JOURNEY WITH BROTHER JOHN ALLEN GREEN OFM THROUGH ADVENT

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ADOWNLOADABLEADVENTRESOURCE THEADVENTSEASON(FROMLATINADVENTUS,“COMING”)ISATIMEOFPREPARATIONANDREFLECTION,HOPE ANDANTICIPATION.ASIXWEEKSEASONINWHICHTHECOMINGOFCHRISTINHISNATIVITYISOVERLAIDWITHA SECONDTHEMEOFTHESECONDCOMINGATTHEENDOFTIME.THISINTERWEAVINGOFTHETHEMESOFTWO ADVENTSOFCHRISTGIVESTHESEASONAPECULIARTENSIONBOTHOFPENITENCEANDOFJOYINEXPECTATION OFTHELORDWHOIS“ATHAND.”

THECHURCHYEAR

ReligioustimesandseasonsThechurchyearhasdeeprootsintheprimitivehuman impulsetomarkcertaintimeswithsacralsignificanceandritualobservance.These aretimeswhenconsciousattentionisgiventothemysteriousforcesthatsurround andinvolvealllivingcreaturesinthenaturalandinexorablecyclesoflightand darkness;labourandrest;birth,growth,death,anddecay

Twointerrelatedcycleshavehadprimaryimportanceintheshapingofreligious calendars.Oneiscosmic:thephasesofthemoonandthesolarequinoxesand solstices.Theotheristheperiodicsuccessionoftheseasonsofnaturethat determinestimesofsowingandreaping.Bothcyclesspeaktothemysteryofbirth, death,andrebirthandtohumandependenceuponthefecundityoflifegiveninthe naturalcreation. AselectionofsacredreadingsfromtheScripturecollatedwithintheLectionaries (Latin:lectionarium)areorganizedintothreeyearcyclesofSundayreadingsThe yearsaredesignatedA,B,orCEachyearlycyclebeginsonthefirstSundayof Advent(theSundaybetweenNovember27andDecember3inclusive).

YearA:GospelofMatthew YearB:GospelofMark YearC:GospelofLuke

TheGospelofJohnisreadthroughoutEaster,andisusedforotherliturgicalseasons includingAdvent,Christmas,andLentwhereappropriate.

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THEADVENTSEASON

TheAdventseason(fromLatinadventus,“coming”)isatimeofpreparationand reflection,hopeandanticipation.AsixweekseasoninwhichthecomingofChristin hisNativityisoverlaidwithasecondthemeoftheSecondComingattheendoftime. ThisinterweavingofthethemesoftwoadventsofChristgivestheseasonapeculiar tensionbothofpenitenceandofjoyinexpectationoftheLordwhois“athand.”

AlthoughtheSundaysinAdventrankassolemnities,theGloriaisnotsungorsaidat MassUnlikeLent,thereisnorestrictionontheuseoftheorganandothermusical instrumentsduringthisseasonThealtarmaybedecoratedwithflowers,although theiruseshouldbemoderatesoastohighlightthesolemnityofChristmas.The violetvestmentsandantependiausedduringAdventmaybedifferentindesignfrom thoseusedforLent.RosevestmentsmaybeusedontheThirdSundayinAdvent (LaudeteSunday).

TheuseofthewreathandcandlesduringAdventarealongstandingCatholic traditionthatwasoriginallyadoptedbyChristiansintheMiddleAgesaspartoftheir spiritualpreparationforChristmasThewreathandcandlesarefullofsymbolism tiedtotheChristmasseasonThewreathitself,whichismadeofvariousevergreens, signifiescontinuouslifeThecircleofthewreath,whichhasnobeginningorend, symbolizestheeternityofGod,theimmortalityofthesoul,andtheeverlastinglife wefindinChrist.Threeofthecandlesarepurplebecausethecolourvioletisa liturgicalcolourthatsignifiesatimeofprayer,penance,andsacrifice.TheAdvent wreathdoesnotreplacetheuseofAltarcandles.

Thefirstcandle,symbolizeshopeandissometimescalledthe“ProphecyCandle” inremembranceoftheprophets,especiallyIsaiah,whoforetoldthebirthof ChristItrepresentstheexpectationfeltinanticipationofthecomingMessiah

Thesecondcandle,representsfaithItiscalledthe“BethlehemCandle”asa reminderofMaryandJoseph’sjourneytoBethlehem.

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Thethirdcandleispinkandsymbolizesjoy.Itiscalledthe“Shepard’sCandle,” andispinkbecauseroseisaliturgicalcolourforjoy.ThethirdSundayofAdvent isGaudeteSundayandismeanttoremindusofthejoythattheworld experiencedatthebirthofJesus,aswellasthejoythatthefaithfulhave reachedthemidpointofAdvent.

OnthefourthweekofAdvent,welightthefinalpurplecandletomarkthefinal weekofprayerandpenanceaswewaitforthebirthofourSaviourThisfinal candle,the“Angel’sCandle,”symbolizespeaceItremindsusofthemessageof theangels:“PeaceonEarth,GoodWillTowardMen”

Thereisanadaptationwherebyawhitecandleisplacedinthemiddleofthewreath andlitonChristmasEve.Thiscandleiscalledthe“ChristCandle”andrepresentsthe lifeofChrist.ThecolourwhiteisforpuritybecauseChristisoursinless,pureSaviour.

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ADVENTSUNDAYONEYEARA

STAYAWAKESPIRITUALWHITESPACE

Matthew24:3744

TheSonofManiscomingatanhouryoudonotexpect

Thewindatdawnhassecretstowhisper,donotgobacktosleep!RUMI

Isittoolate?Areweproclaimingthegospeltoafewclosefriends,whiletherestof theworldqueuesuptobuythelatestIPhone?

ButIdeserveit,itismyfreedom,anditismydreamtolive!ThisfirstlittlestepandI havewalkedfreelyintomyownillusion.Hereinmycomfortableslumber,thereisno thoughtofpoverty,hunger,sickness,death,orthepornographyofwar;theseareall aclickawayinanotherworld.No,nosuchmorbidthoughtsforme!

Andso,theyearsflowtogether,withallthemanypreparationsthatoccupyus, preparationsforholidays,preparationsforcelebrations,preparationsforthenext contest,thenextpageant,thenextproject,thenextpurchase,busy,busy,andbusy withsomanythings…

Thesealsomergeastheyearspass,untilallwehavetimeandstrengthonlyforthe preparationsforthisday.Yetformanythepreparationsofthisdaywillnotbe fulfilled.Asyoureadthisshortreflection,750peoplewilldie.

Onedaythiswillalsobeourdaytodie,andforsomeoneitistodayForalltoomany ofus,evenforthosewhoareelderlyorsickly,themomentofdeathwillcome suddenly,willcomeunexpectedlyandwillfindusunprepared;willfindusclutching andgraspingatallthosepeopleandthingsthatwemustleavebehind.Allourpride, allourprestige,allourwealth,allthosehonourswehavehoarded,allthepromises ofeternallove,allwewillhavetolayaside.

Thegospeliseverfruitfulandwillfinditsplacetogrow.ThisAdventisatimeto breathe,atimetoputasideourgrievance,atimetoletgo,andatimetoprepare.

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Thispreparationcallsonustospendregulartimeinquietandsolitude.Whenweare quietandbyourselves,thedeepestthoughtsandquestionsinourmindcansurface soyoucanwrestlewiththeminprayerwithGod.

LetusbecomeawareofGod’sLoveadmonitionstousinourdailylife,thatconstant presenceinthemanywaysthatcommunicateswithus.Letusawakenoursensesto theawarenessofGodWhenwedo,oursoulwillbecomerefreshedandourlifewill constantlygrow

Asweawakentoallthesethingsinourlives,letusnowmakeourownpreparations sothatthefinalmomentofgoodbyewillnotcatchusunprepared.Fullyawakeand fullyalive,nowisthetimetoacknowledgetheimportantpeopleinyourlife,to remembereachandeverytreasuredmoment,askforforgivenessandtoletgoof grievances,toexpressourgratitudefortheloveandcarewehavereceived,andto affirmourlove.

Thisisnotacompositionforsicknessandapproachingdeath,itisanotefornowin themelodyofourlife

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ADVENTSUNDAY2YEARA AWAKENFINDINGTHETRUESELF

Matthew3:112

TheonewhofollowsmewillbaptiseyouwiththeHolySpiritandfire Deepwithinourancestrythereliesaneedtogather,tohoard,clingingto possessionsandeventopeople.Thisneedtranslatesalsointoourphilosophyand thewayweseetheworld:thisiscorrectthinking,thisistheworldandthisiswhatit meanstobeorthodox.

Weassociateourselvessostronglywithourideasofwhatisright,whatisproper, whatshouldbe,andwhatshouldnotbe,thatweinstinctivelylabelanydifferences toourwayofthinkingasheretical,asevil,asdisorderedthinkingtobedeniedand suppressedThisisme,withalltheideasintrinsictomybeingandsoIlashoutatthe other,“idiot,renegade”!

Yetifwewouldviewourselvesacrosstime,somethingmostunsettlingrevealsitself tous.Asayoungchild,IthoughtinacertainwaythatIjudgedmyselftobeinherent tomybeing.Timemovedon,andweviewourselvesasstudentswithnewthoughts andnewideas,changedfromourchildhood,butstillthisnewthinkinginherentto mybeing,intrinsictomypersonhood.Marriages,births,anddeathsastime progressedwithallthosenewrelationshipsandnewattachments

Yetstill,wethoughtofourselvesasthisunchangingbeingattachedtoallthose feelings,emotionsandjudgementsIthinkthereforeIamWearebeingsmovingin threedimensionalspacetime,continuallychanging,developingandevolvingand ourintrinsichumandignitydoesnotlieinanytwo-dimensionalsliceoftime.

JohntheBaptists’wordsareprophetic,speakingforeachoneofusalso,“theChrist mustincreaseandwemustdecrease”.Eachoneofusiscalledtopreparetheway fortheLordsothatwemaybecomethetrueimageoftheexemplar,thatdivine exemplaroftheChristthatisalreadywithinusWemissthemarkwhenwegive powerandauthoritytothepassionsanddramasthatweassociatewithourselves

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Thesearealltheguisesofthefalseself,oftheegotisticbeingthatwemustdivest throughtheprocessofhumbleselfemptyingkenosis.

Thecalltorepentanceisacalltoanewwayofseeing,learningtoseewiththeeyeof theheart.Thiscallsonustoletgoofthetraditionalprogressionofbuildingblocksof judgementsthatrulewhoisworthyandwhoisunworthy.Kenosisistheoppositeof ourclingingtocontrolofthespaceandtimeasanunchangingsingularity.

Thisisacallforourheartstoresonatewiththatheartthatnowbeatswithinthe TrinitybeyondalltimeandspaceItisonlyfromthatbrokenheartthatwecan expandandincreaseourcapacityforcompassionandlovetoseeasGodseesandto lookuponcreationasgood.IncreasingthesizeoftheaperturethroughwhichLove canflowleadsustonewdimensions.

OnedayasSt.Franciswastravellingthroughthecountryside,hesawaleper approachinghimalongtheroad.Leprosywassomethingthatstillevokedrevulsion inFrancis,andthisleperhadmostofhisfaceeatenawaybytheterribledisease EveryinstinctinFrancistoldhimtoturnandrunaway,lesthehimselfbecome infected,buthecontrolledthisimpulseandtriedtoseetheleperasGodsawhim Withthischangedperception,Francisranuptohimandembracedandkissedhim onhisdiseaseravagedface.Immediatelytheleperheheldinhisarmswas transformed:beforeFrancisstoodthelivingformofJesustheChrist!

Inthisnewrealityofvulnerability,wecometothepossibilityofovercomingthose passions,illusions,addictions,andcompulsionsthatenslaveusandarethecauseof ourbeingstuckinourowncircleofsuffering.Indirectoppositiontotheclingingof ournature,wearecalledtoletgoofallthosecontrollingscriptsthatarenottrueto ourownhearts

Throughsacramentalgrace,wearegiventhenecessaryenergytomasterthe capacitytoremaininthatstateofresonatinghearttoheart,calmlyfocusingbeyond

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theconstantchatterofourmindsandmovingintoastateofNous,themindofthe heartinthat‘spaceofNOWbetweenthenandafter’.

“Atthecentreofourbeingisapointofnothingnesswhichisuntouchedby sinandbyillusion,apointofpuretruth,apointorsparkwhichbelongs entirelytoGod,whichisneveratourdisposal,fromwhichGoddisposesof ourlives,whichisinaccessibletothefantasiesofourmindorthebrutalities ofourownwillThislittlepointofnothingnessandabsolutepovertyisthe puregloryofGodinusItissotospeakHisnamewritteninus,asour poverty,asourindigence,asourdependence,asourson(anddaughter)ship

Itislikeapurediamond,blazingwiththeinvisiblelightofheaven.Itisin everybody,andifwecouldseeitwewouldseethesebillionsofpointsof lightcomingtogetherinthefaceandblazeofasunthatwouldmakeallthe darknessandcrueltyoflifevanishcompletely...Ihavenoprogramforthis seeing.Itisonlygiven.Butthegateofheaveniseverywhere.”―(Thomas Merton,ConjecturesofaGuiltyBystander)

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THIRDSUNDAYINADVENTYEARA

THEGREATSCANDAL

Matthew11:211

Sometimesfacingrealityaboutone’skinishardLikethegreatmystic,Thomas Merton,letuseavesdropasthatguiltybystanderontheeventsthatunfoldSt Francisadmonisheshisfollowersaboutthistypeofgreed,tellingthestoryofthose veryunhappysiblings,complainingbitterlyabouthowtheirparentshadsquandered theirinheritance,“whydidtheyneedsomuchtoliveon?”

Thenarrativealwaysfollowsthesamepattern:Iwastheonethatcaredforthem whiletheywerealive;theothershaveplentyinanycase,whyshouldtheyget anything;thisisthenarrativeofentitlementandexclusion;I’veworkedforit,I deserveit…theydonot!Andsojoyisturnedintosadness,lightintodarkness,and hopeintodespair

JesusproclaimsthekingdomofGod,fulfillingalltherequirementsoftheLawinhis lifedeath,andresurrectionInthisnewageofthesonofman,theLawiscompleted andanewandeternalcovenantinthebloodofJesusisestablishedwithhumanity.

ThisisthenewcovenantofMercy,forgivenessofsins,compassion,andLove…the CommandmenttoLoveeachotherasJesuslovedhisdisciples.

Alltheburdensofourgrievance,theexperienceofbrokenandexploitativeloveand mistrust,makeitimpossibleforustoenterintothatvulnerabilityofselfemptying LoveItisonlythroughthesacramentalgracebornthroughwaterandfireandthe ThanksgivingoftheEucharistthatGodgivesusthenewWayThisistheredemption thatthelawcanneverbringus

Manyhoweverdoubtthelargessofsuchgrace,bothinJesus'timeandamongus today.Theverysamenarrativeofthosesquabblingheirsthatfinditimpossibleto love,underliestheselfrighteousentitlementofthosewhoconsiderthemselves worthysothatothersmustbeexcluded.

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EvenforthatgreatsaintandProphet,StJohntheBaptist,theincrediblelargess proclaimedbythekingdomofGod,wasadifficultthingtobear,andsodoubtcrept intohismind.HadhebeenmisledatthebaptismofJesus?Wherewasthe brimstoneandfirethatwouldwipeoutevil?AtthebaptismontheJordan,Johnhad firsthandexperienceconfirmingJesusastheChrist,yettheincredible,wondrous andawesomenewsproclaimedbytheKingdomofGodscandalisedthisgreat Prophet. ItisonlyoncewehavecometoexperiencethatgreatloveofGodmanifestedin JesusandsomanyofthesaintswhofollowedtheWay,thatwealsocanrejoiceand exultinsuchawondrousproclamationforallofhumanityandallofcreation.Thisis theGoodNewswecantrust!

Thankyoufortheearth,ourmother, shewhofeedsusandsustainsus; forherfruits,hergrass,herflowers, forthemountainsandtheoceans. Praiseforthosewhospreadforgiveness, thosewhoshareyourpeacewithothers, bearingtrialsandsicknessbravely Evensisterdeathwon’tharmthem ‘Praisebetoyou,OmyLord’. Forfireandwater, Lifeisbutasongofworship, andthereasonforoursinging istopraiseyouforthemusic, jointhedanceofallcreation!

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FOURTHSUNDAYINADVENTYEARA GOD’SPLANFORMYLIFE Matthew1:1824

Promises,promises;thebigweddingisoff!Nowwhat…howtocontrolthesituation? Perhapsatriptoadistantcousinforaquickabortionoranarrangedadoption. Disgraceanddishonourofthefamilynamecaneasilyleadtofinancialruin…whatto do? Maryhasnostatusinsociety,orinlaw,andthedecisionstobetakenareallinthe handsoftheman,JosephJosephhasaplan!Wealwayshaveaplanafterallthatis theresponsibleway.GodhoweverhasanotherWay…butfollowingthewaysof dreamsandAngles…maybenot!

KingAhazinJerusalem,descendentofKingDavidoftheKingdomofJudahhasa problem.Heisconsumedwiththecomplex‘realities’ofinternationaldiplomacyand ahostofworldlyworries,caresandburdens.Heispreparingforwarandissearching forastrongalliancetodefeathisenemiesandsoturnstotheAssyriansastrong pagannation,whatwewouldrefertotodayasoneofthesuperpowers

IsaiahwarnsAhazofimpendingdisasterifhecontinueswiththisalliance,andthe prophecyandpromiseismadebyIsaiah;themaideniswithchildandwillsoongive birthtoasonwhomshewillcallEmmanuel,anamethatmeans‘Godiswithus’.The maidenreferstoAhaz’swife,butAhazhasnotimeforthisandcontinueswithhis ownplans. Ashasbeenforetold,Assyriaeventuallydoesturnfromdefenderandprotectorto colonizer,andtheKingdomofJudahcomestoanend.InourGospel,Matthewsees thisprophecyofIsaiahasbeingfulfilled800yearslateratthebirthofJesustothe VirginMary Ofteninourliveswealsofacedifficulties,problemsanddifficultdecisionslikeAhaz andMaryandJosephthatrequireaplan…anunplannedpregnancy…beingmade

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redundant…apublicembarrassment…anunfavourablemedicaldiagnosis.Events thatcomeourwaysothatweareforcedtoseekanotheroption,asecondopinion.

Whatdoesitmeantohavetrustinthepromise,‘Godiswithus’?Forthoseofus whohavelivedlonglives,anyreviewofourjourneywillprobablyreflecteither regretatthosepathswehaveignored,thoseloveswehavedenied,wonderful opportunitiesthatweletgobybecausewestucktoourownplanandourown agenda

Howoftendowelookatourplansandambitionsinreviewoftheagesofourstory asGod’shumanfamily?Thenthereistheothersideofthisreview;wherewenever thoughtatfirstthatthisishowthingswillbe.Howverydifferentfrommyoriginal planthatIhadinmindformyfuture.AnacknowledgementthatGod’sPlanhas mademehappierandmorefulfilledthanIcouldeverhaveimagined.

Andsowehavethetwoexamplesbeforeus:AhazwhothoughtthathisownplanB ignoringGod’spromiseandplanforthefuturewouldbringsecurityandhappiness: MaryandJosephwhoalignthemselveswithGod’splansratherthattheirown desiresandaspirations,sothatthepromiseof‘Godwithus’becomesareality

AmIbusywithmyownplanstocontrolmyenvironment,family,abilitiesandstatus oramIaligningmyselfwithGod’splanformylife.DoItrustGod’splanintimewill bemoreandbetterthananythingIcouldthinktoaskfororimagine.

GodtoldtheProphetJeremiah,“ForsurelyIknowtheplansIhaveforyou,saysthe Lord,plansforyourwelfareandnotforharm,togiveyouafutureandahope.Then whenyoucalluponmeandcomeandpraytome,Iwillhearyou”(Jeremiah29:11 12)

AndasIsaiahsaystoday:“theLordhimselfwillgiveyouasign”Itwillbeasignto remindusthatGodis,indeed,withus.WhatisGod’splanforyourlife/whatisGod

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callingyouto?Isaiahistellingustodaythat“Godwillgiveyouasign;asignto remindusthat”Godiswithus”.

SixteenhundredyearspassfromKingAhaz’sfranticplans.Masswiththereadingsin Latin,thepriestwithhisbacktothecongregation;agreatgulfbetweentheordinary personandthegreatsanctityofGod.ForalittlepoormanofAssisihowever,itisthe ideaofJesusChristbecomingonewithcreationasahelplessbabythatledhimto presentthefirstChristmascribsceneatGrecciointheReitivalley

Notonlywereweabletoholdthisinfantwhogiveshimselfintoourcare,butweare alsoabletoseetheworldthroughtheeyesoftheinfant,withaweandwonder,as good.ThisrepresentsapersonalGodwhobecomesonewithcreation,acreation thatisholytoreceiveHim,andthatisholyagainduetoHispresenceinthatcreation.

Beforetime,God’splantobeonewithandinGod’screation,sharingwithusGod’s eternallifeoftheTrinity,takingourlivesandourstrugglesintotheveryheartof GodGodwithusThemaideniswithchildandwillsoongivebirthtoasonwhom shewillcallEmmanuel,anamethatmeans‘Godiswithus’

SunandSisterMoon Iseldomseeyou seldomhearyourtune Preoccupiedwithselfishmisery BrotherWindandSisterAir Openmyeyestovisionspureandfair ThatImayseethegloryaroundme. IamGod’screature, ofHimIampart IfeelHisloveawakeningmyheart. BrotherSunandSisterMoon Inowdoseeyou, Icanhearyourtune SomuchinlovewithallthatIsurvey

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