July 6th, 2016 11:39 pm Tonight i watched a show on repeat It is a show with cycles of absurdity illogical reason and unjust accusation there is burden and resentment and not one can keep track of or differentiate between each rightfully. its no wonder they hurt others For to give a dose of hatred is but to show the world what exist within your own soul. power is turned upside down strength is dead weight in fact, its unimaginable but it is there. We could rule the world. if we but chose to land our own roles, we would not want like this. we would not want a life of show and exploit. To tell a story, to dramatize your life, take advantage of the realness by using it as an inescapable truth and unavoidable
poison of a person, that shows poor training. Happy endings, Cold goodbyes, ’That the realness’ is bullshit. if a stuck person keeps climbing they have one hell of a shot at getting stronger, building determination, helping others, growing wiser. Yes. they could die. Yes, They could succeed, to reclaim the will, the power, the life that is rightfully theirs, inherent in a being a soul a Human A Will.
Do we will or do we want? To watch the demise of this man Is to watch I fall i wish could be prevented. I have to keep my self safe. That’s what parents would want. Safety for all children. He is up He is Down Alcohol should not be an accusation but it serves as one hell of an excuse.