Kootukrishi

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Iq«pIrjn ( Part 1) tkmaëw kn±nJpw DÁkplr¯p¡fmbnêì. F³Pn\obdnw§nëv ]T\w apgph³ tImtfPv tlmÌen Hê dqanembnêì Xmakw. c­pt]êw kv{Xo hnjb¯n henb XÂ]ccmbnês¶¦nepw AXnëÅ kmlNcy§Ä H¯p In«m¯Xn\m kv{XobpsS icoc¯nsâ êNn c­pt]Àçw AÚmXambnêì.

B kmlNcy¯n AhÀ kzhÀ¤cXnbnteív XncnªXn AXnibanÃtÃm. kl]mTnIfptSbpw teUo seIvNdpamêtSbpw icocLSs\sbçdn¨v AhÀ hniIe\w \S¯pw. tkmas\t¸mgpw Aåw anUn FbnPvUv a¦ItfmSmbnêì XmÂ]cysa¶Xn\m Ahsâ {i² an¡hmdpw teUn seIvtNgvk nt\mSmbnêì. F¶m kn²nJn\mIs« adn¨v tImtfPnse kl]mTnIfmb Infp´p s]¬æ«nIfnepw. Imashdn ]q­ AhêsS NÀ¨ Ft¸mgpw hmWaSnbnemév Iemin¡mdv. ]ckv]cw t\m¡nbnêìv hmWaSníp¶Xn AhÀ B\µw Is­¯n. ]ns¶ ]ns¶ æe¨p \nÂç¶ CêhêtSbpw apgp¯ æ®Ifn AhÀçv Hê BIÀjWw tXm¶n XpS§n. kn²nJnëv sNdp¸¯n Aåkzåw æ­n ]Wnbn FIvkv]ocnb³kpap­mbnêì. Hê Znhkw Ah³ tkmasâ ASp¯v I«nen Cê¶mév Iem]cn]mSnIÄ XpS§nbXv. km[mcW AhÀ apJt¯mSp apJw t\m¡nbnê¶mév s]®p§sf ]Án NÀ¨ sN¿mdv.

A¶h³ sasà tkmasâ æ®bn ]nSn¨p sImSp¯p.

Ahëv Fs´¶nÃm¯ kpJw. Ahëw kn±nJntâXnepw XtemSm³ XpS§n. s_Vnsâ sskUnenê¶ {_nÂ{Iow I¿nen«v kn±nJv tkmasâ æ® ]iphns\ Idç¶ t]mse Id¶t¸mÄ, tkma³ kpJw sIm­v aXnadì t]mbn. Ahëw kn±nJnsâ AÁw apdn¨ tImbw ]ngnªp sImSp¯p.

Aìv c­p t]êw icnípw kpJn¨p. tkmaë lcw Ibdm\mbn kn±nJv ameXn taU¯nsâ hncnª æ­nsb ]Ánbpw XSn¨p aeÀ¶ koa¨p­pIÄ sImp­v Du¼p¶Xpw hnhcn¨p sImSp¯t¸mÄ tkma³ kzÀ¤t¯m«v s]m§pIbmbnêì.

Ahëw kn±nJn\njvS s¸« ^ÌnbdpImcn Infp´ps]®nsâ Cøqdnt\bpw Hmd©p apeIsf¸Ánbpw hÀ®n¡m³ ad¶nÃ. {_nÂ{Ioansâ hgphgp¸n AhêsS enwK§fnse ssINe\§Ä AhmNyamb Aë`qXnIfmév AhÀç ]IÀì sImSp¯Xv. A§ns\ B ]cn]mSn Hê Øncw IemthZnbmbn XpScm³ XpS§n. ]n¶oSXv h­nsI«enteív ]ptcmKan¨p. ]s£ tcma§fpw aknÂkpapÅ CêhêtSbpw arZpeaÃm¯ XpSIÄ Dt±in¨{X kpJw sImSp¯nÃ.

A§ns\ h¶t¸mfmév kn±nJv Hê \mÄ tkmasâ shfp¯p Nph¶ æ®æS¸³ hmbnem¡n ëWªXv. tkma³ tImcn¯cn¨p t]mbn.

BZyambn«mbnêì Ahsâ æ® HcmfpsS hmbn Ibdp¶Xv. kn±nJn\Xv ]t­ Adnbmhp¶ ]Wnbmév. ]s£ tkmas\´v IêXpsaìv `b¶mév C{Xbpw \mÄ £an¨Xv. tkma\njvSs¸Sps¶ìv a\Ênembt¸mÄ Ah³ æ® Ignbmhp¶{X hmbnem¡n Du¼n hen¡m³ Bcw`n¨p.

Ah³ tkmasâ A­nbn XtemSmëw KpZ¯n sNdpXmbn hnc sIm­v AaÀ¯mëw ad¶nÃ. tkmam³ Ggmw kzÀ¤¯nteív Dbcm³ XpS§n. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

23/8/2004

2 Ah³ kn±nJnsâ Xe ]nSn¨v Xsâ Acs¡«nteív AaÀ¯n¸nSn¨p. tkmasâ 8 C©v æ® kn±nJns\ izmkw ap«n¨p Ifªp. F¦nepw Ignbmhp¶{X hmbn DÄs¡m­v Ah³ Du¼n hen¨p sImSp¯p.

AtXmsSm¸w Ahsâ \Sphnc apgph³ tkmasâ æ­nbn IbdnbtXmsS tkmaëv shSn XoÀì.

DSs\ kn±nJv eKm³ hmbn \ns¶Sps¯¦nepw tkmasâ Xp¸m¡nbn \nìXnÀ¶ ip¢_pÅÁpIÄ Xsâ apJ¯p ]Xníp¶Xnsâ t^mgv kv I­v Ah³ Aåw sR«mXnê¶nÃ. ip¢m`ntjIw Ignª kn±nJnsâ apJw I­v tkma³ hÃmXmbn. F¦nepw kn±nJv bmsXmê `mht`ZhpanÃmsX _mXvdqanteív \Sç¶ I­t¸mÄ Ahëv Bizmkambn. tkma³ BsI XfÀì t]mbnêì. _mXvdqan \nì aS§nsb¯nb kn±nJv Ahsâ InS¸p I­v tNmZn¨p...

FSm lapt¡ Fs´mê shSnbmSm sh¨Xv...? Fsâ I®p Ie§nt¸mbn. icnípw kpJns¨Sm Afnbm...

CXp t]mse hmbnteív Hìv \ndsbmgn¡m³ ]Ánbnês¶¦nÂ...

ameXn

taUn¯nsâ

\nsâ lemçv ]nSn¨ Hê ameXn taUw..... B ssX¡nfhntb¡mfpw F{X kpµcnbmSm ^Ìv CeI{SmWnIvknse tdmkven³ tacn... tlbv AhfpsS Nps­mìw A{X icnbà Du¼n¡m³, ]ns¶ apebpw Imcyambns«mìanÃ. \n\çv]ns¶ N¡ape¨nIsfbtà ]nSn¡q... F¶mepw taU¯nsâ æ­n s_Ìm...

B hncnª æ­o HmÄsS ]lb³ Znhtkmw sh¨v Xm§pìs­¶m tXmìt¶...

Xm\o æn¸Wn ap³]v sNbvXn«p­tÃ... hncenSp¶Xv I­t¸m a\Ênembn....

X¡mew \apçv At§m«pant§m«pw Bbm F´mtSbv....

GXmbmepw Ct¸m F\nív \nt¶mSv Hê IS¸mSmbtÃm... thtW H¶Snt¨m... Fâ æ­oev.... tkmaëv Ahsâ apdnª æ® Du¼ns¡mSpç¶Xnepw t`Zw Np½m InSì sImSpç¶Xnembnêì At¶cs¯ am\knImhØ. AXptIÄt¡­ Xmakw kn±nJv Ahsâ ]pdt¯ív NmSn hoé. kv]q¬ ^mj\n Ncnªv InSìv \nanj t\cw sIm­v Ah³ tkmasâ æ­nbn {]thin¨p.

Aåw hn½n«w tXm¶nsb¦nepw tkma³ DSs\ AUvsPÌmbn. ]ns¶ Xmakn¨nà kn±nJv Ducnbqcn ASn¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. AtXmsSm¸w Ah³ tkmasâ XfÀì InS¶nê¶ æ®bnepw s]êamdpì­mbnêì. æd¨p t\cw A§ns\ InS¶t¸mÄ tkmasâ a\Êv asÁmê temI¯mbnêì. kn±nJnsâ XtemSen Ahsâ æ® ho­pw _ew sh¡m\mcw`n¨nêì. AtXmsS Ahëw æ­nbSnbn Aåw kpJw tXm¶m³ XpS§n. Ahë tXm¶n Xm\nt¸mÄ ameXn taU¯nsâbpw kn±nJntâbpw CSbnemév InSç¶Xv Xsâ eKm³ taU¯nsâ hncnª æ­nbn Ibdnbncnípì. kn±nJv Xsâ æ­nbn BªSníp¶s\m¸w Xm³ taU¯nsâ NqSpÅ KpZ¯n http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

23/8/2004

3 Ibdnbnd§pì.

Ah³ kn±nJnsâ XÅens\m¸w Xsâ Acs¡«v ]n¶nteív XÅn Ahs\ klmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Fs´mê kpJw. kn±nJv AXn\ëkcn¨v Ahëv Xmfeb¯n hmWaSn¨p sImSpçì. tkma³ Xm³ kplr¯ntâbpw taU¯nsâbpw CSbn km³hn¨v sN¿s¸« Hê Aë`qXnbnemév. Fs´mê s^âmkn.... Hê enwK¯n \nìv In«p¶ kpJw asÁmê¯nív ]IÀì sImSpçì.... Hê dnssk¡nfnw§v t{]mkÊv t]mse. C¯csamê {Xokw Aë`hn¡m³ ]ÁnbmÂ.... Ah³ a\Ênsâ XncÈoebn B cwK§Ä `mh\bn I­v cXn\nÀhrXnbn BdmSn. kn±nJnsâ apjvSnbn Xsâ æ® sRcnªaÀ¶t¸mÄ AXv ameXn taU¯nsâ IqXnbndpçIbmsWìv Ah³ k¦Â¸n¨p. At¶cw Xsâ æ®bnt¸mÄ tdmkven³ tacnsb¶ amZI¯nS¼nsâ at\mlcamb aZ\]pjv]¯nemsW¶ `mh\bnembnêì kn±Jt¸mÄ.

Fsâ tdmknen¡p«o.... F¶mÀ¯p hnfn¨v Ah³ tkmasâ B¬ape¡®n ]nSn¨p sRcn¨v Xsâ ip¢w ]¼v sNbvXp. NqSpÅ ip¢w Xsâ _uÄkn hogp¶Xv tkmaëv icnív Aë`hs¸«p... ]n¶oSv Ahëw ]nSn¨p \n¡m\mbnÃ.

X\níp ]IÀì X¶ A{X Xs¶ Ahëw ameXn taU¯nsâ hnSÀ¶ N´nçgnbnteív Nm¼n¨p sImSp¯p. ]s£ AXv IS¡hncnbnteív am¸pIÄ hc¡mt\ D]Icn¨pÅq F¶ \ákXyw Ah³ Xm¡menIambn adì. c­p t]êw XfÀìd§n.

A§ns\ B kplr¯p¡Ä ]T\Imew kÊpJw s]¬êNn Aë`hn¡m³ \n¡msX Ign¨p Iq«n. ]T\m\´cw c­pt]êw thsd thsd ZniIfnte¡mbnêì Ka\w. tkmaëv hntZi¯mbnêì tPmen. kn±nJv ]q\bn Hê \à Øm]\¯n Xs¶ Ibdn¡qSn. c­pt]Àçw X½n ImWphmëw ]gb _豈 ]pXpç¶Xnëw henb Bibp­mbnês¶¦nepw \S¶nÃ.

CXn\nSbn c­p t]êw hnhmlnXcmbn. hnhml kab¯v F¯msaìv tkma³ hmç ]dªnês¶¦nepw tPmen¯ncç aqew km[n¨nÃ. æd¨p \mfpIÄç tijw Hê Znhkw tkmaëv kn±n¡nsâ Hê I¯p In«n. tkma³ tPmeníp t]mbnê¶Xn\m I¯v ssI¸ÁnbXv joe ({ioaXn)bmbnêì. a[phn[p \mfpIfn tkma³ Xsâ DÁ kplr¯ns\ ]ÁnsbÃmw joetbmSv ]dªn«p­v (AhnlnX _豈 HgnsI) AhÄ I¯p s]mfn¨v hmbn¡m³ XpS§n....

FSm Afntbm, Xm³ IeymW¯nëv hcmsaìv ]dªv R§sf Du¼n¨p. C\n F¶mév Xm³ hcm³ Dt±iníp¶Xv F\ns¡mê sIm¨mb Imcyw Xm³ Adnªp ImWpatÃm. k¡o\bpsS (IeymW)t^mt«m Rm³ Ab¨Xv In«nbnê¶ncnípatÃm.

Ct¸mÄ AhfmsI A§v amdnbmimt\.... t]dv Ignªv Ct¸mÄ NoÀ¯v XSn¨v \½psS ameXn taUw t]mse Bbn. \n\çv ]Ánb Nc¡mbn«p­v Ahfnt¸mÄ. Du¼m³ alm anSp¡nbm... ]ns¶ DucsbÃmw ameXn taU¯nsâ Cc«nbmbn«p­v.

AhfpsS IqXn¯pfbmév Bimt\ AhfpsS AsÊÁv Ct¸mÄ. \ntâXp t]mse ds^mìaÃ. IqXoeSn¡Wsa¦n s]®p§fptSXn Xs¶ thWw. \à sagp sagm¶tà Ccníp¶Xv. Rm\nsXms¡ k¡o\tbmSv ]dªpthm http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

23/8/2004

4 F¶mbncnípw \nsâ kwibant¸mÄ. ]dsªSm... \½psS t]mse Xs¶ HmÄçw Nne N«nbSn ]cn]mSnsbÃmw ap­mbnês¶ìv. ]ns¶ joe F§ns\bps­Sm.... tdmkvensâ I«v Xs¶bm t^mt«m ImWpt¼mÄ.... \obnt¸mÄ ASn¨p sImfam¡n ImWpw AtÃ.. \o \½psS eoemhnt\mZ§sfmìw AhtfmSv ]dªp ImWnà \osbmê tIm¸\m...

AhÄçap­mæsaSm NnÃd ]cn]mSnIsfÃmw.

I\ymkv{XoIfpsS tlmÌen CsXmìw \S¡nÃm¶mhpw \nsâ hnNmcw. AhÀ¡mSm ISn IqSpXÂ... \o Xc¯nëv tNmZn¨v a\Ênemçv. F¶n«nhnsS hm C¯hW eohnëv.... \aps¡mìv ASn¨p s]mfn¨v BtLmjn¡mw. k¡o\ sdUnbm... \n§sfmìv h¶m aXn.... _m¡nsbÃmw k¡o\ív hn«m aXo¶m Hmfv ]dbsW. jotes\ hf¡ms\ms¡ AhÄçv {KmÊmìv. ]ns¶ k¡o\msâ A½nª Ct¸mÄ IqgN¡ t]mse Bbn«pv. s\\çv ]Ánb sskkm.. ]t£§nev s\d¨v ]mem.... æ«n apbph³ æSn¡nWnÃmìv ]dªv B tPmeow Cs¸m Ra¡m.... Rm³ Iq«ymepw IqSWney¸m... s\\¡tà ]mepÅ A½nª æSn¡m³ I¼w. Idh hÁp¶Xnë apt¶ h¶m CjvSw t]mse æSn¡mw... Hmfv Hê knÔn ]iphmSm N§mXo...

F¶t¯¡m \n§fpsS ASp¯ eohv ]cn]mSn? R§Äçv Ct¸mÄ ]pXnb ^vfmsÁÃmw Atem«v sNbvXn«p­v F´mbmepw C¯hW hcWw....

Fìv kz´w kn±nJv. joe I¯v hmbn¨v Xcn¨nêì t]mbn.

Xsâ `À¯mhv Hê tlmtamskIvkzÂ...!! AhÄçv hnizkn¡m\mbnÃ. IeymWw Ignª Aì apX Xs¶ Hê Znhkw t]mepw ]mep æSn¸n¡msX Dd¡nbn«nÃ, ]qÁnesæn hmbnÂ. amkçfn Bbm Du¼n¡es¶ ]Wn. ssI¸nSn¨p sImSp¡msaì ]dªmsemìw k½Xn¡¯nÃ. Cu hnZzmëv æ­nbneSnbpaps­ìv Ct¸mgm a\ÊnembXv. Hê ]s£ Rm³ k½Xn¡nÃm Fì IêXnbmhpw \nÀºÔn¡mªXv. FSm hnêXm....

At¸mÄ CsXms¡bmWtà I¿nencn¸v.

As¶ms¡ X\nív kzhÀ¤ cXnbn Aë`hapt­m Fìv æ¯n æ¯n tNmZn¨nê¶Xv CXv I¬s^Êv sN¿m\mbnê¶tÃ...

Xsâ Aë`h§Ä Aìv ]dbmªXv t]Sn sIm­mbnêì. tImtfPv tlmÌen ko\nbÀ tN¨n tcéI Xs¶s¡m­v sN¿n¨nê¶sXÃmw AhtfmÀ¯p. BZyambn tlmÌen sN¶t¸mfp­mb A¦em¸pw `bhpw, FÃmw amÁnsbSp¯Xv tcéI tN¨nbmbnêì. ]ns¶ td¤nw§nsâ `oIcmhØbn \nìv Xs¶ c£n¨Xp apgph³ tN¨nbmbnêì. AXnsâ sIbtdm^n tN¨n, ]e ko\ntbgnëw tImtfPv _yq«nbmb Xs¶ ImgvN sh¨p. am{Xtam...

IÀ¯mhnsâ aWhm«nbmb AÊnÌâv hmÀU³ I\ymkv{Xo, Xsâ ]qdv tjhv sNbvXv Xìv intcmhkv{Xw amÁmsX Xs¶ Xsâ Ih¡nSbn InSìv I´v N¸nçSn¨t¸mgmév Xsâ ]qdnsâ kuµcy¯nsâ hnebpw A´Êpw X\nív BZyambn a\ÊnembXv. tkma³ tN«³ Cì s]êamdp¶ t]mse kvt\l\n[nbmb Hê `À¯mhns\ t]mse Bbnêì AhêsS Ft¸mgpw Xt¶mSpÅ s]êamÁw. AhêsS hnip² hkv{X§Ä Agn¨p amÁmsX Xs¶ Xcw In«pt¼msgms¡, ÌUndqan sh¨p t]mepw, Xsâ http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

23/8/2004

5 taIvk n s]m¡n sh¸n¨v t]âokv Xmgv¯ n æ\n¨v \nÀ¯n AhÀ DSp¸v s]m¡n (ASn hkv{X§Ä I£n [cn¡mdnÃ) B sh®¸qdv Xsâ N´nbnepc¨v cXn \nÀhrXnbSbmdp­mbnêì.

Hê ]qh³ tImgnsb t]membnêì AhÀ. ]pÅn¡mcnbpsS hebn hoWn«pÅ aÁ\h[n s]¬]nÅmê­ v.

B KW¯n s]«hÀ am{Xamév ]cnkc¯pÅqsh¦n AhêsS ap¶n sh¨p t]mepw, ]nSt¡mgnbpsS ]pd¯p Ibdp¶ t]mse BcpsSsb¦nepw ]pd¯p Ibdn N´nbn ]qdn«v Dcíp¶Xv ]Xnhmév. Hê XSÊhpw ]dbmsX B s]¬]nÅmscÃmw \nì sImSpç¶Xp Imét¼mÄ AÛpXw tXm¶nbn«p­v BZysaÃmw. knÌdpsS Io¸msW¦n ]ns¶ tImtfPn \à \nebpw hnebpambnêì. aÁp XesXdn¨ t_mÊn tN¨namêsS ieyhpap­mImdnÃ.

F¶m tcWpI tN¨nív {]tXyI ÌmÁkmbnêì, knÌÀ sImSp¯nê¶Xv. Ahcmbnê¶tÃm ]pXp s]¬æ«nIsf hfs¨Sp¯v knÌÀçv kaÀ¸n¨nê¶Xv. Npê¡n ]dªm B tlmÌ sekv_nb\nk¯nsâ Hê kncmtI{µambnêì Fì thWsa¦n ]dbmw. F¶n«pw Xm\sXÃmw tkma³ tN«\n \nìv ad¨p sh¨p `bw aqew.

C¶nt¸mÄ CXm kphÀ®mhkcw h¶ncnípì.

Xsâ Dd§n InS¶nê¶ kzhÀ¤cXn Aë`qXnIsf sXm«pWÀ¯m³..... t^mt«m I­nSt¯mfw k¡o\bpw knÌdpsS t\bn¨À Bév. Hì s]Án«pw Iq¯n¨nbpsS N«nbSn I¼w XoÀ¶ntÃ....!!! tN«·mêw R§fpw H¯p tNÀ¶m ASn¨p s]mfn¡mw... joebpsS a\Êv XpSn sIm«n.

B¬ ]nÅmêsS Cu h­nsI«Â ]cn]mSnsb ]Án AhÄ tI«n«p­v Hì Iméhm³ ]Áp¶Xv IqSn BtemNn¨t¸mÄ AhÄç­mb B thiw. CXp t]mse Xs¶ Cu tN«·mÀçw N«nbSn ImWm³ henb Bibp­mbncnípw.

AXmbncn¡WatÃm Aìv tN«³ CtX¸Án NnIªt\zjn¨Xv. At¿m \jSambnt¸mbn. A¶nsXÃmw Xpdì ]dªnês¶¦n CXn\Iw F{X XhW kn±nJv k¡o\ Z¼XnIsf kµÀint¨s\.... AhÄç \jvSt_m[w tXm¶n. C\n F§ns\bmév CsXmìv tN«t\mSv AhXcn¸nípI. I¯p hmbn¨ Imcyw Xpdì ]dbm³ AhÄçv Hê aSn. X¡mew I¯v AXp t]mse Xs¶ H«n¨p sh¡mw... hmbn¨p Ignªv ]pÅn¡mcsâ sh{]mfhpw AXp Xt¶mSv AhXcn¸níp¶ coXnbpsaÃmw ImWm³ Hê A[a hnImcw.... sshIo«v tkma³ Hm^okn \ns¶¯n NmbIpSn Ignªv joe ]m{X§Ä Igpæ¶Xnëw aÁpambn In¨Wn Ibdn. At¶camév tkma³ I¯p s]m«n¨v hmbn¡m³ XpS§nbXv. joe Hfnªp t\m¡n.... Ahsâ apJs¯ `mht`Z§Ä.

BZysamì sR«n... ]ns¶ GtXm Iůcw `mcy I­p]nSníptam F¶ `b¸mtSmsS In¨Wnteív DÁp t\mçì. joe AhnsS Xs¶bmsWì Dd¸mbtXmsS Hê IŨncntbmsS XpSÀì hmbnípì... CS¡nsS ep¦nípapIfneqsS æ® ]nSn¨aÀ¯pì­v. k¡o\bpsS N¡apeIsf ]Ánbpw B\¨´nIsf ]Ánbpw HmÀ¯mhpw ....

Ių joe Hì adnbm¯ t]mse Xncn¨p h¶n«v tNmZn¨p....

F´m ]dbpì kplr¯v....? jote.... \½fnXphsc Ahsc hnknÁv sN¿mªXv tamiambnt¸mbn...

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23/8/2004

6 BsI In«p¶ eohn t_mws_ hgn t]mbn... ]ns¶ ]q\ív... tlm F{X Znhkw \jvSamæw...

F¶mepw....

F´m Cu N§mXnsb am{Xw ImWmsX C{X XnSp¡w.... sR«n.

tkmas\mì

AÃm... Ahs\mê sIms¨ms¡ BbntÃ..... ((((lpw ... HmÄsS ]mep æSn¡m³))) Mvlm C\n ASp¯ XhW t\m¡msat¶bv... kw`mjWw AhnsS apdnªp. tkmaëv Fs´ms¡tbm XpScWsaì­v ..... ]s£ F§ns\sb¶dnbmsX Ah³ ]ê§n.... ]ns¶ k¡o\s¡ms¡ F´m hntijw....? joe Np½m Hì X«n t\m¡n. sIm¨mbns«mìw henb amÁsamìanÃs{X .....

F´v amÁw....? atÁ ]cn]mSnbnte...

F´v atÁ ]cn]mSn.... ]®p ]cn]mSn Xt¶ t]mt¯....

Hmlv.... Rm³ hnNmcn¨p.... tkmas\mìv sR«p¶Xv AhÄ {i²n¨p....

F´p hnNmcn¨qìv....?

H¶qey... tlbv Ft´m D­v...?

AÃm ]s­mcn¡Â \n§fv AhÄçv Ft´m "sekv' ]cn]mSn D­mbnês¶t¶m atÁm kqNn¸n¨nê¶ntÃ.... AhÄ Np½m H¶nf¡n t\m¡n.

Rm\§ns\ ]dªnêt¶m....?

DÆv DÆv...

As¶mcns¡ æSn¨v hoembnê¶s¸m ]dªnêì....

AhÄ¡dnbmw æSn¨v t^manembm Ahëv ]dªsXmìw HmÀ½ ImWnÃmìv.

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23/8/2004

7 DtÆm... Ahë `bambn ]ns¶ Fs´ms¡ ]dªp t]mbn«p­v Fìv.

Ah³ thKsaWoÁv tSmbvseÁnteív t]mbn. ]n¶osSmìw AtXçdn¨v kw`mjWap­mbnÃ. Aìv cm{Xn InS¸dbn joe ho­pw B NÀ¨ív XpS¡an«p. tN«m... Dd§ntbm...? A{X s]s«s¶mìw Ahëd§nÃmìv AhÄ¡dnbmw, shÅw IfbmsX Bimëd¡w hcnÃ.

CÃ....

Ah³ thKw Ahsf sI«n¸pWÀìv D½ sImSp¯p.

AÃ tN«\ns¶´m Hê Nn´ Fs¸mgpw.... Rm³ h¶Xp apXÂ {i²nípì .... tlbv HìansÃSo... ]nt¶bv Aì tN«³ ]dªntÃ.... k¡o\bpsS sekv_nb³ A^bdns\ ædn¨v.... ]dªncn¡mw.... Ft¸mtgm kn±nJv AXv kqNn¸n¨n«p­v Fìv tXmìì.

Aìv tN«³ \Ã t^manemb ImcWw Rm³ ]ns¶ Hìw tNmZn¡mªXv....

AhÄ¡nt¸mgpw B ]cn]mSnbpt­m.... kn±nJv hÃXpw FgpXnbnêt¶m..... tlbv A§ns\sbmìansÃSo.... AXv ]­v ]Tníp¶ Imes¯ IfnIftÃ....

AXpsIm­v AhÄçv slt{SmskIvkn XmÂ]cyçdshmìw CÃymìv At¶ Ah³ ]dªnêì....

Aà tN«m.... CXp t]mse BWp§Äçw tlmtamskIvkzmenÁnbn XmÂ]cyw ImWntÃ....

AsXms¡ IzbvÁ v t\NzdemSo.... ImahnImcaS¡m³ ]ÁmsX hêt¼mÄ \nbdÌv Ahbe_nÄ CW kzhÀ¤amsWs¶mìw Nnet¸mÄ Bêw Ku\n¡nÃ..... ]ns¶ AXp am{Xw aXnsb¶ ØnXn h¶memév æSpw_ PohnX¯n {]iv\ap­mæI. AXpw Ct¸mÄ Atacn¡bnepw aÁpw AeuUv BsW¶mWtÃm tIÄç¶Xv. At¸mÄ tN«ëv A§ns\ hà lnÌdnbpapt­m....? sR«p¶Xv AhÄ {i²n¨p. \½psS skIvk n tXm¶nbn«pt­m...?

\n\s¡t¸msg¦nepw

F\nív

Ah³ ho­pw XmÂ]cyçdhv

tlbv Hcn¡epanÃ... Cu æ®ç«sâ ]qÁn IbdmëÅ XmÂ]cyw æd¨p IqSpXem¶m Fsâ A`n{]mbw. AhÄ Ahsâ ep¦nbpsS ap³ `mK¯v ]nSn¨v sRcn¨mév AXv ]dªXv. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

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8 Ah³ AhfpsS ss\Án s]m¡n AhfpsS N´n hnShneqsS hnctemSn¡m³ XpS§n. cm{Xn Ime§fn A¬UÀshbÀ CSp¶ ]Xnhv c­pt]ÀçanÃ. Ah³ AhfpsS IqXns]m«n hncepsIm­v AaÀ¯n.

AhÄ CfIn Nncn¨p sIm­v tNmZn¨p.....? tN«ëv AXnse tIÁtWm...? lpw F´m Ct¸m C§s\ tNmZn¡m³ .... Ahëv ho­pw æÁt_m[¯n \nìfhmb kwibw.

AÃm tN«ëw s]¬Xpf In«msX h¶t¸mÄ hÃhêtSbpw IqXnbn ASn¨n«pt­mìv... F¸gpw Rm³ {i²n¡mdp­v... tN«³ AhnsS hncepsIm­ v æ¯p¶Xv....

AÃm AXnëv sK FIvkv]ocnb³kv Hìw thWsa¶nÃtÃm.... kn±nJv F¸gpw ]dbmdp­v amkhcn Bhpt¼mÄ D]tbmKn¡m\m s]®nëv ]n¶nev AÅm Hê Xpf IqSn sImSp¯ncníp¶Xv Fìv.... ]ns¶ Bé§Äçv s]®p§sf In«m\nÃmXmæs¼m X½n X½n ASn¡mëw.... AtÃ.... AhÄ ho­pw Ahs\ Hì hmcn.

Mvlm ... s]®v hnf¨nseSp¡m... Ah³ AhfpsS ænbn Hê hnc s]«ìv iànbn XÅn¡bÁn. lt¿m... ]Xps¡... tamÄçv s\mt´mSm æ«m.... C\n ]Xps¡ XnêImw tIt«m... Ah³ saà B hnc AhfpsS CdpInb IqXnbn C«v Cf¡m³ XpS§n.

At¸mÄ tN«ëv æ­nbneSn¡m³ CjvSam AtÃ....?

Dw.... tN«ëv CjvSamtWÂ F\nípw CjvSam.... F¶mte kXyw ]dbWw tN«³ ap³]mscsb¦nepw.....? \o Fs¶ shdpçtam.... s\hÀ Ah³ ]nt¶bpw ]dbm³ aSn¨p \n¶t¸mÄ joe ho­pw tNmZn¨p... kn±nJns\bm...?

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23/8/2004

9 Mvlm... kn±nJv tN«t\bpw...? lpw.... sImÅmatÃm... N§mXnamêv... At¸mÄ ]ns¶ Rm³ tN«ëv ASn¡m³ k½Xn¡mw... ]s£ F\nív tN«ëv ASn¨p Xmcm³ CXp t]msem¶nÃtÃm...

AhÄ Ahsâ Xe s]m¡n XpS§nb eKm\n ]nSp¯n«p sIm­mév AXv ]dªXv. AXv kmcansÃSo Ictf...

Hê hgnbp­ v.... tN«ëv CjvSamtWÂ.....

F´p hgn....?

Hê kv{Smt¸m¬ UnÂtUm hm§n sIm­v h¶m aXn....

FSo `b¦co \n\¡nsXms¡ ]WnXn«pt­m....?

Adnbmthm....

tlmÌenÂ

hÃhêan«v

It­m æip¼v .... Rm³ tI«n«p­mbnêì tlmÌen CXns\ ]Án, ]s£ Aìv tN«³ sIm­ph¶ »p^nenanem BZyambn I­Xv. A¸w tlmÌen ]eXpw tI«n«p­tÃ.... kXyw ]dsbSo AhnsS \o N«nbSn ]Wn H¸n¨nteymSo....?

AhÄ apJw s]m¯n \mWt¯msS aqfn.... "Dw...'

IÅo F¶n«v Rm³ BZycm{Xnbn Rm³ tNmZn¨t¸mÄ \o CÃm¶tÃSo ]dªXv... Ah³ æ­nbn hnc apgph³ IbÁn Cf¡n.

At¿m ]Xpt¡ìv... thZ\nípì....

HmsI HmsI...UnbÀ Ah³ Is¿¯n¨v sskUv tS_nfn \nìv hmkvssesâ t_m«n FSp¯v hncen Aåw ]pc«n, ho­pw joebpsS IqXn¯pf eqk¡mëÅ {]{Inb XpSÀì.

AXp ]ns¶.... BZycm{Xnem Cu sImW¨ tNmZy§Ä tNmZnIym....

AsXms¡ BZycm{Xn ]XnhtÃymSo Nct¡....

AtX AtX... ]pXpaWhm«ntbmSm....

N«nbSnb¨n«ps­m... Fs¶ms¡.... apTmf³..

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hncen«n«pt­m....?

23/8/2004

10 AÃmsX Bsc¦nepw ]®o«pt­mìv tNmZn¨nÃtÃm..... tN«³ æ­oeSnípIbpw ASn¸nípIbpw sNbvX hnhcsamìw Ft¶mSpw ]dªnÃtÃm... \o tNmZn¨nÃtÃm.... Mvlm... X¡mew At§m«v Xncnªp InSçv .... ss\Án Ducn¡ftªêv. AhÄ s_Ínenêìv ss\Án ]Xnsb Xe hgn Ducn amÁn. AhfpsS Dê­p Xnc­ apeIÄ {]Xy£ambtXmsS AXn ]nSn¨v Ah³ sR¡mëw ad¶nÃ. thZ\níptam tN«m....? AhÄ InSç¶Xnë ap³t] tNmZn¨p.... Ah³ A£atbmsS Ahsf ]nSn¨ Ncn¨p InS¯p¶Xn\nSbn ]dªp....

CsÃSo Ictf... \o ]dªm aXn At¸mÄ Rm³ \nÀ¯mw... Ah³ AhfpsS shfp¯p sImgp¯ N´n¸mfnIÄ c­pw ]nSn¨I¯n tdmkv_ Uv t]mepÅ Nph¶ KpZ¯nsâ `wKnbmkzZn¨p. kn±nJv ]dªXv t\cmsWìv Ahë tXm¶n. kv{XoIfpsS aeZzmc¯nsâ at\mlmcnX Hì thsd Xs¶. hmkvsse³ C«v s]êamdnbXn\memImw IqXn¯pÅ Aåw hnSÀ¶n«p­v.

Ah³ AhnsS Hê D½ sImSp¯p...

At¿ th­ tN«m.... AhnSym ap¯w sImSpç¶Xv... \nsâ IqXns¡´v `wKnbmSo... kn±nJntâXnëv C{X `wKnbntÃ...? an­msX InSs¡So æªpIq¯n¨o.... AtXmsSm¸w Xs¶ æ®çS¸³ AhfpsS Bh\mgnbn IbÁepw H¸w Ignªp.

Ahsâ

At½bv.... Duêv Duêv joe \nehfn¨p. CsÃSo dnemIvk v... dnemIvk v tamfv ]Xps¡ Hìv ap¡nt¡... æd¨p Ignªm thZ\ amdpw....

At¿m th­ tN«m....

FSo \o BZycm{Xoepw ]qÁo IbÁnbt¸m CXp t]mse IcªXsÃ... æd¨p Ignª¸w amdnbntÃ... CXpw AXpt]mse Xs¶bm....

F¶mepw CsXmê {]IrXn hnê² \S]SnbtÃ....?

A§ns\ t\m¡nbm A¶w Xnì¶ hm sImv æ® Du¼p¶Xpw, I´v aq©p¶XpsaÃmw {]IrXn hnê²amIntÃSo Nct¡... skIvkn A§ns\ HìanÃ, c­v ]mÀSt\gvk nëw XmÂ]cyapÅsXÃmw AeuUm tamtf...

C¸w t\mhnëv ædhp­v t«m.... Fìw IêXn B\ç® apgph³ Ip¯nt¡ÁtÃ....

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23/8/2004

11 æS¸³ amt{X IbÁo«pÅq....

Cuizcm... C¸w Xs¶ sXm­çgn hsc F¯nb t]mem... æd¨p Ignbp¼w \o Xs¶ ]dbpw XÅnt¡sÁìv.... BZyw æ® I­t¸m \o Cu Cuizc·msc Xs¶btà hnfn¨Xv... F¶n«nt¸mtgm.... thKw thKw ]qdnsâ ASoev ap«s«... Fs¶ms¡ ]dªtà ap{IbnSp¶Xv s]®v...!!!

Fsâ tN«\tÃ.... Ifn ]Tn¸n¨p X¶Xv.... Mplpw...

F´mSo æ­n sIms­mê ]nt¶m«v XÅÂ....? æd¨qsS tIÁs«....

Mvlpw... ]Xnsb...

Ah³ Acs¡«v Aåw IqsS apt¶m«v XÅn.... aXn aXn \nÀ¯v.... ?

C\ow H­v ]æXn IqsS.... \n§sS Hê B\¸dnbm.... B kn±nJnsâ F§ns\bm...?

AXv Aåw sNdpXm.... Fsâ At{Xw hcnÃ....

AXm tN«ëv CXnsâ _p²nap«v Adnbm¯Xv....

Hìc­v XhW tIdnbnd§pt¼mÄ FÃmw icnbmæsaSn s]t®....

B kn±nJnëv Hê hnjtamw D­mbnsÃ... tN«³ BZyw IbÁnbt¸m...?

AhÀs¡ms¡ sIm¨p \mfnte Cu ]Wn ]cnNbam.... icym Fsâ ¢mÊnse kpteJ ]dªn«p­v Ahêv kp¶¯v sN¿p¶ ImcWw AhêsS ]pêj·mÀçv ]qdnt\¡mfpw CjvSw Ip­nbnemsWìv....

F¶n«m Cs¸m Xs¶ CXv {]IrXn hnê²mìv ]dªXv...?

AXv ]ns¶ tN«sâ kp¶¯v sNbvXn«nÃtÃm...? \o Ft¸mgpw R§sS Imcyw amt{X ]dbpìÅtÃm... \nsâ N«nbSnbpsS hntij§Ä ]dsbSo....

At¿m th­ tN«m F\nív \mWam...?

AXp icn \n\çv R§sS IYIÄ tIÄ¡m³ hey CjSamWtÃ.... ]d tamtf... tN«ëw tI¡s« \n§sS s]¬Ifn hntijw....? Ah\hfpsS Xe ]nSn¨v Xncn¨v Np­pIfn D½ sImSp¯v A½nªIÄ ]ngnªp sIm­v

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23/8/2004

12 ]dªp.

AhÄçw aqe¯n kzåw kpJw tXm¶n XpS§nbnêì.

AhÄ Aåw IqsS N´n ]n¶nteív XÅn kzåw IqsS æ® DÄs¡m­p.

R§Äçv \n§sS t]mse Imcyambns«mìw sN¿m³ ]ÁnÃmt¶...

BWp§Ä s]®ns\ sN¿p¶ t]mse Xs¶.

Hê¯n aÁhfpsS kmam\¯n ]qdn«v Dcípw, N´oepw... D½ shípw, apte ]nSnípw A{Xsbms¡ Xs¶... ]qÁn hncenSmdntÃ...?

Mvlpw... æ­otem...? tlbv... AXv R§Ä sNbvXn«nÃm t«m... ]qdv \¡mdntÃymSo....

Mvlpw....

A§ns\ FÃma§v ]dbSo .... FÃmw Rm³ tNmZn¡tWm.... tN«ëv tIÄ¡m³ CjvSamWtÃ... æ® ]nt¶bpw hoÀçì­v. C\ow IY ]dªm Fsâ IqXn s]mfnbpw... tN«sâ s]mì tamfv ]dsbSo... N¡tc... tN«³ tNmZnív.... F\nív ]dbm³ AdnbnÃ...

Bscms¡ Bbn Bév \o sNbvXn«pÅXv....? ko\ntbgvkm... td¤nw§oìv c£s¸Sm\m BZyw hg§oXv... \o ko\nbdmt¸mÄ ]pXp s]¬]nÅmsc...

Ceymt«m... Rms\ìw ^Ìv CbdpImcosS t]mem¶m knÌÀ ]dbmdv.

AhfXv A_²¯n ]dªp t]mbXmìv tXmìì DSs\ AhÄ hms]m¯n.

AXv icn .... At¸mÄ I\ymkv{XoIfpambpw ]cn]mSn D­mbnê¶tÃ.... tN«³ BtcmSpw ]dbtÃt«m... Ahêv hey kapZmb¡mcm...

Hm... Hê hey kapZmíImêv... CsXmìw aëjyëv XSp¡m³ ]Ám¯ Imcyaà sImt¨... FÃm kapZmb¯nepap­mæw æds¨ms¡ t»¡v jo]vkv. ]ns¶ Ahsc I\ymkv{Xo, ]mXncn, kzman, {_ÒNmcn Fs¶ms¡ http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/

23/8/2004

13 t]êsImSp¯v aT§fnepw B{ia§fnepw Xf¨n«m s\bv¨À tImÄ XSp¡m³ ]Áptam... AsXms¡ temI \S¸m tamtf. B Hê Imcy¯n apÉowkv s_ädm... ]Åose apÃbmbmepw 4 \n¡mlv \S¯mw. A§ns\ {_ÒNmcnIfmbn \S¡m³ IgnhpÅ \njvæ®·mscms¡ D­mImw... ]s£ B PohnXt¯mSv XmÂ]cyanÃm¯hÀ A§ns\bpÅ aT§fnepw B{ia§fnepw F¯ns¸Sm³ \nÀºÔnXcmæt¼mfmév {]iv\§fp­mæ¶Xv. F{Xsbm km[p æSpw_§fnse s]¬æ«nIfmév kv{Xo[\w sImSp¡m³ hIbnÃm¯Xn\m am{Xw I\ymkv{Xo aT§fn F¯ns¸Sp¶Xv. AhÀs¡ms¡ hnImcw \nb{´¡m³ aÁpÅ \njvImanIsf t]mse Ignsªì hêtam..? AXmév {]iv\w... icbmbncnímw... Ct¸mÄ ChnSs¯ {]iv\w.... AXÃ, tN«³ kmlnXyw ]dbmsX sImd¨qsS DÅn tIÁp¶nà F¶Xmév.

FSo s]mebmSn tamtf... \o F\nín«v ]Wnbm....

AÃm ]ns¶ HmW¯nsâ FtSem Hê XXzimkv{Xw... AÃ ]q«v It¨mSw...

AhÄ Ifnbm¡n Nncn¨p.

As¸m Nc¡nëv ckw ]nSn¨p XpS§n AtÃ... ætdÈ...

F¶n«v ]dbq.. I\ymkv{Xo Xs¶bm ap³ssI FSp¯Xv...?

AsXms¡ hey DucnbSnív...

IYIfm

]ns¶

]dbmw...

tN«\nt¸mÄ

IptdsÈ

AXp icn... Hê Imcyw IqsS... tamÄ¡nt¸mÄ A§ns\ s]®p§fpambn Ifn¡m³ B{Klw tXmììt­m...? tN«t\m....? s]®p§fpambnt«m...?

Het¡sS aqSv... kn±nJns\s¡m­v æ­oeSn¸n¡m³... AhÄçv tZjyw hì...

Rm\tà BZyw tNmZn¨Xv... \o ]d...

AXnëv Rmëambn Ifn¨hsc Hs¡ Ct¸mÄ In«m³ {]bmkatà æ«m.... ]Icsamê¯nsb In«nbmtem...?

AhÄçv Ahsâ DÅnenê¸v ]nSnIn«n.... k¡os\bm...

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23/8/2004

14 F§ns\ a\Ênembn... ?

AXp ]ns¶ tN«ëv ]Ánb Bsf F\n¡dnbmatÃm... kn±nJv.... At¸mÄ ]ns¶ AhfmWtÃm Ffp¸w.

Bs« AhÄ¡nXv XmÂ]cyamsWìv AbmÄ ]dtªm....?

BsW¦nÂ....?

Dw F\nív k½Xam... AhÄ \mWt¯msS samgnªp... ]s£ Hê Imcyw AhtcmSnXv C¸w ]dbm³ ]mSnÃ. Ahsfs¶ hfs¨Spç¶Xv ImWm\m F\nív CjvSw..

HmsI... ]ns¶...

F´m Hê ]ns¶....?

AÃm C\n Ahëv \nt¶mSv Hê I¼w tXm¶nbmÂ....

A§ns\ hcs« F¶m ]ns¶ \apçv k¡o\tbbpw BhmatÃm...

AtÃSm hnêXm...?

AXv hnSv .... \n\çv CjvSamtWm...?

CjvSamsWSm... CjvSamsWSm... sIm¨pIfft\... FSm.. FSm... Ahfm kn\nam Km\w aqfns¡m­v æ­n ]n¶ntem«v XÅn ]cn]mSn XpS§n...

(XpSêw)

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