A Quick Portrait: Bagyi Aung Soe Dagon Taya Hkyeyi, 64 (October 1998). A. The following is an excerpt from an emotional essay written by Bagyi Aung Soe about four years ago. You can call it a memoir. “Talking about Tagore I am reminded of Ko Htay Myaing7 (Dagon Taya). I heard he’s painting now and I would like to see his work so much. But I had betrayed him once, so we are not really in touch and have grown apart. Ko Htay Myaing is a simple quiet man who never quarrels, drinks not, and is a good person; he’s lovely. On the other hand, I used to drink a lot, and was always on the lookout for a fight. The two of us, so different, often took walks at night and ate ice kachang at a roadside stall. We would talk about literature, music and art. If there was anything that I did not know he would teach me.” This is a simple and honest statement of his feelings. But I was not upset as he thought I was, and I do not believe we grew distant because of his drinking or because he became part of a group that had nothing in common with me. I think it was simply because we lost touch: when I stopped publishing the monthly magazine Taya in 1950, we did not see each other as much as we did before. Among my close friends, many are drinkers and we would meet and talk while they are drinking. One day I arrived at a house where we usually gather. Many were already there. After a while, I noticed that they did not look happy. They were not saying much and I wondered what the matter was. Just then, a boy with a shoulder bag containing a bottle came in. Only when the bottle was put on the table did my friends cheer up and began talking. When I pointed that out to them, they laughed. When I continued, “You drinkers are like this. You can only smile and talk when you see a bottle,” they smiled but did not seem to like it that I called them drinkers. That Ko Aung Soe8 and I saw less of each other (or as he said, “grew apart”) was not because of his drinking, nor was it because he became part of a group that had nothing in common with me; I have a principle of not having enemies. I can be sitting at the same table with those who criticise me without anything happening. I can understand them. But he wrote that he had betrayed me. It was not so. I do not think it a betrayal; it was only what he felt. B. When I began publishing Taya9 in 1946, I had first commissioned painter U Ba Kyi to do the illustrations. From the second issue, I used artist U Ohn Lwin; U Ba Kyi was appointed art teacher at the Teachers’ Training College. Then I asked my good friend Ko Nyi Nyi (Shin Lon) to do the artwork. At that time, Ko Aung Soe came to see me and introduced himself. He wanted to illustrate for Taya and I could see that he was a man of literature as soon as he began talking. Fair of complexion with nice eyes and brows, I saw he was a good-looking man. I wanted to illustrate with pen instead of brush. What luck: what Ko Aung Soe drew with a pen was exactly what I wanted. He was young, and that I liked too. He was then working at the Balthazar Company on Merchant Street (where the US Embassy opened later). Balthazar Company dealt in antiques. Ko Aung Soe lived not far from my office, which was on 14th Street. He lived on 3rd street. So we became close friends. He would bring me his
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Ko Htay Myaing is the author’s real name. Dagon Taya is his pseudonym. Taya means “star” in Burmese.