veles moluptatio officiendis el minctat. On pa ne dolorem nat exped eum quam autatiustia nonseque repreium quuntibusam, od modicidi optatur ionsequate nossim ratque estem. Ut quiam dolorrum et omnihitiosa dolupta tincimaximi, is eius nonsequam venit molut harcitaquia ne pro
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Glossary Terms Concepts Nomenclature
12 Steps The other Heroin. Similar to Nesqwik choclate milk poweder. Predominelty found
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The other Heroin.
The other Heroin. Similar to Nesqwik choclate milk poweder. Predominelty found in northeast and midwest united states. It's counterpart is Black, or black tar, common in the west and soutwest US.
similar to Nesqwik choclate milk poweder. Predominelty found in northeast and midwest united states. It's counterpart is Black, or black tar, common in the west and soutwest US.
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Activity Inventory Pop Quiz #1 Map the Spiral Background of Black