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Iq«pIrjn ( Part 1) tkmaëw kn±nJpw DÁkplr¯p¡fmbnêì. F³Pn\obdnw§nëv ]T\w apgph³ tImtfPv tlmÌen Hê dqanembnêì Xmakw. cpt]êw kv{Xo hnjb¯n henb XÂ]ccmbnês¶¦nepw AXnëÅ kmlNcy§Ä H¯p In«m¯Xn\m kv{XobpsS icoc¯nsâ êNn cpt]Àçw AÚmXambnêì. B kmlNcy¯n AhÀ kzhÀ¤cXnbnteív XncnªXn AXnibanÃtÃm. kl]mTnIfptSbpw teUo seIvNdpamêtSbpw icocLSs\sbçdn¨v AhÀ hniIe\w \S¯pw. tkmas\t¸mgpw Aåw anUn FbnPvUv a¦ItfmSmbnêì XmÂ]cysa¶Xn\m Ahsâ {i² an¡hmdpw teUn seIvtNgvk nt\mSmbnêì. F¶m kn²nJn\mIs« adn¨v tImtfPnse kl]mTnIfmb Infp´p s]¬æ«nIfnepw. Imashdn ]q AhêsS NÀ¨ Ft¸mgpw hmWaSnbnemév Iemin¡mdv. ]ckv]cw t\m¡nbnêìv hmWaSníp¶Xn AhÀ B\µw Is¯n. ]ns¶ ]ns¶ æe¨p \nÂç¶ CêhêtSbpw apgp¯ æ®Ifn AhÀçv Hê BIÀjWw tXm¶n XpS§n. kn²nJnëv sNdp¸¯n Aåkzåw æn ]Wnbn FIvkv]ocnb³kpapmbnêì. Hê Znhkw Ah³ tkmasâ ASp¯v I«nen Cê¶mév Iem]cn]mSnIÄ XpS§nbXv. km[mcW AhÀ apJt¯mSp apJw t\m¡nbnê¶mév s]®p§sf ]Án NÀ¨ sN¿mdv. A¶h³ sasà tkmasâ æ®bn ]nSn¨p sImSp¯p. Ahëv Fs´¶nÃm¯ kpJw. Ahëw kn±nJntâXnepw XtemSm³ XpS§n. s_Vnsâ sskUnenê¶ {_nÂ{Iow I¿nen«v kn±nJv tkmasâ æ® ]iphns\ Idç¶ t]mse Id¶t¸mÄ, tkma³ kpJw sImv aXnadì t]mbn. Ahëw kn±nJnsâ AÁw apdn¨ tImbw ]ngnªp sImSp¯p. Aìv cp t]êw icnípw kpJn¨p. tkmaë lcw Ibdm\mbn kn±nJv ameXn taU¯nsâ hncnª ænsb ]Ánbpw XSn¨p aeÀ¶ koa¨ppIÄ sImpv Du¼p¶Xpw hnhcn¨p sImSp¯t¸mÄ tkma³ kzÀ¤t¯m«v s]m§pIbmbnêì. Ahëw kn±nJn\njvS s¸« ^ÌnbdpImcn Infp´ps]®nsâ Cøqdnt\bpw Hmd©p apeIsf¸Ánbpw hÀ®n¡m³ ad¶nÃ. {_nÂ{Ioansâ hgphgp¸n AhêsS enwK§fnse ssINe\§Ä AhmNyamb Aë`qXnIfmév AhÀç ]IÀì sImSp¯Xv. A§ns\ B ]cn]mSn Hê Øncw IemthZnbmbn XpScm³ XpS§n. ]n¶oSXv hnsI«enteív ]ptcmKan¨p. ]s£ tcma§fpw aknÂkpapÅ CêhêtSbpw arZpeaÃm¯ XpSIÄ Dt±in¨{X kpJw sImSp¯nÃ. A§ns\ h¶t¸mfmév kn±nJv Hê \mÄ tkmasâ shfp¯p Nph¶ æ®æS¸³ hmbnem¡n ëWªXv. tkma³ tImcn¯cn¨p t]mbn. BZyambn«mbnêì Ahsâ æ® HcmfpsS hmbn Ibdp¶Xv. kn±nJn\Xv ]t Adnbmhp¶ ]Wnbmév. ]s£ tkmas\´v IêXpsaìv `b¶mév C{Xbpw \mÄ £an¨Xv. tkma\njvSs¸Sps¶ìv a\Ênembt¸mÄ Ah³ æ® Ignbmhp¶{X hmbnem¡n Du¼n hen¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. Ah³ tkmasâ Anbn XtemSmëw KpZ¯n sNdpXmbn hnc sImv AaÀ¯mëw ad¶nÃ. tkmam³ Ggmw kzÀ¤¯nteív Dbcm³ XpS§n. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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2 Ah³ kn±nJnsâ Xe ]nSn¨v Xsâ Acs¡«nteív AaÀ¯n¸nSn¨p. tkmasâ 8 C©v æ® kn±nJns\ izmkw ap«n¨p Ifªp. F¦nepw Ignbmhp¶{X hmbn DÄs¡mv Ah³ Du¼n hen¨p sImSp¯p. AtXmsSm¸w Ahsâ \Sphnc apgph³ tkmasâ ænbn IbdnbtXmsS tkmaëv shSn XoÀì. DSs\ kn±nJv eKm³ hmbn \ns¶Sps¯¦nepw tkmasâ Xp¸m¡nbn \nìXnÀ¶ ip¢_pÅÁpIÄ Xsâ apJ¯p ]Xníp¶Xnsâ t^mgv kv Iv Ah³ Aåw sR«mXnê¶nÃ. ip¢m`ntjIw Ignª kn±nJnsâ apJw Iv tkma³ hÃmXmbn. F¦nepw kn±nJv bmsXmê `mht`ZhpanÃmsX _mXvdqanteív \Sç¶ It¸mÄ Ahëv Bizmkambn. tkma³ BsI XfÀì t]mbnêì. _mXvdqan \nì aS§nsb¯nb kn±nJv Ahsâ InS¸p Iv tNmZn¨p... FSm lapt¡ Fs´mê shSnbmSm sh¨Xv...? Fsâ I®p Ie§nt¸mbn. icnípw kpJns¨Sm Afnbm... CXp t]mse hmbnteív Hìv \ndsbmgn¡m³ ]Ánbnês¶¦nÂ...
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\nsâ lemçv ]nSn¨ Hê ameXn taUw..... B ssX¡nfhntb¡mfpw F{X kpµcnbmSm ^Ìv CeI{SmWnIvknse tdmkven³ tacn... tlbv AhfpsS Npsmìw A{X icnbà Du¼n¡m³, ]ns¶ apebpw Imcyambns«mìanÃ. \n\çv]ns¶ N¡ape¨nIsfbtà ]nSn¡q... F¶mepw taU¯nsâ æn s_Ìm... B hncnª æo HmÄsS ]lb³ Znhtkmw sh¨v Xm§pìs¶m tXmìt¶... Xm\o æn¸Wn ap³]v sNbvXn«ptÃ... hncenSp¶Xv It¸m a\Ênembn.... X¡mew \apçv At§m«pant§m«pw Bbm F´mtSbv.... GXmbmepw Ct¸m F\nív \nt¶mSv Hê IS¸mSmbtÃm... thtW H¶Snt¨m... Fâ æoev.... tkmaëv Ahsâ apdnª æ® Du¼ns¡mSpç¶Xnepw t`Zw Np½m InSì sImSpç¶Xnembnêì At¶cs¯ am\knImhØ. AXptIÄt¡ Xmakw kn±nJv Ahsâ ]pdt¯ív NmSn hoé. kv]q¬ ^mj\n Ncnªv InSìv \nanj t\cw sImv Ah³ tkmasâ ænbn {]thin¨p. Aåw hn½n«w tXm¶nsb¦nepw tkma³ DSs\ AUvsPÌmbn. ]ns¶ Xmakn¨nà kn±nJv Ducnbqcn ASn¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. AtXmsSm¸w Ah³ tkmasâ XfÀì InS¶nê¶ æ®bnepw s]êamdpìmbnêì. æd¨p t\cw A§ns\ InS¶t¸mÄ tkmasâ a\Êv asÁmê temI¯mbnêì. kn±nJnsâ XtemSen Ahsâ æ® hopw _ew sh¡m\mcw`n¨nêì. AtXmsS Ahëw ænbSnbn Aåw kpJw tXm¶m³ XpS§n. Ahë tXm¶n Xm\nt¸mÄ ameXn taU¯nsâbpw kn±nJntâbpw CSbnemév InSç¶Xv Xsâ eKm³ taU¯nsâ hncnª ænbn Ibdnbncnípì. kn±nJv Xsâ ænbn BªSníp¶s\m¸w Xm³ taU¯nsâ NqSpÅ KpZ¯n http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
23/8/2004
3 Ibdnbnd§pì. Ah³ kn±nJnsâ XÅens\m¸w Xsâ Acs¡«v ]n¶nteív XÅn Ahs\ klmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Fs´mê kpJw. kn±nJv AXn\ëkcn¨v Ahëv Xmfeb¯n hmWaSn¨p sImSpçì. tkma³ Xm³ kplr¯ntâbpw taU¯nsâbpw CSbn km³hn¨v sN¿s¸« Hê Aë`qXnbnemév. Fs´mê s^âmkn.... Hê enwK¯n \nìv In«p¶ kpJw asÁmê¯nív ]IÀì sImSpçì.... Hê dnssk¡nfnw§v t{]mkÊv t]mse. C¯csamê {Xokw Aë`hn¡m³ ]ÁnbmÂ.... Ah³ a\Ênsâ XncÈoebn B cwK§Ä `mh\bn Iv cXn\nÀhrXnbn BdmSn. kn±nJnsâ apjvSnbn Xsâ æ® sRcnªaÀ¶t¸mÄ AXv ameXn taU¯nsâ IqXnbndpçIbmsWìv Ah³ k¦Â¸n¨p. At¶cw Xsâ æ®bnt¸mÄ tdmkven³ tacnsb¶ amZI¯nS¼nsâ at\mlcamb aZ\]pjv]¯nemsW¶ `mh\bnembnêì kn±Jt¸mÄ. Fsâ tdmknen¡p«o.... F¶mÀ¯p hnfn¨v Ah³ tkmasâ B¬ape¡®n ]nSn¨p sRcn¨v Xsâ ip¢w ]¼v sNbvXp. NqSpÅ ip¢w Xsâ _uÄkn hogp¶Xv tkmaëv icnív Aë`hs¸«p... ]n¶oSv Ahëw ]nSn¨p \n¡m\mbnÃ. X\níp ]IÀì X¶ A{X Xs¶ Ahëw ameXn taU¯nsâ hnSÀ¶ N´nçgnbnteív Nm¼n¨p sImSp¯p. ]s£ AXv IS¡hncnbnteív am¸pIÄ hc¡mt\ D]Icn¨pÅq F¶ \ákXyw Ah³ Xm¡menIambn adì. cp t]êw XfÀìd§n. A§ns\ B kplr¯p¡Ä ]T\Imew kÊpJw s]¬êNn Aë`hn¡m³ \n¡msX Ign¨p Iq«n. ]T\m\´cw cpt]êw thsd thsd ZniIfnte¡mbnêì Ka\w. tkmaëv hntZi¯mbnêì tPmen. kn±nJv ]q\bn Hê \à Øm]\¯n Xs¶ Ibdn¡qSn. cpt]Àçw X½n ImWphmëw ]gb _豈 ]pXpç¶Xnëw henb Bibpmbnês¶¦nepw \S¶nÃ. CXn\nSbn cp t]êw hnhmlnXcmbn. hnhml kab¯v F¯msaìv tkma³ hmç ]dªnês¶¦nepw tPmen¯ncç aqew km[n¨nÃ. æd¨p \mfpIÄç tijw Hê Znhkw tkmaëv kn±n¡nsâ Hê I¯p In«n. tkma³ tPmeníp t]mbnê¶Xn\m I¯v ssI¸ÁnbXv joe ({ioaXn)bmbnêì. a[phn[p \mfpIfn tkma³ Xsâ DÁ kplr¯ns\ ]ÁnsbÃmw joetbmSv ]dªn«pv (AhnlnX _豈 HgnsI) AhÄ I¯p s]mfn¨v hmbn¡m³ XpS§n.... FSm Afntbm, Xm³ IeymW¯nëv hcmsaìv ]dªv R§sf Du¼n¨p. C\n F¶mév Xm³ hcm³ Dt±iníp¶Xv F\ns¡mê sIm¨mb Imcyw Xm³ Adnªp ImWpatÃm. k¡o\bpsS (IeymW)t^mt«m Rm³ Ab¨Xv In«nbnê¶ncnípatÃm. Ct¸mÄ AhfmsI A§v amdnbmimt\.... t]dv Ignªv Ct¸mÄ NoÀ¯v XSn¨v \½psS ameXn taUw t]mse Bbn. \n\çv ]Ánb Nc¡mbn«pv Ahfnt¸mÄ. Du¼m³ alm anSp¡nbm... ]ns¶ DucsbÃmw ameXn taU¯nsâ Cc«nbmbn«pv. AhfpsS IqXn¯pfbmév Bimt\ AhfpsS AsÊÁv Ct¸mÄ. \ntâXp t]mse ds^mìaÃ. IqXoeSn¡Wsa¦n s]®p§fptSXn Xs¶ thWw. \à sagp sagm¶tà Ccníp¶Xv. Rm\nsXms¡ k¡o\tbmSv ]dªpthm http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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4 F¶mbncnípw \nsâ kwibant¸mÄ. ]dsªSm... \½psS t]mse Xs¶ HmÄçw Nne N«nbSn ]cn]mSnsbÃmw apmbnês¶ìv. ]ns¶ joe F§ns\bpsSm.... tdmkvensâ I«v Xs¶bm t^mt«m ImWpt¼mÄ.... \obnt¸mÄ ASn¨p sImfam¡n ImWpw AtÃ.. \o \½psS eoemhnt\mZ§sfmìw AhtfmSv ]dªp ImWnà \osbmê tIm¸\m... AhÄçapmæsaSm NnÃd ]cn]mSnIsfÃmw. I\ymkv{XoIfpsS tlmÌen CsXmìw \S¡nÃm¶mhpw \nsâ hnNmcw. AhÀ¡mSm ISn IqSpXÂ... \o Xc¯nëv tNmZn¨v a\Ênemçv. F¶n«nhnsS hm C¯hW eohnëv.... \aps¡mìv ASn¨p s]mfn¨v BtLmjn¡mw. k¡o\ sdUnbm... \n§sfmìv h¶m aXn.... _m¡nsbÃmw k¡o\ív hn«m aXo¶m Hmfv ]dbsW. jotes\ hf¡ms\ms¡ AhÄçv {KmÊmìv. ]ns¶ k¡o\msâ A½nª Ct¸mÄ IqgN¡ t]mse Bbn«pv. s\\çv ]Ánb sskkm.. ]t£§nev s\d¨v ]mem.... æ«n apbph³ æSn¡nWnÃmìv ]dªv B tPmeow Cs¸m Ra¡m.... Rm³ Iq«ymepw IqSWney¸m... s\\¡tà ]mepÅ A½nª æSn¡m³ I¼w. Idh hÁp¶Xnë apt¶ h¶m CjvSw t]mse æSn¡mw... Hmfv Hê knÔn ]iphmSm N§mXo... F¶t¯¡m \n§fpsS ASp¯ eohv ]cn]mSn? R§Äçv Ct¸mÄ ]pXnb ^vfmsÁÃmw Atem«v sNbvXn«pv F´mbmepw C¯hW hcWw.... Fìv kz´w kn±nJv. joe I¯v hmbn¨v Xcn¨nêì t]mbn. Xsâ `À¯mhv Hê tlmtamskIvkzÂ...!! AhÄçv hnizkn¡m\mbnÃ. IeymWw Ignª Aì apX Xs¶ Hê Znhkw t]mepw ]mep æSn¸n¡msX Dd¡nbn«nÃ, ]qÁnesæn hmbnÂ. amkçfn Bbm Du¼n¡es¶ ]Wn. ssI¸nSn¨p sImSp¡msaì ]dªmsemìw k½Xn¡¯nÃ. Cu hnZzmëv ænbneSnbpapsìv Ct¸mgm a\ÊnembXv. Hê ]s£ Rm³ k½Xn¡nÃm Fì IêXnbmhpw \nÀºÔn¡mªXv. FSm hnêXm.... At¸mÄ CsXms¡bmWtà I¿nencn¸v. As¶ms¡ X\nív kzhÀ¤ cXnbn Aë`haptm Fìv æ¯n æ¯n tNmZn¨nê¶Xv CXv I¬s^Êv sN¿m\mbnê¶tÃ... Xsâ Aë`h§Ä Aìv ]dbmªXv t]Sn sImmbnêì. tImtfPv tlmÌen ko\nbÀ tN¨n tcéI Xs¶s¡mv sN¿n¨nê¶sXÃmw AhtfmÀ¯p. BZyambn tlmÌen sN¶t¸mfpmb A¦em¸pw `bhpw, FÃmw amÁnsbSp¯Xv tcéI tN¨nbmbnêì. ]ns¶ td¤nw§nsâ `oIcmhØbn \nìv Xs¶ c£n¨Xp apgph³ tN¨nbmbnêì. AXnsâ sIbtdm^n tN¨n, ]e ko\ntbgnëw tImtfPv _yq«nbmb Xs¶ ImgvN sh¨p. am{Xtam... IÀ¯mhnsâ aWhm«nbmb AÊnÌâv hmÀU³ I\ymkv{Xo, Xsâ ]qdv tjhv sNbvXv Xìv intcmhkv{Xw amÁmsX Xs¶ Xsâ Ih¡nSbn InSìv I´v N¸nçSn¨t¸mgmév Xsâ ]qdnsâ kuµcy¯nsâ hnebpw A´Êpw X\nív BZyambn a\ÊnembXv. tkma³ tN«³ Cì s]êamdp¶ t]mse kvt\l\n[nbmb Hê `À¯mhns\ t]mse Bbnêì AhêsS Ft¸mgpw Xt¶mSpÅ s]êamÁw. AhêsS hnip² hkv{X§Ä Agn¨p amÁmsX Xs¶ Xcw In«pt¼msgms¡, ÌUndqan sh¨p t]mepw, Xsâ http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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5 taIvk n s]m¡n sh¸n¨v t]âokv Xmgv¯ n æ\n¨v \nÀ¯n AhÀ DSp¸v s]m¡n (ASn hkv{X§Ä I£n [cn¡mdnÃ) B sh®¸qdv Xsâ N´nbnepc¨v cXn \nÀhrXnbSbmdpmbnêì. Hê ]qh³ tImgnsb t]membnêì AhÀ. ]pÅn¡mcnbpsS hebn hoWn«pÅ aÁ\h[n s]¬]nÅmê v. B KW¯n s]«hÀ am{Xamév ]cnkc¯pÅqsh¦n AhêsS ap¶n sh¨p t]mepw, ]nSt¡mgnbpsS ]pd¯p Ibdp¶ t]mse BcpsSsb¦nepw ]pd¯p Ibdn N´nbn ]qdn«v Dcíp¶Xv ]Xnhmév. Hê XSÊhpw ]dbmsX B s]¬]nÅmscÃmw \nì sImSpç¶Xp Imét¼mÄ AÛpXw tXm¶nbn«pv BZysaÃmw. knÌdpsS Io¸msW¦n ]ns¶ tImtfPn \à \nebpw hnebpambnêì. aÁp XesXdn¨ t_mÊn tN¨namêsS ieyhpapmImdnÃ. F¶m tcWpI tN¨nív {]tXyI ÌmÁkmbnêì, knÌÀ sImSp¯nê¶Xv. Ahcmbnê¶tÃm ]pXp s]¬æ«nIsf hfs¨Sp¯v knÌÀçv kaÀ¸n¨nê¶Xv. Npê¡n ]dªm B tlmÌ sekv_nb\nk¯nsâ Hê kncmtI{µambnêì Fì thWsa¦n ]dbmw. F¶n«pw Xm\sXÃmw tkma³ tN«\n \nìv ad¨p sh¨p `bw aqew. C¶nt¸mÄ CXm kphÀ®mhkcw h¶ncnípì. Xsâ Dd§n InS¶nê¶ kzhÀ¤cXn Aë`qXnIsf sXm«pWÀ¯m³..... t^mt«m InSt¯mfw k¡o\bpw knÌdpsS t\bn¨À Bév. Hì s]Án«pw Iq¯n¨nbpsS N«nbSn I¼w XoÀ¶ntÃ....!!! tN«·mêw R§fpw H¯p tNÀ¶m ASn¨p s]mfn¡mw... joebpsS a\Êv XpSn sIm«n. B¬ ]nÅmêsS Cu hnsI«Â ]cn]mSnsb ]Án AhÄ tI«n«pv Hì Iméhm³ ]Áp¶Xv IqSn BtemNn¨t¸mÄ AhÄçmb B thiw. CXp t]mse Xs¶ Cu tN«·mÀçw N«nbSn ImWm³ henb Bibpmbncnípw. AXmbncn¡WatÃm Aìv tN«³ CtX¸Án NnIªt\zjn¨Xv. At¿m \jSambnt¸mbn. A¶nsXÃmw Xpdì ]dªnês¶¦n CXn\Iw F{X XhW kn±nJv k¡o\ Z¼XnIsf kµÀint¨s\.... AhÄç \jvSt_m[w tXm¶n. C\n F§ns\bmév CsXmìv tN«t\mSv AhXcn¸nípI. I¯p hmbn¨ Imcyw Xpdì ]dbm³ AhÄçv Hê aSn. X¡mew I¯v AXp t]mse Xs¶ H«n¨p sh¡mw... hmbn¨p Ignªv ]pÅn¡mcsâ sh{]mfhpw AXp Xt¶mSv AhXcn¸níp¶ coXnbpsaÃmw ImWm³ Hê A[a hnImcw.... sshIo«v tkma³ Hm^okn \ns¶¯n NmbIpSn Ignªv joe ]m{X§Ä Igpæ¶Xnëw aÁpambn In¨Wn Ibdn. At¶camév tkma³ I¯p s]m«n¨v hmbn¡m³ XpS§nbXv. joe Hfnªp t\m¡n.... Ahsâ apJs¯ `mht`Z§Ä. BZysamì sR«n... ]ns¶ GtXm Iůcw `mcy Ip]nSníptam F¶ `b¸mtSmsS In¨Wnteív DÁp t\mçì. joe AhnsS Xs¶bmsWì Dd¸mbtXmsS Hê IŨncntbmsS XpSÀì hmbnípì... CS¡nsS ep¦nípapIfneqsS æ® ]nSn¨aÀ¯pìv. k¡o\bpsS N¡apeIsf ]Ánbpw B\¨´nIsf ]Ánbpw HmÀ¯mhpw .... Ių joe Hì adnbm¯ t]mse Xncn¨p h¶n«v tNmZn¨p.... F´m ]dbpì kplr¯v....? jote.... \½fnXphsc Ahsc hnknÁv sN¿mªXv tamiambnt¸mbn...
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23/8/2004
6 BsI In«p¶ eohn t_mws_ hgn t]mbn... ]ns¶ ]q\ív... tlm F{X Znhkw \jvSamæw... F¶mepw.... F´m Cu N§mXnsb am{Xw ImWmsX C{X XnSp¡w.... sR«n.
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AÃm... Ahs\mê sIms¨ms¡ BbntÃ..... ((((lpw ... HmÄsS ]mep æSn¡m³))) Mvlm C\n ASp¯ XhW t\m¡msat¶bv... kw`mjWw AhnsS apdnªp. tkmaëv Fs´ms¡tbm XpScWsaìv ..... ]s£ F§ns\sb¶dnbmsX Ah³ ]ê§n.... ]ns¶ k¡o\s¡ms¡ F´m hntijw....? joe Np½m Hì X«n t\m¡n. sIm¨mbns«mìw henb amÁsamìanÃs{X ..... F´v amÁw....? atÁ ]cn]mSnbnte... F´v atÁ ]cn]mSn.... ]®p ]cn]mSn Xt¶ t]mt¯.... Hmlv.... Rm³ hnNmcn¨p.... tkmas\mìv sR«p¶Xv AhÄ {i²n¨p.... F´p hnNmcn¨qìv....? H¶qey... tlbv Ft´m Dv...? AÃm ]smcn¡Â \n§fv AhÄçv Ft´m "sekv' ]cn]mSn Dmbnês¶t¶m atÁm kqNn¸n¨nê¶ntÃ.... AhÄ Np½m H¶nf¡n t\m¡n. Rm\§ns\ ]dªnêt¶m....? DÆv DÆv... As¶mcns¡ æSn¨v hoembnê¶s¸m ]dªnêì.... AhÄ¡dnbmw æSn¨v t^manembm Ahëv ]dªsXmìw HmÀ½ ImWnÃmìv.
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23/8/2004
7 DtÆm... Ahë `bambn ]ns¶ Fs´ms¡ ]dªp t]mbn«pv Fìv. Ah³ thKsaWoÁv tSmbvseÁnteív t]mbn. ]n¶osSmìw AtXçdn¨v kw`mjWapmbnÃ. Aìv cm{Xn InS¸dbn joe hopw B NÀ¨ív XpS¡an«p. tN«m... Dd§ntbm...? A{X s]s«s¶mìw Ahëd§nÃmìv AhÄ¡dnbmw, shÅw IfbmsX Bimëd¡w hcnÃ. CÃ....
Ah³ thKw Ahsf sI«n¸pWÀìv D½ sImSp¯p.
Aà tN«\ns¶´m Hê Nn´ Fs¸mgpw.... Rm³ h¶Xp apX {i²nípì .... tlbv HìansÃSo... ]nt¶bv Aì tN«³ ]dªntÃ.... k¡o\bpsS sekv_nb³ A^bdns\ ædn¨v.... ]dªncn¡mw.... Ft¸mtgm kn±nJv AXv kqNn¸n¨n«pv Fìv tXmìì. Aìv tN«³ \à t^manemb ImcWw Rm³ ]ns¶ Hìw tNmZn¡mªXv.... AhÄ¡nt¸mgpw B ]cn]mSnbptm.... kn±nJv hÃXpw FgpXnbnêt¶m..... tlbv A§ns\sbmìansÃSo.... AXv ]v ]Tníp¶ Imes¯ IfnIftÃ.... AXpsImv AhÄçv slt{SmskIvkn XmÂ]cyçdshmìw CÃymìv At¶ Ah³ ]dªnêì.... Aà tN«m.... CXp t]mse BWp§Äçw tlmtamskIvkzmenÁnbn XmÂ]cyw ImWntÃ.... AsXms¡ IzbvÁ v t\NzdemSo.... ImahnImcaS¡m³ ]ÁmsX hêt¼mÄ \nbdÌv Ahbe_nÄ CW kzhÀ¤amsWs¶mìw Nnet¸mÄ Bêw Ku\n¡nÃ..... ]ns¶ AXp am{Xw aXnsb¶ ØnXn h¶memév æSpw_ PohnX¯n {]iv\apmæI. AXpw Ct¸mÄ Atacn¡bnepw aÁpw AeuUv BsW¶mWtÃm tIÄç¶Xv. At¸mÄ tN«ëv A§ns\ hà lnÌdnbpaptm....? sR«p¶Xv AhÄ {i²n¨p. \½psS skIvk n tXm¶nbn«ptm...?
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tlbv Hcn¡epanÃ... Cu æ®ç«sâ ]qÁn IbdmëÅ XmÂ]cyw æd¨p IqSpXem¶m Fsâ A`n{]mbw. AhÄ Ahsâ ep¦nbpsS ap³ `mK¯v ]nSn¨v sRcn¨mév AXv ]dªXv. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
23/8/2004
8 Ah³ AhfpsS ss\Án s]m¡n AhfpsS N´n hnShneqsS hnctemSn¡m³ XpS§n. cm{Xn Ime§fn A¬UÀshbÀ CSp¶ ]Xnhv cpt]ÀçanÃ. Ah³ AhfpsS IqXns]m«n hncepsImv AaÀ¯n. AhÄ CfIn Nncn¨p sImv tNmZn¨p.....? tN«ëv AXnse tIÁtWm...? lpw F´m Ct¸m C§s\ tNmZn¡m³ .... Ahëv hopw æÁt_m[¯n \nìfhmb kwibw. AÃm tN«ëw s]¬Xpf In«msX h¶t¸mÄ hÃhêtSbpw IqXnbn ASn¨n«ptmìv... F¸gpw Rm³ {i²n¡mdpv... tN«³ AhnsS hncepsIm v æ¯p¶Xv.... AÃm AXnëv sK FIvkv]ocnb³kv Hìw thWsa¶nÃtÃm.... kn±nJv F¸gpw ]dbmdpv amkhcn Bhpt¼mÄ D]tbmKn¡m\m s]®nëv ]n¶nev AÅm Hê Xpf IqSn sImSp¯ncníp¶Xv Fìv.... ]ns¶ Bé§Äçv s]®p§sf In«m\nÃmXmæs¼m X½n X½n ASn¡mëw.... AtÃ.... AhÄ hopw Ahs\ Hì hmcn. Mvlm ... s]®v hnf¨nseSp¡m... Ah³ AhfpsS ænbn Hê hnc s]«ìv iànbn XÅn¡bÁn. lt¿m... ]Xps¡... tamÄçv s\mt´mSm æ«m.... C\n ]Xps¡ XnêImw tIt«m... Ah³ saà B hnc AhfpsS CdpInb IqXnbn C«v Cf¡m³ XpS§n. At¸mÄ tN«ëv ænbneSn¡m³ CjvSam AtÃ....? Dw.... tN«ëv CjvSamtW F\nípw CjvSam.... F¶mte kXyw ]dbWw tN«³ ap³]mscsb¦nepw.....? \o Fs¶ shdpçtam.... s\hÀ Ah³ ]nt¶bpw ]dbm³ aSn¨p \n¶t¸mÄ joe hopw tNmZn¨p... kn±nJns\bm...?
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23/8/2004
9 Mvlm... kn±nJv tN«t\bpw...? lpw.... sImÅmatÃm... N§mXnamêv... At¸mÄ ]ns¶ Rm³ tN«ëv ASn¡m³ k½Xn¡mw... ]s£ F\nív tN«ëv ASn¨p Xmcm³ CXp t]msem¶nÃtÃm... AhÄ Ahsâ Xe s]m¡n XpS§nb eKm\n ]nSp¯n«p sImmév AXv ]dªXv. AXv kmcansÃSo Ictf... Hê hgnbp v.... tN«ëv CjvSamtWÂ..... F´p hgn....? Hê kv{Smt¸m¬ UnÂtUm hm§n sImv h¶m aXn.... FSo `b¦co \n\¡nsXms¡ ]WnXn«ptm....?
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Itm æip¼v .... Rm³ tI«n«pmbnêì tlmÌen CXns\ ]Án, ]s£ Aìv tN«³ sImph¶ »p^nenanem BZyambn IXv. A¸w tlmÌen ]eXpw tI«n«ptÃ.... kXyw ]dsbSo AhnsS \o N«nbSn ]Wn H¸n¨nteymSo....? AhÄ apJw s]m¯n \mWt¯msS aqfn.... "Dw...' IÅo F¶n«v Rm³ BZycm{Xnbn Rm³ tNmZn¨t¸mÄ \o CÃm¶tÃSo ]dªXv... Ah³ ænbn hnc apgph³ IbÁn Cf¡n. At¿m ]Xpt¡ìv... thZ\nípì.... HmsI HmsI...UnbÀ Ah³ Is¿¯n¨v sskUv tS_nfn \nìv hmkvssesâ t_m«n FSp¯v hncen Aåw ]pc«n, hopw joebpsS IqXn¯pf eqk¡mëÅ {]{Inb XpSÀì. AXp ]ns¶.... BZycm{Xnem Cu sImW¨ tNmZy§Ä tNmZnIym.... AsXms¡ BZycm{Xn ]XnhtÃymSo Nct¡.... AtX AtX... ]pXpaWhm«ntbmSm.... N«nbSnb¨n«psm... Fs¶ms¡.... apTmf³..
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hncen«n«ptm....?
23/8/2004
10 AÃmsX Bsc¦nepw ]®o«ptmìv tNmZn¨nÃtÃm..... tN«³ æoeSnípIbpw ASn¸nípIbpw sNbvX hnhcsamìw Ft¶mSpw ]dªnÃtÃm... \o tNmZn¨nÃtÃm.... Mvlm... X¡mew At§m«v Xncnªp InSçv .... ss\Án Ducn¡ftªêv. AhÄ s_Ínenêìv ss\Án ]Xnsb Xe hgn Ducn amÁn. AhfpsS Dêp Xnc apeIÄ {]Xy£ambtXmsS AXn ]nSn¨v Ah³ sR¡mëw ad¶nÃ. thZ\níptam tN«m....? AhÄ InSç¶Xnë ap³t] tNmZn¨p.... Ah³ A£atbmsS Ahsf ]nSn¨ Ncn¨p InS¯p¶Xn\nSbn ]dªp.... CsÃSo Ictf... \o ]dªm aXn At¸mÄ Rm³ \nÀ¯mw... Ah³ AhfpsS shfp¯p sImgp¯ N´n¸mfnIÄ cpw ]nSn¨I¯n tdmkv_ Uv t]mepÅ Nph¶ KpZ¯nsâ `wKnbmkzZn¨p. kn±nJv ]dªXv t\cmsWìv Ahë tXm¶n. kv{XoIfpsS aeZzmc¯nsâ at\mlmcnX Hì thsd Xs¶. hmkvsse³ C«v s]êamdnbXn\memImw IqXn¯pÅ Aåw hnSÀ¶n«pv. Ah³ AhnsS Hê D½ sImSp¯p... At¿ th tN«m.... AhnSym ap¯w sImSpç¶Xv... \nsâ IqXns¡´v `wKnbmSo... kn±nJntâXnëv C{X `wKnbntÃ...? anmsX InSs¡So æªpIq¯n¨o.... AtXmsSm¸w Xs¶ æ®çS¸³ AhfpsS Bh\mgnbn IbÁepw H¸w Ignªp.
Ahsâ
At½bv.... Duêv Duêv joe \nehfn¨p. CsÃSo dnemIvk v... dnemIvk v tamfv ]Xps¡ Hìv ap¡nt¡... æd¨p Ignªm thZ\ amdpw.... At¿m th tN«m.... FSo \o BZycm{Xoepw ]qÁo IbÁnbt¸m CXp t]mse IcªXsÃ... æd¨p Ignª¸w amdnbntÃ... CXpw AXpt]mse Xs¶bm.... F¶mepw CsXmê {]IrXn hnê² \S]SnbtÃ....? A§ns\ t\m¡nbm A¶w Xnì¶ hm sImv æ® Du¼p¶Xpw, I´v aq©p¶XpsaÃmw {]IrXn hnê²amIntÃSo Nct¡... skIvkn A§ns\ HìanÃ, cv ]mÀSt\gvk nëw XmÂ]cyapÅsXÃmw AeuUm tamtf... C¸w t\mhnëv ædhpv t«m.... Fìw IêXn B\ç® apgph³ Ip¯nt¡ÁtÃ....
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23/8/2004
11 æS¸³ amt{X IbÁo«pÅq.... Cuizcm... C¸w Xs¶ sXmçgn hsc F¯nb t]mem... æd¨p Ignbp¼w \o Xs¶ ]dbpw XÅnt¡sÁìv.... BZyw æ® It¸m \o Cu Cuizc·msc Xs¶btà hnfn¨Xv... F¶n«nt¸mtgm.... thKw thKw ]qdnsâ ASoev ap«s«... Fs¶ms¡ ]dªtà ap{IbnSp¶Xv s]®v...!!! Fsâ tN«\tÃ.... Ifn ]Tn¸n¨p X¶Xv.... Mplpw... F´mSo æn sImsmê ]nt¶m«v XÅÂ....? æd¨qsS tIÁs«.... Mvlpw... ]Xnsb... Ah³ Acs¡«v Aåw IqsS apt¶m«v XÅn.... aXn aXn \nÀ¯v.... ? C\ow Hv ]æXn IqsS.... \n§sS Hê B\¸dnbm.... B kn±nJnsâ F§ns\bm...? AXv Aåw sNdpXm.... Fsâ At{Xw hcnÃ.... AXm tN«ëv CXnsâ _p²nap«v Adnbm¯Xv.... Hìcv XhW tIdnbnd§pt¼mÄ FÃmw icnbmæsaSn s]t®.... B kn±nJnëv Hê hnjtamw DmbnsÃ... tN«³ BZyw IbÁnbt¸m...? AhÀs¡ms¡ sIm¨p \mfnte Cu ]Wn ]cnNbam.... icym Fsâ ¢mÊnse kpteJ ]dªn«pv Ahêv kp¶¯v sN¿p¶ ImcWw AhêsS ]pêj·mÀçv ]qdnt\¡mfpw CjvSw IpnbnemsWìv.... F¶n«m Cs¸m Xs¶ CXv {]IrXn hnê²mìv ]dªXv...? AXv ]ns¶ tN«sâ kp¶¯v sNbvXn«nÃtÃm...? \o Ft¸mgpw R§sS Imcyw amt{X ]dbpìÅtÃm... \nsâ N«nbSnbpsS hntij§Ä ]dsbSo.... At¿m th tN«m F\nív \mWam...? AXp icn \n\çv R§sS IYIÄ tIÄ¡m³ hey CjSamWtÃ.... ]d tamtf... tN«ëw tI¡s« \n§sS s]¬Ifn hntijw....? Ah\hfpsS Xe ]nSn¨v Xncn¨v NppIfn D½ sImSp¯v A½nªIÄ ]ngnªp sImv
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23/8/2004
12 ]dªp. AhÄçw aqe¯n kzåw kpJw tXm¶n XpS§nbnêì. AhÄ Aåw IqsS N´n ]n¶nteív XÅn kzåw IqsS æ® DÄs¡mp. R§Äçv \n§sS t]mse Imcyambns«mìw sN¿m³ ]ÁnÃmt¶... BWp§Ä s]®ns\ sN¿p¶ t]mse Xs¶. Hê¯n aÁhfpsS kmam\¯n ]qdn«v Dcípw, N´oepw... D½ shípw, apte ]nSnípw A{Xsbms¡ Xs¶... ]qÁn hncenSmdntÃ...? Mvlpw... æotem...? tlbv... AXv R§Ä sNbvXn«nÃm t«m... ]qdv \¡mdntÃymSo.... Mvlpw.... A§ns\ FÃma§v ]dbSo .... FÃmw Rm³ tNmZn¡tWm.... tN«ëv tIÄ¡m³ CjvSamWtÃ... æ® ]nt¶bpw hoÀçìv. C\ow IY ]dªm Fsâ IqXn s]mfnbpw... tN«sâ s]mì tamfv ]dsbSo... N¡tc... tN«³ tNmZnív.... F\nív ]dbm³ AdnbnÃ... Bscms¡ Bbn Bév \o sNbvXn«pÅXv....? ko\ntbgvkm... td¤nw§oìv c£s¸Sm\m BZyw hg§oXv... \o ko\nbdmt¸mÄ ]pXp s]¬]nÅmsc... Ceymt«m... Rms\ìw ^Ìv CbdpImcosS t]mem¶m knÌÀ ]dbmdv. AhfXv A_²¯n ]dªp t]mbXmìv tXmìì DSs\ AhÄ hms]m¯n. AXv icn .... At¸mÄ I\ymkv{XoIfpambpw ]cn]mSn Dmbnê¶tÃ.... tN«³ BtcmSpw ]dbtÃt«m... Ahêv hey kapZmb¡mcm... Hm... Hê hey kapZmíImêv... CsXmìw aëjyëv XSp¡m³ ]Ám¯ Imcyaà sImt¨... FÃm kapZmb¯nepapmæw æds¨ms¡ t»¡v jo]vkv. ]ns¶ Ahsc I\ymkv{Xo, ]mXncn, kzman, {_ÒNmcn Fs¶ms¡ http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
23/8/2004
13 t]êsImSp¯v aT§fnepw B{ia§fnepw Xf¨n«m s\bv¨À tImÄ XSp¡m³ ]Áptam... AsXms¡ temI \S¸m tamtf. B Hê Imcy¯n apÉowkv s_ädm... ]Åose apÃbmbmepw 4 \n¡mlv \S¯mw. A§ns\ {_ÒNmcnIfmbn \S¡m³ IgnhpÅ \njvæ®·mscms¡ DmImw... ]s£ B PohnXt¯mSv XmÂ]cyanÃm¯hÀ A§ns\bpÅ aT§fnepw B{ia§fnepw F¯ns¸Sm³ \nÀºÔnXcmæt¼mfmév {]iv\§fpmæ¶Xv. F{Xsbm km[p æSpw_§fnse s]¬æ«nIfmév kv{Xo[\w sImSp¡m³ hIbnÃm¯Xn\m am{Xw I\ymkv{Xo aT§fn F¯ns¸Sp¶Xv. AhÀs¡ms¡ hnImcw \nb{´¡m³ aÁpÅ \njvImanIsf t]mse Ignsªì hêtam..? AXmév {]iv\w... icbmbncnímw... Ct¸mÄ ChnSs¯ {]iv\w.... AXÃ, tN«³ kmlnXyw ]dbmsX sImd¨qsS DÅn tIÁp¶nà F¶Xmév. FSo s]mebmSn tamtf... \o F\nín«v ]Wnbm.... AÃm ]ns¶ HmW¯nsâ FtSem Hê XXzimkv{Xw... Aà ]q«v It¨mSw... AhÄ Ifnbm¡n Nncn¨p. As¸m Nc¡nëv ckw ]nSn¨p XpS§n AtÃ... ætdÈ... F¶n«v ]dbq.. I\ymkv{Xo Xs¶bm ap³ssI FSp¯Xv...? AsXms¡ hey DucnbSnív...
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AXp icn... Hê Imcyw IqsS... tamÄ¡nt¸mÄ A§ns\ s]®p§fpambn Ifn¡m³ B{Klw tXmììtm...? tN«t\m....? s]®p§fpambnt«m...? Het¡sS aqSv... kn±nJns\s¡mv æoeSn¸n¡m³... AhÄçv tZjyw hì... Rm\tà BZyw tNmZn¨Xv... \o ]d... AXnëv Rmëambn Ifn¨hsc Hs¡ Ct¸mÄ In«m³ {]bmkatà æ«m.... ]Icsamê¯nsb In«nbmtem...? AhÄçv Ahsâ DÅnenê¸v ]nSnIn«n.... k¡os\bm...
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23/8/2004
14 F§ns\ a\Ênembn... ? AXp ]ns¶ tN«ëv ]Ánb Bsf F\n¡dnbmatÃm... kn±nJv.... At¸mÄ ]ns¶ AhfmWtÃm Ffp¸w. Bs« AhÄ¡nXv XmÂ]cyamsWìv AbmÄ ]dtªm....? BsW¦nÂ....? Dw F\nív k½Xam... AhÄ \mWt¯msS samgnªp... ]s£ Hê Imcyw AhtcmSnXv C¸w ]dbm³ ]mSnÃ. Ahsfs¶ hfs¨Spç¶Xv ImWm\m F\nív CjvSw.. HmsI... ]ns¶... F´m Hê ]ns¶....? AÃm C\n Ahëv \nt¶mSv Hê I¼w tXm¶nbmÂ.... A§ns\ hcs« F¶m ]ns¶ \apçv k¡o\tbbpw BhmatÃm... AtÃSm hnêXm...? AXv hnSv .... \n\çv CjvSamtWm...? CjvSamsWSm... CjvSamsWSm... sIm¨pIfft\... FSm.. FSm... Ahfm kn\nam Km\w aqfns¡mv æn ]n¶ntem«v XÅn ]cn]mSn XpS§n... (XpSêw)
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23/8/2004