◆◆◆◆ Zahra Omar Shansab is an award winning author and started writing poetry and short stories when she was in 4th grade in Kabul, Afghanistan. She was forced to flee Afghanistan during the Soviet occupation. She lived in India for several years before immigrating to the United States. She has a degree in psychology and enjoyed working with children of diverse backgrounds. Her personal experiences as a woman and an immigrant compel her to tell the stories of the downtrodden and the desperate. Her first two books, The Shoeshine of Kabul and Light Chaser were recipients of multiple awards, including Mom’s Choice Award, Readers’ Favorite International Book Award, and Next Generation Indie Book Award.
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Twelve year old Mira has to sell her mother’s homemade samosas to motorists and commuters at one of the busiest intersections of a city in India. Living in a tiny room in the slums is also getting harder, as the monsoon storms are becoming fiercer and more violent. She often wonders why the weather is becoming hotter and more unpredictable. One eventful day, as she heads home, Mira decides to take the long way back and stroll through her favorite forest. What happens next in the forest makes Mira realize that nature had chosen her to relay an important message that could save nature itself and life in a race against time.
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Mira and the Magic Pond by Zahra Omar Shansab copyright ©2024 Zahra Omar Shansab All rights reserved. This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents, except where noted otherwise, are products of the author’s imagination, or are used fictitiously. Any other resemblance to actual people, places or events is entirely coincidental. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any other form or for any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, recording or any information storage system, without written permission from Publisher Page. To order additional copies of this book or for book publishing information, or to contact the author: Headline Books, Inc. P.O. Box 52 Terra Alta, WV 26764 www.HeadlineBooks.com mybook@headlinebooks.com Headline Kids is an imprint of Headline Books ISBN 9781958914403 Library of Congress Control Number: 2024935686
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Dedicated to all the children whose dreams and acts of kindness make this world a better place.
“In this earth, in this soil, in this pure field, let’s not plant any seeds other than seeds of Compassion and Love.” —Rumi
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1 Mira stood on the edge of the sidewalk in the busiest part of the intersection, holding her tray with neatly stacked piles of samosas. The aroma of those pastries with spiced potato filling was enticing and at times, very hard to resist, but Mira knew she wasn’t allowed to eat them. “They are to be sold, not eaten.” Her mother’s voice echoed in her ears. Being at that intersection for long hours, Mira watched as the brightly painted yellow school buses zipped by her in the mornings, taking the kids to school. And she watched the same buses in the afternoon taking the kids back home. Often, she wished she was on one of those buses, with her hair neatly braided and wearing a beautiful uniform, but instead, there she was, running from one car to another, trying to sell her samosas. She didn’t like the older kids on those buses. They stared at her. She tried to avoid their stares. She thought they were looking down at her. She felt embarrassed by her old clothes, sometimes her messy hair that she tried to cover with her dupata and her old plastic sandals with broken straps. But, on the other hand, she loved the little children riding those buses. They didn’t seem to judge her. They all either smiled at her or waved eagerly every time their bus went past her. And if the bus stopped at the light, Mira always tried to make them laugh by making funny faces. They laughed the hardest when Mira danced to a Bollywood song that was always blaring inside the stores or cars and rickshaws. The dance she would do for them before she jumped off the curb, calling out “hot samosas.” 5
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She, too, went to school a few years ago. Her school uniform was not a brand new one. It was a hand-me-down, too large for her tiny frame, but she still loved it regardless. She put it on proudly every morning and always tried to ignore her classmates who made fun of her ill-fitting uniform. “I am here to learn,” she yelled at her classmates. “This is not a fashion show!” she ran out of the classroom, trying not to cry. Mira didn’t even know what a fashion show was, but that is what her mother had told her to tell the kids next time they teased her about her uniform. She had repeated those lines obsessively on her walk to school. Surprisingly, after she had stood up for herself, the kids stopped bothering her. She loved special occasions like Teachers’ Day when some students even brought little gifts for their teachers. Some brought sweets, some brought cards, and some brought Mira’s favorite gift, colorful flowers. She loved looking at those flowers. Their vibrant colors, the shape of their leaves, and their long stems were all fascinating to her. One day, she waited until all the students had left the classroom, and she was alone with her teacher. She hesitantly approached her desk. She asked her teacher if there was a flowermaking factory underground where tiny people worked to make flowers. Where some cut the petals in different shapes, and some colored them before pushing them out through the surface of the soil. Her teacher laughed very hard and almost choked on the water that she was drinking from her water bottle. Once she could speak, she patted Mira’s head affectionately and told her that those flowers were only one of the many wonders of nature. Mira then asked what was nature? The teacher pointed to the window and said, everything that you see out there, trees, shrubs, flowers, the soil, the air we breathe, the clouds, the rain and the wind, they’re all part of nature. Nature is alive, just like you and me. Mira then pointed to the flower vase on the desk and asked if all those flowers were still alive since they were plucked. The teacher looked at her with a smile, then somewhat impatiently 6
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ushered her out of the classroom and told her that she would learn all that later on in higher grades. But Mira was not able to get to those higher grades. If she didn’t have to work, she would have been in sixth grade by now. But at least her sister Madhu could go to school, Mira thought. Mira had made sure that Madhu’s school uniform fitted her perfectly. Maybe one day, when Madhu gets to those higher grades, she can tell me about nature and all its wonders. Competition was tough among peddlers. Mira had learned that very early on. First, there were those older peddlers who tried to block you with their size, and then the fast runners who left their shoes on the curb and took off like those rocket crackers being sat off during Diwali. After weeks of being pushed around and outrun by everyone, Mira had lost hope. “I am never going to be able to sell anything!” she whispered to herself. “I hate this! I hate everything!” And then something happened that changed everything for her. One day, as the light turned green and all the peddlers rushed back to the sidewalk, Mira noticed something falling out of someone’s pocket. Mira walked over and picked it up as discretely as possible. Her heart skipped a beat with excitement. There, in the palm of her hand, lay a bundle of rolled-up money secured with a thick rubber band. “I haven’t sold anything so far, and finders are keepers!” she decided. For a moment, that rush of excitement cut her off from everything that was going on around her. She could only sense and feel that roll of money that she was clutching tightly in the palm of her hand. But then, after a few moments, suddenly, the feeling of guilt sank in. She tried hard, but she couldn’t justify keeping the money. Deep down, she knew it was wrong no matter how much she needed it. Finally, she walked over to the peddler and asked if he had lost anything. He looked at her with surprise. Mira stared back at him without saying anything. He began to frantically search his pockets. Mira still stood there 7
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without uttering a word. She remembered the times when he had pushed or blocked her and wasn’t very kind to her. It was good to see him panic like that. Mira tried hard not to laugh. “I have lost all of my money!” he whimpered in a distressed voice. “I know.” Mira opened up her fist and held out her hand. Surprised and in disbelief, he swiftly snatched the money from her hand. All the other peddlers who were circling them began to cheer and clap. Some even walked over and patted her on the back. And just like that, Mira had earned her spot on the curbside. She still had to outrun everyone else, but all the kids and adults never tried to push her around anymore. Mira waited impatiently for the traffic light to turn red. She loved the color red. It was the color of festivities, the color of happiness, the only color she used to spray her friends with during Holi, the festival of colors. Red was the color of the traffic light that brought all the speeding cars, motorcycles, and rickshaws to a screeching halt. That is when she would jump off the curb along with the rest of the peddlers, everyone racing toward the cars, all hoping to sell their goods. Mira intently looked at the traffic light. She squinted hard as the glaring midday sun, along with a thick curtain of smog, made it hard to see the colors clearly. Finally, the light turned red. Mira jumped off the curb as fast as she could. She had to get to the cars before the rest of the peddlers did, especially Raj, who sold cold water bottles. “In the heat of the summer, people want to drink cold water. Who wants to eat my spicy hot samosas,” she wearily whispered to herself while running to the first car with its window down and its driver smoking a cigarette. Getting to a car with its window pulled down was like winning half of the battle. Through the open window they could hear you, and many were willing to buy something. Most of the people in cars with pulled-up windows didn’t even bother to look at you. They just stared ahead indifferently, ignoring all the 8
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peddlers tapping on their windows. Mira had a name for them,” The Frozen Ones”. It was like the game of freeze dance, but only in this case, there was no music. They just froze when the light turned red and ignored everyone around them. They only moved when the light turned green. “Hot, fresh samosas, Sir!” She was calling out. “The best in India! Only five rupees,” Mira struggled to get the words out as the smoke of the cigarette choked and tickled her throat. The man’s thick and shiny black mustache behind the cloud of smoke looked like a black crow frozen in time with its wings spread wide open, Mira thought. “No, get the hell away from my car!” The man angrily yelled at Mira. “Get your greasy hand off my car door. You are leaving stains all over it!” Mira quickly took her hand off the car door. She hadn’t realized that she had been touching his car. “What about your smelly cigarette? You’re like your car’s muffler, puffing out smoke and making noise,” Mira fired back while fanning away the smoke from her face with her hand. “I won’t sell you any samosas even if you paid me double the price!” Mira yelled while she tried to dodge an empty water bottle that the driver angrily threw at her. Encountering dismissive and rude people was not new to her. But the ones that mistreated her and the rest of the children made her very angry. Often, she tried to ignore them, but there were times that she couldn’t help but yell back. “Being poor doesn’t mean that I don’t have any feelings,” she whispered to herself. She turned around and looked at the long parallel lines of cars. All stopped at the light. The little kids were all running as fast as they could to peddle their goods before that light turned green again. Once that light was green, everyone was back at the curbside. Every green light meant lost sales and money not earned, Mira sighed. She hated the green light. 9
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Mira looked up and saw the sky beginning to turn grey and angry. The distant sound of thunder rumbling far away was getting closer and closer. Like the footsteps of a monster marching forward, Mira thought. A drop of rain and the loud honking of cars made Mira realize she was still standing in the middle of the intersection, holding her tray. She hastily maneuvered around the fast-moving cars, and once back on the curbside, she sat down on the ground, putting the tray on her lap. Her arms were sore from holding the tray. She began to count the golden-colored pastries, and the more she counted, the more disappointed she became. She carefully covered the tray with a thick piece of plastic. “Not so fast,” a familiar voice screamed loud in her ear. “I want to buy one.” But before she could turn around to see who it was, someone yanked her braid. Now, she didn’t have to turn around to find out who it was. “Damn you, Zayn!” Mira snarled angrily as she grabbed his wrist and squeezed it with all her might. “How many times do I have to tell you not to mess with my braids? I am trying to keep my hair tidy. I don’t like it when it is messy.” Zayn screamed in pain and begged her to let go of his hand. “I am sorry!” Zayn’s voice shook with pain. “I promise I won’t touch your braids again!” Mira squeezed his wrist one more time before letting it go. “That really hurt, Mira,” Zayn mumbled. He sat down on the ground across from Mira, who was carefully holding her tray of samosas on her lap. “For a twelve-year-old girl, you are pretty strong, Mira.” Zayn looked at her sheepishly. “In spite of being a year older, I am not as strong as you, Mira.” His attempt at making her feel better was so obvious to Mira. She tried hard not to smile. “I guess carrying around a heavy tray all day makes me stronger,” Mira looked at Zayn proudly. “But I am really serious. Next time you pull that stunt on me again, I will not talk to you 10
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again,” Mira warned him. But Mira considered Zayn a good friend. Every now and then, she had to remind him that she was not going to be pushed around and teased because she was a girl. “I feel like people look down at me even more when my hair is untidy.” After a few moments, Mira added in a whisper. “People will do that anyways, Mira,” Zayn said. “You can have the most beautiful hair or a brand new outfit, but once you stand in that intersection, they will only see a peddler. They will only see a poor girl. So, don’t let it bother you. If they stare at you, then you stare right back at them!” Widening his eyes, Zayn began to stare at Mira. “Just like this,” he said while trying very hard not to blink. After a few moments of Zayn still staring at her, Mira burst out laughing. “Okay, Zayn, you can blink now,” she said. “And by the way, what are you doing here?” Mira looked at him with curiosity. “Shouldn’t you be working now? Or you got fired again?” she asked, sounding concerned. She knew Zayn, being the eldest, worked hard to support his family. “I actually quit working at the Chai stall. And no, I wouldn’t call it being fired.” Zayn said, chuckling at Mira. “What I liked about working there was that the chai stall was always busy and I loved the aroma of chai that lingered in that small shop all day long. As soon as we opened up the stall in the mornings, I delivered the chai to the surrounding vendors and store owners. I even got tips sometimes. But what I liked the most was the freedom to move around.” “What happened then?” Mira asked with eagerness. “One day, after delivering the chai, a little stray dog decided to follow me. It followed me all the way back to the tea stall,” Zayn said as he smiled. “And that was the beginning of a new routine for me. Every morning before I opened the stall, he showed up there. He silently followed me to every store and street vendor. I loved it. It was like having a friend that kept me 11
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company. Sometimes, I even talked to him, but he loved it when I whistled the tune of some songs. When I returned to the stall, he just sat there without bothering anyone. I fed him a couple of biscuits every day without the knowledge of the shop owner.” Zayn smiled awkwardly at Mira. “So, he found out and let you go, right?” Mira interrupted. “No, Mira,” Zayn said in a somber tone. “The owner was a greedy man. He forced me and another kid who worked there to give him our tips. He said we worked for him, so the tips belonged to him. He was taking my tips and I was taking his biscuits. So, technically, I was paying for all those biscuits with my tips. I didn’t feel guilty for stealing those biscuits. But one day, the dog had wandered inside the stall, probably looking for me. I saw that nasty man kicking the dog mercilessly. I don’t know what it was, but something just came over me. I ran inside and kicked that man as hard as I could. Then I tipped the big pot of tea simmering on the stove and watched him scream as the tea spilled everywhere. Before running out of the store, I grabbed the biggest jar of biscuits and took off as fast as I could. And not alone, with my four-legged friend following right behind me.” They both fell silent. Momentarily, the loud honking of the cars and the roaring sound of traffic melted away in the background. Mira wondered if a better elsewhere existed— where everyone was treated with kindness, even stray animals. “Why is it so hard for people to be kind?” Deep in thought, Mira wondered out loud. Zayn didn’t say anything. He just glared into space. He now worked as a dishwasher in a small fast food joint across the street. The tiny kitchen sink was where he spent countless hours scrubbing metal plates and cups. Zayn couldn’t wait to step out of the suffocating hot kitchen where he worked all day. He always counted the hours and felt restless in that enclosed space. It felt like a prison to him. It was so unbearably hot in that kitchen and his fingers burned and ached at the end of each day. But there 12
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was plenty of leftover food that he used to feed his furry friend, and that was what he liked the most about his job. Today, he was sent out on an errand. He welcomed it with much joy. “I am on my way to the market to get a few things for the cook,” Zayn finally spoke. I saw you and decided to buy a pastry from you since you seem to have slacked off today.” He chuckled at Mira mischievously. “I never slack off,” Mira said. “Some days are just too hot for spicy samosas.” But before she could finish, a loud roll of thunder and a streak of lightning jolted her and she shrieked. A few raindrops began to hit the sidewalk with a loud thud before exploding into tiny little droplets. Zayn hastily got up to his feet and grabbed Mira’s hand, pulling her up.” Time to close up shop, Mira. Let’s run before we get drenched. Nowadays, these storms appear so suddenly and out of nowhere,” he said, sounding frustrated. “Here, give me your tray. I can slip it in my large plastic bag.” Mira hesitantly handed her tray to Zayn, who cautiously slipped it inside his bag. “Don’t worry, Mira, your samosas will be safe and dry in here.” He grabbed Mira’s hand and pulling her along, they began to walk fast. As more raindrops fell steadily, accompanied by loud claps of thunder, they began to run and zigzagged around the people on the crowded sidewalk. Some had already decided to take shelter underneath the awnings of the buildings and shops, while others were still hurrying toward some unknown destination. As they ran, Mira watched many umbrellas opening up. Some were large in size and held so low they concealed their faces. They seemed like colorful walking mushrooms sprouting on the floor of a crowded jungle of concrete buildings, Mira thought. She, too, had an old umbrella. But carrying it around all day was tiresome. And she didn’t mind getting wet, after all. The rain felt good when the weather was so hot. After a few minutes of scuttling, Mira finally 13
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let go of Zayn’s hand and stopped suddenly. She hunched down and breathed heavily. “Zayn, do you really think we can outrun the rain?” She looked at him with a faint smile on her face. They were both drenched and she watched the water dripping down Zayn’s face and ears. He was still clinching the plastic bag tightly with the tray of her pastries inside. “Yes, even though we are totally soaked,” Zayn said, panting and heaving. “We can at least try to outrun the rain. But outrunning the lightning is just a matter of luck. Let’s go, Mira! Please hurry! We can take shelter by the entrance of that hotel.” He pointed to a yellow building. “Let’s see who gets there first,” he said, taking off running with all the power in his body. He ran and splashed around muddy water from the puddles. As he jumped over more and more puddles, his pants gradually got covered with mud. “By the time we get to that building, he will look like a clay statue,” Mira whispered, shaking her head. Sauntering in the rain, she walked with no haste. I am already soaked. What is the point of running, she decided. Plus, the thick curtain of rain had somehow wrapped itself around her. She imagined herself floating inside a gigantic drop of rain. Looking from inside that drop at the chaos outside, she felt safe. She stretched her arm and watched the little droplets bounce off of the palm of her hand. She loved the feel of water on her skin. In the slums where she lived, water was to be rationed, and taking a bath meant sharing one bucket of water with another sibling. And sometimes, you had to decide which part of your body was getting a good scrubbing before the water ran out. “I love the rain,” Mira whispered to the raindrops quickly filling her cupped hands. “Mira!” Zayn screamed out loud. “Here! Hurry! Come fast!” Mira looked up and saw Zayn eagerly waving at her from underneath the yellow building’s red and black striped canopy. She remembered Zayn still had her tray of samosas. Her heart 14
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skipped a beat and she quickly ran and sat next to Zayn, whose pants were now fully covered with mud. A roaring thud of thunder and a bolt of lightning jolted them both. Zayn hastily covered his eyes and began to pray loudly, rocking back and forth. “Zayn, you are going to be all right.” Mira tried to reassure him. “But even for the monsoon season, these storms are getting stronger. But don’t worry. We will be ok. Why are you always so afraid of lightning anyways?” Zayn still sat there with his hand firmly pressed over his eyes. Another round of loud thunderclaps made him whimper with fear. Mira began to giggle. She had never seen him so petrified before. “Stop laughing, Mira!” Zayn said angrily while slowly removing his hands from his face. “This is not funny! Haven’t you ever heard of Bijli, The Queen of Lightning?” Zayn’s eyes widened with astonishment. “No, who is this lightning queen?” Mira asked with curiosity. “I wasn’t always afraid of thunder and lightning,” Zayn said sheepishly. “But one day, when it was really raining hard and the sky was rumbling, I refused to listen to my grandmother, who repeatedly asked me to come inside. I was having way too much fun and continued to kick the ball around. She warned me that I was going to catch a cold, but I still refused to go inside. She eventually came out, grabbed me by the arm, and forced me inside the house. Later that night, I kept on sneezing and couldn’t sleep. She then read to me the story of Bijli.” Zayn paused and looked around cautiously. “Your grandmother can read?” Mira asked, surprised. “Yes, Mira,” Zayn said proudly. “Like you, she could go to school for a while before she had to quit and work,” he added sadly. “I used to memorize the stories she would read me from her book word for word because I loved them so much. Would you like to hear it, Mira?” he said in a very serious tone. 15
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“Well, since we’re stuck here in the rain, that sounds great, Zayn,” Mira said, throwing her hands up in the air. Mira knew very well that Zayn was a good storyteller. She loved listening to his stories. It felt like he was reading the story from the pages of a book. Now, she knew why. Closing her eyes, Mira leaned against the wall. The soothing sound of the rain and the temporary relief from the scorching heat felt heavenly. Momentarily, she even forgot all about her unsold pastries. Zayn cleared his throat loudly and began. “Legend has it that a long, long time ago in a faraway kingdom lived the inhabitants of a prosperous and picturesque land. The grass was smoother than velvet, the flowers more fragrant than any man-made perfume. And the pungent aroma of fruit-bearing trees was simply exhilarating. It seemed like nature had bestowed so many blessings upon this kingdom. But the most wondrous asset of the kingdom was the honeybees. The bees were the size of a fist with wings that glistened like gold as they buzzed and zigzagged in the air. Their little eyes reflected the sunlight like the prisms of a crystal. Their antennae wiggled back and forth, sensing all that nature had to offer. They worked tirelessly and methodically all year round. The honeycombs never ran out of honey, and their taste was remarkable. During the day, the hummingbirds sat by the honeycombs and sang synchronized songs as the bees brought the nectars home. And at night, the crickets sang softly to lull them to sleep. Merchants endured daunting and long voyages to that realm just to purchase the honey. That exquisite honey was devoured either by the rich or kings and queens of other kingdoms who were willing to pay for that exorbitant product. Some even believed that honey cured many ailments. It seemed like bees helped the kingdom flourish in many other areas, too. The fields of golden wheat were always fertile. During harvest, the peasants hummed songs in a melodious chorus while they reaped the fruits of their yearlong labor. Everyone was content, and no one ever went hungry. 16
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But unfortunately, the serenity and harmony of the kingdom were to be shattered drastically. Their beloved and kind king took ill and was declared incapable of carrying on his duties. Desperate and weak, the king appointed his only son as the guardian of the kingdom and executor of his orders. Rumor had it that the prince was of an extremely greedy nature. He was aware of the exceptionally fertile soil of the kingdom. During his first meeting with his father’s council, he demanded the harvesting of wheat, fruits and honey be increased threefold. Even though the council had expressed their concern and fear over the consequences of such a decision, the greedy prince remained undeterred and unwilling to listen to their reasoning. The king’s men gathered the farmers and announced the prince’s decision. The farmers glanced at each other with horror and helplessness. How could they harvest three times a year? That meant working much longer hours, sometimes for days and nights. It seemed an impossible task, but they were not to defy the prince’s orders. They knew for sure the king was unaware of his son’s decision. The exhausting task began almost immediately. It did not take too long for this impossible task to take a heavy toll on every man working on the farms. A sense of gloom and exhaustion lingered in the air. The chorus of farmers’ lively songs was no longer heard. The constant swooshing sound of sickles reaping the wheat was getting unbearable. The children cried for their absent fathers. The meals that families once shared together were now packed and consumed alone in the fields. One day, the farmers began to notice very unsettling and troublesome signs that emerged almost overnight. The soil had started to become very dry, and its color was changing to a dark shade of lifeless grey. The wheat stems were getting shorter in height; the leaves were withering. The branches of the fruit trees began to hang limp and low, almost touching the ground. There was far fewer fruit growing on the branches. Vast fields of flowers 17
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were turning into fields of lifeless weeds. The honeybees no longer buzzed with excitement and delight, as the nectars of the fastvanishing flowers were not enough to keep their honeycombs full of honey. The honeybees began to gather in swarms and fly aimlessly, hoping to find another habitat. They even flew around at night, dazed and confused. Some took to their honeycombs and never flew out again. The terrified and shaken farmers rushed to the gates of the palace to warn the prince about the ominous changes. They told the prince that nature was sacred. So far, it had been so generous and giving to them until they began to exploit it in order to gain more than it could handle. The farmers wept with regret and fear. They begged the prince to halt the overharvesting of the land. But the prince, blinded by greed, refused to listen. He laughed at them, mocked them, and lashed out at them for being ignorant. “How could the soil be angry? Soil is nothing but dirt,” he said, picking up a fistful of soil and throwing it at them with fury. The farmers were ushered out of the gates of the palace like a herd of helpless sheep. Dismayed and fearful, they returned to their hats. While very ill and bedridden, the king was promptly made aware of the imminent travesty by his court. The king immediately summoned the prince and asked him to sit by his bedside. The disappointment on his face was very apparent. His eyes were moist with tears as he looked at his son. He gathered all his strength and whispered softly. “Greed is an incurable disease. Beware of nature’s wrath. Reverse course, or you shall face the consequence,” he warned him. The defiant prince stormed out without saying a word and retreated to his chamber. He had decided against his father’s wishes and advice, thus not annulling his decision. That night, the darkest rain clouds began to form over the kingdom. They seemed like dark entities, slowly taking position and getting ready for some menacing task. The wandering honeybees frantically took cover in their beehives. The fireflies 18
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ceased to glow and hid underneath the leaves. Crickets were silent. All the farmers rushed toward their hats, taking wide steps and sometimes running as fast as they could. The wind began to blow and howl as it wrapped itself around every tree and structure. What was most remarkable was the size of the bolt of lightning that night. As the wind blew harder, the bolts of lightning grew longer and thicker. It was as if the wind was the flute of a snake charmer that compelled that shimmering bolt of light to come out, dancing and twirling. But the bolts of light hovered much longer on the roof of the palace. The sky seemed like an angry, darkened face of a giant and the lightning resembled the silvery veins that popped out every now and then. The storm was like no other the kingdom had ever witnessed before. The sky rumbled with anger and rage until dawn. Early in the morning, the prince’s chamber was empty. The panicking servants and soldiers scattered and searched every part of the palace, but the prince was nowhere to be found. They looked for the prince for days but to no avail. The prince had vanished into thin air. The ill king was inconsolable. He was often carried to the tallest tower of the palace, where he sat by the small window and watched the main gate of the surrounding walls with hopefulness. He hoped that maybe one day the prince would walk through that gate. But the prince was never seen again. The people in the kingdom had their own explanation for his disappearance. The prince had angered nature. He had exploited its generosity. Bijli, the queen of the lightning, had zapped and banished him into a mysterious realm, a place that had no reentry gate back to this world.
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2 Zayn stopped and eagerly looked at Mira, who was still leaning on the wall and deep in thought. The rain had stopped and a little ray of sunshine was trying to make its way out from underneath the clouds. The smog had given way to a cloudy steam rising from hot and muddy ground. “Zayn, this is what I don’t get,” Mira said, still gazing at the rising steam that slowly dissipated as it glided upwards. “You are neither greedy nor a prince unless you are one in disguise,” Unable to finish her sentence, Mira burst out laughing. “Very funny, Mira!” Zayn snapped back. “Why are you afraid of the lightning, then?” Mira managed to speak between giggles. “My grandmother told me we should always listen to our parents. Since the prince did not heed his father’s advice, he was zapped!” he said. Zayn picked up a stone and slammed it hard against the ground. A little spark flew as soon as the stone crashed against the sidewalk. “See, just like that!” Zayn shouted out dramatically, waving his hands in the air. But before Mira could react, an angry voice startled them both. They looked in the direction of the voice and noticed the hotel’s doorman, wearing a blue uniform, taking quick steps toward them. His hat was slightly crooked and his nametag was sewn on a white patch on top of his shirt’s left pocket. “Hey, you two,” he bellowed. “Get the hell out of here! Peddling is forbidden here. You can’t pester our hotel guests. Run 20
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along now. Scram!” he ordered. Mira and Zayn stood up quickly. Zayn tried pulling away his muddy pants from his skinny legs. But the wet cloth stubbornly clung to his legs. Mira picked up her tray, eyeing the doorman, who, his hands folded behind his back and with a frown on his face, was watching them. The soggy clothes felt heavy and made it difficult to walk freely. Very soon, the heat will dry them, Mira reassured herself pulling her dress down and stretching it as much as she could. That prevented the clothes from wrinkling, a trick that she had learned from her mother. Mira’s mother was a Dhobi, a washerwoman who collected dirty clothes from various households to be washed in the Dhobi Ghat, a place on the river bank. When Mira was young, she almost always accompanied her mother as she went from house to house to collect dirty linens. Her mother crouched by the entrance door of each house while each piece of garment was counted and then neatly placed inside a big cotton bag that her mother had stitched from an old bed sheet. Mira’s mother had taught her how to count by having her repeat the numbers as she placed each piece of clothing in the bag. Mira remembered fondly the time when her mother bought her twenty red and gold plastic bangles after she had learned to count up to twenty without any help from her mother. That night, she could not go to sleep. She kept on staring at her bangles that hugged her wrists tightly. The gold dots shone brightly every time they caught the moonlight that snuck in though the cracked metal sheet that served as the roof of the tiny room they called home. Mira hated the cracks in the roof ’s tin sheet. During the monsoon rains, a steady and tiny stream of water filled the buckets her mother had placed directly underneath those gaps. Before they were able to get bigger buckets, Mira had to empty the small buckets a few times during the night. She knew that between washing and ironing clothes and taking care of her little sister, her mother was exhausted by the end of the day. Mira’s six-year-old little sister, Madhu, was terribly afraid of the leaking roof after a particularly 21
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moving her arm in circular motions three times. “When the Ferris wheel comes to a halt, all the baby fish jump out of their seashells glowing with their chosen colors.” “And that is how the fish get their colors?” Madhu gasped with amazement. “Yes, Madhu. Now, don’t be afraid of the water leak. Imagine it is a waterfall, and each drop in the bucket is actually a little fish. Now, tell me the color of each fish that falls into the bucket.” Instructed Mira, still stroking Madhu’s hair. “Orange,” Madhu said as a drop fell into the bucket. “Purple,” she whispered sleepily with the second drop. “Yellow…” Madhu’s eyes closed slowly while a little smile covered her face. Mira closed her eyes and sighed deeply. Only if there was a giant, magical Ferris wheel that could turn girls into boys, she thought. Her memories of her father were very vague, almost dreamlike. She remembered the day her sister was born. He seemed very sad. She had heard her mother cry while pleading with him. After a few days, he had given Mira a long embrace before leaving and never returning. As she grew a little older, she often caught her mother crying in secret, sometimes crouching over the stove while cooking and sometimes at night when she thought they had fallen asleep. But pretending to be asleep, Mira could hear her muffled cries. Maybe if I were a boy, things may have been different, she always wondered. She was angry because her father had abandoned them. He wanted a son who could carry his name, Mira had sadly concluded. There was a gigantic Ferris wheel lit up with thousands of light bulbs. They blinked in an orchestrated manner while a flute player sitting at the bottom of the Ferris wheel played a cheerful note. There were long lines of people for as far as one could see. Everyone in the queue was holding a baby wrapped up in a blanket. The giant Ferris wheel revolved three times before it halted. Mira’s father stepped forward as the suspended car swung 23
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two little shiny leaves hanging from it. “Madhu and me,” Mira whispered quietly. “You are so weird, Mira,” Zayn said. laughing. “Who talks to the trees? If I talked to each plate that I washed at the restaurant, they would throw me out immediately! But I am sure they will have interesting stories to tell me about the people that ate on them.” He bent down, laughing hard. “I don’t know about you but I need to buy the spices and get back before I get myself in big trouble. The cook has a rotten temper,” he said, sounding nervous all of a sudden. “The dishes that you wash are not living and breathing things!” Mira said sarcastically. “Nature is alive. Trees, leaves, flowers, and grass are all living and breathing, just like you and me.” “Only they don’t have to wash dishes and sell pastries to get by like you and me.” Zayn retorted with a frown on his face. “A gardener is what you should be when you are older. You can sit here with your tree friend and chat some more, Mira. I will see you around. And by the way, I didn’t break off that little twig. I simply picked it up from the ground. You have to blame the storm for that, not me.” Saying that, Zayn began to walk hurriedly, taking wide steps. His wet pants still clung tightly to his skinny legs. Mira sat underneath the tree and watched Zayn disappear among the crowd crossing the road as if a giant wave of people slowly swept him up and concealed him from her view. Mira felt bad for reacting so quickly and assuming that he had broken off the little branch. She felt guilty for snapping at her friend. She then looked at her tray, still full of unsold samosas, with disappointment. “I am not in a rush to get back home,” Mira whispered quietly under her breath. “I am pretty sure that I will get a scolding. Maa is not going to be happy.” After being washed away by the heavy downpour, the smog was slowly making a descent over the city again, like a grey veil 26
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She felt a burning sensation on her cheek. She stopped by the widow of a store and examined her reflection on the glass closely. She noticed a thin, bloodied scratch that ran down her left cheek. Mira was puzzled. How could that have happened, she wondered, touching it. Mira decided to forget about her dream and focus on selling the rest of her pastries. Along the way, as she sold a few pastries, she became even more puzzled. While putting the money away she had earned from the sale of the pastries, she had found a handful of leaves in her pocket. Deep in thought and still bewildered by what had transpired earlier, she began to walk toward the slums. The streets were jammed with cars, rickshaws, mopeds, and cycle rickshaws, all honking while waiting in what seemed chaotic and scraggly lines. The headlights of the cars in an attempt to pierce through the thick curtain of haze and pollution, seemed distorted, as if one was peering through a fog-filled kaleidoscope, the headlights of the vehicle stretched into different directions. The smoke from the exhaust of the cars irritated Mira’s nostrils. After coughing and sneezing repeatedly, she tightly wrapped her dupata around her face. In an attempt to create a distance from the road, she decided to walk home through a wooded area. Her mother often warned her about not taking that path home since it was dark and, hence, unsafe for a girl walking alone through the woods and in the dark. It is not that dark, Mira tried to justify disobeying her mother. She loved the peace and quiet offered by that densely tree-covered piece of land. The shrubs and saplings seemed greener after that heavy downpour, happily swaying in the gentle evening breeze. Mira unwrapped the scarf that was covering her mouth and nose and took a deep, long breath. She loved that sweet-smelling scent. She could smell that fragrance from far away. She walked deeper into the woods and came to a halt in front of a beautiful Sandalwood tree. Its brown bark was almost black and very smooth to the touch. The purplish and red flowers hang low in small clusters from its slender sprigs. The oval leaves were green 28
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“I saw you catching your dreams, Madhu,” Mira whispered to her as she stroked her hair with affection. “How does one catch a dream, Mira?” Madhu’s eyes widened with curiosity. “They are not real. They disappear when you wake up. They escape as soon you open your eyes. Sometimes, when I am having a good dream, I try to keep my eyes shut so I can keep them inside forever, but it never works.” Madhu sighed dramatically. “You are such an angel, Madhu.” Saying that Mira gently tapped her finger on Madhu’s tip of the nose. Mira felt guilty about what she had said to her mother about Madhu earlier that day. She loved her sister dearly. She couldn’t imagine life without her. “Do you know there is a trick to catching your dreams, Madhu?” said Mira. “What trick? Can you teach me?” Madhu’s voice got loud with excitement. “Shhhhshhh, you will wake up Maa,” Mira whispered quietly. “She works hard and needs her rest. If you want to learn that trick, then you have to go to school and learn, Madhu. It is not an easy trick. One has to work hard. Sometimes it takes a long time.” Madhu got quiet. Mira knew she was thinking hard. She is an inquisitive little one. Mira loved that trait about her. “Hey, Mira, I know how to catch my dreams,” Madhu said, her voice filled with mischief. “I will build a net, like the ones that I chase the butterflies with. But this is going to be a magical one and a very strong one. It will help me catch all my dreams.” Madhu said proudly. “People like us would need all the magic in the world,” said Mira under her breath. “That is a good idea, Madhu. Go back to sleep now. It is late.” “Will you help me make that magical net, Mira?” Madhu whispered in Mira’s ear. “Yes. I will.” Promised Mira. 34
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school. She often sang that song, cutting through the woods and on her way home. But now she wanted that song to distract her from her fears. And from whatever that could have been lurking in the dark and behind those trees. She began to sing: I was hopping in the forest, whistling with glee The forest asked me where are you heading to, so happy and free I said I am going to pluck fruits from your tree Hearing that, the trees gasped and made a plea Do so gently, and I will give you plenty Be kind to me and I will give you in abundance and free I put my basket underneath it and said I agree, The tree gave me one, gave me two and gave me three. The pitch of her voice rose and fell along with the speed at which she was running. Before she could finish her song, Mira bumped into a huge tree trunk. Her tray loudly crashed to the ground, scattering the rest of her samosas all over the grass and leaf-covered ground. Her knees began to sting immediately. The ground was still moist and somewhat muddy from the rain earlier that day. Mira dragged down the dirt-covered palm of her hands along the sides of her dress, wiping the dirt off as much as she could before picking up the pastries from the ground. First, she picked up the ones that were easy to spot in the dark before patting the ground to see if there were more that she could not see. Another loud squealing made the hair on the back of her neck rise. She picked up her tray and stood up. A bright shimmering light in the far distance caught her attention. Mira squinted in an attempt to focus better. “What is that?” she wondered out loud. The many rows and rows of tree trunks did not block that shimmering light. That was strange, Mira thought. It seemed like that little light was bouncing off each tree trunk, moving forward 36
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like a sparkling rubber ball. Astonished and overwhelmed with curiosity, Mira began to walk toward the light. After taking a few steps, she stopped. I need to go home. She contemplated nervously. I am already in trouble since it is late and already dark. If Maa comes to know that I walked through the woods, she will be furious. Plus, I could not sell everything today and what remained was now covered with dirt and leaves. But whatever was shimmering from far away was now glittering even brighter. It zigzagged between tree trunks every time Mira tried to look away as if it was playing a game of hide and seek with her. “I have to find out what that is,” said Mira, sounding determined. She walked for a few minutes, keeping her eyes glued to the light. As she got closer and closer, the light became larger and larger in size until she reached a huge clearing. There, in the middle of the clearing, was a beautiful, glistening pond. Mira gasped with amazement. The pond shone brightly like a jewel in the middle of that glade. Fireflies had set the surrounding grass and shrubbery ablaze with their bright, glowing little bodies. The long rows of white, purple, and pink Floss flowers dotted the grass-covered ground. With their fluff-haired blossoms, they resembled a crowd of little creatures raising their heads from underneath the tall grass. Mira’s body suddenly trembled with fear. A cool and fragrant wind began to blow gently, caressing Mira’s cheeks. Still so mesmerized by the brightness of the pond and its surroundings, she began to take small and hesitant steps toward the pond. How come I have never seen this pond before, wondered Mira. I have taken this route home many, many times before and never noticed a pond anywhere in this small forest. Maybe I had never walked this deep into the woods, she concluded. In the crimson light of the dusk, everything seemed so serene and peaceful, as if a wall of quietness was momentarily erected, separating Mira from the cacophony of surrounding sounds. When she reached the edge of the pond, she carefully 37
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and swat at the water. As her body was being dragged down, the tall blades of the grass surrounding the pond seemed to grow in height, getting taller and taller. The blinking light of the fireflies was getting blurrier with each splash of water that whipped her eyelids shut. Mira grabbed at lotus flowers, but underneath the weight of her hands, the flowers and their big leaves just bopped in and out of the water. Pressing her lips tight together, Mira lifted up her chin and leaned her head all the way back. Momentarily, the water stopped flooding into her mouth and nose. Thousands of thoughts rushed to her head. She thought about Madhu and her mother waiting for her at home. She thought about her favorite sandalwood tree. She thought about the kind old man, and she thought about the old tree that had wrapped her branches around her. She closed her eyes and imagined she was lying on a gigantic leaf and floating on the water. All of a sudden, a soft ripple of water hoisted her body up and pushed her forward to the muddy edge of the pond. Surprised and shocked by the wave that suddenly emerged from the belly of that motionless pond, Mira forcefully dug her fingers into the mud and looked back. Right there it was, behind her, what seemed like a shadowy outline of a person with long black hair cascading down her shoulders. Mira let out a scream and frantically dug her elbows deep in the mud, pulling her legs out from the water with quick moves.
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was impossible to keep up. Mira always ended up laughing as she watched her little toes wiggling back and forth with what seemed to be a never-ending honking of the cars. “Hey, Madhu, why are you sitting here on the sidewalk?” asked a little voice. Madhu looked up and saw Yug standing there, gripping a long wooden pole that had a few colorful balloons attached to it. Yug lived in the same slum, a few doors down from their room. He was seven years old, only a year older than Madhu. His little, skinny legs were as thin as the long stick that he was carrying. His big smile exposed the two small gaps in his teeth. Before Madhu could say anything, he slumped down right next to her, resting the long stick against his left shoulder. “Did you sell a lot of balloons today, Yug?” asked Madhu curiously. “I don’t see any Hello Kitty ones. Those must be popular. They are my favorite, too.” Added Madhu. “Yes, I spent the whole day by the entrance of the mall today,” Yug said proudly. “All was going fine until that thunderstorm started. I ran to take shelter under a tree and a small branch poked holes in two of my balloons,” Yug said with a frown on his face. “Other than that, today I did alright. Made some money. I bet I have made more money than my older brother today,” he boasted. He sounds like a grown man, Madhu thought. “So, no school again for you, Madhu? Or you are just making things up so you won’t have to go to school?” Yug squinted his eyes and stared at Madhu suspiciously before bursting out in laughter. “Schools are still closed. They say the air is still too dirty and kids should stay indoors,” Madhu explained sheepishly, still tapping her toes on the sidewalk with each honking of a car. “Yet, here you are! Sitting on the sidewalk and inhaling that air! And It is called pollution, Madhu. Poll…U…tion!” Yug said mockingly. “I don’t have to go to school to know all these things. I learn a lot on the streets, listening to people.” 46
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“My lips are zipped, too!” Yug put his index finger on his lips. “No, ma’am! I am not a snitch!” he shook his head dramatically from side to side. “You know, Yug,” said Mira, gently tagging at his sleeve. “For a little kid, you have a very big personality! And I guess that is how you don’t get flown away by all the balloons you carry on this stick! Any other kid would have been lifted off the ground and blown away like a kite!” Mira laughed out loud and soon after, Madhu joined in. “Specially when you sell them on an empty stomach,” giggling Yug added. “One is even much lighter then.” He scratched his head. “Mira, can you buy me an ice gola?” Madhu pleaded, hugging Mira even tighter. Mira’s head was still spinning from whatever she had encountered in the woods. She was trying so hard not to think about it. She felt so relieved to be back. Even Madhu’s whining did not bother her as much as it usually did. She cupped Madhu’s face in her hands and lovingly caressed her soft cheeks with her thumbs. “I will get you an ice gola because I was late getting back home today,” Mira said. “But do not ask me for one every day, Madhu. I know how you are. Don’t you dare to pester me for one every day. Do you understand?” said Mira sternly, pulling Madhu’s braids gently. “I promise, Mira!” said Madhu, jumping with excitement, her balloon bouncing up and down in the air. “Can you buy one for Yug, too?” She asked sheepishly. “Madhu…” Mira began to object, but Yug’s little head popped up closer to Madhu’s with a big comical grin on his face. “Lime-flavored gola is my all-time favorite! The perfect blend of sweetness and tanginess! Just like me!” Yug picked up his long stick with a few balloons still attached and hurriedly began to walk toward some vendors. 52
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day while peddling in the intersections. You need to pay more attention.” “Thanks, Raj,” Mira said, feeling embarrassed. “This could have been a sound test. Now I know, maybe I am heard! Testing, testing, one, two, three. Testing, testing, one, two, three!” Getting back to her feet, Mira started laughing. “Very funny, Mira!” Raj said, making a funny face. “Do you know what my father says about having faith?” saying that, Raj gave Mira a serious look and stared her in the eyes. “Going through life without faith is like a bicycle with flat tires. The journey is going to be that much harder. Have you ever ridden a flat bicycle, Mira?” Without waiting for Mira to respond, he continued, “It is almost impossible! I once had to take a friend’s bicycle to my father for repair. After a few minutes, we had to drag it all the way to his shop.” “So, what if life doesn’t even give you a bicycle?” Mira said teasingly. “You are just impossible, Mira!” Raj sneered. “In that case, you pray that you have a good and sturdy pair of shoes to get you through this journey.” Raj snapped back at Mira. “And as you can see, most of us don’t even have that, Raj. And please, you are only twelve! So just stick to selling your water bottles and don’t preach!” Mira said sternly. “And by the way, can I have a little water? My throat is parched. That damn car almost hit me.” “Hey, you two!” A loud voice tore through the noise of traffic. Both Raj and Mira looked in the direction of the voice. A man dressed in khaki pants and a shirt standing on the sidewalk was waving at them. He gestured at them to come to him. Mira and Raj looked at one another, both looking puzzled. “Come here! Memsaab wants to talk to you!” he screamed from across the street, pointing to a white car parked on the side of the road. 60
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“Samosas.” Mira removed the checkered red and white cloth cover, exposing the unsold pile of the pastry. “And do your samosas have any superpowers like his water?” the lady asked, trying hard not to laugh again. “My Maa makes the best ones in this area!” Mira boasted. “A mother’s love is the best ingredient in every dish. If I didn’t have to sell them, I would gladly eat them all.” Mira’s stomach rumbled loudly. Pressing the tray against her stomach, she hoped the lady didn’t hear it. “Yes, nothing compares to a mother’s hand-cooked food. I will buy all of them. How much for everything?” She pointed to Mira’s tray. Mira’s eyes widened with disbelief. “Two hundred rupees,” she quickly said. “And how many of those magical water bottles do you have?” She asked Rai teasingly. “Fifteen,” Raj said loudly. The old lady opened her wallet and handed them the money. “I like your perfume. Sandalwood is my favorite, too,” Mira said shyly.” And it has a touch of rose oil. She added. The old lady seemed very surprised. “How did you know?” she asked with amazement. “I have a sharp sense of smell,” Mira said proudly. “It certainly seems like it. It is a gift. And a gift is only precious if you use it to do good things with it. Natural gifts choose you. You don’t choose them. You are gifted. Remember that,” saying that she rolled her window. The car’s engine started with a roar, and just like that, the old lady and her sweet-smelling perfume disappeared in the middle of the dense traffic. “So, evil dressed in kindness?” Raj said, waving his money in front of Mira. “No. I guess this was just pure kindness dressed in kindness,” Mira said. 62
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“Don’t forget her driver almost ran you over!” Raj said with sarcasm. “Not the first time, Raj. But this is the first time someone has stopped to be kind to us. So, that makes me feel like I am not that invisible, and that is a good feeling to have. It is good to be seen,” Mira said, smiling. “Here is your water bottle, Mira.” Raj grabbed Mira’s hand and placed a cold bottle of water in her hand. “You said you were thirsty.” “I thought you sold all your water bottles to that lady.” Mira looked at Raj with surprise. “Yes, all except for one!” He smiled at Mira warmly. “It is not food but might help with a hungry, rumbling stomach.” “Thank you, Raj.” Mira hugged him with affection. “I can’t wait to awaken every cell in my body with this fountain of youth water!” Mira began to giggle. “One day, water is going to be more expensive than gas; that is what I heard on the radio one day.” Raj gently pushed Mira away from him. “This water that you are making fun of might make me a millionaire one day.” Winking at Mira, he laughed. “By then, you might be an old man, Raj,” Mira said, taking the cap off of the water bottle. “Yes, but a rich old man,” Raj said, raising his eyebrows and laughing. Mira looked around. All the little peddlers were busy running to the cars, some selling goods, some old cheap plastic toys, while others washed the windshields of the cars with little spray bottles and faded towels. All of a sudden, Mira imagined the busy intersection crowded with old men and women selling goods and scrubbing the car widows in slow and tired movements. She rubbed her eyes with the back of her hands and looked again. She sighed with relief as she saw the little kids zigzagging around the cars like busy little bees. 63
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“I hope you don’t have to wait that long, Raj. Thank you for the water,” Mira said. She watched as Raj put his cooler box on his shoulder and navigated the busy intersection until he safely reached the other side of the road. Turning around, he waved at Mira, who was eagerly drinking the water.
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temper. But like so many other children who worked to support their families, he did not have many options. Childhood escapes us, Mira thought sadly as she transfixed her gaze on a crowd of people gathered in a circle. In the center were four brightly painted bamboo poles. They were about six feet tall and erected ten feet apart while stretching a tightrope along the way. A loud thumping on a drum could be heard from miles away. Shielding her eyes from the sun with her hands, Mira looked harder. She walked closer and pushed through the crowd. A little girl wearing a bright yellow dress with a red scarf tightly tied around her little waist began to walk on the rope. Her braids reached her shoulders, and two bright yellow ribbons were tied at the end of each braid. As her little feet clung to the once-white rope, she balanced two brass pots on her head. Her arms, fully stretched to the sides, moved slightly up and down with every step that she took. The rope sagged underneath her weight, but she still managed to keep her balance and move forward. The thumping got louder and more intense before a woman handed her another pot. She skillfully placed it on the top of the other two pots. A few people in the crowd clapped and shouted some words of encouragement. Mira had seen this act several times before, but the little girl’s balance on that rope never ceased to amaze her. Mira remembered the day that she had seen the show for the first time. She gasped each time the little girl took a step forward on the rope, and at times, Mira covered her eyes, thinking she was going to fall off the rope. At the end of the show, Mira walked up to the little girl’s mother and asked her if she was ever afraid of her little daughter falling off the rope and hurting herself. The woman placed her hands on her hips and gave Mira a long stare before snarling at her. “For people like her, walking on that rope is a hundred times easier than walking on this firm ground,” she said, firmly pointing her finger to the ground. “Besides, that is the only time people look up at her instead of looking down. I 66
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grew up doing the same thing until the rope could no longer bear my weight.” “Were you ever afraid?” Mira asked with curiosity. “No, I was more afraid of hunger. You don’t look like you have a royal lineage either.” Pointing to her pastry tray, the woman said sarcastically. “Life is always like a balancing act on a tightrope. Fear will only knock you down.” The louder and more continuous sound of the drum startled Mira. She looked around. The little girl was now on the ground and bowing. A little boy wearing a red turban was walking around with a plastic container, collecting money. Mira put her hand in her pocket to take some coins out. “Nope! Not accepting leaves!” a little voice said. Mira looked at her hand. A bunch of leaves mixed with some coins filled her palm. She looked up at the little boy with the turban and smiled. “How about a credit card then?” Mira said teasingly. “The credit card machine is broken. Cash only!” Shaking the plastic container, the little boy said impatiently. Mira put a few coins in the container. The little boy gave her a dirty look. “If you didn’t have enough money, then why did you watch the show?” he mumbled. “At least I am paying something,” Mira said angrily. “Half of the people walked away without paying a paisa! Instead of wasting your time here and complaining, go collect money from the rest before they walk away, too!” Mira gently gave him a push. “Now that you have enjoyed the show, why don’t you use your leaves to purchase refreshments?” he said, walking away. “And by the way, you are banned from the next show, weirdo!” “Hey! Leave her alone!” said a loud voice from a distance. “Quit pestering people!” Mira turned around and saw the little girl waving her hands in the air. The boy with the turban stuck his tongue out at Mira 67
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and skipped ahead, shaking his plastic container up and down. The coins bounced around, jingling loudly. Mira hurriedly walked toward the little girl who was now sitting in the shade of a tall teak tree, gulping water from a metal cup. Mira gave her a wide and warm smile. The little girl smiled back at her. “You are so brave! I have seen your show so many times,” Mira said with enthusiasm. “Yes, I know. I have seen you before. What is your name?” the little girl asked. “Mira, and what is yours?” Mira asked, still smiling warmly. “My name is Avni. And there is nothing brave about me walking on the rope. I have been doing this since I was three years old,” Avni said while still sipping water from the cup. It feeds my family. Do you go to school?” Avni asked, looking at Mira inquisitively. “No,” Mira said. “I used to, but I have to work too. Where do you live?” “Under the bridge,” Avni said without any hesitation. Mira did not know what to say. She felt sorry for her. All of a sudden, she was so grateful for having a room to live in. There was an awkward silence before Avni spoke again. “My mother tells me that the bridge is like our rope, only much stronger and made out of concrete and stones. People and cars don’t need to balance on it. The bridge is like a kind rope that connects places,” Avni said in a matter-of-fact tone. “I asked my mother if our rope was unkind since it doesn’t connect me to anywhere. It just connects two bamboo poles. I walk on it for hours every day, but at the end, I am still right where I started. “ “Hey, leaf girl!” The boy with the turban’s voice interrupted them. Mira and Avni both looked in his direction. He stuck his tongue out again and laughed out loud. 68
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“You better pull that tongue back in before a bird comes and snatches it out of your mouth one day!” Avni yelled out loudly. Hearing that, the little boy immediately closed his mouth and growled angrily at them. “Don’t mind him,” Avni said, rolling her eyes. “That is my cousin. Things are not going well in his village. The extreme heat and a swarm of locusts destroyed their crops. His parents brought him to the city to earn money and one less mouth to feed. He is just angry and taking it out on other people.” Avni wiped the drops of sweat rolling down her forehead with the back of her hand. “I need to go and douse myself with water before the next show. This heat is becoming unbearable,” she said and began to walk away. “I will see you around.” Waving her hand, Mira said in a friendly tone. “Hey, by the way, have you ever fallen off that rope?” Looking surprised, Avni stopped to respond to Mira’s question, “Yes, but that was a long time ago. I never fall off now.” “Maybe your rope is kind, too, after all!” Mira said with a big smile on her face. Avni thought for a few seconds before she resumed walking again. “I hope so.” She mumbled under her breath.
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replaced by disappointment. “I will never be able to see that creature again,” Mira said, sighing out loud. “But that is what you get for being a coward and running away, Mira!” she said, addressing herself in a mocking tone. “Now, you will never find out why the leaves and the trees led you here.” Saying that, she lay down on her back. To ward off the heat of the blazing sun, she covered her face with her dupata. She looked at the sun through her faded yellow scarf. The red polka dots of her scarf gave the sun the appearance of a yellow-dotted ball sitting in the middle of a vast blue background. “You look prettier dressed in red polka dots, but you are still as hot as hell,” Mira whispered as she closed her eyes. She loved the coolness of the tall green grass against her back. It felt soft and comforting, but her mind was still riddled with so many questions, and that feeling of being so disappointed in herself just got worse with each passing minute. “I should have stayed and talked to her. But what if she would have eaten me up? But she did smile at me.” Her eyes closed, and her face still covered by her dupata, Mira continued to talk to herself. “I bet she was very hungry and had not eaten in days. I must have looked really enticing to her. Even though I am really skinny, hunger can make you very delusional. I bet she saw me as a delicious round little dumpling.” Mira tried to console herself. “I do not eat people!” A strange voice objected. Mira felt dozens of drops of very cold water falling on her face. She immediately opened her eyes and once again froze in fear. The creature was standing over her and staring intensely right into her eyes. Looking at the creature through her scarf, the red polka dots of her scarf shifted to the creature’s face. Her long dark hair cascaded down her shoulder, but the lopsided lotus flower was no longer clinging to the side of her hair. The greenish scales that covered one side of her face and body shone brightly under the blistering sun. Like tiny mirrors, each scale reflected the rays of the sun, making it hard for Mira to look at that side of her body. Her dark blue iris with the silvery pupil 71
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her shoulders. Mira noticed that her silver pupil began to flicker again as soon as she got into the water. “Wait!” Mira said while inching closer to the water. “Who are you? Why are you here in this pond? How come I never saw this pond here before? Will you live here in this pond forever? “Mira paused to take a breath. She had so many questions and didn’t want to forget to ask her each and every one of them. “And…” but before she could continue, the creature put her finger to her own lips and smiled gently. Mira immediately got quiet. After a few moments, the creature spoke. “Look into your pocket and see how many leaves you have left?” Instructed the creature. “How do you know about the leaves?” Mira asked as her eyes widened with disbelief. The creature’s watchful eyes shifted to her pocket. Mira’s hair stood on the back of her neck. Without asking any more questions, she obediently put her hand in her pocket and pulled the leaves out. Arranging them neatly in the palm of her hand, she began to count out loud. “One, two, three, four and five.” She extended her hand toward the creature so she could see it, too. “You can only ask five questions,” the creature said, moving closer to Mira. Mira hastily withdrew her hand and scooted backward. The creature’s large, deep-set eyes squinted rapidly a few times, and her upward, small nose, covered in grey scales, vibrated back and forth. The florescent lines on her eyelids lit up one by one. She looked at the sun but quickly looked away. The small ripples began to appear in a slow circular motion that eventually engulfed her fully. She made a strange noise that startled Mira. She is going to disappear again, Mira thought, panicking. “Wait! Don’t go yet! Today, I have plenty of time. I have sold all my pastries, and I don’t have to watch Madhu either. Maa has taken her to work with her.” Mira begged. 73
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The creature looked up at the sun again. Mira looked up at the sun, too. It looked like a golden blazing ball that was relentlessly spewing heat, she thought. She must be hot. Mira unwrapped her scarf from around her neck and offered it to the creature. “Here, you can cover your head with this. Doesn’t help much, but you can try. Nowadays, nothing seems to help with this heat.” Mira complained in a resigned tone. “At least you get to live in the water. We don’t even have enough water to take a bath. Every day, I stand in a very long line to fill up my buckets with water. We use that for everything. Cooking, bathing, and cleaning,” Mira said, looking at the creature. She seemed to be listening with eagerness. “Does everyone live like you do?” The creature asked. “No!” Mira said quickly. “Only poor people do. There are lots of us. Rich people have everything! Lots of water, cool homes, cars, and every rich kid gets to go to school. They don’t have to work. Things are so different in the slums. That is where I live.” Mira said shyly. Maybe if I keep on talking to her, she will stay, she thought. There was so much Mira wanted to know about that mysterious creature. Only five questions, she looked at the leaves in the palm of her hand. “Can I ask you one question today? Please?” Mira begged. There was a long silence. The ripples were circling faster and faster around her. The creature began to bop up and down in the water. The small oysters hanging from her necklace swung side to side, making a jingling sound. She looked at Mira and shook her head in agreement. “My name is Oni.” She said. “Oni.” Mira softly repeated it. “It’s a beautiful name.” After a few seconds passed in silence before Mira spoke again. “What does it mean?” “The Wanted One. My father had always wanted to have a girl, and he was overjoyed when I was born, so he named me Oni. “Oni’s voice trailed off. Her silver pupils stopped to flicker. 74
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imagined it all. The leaf on her pillow was not an accident either, she thought. But why was all this happening and above all, why was she the one? “Nature appreciates kindness, just like the rest of the living beings,” Oni spoke again. “Some people have a gift to understand nature.” She stared at Mira. “But why me?” Bewildered, Mira asked. “I am just a poor girl who lives in the slums. I can’t even afford to go to school. What can I do?” “A sea may be full of treasures, but you can only find them if you look for them. Otherwise, it might just stay hidden forever. You wouldn’t know if you have a treasure inside you unless you look for it.” Oni’s voice trembled. “Nature chose you because you are kind to it. The trees led you here for a reason. Living in the slums and being poor should not define you. Kindness should! That is your hidden treasure, your gift, Mira.” Mira thought for a few moments before she approached Oni with small steps. She then slowly knelt down in front of her, placing the little leaf in her hand. “And the sea is where my story begins…and it is where it might end.” Saying that, a cobalt blue teardrop hit the surface of the water with a big thud. Oni let the little leaf go in the water. As the little green leaf began to float peacefully on the surface of the water, Oni took a deep, long breath and began.
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disaster. It is called the Faceless Beast. You may not be able to see it, but it will definitely leave a path of horrific destruction. It will take many forms, many colors, many shades and sometimes you may not even see it. But you will definitely feel its presence.” He then gave his son a red corral and before he could continue, he breathed his last breath. The prince was dismayed. That day, the young king couldn’t find out the importance or the reason behind the red corral, but he realized that it had to be of great significance. He couldn’t find the answer, no matter how hard he worked to uncover the reason behind the red corral. He did not believe in living in a palace. Instead, he had built a house as modest as everyone else’s. But there was one rule that everyone living in the kingdom had to abide by. All the houses had to be built with seashells, while the roofs had to have red corrals on top. “Why?’ Sounding intrigued, Mira interrupted. “Patience is a virtue. Haven’t you heard that saying before?” Oni chided. “I was just getting to that part,” she said as she continued. “The inhabitants thought that maybe the red coral warded off the evil beast and kept them safe. Hence, every house had the red corrals on their rooftops. If one looked from far away, the red corrals on rooftops seemed like a vast valley of crimson tulips underneath the water.” Oni sighed, and after pausing for a few seconds, she continued. “The hills that surrounded the kingdom were covered by thousands of multi-colored corrals. There were rows and rows of them, zigzagging up and down the hills and reaching down the valleys. It almost seemed like a gigantic rainbow had embedded itself underneath the sea. As little kids, we loved playing hide and seek in the corral-covered valleys. There were some of us who could change their colors. Sometimes, it was impossible to spot them as they blended so perfectly. They always won. I remember once I tried very hard to hide inside the red corrals, and as I squeezed my eyes shut, I hoped that my color would change to 79
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red, but after a few minutes, I heard a chorus of loud laughter. I opened my eyes and saw everyone circling me. I knew then I was found as green as before. That night, I begged my father to give me a potion that would give me the power to change my color to any color I wished. My father was the medicine man. His task was to make sure that every living thing in the kingdom was healthy. My father sat me down and explained to me why he was not able to do that. He said we were all born with gifts but also with limitations. “You have a gift, too, and that is your intelligence,” he said, hugging me tightly. “You use that to overcome your limitations.” “That night, I could barely sleep. I could not wait for the game of hide and seek the next day. As soon as the game started and everyone hurriedly scattered to find a good hiding place, I found a vast patch of green coral and comfortably tucked myself in underneath it. I sat there and waited with much excitement. I saw my friends swim by me several times and ultimately failed to find me. I did win the game that day, but after that day, they all knew where to look for me in the midst of green corrals.” Oni stopped, and a faint smile spread across her face. “My beautiful home of wondrous corrals,” Oni whispered. She looked up at the sun again and let out a strange sound. The little ripples began to appear around her once again. “Wait,” Mira said, panicking. “How will I see you again? Do I just come here and wait for you?” “You have four more leaves left,” Oni said. “You have to let a leaf go in the pond if you want me to come to you,” Oni said. “Remember four leaves and four questions.” As soon as she said that the ripples got larger in size and began to encircle Oni. It looked like a blue wooden top with darker blue stripes spinning slowly before gaining speed, Mira thought. Children in her neighborhood often played with the brightly painted wooden tops, spinning them on the dusty ground. Mira watched as Oni was completely submerged in the water. She just sat 80
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there, motionless and deep in thought. The cool breeze slowly diminished, and small beads of sweat slowly began to fall on the back of her hand, which was resting on her lap. Mira cupped her hands and dipped them deep in the clear water. She caught the reflection of the sweltering sun in the water that quickly filled her cupped hands. “I am holding the sun in the palm of my hands,” Mira whispered softly. “Maybe you should take a dip in the water and get a little cooler. You are scorching us all!” Mira stretched out her fingers and watched the water drain from her hands, making little bubbles as it hit the surface of the pond water. All of a sudden, a glittering little object floating in the water caught Mira’s attention. Mira stretched her body as far as she could and after a few rounds of splashing the water toward her, the little shiny object was finally within her reach. She quickly scooped it up and examined it carefully. She gasped as soon she realized that she was holding a green scale, Oni’s green scale. “Why is it falling off?” Mira whispered to herself. She put the little green scale in the palm of her hand and rolled it around a few times with the tip of her index finger. She inspected the little piece for a few moments before cautiously putting it in her pocket.
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“Hey, Mira!” a familiar voice tore through the chaos of the alley. Mira looked back and saw Yug’s little shaved head bopping up and down as he ran toward her. Mira waited patiently for Yug to finish panting and making strange noises. “It is so hot, I think I am dying of heat exhaustion!” he said, bending down, holding his stomach, and making gurgling noises. “Okay, Yug, that is enough,” Mira, losing her patience, growled at him. “Stop being so dramatic all the time, Yug! My feet almost melted on the way home. That is how hot the asphalt is nowadays. Do you see me doing…” Before she could finish, Yug quickly interrupted her. “You are the strong one, my mighty Queen. Please put your hand on my bald head and bless me so I, too, could be immune from this wretched heat that is burning us all.” Yug bent down, pretending to touch Mira’s feet. Slapping his head gently, Mira couldn’t help but giggle loudly. “What happened to your balloons today?” Mira asked. “Sold them all? This was a good day for both of us. Someone bought all of my pastries.” “No, Mira.” Yug’s voice trailed off as he spoke, “I didn’t sell many today. Seven of my balloons popped because of the heat. I didn’t make much money, and on top of that, when I got home, I found out that my uncle and his family are here from the village.” “Why?” Mira asked curiously. “Well, there was a huge flood that washed everything away! The entire village was underwater. Somehow, they managed to survive. They clung to the roof of their hut for two days until the water receded. They are so weak and devastated. They traveled by foot all the way here since they didn’t have any money for the bus fare.” “I feel very sorry for them,” Mira said with a heavy heart. “My mother sent me over to ask your mother for a big favor,” Yug said. “Our room is so small and we barely fit in ourselves. We will somehow manage with two extra adults, but there is 83
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absolutely no room for my little cousins. Can they sleep at your house, Mira?” Yug’s eyes beamed with hope. “But you have seen how small our room is, Yug. Like your family, we barely fit in there too. It is a tiny room.” Mira tried to object, but Yug’s hopeful eyes melted her heart. He always does this to me, Mira thought. I can never say no to him. “But Mira, it is the size of your heart that matters! Not your home!” Putting his hand on his heart, Yug smiled. “They are two little lanky kids. They will only take up as much space as two skinny Maggie noodles.” “One day, you will become a big politician, Yug!” Laughing hard, Mira teased him. “You know how to convince people. But I will have to ask Maa first.” She added. “No, I don’t want to be a politician, Mira. I am not a liar. They only make empty promises. Their promises are more hollow than my balloons!” Yug said, chuckling. “Since I didn’t make much money today, I am going to help at the grocery store. They will pay me to unload the goods from the truck. We have four more mouths to feed until my uncle is able to find a job.” Yug said before sprinting as fast as his little legs could carry him. Halfway through the alley, he stopped and waved at Mira. “Jai Ho! Thank you! I will see you in the evening, Mira!” he said and sprinted out of the narrow alley.
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“It is not like your village, where houses are made out of mud bricks,” Yug interrupted. “You will fall through these roofs like a sack of potatoes! Besides, you don’t even want to deal with the city mosquitos! They are the size of helicopters and hover overhead forever until they find a landing spot on your body. And once their gas tank is filled with your blood, they take off, leaving a welt that itches for eternity.” Yug loudly slapped the back of his neck, making a funny face. “Did one just find a landing spot on your neck?” Akash asked while his eyes widened with fear. “Yes,” Yug said. “I am sure it did! And if you don’t go inside and keep us standing here any longer, every bare part of my body is going to be busier than the international airport, with all the mosquitos landing and taking off!” He pushed Akash forward one more time, and hesitantly, he marched forward and stood next to his sister by the small door. “Great,” Yug yawned loudly and waved goodbye. “Now that everything is settled, I need to get some sleep.” That night, Madhu and Akash fell asleep soon after they finished eating at the chocolate bar. They both giggled and licked their chocolate-covered fingers. After patting Akash’s back for a few minutes, Antara quietly sat up on the straw mat that she shared with her little brother. “I can’t go to sleep,” she said, looking terrified. “Every time I close my eyes, I feel like I am drowning in the flood waters.” “I am not sleepy either,” Mira said. She swiftly sat up on her mat and smiled warmly at Antara. “I have so much going on in my head too. Don’t worry, we don’t have floods here in the city. Lately, we have had these really heavy rains, but luckily, there have been no floods. Imagine what would happen if we had a flood in the slums. Everyone’s house would probably float away like little matchboxes.” Lowering her voice into a whisper, Mira continued. “Madhu is so afraid of downpours, too. Our room was once flooded because of heavy rains.” 86
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Hearing that, Antara let out a little scream and quickly put her hand on her hand to muffle the sound. She didn’t want to wake up her little brother. “Great, me and my big mouth,” Mira quietly mumbled to herself. “I scared this poor girl even more.” She regretted talking about it. “No, don’t worry! It is not the same. I have seen the floods on the TV. We don’t have one, but one of my mother’s friends who lives a few doors down from us has a color TV. I saw it once on the news.” Mira tried to comfort her. “Sometimes the rainwater might get up to your ankles, but one can still walk in it.” Hearing that, Antara let out another muffled scream. “Maybe I should just stop talking; this is not helping at all!” Mira mumbled to herself. Antara just sat on her mat motionless, like a statue. Mira thought of asking her to come and sit next to her, but there was not much room to move around. The small floor of that tiny room was lined with the vertically sleeping bodies of her mother and the two little ones. Mira thought for a minute and then smiled at Antara. She pointed to the door and quietly whispered. “Let’s go out. We can’t talk here.” Antara shook her head in agreement and they both tip-toed out of the room, making sure they didn’t step on anyone. Once outside the room, they both sat down on the ground. The alley was dimly lit by the streetlights that had lined the road behind the crowded rows of little homes. “First came the drought,” Antara spoke softly. Her big brown eyes fixed on Mira. Her bangs were cut slightly slanted, Mira noticed for the first time. And her small silver nose ring shone a little every time she moved her head. “The corn field that my father worked on was always fertile. When I was little, I loved going to the cornfield. My father always measured my height by making me stand next to the shortest cornstalk. He would then tell me that my job was to make 87
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sure that I grew as tall as that cornstalk. But even the shortest cornstalk always outgrew me in height very quickly. My father would tell me that if I wanted to catch up, then I needed to drink my milk every night. I guess that was his way of making me drink milk. When I was little, I didn’t like drinking milk at all.” Antara laughed shyly and continued. “But when the drought came, nothing grew. All of a sudden, I was always taller than the tallest cornstalks. They began to wither away. The ground in the village cracked, and there were long, scraggly gaps everywhere. Everyone in the village prayed and prayed really hard for the rain, but the rain never arrived when we needed it. One night, when I saw my father sitting outside our hut and crying, I knew we had lost the crop and there was nothing that we could do. Eventually, the rains arrived, but it was nothing like we had ever seen before. The clouds seemed so angry, the thunderclaps were deafening,” Antara put her hands on her ears and closed her eyes. “What happened then?” Mira asked, already guessing the answer. “It was early in the morning and there was a loud noise. My father ran to the door and screamed with horror. I got up and ran to the window. There it was, a giant wave, yellow in color, loud and angry, rolling toward us.” Antara moved her hand up and down like a wave and made a swishing sound. “It looked like a giant clay monster gobbling down everything in its path. There were people trying to stay afloat and some were trying to hold on to tree branches as this monster dragged them along. It was awful. I can still hear their screams. My father helped us climb up to the top of our house. We were lucky that our hut wasn’t washed away.” Antara sighed out loud. “I never want to go back to the village again,” she added. Mira was deep in thought. She remembered the story of Bijli and the greedy prince Zayn had told her a few days earlier. What was making the clouds in Antara’s village so angry? Mira wondered. 88
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“Don’t worry, you will be safe here. You don’t have to worry about floods here.” Mira tried to sound reassuring, but deep down, she wasn’t that sure. The weather has changed so much there, too, in recent months. But she didn’t want to scare Antara even more. “My father says there is something ominous about this weather,” Antara said. “He has been working on the farm all his life since he was a little boy helping his father, and he has never seen anything like this. That is why we are going to stay here, in the city. Hopefully, he can find a job here.” As soon as Antara said that, a big moth flew right into her forehead, making her jump up and scream loudly. “I guess it is time to go back inside,” Mira said, getting up and walking inside the little room, with Antara quickly following her. That night, Mira struggled to fall asleep. It was too hot and humid. The little white fan failed to bring any relief from the heat and five of them sleeping so close to one another made the stuffy room even more intolerable. At least they are safe here, Mira thought, looking at their little visitors.
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Mira swiftly got up to her feet and tiptoed outside. She hurried toward the common bathrooms that the slum dwellers shared. Before the only two washrooms in their section of the slums, a long queue had already formed. With buckets of water in front of them and towels draped on their shoulders, young and old stood there patiently. A line of gloomy and already-looking exhausted faces waited for their turn to use the bathrooms. Maa will definitely catch me if I wait here in this long line, Mira thought. I don’t have time. I am heading to the pond anyway. There is plenty of water there for me to wash. Excited and nervous at the same time, Mira took off toward the woods.
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and exotic appearance. Her necklace of oysters jingled softly as the closely strung small oyster shells swung side by side. Are there pearls inside those oysters? Why is she not wearing a pearl necklace instead of those pearls still hidden inside those shells? Mira wondered. “I snuck out of the house this morning.” Mira suddenly blurted out. “I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to see you again.” She smiled bashfully at Oni. She then proceeded to tell Oni the story of their little visitors, the floods, and droughts that had befallen a number of villages. Oni listened quietly. She seemed very stoic and sad. Her pupils flickered more and more dimly with each passing moment. The corners of her small upward mouth appeared to curve downward, making her look sorrowful, Mira thought. She immediately regretted telling Oni about it. “Why do you wear an oyster necklace instead of one with pearls?” Trying to divert Oni’s attention, Mira asked softly. “I have seen pictures of princesses wearing gold and pearl jewelry, but I have never seen one wearing oysters.” A faint smile covered Oni’s face. “Did you know that not all oysters have pearls in them?” Oni asked. She looked at Mira and continued. “They are more valuable to me than what might lie inside them. Did you know that seashells purify the water?” She probably thinks that I am stupid, Mira thought. Well, maybe that is what happens if one doesn’t go to school. Feeling embarrassed, Mira lowered her head, trying not to look at Oni. “They might turn a spec of sand into a beautiful jewel, but they are as vulnerable as we all are,” Oni said. “They are my friends. They make me feel less lonely,” Oni said, lifting up her left arm from underneath the water and lovingly rubbing the shiny shells of the little oysters. Mira noticed a red corral bracelet on Oni’s wrist, “The Kingdom of Wondrous Corrals,” Mira whispered. 94
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It was almost daylight. The forest was fully awake as some of the birds flew out of the dense leaves of the trees in search of food, others just perched on the branches singing sweet melodies. Pulling her legs close to her chest, Mira rested her chin on her knees. “Do you miss your home?” Mira asked. “What happened to the Kingdom of the Wondrous Corrals?”
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old fan’s broken blades with that before. It makes a lot of noise but works fine. We can glue these back on.” Her voice quavering, Mira attempted to sound reassuring. “Once they fall off, they are no longer of any use to me.” Oni’s pupils flickered dimly. “But…” Mira tried to reason with her, but she stopped herself. Deep down, she knew that Oni was right. Something was terribly wrong. She cast her eyes down and solemnly stared at her toes. What if I ever got sick and lost my toenails? Mira wondered. Would I be able to glue them back on? That was so dumb. Now, Oni probably thinks that I am such a dumb girl. This is so embarrassing. Mira continued to gaze downwards. “My father tried every potion and treatment but to no avail.” Oni continued in a somber tone. “The King’s health was deteriorating. Soon after, more and more of us began to show the same symptoms. My father was tirelessly working day and night. He was in search of a cure. However, it was like a race against time, and it seemed like we were losing that race. But what we didn’t know was that a bigger disaster was lurking around, and what we were dealing with was just the beginning of a much more horrific event.” Oni stopped suddenly and looked up at the sky. Mira followed her gaze and noticed black clouds slowly moving in. Like dark plumes of smoke, they puffed ahead slowly. The sun that was just shining not too long ago seemed to be struggling to outrun those gathering clouds. Mira heard a shuffling sound right behind her. She quickly turned around. There was nothing but green grass and tall trees for as far as her eyes could see. “It seems like there is going to be another storm.” Mira tried to reassure Oni. “At least the sun is not too hot when hidden under those clouds.” Mira scooted even closer to the edge of the water. Oni looked away from the sky and continued. “The day we found out about the corrals was the day we realized that something very sinister was in the works. That morning, everybody noticed 98
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something very ominous about their homes. Every red corral on the rooftops had turned white. The King’s father had warned us of some evil that would one day wreak havoc and displace everyone. The King ordered us to promptly swim to the coral reefs that surrounded the kingdom and report any changes. Once we arrived there, we were struck by what we found. The corrals had all turned white. The stunning, colorful corrals were now reduced to ghostly white mounts as if someone had spilled buckets and buckets of white paint all over them. We cried in disbelief as we stood there. The Kingdom of the Wondrous Corrals was no longer that magical place that we called home. I swam closer to the reef. I remembered all the hide-and-seek games that I once played there. I remembered wishing that I could have changed color to hide better, but now all the colors had evaporated. Everything began to change so rapidly after that. The ocean floor was getting hotter and hotter. Everything became so unpredictable. We desperately moved from one end of the kingdom to the other end in search of some relief, but our suffering followed us wherever we went. The King was certain that this was the invisible monster that his father had warned him about. To me, this was the beast that stole the colors from our corrals. This was the beast that was stripping us off of our scales. One by one, it robbed us of everything. But that monster was not planning to stay faceless for too long. It was going to come out roaring one day and destroy what was left of our kingdom.” Oni took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Mira’s heart was feeling heavy as she tried hard to conceal her tears by resting her forehead on her knees. She imagined a magical realm that was so full of vibrant colors reduced to a ghostly white patch of land under the sea. She imagined all the red corrals erected on top of each house turning white like someone was switching off the lights one by one, turning everything grey and dreary. A bee buzzed by Mira’s ear. She quickly lifted up her head and swatted at it. She remembered the bees from Zayn’s story. I wonder if there 99
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are sea bees? she thought. She felt sorry for all the living things under the sea. And I thought things are so bad here, she thought. Maybe, one day, that monster will come for us too. That thought sent a chill down her spine. “What did that beast look like, Oni?’ Mira asked, feeling frightened. “As the water got hotter and hotter, small holes began to slowly appear in the seabed.” Oni continued. “Soon after they appeared, a red steam began to come out of those holes. The steam was so hot, and it had a strange smell to it. It was as if some force was drilling holes from underneath the seabed. It felt like some evil force was trying to make its way into our kingdom through those holes. More of us began to fall sick. Our food sources were diminishing. Even though we were so petrified of getting close to those mysterious holes, we did try to fill them in with whatever we could find. But soon, too many of them opened up everywhere. And the ones that we had covered would begin to open up again.” “But why didn’t you escape, Oni?” Mira couldn’t help but interrupt again. “Everyone could have gone to a different part of the ocean. Somewhere safe,” she said, quickly wiping her tears. She imagined Oni and her family huddled together and surrounded by those oozing holes. “We had lived in that part of the ocean for hundreds of years,” Oni said. “That was the part that offered the perfect climate for our survival. Not everyone can flourish in the same climate. We may be able to survive for a while, but not for too long,” Oni said, running her fingers gently on her scales. “Imagine if it stormed here every day,” saying that Oni pointed to the sky. Mira looked up. She was so focused on Oni’s story that she didn’t notice that the sky had become much darker than a few moments ago. There was an eeriness about those dark clouds, Mira shuddered. Even more birds were perched up on tree branches. Maybe I should run home before it starts to rain, Mira 100
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“Wasn’t there anyone who could slay that monster?” Mira asked as tears were quickly pooling up in her eyes. “I have heard so many stories of the brave knights and princes who always overcame the beasts and dragons. They invite them to a fight, drawing out their swords. They defend the innocent.” Mira raised her arm high and waved it back and forth. “And in a blink of an eye, the good guy defeats the bad guy!” “That happens only in fairy tales.” Oni sounded bitter. “Yes, my mother doesn’t believe in fairytales either.” Mira quickly agreed. Nobody came to her rescue, she thought. “She says if one spends too much time in a make-believe world, they will eventually forget the reality of their life. And poor people like us can’t afford to forget the reality that we are in every day. Sometimes, I don’t understand what she means, but I do like to dream of a better life. If you don’t dream, then how can you make it real?” “That’s right. Nothing should stop you from dreaming or wanting a better life. But on that day, even a knight, a prince, or a magic wand from a fairytale could not have saved us,” Oni said, shaking her head. “Why?” Mira asked. “Because you can’t kill a shadow when the beast casting the shadow walks right here, on earth, on the land!” All of a sudden, Oni’s voice was filled with anger. Her pupils flickered faster and faster. “We could fight a shark, push a whale away, or ward off any attack that was brought on by what lived under the sea. But not when that monster is created in a place that is so unreachable.” Mira yelped with fear and shock. Here? What and who could have created that beast? She wondered. And where is that beast now? She could see the goosebumps on her arms. There was silence. Mira looked around furtively. Is that monster lurking around here somewhere? What if I can’t see it either until it is too late? she thought, feeling frightened. All of a sudden, she missed her mother, Madhu and their little yellow room. She 105
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hates humans. If she thinks that monster was created here, then she will blame us. All of a sudden, a loud thunderclap filled the air. The ground shook. The calm surface of the pond began to get agitated by huge ripples. Mira screamed loudly. She dragged herself backward a few inches, tucking her feet under her and away from the water. Oni looked up at the sky. Her eyes widened with fear. The sky was getting darker and the clouds were hiding the sun. She looked at the lotus flowers. They had begun to close their petals. That was so strange. Mira noticed. They usually closed their petals at night. There was a strange noise coming from the direction of tree lines that surrounded the pond. A swarm of birds were flying into the branches and huddling together on the tree limbs. Mira looked at the tall blades of the grass. They were beginning to bend down, their tips almost touching the ground. “What is happening?” Mira looked at Oni helplessly. “I don’t have much time, Mira.” Oni sounded panicked. “Your world and my world are intertwined. What is happening here on the land is affecting us and what is going on in my world is affecting you. You may not be able to witness what is happening in my world, but one day, the world may not be able to unsee it. When people of our kingdom begged my father for a cure, he cried. He told them that he was helpless. He couldn’t fight a shadow when the entity casting the shadow was so incredibly far out of his reach. I chose you because you have a gift, Mira. You have a bond with nature that is remarkable.” But before Oni could finish, another loud boom of a thunderclap filled the air, but this was much louder and the ground shook underneath Mira’s feet. Mira gasped, covering her ears with her hands as she saw a thick bolt of lightning descending from the grey clouds and coiling itself around a tree, setting it ablaze. “Mira, run! Go home before this storm gets worse!” Oni shouted. 106
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misty and agitated body of water. Wiping her face with her hand, Mira tried to focus as hard as she could, but there were no signs of Oni. She screamed her name so loud that she could feel her throat burn, but that thunderous storm was much louder. The crackling sounds of a breaking tree branch filled Mira with fear. She began to run as fast as her legs could carry her. The ground underneath her feet was getting slicker as the rain poured harder and harder, and the sound of the breaking tree branches made her heart race. At times, the wind was so strong that with each powerful gust, Mira lost her balance, knocking her down to the ground. But with each fall, Mira still kept her fingers wrapped tightly around whatever Oni had slipped into her hand. She was too afraid to open her fist. She didn’t want to lose what was in there.
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“Yug will look for her until we get back.” Her mother said reassuringly. “And as soon as I am done with cleaning, you and I will go looking for Mira.” After wiping Madhu’s face with her scarf, her mother grabbed her hand and began to walk hastily. While Madhu struggled to keep up with her mother’s quick pace, she watched her cry softly all the way to that house. The lady of the house allowed Madhu to come inside and gave her two slices of bread with butter and sugar sprinkled on top. After folding one slice of bread, she cautiously put it in her pocket. She didn’t want any of the sugar to fall off of it. “Mira loves sugar,” she whispered to herself. She took a big bite of the bread, making a hole right in the middle of the square slice. Through the hole in the bread, she watched her mother and the bucket of water move farther and farther down the hallway until she turned around the corner, disappearing from her circular view. She then moved the slice of bread upwards towards the ceiling light. Framing each and every dangling crystal ball in the hole of that slice of bread. She counted them in a whisper. “Madhu! What are you doing?” Startled by her mother’s voice, Madhu dropped the bread in her lap. “You better eat that quickly! And if I see a single crumb on the floor, you will get in a lot of trouble!” Her mother scolded her. “This house has a big floor,” Madhu complained. “When will you finish so we can go and look for Mira.” “Madhu, you better sit quietly…” Madhu’s mother was interrupted by a deafening sound of a thunderclap. Madhu froze in fear. It even shook the house. Her mother walked over to the big window and looked out. She stood there silently for a few moments before she spoke. “Get up, Madhu! We are leaving now!” Putting down the bucket of dirty water, she tossed the piece of cloth on the floor. “Let’s go!” 110
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was a little firefly nestled in between the thick branches of the tree. As the leaves were being fanned violently by the storm, the lone firefly’s glow shone intermittently through the thick wall of water. It seemed like the little firefly was not affected by the gusty wind. That was odd. While Mira struggled to keep her eyes open under the heavy downpour, she watched the little glowing dot descend lower and lower. Holding on to the trunk of the tree, Mira pulled herself up. She looked up again, but the little firefly was not there. She swiped her hair away from her face and tried to focus harder. But the little glowing dot had disappeared as if it melted away in the rain. The wind blew it away, she thought sadly. But all of a sudden, she spotted a little glowing dot a few feet away, again inside the thick leaves of another tree. Mira’s heart began to pound with excitement. She gathered all her strength and ran to the tree with the glowing dot. She looked up at the little firefly and screamed as loud as she could. “Yes! I can see you! I will follow you!” Screaming as loud as she could, she shielded her eyes from the rain with her hand and looked ahead. And there it was, the little glowing speck shone faintly inside another tree. “I need to get home to Maa and Madhu,” Mira mumbled to herself, determined.
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branches. As her tears streamed down her face, she looked up at Madhu, who had opened her eyes and was staring at her. Mira didn’t feel the need to hide her tears from Madhu. The rain was already taking care of that. She is not going to know the difference between the raindrops and my tears, Mira thought. “Why are you crying, Mira?” Madhu shouted, her lips quivering. “No, I am not crying, Madhu!” Mira shouted back, surprised by her little sister’s question. “It’s the rain! Don’t worry! We will be fine.” Forcing a smile, she tried to sound reassuring. “You are a liar! You are scared, too!” Madhu yelled at her. “You are crying because you are sad, just like me. Maa said it’s okay to be afraid! Maa will try to fix everything and keep us safe!” saying that Madhu tilted her head back and looked at her mother’s face, who was tirelessly carrying her through the flooded narrow alleys. “Maa, tell Mira that we cannot be afraid,” begged Madhu. Either her mother didn’t hear her, or after witnessing the conditions in the slum, she was just too devastated to offer any reassurances. She kept threading the standing water silently and deep in thought. “Maa!” Madhu screamed louder, trying to get her mother’s attention. “Stop it, Madhu! Let her be! I believe you!” Wiping the water off of her face, Mira hissed at her. Mira watched as Madhu pressed her little forehead against her mother’s neck. She seemed like a drenched and frightened baby bird. She just wanted to hide under her mother’s wing.
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“Is our house all gone?” Startled by Madhu’s voice, Mira opened her eyes. Her vision of the lustrous lake was immediately replaced by the cloudy water and the stench that rode it tirelessly. “No, Madhu. You can open your eyes now.” Mira replied. “Is it filled with water?” Madhu asked, still squeezing her eyes shut. “Even if it is, we will sweep the water out.” Her mother finally spoke. “You can’t shut your eyes forever. What you are trying to hide from will always be there when you open your eyes again. The reality doesn’t change or flee by you shutting it out. You have to stare it in the eye and face it like a brave little girl.” Sometimes her mother’s unemotional and cold reactions puzzled Mira. But she knew she loved them dearly. It was her way of teaching them not to have unrealistic expectations from life, Mira thought. She was raising them all alone, Mira tried to justify her mother’s bitterness, which surfaced every now and then. As soon as the rain stopped, the loud swishing of brooms made out of coconut leaves and the noise of water being emptied from the buckets in the already-flooded alleys filled the air. Children cried loudly either for food or because of their parents’ lack of attention, who were working hard to make their tiny homes livable for the night. Cheap plastic chairs in front of the homes were covered with soggy wet clothes, mattresses, and blankets in the hopes of salvaging whatever they could. Cross-legged, sitting on a tall step stool, Madhu watched as Mira and her mother tried to push the water out of the door of their room. “Push it harder, Mira! See, it comes right back in!” she screamed every now and then, her eyes wide with worry. “Don’t worry. I am trying hard not to let it back in, but it sneaks back in through the leaves of the broom.” Mira tried to explain, wiping the droplets of sweat with the back of her forearm, “It is much faster than you are, Mira!” Madhu said, raising 122
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her eyebrows. “You have to do it faster! Please don’t let it come back in.” “I will not allow it to touch you,” Mira promised. “I wish we lived in a very tall building.” Madhu raised her arms up in the air. “And a roof made out of concrete. So strong that it never leaked. Even in the monsoon. And if you looked out the window, the people seemed like small ants. And the cars looked like little toys. I bet right now we seem like ants to those who live in those tall buildings,” Madhu said, sighing. Mira’s heart melted with sadness. In the light of the kerosene lamp, Madhu’s face looked even smaller and paler. “If you want to live in one of those houses, then you study hard and change your destiny.” her mother said, spreading a thick piece of plastic sheet on the dump floor of their room. “How can I study if my school is closed, and how can Mira study if she has to work?” Madhu protested. “Does this mean we will be ants forever?” Madhu gasped dramatically. “Yes, Madhu. In that case, we will have to hurry and climb up those tall buildings,” Mira said. “And you better make sure your little ant legs are strong enough to cling to the surface of the wall firmly if you don’t want to get washed out by the flood!” saying that, Mira began to tickle the bottom of Madhu’s feet. Her thin frame convulsing with laughter, she tried to push Mira away. “Stop it, Mira!” Madhu begged, sitting up, “It is so hot in here. When I laugh, I feel even hotter! We always lose power when it storms. I wish we had a fan that could work with batteries. Do ants feel hot, too, Mira?” Surprised by Madhu’s question, Mira rested her chin on her knee and fell silent. Once again, the memory of everything that had happened earlier that day crowded her mind. Oni’s worried and frightened face every time she glanced up at the sun, the shadowy, dark force that was responsible for the destruction of her kingdom. Is it coming for us? Or has it already arrived? That thought sent chills down Mira’s spine. 123
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“When the weather is this hot, everything feels its wrath,” Mira’s mother said quietly. “Nothing is spared. Animals, insects, plants, and trees- nothing can escape from them. Nothing.” She wiped the dripping sweat from her face with the edge of her sleeve. Mosquitos had already started buzzing around the lantern. Attracted by its glow, they congregated on its thin metal handle. Every now and then, they would make the mistake of getting too close to the hot glass that covered the flame. Some were fast enough to fly away from it, but some just crashed into the glass and fell to the floor. Just like the sun, it is beautiful from a distance but lethal if you get too close to it. Mira remembered what Oni had said to her. Mira slipped her hand into her pocket and very subtly pulled the little oyster out. She gently caressed the smooth surface with the tip of her thumb. Catching the light from the lantern, suddenly, the little oyster cast a rainbow-like shadow on the worn-out wall of their little room. Madhu quickly jumped up to her feet. Her mother let out a muffled shriek.
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“Well, you may not believe it if I told you about her.” Mira sounded defeated. “I don’t even know if she is even alive now!” Mira tried very hard not to cry, but her voice was shaking. She felt overwhelmed by sadness. I may never see her again, Mira thought. “Enough of this, Mira!” Her mother warned. “Why would she not be alive? What happened in those woods?” Mira could feel the panic and fear in her mother’s voice. “Maybe we should go back to the woods and bring Oni home!” Madhu said. “Not now. Tomorrow morning, when the rain stops and there is light.” Sounding afraid, Madhu quickly corrected herself. “It is not that simple, Madhu. Oni is very special. And she lives in the pond. She can’t live on the land for too long. She is already very sick,” Mira added helplessly. “Bas Mira! Enough of this nonsense! Making up one story after the other! Are you taking me for a fool?” her mother screamed at her. “I am not lying!” Mira screamed back, feeling frustrated. “Don’t you dare talk to me in that tone!” her mother said, getting up and walking toward her. “Oni is real, Maa! She spoke to me because I have a unique bond with nature! That is why she chose me!” Mira yelled, covering her face with her forearm. She was sure that her mother was going to slap her hard. “And why would she choose you? A poor girl from the slum?” her mother said with sarcasm and bitterness. “The only unique bond we have is with poverty, suffering, and hunger.” The quickly pooling tears in her mother’s eyes reflected the light from the kerosene lamp. Overcome by sadness, Mira covered her face with her hands and began to sob loudly. “Because not everyone discriminates against people like us,” Mira said, crying. “You may not see anything special in me, but my friend Oni does.” 126
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“I never thought that you were not special, Mira.” Her mother spoke softly. “In our world, being special doesn’t mean much. There are certain things that will follow us like deep, dark shadows no matter where we go.” “But maybe if we walk far enough, those shadows will get tired of trailing us, and eventually, we will be free of them,” Mira said, sitting on her knees next to her mother. “How would we know if we don’t try?” “Because God knows that I have tried many times and I have failed.” Her mother’s voice trembled. “I just don’t want you two to dream big dreams and get disappointed each time. Maybe this is my way of protecting you two. It may be flawed, but it comes from a place of love.” “If I can’t afford to go to school full time, then we need to help Madhu break this vicious cycle, Maa,” Mira whispered, hugging her mother. “Tell me all about Oni, Mira,” her mother said lovingly as she patted her head with affection. “Can I hold the red pearl, please?” Madhu begged. “You can hold on to it while I tell you both about Oni and how I was able to see her. At times, it may sound incredible. There were times that I also thought that it may all have been a dream, but Oni is as real as this red pearl that you are holding.” Mira pointed to the dazzling bead that now sat on Madhu’s palm. A loud sound of thunder jolted their little room. They all looked at one another with fear. “This storm is not done with us.” Her mother mumbled. She wrapped her arms around both Mira and Madhu and hugged them as tightly as she could. “Oni warned that something bad was going to befall us,” Mira whispered quietly. Maybe whatever was lurking overhead, outside, or somewhere close was watching them and listening to them, she thought as her whole body quivered with fear. 128
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it diligently, but it was too late to save it. The little plant’s leaves continued to wilt and fell regardless of all our efforts. One day, I caught you pouring your glass of milk into the pot. I got very angry since we barely had enough food for ourselves. So, later that night, as soon as you fell asleep, I threw it away. You cried and refused to eat the next day when you found out the plant had gone missing. I was worried that maybe something was wrong with you. Why would a child be so attached to a plant? I found it so odd. But you never stopped asking us about it. Finally, your father bought you a new plant, one that looked very similar to the old one.” “He did?” Mira asked, feeling surprised. “Did he love me so much?” Mira’s mother quickly looked away. She didn’t respond. For as long as Mira could remember her mother always ignored her questions about her father. Her questions about her father’s whereabouts were repeatedly met with silence. Mira looked at Madhu. She was caressing the gleaming pearl with the tip of her finger. She didn’t seem to be listening to them at all. “Maa, why didn’t father love us? Why did he have to leave us?” Mira asked in a whisper. “Because you didn’t bear him a son? I remember that day when you were crying and pleading with him not to leave.” Mira’s mother just stared off into the distance as if she wasn’t hearing Mira at all. A wisp of her hair was almost covering her left eye. Her beautiful big eyes lined with kohl seemed even larger in the dim light of their room. Her nose ring sparkled brightly every time she moved her head, giving her otherwise tired face a little spark. Looking fondly at her mother, Mira smiled. “Maa, was father good to you?” Mira asked again. She ignored her question again. She finally spoke after a few minutes, but not to answer Mira’s question. Feeling disappointed, Mira decided to listen to what her mother had to say. 131
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“When I was little, my Nani would often tell me the story of the Little Girl and the Sea. I never got tired of listening to it. I begged my grandmother to tell me that story as I loved listening to it over and over again.” Looking at Mira, her mother said. “If it is scary, I don’t want to hear it.” Madhu hastily spoke up. “You hold on to that magical pearl, Madhu, and nothing will harm you,” Mira said lovingly. I wish that were the case, Mira thought, her heart heavy with worries and fear. “There was a faraway village that was burrowed between a huge forest and the sea,” her mother began. “The village was very small. The men were fishermen who sailed their small fishing boats into the sea every day, hoping and praying for a generous catch of the day. There was no school in the village, so most of the children either helped their fathers by unloading the fish, untangling the fishing nets at the end of the day, or repairing them if they were damaged. Sana loved the sea. As soon as she was done helping her mother with the household chores, she ran to the seashore. She spent most of her free time by the sea. Every morning at dawn, she would follow her father to his boat. All the boats were painted with bright, vibrant colors: blue, red, yellow, or green. She loved the color of her father’s boat the most. It was the brightest amber color that one had ever seen. In the forest, there was a wide variety of different flowers. Every flower was unique and beautiful. But there was one particular tree with the brightest yellow flowers. It grew in the densest part of the forest. Even though it was not easy, every year, Sana and her father would go deep into the forest and collect those flowers. And after drying them in the sun for a few days, he then made a paste out of them, adding it to the white paint. Sana loved how the vibrant yellow paste made gilded swirls as her father mixed it with the white paint. She watched the yellow paste dissolve slowly, making the white paint disappear more and more with each turn of the wooden stick. Finally, the whole mixture was a bright amber color. Her father named his boat Sona (Gold.) 132
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“‘This is my secret of a color that doesn’t fade in that heat of the blazing sun.’ He would say it every time they mixed the paint. “Every morning at dawn, Sana would sit on the sand and watch all the boats sail out to the sea. She watched the fishermen push their little boats onto the sea, heaving and panting and once the water bore the weight of the boat and it began to sway weightlessly up and down, they would jump in and take control. After watching the little boats get smaller and smaller in the distance, Sana waited for the waves to reach her feet. And every time the waves got close to her toes, she would quickly step back. “You are not as quick as me! She would say to the sea, giggling with excitement. She considered the sea her friend. The waves played games with her and they brought ashore the most beautiful shells. Most women in the village wore jewelry made out of seashells. Intricately crafted necklaces, anklets, and bracelets were also taken to the markets, along with the fish, to be sold. But as time passed, the villagers began to discard the waste from their fishing trip and cleaning the fish in the sea. Old pieces of lumbar from old boats floated in the water aimlessly. At times old, discarded fishing nets washed ashore with fish and other sea life helplessly trapped inside. At other times, bottles and pieces of discarded objects made their way out of the sea and to the shores. “One day, a huge storm arrived from the horizon. It seemed like the dark grey sky blended with the sea that had suddenly turned colorless. The rough, rogue waves began to crash against the seashore. Sana and her parents ran to their small hut, but the ear-piercing sound and the impact of the rolling sea waves could be heard and felt as the ground beneath them shook violently. “Our hut will not be able to withstand this storm,” panicked and afraid her father said, grabbing her arm. They began to run inland, ‘The waves will reach our hut soon. We need to go deep inside the forest.’ They ran as far away from the seas as they could. Like them, most of the villagers took shelter in the forest until the 133
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storm had passed. The next day, the sun arose over the sea and cast prisms of light that looked like fireworks frozen in time. The terrified villagers slowly emerged from the forest. Children ran to the seashore, and women hurried toward their huts to survey the damage, praying that their huts stood the wrath of the sea. Sana knew something was wrong as soon as she looked ahead. The seashore was no longer dotted with the long line of colorful boats. “Father, the boats are gone!” she screamed out loud. Panicked and shocked, villagers ran to the edge of the sea. Loud gasps and cries filled the air. “We are ruined!” One woman screamed out loud. “We are done for!” Another person joined in. “We will starve to death!” someone said. “We are too poor to get new boats!” This was the first time that a storm had carried their boats into the sea. Sana looked up at her father. His sunken cheeks made his face look even skinnier. His thick eyebrows seemed more slanted than before, making his eyes appear sad. Sana looked at the sea with resentment. She watched a wave rushing toward her. This time, she didn’t move back. She stood still, and as soon as the wave reached her feet, she stomped on it as hard as she could. She kicked it so hard that her toes dug deep into the sand. And when the wave receded, she could see her footprint in the sand, “I hate you!” She whispered. The whole village was in chaos. People were salvaging what was left of their homes. Some had already started to bring wood and branches from the forest to rebuild their huts. Some just sat on the sand and stared aimlessly into the distance. Saddened and dismayed, Sana snuck away from everyone and sat on the ground in a secluded spot. She worried about her father, his amber-colored boat that was probably gone forever. 134
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“Not even once has anyone thanked me for everything that I bestowed on you and your village.” Said the voice. “Food, beautiful shells, rain for the forest, lulling you to sleep every night and waking you up with my breeze every morning. Instead, I received trash and disrespect in return! You humans like to take and take without gratitude and only appreciate the value of things once you lose them. The storm is not my doing. Your kind is responsible for that, too. Today, it may have taken the boats, but with the passage of time, there will be much more to be lost.” Sana didn’t know what to say. She just stared at the shell in disbelief. She felt sad for calling the sea a thief. It is right, we have stolen the fish, she thought. The sea was right. She considered the sea her friend, but she had never thought of thanking it before. She picked up the conch, put her mouth on the curved opening of it and whispered: “Thank you!” She waited, but no one spoke again. The only thing that she could hear was the distant sound of the waves. Holding the conch in her lap, she sat there until dusk cast its reddish light on the calm surface of the ocean. Leaving the conch shell back where she had found it, she finally got up to her feet and walked home. That night, as she lay on the floor next to her mother in the roofless hut, she gazed at the sky dotted with thousands of stars and wondered what the sea had meant by saying it was their doing. Maybe one day I will find out why, but in the meantime, I will be grateful for everything that I have. Even my roofless hut, she decided. The next morning, she woke up by the gleeful and loud laughter and excited voices. She quickly got up on her feet and ran to the door. She couldn’t believe what she saw. She rubbed her eyes with astonishment and looked again. The little colorful boats were all washed ashore, once again dotting the seashore with their vibrant colors. And the one that shone the brightest was her father’s amber-colored boat, Sona.
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Children danced while drumming on the metal plates with the wooden sticks. Men hugged each other, and women cried with relief. The sea had returned their boats. “Thank you!’ Sana mumbled. From that day onwards, the villagers never forgot to stay thankful and showed their appreciation and thankfulness by keeping the shores clean and free of anything that could pollute the water.”
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“I don’t want to lie down on the floor!” Madhu’s fearful voice trembled. “What if the water rushes in and sweeps us out while we are sleeping!” Her fearful look and raised eyebrows made Mira’s heart melt. “Then we will sit up against the wall. You two get some sleep and I will keep an eye on the crack under the door and the leaks in the roof.” Patting her head with love, her mother tried to reassure her. It didn’t take too long before Madhu fell asleep. Mira’s head was buzzing with what her mother had said earlier. More than those words, it was the look on her mother’s face that spoke volumes, Mira thought. Why did father leave? Mira looked at her mother, who had shut her eyes and her head resting against the wall. She knew that her mother was not sleeping. “Maa..” Mira lightly tapped her on the forearm. She didn’t respond. Mira stubbornly tapped her on the arm again. “What do you want, Mira?” her mother asked, her eyes still closed. “What actually happened to father?” she asked. “You can tell me. I am old enough now.” Mira kissed her mother on the shoulder. “So, you are old enough now?” Opening her eyes, her mother looked at her with love. “If Oni can trust me, then why can’t you?” she said. “It is not a matter of trusting you, Mira.” Her mother slid her body upwards against the wall very gently in an effort to sit up higher and not disturb Madhu, who was peacefully sleeping with her head in her lap. “Then what is it? Are you keeping a secret from me?” Mira asked. “It was your father’s wish, Mira,” her mother’s voice trailed off, and she added, “To tell you everything once you were old enough.” Mira’s heart skipped a beat. His wish? Why? Where is he? All those questions were swirling in her head simultaneously. All of 139
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a sudden, feeling hopeful, she asked, “Do you know where he is?” Suddenly, her mother covered her face with both hands and began to weep uncontrollably. “He was just too sick..” She managed to say before her whole body shook violently. Putting her head on her shoulder, Mira embraced her mother and held her firmly until she was able to speak again. “Working in a pesticide factory came with risks. We knew it, but not having a job and not being able to feed our family was even more dangerous,” she said. “He worked hard. Never missed a day. He always said the smell of sulfur followed him all the way home like a ghost, never leaving him alone. He even smelled it in the freshly washed clothes. Sometimes, in the middle of the night, I would find him sleeping outside, sitting up against the wall in the alley. But I began to notice other troubling signs. He was getting thinner and thinner. He would refuse food and go to sleep with an empty stomach. I noticed pigmentations on his skin, and he often seemed to run out of breath. I was worried sick. I begged him to go to the doctor, but he laughed off my worries and reassured me that he was just fine. By the time his cough began, it was already too late. Shortly after Madhu was born, one day, he came home and said to me, “Do you remember that I always said the stench followed me home like a ghost?” I didn’t know what to say, so I just looked at him with surprise. He said, “Looks like it didn’t just follow me home. It also burrowed itself in every cell of my body. Poisoning me slowly.” Holding each other, we cried a lot. He had already known it for a while but didn’t have the courage to tell me. That day, he begged me to grant him two last wishes. His first wish was to allow him to go back to his village, by the sea, to spend his last days looking at the ocean. He grew up by the sea. His father was a fisherman. His second wish was to never tell you two until you were old enough.” “But all this time, I thought he had abandoned us.” Mira broke down crying. 140
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“That truth was not any better,” she said, and her mother kissed her forehead. “Living as a young, lonely widow would have been more difficult. It was much easier to pretend that he was alive and perhaps one day he would show up. Only I knew that he was never going to come back. Your father loved you both dearly. You saw me begging him not to leave, but I never told you that he was not leaving us because of you and Madhu,” she said apologetically. “Maybe we should have told you the truth. But, sometimes, love will make us do irrational things. When emotions run high, we do things that we might regret later. Sometimes, carrying this burden made me so bitter, and at times, I blamed him for my misery and suffering.” Putting her face in the crook of her elbow, Mira’s mother sobbed harder as she kept mumbling, “It is all my messed up destiny.” Tightly holding her mother in her arms, Mira sobbed with her. He loved me. He loved Madhu. But I will never see him again, Mira thought and sobbed until her eyelids began to burn and sting. Her heart got so burdened with pain that she thought it was going to burst with sorrow. She didn’t know which pain was bigger. The thought that he had abandoned them, or, now, knowing that he was gone forever. Never returning. Maybe Maa was right. Maybe she wasn’t old enough to bear the pain, but it was already too late for that. The burning pain of that loss had already lodged itself in the deepest part of her heart. But there was also a part of her heart that housed that little joy of being loved and not abandoned.
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Mira looked down. Trying hard not to disturb the rope, she cast her eyes downward without moving her head. Zayn seemed so little from where she was. “I am stuck on this rope. I don’t even know how I got up here, Zayn. I can’t even move forward without that stick to help me balance myself on this thing. Please help me!” Mira pled desperately. “Yes, you do have something!” said another voice. “Yug! Is that you?” Mira shouted. “Where are you?” “Here!” Mira looked down again. Yug was sitting on the ground. Surrounded by his colorful balloons, from up above it was difficult to see him. “I haven’t sold any balloons today,” he said. “I don’t sell; I don’t eat. But look at your hands, Mira.” Mira looked at her hands. She was holding a giant red pearl. “Mira!’’ That is Maa’s voice, Mira thought. Someone was shaking her hard. I will fall off of this damn rope. Mira tried to curl her toes firmly around the rope. “Don’t worry!” A man’s voice said. “I am right here! I will catch you if you fall.” Mira looked down. There was her father smiling lovingly at her. “Father!” Screaming with joy, Mira let go, and as she fell down below, she wasn’t afraid at all. Her father was there to catch her.
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“We have a Laal Moti to prove it!” yelling loudly, Madhu joined in every now and then. And if anyone laughed at her, she stuck her tongue out and made funny faces. Once by Yug’s house, Mira pounded on the door as hard as she could. When no one opened, she impatiently banged on the door with her fist. “Take it easy.” Yug’s voice came from the little rooftop. “The doors to our houses are very fragile! One more time and our entire house will crumble. Some of us huddled on this wobbly rooftop last night. There is water everywhere. My cousins were too scared and wouldn’t part with their parents. But thank you for allowing them to stay with you one night.” “You need to get out now!” Mira said with panic. “Please, Yug, take your family and guests and head to somewhere safe.” “And, now you are a fortune teller?” Looking down at her from the rooftop, Yug said teasingly. “Can you predict how many balloons I will be selling today? Don’t bother telling me if it’s only a few. I don’t think I can take that news very well, considering what is happening to us now.” “Stop being such a funny, smart mouth!” Mira said sternly. “This is not the time to make jokes, Yug!” “Who is that?” Mira recognized Antara’s voice before another head with long braids looked down at her from the rooftop. “I thought you said it didn’t flood here the way it flooded in my village.” Antara’s voice was filled with disappointment. “Yes, Antara. I have never seen anything like this before. And I think something worse is to come. Please get everyone out! You have seen what can happen, right?” Mira begged. “And where do we go?” Yug asked. “I don’t know. To a school building, office buildings, anywhere but here!” Mira yelled. “Just get the hell out!” “Mira, I don’t think a lot of people are taking us seriously.” Panting and heaving, her mother approached her. She looked up at Yug. “And what are you waiting for, Yug? Go and get your 145
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“I don’t want your pinwheel.” Mira smiled back at her. “Thank you.” Feeling embarrassed, she added. “I want everyone to listen to me. I want you to be safe.” Touched by the little girl’s act of kindness, combined with the pain in her throat from all the screaming and an overwhelming sense of frustration, Mira burst into tears. How can I persuade anyone? Covering her face, she sobbed. All of a sudden, she felt something stepping on her foot. She removed her hands from her face and saw a brown stray dog sniffing her shirt. His little paws were submerged in the water, just like Mira’s feet; only his little legs were covered entirely in the water. He looked at Mira intently. Mira patted his head. “They are not listening, but maybe you can be a good boy and listen to me. Run and run fast! Go somewhere safe!” The little dog stood there. Mira could feel his little paw still resting on her foot. “Go Now!” Mira ordered. The little dog refused to move. Continued to stare at Mira, wagging his tale every now and then. “Are you the one who was creating so much commotion, urging everyone to leave?” a man’s voice from behind her startled Mira. She turned around and saw a man standing there next to her mother. He was probably her mother’s age. He was wearing glasses with round frames. He was tall and lanky. He was wearing khaki shorts and a faded red T-shirt. His eyes looked wide and big from behind his thick, round frames. His thick, wavy dark hair was messy, some strands tucked behind his ears. Mira noticed a white bullhorn in his hand. Mira looked at her mother. She was smiling at Mira. “Yes,” Mira hesitantly responded. The man looked at her with curiosity. “I rushed here to do the same thing,” he said. “When I was heading here, I heard someone scream. Who are you?” the man asked Mira. “And what do you know?” his voice filled with eagerness. 147
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A distant crackling of thunder made Mira jump up. She looked up at the sky and quickly looked at her mother and Madhu. “We need to go!” Ignoring the man, she walked over to her mother. “Wait!” the man said. “I am a scientist. You can trust me. Your mother told me a little about your gift. But I need to hear the whole story. I am intrigued by what I heard.” There was something kind about him, Mira thought. He sounds sincere, but how can I trust him? Mira debated with herself. At least he is willing to listen to me. I don’t have many choices. “Maybe we can help each other out.” The man shrugged his shoulders and smiled shyly. “Many people don’t believe me either. That is why I came here all by myself. Actually, not alone. I brought help.” Saying that, he held up his megaphone. “But I have to say, the volume of your voice was very impressive! I could hear you from the street.” He tried to laugh but noticing Mira’s untrusting stare, he stopped. Little drops of rain began to fall, hitting the standing water with muffled sounds. Panicking, Mira looked at her mother again. “We need to trust someone,” her mother looked at her with love. “This is not your burden only. Let people help you by sharing it. Maybe that is why he was sent our way.” “I am pretty sure that we will need a lot of help from everyone if this is what I think it is,” the man said, looking upward at the sky. “Time is of the essence and we need to hurry. But before we do anything, I need to know if what you are going to tell me is profound enough to render the support that I desperately need. I need a lot of convincing to do to get help on a large scale.” Looking at Mira, he took a deep breath. As the rain began to fall at a steadier pace, the little brown dog inched closer and closer to Mira. “We have to convince everyone to leave, Maa.” Ignoring the man and trying very hard not to cry in front of him, Mira begged 148
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“Scientist Sahib, do you have a name?” Mira’s mother asked. “Yes, luckily, my parents did not name me scientist,” he said, chuckling. “My name is Amanjeet, but Aman for short.” The sound of thunder was getting closer. “We need to hurry! My car is parked farther out on the street.” He said, quickly picking up the little dog and they all began walking hastily out of the small, twisted alley. Once they got to the bridge, Mira was relieved to find out that no one was there. It was already flooded. She hoped that they all had gone to a safe place. The scientist nervously ushered them back into the car. Mira, Madhu, her mother, and Channa squeezed into the backseat of the old white car as its loud engine roared through the narrow roads until it finally came to a screeching halt in front of a tall apartment building. “I hope he lives on the highest floor.” Madhu quietly whispered in Mira’s ear. With every flight of the stairs, as everyone ran out of breath, the smile on Madhu’s face got wider and wider until they stopped in front of a freshly painted white door on the eleventh floor.
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and her mother had seen it before, its beauty left them speechless again. “May I hold it?” The scientist finally asked. Mira looked at her mother, who nodded in agreement. “Yes.” Mira agreed reluctantly. “Don’t worry! This is yours and will always be Oni’s gift to you. I need to study it before making some urgent calls.” Holding the pearl cautiously, he walked over to another room. Mira looked at Madhu sitting by the window, and then she looked at her mother. She seemed older. She noticed the little fine lines under her eyes for the first time. She worked so hard to take care of them. She felt guilty for thinking that her mother was so bitter at times. Her mother had carried a painful burden for so long. But what mattered the most was that they were safe now. She didn’t care if the scientist kept the pearl, stole it, or never gave it back to her. Her family was her treasure and as long as she was with them, she had the entire world. Channa began to bark loudly, looking at something out the window. Mira and her mother walked up to the big bay window and looked out. Flocks and flocks of birds were flying out overhead. Against the background of the dark grey sky, they seemed like big puffs of smoke that were quickly rising and spreading. “Mira, this pearl has four elements. Water, earth, air, and fire! And possibly more!” Finally exiting from an adjacent room, the scientist exclaimed with disbelief. “Maybe Oni knew that your message needed to be accompanied by proof. And that was the only way that people like us would believe you.” “But who is that monster that destroyed her kingdom, the Kingdom of Wondrous Corrals?” Mira asked. “Is that what is coming for us, too?” Mira said, pointing to the window. The scientist quickly walked over to the window and looked at the flocks of birds. 152
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“You want to know who that monster is?” he asked, looking at Mira and her mother. “Then you need to meet the people I work with,” he said. “We need to do this as fast as we can. We don’t have much time left.” He turned on his computer and within a few minutes, Mira could see so many faces on the screen. It was like a magic trick. This was the first time that she had seen people actually talking to each other on a TV, or whatever else the scientist had called this thing. “This is Mira, everyone,” he said, gently pulling Mira by her arm and getting closer to him. “Hi, Mira,” everyone said in a friendly chorus of different voices and accents. “They are my colleagues. They live in different parts of the world. But we all have a common goal. We are all working on global warming and climate change. The monster that Oni was referring to and is responsible for eradicating her habitat is climate change and global warming. It has already made its way to us, too. It is wreaking havoc everywhere and if we don’t do anything about it, our fate might be the same as Oni’s kingdom.” Pointing to the computer screen from where different faces framed into little square boxes were looking at them, the scientist continued. “Our job is to collect information about our planet, its land, atmosphere, ice, and oceans. What we know for sure is that our planet is getting warmer and warmer. This rise in the temperature is not good for anyone or anything. It is hurting everyone.” The scientist fell silent and seemed deep in thought. “But she said that we created it here.” Feeling confused, Mira asked, “What does it look like? Does it look scary? Oni said it was faceless, but one can feel its presence.” “Yes.” Someone with a long beard spoke. “Everything we do here affects our planet. Every day, we are hurting our planet. Like cutting down forests. Air pollution. Plastic pollution. Greenhouse gases. If this monster had a face and a form, it 153
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her mother, who was already trying to comfort Madhu. From the corner of her eyes, she spotted thick bolts of lightning. The bolts were spinning around like a dust storm, and Mira felt terrified. The scientist was frantically pacing up and down while talking to someone on the phone. Occasionally, he got very angry, cursed, and swore. Mira’s mother snuck into the kitchen and gave him a big cup of chai, but it just sat there on the table, untouched. Finally, after a couple of hours, an ear-piercing sound joined the howling wind. A siren. Mira had never heard that sound before. “What is this?” feeling terrified, she asked. The scientist dropped his phone on the table and slumped on the sofa, sighing loudly. “This is the warning alarm! I hope and pray that people heed the warning and run to safety and take shelter.” The scientist said, holding his head between his hands. “What if there is not enough time?” Mira asked as her heart filled with sorrow. The scientist’s defeated look did not need to be accompanied by any words. Mira knew the answer. “And what if there is not a safe place for them to go?” Mira asked in a somber tone. Her heart ached as she thought about Zayn, Yug, Antara, and Avni. She hoped they would all be safe. She felt sad for everyone who wasn’t fortunate enough to be in a building with an actual roof on top. Even though she was very grateful for being in that tall building, she felt terribly guilty. She ran to her mother, put her head in her lap, and began to cry. She felt someone’s hand on her head. “You have a gift, Mira,” the scientist spoke gently. “If you combine that with science and hard work, you can achieve so much. You have managed to help so many people,” he said, patting her head with affection. “If we survive this storm, then there is so much we can do. You were kind to nature and nature entrusted you with its message.” 155
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“Then why can’t we all be kind to nature?” Mira asked, still crying. “That way, we all can be entrusted with its message.” The scientist didn’t say anything. He got up and walked over to the window. He stood there in silence. Mira lifted her head and looked out the window, too. The city’s sky had darkened substantially. It seemed like an angry face, screaming, and the bolts of lightning were like swollen veins that popped up with anger. This is not faceless, after all. Feeling terrified, Mira wiped her tears.
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to protect her from the pain and hurt that she herself felt every day. “Where are you?” Mira whispered quietly. A praying mantis buzzed by her ear before perching itself on her purse, which was lying on the ground next to her. Mira smiled and gently picked it up and placed it in the palm of her hand. She stroked its green triangular little head and watched as it rubbed its forelegs together. She looked at its long neck and leaf-shaped body. Her cell phone began to ring and vibrate at the same time. She gingerly put the praying mantis on the ground and answered her phone. “Is this Dr. Mira?” a voice with a deep accent asked. “Yes, this is Mira. How can I help you?” she asked. “My name is Ryan Donohue. I am also a climatologist like you.” The man introduced himself. “I am calling you from Australia. I got your contact information from your mentor, Dr. Amanjeet.” Mira smiled. He is more than a mentor to me, she thought fondly. He is like a father to me. He is my family now. And above all, he believed in her. During that historic storm, many lives were lost, but many were also saved. They were inseparable since then. They were his adopted family. Mira quickly wiped the tears rolling down her cheeks. “We wanted to reach out to you as we may have a situation of great importance on our hands.” The man’s voice shook. “As we are monitoring an ominous weather phenomena which could be cataclysmic. Not just for us here but for the entire planet.” He stopped and cleared his throat before continuing. “Someone has contacted us about the sighting of a…” he hesitated. “Sighting? What kind of a sighting?” Mira asked curiously. “Mermaid of some sort,” he hesitated again. Mira’s heart skipped a beat. She quickly got up to her feet and took a deep breath. “I thought it might sound familiar to you.” The man said. “It has been spotted by someone twice already.” 158
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“In a pond?’’ Cutting him off, Mira impatiently asked. “No, in a lake,” he said. “Is this a warning sign of what is to come our way?” the man asked in a very somber tone. Mira couldn’t speak. She could hear her heart pound in her ears. Could it be Oni? Her head was spinning with disbelief. She firmly clenched the little pouch with the red pearl inside. She always wore it on a long silver chain around her neck. She never parted with it. “We can arrange for a flight for you if…” After a few moments of silence, the man spoke again. “I am on my way!” Mira interrupted quickly. “Time is of the essence, and yes, this might be a warning!” As soon as they hung up, Mira began to run. The little praying mantis clung to the strap of her purse as she ran out of the vast field with the sole surviving sandalwood tree casting dancing shadows on thousands of white and blue flowers.
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Books by Zahra Omar Shansab The Shoeshine of Kabul Light Chaser Mira and the Magic Pond Awards include Gold Mom’s Choice Award Next Generation Indie Book Award Finalist Silver Medal Readers’ Favorite International Book Award Readers’ Favorite Book Award Finalist Hollywood Book Festival Honorable Mention Paris Book Festival Honorable Mention New York Book Festival Honorable Mention San Francisco Book Festival Honorable Mention
◆◆◆◆ Zahra Omar Shansab is an award winning author and started writing poetry and short stories when she was in 4th grade in Kabul, Afghanistan. She was forced to flee Afghanistan during the Soviet occupation. She lived in India for several years before immigrating to the United States. She has a degree in psychology and enjoyed working with children of diverse backgrounds. Her personal experiences as a woman and an immigrant compel her to tell the stories of the downtrodden and the desperate. Her first two books, The Shoeshine of Kabul and Light Chaser were recipients of multiple awards, including Mom’s Choice Award, Readers’ Favorite International Book Award, and Next Generation Indie Book Award.
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Twelve year old Mira has to sell her mother’s homemade samosas to motorists and commuters at one of the busiest intersections of a city in India. Living in a tiny room in the slums is also getting harder, as the monsoon storms are becoming fiercer and more violent. She often wonders why the weather is becoming hotter and more unpredictable. One eventful day, as she heads home, Mira decides to take the long way back and stroll through her favorite forest. What happens next in the forest makes Mira realize that nature had chosen her to relay an important message that could save nature itself and life in a race against time.