june

June June june june june j constance 

she looks so beautiful i shouldn’t think she’s beautiful but she looks so beautiful and who am i to lie

i know my father loves me but he xxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx x x x x x xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx xxx xx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx





and i feel stuck

i think i loved you

c in na m

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you don’t tell your father. what would you say? you sit next to him on the couch watching the olympics, and he gags on caitlyn jenner’s name like he’s trying to swallow a spoonful of cinnamon. is this where you come in? the growl of a mama bear shapes his mouth, as if every transgender woman athlete had her hands on you and your potential to succeed. you find the words you want and then swallow them down. you feel ugly for the silence but you’re living off his love

hom e, ques tion ma rk ??????? major, question mark

solution

?????


i have so many unfi in ished song lyr ics i loved you i think i loved you and and every time i try and stop it it comes dripping out my eyes

i thought of her today laughing with somebody else, it’s funny how she was my heaven when she’s putting me through hell and it’s all crap of course i hardly feel things like that i’m just trying to write some songs that are real and i am not sure how to go about it

i am not sure 

j

2017