Looking For Love

Poestory

Looking For Love

There was a little girl inside of me, Sad and lonely as can be. She looked for love in different places, She tried to read the many faces.

They all lied and said they loved her, but then again, so did her father. Why me? She would ask herself, She had little memory of herself at twelve

It was hard for her to accept love Loving someone back was really rough I tried my best to suppress her When she came out, it was always anger.

No matter where she went the past haunted her Even when she wanted to forget, the voices told her You are no good and nobody wants you You will become nothing, your own mom refused you.

Your words are not true, can’t you see I found a guy who is interested in me

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He showed me love more than you all did He gave me gifts I never got as a kid

I don’t need you all now because I am in love I get butterflies and he showers me with love This is real, I feel it in my heart Wait! Why does it still feel like there is a missing part?

He tells me how to wear my hair, And for my friends I shouldn’t care. He talks about the size of my foot, My dress he said, didn’t deserve a second look.

He adores me, that’s all that matters, When I see him, I am totally flattered. Never mind the writing on the wall, All the warning signs doesn’t matter at all.

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