Life , Love & Romance. Life 1.7. The Knot.
Things that look simple need not be that simple.
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Life , Love & Romance. I was humiliated. Its human to err. I erred. Rajesh was so cute that I opend my mind to him. “I love you�, I had said. I hugged him and kissed. He was so innocent that he told this to his best friend Jose. He went around telling people what I had said and done. It was a joke for all. I was humiliated.
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Life , Love & Romance. Was that all? Was that so simple? NO. That day we were alone. Nobody around. My heart throbbed loud. I asked him to come inside the room. He came in. I clossed the door.I undressed him. I took him to the wall and set him leaning his back on the wall.Knelt before him, sucked his penis till it ejaculated. Then I released him. He dressed himself, while I watched. We smiled at each other, I opened the front door. He left the room.
Life , Love & Romance. Yes, we were friends for some time. I made him my friend, because I wanted him. Because I had sexual interest in him. He aroused my passions. Perhaps God created me like that. To obey God is no sin; But to negate God is a sin. Thats why I never negate my impulses. Thats why I never feel ashamed of my feelings towards Rajesh.
Life , Love & Romance. God created him so cute That I couldn't resist my desire To have sex with him. But you see , I didn't attempt sex at the first instance I just sucked his cock and gave him Sexual satisfaction. Sure, sucking gives more sexual pleasure Than that in masterbation
Life , Love & Romance. I thought it was his first experience. I didn't want to hurt him, inflict pain on him. That was why I didn't engage him in a sexual act with me. But nobody gives any attention to your good intentions and care you give to your friend. They all try to find fault with me. They accuse that I tried to sexually abuse him. Did I?
Life , Love & Romance. The trouble began, when he confided about me to his friend, Jose , a boy elder than him, who I think had desire towards him. This young man gave a large publicity to this incident and brought this to the attention of the family. He was orederd not to be friends with me again. Never to meet me again.
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Life , Love & Romance. Rajesh came to me. He was sorry for everything that happend. He told how it all happend. Begged my pardon. I assured Rajesh that I still love him as before and nobody could ever take him away from me. Rajesh assured me that he will come to me whenever he gets a chance.
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I knew instantly that this boy Rajesh was mad about me and he cared for our relation. If he cares for me and our relation, who could be an obstacle in our way.
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Life , Love & Romance. Rajesh was smarter than I expected. He, by mistake, opend his heart only to his friens Jose. But when Jose gave an adverse publicity about what had happend inbetween us, Rajesh immedietly rejected it all, and said it all lies. This helped Rajesh and me to a great extant in facing the society. His friendship with Jose came to an end.
Life , Love & Romance. Jose was a sexy thing. Sure I would have gone after him, but he just disliked me. He had contempt for me, which he didn't hide. When ever he could, he insulted me. I could never find out why he hated me. He just hated me. He Hated me more when his friendship with Rajesh came to an end.
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Life , Love & Romance. I always had an eye on Jose. One day he came to me for two thousand rupees, promising to return 'next monday'. I smiled, called him in for a cup of tea. As he sipped the tea, I gave him two Thousand rupees. First time in his whole life, he smiled to me. This brought a new hope of sunshine in my life.
Life , Love & Romance. But to my distress, that seemed the last smile from him as well. He appeared not to know me. He seemed not to remember the loan he took from me. Many mondays passed bye. He never ever came again. I almost forgot him and the loan he took from me.
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Life , Love & Romance. Then, for no reason, he made a campaign against me. He started telling stories about me. He was giving wide publicity to 'just guess' type of stories.Or you may call them 'ghost' stories. All these stories started, “I heard”, or “he said”. I was told , it was a ploy to keep me out of elections. When I have a bad reputation, how can I be a candidate in the ensuing elections?
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Rajesh was very sad. He couldn't stand it all. He was sorry for me. I consoled him. He really loved me.
Life , Love & Romance. It rained in the morning. I was on the road with an umbrella. Jose came running and got in my umbrella, excusing himself, “I forgot to take umbrella”. He raised his face to see whom he was with, saw me and he was silent. His face turned paper white. Umbrella in left hand, I put my right hand over his shoulder and forced him to my room. “Let the whole public see with whom you go and where you go.”
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Life , Love & Romance. He seemed smarter. He smiled heartly. Began to chatter, as if we were good friends for a long time. In the room, I clossed the front door. He said: “thats nice, or else the rain water will enter the room”. I said: “I clossed the door because I am going to fuck you.”
Life , Love & Romance. “ha, ha , people tell many stories about you. But whenever I hear such stories, I object. I tell them these are all nonsense. That these are all lies. I tell them you are a very good man. You shall never do such things. How many times I had come here. I even took aloan from you. You never asked about it. How can I forget it all!” I aked: “Are you Brutus or Iyago?”
Life , Love & Romance. All smartness disappeard. He stood there waiting for my response. He secretly looked around. All doors and windows clossed. Rain going on. Even if he screamed, nobody would hear it. “undress yourself, or I shall help you to.” I said. “Let me go”, said he. The game was over. Lines were drawn.
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Life , Love & Romance. “Why should you do this to me?” “You know better.” I moved to him and began to undress him. He didn't object. He stood there nude. I fiddled his dick. He suddenly kicked me, but I blocked him just in time. I took a rope , tied his hands together. I put the other end of the rope through the hook in the ceiling.
Life , Love & Romance. Now his movements were limited by the rope. It was my turn to smile. I began to move my hands over his cute pretty figure. I pressed and sqeesed his breasts, buttocks and whole body where ever I could find muscles. I kissed his sweet red lips, bit them hard and sucked. I knew I was geting wild as I moved my hands over him.
Life , Love & Romance. He fully co operated with me. There was no point in objecting. His sweet young flesh made me mad. I pressed and sqeesed his breasts and buttocks. I held him from behind. Penitrated his asshole with a finger, and loostening the opening , I madly thrust my dick inside and worked, and ejaculated. I kept him some more time and did it again.
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Life , Love & Romance. Result. He became a fan of me. He began to praise me and support me. He became my friend. He returned my money.
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