welcome home emily wang

WELCOME HOME

where my nightmares revolve around me, wrapping me in layers of bounteous malice, sprinting around me like a 200m race gone wrong— it doesn’t stop. it doesn’t stop.

where my nightmares revolve around me, but the rest of the world doesn’t wait, you were here before, i say to the distorted nursery rhyme, please don’t leave me again.

like i’m viewing the world in another dimension, time itself materializing like a windstorm coursing through me, leaving me behind in the cataclysm of my desolate, torn-up reality. ART by JULIANNA BIERNACKI

everything is dark around me now, like 3 am at a forgotten cemetery. all i wanted, truly, was to be able to run again.

what casualty, what cruelty— i realize the voice that’s shouting is my own.

sing the lullaby again. and again. and again. x

WORDS by EMILY WANG