NEWS FROM JUST BUFFALO LITERARY CENTER
FALL
2011
CELEBRATING OUR LITERARY LEGACY
A Father’s Love of Literature
JUST BUFFALO BOARD OF DIRECTORS Mary Farallo, President Paul Battaglia, Vice President Thomas F. Hewner, Treasurer Janet Kaye, Secretary
by Hadley Horrigan On a July 2009 visit to Pages bookstore in Toronto, the store’s “aroma” nearly knocked me down.
Russell Pawlak
The scent was innocuous enough—the common odor shared by all independent bookstores. But on that particular summer day, its familiarity pressed play on a snapshot reel of countless moments I’d spent with my dad (and his book list) in Pages, Talking Leaves, the Strand, the Regulator, Coliseum Books…
of discomfort and self-conscious of his appearance, he refused to miss a Spring 2009 Just Buffalo Babel event. It was his last nighttime outing. After his death, friends from Just Buffalo met me at his apartment, and connected me with angels from Rust Belt Books who swooped in to find good homes for some of his book collection.
I left the store knowing that books would always be my unbreakable link to my father— his legacy.
Two months after losing my dad, I became a mother. My daughter’s quiet infancy gave me time to read, and I read my dad’s books. Passages he’d bracketed or asterisked helped remind me of my father alive and well, reacting to what he’d just read: a belly laugh that could besiege him, and force one hand to his heart and the other into a raised finger signaling “give me a minute;” his eyes, so sensitive, moved by something beautiful, inhumane or all-too-human, and the curled finger that would rest on his lips just before a heavy sigh.
One month later, my dad, Russell Pawlak, was moved from an ICU bed to one in his living room. Confounded by his imminent and premature death, the only thing those who loved him most knew to do was to get him home. Should he become lucid, we wanted him to find himself surrounded by his thousands of beloved books. Their physicality, organization and scent would comfort him, we hoped. And remind him of the intellectual curiosity that pushed him to lead a culturally rich, full life. He died on August 8, 2009. Buffalo’s “book community” was important to my dad. He counted local booksellers and the clerks they employed as his friends, relished the talent Just Buffalo’s Babel series brought to Buffalo, supported our libraries and enjoyed the readings sponsored by local colleges. I’ve become increasingly grateful for it, too. During most of my dad’s 10-month illness, Talking Leaves was the only place he’d venture. Also, though in a great deal
My own book collection helps me feel close with my dad, too. When I miss him most, I need only open the front cover of one of the more than sixty books he inscribed to me over the years. Seeing his handwriting, his turn of phrase, places him momentarily beside me. Hadley Horrigan had her second child Henry on October 20th, and regretted missing Amos Oz at Babel. Her copy of Oz’s Panther in the Basement is, however, signed by the author, thanks to her dad. Hadley is a former Associated Press reporter, and has worked in Buffalo in public and government relations. She is a graduate of Duke University. Her daughter’s copy of A Light in the Attic includes the following inscription: 11.19.2009, To my Frances on the occasion of your very first trip to Talking Leaves. Your Loving Mother
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