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Of Manson

You may see me as a nice guy because you’re a nice guy, you know you may see me as what you think is okay but Im not okay

Im nasty, Im really mean.

you cant see Me in a minute

you cant look at Me in a hour man

Im locked up in prison for 9 counts of mass murder so I must be no good somewhere.

Manson on:

The Devil: You’ve got to realise you’re the devil just as much as your god.

Prison: Prison doesn’t begin and end at the gate, prisons in the mind,

its locked in one world that’s dead and dying or its open to a world that’s free and alive.

Murder: I don’t need to kill anyone, I think it... I have it here.

Life: You can’t prove anything that happened yesterday now is the only time that’s real.

Love: In love there is no wrong.

Being labelled Paranoid schizophrenic: Paranoid schizophrenia In the 40s it was only a few us because they just invented those tags from some college somewhere and were considered just a small group of people but now there are many Paranoid schizophrenics because all these guys that are graduating from college that are reading all these books anything they can’t understand is a Paranoid schizophrenic.

The Police: The police used to w a t c h over the people now they’re watching the people.

M a k i n g Change: You don’t make no change without Bloodshed .

T h e president: The president does not represent the people he should be on the roadside picking up his children but he isn’t hes in the white h o u s e sending them off to war.

Authourity: We all know what we are, nobody can stand in judgement, they can play like they stand in judgment and go off and control the masses with y o u r human body. they can lock you up In penitentiaries and put you on crosses like they did in the past but it doesn’t a m o u n t to anything what they’re doing is only persecuting a reflection of themselves, t h e y ’ r e persecuting what they can’t stand to look at in them self. The truth. Movies: We play these stupid little asinine unintelligent fucking games called ‘movies’ to entertain ourselves because we’re so bored with ourselves that we can’t stand ourselves. We got to be looking at someone else’s life rather than look into our own perspectives. The Real: You know real when you see realthats the part of me that they hatebecuase they don’t like it when you see the real because they don’t like the real to be seen because most people like to hide the realbecuase the real is always what gets hurt.

The Word Justice: I think justice is a word that people use but they don’t have much meaning in the word they use it when it does them good. On People: People are like chickens they gotta have someone to peck or pick on on all the time. On Children: You can take a pile of rocks and use them to build a house, or you can take the same

pile and start a war. You tell children not to throw rocks, make rules against picking up rocks, and then make them mad. Keep projecting what not to do, and you can make the thought in their brains of what can and will be done.

Black People/hate for White people: You go over and educate Africans and give them guns. Then what did you have to do with the Mau-Mau? You had to go over there and fight them. Why are you teaching those people to be just like you? I’d say that I hate you first.

You are the first line of my hate. I hate all white people. White people are rotten. You take them out of the jungle and you want to make them into a man. Why couldn’t they be left to be God? In the jungle they were God. Drugs: Anyone who knows anything about drugs the only way drugs c o n t r o l your mind, is that they will c o n t r o l your mind until you get them.

And when you get it, you’re gone; you take the drugs and leave. LSD doesn’t control anyone’s minds. It may actually work in the opposite, it may uncontrol your mind.

T.V.: It’s all a game sweetheart. It’s a big fucking game. It’s a game you’re born into. Your babies are sitting; they’re watching TV. The TV is a big snake that’s eating the minds of your children.

Doing Evil: Doing good is easy, doing evil takes m o r e effort, more creative work and then one must k n o w how to stand back from the rewards. Like one m u s t realize a perfect universe within oneself. Even if you r e a l i z e there is no real self, you can pick up a self and be a p e r f e c t l o v e a perfect hate a b a l a n c e finer than the spider’s web.

Living things: Your body h o u s e s God, and to disrespect yourself disrespects God. Bad: There’s no bad.

The only bad is when you do bad for or against yourself. Women: All women are the devil, they have to too survive. God: You don’t find too many people that really believe in god they’re bullshitting, they’re bullshitting them self’s. they believe in the concept of god, believing in god and believing in the concept of god is two different things man.

They get stuck in believing that this is good and that is bad and this is up and that’s down and there’s no up or down, there’s no good or bad, Gods will is everything, there’s no judgement in god’s will there’s no good or bad in god’s will because god is all things.

Manson on Manson:

Thoughts: My thoughts are more interesting than anything that I can read.

Being Labelled: Hippie cult leader; actually, hippie cult leader, that is your words. I am a dumb country boy who never grew up. I went to jail when I was eight years old and I got out when I was thirty-two.

I have never adjusted to your free world. I am still that stupid, cornpicking country boy that I always have been.

Spiritually: Im Spiritually allied with the scorpion and the wolf, in other words the ways of the animals I identify with more than I do with the way with the ways of humans. Humans are pretty stupid, humans won’t survive, humans aint gonna survive with the way that theyre going.

Spiritualism: Spiritualism scares you people because you got this little stereotype church that you’re buying and selling and you’re trying to put god in a building but god is much bigger than that little church.

P r i s o n Gaurds: I got a big jealous snake I have to deal with e v e r y d a y, a big inadequate, incompetent, jealous snake that has no mind that has no soul. He’s just wound up with money you could pay him to walk backwards. You could by him, and sell him.... there in wall Father: I know my father, my His mind: Uncle Jess wouldn’t Do you know what having your of programmed robots? Having freedom, total insanity.

Living:

street. father is all man let me go to own mind is in a your own mind

school. w o r l d is total

I don’t need to live in this physical realm, I walk around in the physical realm and I put on the faces and I talk and play, its this big act man. In the spiritual world is where I live I exist in places you’ve never even dreamed of.

Fitting in: I don’t fit into society and I am incompetent, im defiantly incompetent. There’s nothing wrong with being incompetent because you don’t have to do as much, if your competent you got alot to do but there’s another aspect of it too ive learned to reflect, I just reflect back.

Being a Success: Ive never been a success at anything, I even got to the point where I didn’t wanna be a success at anything. what would being a success, what does that mean you know, money? I had all the money in the world 3 times and had to give it back. Thats a silly little game.

The world he lives in: Ive been with prostitutes and bums and winos

all my life the street is my world. I don’t pretend to go uptown and be anything fancy, I can but I find more real in the world that im in than I do the tinsel and the real world is what i have to deal with everyday.

On being stupid: I don’t read too well and I don’t write too well and I don’t wanna learn im satisfied with being stupid Being normal: I Never thought I was normal never tried to be normal, normal runs in that little rut down there I don’t know nuttin about being normal I been in jail all my life man I lived on the handball court, all the guys in the joint raised me up.

Age: Im still 10 years old in your world, in your world im still a kid.

Attention: I dont like attention, most insecure people need attention.

Being Nobody: Each one of you is somebody, I am nobody im nothing im nothing im now.

Awa r e n e s s :

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awareness and consciousness is school and has a left me in another no bad going for is: Who am i? Im

m y not the same as somebody that goes to mum and dad, see not having parents has dimension so to say. you know I don’t Have nothing, I don’t judge.

Who he anybody I can get away with being, ill take his clothes and put his boots on and get the hell out of there, walk down the road and be a hobo if I had a good chance.

Respect: Anybody with any respect would r e s p e c t me, but any punk that don’t have respect and all that fear and insecurity then they treat me like the fucking punk they are.

In other words they give me all their insecurity.

Living: I live within the sphere of me I don’t push that off on n o b o d y else and I stand back and give other people their space, but if they don’t give me my respect im sending it back around, im sending it all back around because I live in my mind.

Perfection: Im reaching for perfection just like were all reaching for perfection but my perfection is in the air, the water, the trees and the wildlife and it goes beyond my physical.

Trust: I know my mind and I trust the very same person that you do, I trust the only person left to trust, me. Because you all lied to me, you all misused me, all played your little games up on me.

Who he is: I’m not an entertainer, I’m not a cult leader, I’m a thug.

But all I’ve got left is my rap, if you take that away from me, I’m nothing.

How do you communicate to a whole group of people?

YOU STAND UP AND TAKE THE WORST FEARED SYMBOL THERE IS AND SAY, “THERE, NOW I’VE GOT YOUR FEAR NOW IVE GOT YOUR FEAR AND YOUR FEAR IS YOUR POWER AND YOUR POWER IS YOUR CONTROL”

Is charles manson crazy?

whatever that means, sure hes crazy hes mad as a hatter what difference does it make? You know a long time ago being crazy meant something nowadays everybody’s crazy.

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