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mqyqKq fkdl< uki uq<djg m;a fjñka tajd miqmi hhs' th .ek thg u wu;l fjhs' ˆl,n,hg;a iekiSu fyda fjk;a wdldrhlg;a m;a ù we;af;a wm uh˜ hkqfjka wm l,amkd lrkafka túgh' tfia jqj o uki ienE f,iska ljodg;a ksYp a ,h' tfia u Ydka;h' ienE f,iska u Ydka;h' iq<x myrlg wiq jk f;la ksYp a , j mj;akd fld<hla fuka th ksYp a ,h' fld<fha fi,ùu we;s jkafka iq<Õ yeuQ úgh' tu fi,ùug fya;=j iq<Õhs' uki fi,fjkafka yeÕSï fyj;a ffp;islhka ksidh' tfia fkdjkafka kï th fkd fi,afjhs' yeÕSïj, h:d iajNdjh yßhg u ±k .;a úg wm ;=< tajd .ek ;elSula we;s fkd fõ' wm mqyqKq jkafka yqfola fï uki ;=< mj;akd uQ,sl iajNdjh ±l .ekSu i|ydh' tu ksid ta ;=< my<jk yeÕSï ye¢k f.k tajdhska uq<d fkd ù th Ydka; njg m;a lsÍu i|yd wms wfma uki mqyqKq l< hq;= fjuq' wm úiska fuys § lrkq ,nk fuu ÿIalr mqyqKqfõ b,lalh jkqfha;a th uh'
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Yla;su;a lsÍu hkq th ksYap, f,i ;eîuh" ta foh fï foh .ek l,amkdfõ fkdfhdojd ;eîuhs' wm fndfyda fokl=f.a uki lsisl,l ksYap,j ;sî ke;' Ndjkdj ;=<ska talrdYS jQ ksYap, Ndjh" tkï iudêfha n,h" thg lsis Èkl ,eî ke;' tu ksid wms hï iSudjla mkjd .ksñka ˆˆiudê Ndjh˜˜ ta ;=< msysgqjd .ksuq' wm lrkqfha jdä ù Ndjkd lrñka ˆˆnqoaO Ndjh˜˜ yd tla ù isàuh' yqiu a b;d È. fyda b;d flá fkdjk f,ig n,mEula we;s l< fyd;a tys iu;=,s; Ndjh ke;s ù ikaiqka njg m;a fkd fjhs' uyk hka;%hlska ueiSu m%:u j;djg wdrïN lrk úg we;s jk ;;a;ajh o fun÷h' hï lsisjla we;af;ka u ueiSu wdrïN lsÍug fmr ksis tl,ia Ndjhla we;s lr .ekSu i|yd wm lrkqfha hka;h % kslï u md.d ne,Suhs' yqiau iïnkaO j ls%hd lrk úg;a fun÷h' th fl;rï È. o flá o Yla;su;a o ÿj_, o hkak .ek fkdi,ld yqfola th iksgqyka lr .ekSu muKla l< hq;=h' iajdNdúl j isÿ jk yqiau foi n,ñka th tfia ;sîug bvyer isáh hq;=hs' yqiu a wfma Ndjkd wruqKq jYfhka fhdod .kq ,nkafka tys iu;=,s; Ndjhla we;s jQ úgh' yqiau by<g .kakd úg tys wdrïNh isÿ jkafka kdih w. fl<jßks' tys uOHh mmq fmfoi jk w;r wjidkh Wor fmfoihs' yqiau .uka .kakd ud._h fuhhs' yqiau my<g jeàfï wdrïNh isÿ jkafka Wor fmfoiskah' tys uOHh mmq fmfoi jk w;r wjidkh kdih w. fl<jrhs' kdifha w. fl<jr" mmq fmfoi yd Wor fmfoi" kej;;a Wor fmfoi" mmq fmfoi yd kdifha w. flf<jr hk yqiau .uka .ekSfï fuu ud._h wms yqfola u iksgqyka lruq'
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fï ;=ka ia:dkh .ek iksgqyka lrkq ,nkafka uki pxp, fkdù ;sîug;a tys we;s ls%hdldrs;ajh iSud lr i;sh yd wjOdkh tuÕska myiqfjka u we;s lr .ekSug;ah' wm fuu ;=ka ia:dkh iksgy q ka lsÍfï ksmK q ;ajh ,eîfuka miq lrkqfha th w;yer ouñka yqiau we;=<;g msg;g .uka .kakd ud._fha msysá kdifha w. fl<jr yd Wvqf;d, u; isysh msysgqjd .ksñka ta tl u ia:dkh ;=<ska yqiau we;=<a ùu" msg ùu" kej;;a we;=<a ùu" msg ùu isÿjk wdldrh iksgy q ka lsÍuhs' úfYaI fjk lsij s la .ek is;Sfï wjYH;djhla ke;' ±kg È.ska È.g t<ô isysh mj;ajd .ksñka yqfola fuu iq¨ ldhH_h .ek muKla is; fhdojkak' wdYajdi-m%Yajdi lsÍug jvd yqfola l< hq;= fjk;a ldhH_hla ke;' uki blaukska u Ydka; Ndjhg m;a fjhs' yqiau ishqï njlg m;a fjhs' uki yd isrer hk fol u ieye,a¨ fjhs' Ndjkd ldhH_fhys kshq;= ùu i|yd iqÿiq ;;a;ajh jkqfha fuhhs' jdä ù fufia Ndjkd lrñka isák úg uki ;=< ishqï Ndjhla we;s fjhs' th l=uk ;;a;ajhl mej;sh;a wm ta .ek wjOdkj;a ùug;a" ta .ek ±k .ekSug;a W;aidyj;a úh hq;=hs' ukfiys mj;akd iudêh iuÕ ls%hdldß;ajh o mj;S' is; wruqKq fj; fhduq lrjk ú;l_h kï ls%hdj ta ;=< mj;S' nyq, jYfhka i;sh fkdmj;sk úg ú;l_h o nyq, jYfhka fkd mj;S' bka miq wruqKq ;=< isf;ys yeisÍu fyj;a úpdrh we;s fjhs' úákaúg wmeyeÈ,s wruqKq we;s úh yels kuq;a tajd .ek ±kSfuka isàu b;d jeo.;a fjhs' l=ula isÿ fjñka mej;sh;a wm isákqfha ta .ek È.skaÈ.g mj;akd oekSfuka hq;= j hs' jvd;a .eUqrg hk úg uki ia:djr f,i msysgd ;sfí o fkd ;sfí o hkak .ek ±k .ksñka Ndjkdfõ ;;a;j a h .ek wms ksr;=re wjOdkfhka hq;= j isáuq' iudêh yd i;sh t<ö mj;skafka fï wdldrfhks'
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kuq;a ;j ÿrg;a iudêh ÈhqKq jk iqL-tal.a.;d fol yer mS%;sh o neyer fjhs' wjidkfha iqLh o neyer ù uki ishqï iajNdjfha Wmßu ;;a;ajhg m;a fjhs' ±ka tys b;sß ù we;af;a tal.a.;djh yd WfmaÌdj muKhs' wksl=;a ish,a, wfydais ù yudrh' uki bka miq lsisjla flfrys ie,ls,a,la fkd olajhs' tfia jqj o ukfia Yla;sh n,h ;ju;a m%n, ;;a;j a hlg m;a ù fkdue;s kï" ÿj_, kï ndOd muqKj q k udkisl wruqKq úáka úg my< fjhs' uki Ydka; Ndjfhka mj;sk kuq;a ta ;=< wmeyeÈ,s w÷re iajNdjhla fkd jk w;r ta ;=<ska hï hï wruqKq uE;a fjhs' tajd Yíohla weiSu fyda n,a,l= fmkSu fyda jeks foaj,a úh yelshs' th ienE f,ig meyeÈ,s ke;s kuq;a isyskhla o fkd fõ' th fufia jkafka OHdkdx.j, iu;=,s;h ySk ù" ÿ¾j, ù we;s ksidh' kuq;a iuyr úg ta ;=<ska OHdkfha Wiia ;,hka fj; <Õd ùug Tyqg fkdyels jkq we;' th ù f.dú;eka lsÍu iy bßÕ= f.dú;eka lsÍu w;r mj;sk fjki fuks' flkl=f.a Ôúldj lrf.k hdu i|yd bßÕ= f.dú;ekg jvd ù f.dú;ek flfrys úYajdihla ;eìh yelsh' wfma mqyqKqj o ta f,ig u úh yelsh' fuu iudêuh wjia:djka ;=< uki m%fhda.ldÍ ls%hdjkays fh§ug bv ;sfí' fï ;;a;ajhka mj;sk úg ta ;=< fndfyda wjia:dj, § lsishï bkaøshhla ud._fhka udhdldÍ foaj,a my< ùug mq¿jk' túg isÿ fjñka mj;skqfha l=ula o@ hkak .ek ksh; jYfhka mejiSug fhda.djprhdg kqmq¨jka jkq we;' ud isákafka kskafoa o@ hkak .ek ksh; jYfhka mejiSug fhda.djprhdg kqmq¨jka jkq we;' ud isákafka kskafoa o@ ke;' kskafoys fkd fõ' th isyskhla o@ ke;' isyskhla fkd fõ'
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fujeks lreKq u;=jkafka iudêfha ueo Nd.fha § muKh' kuq;a uki ksh; jYfhka u Ydka; yd meyeÈ,s núka hq;= kï my< jk fkdfhla udkisl wruqKq fyda udhdjka .ek fyda wm ;=< ielhla we;s fkd fõ' ud ud._fhka msg mekafka o@ isákqfha ksod f.k o@ ud uxuq,djg m;a ù o@ fujeks m%Yak u;= fkd jkafka tjeks .;s ,ÌK ;ju;a mj;skafka iel lrk ukila ;=< ksidh' ud kskafoa o@ wjÈfhka o@ fuh wmeyeÈ,s ;;a;ajhls' fuh ufkdaNdjhka ;=< uxuq<d jQ ukils' th j<dl=,lg uqjd jQ pkaøhd n÷h' y| ;ju;a oel .ekSug yels jk kuq;a jid f.k we;s j<dl=, ksid th meyeÈ,s j fkd Èiafjhs' th j<dl=, ;=<ska u;= jQ meyeÈ,s" ;shqKq yd §ma;su;a pkaøhd fuka fkd fõ' uki ikaiqka njg m;a ù i;sh yd iajhx wjfndaOh uekúka m%;sIaGdms; jQ úg ta ;=<ska úoHdudk jk fkdfhl=;a Ou_;djhka .ek flkl= ;=< ielhla we;s fkd fõ' tjeks ukila ienE f,is k a mj;s k q f ha kSjrKhkaf.ka wE;ajh' ta ;=< my< jk yeu fohl u i;H iajNdjh th oek.kshs' th meyeÈ,s yd §ma;su;a núka hq;a ksid wms ta .ek iel fkd lruq' iudê Ndjhg m;a ukfia iajNdjh fuhhs' flfia fj;;a iuyr mqo. a ,hkag kï iudêhg msúiSfï ldhH_h ÿIalr fohls' thg fya;=j ;ukaf.a keñhdjkag th fkd .e,mSuhs' iudêh Tjqka ;=< we;s jk kuq;a th m%n, fyda ia:Sr fyda fkd fõ' kuq;a fufkys lr n,ñka foaj,aj, i;Hh oel ta wkqj .eg¨ ksrdlrKhg m;alr m%{dj ;=<ska hï flkl=g iekiSu Wod lr .; yelsh' fuh iudêhg jvd m%{dj bjy,a lr .ekSuls' Ndjkdj ;=<ska ukfia ikaiqka nj we;s lr .ekSu i|yd jdä ù
Ndjkdj .ek
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Ndjkd lsÍug wjYH fkd jk nj fuys § WodyrKhla f,iska oelaúh yelsh' ˆˆth l=ula o@˜˜ hkqfjka ;udf.ka u m%Yak lr .ksñka .eg¨j tflfKys u ksrdlrKh lr .kak' keKj;a mqoa.,hd tjeks wfhls' m%{dj ÈhqKq lr .ekSu i|yd iEfyk m%udKfha iudêhla wjYH fõ' we;s lr .kakd .eg¨ ksrdlrKh lr .ekSu i|yd wm jeäjeäfhka úYajdih ;nkafka m%{dj flfrysh' i;Hh oel .;a úg iekiSu W¯ fjhs' fuu l%u fol tl iudk fkd fõ' iuyr mqo. a ,hkag úo¾Ykdj we;s w;r Tjqyq m%{dfjka o wêlh' Tjqka ;=< t;rï iudêhla ke;' jdä ù Ndjkd lrk úg Tjqkaf.a uki ;=< t;rï Ydka; Ndjhla o ke;' Tjqyq ta foaj,a fï foaj,a .ek fufkys lr n,ñka fndfyda fihska l,amkdjg keUqre fj;s' wjidkfha iem yd ÿl .ek l%ufhka fufkys lr n,d tajdfha i;Hh wjfndaO lr .ks;s' iuyr wh fuhg jvd keUqre jkafka iudêh fj;h' isg f.k isák" weúÈñka isák" jdä fjñka ys¢k" je;sÍ .ksñka isák hk fï fldhs fudfyd;l fyda Ou_fha wdf,dalh Tjqka ;=< my< ùug mq¨jk' Tjqyq ielfhka f;dr j i;Hh oel .ksñka iekis,s iqjh Wod lr .ks;s' th tfia jkafka i;Hh Tjqka úiska u oel f.k we;s ksidh' wksl=;a whj¨ka ;=< m%{dj mj;skqfha iq¨ jYfhks' tfy;a tu whf.a iudêh b;du;a m%n,h' b;d .eUqre iudêhg b;d blaukska msúiSu mjd Tjqkg yels jk kuq;a m%{dj wvq jQ ksid ;uka ;=< mj;sk laf,aYhka yiq lr .ekSug Tjqkg fkdyels jkafka Tjqka tajd .ek fkdokakd ksidh' ;ukaf.a .eg¨ úi|d .ekSug Tjqkag kqm¨ q jk'
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tfia jqj o wm fhdod .kakd l%uh fyda fõjd ta .ek fkdi,ld yßñka wm ;=< ksjerÈ oelSu muKla ;sîug bvyer jerÈ l,amkdjka neyer l< hq;=hs' fuu l%u folska fldhs tllska fyda jqj o wm <Õd jkafka tl u ;eklgh' wfma mqyqKqj i|yd fujeks wxY folla we;s kuq;a iu:h yd úo¾Ykdj hk fol u tlg tla ù ne£ mj;shs' ta folu jeäh hq;af;a tlg uh' Ndjkdj ;=< my< jk fkdfhl=;a ffp;islhka foi n,d ys¢kqfha i;shhs" fkdtfia kï isyshhs' mqyqKq ùï ;=< fjk;a fya;= idOl my< lrùu i|yd Wmldr ùug yels ;;a;ajhla jkqfha fuu i;shhs' i;sh hkq Ôjhhs' th fkdue;s j wisysh mj;sk úg wm urKhg m;a jQjdla fuks' i;sh fkdue;s jQ úg wfma jpk yd ls%hdjka w¾:Y+kH njg m;a fõ' i;sh hkq t<ô isyshhs' th iajhx wjfndaOh yd m%{dj my< ùu i|yd fya;= fjhs' i;sfhka f;dr jQ úg wm jvk l=uk YS, .=Khla fyda jqj o th wiïmQK_h' isgf.k isák úg" weúÈk úg" jdä ù isák úg fyda je;sÍ f.k isák úg wm foi úuis,af,ka n,d ys¢kqfha fuu i;shhs' wm ;jÿrg;a iudêfha /£ fkdisáh;a i;sh wm ;=< È.g u mej;sh hq;h = 's túg wm l=ula l< o th lrkq ,nkafka m%fõifuka ks¾jHdc ,–cd Ndjhl yeÕSula wm ;=< we;s jh' lrk jerÈ l%shdjka .ek;a ,e–cdjla we;s fjhs' fuu ,–cd nfõ yeÕSï ÈhqKq jk úg ;ekam;a .;sh o ta wdldrfhka u ÈhqKq fjhs' ;ekam;a .;sh ÈhqKq jk úg wkjOdkh w;=reoka fjhs' jdä ù Ndjkd fkdl<;a fuu lreK wfma is;a ;=< ;ekam;a ù mj;shs'
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fuu ;;a;ajh yg.kafka i;sh jeãfï fya;=j ksidh' tu ksid wm i;sh jeäh hq;=uhs' ±kg lrñka isák ls%hdjka foi;a w;S;fha lrk ,o ls%hdjka foi;a n,d ys¢kqfha fuu i;shhs' thska bgq jk ienE m%fhdackhla ;sfí' wm .ek fï wdldrfhka ksr;=re j mj;sk ±kSfuka hq;= j isàu ksid ksjerÈ foh jerÈ fohska fjka ù ud._h meyeÈ,s fjhs' ,–cdjkag uq,a jk ish¨ u fya;= ÿre fjhs" m%{dj my< fjhs' YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj tlg tlalr th wfma mqyqKqj f,i wmg ±laúh yelsh' ;ekam;a núka isàu" ixjrj isàu hkak YS,hhs' ta md,kh ;=< uki ia:djrj mj;ajd .ekSu iudêhhs' wm fh§ isák ldhH_h ;=< mj;sk ish¨ u wdldrfha mßmQK_ ±kqu m%{djhs' ¨yqçka .;a úg fuu Ndjkd mqyqKqj hkq YS,h" iudêh" yd m%{djhs' fjk;a jpkj,ska olajd isáh fyd;a ta yd iudk fjk;a udj;la ke;'
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oeka Tng ksiel o@ Ndjkd mqyK q j q .ek úYajdihla ;sfí o@ ud fuh wikafka .syshka yd meúoaoka fndfyda fokl= fï Èkj, Ndjkd mqyqKqj W.kajk ksid Tng ta .ek ielhla yd fo.sähdjla we;s jkafka hhs ud ;=< ìhla we;s jk ksidh' meyeÈ,s jegySula we;s lr .ekSug wmg yels kï uki Ydka; yd ia:djr njg m;a lrùug yels fjhs' Tn wdhH_ wIagdx.sl ud._h f;aareï .; hq;= jkafka YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj jYfhks' yqfola ir, jYfhka .;a úg ud._h tlla njg mßj;_kh jkafka fï wdldrhgh' wm mqyqKq jkafka fuu ud._h wm ;=< my< lrjd .ekSu i|ydh'
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jdä ù Ndjkd lrk úg fjk lsisjla foi fkdn,d oEia mshjd .kakd f,i wmg lshd fokq ,efí' oEia mshjd .;a úg wfma wjOdkh wfma u wNHka;rh ;=<g fhduq fjhs' wjOdkh yqiau fj; r|jd .ksñka ta yd iïnkaO j wmg we;s jk oekSu yd wfma isysh ta fj; u msysgqjd .ksuq' ud._h my< ùu i|yd fya;= idOl tluq;= njg m;a jQ úg yqiau yd ta iïnkaO j wmg we;s jk oekSu fuka u thg wh;a ufkdaNdjhka hk fïjd we;s ieáfhka oel .ekSug yels fjhs' fuys § iudêh yd ud._dx. tluq;= núka talrdYS ù wruqKqjk ia:dkh wms oel .ksu'q jdä ù wjOdkh yqiau flfrys fhduq lrjñka Ndjkdfõ fh§ isák úg Tn ±ka ys¢kqfha ;ksfhka uh hkqfjka Tn u is;d .kak' Tn wjáka fjk lsisjl= fkdisák nj;a tys lsisfohla fkdue;s nj;a is;d .kak' yqiau flfrys uki fhduq jk f;la ndysr ish¨ foaj,a w;yer ouñka ˆ;uka ys¢kqfha ;ksfhka uh˜ hk yeÕSu ÈhqKq lrkak' ˆˆfï ;eke;a;d fu;ek;a" ta ;eke;a;d t;ek;a ys¢hs'˜˜ hkqfjka l,amkd fkd lrkak' tfia lsÍfuka uki ;=< iduhla we;s fkdjk w;r ta ;=<g tys fhduq ùula o isÿ fkd fjhs' Tn wjg lsisjl= ke;s njg;a lsis fohla fkdmj;sk njg;a jgmsgdj .ek Tn ;=< fo.sähdjla fyda l=;=y,hla fyda ke;s njg;a yeÕSula we;s jk f;la yqfola ish¨ foaj,a w;yer oukak' yqiau by< my< hEu bfí isÿ jk f,ig bv yßkak' th flá jk f,ig fyda Èla jk f,ig fyda fjkia wdldrhla fuka jk f,ig fyda thg n,mEula fkd lrkak' yqfola jdä ù ys¢ñka th we;=,a ù msgù hk wdldrh foi n,d ys¢kak' uki ndysr wruqKq w;yer ouk úg fudag¾ r:j,ska kef.k y~ jeks
tluq;= njg m;a udj;
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fohska Tng ysßyerhla fkdjkq we;' uki ;=<g tajd jeoao fkd.ekSu thg fya;=jhs' Tfí uq¨ wjOdkh u fhduq j we;af;a yqiau flfrysh' uki fkdikaiqka ù wjOdkh yqiau flfrys fhduq fkd jkafka kï" yels;dla È.ska yd .eUqßka tla yqiaula f.k thska lsisjla b;sß fkd jk fia th áflka ál msg lr yßkak' ;=ka j;djla fï wdldrhg lrñka Tfí wjOdkh h<s msysgqjkak' uki ikaiqka fjhs' iq¨ fj,djla ;=< ksYap, j ;sîu ukfia iajNdjhhs' bkaa miq fkdikaiqka Ndjh yd pxp, Ndjh ta ;=< kej;;a yg.kshs' fufia jk úg kej; jrla uki tla;eka lr .eUqßka È. yqiaula f.k wjOdkh h<s yqiau flfrys msysgqjd .kak' yqfola fï wdldrhg lr f.k hkak' fuh lsysm j;djla l< úg Tng ta .ek ksmqK;djhla we;s fjhs' uki úiska ndysr jYfhka m%lg jk ish,a,la u w;ayer oukq ,nhs' ndysr wruqKq ta ;=<g jeoao .kq fkd,nk w;r i;sh ia:srj u msysghs' yqiau jvd;a ishqï jk úg ta wdldrfhka u uki o fõokd yeÕSï o b;d ishqï wdldrhlg fhduq ù we;af;a wfma wNHka;rh foigh' we;=,a jk msg jk yqiu a meyeÈ,s wdldrhg Èia fjhs" yeu wruqKla u oY_kh fjhs' YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj y÷kajkq ,nkafka fuhhs' uki ;=< fuu tluq;= nj mj;sk úg th wjq,a núka ñfohs' tl u tlla jYfhka tla;eka fjhs' iudêh f,i y÷kajkq ,nkafka fuhhs' §>_ ld,hla yqiau foi n,d isák úg th ishqï njg m;a fjhs' yqiau iïnkaO ±kSu l%ufhka kj;S' oeka mj;skafka ;kslr u msßisÿ wjOdkhhs' yqiau fl;rï
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ishqï njg m;ajkafka o h;a th woDYHudk njg m;a fjhs' lsis wdYajdihla-m%Yj a dihla ke;sjd fia wm isákqfha Tfya kslï jdä ù f.kh' yqiau we;a; jYfhka mj;sk kuq;a th ke;=jdla fuka fmfkhs' tfia jkqfha uki ishqï nfõ Wmßu ;;a;ajhg m;a fjñka ta ;=< yqÿ msßisÿ oekSu muKla mj;sk ksidh' yqiau .ek oekSula thg ke;' yqiau w;=reoyka ù ;sîu .ek wjfndaOh ta ;=< ;yjqre fjhs' th fufia jQ úg Ndjkd wruqKq jYfhka wm fhdod .; hq;= jkafka l=ula o@ fuu wjfndaOh tkï yqiau fkdue;s nfõ oekSu yqfola wfma wruqK jYfhka fhdod .ksuq' wm n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkd jQ hï foaj,a fï wjia:dfõ § isÿ ùug ms<j s k' iuyr flfkla tajd w;aols;'s iuyre tfia fkd lr;s' tjeks foa my< jk úg tajdhska ii, fkd ù wfma isysh Yla;su;a f,i ;nd .; hq;=h' yqiau w;=reoka ù we;s nj oel iuyre ìhg m;a fj;s' ;uka urKhg m;ajkafkahehs is;ñka tfia ìh fj;s' mj;akd ;;a;j a h .ek wm we;s ieáfhka u ±k.; hq;h = ' yqiu a ke;s nj ie,ls,, a g f.k th wfma oekSfï wruqK jYfhka fhdod .ksu'q fï ;;a;j a h b;d m%n, Yla;u s ;a iudê ;;a;j a hla jYfhka wmg mejish yelsh' ta ;=< mj;skfq ha m%n, f,ig ksixi, jQ udkisl ;;a;j a hls' tys ishï q nj fl;rï o h;a wmg YÍrhla ke;sjd fia oefka' wm jdä ù ys¢kqfha yqfola ysia wNHjldYh ;=<h hk yeÕSu we;s jk w;r ish,a,la u Èia jkqfha ysia f,igh' fuh widudkH fohla jYfhka fmfkk kuq;a ta .ek lror ùug lsisjla fkdue;s nj Tn jgyd .; hq;=hs' Tfí uki Yla;su;a f,i ta wdldrfhka u mj;ajd .kak' thg ndOd muqKqjk bkaøsh wruqKq fkdmj;sk úg uki Yla;u s ;a f,i tluq;= njlg m;a fjhs' flkl=g
tluq;= njg m;a udj;
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fndfyda ld,hla tu ;;a;ajfhka u isáh yels fjhs' lror we;s lsÍu i|yd fõokd f.k fok yeÕSï we;s fkdfjhs' iudêh fï ;;a;j a fhka mj;sk úg Tng jqjukd úgl thska ñ§ug o yels fjhs' Tn thska ñfokafka iqjfia u ñi th tmd jQ ksid fyda thska fjfyig m;a jQ ksid fyda fkd fõ' oekg th iEfyk ksid;a thska iqj myiqjla oefkk ksid;a" lsisjla flfrys wdYdjla fkdmj;sk ksid;a tu ñ§u isÿ fjhs' fï ;;a;ajhg iudêh ÈhqKq lsÍug yels kï" jdä ù mehla fyda ñks;a;= 30la fyda Ndjkdfõ fh§ isáh;a Èk .Kkla hk f;la uki ;=< ksYap,;djhla yd Ydka; Ndjhla mj;shs' uki fï wkaoug Ydka; j yd ksYap, j mj;sk úg th msßiqÿh' wm w;aolsk foh l=ula jqj o uki úiska th úuiqug ,la lrkq ,nhs' fuh iudêfha M,hls' bgq lsÍu msKsi iudêhg tla ldhH_hla o" YS,hg ;j;a ldhH_hla o" m%{djg fjk;a ldhH_hla o ;sfí' fuh frdaohla n÷h' ikaiqka ukila ;=<ska fï ish,a, Tng u ±l.; yels fjhs' uki ksYap,;djhg m;a jQ úg tald.%;djh yd ixjrh ta ;=< we;s fjhs' m%{dfõ yd iudêfha Yla;s n,h ksid th tfia fjhs' jvd;a tald.% jk úg th jvd;a ishqï fjhs' kej;;a wdmiaig mú;% Ndjh jeä ùu i|yd th YS,hg Yla;sh ,nd fohs' YS,h jvd;a ÈhqKq jk úg th iudêh ÈhqKq lsÍu i|yd WmldÍ fjhs' YS,h" iudêh" m%{dj hk fïjd tlsfklg WmldÍ fjhs' tajd w;r tlg ne£ .;a iïnkaO;djhla mj;skafka fï wdldrfhks' wjidkfha ud._h ;=<ska my< jk fuu Yla;sh wm /l .; hq;=hs' ulaksid o h;a úo¾Ykdj yd m%{dj fj; wm fhduq lrjk Yla;sh th jk ksidh'
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Ndjkdkqfhda.h s dg úYd, wjevla fyda úYd, hym;la fyda f.k §fï yelshdjla iudêh ;=< ;sfí' th tlla fyda wksl fyda muKla f.k tkafka hehs Tng mejish fkd yelsh' m%{dj fkdue;s mqoa.,hdg th wjevodhlh' kuq;a m%{dj we;s mqoa.,hdg thska ienE jQ hym;la Wod lr .; yelsh' Tyq úo¾Ykdj fj; fhduq lrùug thg yels fjhs' Ndjkdkqfhda.shdg jvd;a wjevodhl úh yelafla .eUqre ksYap, iudêh jk OHdkhhs' fuu iudêh uy;a iekis,s iqjhla Wod lr fohs' iekis,s iqjh ksid ta ;=< mS%;s iqjhla my< fjhs' mS%;s iqjh mj;sk úg yqfola ta iqjodhl yeÕSu ;=< /£ isàug Ndjkdkqfhda.shdg wjYH fjhs' §>_ ld,hla Ndjkd mqyqKq l< úg blaukska u iudêhg msúiSfï m%jK;djhla flkl= ;=< we;s fjhs' Ndjkd wruqKq jegySug mgka .;a ieKska uki iudêhg m;a fjhs' hula úu¾Ykh lr ne,Su i|yd thska fjka ùug Ndjkdkqfhda.shdg wjYH fkd fjhs' Tyq yqfola tu i;=g ;=< u weK ysáhs' fuh yqfola Ndjkd mqyqKq jkakkag wka;rdhldß ;;a;ajhls' wm fhdod .; hq;= iudêh Wmpdr iudêhhs' uki iEfyk ;rñka iudê.; jQ úg t;=<k s a ndysr lsh % dldß;ajh foi tî ne,Sula isÿ fjhs' ksi, ukilska hq;= j msg; n,d ys£u ksid m%{dj my< fjhs' fuh jgyd .ekSu ;rula wmyiqh' ulaksid o th fndfyda ÿrg idudkH iajNdjfha l,amkd lsÍula fyda is;ska is;d .ekSula fyda fuka fkdjk ksidh' l,amkd lsÍu we;s úg uki ;=< Ydka; Ndjh fkd mj;shs hkqfjka wm is;Sug mq¨jk' kuq;a we;sieáhg wkq j n,k úg tu l,amkd lsÍu mj;skqfha ta iudê Ndjh ;=< uh' fufkys lr ne,Su mj;sk kuq;a ukig thska ndOd isÿ fkd fõ' l,amkdj
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fhdojd .kq ,nkafka uki .ek u fufkys lr ne,Sug ñi th wruqKlska f;dr j lrkq ,nk l,amkd ls\ula fyda wkqudk jYfhka lrkq ,nk is;d .ekSula fyda fkdjk ksidh' th Ydka; Ndjfhka hqla; ukila ;=<ska mek k.sk fohls' fuh y÷kajkq ,nkafka ˆˆksYap, Ndjh ;=<ska oek.ekSu yd oek.ekSu ;=<ska ksYap,Ndjh˜˜ hkqfjks' th yqfola idudkH iajNdjfha l,amkd lsÍula fyda is;k s a ujd .ekSula fyda fõ kï uki iduldó núka f;dr fõ' th le<öfuka hq;= fõ' kuq;a ud mjikafka ta idudkH iajNdjfha l,amkd lsÍu .ek fkd fõ' iduldó ukila ;=<ska my< jk yeÕSu .ekh' fufkys lsÍu hkqfjka th y÷kajkq ,efí' m%{dj ksiel jYfhka Wod jkafka fï ;=<sks' tneúka uki ;=< iïud iudêh fyda ñ;Hd iudêh fyda my< ù ;sîug mq¿jk' iudêhg m;a ù we;;a uki ta .ek lsis fohla fkdoek ;sîu ñ;Hd iudêhhs' meh folla fyda uq¿ ojila fyda ;=< jqj o flkl=g Ndjkdfõ fh§ isáh yels kuq;a uki .uka lf<a l=uk Èidjlg o" isÿ jQfha l=ula o hkak .ek uki fkd okS' ta ;=< iudêhla we;;a th tmuKls' th fyd¢ka uqjy;a l< msyh s la m%fhdackhg .ekSu i|yd fkdie,ls,u s ;a ùu jeksh' tn÷ iudêh /já,su;a iajNdjfha tlls' ulaki s d o ta .ek iq,N ±kSula ta ;=< fkdue;s ksidh' wjidk mrud:_h fj; ;ud oekgu;a m;aù we;s nj Ndjkd fhda.shd iuyr úg is;Sug ms<sjk' tu ksid Tyq fjk lsisjla .ek fidhd ne,Sug fjfyi fkd .kshs' fuu ;;a;ajh ;=< iudêh i;=rl= njg m;aúh yel' yß yd jerÈ foh .ek oekSula ke;s ksid ta ;=<ska m%{dj my< ùug fkd yelsh'
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iudê Ndjfha l=uk ;;a;ajhla lrd meñK isáh;a" oekSu mj;skqfha ksjerÈ iudêh ;=<hs' ukd isysh yd meyeÈ,s wjfndaOh ta ;=< mj;S' m%{dj my< lrúh yels iudêh fuhhs' flkl=g ta ;=< uq<d ùug fkd yelsh' fï nj Ndjkd mqyqKq jkakka fyd¢ka u jgyd .; hq;=hs' fuu oekSfuka fyj;a i;sfhka f;dr j lghq;= lsÍug Tng fkd yelsh' uq, mgka wjidkh f;la th È.g u mej;sh hq;=hs' fujeks iudêhla ;=<ska lsis wk¾:ldß;ajhla isÿ fkd fjhs' iudêh ;=<k s a hym; W¯ jkafka fld;ekska o" m%{dj Wod jkafka flfia o@ hkak .ek úuis,su;a jkq we;' ksjerÈ iudêh ÈhqKq lr .;a úg ta ;=<ska m%{dj my< ù fï wjia:dj l=uk fudfyd;l § fyda Wod ùug ms<sjk' wei rEmhla olsk úg;a" lkg Yíohla wefik úg;a" kdihg .| iqj| oefkk úg;a" Èjg ri ,efnk úg;a" YÍrhg iam¾Yh oefkk úg;a" uki wruqKq .kakd úg;a" bßhõ ;=<ska my< jk wruqKq ;=<;a" mj;sk ienE iajNdjh .ek uki oekSfuka hq;= j mj;shs' th tajd miqmi fkd hhs' uki ;=< m%{dj mj;sk úg th ˆˆf;dardfírd .ekSul˜˜ fkd fhfohs' wm l=uk bßhõjlska isáh;a tfia isákqfha i;=fÜ yd wi;=fÜ my< ùu .ek iïmQK_ oekSfuka hq;= jh' wms fï fol u hkak yßuq' tajdfha t,a,S fkd .ksuq' fuh iEu bßhõjla ;=< u mj;akd ksjerÈ mqyqKqj jYfhka y÷kajkq ,efí' ish¨ bßhõ hk fuu jpkj,ska woyia lrkqfha ldhsl bßhõ muKla fkd j i;Hh iïnkaO isysh yd meyeÈ,s wjfndaOh mj;sk uki hk fïjd o woyia flf¾' ksjerÈ iudêh ÈhqKq l< úg m%{dj my< jkafka fï wdldrhgh' th úo¾Ykdj fyj;a i;Hfha wjfndaOh jYfhka y÷kajkq ,efí' iekis,s iqjh ´,dßl yd ishqï
tluq;= njg m;a udj;
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jYfhka fohdldrhlg mj;S' iudêh ;=<ska my< jk iekis,s iqjh ´,dßlh' uki Ydka; njg m;ajQ úg mS%;sh we;s fjhs' uki úiska th iekis,s iqjh f,i ndr.kq ,nhs' kuq;a i;=g yd wi;=g hk fï fol u meje;au yd bm§u kï fjhs' i;=g yd wi;=g hk fïjd ksid bm§u yd urKh hk ixidr pl%fhka .e,ùula fkd ,efnhs' wm ;ju;a tajd w,a,d f.k isák ksid th tfia fjhs' tu ksid i;=g hkq iekis,s iqjh fkd fõ' wksla wdldrfha iekis,s iqjh m%{dj ;=<ska u my< jkakls' fuys § i;=g hkak iekis,s iqjh jYfhka wms mg,jd fkd .ksuq' i;=g yd wi;=g hk fol iekis,s iqjh jYfhka fufkys lsÍu ;=<ska oek.kakd jQ uki .ek wms oek .ksuq' m%{dj ;=<ska my< jk iekis,s iqjh hkq i;=g fkd fõ' kuq;a i;=g yd wi;=g hk foflys i;Hh oek.kakd jQ foh thhs' thg tu ;;a;j a hka flfrys t,a,Sf.k isàfï m%Yakhla mek fkd k.shs' th tajd wNsnjd hhs' iEu fn!oaO Ndjkdjla ;=<ska u ,nd .ekSug wfmalI a d lrk wjidk mrud:_h jkqfha o fuhhs'
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nqÿ oyñka W.kajd fokq ,nkafka kmqr w;yer hym; j.d lr .ekSu ms<sn| jh' kmqr w;yer oud hym; j.d lr .;a miq wm ta fol u w;ay< hq;=h' l=i,dl=i, ;;a;ajhka wjfndaO lr .ekSu i|yd tajd iïnkaO j iEfyk ;rï foaj,a wm úiska oekgu;a wid oek f.k ;sfí' tu ksid fuu fojeoEreï l%uh ;=<ska .e,ùfï ms<sfj;" tkï ueÿï ms<sfj;" .ek l:d lsÍug uu i;=gq fjñ' nqÿka jykafiaf.a ish¨ foaYkdjka yd b.ekaùï ;=< we;af;a tlu mrud:_hls' tkï fï jk f;la ÿflka ksoyia fkdù isák whg ta i|yd ud._h fmkajd § uh'
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foaYkdjka mj;skqfha ta fjkqfjka ksjerÈ wjfndaOh ,nd §u msKsih' ksjerÈ wjfndaOh ke;s úg iekis,s iqjh ,eîug fkd yelsh' nqoaO;ajh ,eîfuka miq meje;ajQ uq,a u foaYkdfjka m%ldY jQfha ish¨ u nqÿjrhdKka jykafia,d úiska foaYkd lrk ,o wka; folla .ekh' lduiqL,a,sldkqfhda.h yd w;a;ls,u:dkqfhda.h kñka tajd ye¢kafjhs' fuu l%u wm uq<dj fj; /f.k hkq ,nk ud._ folls' bkaøshhka mskùfï fhfok wh fïjd tllska wkslg udre fjñka fïjd ;=< u /£ isáh hq;= fjhs' Tjqkag ta ;=<ska lsis Èkl iekis,s iqjh fkd ,efnhs' ixidrh ;=< lrlefjk ud._ fol fïjdh' Ou_h ;=< mj;sk ueÿï ms<sfj; lsis Èkl fyda fkd±l ish¨ i;a;ajhka fï wka; fol ;=< ysr ù isák nj nqÿka jykafia úiska oel.kakd ,§' tajdhska we;s jk m%;súmdlhka biau;= lr oelaùu i|yd Wkajykafia úiska tajd fmkajd fok ,§' fï wka; fol ;=< wm ;ju;a ysr ù isák ksid;a" wm ;=< ;ju;a wdYdj mj;sk ksid;a" wms tajdfha wdêm;Hhg hg ù isáuq' fuu ud._ ;=<ska ñksik q a isys uq,djg m;ajk nj;a" tajd Ndjkdkqfhda.h s l=f.a ud._ fyda iekis,s iqjh ,eîfï ud._ fyda fkd jk nj;a nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' ir, jYfhka .;a úg bkaøshka mskùu yd joysxid muqKqjd .ekSu hk fïjd ukafod;aidyS Ndjfha yd fkdbjis,su;a Ndjfha l%u fõ' Tfí wNHka;rh Tn fudfyd;ska fudfyd; úu¾Ykh lr n,k úg fkdbjis,su;a Ndjfha l%uh jk ;ry hkq ÿl we;s lrjk ud._hla nj Tn oel.kafkysh' ta ;=< we;af;a yqfola ÿIalr;ajh yd ÿla fõokdj muKls'
ueÿï ms<sfj; mj;skqfha wm ;=< uh
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bkaøh s hka mskùfuka ksoyia ùu i;=áka ksoyia ùuh' i;=g yd wi;=g hk fïjd iekis,s iqjhg wod< jk ;;a;ajhka fkd fõ' fïjd ;ud ;=< ;sîug bv fkdyßk f,i nqÿka jykafia foaYkd l<y' ksjerÈ Ndjkd mqyqKqj jYfhka ie,flkqfha fuhhs' ueÿï ms<fs j; jkqfha;a fuhhs' ueÿï ms<sfj; hk fï jpkj,ska wmf.a YÍrh yd l:dj .ek m%ldY lsÍula isÿ fkd fõ' tajdhska ±lafjkqfha ukihs' wi;=gq wruqKla my< jQ úg th uki flfrys n,mj;ajñka ta ;=<ska wiykldÍ ;;a;ajhla u;= fjhs' uki wiykldÍ njg m;a ù p,kh jQ úg th ksjerÈ l%uh fkd fõ' i;=g we;s lrjk udkisl wruqKla my< jQ úg uki tu i;=g flfrys t,af,hs' ksjerÈ l%uh th o fkd fõ' ñksiqka jk wms i;=g .ek ,eÈhdjla olajuq' wi;=g .ek ,eÈhdjla fkd olajuq' kuq;a ienE jYfhka kï i;=g hkq yqfola ÿflys u ishqï iajrEmhls' ;kslr ÿl tys ´,dßl iajrEmhhs' i;=g ÿl hk fol im_hl=g Wmud l< yelsh' wi;=g hkq im_hdf.a ysih' i;=g hkq Wf.a j,s.hhs' ysi ienE jYfhka Nhdklh' ta ;=< úI o< msysgd we;' th we,aÆ ieKska W! myr fohs' ysfika muKla fkd j j,s.fhka we,a¨j;a W! wdmiaig lerlS ta wdldrhg u myr fohs' th tfia jkafka ysi yd j,s.h wh;a jkafka tl u im_hdg jk ksidh' i;=g yd wi;=g" m%; S h s yd ÿl hk fïjd fï wdldrhg cks; jkafka ;Kaydj kue;s uQ,fhks' th yqfola udhdjla u muKs' tu ksid i;=áka isáh o Tn ;=< iekiSula ke;' Tng;a fydrd th meñ”ug bv we;' fuh yqfola wr im_hdf.a j,s.fhka w,a,d .ekSug iudkh' j,s.h w; fkdyeßh fyd;a Tn ta im_hdf.a imd lEug f.dÿre
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jkafkysh' tu ksid im_hdf.a j,s.h fyda ysi tkï" l=i, fyda wl=i, kshduhka hk fïjd Nj pl%h ;=< yqfola wjidkhla fkdue;s j mj;sk .;s ,laIKhkah' iekis,s iqjh i|yd udj; jYfhkq;a" wjfndaO;ajh i|yd ls%hd ud._h jYfhkq;a" nqÿka jykafia kshu fldg jodf<a YS,h" iudêh yd m%{djhs' kuq;a fïjd nqÿ oyfï yrh jYfhka .Kka fkd .efka' tajd yqÿ ud._h muKla u fjhs' nqÿ oyfï kshu yrh iekis,s iqjhhs' tu iekis,s iqjh ish¨ foaj,a ;=< mj;akd h:d iajNdjh oel .ekSu ;=<ska Wod fjhs' i;=g yd wi;=g .ek ióm f,i úu¾Ykh lrk úg tu foaj,a iekis,s iqjh fkd jk nj wmg oel.; yels fjhs' i;Hh hkq tjeks lsisjla fkd fõ' fidhd oek.kakd f,i;a" úu¾Ykh lr n,k f,i;a" nqÿka jykafia úiska wkqoek jodrk ,o uki tkï" ñksia uki .ek oel.; yels jkafka ta ;=< mj;akd lsh % dldß;ajh ;=<k s 's m%lD;s uki ueKne,Su i|yd lsij s la fkd mj;shs' th oek .ekSug l%uhla o ke;' Bg u wh;a m%lD;s iajNdjh ;=< th fkdle<ö ksYp a ,j mj;sh's i;=g my< jk úg isÿ jkqfha uki wruqKla ;=< uxuq,d ùuls' tu ksid ta ;=< p,khla yg.kshs' fï wdldrfhka p,kh jk úg tu wruqKq w,a,d .ekSula ta ;=< isÿjk w;r tajd flfrys we,Sula o yg.kshs' mqyqKqfõ ud._h nqÿka jykafia úiska iïmQK_fhka meyeÈ,s lr § we;' kuq;a wm ta wkqj ;ju;a mqyqKq ù ke;' tfia lr we;akï th jpkfhka muKls' wfma is;a l:dj iu. ;ju;a tluq;= njg m;aù ke;' wms yqfola m%,dm nia fodvjñka isáuq' kuq;a nqÿ oyfï moku jkqfha jpkfhka m%ldY l< yels" wkqudk jYfhka .;
ueÿï ms<sfj; mj;skqfha wm ;=< uh
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yels hula fkd fõ' h:d¾:h iïnkaO j mj;akd mQK_ wjfndaOh tys ienE mokuhs' hï whl= úiska fuu h:d¾:h oel.kq ,enqfha kï tu whg ta .ek b.ekaùfï wjYH;djhla ke;' th fkdokakd whl= Ou_hg ijka § f.k isáh;a Tyqg th fkd wefihs' ;:d.;hka jykafia ;ud lrkqfha ˆˆud._h fmkajd §u muKls˜˜ hkqfjka foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' Wkajykafiag Tn fjkqfjka mqyK q fq õ fh§ug fkd yelsh' ula ksid o@ i;Hh hkak jpkfhka m%ldY l< yels fyda fjk;a whg fnod Èh yels fyda hula fkd jk ksidh' foaYkdjka yeu tlla u yqfola Wmudjka yd iei£ï jk w;r tajd i;Hh ±l.ekSu i|yd ukig Wmldr úh yels foaj,ah' wms i;Hh fkdoel isák úg ÿlg Ndckh fjuq' Tn tla WoEikl jevg hñka isák w;r ùÈfha wksla fl<jf¾ isá ñksfyla uy yhsfhka neK jÈñka Tng ks.%y flf<ah hkak ksoiqkla f,i .kak' Tfí uki ;=< mj;sk idudkH iajNdjh fuu neK je§u weiqk fudfydf;a u fjkia fjhs' fkdukd fohla f,i Tng yefÕhs' ta .ek Tn ;=< ;ryla yd fõokdjla fyda yg.kshs' ta ñksid Tng fï wdldrfhka neK jÈñka ? oyj,a tydg fuydg ilauka lrhs' th wefik úg Tfí ;ry ;j;j;a weúiafihs' Tn ksjig meñKs úg;a isákqfha ;ryska uh' ula ksid o tlgtl lrñka Tyqf.ka m<s.; hq;=hhs isf;k ksidh' fï w;r ;j ñksfila Tfí ksji fj; Èk lSmhlg miq meñK fufia lshhs( ˆˆtod Tng nekak wr ñksyd" wfmda! ta Wïu;a;lfhla' fud<h krla jqk ñksfyla' Tyq fudkj lSj;a lsisflfkla th .Kka .kafka kE'˜˜ fuh weiqk ú.iska Tn ;=< hï iykiS,S njla we;s jQ nj Tng yefÕhs' fï ksid fu;=jla l,a Tn ;=< f;rfmñka
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;snQ ;ryj yd fõokdj iïmQ¾Kfhka u jdf.a Èh ù hhs' ta ulaksid o@ Tn oeka ldrKh iïnkaO kshu ;;a;ajh okakd ksidh' óg fmr Tn th kqÿgqfjysh' ta ksid Tyq idudkH ñksil= f,i is;=fjysh' Tn ;=< Tyq flfrys oafõYhla we;s úh' ta wdldrhg Tn f;areï .;a ksid Tng ÿlla ú£ug;a isÿ úh' ish,a, fjkia jQfha we;a; we;s ieáfhka oek.;a weis,af,ysh' ˆˆwfmda! thd Wïu;a;lfhla˜˜ ish,a,la u meyeÈ,s jQfha thsks' fuh jegySfuka iykhla oekqfka oeka th okakd ksidh' oek.ekSfuka miq Tng th w;yer oeóug mq¿jka úh' i;Hh fkdokakd úg Tn ta flfrys t,a,S f.k isáfhysh' mßNj l< ñksyd idudkH whl= jYfhka is;d isá úg Tyq urd oeóug mjd mq¨jkalula Tn ;=< we;s úh' kuq;a ˆTyq msiafilah˜ hk i;Hh fidhd .;a ú.i Tfí is;g iykhla we;s úh' i;Hh jgyd .ekSu kï fuhhs' Ou_h oel.kakd mqoa.,fhda o fujeks u w;aoelSula ,n;s' we,Su" ms<sl=, yd uq,dj w;=reoyka jk úg th isÿ jkafka;a fï wdldrhgh' th fkdoek isák ;dla l,a Tn is;ñka isákafka ˆˆl=ula lrkag o@ wdYdj yd ms<sl=, wêl jYfhka ud ;=< ;sf혘 hkqfjkah' fuh meyeÈ,s f,ig lrk oek.ekSula fkd fõ' th wr msiaiq ñksid fyd| isysfhka isák wfhlah hkqfjka lrk l,amkdj jeksh' ta ñksid fndfyda ld,hla Wu;= frda.fhka fm¨k nj wka;sug oek.;a úg is; ;=< jQ lKiai,a, my úh' fï ;;a;ajh fmkajd §u fjk;a flkl=g isÿ l< fkd yelsh' we,Su uq,skqmqgd ouñka th msg;a lr heúh yelafla uki úiska u uki ±l.;a úg muKh' ixialdrhka jYfhka wm úiska y÷kajkq ,nk fuu YÍrh o tn÷uh'
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th yrhla we;s ienE fohla fyda ieneúka isák i;a;j a hl= fyda fkd jk nj nqÿka jykafia úiska meyeÈ,s lrk ,o kuq;a wms ta flfrys t,a,S f.k isáuq' l:d lsÍug yels kï th uq¨ oji mqrdu mjikq we;af;a ˆˆTn udf.a iajdñhd fkd fõ˜˜ hkqfjks' ta nj we;a; jYfhka ks;r u mdfya mejfik kuq;a Ou_fha NdIdj ksid th wmg fkd f;afrhs' WodyrKhla jYfhka wfma mis÷rka jk fï wei" lk" Èj" kyh yd isrer .ek n,uq' ksr;=re fjkia fjñka mej;sh;a tajd tfia ùug wfmka wjir b,a,d isá njla lsis Èkl wid ke;' ysirohla fyda WordndOhla fyda we;s jk úg YÍrh ta i|yd l,a we;sj wjirhla b,a,d fkd isáhs' yqfola Bg wh;a iajdNdúl l%uhla wkq.ukh lrñka th lsh % d lrhs' lsij s l=g YÍrfha whs;slre ùug th bv fkdfok nj fuhska fmkakqï flfrhs' Yßrhg whs;slrejl= ke;' nqÿka jykafia úiska th ysia fohla jYfhka foaYkd lr ;sfí' wmg Ou_h fkdjegfyk fyhska ixialdrhka o fkd jegfyhs' tajd wm jYfhkq;a" wmg wh;a foaj,a jYfhkq;a fkdtfia kï wkqka i;= foaj,a jYfhkq;a wms Ndr .ksuq' w,a,d .ekSu fyj;a ;DIaKdj we;s jkafka fï ksidh' ;DIaKdj we;s jQ úg Njh ^meje;au& my< fjhs' Njh ksid W;am;a;sh we;s fjhs' W;am;a;sh ksid uy¨ jhi" frda.dndO" urKh jeks ÿla rdYshla my< fjhs' fuh ixialdr Ou_hka my< ùfï lsh % d oduh jk máÉpiuqmm a do Ou_hhs' wúoHdj ksid ixialdrhkaf.a my< ùu o" ixialdrhka ksid ú{dkfha my< ùu o hkd§ jYfhka wms mjiuq' fï ish,a, yqfola wfma uki ;=< u my< jk isÿùïh' wlue;s fohl iamY_h ,nk úg wm ;=< i;sh fkdmeje;sh fyd;a ta ;=< ;sfnkqfha wúoHdjhs' ta yd iu. ÿl yg.kshs' kuq;a fuu ls%hd oduh uki ;=< t;rï YS>d% ldrfhka lsh % d;aul jk ksid wmg th yiqlr
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.ekSug fkd yelsh' th .ilska ìug jefgk úg we;s jk ;;a;ajhg iudkh' .fika ìug jefgk úg ta nj ±k.ekSug;a fmr Tn ˆˆovdia˜˜ .d ìug jefgkafkysh' máÉpiuqmm a do Ou_hka my< ùfï § isÿjk lsh % dj,sh o fun÷h' msgl fmd;a wkq j tajd fn¯ fjka lrk úg wm mjikqfha ˆˆwúoHdj ksid ixialdrhka o" ixialdrhka ksid ú{dkh o" ú{dkh ksid kdu-rEm o" kdu-rEm ksid i,dh;kh o" i,dh;kh ksid iamY_h o" iamY_h ksid fõokdj o" fõokdj ksid ;Kaydj o" ;Kaydj ksid Wmd¯kh o" Wmd¯kh ksid Njh o" Njh ksid bm§u o" bm§u ksid uy¨ jhi" frda.mSvd" urKh hkd§ ish¨ wdldrfha ÿlaf¯ïkia yd mSvkhka my< fjhs˜˜ hkqfjks' kuq;a i;Hhg wkq j Tn wleu;s hï fohl iamY_h ,;a ieKska Tn ;=< ÿl my< fjhs' we;a; jYfhka kï ta ÿla fõokdfõ ±kSu iuqmamdo Ou_hka yg.ekSfï uq¨ ls%hdj,sfha u m%;sM,hls' ;u uki .ek úu¾Ykh lr n,ñka ta .ek mQK_ wjfndaOhla ,nd .kakd fuka nqÿka jykafia ;u Y%djlhka jykafia,dg foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' ñksiqka fï f,dalhg ìys jk úg Tjqkg kï fkd ;sfnhs' kï fokq ,nkafka bmÿk miqh' fuh iïuq;shls' ñksiqkag kï fokq ,nkafka wfma myiqj ;ldh' tlatla whg y~.d l:d lsÍu i|ydh' wfma msgl fmd;a o ta wdldr fjhs' h:d¾:h bf.kSfï myiq j i|yd wms tys we;s yeu fohla f,an,a .id fldgia lruq' fï wkqj yqfola yeu fohla u ixialdrfhdah' ixialdrhkaf.ka yg.;a foaj, iajNdjh tajdfha m%lD;s iajNdjhhs' tajd yqfola wks;H" ÿlaL yd wkd;au nj nqÿka jykafia foaYkd l<y' tajd ;=< ia:Sr iajNdjhla fkd mj;shs' fïjd .ek ia:Sr wdldrfha jegySula o wm ;=< fkd ;sfnhs' tuksid wm ;=< we;s oelSu jerÈ tlls' fï jerÈ oelSu jkqfha
ueÿï ms<sfj; mj;skqfha wm ;=< uh
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ixialdrhka wm jYfhka .ekSu" wm ixialdrhka jYfhka .ekSu fkdtfia kï i;=g yd wi;=g wm jYfhka o" wm i;=g yd wi;=g jYfhka o .ekSuh' foaj,aj, h:d iajNdjh iïmQ¾K jYfhka yd meyeÈ,s j oelSu fuh fkd fõ' wfma wdYdjka wkqj mej;Sug fuu foaj,aj,g n, l< fkdyels nj;a" tajd wkq.ukh lrkafka yqfola iajNdj O¾uhdf.a ls%hd ms<sfj;a nj;a fuys we;s ienE ;;a;j a hhs' fuh úoyd oelaùu i|yd fhdod .kq ,nk iei£u n,kak' Tn foig fõ.fhka yUd tk fudfgdaßhj,ska yd g%la r:j,ska hq;a uyd ud._hla ueog f.dia Tn jdäjkafkys hhs is;kak' Tn foig yUd tk tu r: .ek fldamhg m;afjñka ˆˆfuydg tkak tmd" fuydg tkak tmd˜˜ hkqfjka y~ k.d lE .eiSug Tng kqm¿ q jk' th ldg;a fmdÿ uyd ud._hla ksid tfia mejiSug Tng fkd yelsh' tfia kï Tng l< yels foh l=ula o@ mdfrka bj;a ùuh' fudag¾ r:j,g Èùug we;s ;ek uymdrhs' ta ;=< fudag¾ r: Èùu tmd kï thska ÿlg m;ajkafka Tn uhs' ixialdrhka iïnkaO j mj;akd ;;a;ajh o tfia uh' jdä ù Ndjkd lrk úg Yíohla weiqk fyd;a wm mjikafka ixialdrhka wmg lror lsÍu i|yd meñK we;s njhs' ˆwfmdhs! ta Yíoh wmg lror lrkjd˜ hkqfjka Tn is;kafkysh' ˆta Yíoh wmg lror lrhs˜ hkqfjka is;k úg wmg ta wkqj ÿla ú£ug isÿ fjhs' ál ÿrla .eUqrg úu¾Ykh lr n,kafkys kï ˆYíoh fj; f.dia thg lror lrkafka wm uh"˜ hkqfjka Tng jegfyhs' Yíoh kï yqfola Yíohls' tf,i f;areï .; fyd;a thg jvd jeä hula tys ke;' th thska u fl<jr fjhs' wm olskqfha Yíoh tl fohla f,i;a" wm fjkia
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fohla f,i;ah' Yíoh meñfKkafka ;ukag ysßyer meñKùu i|ydh hkqfjka f;areï .kakd ;eke;a;d ;uka .ek u oel fkd.kakd wfhls' Tyq ienE f,iska fkd olsh's Tn .ek u Tn olsk úg we;s jkafka iykhls' Yíoh kï yqfola Yíohla uh' Tn f.dia th nod .kafka l=ug o@ Yíoh fj; f.dia thg ienE f,iska u lror lf<a Tn uh hkqfjka Tn oel.kafkysh' i;Hfha ienE ±kqu kï fuhhs' Tn fome;a; u oek.kafkysh' ta ksid u iekis,s iqjh o ,nkafkysh' Tn oel .kafka tla me;a;la muKla kï ta ksid yg .efkkqfha ÿlls' fome;a; u oel .kakd úg Tn úiska wkq.ukh lrkq ,nkafka uOHu ud._hhs' uki iïnkaO j ksjerÈ mqyK q j q hkq fuhhs' fuh ˆˆwjfndaOh È.yer .ekSu˜˜ hkqfjka y÷kajkq ,nhs' fï wdldrfhka ish¨ ixialdrhkaf.a iajNdjh wks;H Ndjh yd urKhhs' kuq;a tajd r|jd ;nd .ekSug wmg wjYH fjhs' tu ixialdrhka tydg fuydg f.k hñka tajdg we¨ï lrk w;r tajd ienE foaj,a jYfhka ;sîug;a wmg wjYH fjhs' i;H fkdjk foaj,a ;=<ska i;Hh fidhd .ekSu o wmg wjYH fjhs' flkl= fï wdldrhg ±l .ksñka ixialdrhka ;ud jYfhka .kakd yeu úfgl u Tyq ÿlg Ndckh fjhs' fï .ek fufkys lr n,k fuka nqÿka jykafia wmg mjid isáfial' NslaIqjl" idufkar kula fyda .sysfhla j isàfï ldrKh u; Ou_fha mqyqKqj r|d fkd mj;shs' wjfndaOh ksjerÈ kï wms iekis,s iqjh lrd <Õd fjuq' Tn ta i|yd meúoaol= jqj;a fkd jqj;a thska isÿ jk fjkila ke;' Ou_fhys mqyqKq ùug yd ta .ek fufkys lsÍug
ueÿï ms<sfj; mj;skqfha wm ;=< uh
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iEu whl=g u wjia:djla ;sfí' fufkys lsÍu i|yd wm ish,a,kag we;af;a tl u tla fohls' iekis,s iqjh ,nk úg;a wm ish,a,ka u ,nkafka tl u iekis,s iqjhls' wkq.ukh lrkafka;a tl u ud._hls' tu ksid ixialdrhkaf.a i;Hh oel.ekSu i|yd .syshka yd NslaIQka jykafia jYfhka fjkialula fkdolajd nqÿka jykafia úiska ish¨ ñksiqkag Ndjkd mqyqKqj W.kajd jodrk ,§' wms fuu i;Hh oek.;a úg ixialdr Ou_hka w;ayer ouuq' i;Hh wjfndaO lr .;a úg ;jÿrg;a Njh yd W;am;a;sh fkd mj;shs' ;jÿrg;a W;am;a;sh;a ke;s jkafka flfia o@ ixialdrhka iïnkaO ish¨ i;Hh oek isák ksid ;j ÿrg;a W;am;a;shla isÿ ùug wjldYhla ke;' i;Hh uq¨ukska oek.;a úg ta ;=< mj;skqfha iekis,s iqjhhs' foaj,aj, mej;Su fyda fkdmej;Su fyda .ek m%Yakhla ke;' ,dNh yd w,dNh w;r fjkila ke;' fuh wjfndaO lr .kakd fuka nqÿka jykafia foaYkd l<y' iekis,s iqjh hkqfjka ye¢kajkqfha fuhhs' i;=áka" wi;=áka" mS%;sfhka yd ÿflka fjka j mj;sk iekis,s iqjh kï fuhhs' W;am;a;shg fya;=jla fkdmj;sk nj wm oel .; hq;=hs' th fldhs wdldrfha bm§ula o@ i;=g ;=<ska we;s jk bm§uhs' wdYd lrk fohla ,enqKq úg wms ta .ek i;=gq fjuq' tu i;=g flfrys t,a,S .ekSula fkdlrk úg W;am;a;shla o fkd mj;shs' ta flfrys t,a,S .ekSula we;s úg th W;am;a;s jYfhka y÷kajuq' tu ksid hula ,efnk úg wms i;=g ;=< fkd bmfouq' hula fkd,efnk úg fYdalh ;=< fkd bmfouq' W;am;a;shla urKhla fkdmj;sk ;;a;ajh fuhhs' W;am;a;sh yd urKh hk fol oel .ekSug yels jkafka ixialdrhka flfrys t,a,S .ksñka wdYdfjka hq;= j tajd /ln,d .ekSu ;=<h'
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ˆˆh<s meje;aula ud fjkqfjka ke;' ;jqia Èúh fl<jr úh' uf.a wka;su ckauh fuhh˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia foaYkd fldg jodf<a ta ksidh' fuhska oelafjkqfha Wkajykafia úiska W;am;a;shla yd urKhla fkdmj;sk ;;a;ajh wjfndaOlr f.k isák ,o njhs' ˆˆ;ud úiska u oel.kak˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia úiska ;uka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhkag fmkajd fok ,o foh o fuhhs' Ou_fha kshu mqyqKqj jkqfha o fuhhs' ta ;=<g fkdt<ö" uOHu ud._h ;=<g fkdt<ö ÿflka .e,ù .; yels fjk;a uÕla Tng fkd ;sfnhs'
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Ou_h iïnkaO mqyK q j q ^Ndjkd mqyK q j q & b;d jeo.;a jQjls' Ou_h mqyqKq fkdl< fyd;a ta iïnkaO j wm ;=< mj;sk ±kqu mqyq tlls' th oekqfï msg fmd;a; muKls' hï m,;=rla <Õ ;nd f.k th fkdld isákakd fiah' tu m,;=r wfma w; ;=< u we;;a thska w;ajk m%fhdackhla ke;' tys we;s kshu rih ienúka u oek .; yels jkafka th lEfuka u muKls' yqfola kslug wkqka úYajdi lrk wh .ek nqÿka jykafia m%Yxid fkdl< w;r Wkajykafia m%Yxid lf<a ;ud ;=<k s a ;ud u oel.kakd mqo. a ,hdgh' m,;=re wkqNj
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lr we;akï th meKs ri o weUq,a ri o hkak .ek lsisjl=f.ka weiSug wjYH ke;' th tfia jkafka m%Yakh tf;lska wjidk ù we;s ksidh' Ou_h wjfndaO lr .;a ;eke;a;d wr m,;=frys we;s meKs rih ke;fyd;a weUq,a rih .ek wjfndaOhla ,nd isák mqoa.,hdg iudkh' Tyqf.a ish¨ iel ÿreù f.dia we;' Ou_h .ek l:d lrk úg fndfyda foaj,a mejish yels kuq;a idudkH jYfhka th fldgia y;rlg fnod oelaúh yelsh' yqfola ÿl oek.ekSu" ÿlg fya;j = oek.ekSu" ÿflys fl<jr oek.ekSu iy ÿl ke;s lsÍu i|yd mqyqKqfõ ud._h oek.ekSu hk fïjd tu fldgia y;r fjhs' Ou_h ;=< we;s ish,a, tmuKls' mqyqKqfõ ud._h ;=< wm fuf;la w;aoel we;s ish,a, fï fldgia i;r hg;g .efkhs' fïjd .ek wjfndaOhla we;slr .;a miq wfma m%Yak wjika njg m;ajkq we;' fïjdfha yg .ekSu isÿjkafka fld;eklska o@ th isÿjkafka wfma isrer yd uki ;=<ska ñi fjk lsisu ;eklska fkd fõ' tfia kï nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_h fu;rï mq¿,a yd úia;rd;aul jkafka l=ula ksid o@ oel .ekSug WmldÍ ùu i|yd jvd;a ishqï wdldrhg th ú.%y lr oelaùu msKsi th tfia ù we;' fï f,dalhg my< ù Ou_h wjfndaO lr .ekSug fmr isoO a d¾: f.!;uhdKka jykafia o wm jeks idudkH ñksfila jQy' oel .; hq;= ish,a, tkï ÿlaL i;Hh" iuqoh i;Hh" ksfrdaO i;Hh yd ud¾. i;Hh oel .ksñka Ou_h wjfndaO lr .;a ksid Wkajykafia iïud iïnqoaO;ajhg m;a jQ fial' Ou_h wjfndaO lr .;a miq fld;ekl jdä ù isáh;a wms Ou_h oksuq' fld;eklg .sh;a wefikafka ˆnqÿka
ÿßka mj;sk iekis,s iqjh
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jykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' Ou_h jegfyk úg" nqÿka jykafia jev isákafka;a" Ou_h /£ mj;skafka;a m%{dj lrd f.k hk mqyqKqj mj;skafka;a wm ;=< uh˜ hkqfjka wmg jegfyhs' nqoaO" Oïu" ix> hk ;s%úO r;akh mj;skafka wm ;=< uh" hkafkka woyia jkafka wfma ls%hdjka fyd| fyda krl fyda jqj;a tajdfha h:d iajNdjh wm meyeÈ,s f,iska olsk njhs' mqyÿq ka woyia bj; ,Sug nqÿka jykafiag yels jQfha;a fï wdldrfhks' Wkajykafia úiska m%Yxidj yd fodaIdfrdamKh bj; ,k ,§' tajd Ndr .kakd ,oafoa iuis;ska uh' yqfola f,!lsl ;;a;ajhka jk tajdhska Wkajykafia fkdie,S isáfial' tfia jQfha l=ula ksid o@ Wkajykafia ÿl wjfndaO lr f.k isá ksidh' m%Yxidj fyda úfõpkh fyda úYajdi l< úg thska ÿl yg.kakd nj Wkajykafia úiska oek f.k isák ,§' ÿl my< jk úg wm ;=< le<öula yd fkdikaiqka njla we;s fjhs' ÿla my< ùfuys fya;=j l=ula o@ ÿla .ek fkdoek isàu thg fya;=jhs' ÿlla my< jkafka fya;=jla ksidh' jrla my<jQ miq th ke;s lr oeóug wms fkd oksuq' ke;slr oeóug W;aidy lrk ;rug th wêl fjhs' ˆˆud úfõpkh lrkakg tmd˜˜ tfia;a ke;skï ˆˆug fodaIdfrdamKh lrkakg tmd˜˜ hkqfjka wms mjiuq' ÿl ÿl ke;s lsÍu msKsi fï wdldrhg lrk W;aidyh ksid ÿl ienúka u meñfKhs' th fkd meñfKkafka kï fkd fõ' tu ksid ÿl ke;slr oeófï ud._h jkqfha Ou_h h:d¾:j;a f,i wfma is;a ;=< my< lrjd .ekSu nj nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' O¾uh wm úiska u oel .;a;jqka njg wm m;ajkafka túgh' hï flkl= wm fyd|hhs" mjik úg wms thska uq<d fkd fjuq' fyd| ke;ehs mjik úg wms wm .ek wu;l fkdùfuka isáuq'
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ta wdldrfhka wmg ksoyia j isàug mq¨jk' ˆˆfyd|˜˜ ˆˆkrl˜˜ hk fol u f,!lsl Ou_;djhkah' tajd wfma ukfia u iajNdjhkah' uki tajd ¨yqn¢ñka hk úg th wfma f,dalh njg m;a fjhs' thska msg jk ud._h fkdoek wms yqfola wkaOldrfha w;m; .dñka isáuq' ;;a;ajh fuh kï wm úiska ;ju;a wm ch .kq ,en ke;' wm W;aidy lrkafka wkqka mrdch lsÍugh' thska mrdch jkafka wm uh' wm úiska wm u ch f.k ;sfí kï ish,a, u ch .;a;d jkafkah' is;=ú,s" oY_k" Yío" .|" iqj|" ri yd iamY_ hk fï ish¨ fohska u ch .;a;d jkafkah' msg;ska mj;sk foaj,a .ek uu oeka l:d lrñ' tu foaj,a tfia msg;ska mej;=k;a wfma we;=<;skq;a tajd oel .; yels fjhs' iuyr ñksiaiq oek f.k isákafka ndysr f,dalh .ek muKls' wNHka;rh fkd oks;s' ˆˆYÍrh ;=< YÍrh˜˜ olsk f,i mjid isá úg Tjqyq th fkd ols;s' msgia;r YÍrh muKla oelSu m%udKj;a fkd fõ' wms YÍrh ;=< YÍrh oel .; hq;= fjuq' bka miq uki .ek úu¾Ykh lr ˆˆuki ;=< uki˜˜ oel .; hq;= fjuq' YÍrh .ek úu¾Ykh lr ne,sh hq;af;a l=ula ksid o@ fï ˆˆYÍrh ;=< YÍrh˜˜ hkq l=ula o@ uki .ek ±k.ekSu hhs mjik úg fï uki l=ula o@ wms ta .ek fkd oksuq kï ta ;=< mj;akd foaj,a .ek;a fkd oksuq' fuh ÿl" ÿlg fya;=j" ÿflys fl<jr" ÿl ke;s lrk ud._h fkdokakd whl= ùuhs' wfma uki ÿl jeä lrk foaj,ska úÌsma; ù we;s ksid ÿl ke;s lsÍu i|yd WmldÍ úh yels foaj,ska wms Wmldr fkd ,nuq' ysfia fydß iE§ ;sìh § wms ll=, lid .ksuq' fydß iE§ we;af;a ysfia kï ll=, lid .ekSfuka iykhla fkd,efnk nj meyeÈ,s fohls' ÿl my< jk úg ta .ek ls%hd l<
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hq;= wdldrh wm fkd±l isákafka;a fï wdldrfhks' ÿl ke;s lsÍu i|yd wm wkq.ukh l< hq;= mqyqKqj .ek wms fkd oksuq' fuu iuq¿j i|yd wm tlsfkld úiska fu;ekg f.keú;a ;sfnk wfma YÍrh WodyrKhla jYfhka f.k n,kak' Yßrfha yevrej .ek muKla oel .ksuq kï wmg ÿflka .e,ùfï ud._hla fkd ;sfnhs' tfia jkafka l=ula ksid o@ YÍrfha msg; ñi tys we;=<; wm ;ju;a fkdolsk ksidh' wm úiska th olskq ,nkafka ,iaik w,xldr fohla jYfhks' fuf,iska muKla oelSu m%udKj;a fkdjk nj nqÿka jykafia foaYkd l<y' wm msgia;r f,dalh olskfa ka wfma u weiaj,sk's <orejkag yd ;sßikqkg a mjd th l< yels fjhs' wmyiq fohla fkd fõ' tfia oel .ekSfuka miq ta ;=< mj;akd kshu i;Hh fkdoel wms ta flfrys wef,uq' th ;Èka je<| .ksuq' th wmg oIag lrkafka túgh' tu ksid fï ˆˆYÍrh ;=< YÍrh˜˜ .ek úu¾Ykh lr ne,sh hq;= fjuq' YÍrh ;=< l=ula mej;sh;a miqnEula fkdue;s j ta foi n,kak' yqfola msgme;a; muKla oel .ekSu meyeÈ,s oel .ekSula fkd fõ' wm olskqfha flia" ksh wd§ foaj,a muKls' wm uq<d lrk tu foaj,a fkd jákd foaj,ah' YÍrfha we;=<;ska u ˆˆYÍrh ;=< YÍrh˜˜ olsk fuka nqÿka jykafia foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' YÍrh ;=< ;sfnkafka l=ula o@ tys we;=,a me;a; foi ´kElulska hq;= j n,kak' mqÿuhg m;a lrjk fndfyda foaj,a ta ;=< ±l .; yels fjhs' wm óg fmr lsis Èkl tajd oel ke;' wms fld;eklg h;;a tajd /f.k huq' fu`g¾ r:hl ke.S .sh;a tajd /f.k huq' kuq;a tajd .ek lsis u fohla wms fkd oksuq'
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kEoEhska ne,Su i|yd Tjqkaf.a ksjig .sh úg Tjqka úiska msßkukq ,nk ;E.a. fufia úh yelsh' we;=<; we;s foaj,a ne,Sug ta md¾i,h È. fkdyer th fl,ska u u,af,a ,d .ksñka wms ta f.oßka kslau tuq' wjidkfha th È. yer neÆ úg ta ;=< we;af;a l=ula o@ th úil=re im_hka f.dvlska msÍ mj;sh's wfma YÍrh;a tn÷h' tys msg fmd;a; muKla ±l th fyd| w,xldr fohlahhs wms mjiuq' tys we;=<; ne¨j fyd;a th we;a; jYfhka u ms<sl=,a iy.;h' u;=msg iSks fkd;jrd h:d¾:hg wkq j ta foi n,k úg is;a l<lsrjk" tmd lr jk fohla f,i wms olsuq' ta .ek wdYdrys; njla wm ;=< yg .kshs' fuu tmd ùfï yeÕSï we;s jkafka f,dalh flfrys wmg we;s jk ms<l s , = ksid fkd j" uki meyeÈ,s ;;a;ajhg m;a fjñka w;yer oeófï ldhH_fhys kshq;= jk fyhsks' túg wm úiska foaj,a oel.kq ,nkafka ia:Sr" úYajdih ;eìh yels tajd jYfhka fkd fõ' tajd iajNdjfhka u mj;akd wdldrfhka mj;sk wdldrhlg ;sîug wmg wjYH jqj;a ta .ek fkd;ld tajd mj;skafka yqfola mj;akd wdldrhg uh' wm iskdiSu" yeéu" je<mSu l<;a tajd mj;skafka yqfola mj;akd wdldrhg uh' wia:sr foaj,a wia:sr uh' wj,laIK foaj,a wj,laIK uh' rEm" Yío" .| iqj|" ri fyda iamY_ fyda is;=ú,s w;aolsk úg tajd msg;a lr heúh hq;= nj nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,oafoa ta ksidh' l:dj fyda Yío fyda lk jefgk úg tajd hkakg yßkak' kdihg .|la iqj|la oefkk úg th o hkakg yßkak' kdifhka u th fl<jr lrkak' ldhsl fõokdjka yg.efkk úg tajd ksid Wmka leue;a; fyda wleue;a; fyda .Kka fkdf.k tajdfha Wmka ;ekg u tajd yrjd hjkak'
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is;sú,s .ek jqj o tfia úh hq;=hs' fï ish¨ foh hk Èydjlg u hkakg yßkak' wjfndaOfhka hq;= j isàu fuhhs' i;=g fyda wi;=g" .ek jqj o th tfia úh hq;=hs' Ndjkdj jYfhka y÷kajkq ,nkafka fuhhs' Ndjkdj hkq m%{dj my< ùu i|yd uki iduldó njg m;a lsÍuhs' rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iamY_ yd is;sú,s iïnkaO wruqKq oel.ksñka tajd wjfndaO lr .ekSu i|yd ldhsl yd udkisl mqyqKqjla wjYH fjhs' ¨yqçka olajk úg th i;=g yd wi;=g ;=< we;s jk ÿla fõokdjhs' i;=g yd wi;=g hk fol u ukiska fjka lr ;nk f,i nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' oek.kq ,nkafka uki úisk's fõokdj hkq i;=fgys fyda wi;=fgys" mS%;sfhys fyda ÿflys mj;sk .;s ,laIKhhs' uki fuu foaj,a ;=< jHdjD; jQ úg th i;=g fyda wi;=g flfrys t,a,S f.k we;s nj;a" tajd r|jd ;nd .ekSug ;rï iqÿiq jQ foaj,a jYfhka th úiska i,lkq ,nk nj;a wms mjiuq' uki úiska isÿ lrjkq ,nk tu ls%hdj t,a,S f.k isàuhs' fõokdj hkq thska we;s jk i;=g fyda ÿlh' fõokdjkaf.a oekSu ukiska fjka lr ;nk f,i nqÿka jykafia foaYkd l< úg tys jpkd¾:hg wkqj tajd fjkia ;ekaj,g úislr oeóula .ek woyia fkd flreKs' Wkajykafia thska woyia lrkq ,enqfõ i;=g yd wi;=g .ek uki oekSfuka hq;= j mej;sh hq;= njhs' th WodyrKhla jYfhka .kafka kï iudê iqjfhka miq jk úg ta ;=< iekis,s iqjh msÍ mej;sh;a" wi;=g my< jk úg thska ii, fkdù isàuh' uki ;=<ska fõokdfõ yeÕSu fjka lr ;eîu hkq fuhhs' fuh fnda;,hla ;=< we;s f;,a yd j;=rj,g Wmud l< yels fjhs' f;,a yd j;=r tlg l<jï fkd fõ' l<jï lsÍug W;aidy l<;a
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f;,a f;,a f,i;a" j;=r j;=r f,i;a fjka jYfhka mj;sh's ta ulaksid o@ tajd tlsfkl ;=< we;s >k;ajh fjkia ksidh' ukfia uQ,sl iajNdjh i;=g fyda wi;=g fyda fkd fõ' fõokdjka we;=¿ jQ úg i;=g fyda wi;=g fyda ta ;=< my< fõ' wm ;=< i;sh mej;sh fyd;a iqL fõokdj iqL fõokdjla jYfhka wms ye¢k .ksu'q ta wdldrfhka ye¢k .kakd uki úiska th w,a,d .kq fkd ,nhs' i;=g t<fUk kuq;a th ukig msg;ska t<fUhs' ta ;=< ksoka.; fkd fjhs' th ir, yd meyeÈ,s núka hq;= j uki úiska oel.kq ,nhs' uki ;=<ska wi;=g fufia fjka lr oeuQ úg thska woyia flfrkqfha ÿl ke;s l< nj o@ th w;aolskq fkd,nk nj o@ wm úiska th w;aolskq ,nk nj ienEh' tfy;a uki uki jYfhkq;a" fõokdj fõokdj jYfhkq;a wms w;aolsuq' fõokdfõ t,a,S .ksñka th r|jd fkd .ksuq' nqÿkajykafia úiska fuu fjka lsÍu lrk ,oafoa Wkajykafiaf.a uki ;=< mej;s m%{dfjks' Wkajykafia ;=<;a ÿl mej;sfha o@ ÿflys iajNdjh oel .ksñka ta flfrys t,a,S fkd.;a ksid Wkajykafia úiska ÿl ke;slr ouk ,§ hkqfjka wms mjiuq' ta wdldrfhka u Wkajykafia ;=< i;=g o mej;sks' kuq;a Wkajykafia úiska ta nj ±k isák ,§' fkdoek isá fiala kï th y,dy, úila jkq we;' i;=g ;uka jykafiaf.a fohla f,i Wkajykafia úiska fkd.kakd ,§' oek.ekSu;a iu. i;=g mej;=k kuq;a th Wkajykafiaf.a uki ;=< ;ekam;a fkd jqKs' ˆWkajykafia úiska i;=g yd wi;=g hk fol u ukiska fjka lrk ,§"˜ hkqfjka wm mjikafka ta ksidh' ˆnqÿrcdKka jykafia,d iy wjfndaO;ajhg m;a wdhH_hka jykafia,d ukfiys ;snQ laf,aYhka úkdY lr oeuqjdyqh˜
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hkqfjka mejfik úg thska woyia jkqfha Wkajykafia,d úiska tajd we;a;g u úkdY lr ouk ,o nj fkd fõ' úkdY lr oukq ,enqfõ kï iuyr úg tajdhska lsisjla wo jk úg b;sß fkd ù ;sfnKq we;' Wkajykafia,d úiska lrkq ,enqfõ tajd úkdY lr oeóula fkd j" tajdfha h:d iajNdjh oel .ksñka tajd msg;alr yeÍuhs' w{dk mqoa.,hd úiska ukig tk laf,aYhka ;Èka w,a,d .kq ,nk kuq;a y,dy, úila fia oek wjfndaOhg m;a W;a;uhdKka jykafia,d úiska tajd w;=.d ouk ,§' Wkajykafia,d ÿlg fya;= jk foaj,a w;=.d oeuqjd ñi tajd úkdY lr oeuqjd fkd fõ' fïjd .ek fkdokakd iuyfrla i;=g jeks foaj,a fyd| foaj,a jYfhka f.k tajdfha t,a,S isá;s' kuq;a nqÿka jykafia úiska tajd msiyer bj;a lr ouk ,oafoa tajd .ek yqfola oek isá ksidh' tfia jqj o fõokdjka my< jQ úg wm úiska lrkq ,nkafka tajd yd tla ùuhs' uki ta wkqj i;=g yd wi;=g r|jd ;nd .kshs' uki yd fõokd hk fol we;a; jYfhka u fjkia wdldrfha foaj,ah' ukfia ls%hdldß;ajh jk ÿla fõokd tys mj;akd wruqKqh' f,dalh jkafka;a fïjd uh' fï nj oek isák úg i;=g yd wi;=g f.k tk ´kEu ls%hdjla tl iudk j fh§ug ukig yels fjhs' ta ulaksid o@ th fuu foaj,a iïnkaO j kshu i;Hh okakd ksidh' ta nj fkdokakd iuyre tajd ;=< úúOdldr w.hka we;s fia ols;s' kuq;a tajd ;=< we;af;a tl iudk jQ w.hla nj tajd .ek oek isák wh oks;s' i;=fgys t,a,S .;a miq th wi;=fgys uQ,h njg m;a fjhs' ks;r fjkia jk ksid;a" ta ;=< ia:Sr iajNdjhla fkdmj;sk ksid;a th tfia fjhs' i;=g kslau .sh miq wi;=g my< fjhs'
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i;=g yd wi;=g hk fol u ÿlg fya;= jk ;;a;j a hka ksid tajd ;=< tl u w.hla mj;sk nj nqÿka jykafia úiska oel.kakd ,§' tneúka i;=g my< jQ úg Wkajykafia th bj;aj hEu i|yd bv yer isáhy' fï foflys u tl u w.hla yd tl u wjevla we;s nj olsñka Wkajykafia fh§ isáfha ksjerÈ mqyqKqj ;=<h' fïjd wks;H" ÿlaL yd wkd;au hk Ou_ kshduhka hg;g .efka' W;am;a;shla ,nk tu foaj,a wNdjhg hhs' fuh oek .;a nqÿka jykafia ;=< iuHla oDIaáh my< úh' Wkajykafiag ksjerÈ mqyK q q ud._h fy<s úh' uki ;=< l=uk wdldrhl yeÕSula fyda l,amkdjla fyda my< jQ j;a th yqfola i;=fÜ yd wi;=fÜ È.ska È.g mj;akd ls%hd iajNdjhla nj Wkajykafia oel.;ay' Wkajykafia tajd flfrys t,a,S fkd.;a fial' lï iqjh ;=< we,S isàu yd jofõokdjka ;=< .e,S isà u .ek nqoO a ;ajhg m;a fkdfnda l,lska nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkhla mj;ajk ,§' nqÿka jykafia úiska ˆˆuyfKks" lï iqjh ;=< we,S isàu hkq yqfola myiq ud._hls' ÿla fõokdj ;=< .e,S isàu hkq lgql ud._hls˜˜ hkqfjka foaYkd lrk ,§' nqoaO;ajhg m;a jk f;la Wkajykafiag ndOd lf<a;a fuu l%u folhs' Wkajykafia uq, § u tajd w;yer fkd;snQ ksid th tfia úh' tajd ±l .ekSfuka miq Wkajykafia úiska tajd w;yer ouk ,§' tneúka ;uka jykafiaf.a m%:u foaYkh i|yd th Wmldr úh' i;=g yd wi;=g we;s lrjk ud._hkays hEu fjkqjg Ndjkdkqfhda.shd fïjd .ek oek isáh hq;= nj wm mjikafka ta ksidh' ÿl .ek i;Hh oek .ekSu ksid th we;s ùug fya;j = tys fl<jr yd fl<jr lsÍfï ud._h Tyq úiska oel .kq ,nhs' ÿl fl<jr lsÍu i|yd we;s ud._h fuu Ndjkdjhs' ir, jYfhka .;a úg i;sfhka hq;= j úiSu hkafkka woyia jkafka;a thhs'
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i;sfhka isàu hkqfjka woyia jkafka oekSfuka hq;= j isàuhs' fkdtfia kï t<ô isysfhka isàuhs' wm fï fudfydf;a l,amkd lrñka isákqfha l=ula .ek o@ wm lrñka isákqfha l=ula o@ fï fudfydf;a wm ;=< mj;afka l=ula o@ Ôj;a jk wdldrh .ek fï wkaoñka ksÍlaIKh lrñka wms ta .ek oekSfuka isáh hq;= fjuq' fï wdldrhg mqyqKq jqj fyd;a ta ;=<ska m%{dj Wod úh yelsh' wms iEu fj,djl u iEu bßhõjla ;=< u ie,ls,a, fhduq lrñka ksÍÌKfha fhfoñka isáuq' wm msh % lrk wruqKla ukfiys my< jQ úg th ta wdldrfhka oek ks;H jYfhka mj;akd fohla jYfhka tys t,a,S fkd .ksuq' my< jQ ta foh yqfola i;=gla muKls' wi;=gla my< jQ úg th ÿla fõokdjla ;=< we,S isàula nj wms oek .ksuq' fõokdjkaf.a oekSu ukiska fjka lsÍu hkafkka woyia jkafka fuhhs' olaI Ndjfhka hqla; kï wms we,Sfuys fkd fhfouq' mj;akd wdldrfhka u foaj,a mej;Sug bv yer isáuq' wms ˆˆoekSfuka isák ;eke;a;ka˜˜ njg m;a fjuq' uki yd ta ;=< we;s jk fõokdjkaf.a oekSu hk fïjd f;,a yd j;=r fuks' tajd tl u fnda;,hla ;=< we;;a tlg lj<ï fkd fõ' wm wikSmfhka miq jqj;a" wm ;=< ÿla-fõokd yeÕSula mej;sh;a fõokdj fõokdj jYfhkq;a" uki uki jYfhkq;a wms oel .ksuq' ÿlafõokd we;s lrjk" tfia u iqjh t,jk ;;a;ajhla .ek wms oek isák kuq;a tajd iuÕ iïnkaO fkd ù isáuq' wm isákqfha iekis,s iqjfhks' iemg;a ÿlg;a tydhska mj;sk tu iekis,s iqjfhks' th f;areï .; hq;af;a ˆˆud˜˜ hkqfjka ia:Sr fohla fkdmj;sk úg thska ,o yels msájy,la fkdue;s f,ih' i;=g-wi;=g hk folska f;dr j Ôj;a úh hq;af;a fï wdldrfhks' Tn isákqfha t<ô isysfhka hq;= jh' Tn ;=< lsisjla r|jd .ekSfuka f;dr jh'
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wjfndaO;ajh ,nk f;la fï ish,a, úYañ; foaj,a ùug mq¨jk' tfy;a wfma wjika b,lalh msysgqjd .; hq;af;a fuu Èidfjysh' uki hkq uki uh' th i;=g yd wi;=g iu. tla fjhs' Bg jvd jeä hula ta ;=< ke;' th muKla hkqfjka wm oel .; hq;=hs' tlg ñY% fkdjk kuq;a tajd fjka jYfhka mj;shs' tlg ñY% jkafka kï tajd y÷kd .ekSug wmg fkdyels fjhs' f.hla ;=< úiSula n÷h' f.h yd ksjeishka w;r iïnkaOhla mj;sk kuq;a fomd¾Yjfha meje;au fjka fjka jYfhks' f.hg wk;=rla isÿ jQ úg ta .ek ÿla jkafka wm th wdrlaId l< hq;= ksidh' kuq;a th .sks .;a úg thska mek ÿjuq' fõokd iy.; yeÕSï my< jk úg wm tajdhska mek.kafka;a ta wdldrfhks' f.h uq¨ukska .sks f.k we;s nj oek thska t<shg mksuq' f.h tla fohla jYfhkq;a" ksjeishd fjk;a fohla jYfhkq;a fuu foaj,a mj;skqfha fjkafjka jh' uki yd ta ;=< we;s jk fõokdfõ yeÕSu fï wdldrhg fjka lrkq ,nk nj wm mejiqj o tajd iajNdj O¾uhg wkqj ienúka u mj;skfq ha fjka jYfhks' wfma wjfndaOh hkqfjka woyia jkafka iajdNdúl f,i mj;akd fuu fjka ùu h:d¾:hg wkqrEm j oel .ekSu muKls' ˆˆtajd mj;skqfha fjka jYfhka fkd fõ˜˜ hkqfjka mejiqj fyd;a th tfia jkafka i;Hh fkdoekSfï fya;=j u; tajd flfrys we,S isàu ksidh' Ndjkdfõ fhfok f,i nqÿka jykafia úiska wmg foaYkd lr jodrk ,oafoa ta ksidh' fï Ndjkd mqyqKq j w;sYhska u jeo.;a fohls' yqfola nqoaêh ;=<ska muKla oek.ekSu m%udKj;a ke;' mqyqKqj ;=<ska ,efnk oekqu fmd;am;a ;=<ska ,nd .kakd oekqu hk fïjd ienE jYfhka u tlsfklg ÿria: jQ tajdh' uki iïnkaO j
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fmd;am;aj,ska ,nd .kakd oekqu kshu oekqula fkd fõ' wfma uki" fmd;m;ska ,nd .kakd oekqu ta ;=< u r|jd ;nd .ekSug W;aidy lrhs' ta l=ula i|yd o@ yqfola th ke;s lr .ekSu i|yd u fjhs' th ke;s lr .;a miq wms ta .ek ÿla fjuq' ienE f,i oek isàu ;=< mj;skqfha foaj,a mj;akd wdldrfhka ;sîug bv yer tajdg hkakg ie,eiaùuhs' foaj,aj, iajNdjh wms oel .ksuq' tajd ksid wms wm .ek wu;l fkd lruq' wm wikSm jQ úg wms ta .ek lïmd fkd fjuq' iuyre l,amkd lrkafka ˆˆuu fï wjqreoao mqrd isáfha wikSfmka" lsiu s Ndjkdjla lsÍug fkdyels jqkd˜˜ hkqfjks' fïjd we;a; jYfhka u w{dk mqoa.,hl=f.a jpk fõ' we;a; jYfhka kï wikSmfhka miq jk fyda mK wÈñka isák fyda wh Ndjkd mqyqKqj .ek fmrg jvd Wkkaÿ úh hq;=hs' Ndjkd lsÍu i|yd ld,hla ke;s nj flkl= mjid isàug ms<sjk' frda.S ksid" ÿflka fmf<k ksid" YÍrh flfrys úYajdihla fkd;sìh yels ksid Ndjkd ls\ug kqm¨ q jka nj mjid isàug;a mq¨jk' tfy;a fujeks is;sú,s ksid fuu ldhH_h ÿIalr tlla njg m;a úh yelsh' nqÿka jykafia W.kajd jodf<a ta wdldrfhka fkd fõ' fujeks wjia:djka Ndjkd lsÍu i|yd iqÿiq u wjia:djka njh' h:d¾:h ienE jYfhka oel th wjfndaO lr .ekSug yels jkafka flkl= wikSmhg m;a jQ úg fyda urKh lrd <x jQ úgh' ;j;a iuyrl= mjikafka jev lghq;= nyq, ksid Ndjkd lsÍug ;ukag ld,hla fkdue;s njhs' iuyr wjia:dj, mdi,a .=rejre ud oelSu i|yd meñfK;s' ;uka fj; mejÍ we;s ixlS¾K jevlghq;=j, nyq,;ajh
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ksid Ndjkd lsÍug ld,hla ke;s nj Tjqyq mjid isá;s' ˆˆb.ekaùfï fh§ isák úg yqiau .ekSu i|yd ;ukag iEfyk ;rï ld,hla ;sfí o˜˜ hkqfjka uu Tjqkaf.ka m%Yak lrñ' ˆˆta i|yd kï ld,hla ;sf혘 hkqfjka Tjqyq ms<s;=re fo;s' jev ta ;rug nyq, kï" ixlSK_ kï Tjqkg yqiau .ekSug ld,hla fldhska o@ Tjqka fuu ldrKfha § isákqfha Ou_hg ÿria: jh' ienE jYfhka .kakd úg fuu mqyqKqj uki yd Bg wh;a fõokd yeÕSïj,g wod<j mj;shs' th ¨yq n¢ñka hd hq;= fyda ta .ek fmr<shla l< hq;= jQ fyda fohla fkd fõ' jevl fh§ isáh §;a yqiau .ekSu fkdlvjd isÿ fjhs' iajdNdúl j isÿ jk foaj,a .ek iajNdj O¾uh úiska j. n,d.kq ,nhs' wm l< hq;= tlu foh ta .ek isysfhka isàuhs" tfia u yqfola ffOhH_fhka hqla; j wfma wNHka;rh oel .ekSug W;aidy lsÍuhs' Ndjkdj hkqfjka ye¢kafjkqfha fuhhs' wm ;=< ta wdldrfhka isysh mj;sk úg wm l=uk jevl fh§ isáh;a yß yd jerÈ foh È.skaÈ.g oel .ekSu i|yd th fuj,ula fjhs' mqyqKqj i|yd iEfyk ;rï ld,hla Tjqkag we;s kuq;a mqyqKqj iïnkaO j iïmQ¾K oekSula ke;s ksid ld,hla fkdue;s nj mji;s' m%Yakh ù we;af;a thhs' wms ksok úg;a" wdydr wkqNj lrk úg;a" yqiau .ksuq' th tfyu fka o@ tfyu kï wmg Ndjkd lsÍu i|yd ld,hla ke;af;a uka o@ wms fld;ekl isáh;a yqiau .ksñka isáuq' fï wkq j l,amkd lrk úg yqiauj,g jvd jeä w.hla wfma Ôú;j, ;sfí' ta ksid wm fldfya isáh;a ld,h m%Yakhla fkd fõ' iEu wdldrhl u is;sú,s udkisl iajNdjhka jk w;r tajd ldhsl iajNdjhka fkd fõ' tfia kï" wm l<
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hq;= j we;af;a yqfola t<ô isysfhka hq;= j isàuhs' ksr;=re j u wms fyd| yd krl .ek oekSfuka hq;= j isáuq' isgf.k isák úg fyda weúÈk úg fyda jdä ù isák úg fyda je;sÍ isák úg fyda ta i|yd wjYH ;rï ld,hla ;sfí' th ksis f,i bgq lsÍug wms fkd oksuq' lreKdlr fï .ek úu¾Ykh lr n,kak' wmg fõokd yeÕSïj,ska mek hd fkd yelsh' wm isáh hq;= jkafka tajd .ek isysfhka hq;= jh' fõokd iy.; yeÕSula hkq yqfola fõokd iy.; yeÕSula muKls' i;=g hkq yqfola i;=gla muKls' ir, jYfhka .;a úg tajd ta wdldrh' tfia kï wm f.dia tajdfha t,af,kafka l=ula ksid o@ È.skaÈ.g u fï wdldrfhka úu¾Ykh lr n,k úg uki ksoyia fjhs' wúoHdfjka f;dr j uki w;yer oeófuys fhdok kuq;a oekSfuka hq;= j th lrhs' foaj,a mj;akd wdldrfhka ;sîug wjYH fkd jk ksid th wkqjK lñka hq;= j tfia fkd lrhs' tu w;yer oeóu lrkqfha foaj,a i;Hhg wkqj okakd ksidh' wm wjáka mj;akd h:d iajNdjh fyj;a iajNdj Ou_h oel.ekSu kï fuhhs' fuh oek .;a miq wms f,dalh iïnkaO j ksmK q ;ajhla fuka u udkisl wruqKq iïnkaO j ksmK q ;ajhla ,enQjka fjuq' wm f,dalh iïnkaO j ksmK q ;ajhla ,enQjka jkafka udkisl wruqKq iïnkaO j ksmqK;ajhla ,nd .;a miqh' fuh f,dalh .ek okakd whl= njg m;a ùuhs' f,dalhg wh;a ÿla lïlfgd¨ iu. th meyeÈ,s j oel.;a ;eke;a;d kï nqÿka jykafiah' tu ÿla lïlfgd¨ fkdmj;sk ;;a;ajh mj;skafka;a fuys u nj Wkajykafia úiska oel.kakd ,§' wdrjq,a úhjq,a ksid wmeyeÈ,s ;;a;ajhla
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mj;sk fuu f,dalh .ek Wkajykafiag oek.ekSug yels jQfha flfia o@ fuys § wm jgyd .; hq;= j we;af;a nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_h wfma yelshdjkag jqj o tydhska fkdmj;skakla njh' wm wfma ish¨ bßhõj, § t<ö isysfhka yd wm .ek u oekSfuka isáh hq;= w;r jdä ù Ndjkd lsÍug iqÿiq wjia:dj we;s úg th o l< hq;=hs' wm jdä ù Ndjkd lrkafka ukfiys ikaiqka nj we;s lr .ksñka ta ;=<ska udkisl Yla;sh jeä ÈhqKq lsÍu msKsih' wm th lrkafka úfYaI hulska úfkdao ùu i|yd fkd fõ' iudê.; j isàu úo¾Ykdfõ fh§u u fjhs' iuyr ia:dkj, mejfikafka ˆˆoeka iudê Ndjkdj lruq"˜˜ bka miq úo¾Ykdj lruq hkqfjks' fïjd .ek fï wdldrfha fn§ula fkd lrkak' m%{dj my< ùug mokï jkafka iudêhhs' ˆˆoeka iudê Ndjkdj lr bka miq úo¾Ykdj lruq˜˜ hk f,i mejiSfuka th l< fkd yelsh' ta wdldrfha fn§ula l< yels jkafka jpkfhka muKs' th msys;,hl uqjyf;ys we;s me;s folg Wmud l< yelsh' ta me;s fol fjka lsÍug fkd yelsh' tl me;a;la w;g .ekSug hk úg fome;a; u w;g ths' iudêh ;=<ska m%{dj Wodjkafka;a fï wdldrfhks' Ou_hg uj yd mshd jkafka YS,hhs' YS,h wm ;=< uq,ska u mej;sh hq;=hs' YS,h hkq iduldó njhs' fuhska woyia jkafka wm lhska fyda jpkfhka fyda jerÈ ls%hd isÿ fkdlrk njhs' jerÈ ls%hdjla isÿ fkdlrk úg wms le<ô,s núka f;dr j isáuq' le<ô,s Ndjh fkdmj;sk úg uki ;=< ixjr Ndjh yd iduh we;s fjhs' wjfndaO;ajh i|yd wdhH_hka jykafia,d .uka l< ud._h YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj hkqfjka wm y÷kajkqfha ta ksidh'
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ksoiqkla f,i wms wU f.ähla f.k n,uq' th u,la jYfhka mj;sk úg u,la f,i y÷kajuq' f.ähla jQ úg wUf.ähhs lshuq' bÿKq miq lshkafka bÿKq wU f.äh lshdh' fuh tl u wU f.ähla jk kuq;a ks;r fjkia fjñka mj;shs' f,dl= wU f.äh we;s jkafka l=vd wU f.äfhks' f,dl= f.ähla njg m;a jkafka ta l=vd f.ähhs' úúO kïj,ska yd tlu kulska ye¢kajqj;a th tlu f.ähls' YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj w;r mj;akd iïnkaO;djh o fujeksh' wjidkhg wjfndaO;ajh lrd f.k hkq ,nk tlu ud._h fï YS,h" iudêh yd m%{djhs' u,la fuka Èia jQ ;ek isg f.ähla ù bfíg u bfok f;la wU f.äh f,dl= fjhs' fuh fumuKlska iEfykafkahhs is;ñ' th oel.; hq;= jkafka ta wdldrhgh' fjk;a wh th l=ula fia oelajqj;a thg ldßhla ke;' jrla bmÿk miq th jhig hhs' bka miq isÿjkafka l=ula o@ ta .ek is;d ne,sh hq;=h' uy¨ úhg m;a ùug iuyre wlue;s fj;s' ta .ek fYdal fj;s' fujeks ñksiqka bÿKq wU fkdlE hq;=hs' wU b§ug wjYH jkafka l=ulg o@ b§ ke;akï nf,ka bojuq' tfyu fkao@ kuq;a wm jhig hk úg ta .ek ÿla fjuq' iuyre uy¨ ùug fyda urKhg m;a ùug fyda we;s ìh ksid je<fm;s' fï yeáhg" Tjqka bÿKq wU kï fkdlE hq;=hs' Tjqka yg jvd;a u fyd| jkafka wU u,a muKla lEuh' fuh jgyd .ekSug Tjqkag yels kï Ou_h o jgyd .kq we;' bka miq ish,a, meyeÈ,s fjñka iekis,s iqjh Wod fjhs' mqyqKqj fï wdldrfhka isÿ lsÍug wÈgka lr .kak'
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ud mejiQ fuu foaj,a .ek fufkys lr n,kak' jerÈ hula we;akï ta .ek iud jkak' kuq;a tu yß fyda jerÈ fyda Tfí mqyqKqj yd oelSu u; r|d mj;shs' jerÈ foh úislr oukak' ksjerÈ foh Ndr f.k th m%fhdackh i|yd fhdod .kak' kuq;a we;a; jYfhka kï wfma fuu mqyqKqj fyd| yd krl hk fol u úislr oeóu i|ydh' yß jqj;a úislr ouuq" jerÈ jqj;a úislr ouuq' wjidkfha ish,a, úislr ouuq' kuq;a idudkH jYfhka wm úiska lrkq ,nkafka hula fyd| kï ta flfrys t,a,S isàuh' jerÈ kï jerÈ f,i i,ld f.k isàuh' bka miq tajd .ek jdoújdo we;s lr .ekSuh' kuq;a Ou_h hkq lsisjla mj;akd ;ekla fkd fõ' th lsisjla fldfy;au fkdmj;akd ;ekh'
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wms iuyfrla Ndjkd mqyqKqj wdrïN lruq' kuq;a wjqreoaola folla .;jQ miqj;a ta .ek yß yeá hula fkd oksuq' Ndjkdj .ek ia:Sr úYajdihla wmg ;ju;a ke;' tfia jQ úg wm wjg we;s ish¨ foh Ou_h jYfhka wms fkd olsu'q tu ksid .=rejrekaf.a b.ekaùï fj; keUqrefjuq' kuq;a wm we;a; jYfhka wfma u uki .ek okakd úg yd ta foi iómj ne,Su i|yd i;sh mj;akd úg m%{dj we;sfjhs' túg yeu wjia:djla yd yeu ia:dkhla Ou_hg ijka §fï wjia:djla njg m;afjhs' W¯yrKhla jYfhka .;fyd;a iajNdj Ou_h ;=<ska tkï .ia je,aj,ska mjd Ou_h bf.kSug wmg yelsfjhs' .ila yg .kafka fya;=jla ksidh' th jefvkafka iajNdj
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Ou_hg wdfõksl ls%hdoduhla wkq.ukh lrñks' yßhg u t;ekska Ou_h lshd fokq ,nhs' kuq;a wms th f;areï fkd.ksuq' .i ld,hdf.a wejEfuka o¨,k f;la jeãug m;afjhs' bka miq tys u,a yd f.ä yg .kshs' tys u,a yd f.ä ygf.k ;sîu muKla wms olsuq' fuu ;;a;ajh wm ;=<g fhduq lrjñka ta .ek fufkyslr ne,Sug wms wfmdfydi;a fjuq' .ia fï wdldrfhka Ou_h lshd fok nj wms fkdoksuq' f.ähla ÿgq úg th ñysß ri o" weUq,a ri o lshd lsisjla fidhd fkdn,ñka wms th wkqNj lruq' f.ähla fufia jkafka ta ;=< we;s iajNdjhg wkqjh' f.äh W.kajk Ou_h thhs' l,a .sh úg .fia fld< fudarkakg mgka .kshs' ál l,l § úh,S f.dia uefrhs' bka miq ìug jefghs' wms fld< ìug jeà we;s nj muKla olsu'q tajd md.ñka huq" w;=.d ouuq' wm lrkafka tmuKhs' fï.ek wms ukd úu¾Ykhla fkd lruq' tu ksid thska mdvula W.kajkq ,nk nj wms fkd oksuq' ;j ál l,lska .fia w¨;a o¨ ,sh,hs' ta .ek jeäÿr fkdis;d kslug fuka th oel .ksuq' fufkys lrñka we;=<;ska oelsh hq;= i;Hh kï fuh fkd fõ' wm ;=<g fï ish,a, u .ksñka úuid ne¨j fyd;a ±k .; yels jkafka .il yg .ekSu yd wfma bm§u w;r fjkila fkdmj;sk njhs' wfma fuu YÍrfha yg .ekSu yd tys meje;au r|d mj;skafka mGú" wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda hk uQ, Od;+ka u;h' th wdydr .kshs" jefvhs" ;j ÿrg jefvhs' tys yeu fldgila u fjkia ùug m;a jkafka Bg wh;a iajNdjhg wkqjh' th .fiys iajNdjhg fjkia fkd fõ' ksh" o;a" yu fï ish,a, fjkia ùug Ndckh fjhs' iajNdj O¾uh .ek oek isà kï" wms wm .ek u oek .;a;d fjuq'
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ñksii a q bm§ug m;a fj;s' wjidkfha urKhg f.dÿre fj;s' urKhg f.dÿre ù kej;;a WmÈ;s' ksh" o;a yd iu hk foaj,a jqj o ksr;=re uefrñka h<s WmÈhs' wmg Ndjkdj .ek jegySula we;akï wm yd .i w;r fjkila ke;s nj oek .ekSug yels fjhs' wms .=rejrekaf.a b.ekaùï jgyd .ksuq kï wmf.a wNHka;rh ;=< we;s foh" bka msg; we;s fohg iudk nj wms f;areï .ksuq' ú{dkh we;s-ke;s foaj,a w;r fjkila ke;' tajdfha wdldrh tluh' WodyrKhla f,i .;fyd;a fuu iudklu f;areï .ksuq kï" .il iajNdjh olsk úg th rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixialdr hk wfma fï m[apialkaOhg fkdfjkia nj wms jgyd .ksuq' fuu jegySu wm ;=< we;akï Ou_h f;a r eï .;a ; d fjuq ' Ou_ h f;a r eï f.k we;a k ï m[apialkaOh wkjr; úmßKduhlg m;ajk ieá wms olsu'q tu ksid" isg.ksñka" jdä fjñka" weúÈñka fyda je;sÍ .ksñka isáh;a mÍÌdldÍ núka hq;= j uki /l n,d .ekSu i|yd wm ;=< i;sh mej;sh hq;=hs' ndysr foaj,a oelSu wNHka;r foaj,a oelSug iudkh' wNHka;r foaj,a olsk úg th;a ndysr foaj,a oelSug iudkh' fuh jegfykafka kï th nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_h wefik njls' fuh jegfyk úg th ˆˆokakd jQ foh˜˜ tkï ˆˆnqoaO Ndjh˜˜ wm ;=< msyá s njls' th ndysrh fuka u wNHka;rh o okS' yg .ekSula mj;sk ish,a, th okS' fï wdldrfhka wjfndaO jk úg" .ila uq, jdä ù isáh;a wmg wefikafka nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' isg .ksñka" weúÈñka" jdä fjñka fyda È.d fjñka fyda isáh;a wmg wefikafka nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' oelSfuys" weiSfuys" wd>%dKh lsÍfuys" ri ú£fuys" iam¾Yh ,eîfuys" tfia u l,amkd lsÍfuys wm fh§ isáh;a wmg wefikafka nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' nqÿka jykafia yqfola fuu ukfiys u mj;akd ˆˆoek
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.kakd jQ iajNdjh˜˜ fyj;a ˆˆnqoaO iajNdjh˜˜ th Ou_h okshs' Ou_h .ek úu¾Ykh lrhs' fuh wm iu. l:d lsÍug óg fndfyda by; jev úiQ nqÿka jykafia meñfKk nj fkdj wm ;=< ˆˆokakd jQ foh˜˜ tkï nqoaO iajNdjh my< ù ;sîuhs' nqoaO iajNdjh wm ;=< msysá úg wm ish¨ fohla u olskafka ish¨ fohla .ek u fufkys lrkafka tajd wfmka fkdfjkia jQ wdldrhgh' fkdfhl=;a i;=ka" .ia" je,a" l÷" fy,a wdÈh olskafka;a tajd wfmka fkdfjkia jQ wdldrhgh' l¿ ñksiqka-iqÿ ñksiqka hk fudjqka w;r o fjkila ke;' ta yeu flkl=g u we;af;a tlu .;s ,ÌKhkah' fï wdldrhg f;areï .kakd whl= fld;ekl fyda isáh o" Tyq isákafka i;=áka uh' Tyq nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_hg iEu úg u weyqïlka §f.k isáhs' fï wdldrhg fuh f;areï fkd.; fyd;a fkdfhl=;a .=rejrekaf.a foaYkd i|yd wfma uq¿ ld,h u fhojqj;a tajdfha w¾:h wmg fkd jegfyhs' nqÿka jykafia" O¾udjfndaOh hkqfjka foaYkd lf<a yqfola ˆˆiajNdj Ou_h˜˜ fyj;a wm jgd mj;akd ish¨ foh iïnkaO j h:d¾:h jgyd .ekSu;a" fï fudfydf;a mj;akd iajNdjh f;areï .ekSu;ah' fuu iajNdjh f;areï fkd .ksuq kï n,dfmdfrd;a;= iqka ù mS%;sh w;aoel ÿl yd ix;dmh my< lrjk ufkdaNdjhka ;=< uxuq<dùug wmg isÿ fjhs' udkisl wruqKq ;=< uxuq<d ùu hkq iajNdj Ou_h ;=< uxuq<d ùuhs' iajNdj Ou_h ;=< uxuq<d jQ wmg O¾uh fkd jegfyhs' nqÿka jykafia úiska lrkq ,enqfõ yqfola fuu iajNdj Ou_h fmkakqï lr §u muKls'
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ish¨ foaj, yg .ekSfuka miq tajd úmßKduhg m;a ù úkdY fjhs' wm úiska idokq ,nk msÕka-fldamam" n÷ka wd§ foaj, o mj;skafka tjeks .;s ,ÌKhls' n÷kla iEfokafka fya;=jlg wkqjh' tkï ñksid ;=< hula ks¾udKh lsÍug mj;sk wdYdj ksidh' Ndú;hg .;a miq n÷k mrK fjhs' leã ì£ hhs' th ke;a;g u ke;s fjhs' .ia-je,a" l÷-fy,a wd§ foaj,ska mgkaf.k i;=ka ñksiqka olajd f.k ne¨j;a th tfia fjhs' nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_h" Wkajykafiaf.a m%:u Y%djlhka jykafia jQ w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñg m%:ufhka u weiqKq úg th t;rï ixlS¾K fohla fkd jqKs' Wkajykafia úiska oel .kakd ,oafoa yqfola yg.;a hula fõ kï th iajdNdúl ;;a;ajhg wkq j fjkia fjñka" jhig hñka" wjidkfha úkdYhg m;a jk njh' Wkajykafia Bg fmr lsisÈkl ta .ek is;d fkd ;snqKs' is;d ;snQ kuq;a foaj,a w;a fkdyßñka m[apialkaOhg we,S isá ksid th meyeÈ,s wdldrhg oel fkd ;snqKs' nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ou_hg isysfhka hq;= j ijka ÿka ksid Wkajykafia ;=< nqoaO iajNdjh my< jqKs' ish¨ ixialdrhka wks;H jYfhka jegfyk kqjK Ou_ iïfm%aIKhla fuka Wkajykafiaf.a uki ;=<g wj;S¾K úh' yg.;a l=uk fohla i|yd jqj o iajdNdúl f,i thg w;ajk m%;M s ,hla jYfhka jhig hdula yd úkdYhg hdula ;sìh hq;=hs' Wkajykafia óg fmr oek isá yeu foalg u jvd th fjkia úh' ;uka jykafiaf.a u uki ;uka jykafia úiska u oel .;a ksid Wkajykafia ;=< ˆˆnqÿka˜˜ my< úh' w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñ oyï wei ,nd .;a nj nqÿka jykafia úiska m%ldY lrk ,oafoa fï wjia:dfõ §h' fuu oyï wei ;=<k s a olskq ,nkafka l=ula o@ yg.;a l=uk fohlg jqj o w;a úh hq;= iajdNdúl m%;sM,hla
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jk jhig hEu yd úkdYhg m;a ùu t;=<ska oel .kq ,eîuhs' ˆˆyg.;a l=uk fohla fyda˜˜ hkafkka woyia lrkafka mj;akd ish¨ u foaj,ah' fN!;sl-wfN!;sl jk ish¨ foh u fuu yg.;a l=uk foh fyda hk .Khg wh;a fjhs' tuÕska iajNdj Ou_h ;=< mj;akd ish¨ foh f.k yer olajhs' WodyrKhla f,i .;a l, fuu YÍrh jqj o bm§fuka miq úkdY uqLh lrd hhs' l=vd wjÈfha § l=vd núka pq; ù th ;reK njg m;a fjhs' ál l,l § ;reK núka pq; ù ueÈ úhg m;a fjhs' ueÈ úfhka pq; j .kakd th bka miq uy¨ úh lrd hhs' wjidkfha tys fl<jr oek .ksh's .ia-je,a" l÷-fy,a wdÈfha we;af;a;a fuu .;s ,ÌK uh' tneúka tl ;ekl jdä ù yqka w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñf.a ukig ˆˆokakd jQ ;eke;a;dkkaf.a o¾Ykh tkï wjfndaOhg meyeÈ,s wdldrfhka we;=,a úh'˜˜ yg.;a l=uk fohla fyda hkqfjka jQ fuu oekqu" YÍrh flfrys mej;s we,Su uq,skqmqgd oeóug yels jk mßÈ Wkajykafiaf.a uki ;=< .eUqßka ;ekam;a úh' fuu we,Su jYfhka mej;=fka ilaldh oDIaáhhs' fuhska woyia jkafka bka miq ;u YÍrh ;ukaf.a jYfhka fyda i;a;j a hl= jYfhka fyda tfia;a fkdue;s kï ˆˆTyq fyda ud˜˜ jYfhka fyda f.k Wkajykafia ta flfrys t,a,S fkdisá njhs' ilaldh oDIaáh uq,skqmqgd oeóu ;=<ska Wkajykafia úiska th meyeÈ,s j oel .kakd ,§' Wkajykafia úiska bka miq úÑlsÉPdj fyj;a ielh ÿre lrk ,§' YÍrh flfrys jQ we,Su uq,skqmqgd o oeófuka miq ;uka jykafia ;=< ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaO;ajh .ek ielhla we;s fkd jqKs' ta wdldrhg iS,ín; mrdudih o iyuq,ska u Wmqgd ouk ,§' Wka jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj ia:Sr yd Rcq tlla njg m;a úh'
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isrer fõokdjg m;a jQ úg fyda th Wfkka fm¿Kq úg Wkajykafia ta .ek ;elSula fkdlf<a ;uka jykafia ;=< ielhla fkd;snK q q ksidh' ielhla fkd;snK q q ksid we,Sula o fkd jqKs' isrer flfrys we;s jk we,Su iS,ín; mrdudi jYfhka y÷kajkq ,efí' YÍrh ;ud jYfhka .efkk oDIaáh uq,skqmqgd oeuQ úg" th we,Su yd ielh iyuq,ska ÿre lr oeuqjd kï fjhs' uki ;=< fuu ielh ;ud jYfhka .efkk oDIaáh my< jQ úg we,Su yd ielh yßhg u t;ekska my< fjhs' nqÿka jykafia fï wdldrhg foaYkd l< úg w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñf.a oyï wei mEÿKs' tu wei ˆˆyqfola oel .kakd˜˜ weih' th úiska foaj,a oel .kq ,nkafka fjkia jQ wdldrhgh' f,dalh ;=< mj;akd iajdNdúl Ou_ iajNdjh th oel .kshs' iajdNdúl Ou_ iajNdjh oel .ksñka we,Su uq,skqmqgd oeóu ksid ˆˆokakd jQ foh˜˜ ìys fjhs' óg fmr o ta .ek oek isá kuq;a Wkajykafia ;=< ;ju;a we,Su mej;=Ks' Ou_h oek isá kuqÿ th fkdoel ;snQ nj;a" oel ;snQ kuqÿ tajd tlaj fkdisá nj;a fuhska meyeÈ,s fjhs' ˆˆfldKav[a[ oek.;af;ah˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia úiska fï wjia:dfõ m%ldY lr isák ,§' fldKav[a[ ysñ oek .;af;a l=ula o@ Wkajykafia úiska oek .kakd ,oafoa yqfola fï iajNdj Ou_hhs' wms idudkH jYfhka wfma isrer .ek;a tfia u iajNdj Ou_h ;=<;a uq<djg m;a ù isáuq' mGú" wdfmda" f;afcda yd jdfhda hk fïjd tlg tla ùfuka isrer iEfohs' iajNdj Ou_fha u tla me;slvla jk fuh wfma weiaj,ska u oelsh yels jia;j = ls' th wdydrh" jeãu" fjkia ùu hgf;a mejf;ñka wjidkfha úkdY uqLhg hhs'
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wNHka;rh foig fhduq ù n,k l, fuu YÍrh /ln,d .kq ,nkafka ú{dkh jk" tkï yqfola fï okakdjQ foh" tkï isys nqoaêh úiska nj Tn oel .kafkysh' th weiska n,k fohg" oelSu hhs lshuq' lkska ,nk fohg weiSu hhs lshuq' kdih ;=<ska ,nk fohg wd>%dKh hhs lshuq' Èj ;=<ska kï rih o" YÍrh ;=<ska kï iam¾Yh o" uki ;=<ska kï l,amkdj o hhs lshuq' ú{dkh hkq tlu fohls' kuq;a úúO ;ekaj,ska ls%hd;aul jk úg thg úúO kï m%ldY lruq' th wei ;=<ska kï tla kula o" lk ;=<ska kï ;j;a kula o" ta i|yd fouq' wei" lk" kdih" Èj" YÍrh" uki hk l=ula ;=<ska ls%hd;aul jqj;a th tlu fohls' tkï ˆˆisyn s oq ê a h˜˜hs' msgl fmd;aj,g wkq j ú{dkh ih jeoEreï nj wm mjik kuq;a tys we;af;a fjkafjka j mj;sk wdh;khka yhla ;=<ska my< jk tlu ú{dkhls' th fï uki uh' iajNdj Ou_h ms<sn| i;Hh oek .ekSfï yelshdj fuu uki ;=< ;sfí' ta i|yd ta ;=< ;ju;a ndOl mj;skafka kï thska ,nk oekqu wúoHdj ;=<ska my< jkakla nj wms m%ldY lr isáuq' túg th oek .kafka" oel .kafka jerÈ wdldrhgh' jerÈ f,i oek .ekSu yd oel .ekSu" ksjerÈ f,i oek .ekSu yd oel .ekSu hk fïjd tlu isys nqoaêhls' jerÈ foaj,a my< jkafka tlu ;eklsks' jerÈ oekSu we;s jQ úg wm mjid isákafka wúoHdj úiska i;Hh jid f.k we;s njhs' jerÈ oekSu we;s úg ta ;=< we;af;a jerÈ oDIaáhls" jerÈ fÉ;kdjls" jerÈ lsh % djls" jerÈ Ôúldjls' fï yeu fohla u jerÈ fjhs' wksla w;g ksjerÈ mqyqKqfõ udj; ìys jkafka;a fï tl u ;ekskah' ta ;=< yß foh we;s úg jerÈ foh w;=reoka fjhs'
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nqÿka jykafia fndfyda fihska mSvd ú¢ñka ksrdydrj isàu jeks ÿla fõokd muqKqjd .;a kuq;a wúoHdj ÿre jk f;la uki .ek úu¾Ykh lrñka Ou_ ud._h m%.=K l< fial' nqoaO;ajhg m;a ish¨ u nqÿjrhka jykafia,d tu ;;a;ajhg m;a jQfha uki ;=<sks' ulaksid o isrer ;=< lsishï jegySfï Yla;shla fkdue;s fyhsks' thg lEu § ix;¾mKh l<;a fkdl<;a th l=uk fõ,djl § fyda wNdjhg hEug mq¿jk' tneúka ish¨ u nqÿjrhka jykafia,d Ou_ ud._h m%.K = lf<a ukisku a h' Wkajykafia,d nqoaO;ajhg m;a jQfha;a uki ;=<ska uh' ;uka jykafiaf.a u uki .ek úu¾Ykh lr n,d nq ÿ ka jyka f ia úis k a mq y q K q f õ wka ; fol jk lduiqL,a,sldkqfhda.h yd w;a;ls,u:dkqfhda.h w;yer ouk ,§' Wkajykafiaf.a m%:u foaYkfha § fï wka; fol ;=< mj;sk uOHu ud._h .ek i|yka úh' wfma wdYdjka yd .;a úg tu foaYkh tajdg mgyeks fjhs' i;=g" iqjh yd mS%;sh hk fïjdhska uqim;a ù tajd fyd|-hym;a foaj,a jYfhka wms l,amkd lruq' fuh lï iqjh flfrys we,Suhs' th ksjerÈ udj; fkd fõ' lkiai¨ ùu wi;=gg yd ;rydjg m;aùu" iEySulg m;a fkdùu hk fïjd ÿla-fõokdj ;=< .e,S ys£uhs' fuu wka; fol mqyqKq ud._fha .uka .kakd wh úiska w;ayer oeñh hq;= fõ' fïjd yqfola wm ;=< my< jk i;=g yd wi;=g fõ' ud._hg msúi we;af;a ˆˆokakd jQ foh˜˜ ke;fyd;a fuu ukih' iqjodhl ufkdaNdjhla my< jQ úg th hym;a fohla hehs i,ld wms tys t,a,S .ksuq' iqjodhl fkdjk ufkda Ndjhla my< jQ úg ta flfrys t,a,S .kafka wleue;af;ks' fuh ÿla-fõokdj ;=< .e,S isàuhs' jerÈ ud._ jk fïjd fhda.djprhkaf.a ud._ fkd fõ' fïjd i;=g yd iem fidhñka" wi;=g yd fõokdj msgq olsñka isák mqyqÿka whf.a ud._hs'
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jerÈ ud._ f;areï .ksñka m%{djka; wh tajdhska fjka fj;s" tajd w;yer ou;s' Tjqka i;=g-wi;=g ksidj;a" mS%;sh fidïki ksidj;a fkdie,S isá;s' ;uka ;=< fïjd my< jk kuq;a tajd .ek oek isák wh tajdfha fkd t,af,;s' tajd mj;sk wdldrhg u hkakg yß;s' ksjerÈ oDIaáh jkqfha fuhhs' hï whl= úiska fuh uq¿ukska oek.kq ,enQ úg Tyqg ta ;=<ska úuqla;sh Wod fjhs' wjfndaOhg m;a hï whl=g i;=g yd wi;=g hk fïjd w¾: Y+kH foaj,a fjhs' nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,oafoa wjfndaO;ajhg m;a jQjka laf,aYhkaf.ka wE;a ù isák njhs' thska woyia jkafka Tjqka laf,aYhka f.ka m,d .sh nj fkd fõ' Tjqyq fld;eklg j;a m,d fkd .shy' mj;sk wdldrfhka u laf,aYhka mej;=ks' th fmdl=Kla ;=< we;s fk¨ï fld<hlg nqÿka jykafia úiska Wmud lrk ,§' fld<h yd c,h tlg u mj;sk kuq;a tu fld<h u; c,h fkd /f|a' c,h hkq laf,aYhkah' fld<h hkq wjfndaOhg m;a ukih' Ndjkd mqyK q fq õ fhfok mqo. a ,hdf.a uki o tjeksh' fudk u Èidjlg fyda mek fkdf.dia th ;sfnk wdldrfhka u mj;shs' jro-ksjro hk fïjd my< jk úg th ta ish,a, oek .kshs' fhda.djprhd isákqfha yqfola tajd .ek wjÈfhks' tajd Tyqf.a uki ;=<g fkd msúfihs' thska woyia jkafka Tyq úiska tajd flfrys t,a,S .ekSula fkdlrkq ,nk njhs' Tyq yqfola w;aolsk whl= muKls' ˆˆTyq kslï u w;aolshs˜˜ hkak wfma idudkH NdIdjhs' Ou_h NdIdfjka mjik úg uOHu ud._fha .uka lsÍu i|yd ;u ukig bv § isák nj thska mejfihs'
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fï i;=g-wi;=g jeks l%shd iajNdjhka ks;rks;r my< jkafka tajd fï f,dalh ;=< u mj;akd .;s ,ÌKhka ksidh' nqÿka jykafia úiska ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaO;ajh ,nd .kakd ,oafoa;a fuu f,dalh ;=<sks' nqÿka jykafia úiska fufkys lr n,kq ,enqfõ;a fï f,dalh .ekh' f,dalh .ek fufkys fkdl< fiala kï fyda kqÿgq fiala kï Wkajykafiag Bg by<ska mej;S isàug kqmq¿jka jkq we;' Wkajykafia ;=< mej;s wjfndaO;ajh yqfola fï f,dalhg iïnkaO wjfndaO;ajhhs' f,dalh ljo;a mej;=k's ,dNh yd w,dNh" m%Yxidj yd kskaodj" lS¾;sh yd wmlS¾;sh" i;=g yd wi;=g hk fïjd f,dalh ;=< ljo;a mej;=ks' tu foaj,a fkd;snQfha kï wjfndaO;ajh i|yd Wkajykafiag lsisjla fkd ;snqKs' Wkajykafia úiska wjfndaO lr.kakd ,oafoa yqfola fuu f,dalhhs' ñksik q fa .a yoj;a jg lrf.k ;snQ fuu f,dalhhs' m%Yxidj" lS¾;sh" ,dNh" i;=g hk fïjd fidhñka tajdfha m%;súreoaO Ndjhka uÕyßñka ñksiqka tajd msgm q i u hkafka kï Tjqka f,dalfha nßka hgjkq we;' f,dalh hkq ,dNh" w,dNh" m%Yxidj" kskoa dj" lS¾;sh" wmlS¾;sh" i;=g" wi;=g hk fïjdh' f,dalh ;=< uxuq<djg m;a jQ whl=g ta ;=<ska .e,ùula ke;' f,dalh úiska Tyq fj,d.kq ,nhs' f,dalh wkq.ukh lrkafka Ou_ kshduhkah' tu ksid tajd f,!lsl Ou_;djhka jYfhka wms y÷kajuq' f,!lsl Ou_;djhka ;=< Ôj;a jk wh y÷kajkq ,nkafka mD:.ack i;a;ajhka jYfhks' wjq,a cd,hla ueo Tjqyq Ôj;a fj;s' tu ksid wm ;=< Ou_ ud._h jvjd .kakd fuka nqÿka jykafia úiska W.kajd j¯rK ,§' tu ud._h
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YS,h" iudêh yd m%{dj jYfhka fldgia ;=klg fn¯ fjka l< yels fjhs' tajdfha mßmQ¾K;ajh olajd tajd ÈhqKq lrkak' f,dalh wjidkhg m;a lr ouk mqyqKqfõ ud._h fuh fjhs' f,dalh mj;skqfha fldfya o@ thska u uqim;a jQ mqoa.,hka ;=< f,dalh mj;shs' m%Yxidj" ,dNh" lS¾;sh" i;=g" wi;=g hk ls%hdoduhka ;=< t,a,S isàu f,dalh hkq fjhs' th uki ;=< mj;sk úg f,dalh my< fjhs' mD:.ack i;ajhd ìys fjhs' f,dalh ìys jkafka ;DIaKdj ksidh' yeu f,dalhl u ckau ia:dkh fuu ;DIaKdjhs' ;DIaKdj fl<jr lr oeóu f,dalh fl<jr lr oeóuhs' YS," iudê" m%« mqyK q j q fjk;a wdldrhlska y÷kajkq ,nkafka wIagdx.sl ud._h hkqfjks' wIagdx.sl ud._h yd wIaGf,dal Ou_h hkq tlu hq.,hls' fï fol hq.,hla jkafka flfia o@ msgl fmd;a wkqj l:d lrk úg ,dNh" w,dNh" m%Yxidj" kskoa dj" lS¾;sh wmlS¾;sh" i;=g" wi;=g hk fïjd wIag f,dal Ou_h jYfhka wms y÷kajuq' ksjerÈ oelSu" ksjerÈ fÉ;kdj" ksjerÈ l:dj" ksjerÈ ls%hdj" ksjerÈ Ôúldj" ksjerÈ W;aidyh" ksjerÈ isysh" ksjerÈ iudêh hk fïjd wIagdx.sl ud._h fjhs' wg wdldr jQ fuu ud._h mj;skqfha tlu ia:dkfhah' okakd jQ foh iu. fï wIaGf,dal O¾u;dj mj;skafka;a fï tlu ia:dkfhah' tkï uki ;=<h' kuq;a okakd jQ fohg ndOl we;s jQ úg th jerÈ wdldrfhka oel .kshs' tu ksid f,dalh ìys fjhs' th ˆˆokakd jQ foh˜˜ ;=<ska ñi fjk lsisjla ;=<ska isÿ fkd fõ' fuu uki ;=< ;ju;a nqoaO iajNdjh my< ù fkdue;' th ;ju;a f,dal ;;a;ajfhka ñ§ ke;' f,dalh hkq fujeks ukils' ud._h ;=< mqyqKq fjñka YÍrh yd l:dj ixjr lrk úg ta ish,a,la u isÿ jkqfha tlu ukila ;=<h'
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tlu ukila ;=< isÿjk ksid tajd tlsfkl oel .kshs' f,dalh oel .kq ,nkafka ud._h úisks' uki ;=<ska mqyqKq jk úg wm ;=< we;s t,a,S f.k isàfï iajNdjh th úiska oel .kq ,nhs' f,dalh flfrys wm ;=< mj;akd we,Su o oel .kq ,nhs' ˆˆTn f,dalh oek .; hq;=hs' rdclSh r:hla fuka th f;aciska nn<hs'˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' ˆˆw{dk mqoa.,hka thska jYS jk kuq;a m%{djka;fhda thska uq<d fkd fj;s'˜˜ hkqfjka o nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' nqÿka jykafia fuhska woyia lf<a f,dalfha iEu ;eklg u f.dia" iEu fohla u fidhd n,ñka tajd .ek iEu fohla u bf.k .kakd f,i fkd fõ' Wkajykafiag wjYH jQfha yqfola fï f,dalh u; /£ we;s uki foi ne,Suh' ˆˆf,dalh .ek oek.kak˜˜ hkqfjka mjid isá úg thska woyia lf<a ta ;=< isrù isàu fkdj th úu¾Ykh lr ne,Suhs' ulaksid o@ f,dalh yg f.k we;af;a fuu uki ;=< ksidh' .ia fijkla hg jdä ù ys¢ñka Tng f,dalh oel .; yels fjhs' ;DIaKdj we;af;a hï ;ekl o f,dalh yg .kafka;a yßhg u t;ekskah' f,dalfha ksc ìu wdYdjhs' wdYdj ÿre lsÍu f,dalh ÿre lr oeóuls' jdä ù Ndjkd lrk úg uki iduldó ùug wmg wjYH jk kuq;a th tfia fkd fõ' ulaksid o@ l,amkd lsÍug wjYH fkd jqj;a wm l,amkd lrk ksidh' th lä.=,la u; jdä jk ñksidg isÿ jk fohg iudkh' lä Tyq imd lkakg mgka .kS' uki f,dalh njg m;a jQ úg wm oEia jid .ksñka ksYap, j isáh;a wmg fmfkkafka f,dalh uh' i;=g" ÿl" ix;dmh" wjq,a nj hk fï yeu fohla u ta ;=< my< fjhs' ta ulaksid o@ ;ju;a wm Ou_h wjfndaO lr f.k ke;s ksidh' Ndjkd
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fhda.shdf.a uki fï wdldrfhka mj;sk úg f,dal Ou_;djhka ord f.k isàug Tyqg fkdyels fjhs' Tyq úu¾Ykfha fkd fhfohs' th wr lä.=, u; jdä ù isák l%shdjg iudkh' läka imd lkafka ñksid Wkaf.a ksji u; jdä ù isák ksidh' tneúka Tyq l< hq;af;a l=ula o@ Wka t,jd oeóu i|yd hï jiúila fh§ug fyda .sks .eiSug fyda Tyqg isÿ fjhs' kuq;a Ndjkd mqyqKq jk fndfyda fofkla fï wdldrfhka fkd ols;s' Tjqyq i;=g ±fkk úg miqmi h;s' wi;=g oefkk úg yqfola ta miqmi o h;s' f,!lsl Ou_;djhka miqmi fufia hEu ksid uki f,dalh njg m;a fjhs' iuyr úg wms fufia l,amkd lruq' ˆˆwfmdhs tal lrkakg ug neye tal uf.a ;rug jvd jeä fohla˜˜ hkqfjks' fufia jkafka ta .ek W;aidy lr ne,Sfuka miq fkd fõ' uki laf,aYhkaf.ka msÍ mj;sk ksid;a" ud._fha my< ùu f,dal Ou_;djhka úiska j<lajkq ,nk ksid;a th isÿ fjhs' túg YS,h" iudêh yd fufkys lsÍu fjkqfjka ú| ord .ekSula we;s lr .ekSug fkdyels fjhs' th wr lä.=, u; jdä ù isák ñksidg jk fohg iudkh' Tyqg lsis fohla lr lshd .ekSug fkdyels fjhs' Tyqf.a weÕ mqrd ÿj weúÈñka läfhda imd l;s' Tyq wjq,lg yd le<öulg m;a fjhs' Tyqg Wjÿrla mj;akd fu;ekska .e,ù hEug fkdyels fjhs' tu ksid ÿla fõokd ú| ord .ksñka ta lä.=, u; u Tyq jdä ù ys¢hs' wfma mqyqKqj .ek n,k úg th;a tfia fjhs' mqyqÿka ñksiqkaf.a uki ;=< f,dal Ou_;djhka mj;S' iekis,s iqjh ,nd .ekSug i;=gq jk úg Tyqf.a uki ;=< f,dal
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Ou_;djhka yg .kshs' uki wúoHdfjka hg jQ úg t;=< we;af;a wkaOldrh muKs' {dkh my< jk úg uki wdf,dalu;a fjhs' ula ksid o@ ta fol u yg.kafka tl u ;eklska ksidh' wúoHdj my< ù we;s úg {dkhg msúish fkdyels jkafka uki úiska wúoHdj Ndrf.k we;s ksidh' {dkh my< jQ úg wúoHdjg t;=< bvla ke;' ;ukaf.a ukiska u mqyqKq jk f,i nqÿka jykafia úiska ;uka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhkag W.kajd jodrk ,oafoa ta ksidh' thg fya;=j f,dalh ìys ù we;af;a fï uki ;=< ksidh' f,dal Ou_;djhkaf.a meje;au we;af;a;a t;=< ksidh' iu:-úo¾Ykd ;=<ska flfrk úu¾Ykh kï jQ wdhH_ wIagdx.sl ud._h;a" m%n, jEhu;a" wm úiska jvkq ,nk m%{dj;a ksid f,dalh flfrys wm ;=< mj;sk .%yKh ,sy, s a fjhs' f,daNh" oafõYh yd fudayh ;=kS fjhs' fufia ;=kS jQ úg tajdfha mj;akd h:d iajNdjh wms oek .ksuq' lS¾;sh" ,dNh" i;=g fyda ÿla fõokdj w;aolsk úg tajd o oek.ksuq' f,dalh mj;skafka wm ;=< u ksid th wNsnjd hEug m<uq wms fuu foaj,a oek isáh hq;=h' fïjdhska ksoyia jk úg f.hla ;=<ska msg ù hEug iudkh' f.hlg we;=,a jk úg th wm ;=< we;s lrjkafka l=uk iajNdjfha yeÕSula o@ fodfrka we;=,a ù f.h ;=<g msúis nfõ yeÕSula wm ;=< we;s fõ' f.hska t<shg tk úg f.;=<ska msg jQ nj;a" iQhH_df,dalh yd tla jQ nj;a" f.hs we;=<; fuka msg; wkaOldrh fkdmj;sk nj;a wmg yefÕhs' f.hg we;=¿ jQ fuu ls%hdj f,dal Ou_;djhka ;=<g ßx.d .ekSulg iudkh' f,dal Ou_;djhka úkdY lr oeuQ uki f.hska msgjk ñksidg iudkh'
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tu ksid ;ud úiska u Ou_h oel .kakd whl= njg Ndjkdkqfhda.shd m;a úh hq;=h' ;ud fj;ska f,dal Ou_;djhka bj;a ù we;s fyda ke;s nj" ;ud ;=< ud._h ÈhqKq ù we;s fyda ke;s nj Tyq ;ud u oek .kshs' ud._h ÈhqKq lr .;a úg ta ;=<ska f,dal Ou_;djhkag ndOd muqKqjhs' ud._h Yla;su;a Ndjfhka Yla;su;a Ndjhg m;a fjhs' jerÈ oelSu ;=rka jk úg ksjerÈ oelSu we;s fjhs' wjidkfha ud._h úiska laf,aYhka ke;s lr oukq ,nhs' yß oelSu yd jerÈ oelSu mj;skqfha fï fol w;r muKhs' jerÈ oelSu ;=< Bg u wh;a jQ /já,s .;s o" Bg u wh;a jQ {dkhla o we;s nj oek .kak' {dkhla we;s kuq;a th fkduÕ .sh tlls' ud._h ÈhqKq lr .ekSug fjr ork fhda.shd úiska hï fjka ù hdula w;aolskq ,nhs' Tyq tla whl= jYfhka fkd j fofokl= f,i Tyqg yefÕhs' fï fofok fjka fj;s" fomig wÈ;s' fuu fjka ù hdu Tyqf.a úu¾Ykh ;=<ska Tyq olshs' uki ;=< m%{dj my< jk f;la fuu fjka ùu È.skÈa .g ls%hd;aul fjhs' iuyr úg úmiaikd Wmlaf,aYhka ksid fuh fufia ùug mq¿jk' Ndjkdj ;=<ska l=i,dksYxi ,nd .ekSug W;aidy lr tajd oel .ekSfuka miq wm ;=< tajd flfrys we,Sula we;s fõ' Ndjkdj ;=<ska hula ,nd .ekSug wm ;=< we;s ;DIaKdj ksid fï wdldrfha we,Sula we;s fõ' úmiaikd Wmlaf,aYh hkq fuhhs' th flf,ia kqjK fyj;a flf,ianr kqjKhs' hym; <Õd lr .ksñka iuyre ta flfrys u wef,;s' YS,h jvñka ta flfrys u wef,;s' fkdtfia kï m%{dj ÈhqKq lr ta flfrys u wef,;s' wfma mqyqKqjg ydks muqKqjñka hym;g fyda {dkhg fyda we,S isák tu ls%hdj úmiaikd Wmlaf,aYh fjhs'
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tu ksid úmiaikd jvk úg Tn m%fõYï úh hq;=hs' úmiaikd Wmlaf,aY .ek úuis,su;a úh hq;=hs' ta ;rug iQlaIu ksid tajd kshu úo¾Ykdfjka fjka lr y÷kd .ekSug mq¿jk' úmiaikd Wmlaf,aYhkaf.a m%;sM,hla ksid fõokd yeÕSu my< fkd fõ' uki ;=< mj;skqfha iduldó njls' t;=< i;=g yd wi;=g hk fol u ksYalS%h ù we;' Tng u fuh oel.ekSug mq¿jk' fuu mqyqKqj i|yd ú| ord .ekSu wjYH fjhs' iuyre Ndjkd mqyqKqj i|yd meñKs úg lsis lrorhla ú£ug wi;=gq fj;s' le<öfï iajNdjh Tjqkg ßis fkd fõ' kuq;a Tjqka ;=< th fmr mßÈu mj;shs' le<ô,s iajNdjfha fl<jr ±l .ekSu i|yd wm ta ;=<ska u fjr oeßh hq;=hs' tu ksid Tfí mqyqKqj ;=< tjeks le<ô,s iajNdjhla mej;Su iqN fohls' th fkdmej;S u fyd| ke;' Tn túg wjYH ;rï ld-î ksod.kq we;' Tng .ukla hEug fyda hula mejiSug fyda wjYH jQ úg yqfola Tfí wdYdjkag wkqrEm j u th lrkafkysh' nqÿka jykafiaf.a b.ekaùï ishqï wdldrfhka ls%hd;aul ùug mgka .kqfha túgh' f,!lsl Ndjhg f,daflda;a;r Ndjh yria fjhs' jerÈ oelSug ksjerÈ oelSu tfrys fjhs' wmú;% Ndjhg mú;% Ndjh úreoaO fjhs' Ou_h wfma wdYdjkag tfrys j ls%hd;aul fjhs' nqoaO;ajh ,nd .ekSug fmr nqÿka jykafiag isÿ jQ fohla .ek l:djla msgl fmd;aj, ths' tla wjia:djl wdydr n÷kla ,enQ isoO a d¾: f.!;uhka jykafia tu n÷k /f.k Èh mdrla fj; f.dia fufia wÈgka l<y( ˆˆud wjfndaOhg m;ajkafka kï fuu n÷k Èh mdf¾ úreoaO me;a;g mdù fhajd˜˜ hkqfjks' n÷k Èh mdf¾ Wvq w;g md úh' fndai;dKka jykafia ;=< mej;s iuHla o oDIaáh kï tu n÷kh' Wkajykafia ,nd .;a nqoO a Ndjh o tu n÷k
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u úh' th idudkH ñksiqka wkq.ukh lrk wdYdfõ l%uh wkq.ukh fkdlrk ,§' th .uka lf<a idudkH uki .uka lrk wdldrhg fkd fõ' tys m%;ú s reoaO foigh' th ish¨ wdldrfha m%;s úreoaO fohla úh' nqÿka jykafiaf.a b.ekaùï oekqÿ fï wdldrfhka wfma yoj;aj,g mgyeks fjhs' t;=< wvx.= jkafka iqKú q iqKq lsÍuls' ñksiqkag f,daNh ffjrh ;=< .e,S f.k isàug wjYH jk kuq;a nqÿka jykafiaf.ka thg bvla fkd ,efnhs' tneúka nqÿka jykafiaf.a uki mD:.ack ukqIHkaf.a ukig mgyeks fjhs' f,dalhd úiska YÍrh y÷kajd fokq ,nkafka fyd| w,xldr fohla jYfhks' ˆˆth tfia fkd fõ˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia mjid isá;s' YÍrh wmg wh;a fohla jYfhka Tjqyq m%ldY lr isá;s' ˆˆth tfia fkd fõ˜˜ hkqfjka nqÿka jykafia foaYkd lr isá;s' th idrj;a fohelehs Tjqyq mji;s' nqÿka jykafia mjikqfha ˆˆth tfia fkd fõ˜˜ hkqfjks' iuHla oDIaáh f,dalh wNsnjd hhs' yqfola .,df.k hk Èh mdr miqmiska mqyqÿka i;a;ajfhda .uka lr;s' fjk ;eklg msg;a j .sh fndai;dKka jykafiag uÕ § uqK .eiqKq nuqKl= úiska l=i ;K wg ñgla ms<s.kajkq ,eîh' fuys ienE w¾:h kï tfia ms<s.kajkq ,enQ ;K wgñg ,dNh yd w,dNh" kskaodj yd m%Yxidj" lS¾;sh yd wmlS¾;sh" i;=g yd ÿl fõokdj keu;s wIaGf,dal Ou_;djhka jk njhs' fuu ;K ñá wg ,nd .;a fndai;dKka jykafia tajd u; jdä ù iudêh ,nd .ekSu i|yd wÈgka l<y' ;K u; jdä jQ tu ls%hdj u iudê Ndjh jYfhka ye¢kaúh yelsh' th f,dalh uev mj;ajñka f,daflda;a;r ;;a;ajh ,efnk f;la Wka jykafiaf.a uki f,!lsl Ou_;djhka wNsnjd mej;s njhs' f,!lsl Ou_;djhka yqfola Wkajykafiag le,sli, fuka
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úh' tajd ;=< lsis w¾:hla fkd ;snqKs' tajd u;=msg jevyqka kuq;a Wkajykafiag tajdhska ndOdjla we;s fkd jqKs' fkdfhl=;a N+;dfõYhka Wkajykafiaf.a n,h ì| oeóu i|yd meñKs kuq;a f,dalh oukh lr udrhd iyuq,ska u mrdch lr Ou_h wjfndaO lr .kakd f;la Wkajykafia jevisáfha iudê iqjfhks' thska woyia jkafka Wkajykafia úiska f,dalh ch.kq ,enQ njh' tu ksid wm úiska ud._h ÈhqKq lsÍu uÕsska lrKq ,nk Ndjkd mqyK q j q laf,aYhka úkdY lr oeóu i|yd lrk lsh % djls' oeka ld,fha isák ñksiqka ;=< mj;sk úYajdih w,am jQ tlls' Tjqkg wjqreoaola folla Ndjkd lsÍfuka miq úuqla;sh ,nd .ekSug wjYH fjhs' ta i|yd blauka lsÍfï wjYH;djhla o Tjqka ;=< mj;sh's wfma .=rejrhdKka jQ nqÿkajykafia nqoaO;ajh ,eîug fmr ih wjqreoaola mqrd .sys f.h w;yer oud isá nj Tjqyq l,amkd fkd lr;s' wm úiska hemSfuka ksoyia ùu wkq.ukh lrkafka ta ksidh' meúoafoka miq ksoyfia Ôj;a ùu ksidh' meúoafoka miq ksoyfia Ôj;a ùu i|yd NslaIqjl wvq ;rñka wjqreÿ myl muK ld,hlaj;a .=rejrhd iu. úish hq;= nj msgl fmd;aj, i|yka fjhs' fï ld,h ;=< ±kqu yd mqyK q j q ,nd .kakd Tyq ;=< iEfyk ;rfï úYajdihla f.dvkefÕhs' hym;a meje;aula jO_kh fjhs' ud úiska wjqreÿ myl mqyK q j q la ,enQ whl= y÷kajkq ,nkafka mßñ; Ndjhla ,enQ whl= f,ih' ta i|yd we;a;g u mqyK q fq õ fhÈh hq;h = ' th yqfola isjr q e fmdrjd f.k wjqreÿ myl ld,h f.ùu fkd fõ' Tyq ienE jYfhka mqyK q j q /l .; hq;h = ' th we;a;g u l< hq;h = ' jir my o .; jk f;la Tn fufia is;Sug mq¿jk' nqÿka jykafia jod< fï ˆhemSfuka ksoyia ù isàu˜ hkq l=ula o lshdhs' mqyqKqj fjkqfjka jir myla W;aidy
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lrk úg nqÿka jykafia úiska fmkajd fok ,o fuu .=K iajNdjhka Tn úiska u oek .kq ,nkjd we;' kshñ; ld,h f.jqKq miq Tn mßK; Ndjhg m;a úh hq;=uhs' ksiel núka hq;= mßK; is;la we;a;l= njg m;a úh hq;= uh' wjqreÿ mylska flkl= wvq ;rñka wjfndaO;ajfha m%:u mshjrg fyda m;aù isáh hq;=h' fuh YÍrfhka fkd j ukiska wjqreÿ myla úh hq;=h' tjeks NslaIqjl ;=< fodaIdfrdamKh flfrys ìhla o" ,e–cd iy.; yeÕSula yd úkS; njla o we;s fjhs' ñksiqka bÈßmsg fyda Tjqkag fydrd fyda t<smsg fyda ieÕù isg fyda jerÈ ls%hdjla lsÍug ìh fjhs' ta ulaksid o@ ish,a, okakd jQ ;eke;a;dKka tkï nqÿka jykafia lrd Tyq <xù we;s ksidh' Tyq nqoaO" Oïu yd ix> hk ;s%úO r;akh msysg fldg isáhs' nqÿka jykafia;a Wkajykafiaf.a Ou_h yd ix>hd jykafia;a msysg fldg isàu i|yd wm úiska nqÿka jykafiaf.a .=K oek isáh hq;=hs' nqÿka jykafia .ek fkdoek Wkajykafiaf.a irK hEfï we;s M,h l=ula o@ wms ;ju;a nqoaO" Oïu yd ix> .ek fkdoek isáuq kï tajd irK hdu yqfola lhska yd jpkfhka muKla lrk ls%hdjls' uki tajd fj; ;ju;a <x ù ke;' ˆˆOu_h yd ix>hd hkq fufiah˜˜ hkqfjka wm oek .kafka uki tajd fj; <x jQ úg muKls' túg tajd ienE f,iska irK hEug wmg mq¿jka fjhs' th tfia jkafka tajd uki ;=< u my< jk ksidh' wm fldfya h;;a wm ;=< nqoaO" Oïu yd ix> hk fïjd mj;S' fujeks wh mdm ls%hdjkays fh§ug ue,s fj;s' wjfndaO;ajfha m%:u wjia:djg m;a whl= ;j ÿrg;a
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ÿ.;shl fkdbmfok nj wm mjikafka ta ksidh' Tyqf.a uki iaÒrh' Tyq m%jdyhg we;=,a ù we;' ta .ek ielhla Tyq ;=< ke;' Tyq wowo u wjfndaO;ajh ,nd fkd.kafkys kï u;= l,l § th ,nd .kakd nj ia:Srh' jer§ï ;ud w;ska isÿ ùug bv we;;a" tajd ÿ.;sj, jeàug ;rï nrm;, fkd fõ' th tfia jkqfha ldhsl yd udkisl ls%hdjkaf.a m%;s.ukhla Tyq ;=< isÿ fkd jk ksidh' tajd isÿ lrùug Tyqg fkd yelsh' Tyq ˆˆwdhH_ l=,fha Wmam;a;sh˜˜ ,enQjl= nj wm mjikafka ta ksidh' fuh Tn úiska fï w;anfjys § u oek.; hq;=" oel .; hq;=" fohls' j¾;udk ld,fha" mqyqKqj iïnkaO j ;ju;a iel lrk wh mjikafka ˆˆth fldfydu lrkak o@˜˜ hkqfjks' iuyr fõ,dj, wms mS%;sfhka isáuq' iuyr fõ,dj, lrorfhka fkdtfia kï ÿflka fyda i;=áka fyda miq fjuq' fïjdhska fjka ù isàug wmg fkd yelsh' fjka ù isàug fkdyels nj mjik úg thska woyia jkafka l=ula o@ Ou_h .ek fkdoek isàuh' l=uk Ou_hla .ek fkdoek isàu o@ yqfola fuu iajNdj O¾uh .ek" tkï isrer yd uki .ek" mj;akd h:d¾:h .ek" fkdoek isàuhs' mS%;sh" ika;dmh" i;=g yd lKiai,a, hk fïjdhska lsisjla wm fyda wfma fyda fkd fõ' kuq;a tajd tfia uh hkqfjka wms ms<sf.k isáuq' wm yd tlaj mj;sk úg tajd we;a; fyj;a wd;au msKavhla jYfhka oel .ksuq' tu ksid fuu wd;au msKavh úkdY lr ouk f,i nqÿka jykafia úiska W.kajd jodrk ,§' tys woyi ilaldh oDIaáh ÿrelr oeóuhs' wd;auh ke;s lr oeóuhs' wd;auh ke;s l< úg wkd;auh bfíg u my< fjhs'
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iajNdj O¾uh wm f,i;a wm iajNdj O¾uh f,i;a wms i,luq' tu ksid iajNdj O¾ufha h:d iajNdjh wms fkd oksuq' th hym;a jk úg ta yd tla ù iskdfiuq" whym;a jk úg ÿla fjuq' kuq;a iajNdj O¾uh kï fuu ixialdrhka uh' th wfma i–COdhkdj, § wms ta wdldrhg mjiuq' f;ix jQmifud iqfLd hkqfjka th mjiuq' thska ˆˆish¨ ixialdrhkaf.a ikais£u iem;hs˜˜ hkak woyia flf¾' fï ikais£u lrkqfha flfia o@ we,Su fyj;a ;DIaKdj ÿre lsÍu ;=<ska yd ta ixialdr iajNdjhkaf.a h:d iajNdjh oel .ekSu ;=<k s a th isÿfõ' tneúka i;Hh mj;skafka fï f,dalh ;=< uh' .iaje,a" l÷-fy,a wdÈh tajdfha ienE iajNdjh wkqj mj;shs' tajd ta wkqj ygf.k ke;s ù hhs' ienE iajNdjh fkdmj;skfa ka ñksik q a jk wm ;=<h' iajNdjh oel .ksñka th wdrdjq,la lr .ksuq' kuq;a iajNdjh fjkia fkd ù mj;shs' O¾uh i;Hh ;=< mj;shs' fuys mj;akd i;Hh thhs' YÍrh .ek wm fld;rï i;=gq fyda ÿla fyda jqj;a th Bg wh;a iajNdjh wkq.ukh lrhs' th W;am;a;shla ,nhs' jefvñka jhig hhs' fufia È.skÈa .g fjkia fjñka jhig hhs' th iajNdj O¾uhg wkqj ta wdldrfhka mj;sh's YÍrh ;uka jYfhka i,ld th tydg;a fuydg;a f.k hk ldyg;a ÿlg weo jeàug isÿ fjhs' tu ksid w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñ wjfndaO lf<a fN!;sl fuka u wfN!;sl ish¨ foh ˆˆyg.;a l=uk fohla fyda˜˜ hkqfjks' Wkajykafia ;=< f,dalh iïnkaO j mej;s oDIaáh fjkia úh' Wkajykafia úiska tu i;Hh ;uka jykafia ;=< msysgqjd .kakd ,§' bm§fï yd urKfha ls%hdj yqfola È.skaÈ.g isÿ jQ kuq;a Wkajykafia tfoi n,d isáfial' i;=g yd wi;=g my< fjñka w;=reoyka úh' kuq;a Wkajykafia lf<a tajd iksgqyka lr .ekSu
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muKls' Wkajykafiaf.a uki ksii, úh' w.;s.dó ;;a;ajhkag Wkajykafia ;jÿrg;a weo fkdjegqks' fujeks foaj,a iïnkaO j Wkajykafia ;=< w;sYh mS%;shla fyda lKiai,a,la fyda we;s fkd jqKs' oeä jYfhka fufkys lsÍfï ldhH_h ;=< Wkajykafiaf.a uki ksr; úh' w[a[d fldKav[a[ ysñf.a oyï wei mE§ isáfha fï wdldrhgh' wm úiska ixialdr jYfhka y÷kajkq ,nk iajNdj O¾uh Wkajykafia úiska oel.kakd ,oafoa i;Hhg wkql+, jh' ixialdrhka .ek oek.kq ,nkafka m%{dj ;=<sks' wm úiska hg;a lrkq ,enQ fuu uki Ou_h okshs" th olshs' Ou_h oel .kakd f;la" bjiSu yd ixjrYS,S Ndjh wm ;=< mej;sh hq;=hs' wm ;=< ú| ord .ekSu yd w;ayer oeóu mej;sh hq;=hs' wm úiska ùhH_ jeãu o l< hq;=hs' ula ksid o@ wm lïue,s ksidh' ú| ord .; hq;= jkafka th fkdlrk ksidh' iajNdjh thhs' kuq;a wm ;=< oekgu;a m%{dj msysgd we;a kï" lïue<slu wfmka ;=rka ù we;a kï" ùhH_h jeãula wjYH fkd fõ' iEu ufkdaNdjhg u we;s i;Hh wms oekgu;a oek isáuq kï yd tajd ksid i;=glg fyda wi;=glg fyda m;a fkd ù isàug wmg yels kï ú| ord .ekSula mj;ajd .ekSu wjYH fkd fõ' ulaksid o@ wfma uki oekgu;a Ou_h njg m;a ù we;s ks i dh' th ˆˆis h ,a , oka k d jQ ;eke;a;dKka˜˜ úiska Ou_h oel .;a njls' Ou_h hkq ta ;eke;a;dKkah' uki Ou_h njg m;a jQ úg th kej;S we;' iekis,s iqjh w;a lr f.k we;' Ou_Ndjhg m;a ù we;s fyhska ;jÿrg;a l< hq;= fohla b;sß ù ke;' ta ;=< mj;skafka
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Ou_h u muKls' tys we;=<; yd msg; hk fo;ekays u Ou_h mj;shs' ish,a, okakd jQ foh tkï nqoaê iajNdjh hkq Ou_hhs' ta ;=< mj;akd ;;a;ajh Ou_hhs' tu ;;a;ajh okakd jQ foh Ou_hhs' tu ksid fï ish¨ u foh tla fohls' th ksoyia j mj;shs' fuu iajNdjh i|yd bm§ula" jhig hdula fyda urKhg m;a ùula fyda ke;' thg i;=g fyda lKiai¨ njla o" l=vd fyda f,dl= njla o" nr fyda ieye,a¨ njla o" È. fyda flá njla o" l¿ fyda iqÿ njla o ke;' ta yd iudk l< yels lsisjla ke;' lsisu iïuq;shlg thg <x úh fkd yelsh' ˆˆksjkg mdgla ke;˜˜ hkqfjka wm mjikafka ta ksidh' yeu mdgla u yqfola iïuq;sh muKls' f,dalfhka tyd mj;sk ;;a;ajhla lrd f,!lsl iïuq;Skaj,g t<ôh fkd yelsh' tneúka Ou_h hkq f,dal iajNdjhg tydhska mj;sk fohls' th tlatla mqoa.,hd ;u;uka úiska oel .; hq;a;ls' th NdIdjg wdfõIh jQjls' jpkj,ska m%ldY lsÍug fkdyels jQjls' th wjfndaO lr .kakd l%u .ek muKla jpkj,ska m%ldY l< yels fjhs' ;ud úiska u oel.;a ;eke;a;d úiska ;u ldhH_h ksu lrk ,oafoa fjhs'
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fï f,dalfha mj;sk foaj,a yqfola wm úiska u we;slr .kakd ,o iïuq;Skah' wm tajd we;s lr f.k tajd ;=< u w;rux fjuq' fm!oa.,sl u; yd woyiaj, t,a,S f.k isáñka tajd w;yer oeóug wms wlue;s fjuq' fï t,a,S f.k isàfï fl<jrla oel .ekSu lsis Èkl fyda fkdyels fjhs' fkdlvjd È.skÈa .g .,d hk ixidrh hkak;a thhs' thg fl<jrla ke;' fï ksid ˆˆiïuq;sh l=ula o@˜˜ hkak .ek oek.kakd úg ˆˆúuqla;sh l=ula o@˜˜ hkak wms oek .kafkuq' Ou_h oek.ekSu hkafkka woyia jkafka fuhhs' fl<jrla oel .; yels jkafka ta ;=<k s 's
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fï i|yd WodyrKhla jYfhka ñksik q a .ek n,kak' ñksiqka i|yd lsisu kula ienE jYfhka ke;' f,dalhg wm ìys jkafka k.ak jh' wmg ,eî we;s lsishï kula we;a kï th ,efnkafka iïuq;h s ;=<k s a uh' fuu iïuq;h s ms<sn| i;Hh Tn fkd oek isákafkys kï th ienE jYfhka u wk;=reodhl úh yels nj ;ukaf.a fufkys lsÍu ;=<ska u oel tlsfkldf.a woyia yqjudre lr .ekSug wmg fkdyels jkq we;' mejiSug lsisjla fyda NdIdj lshd fohla fyda wmg fkd ;sfnhs' Ndjkd lsÍu i|yd ngysr cd;slhka tlg tla ù isákq Tjqkaf.a rgj, § ud oel ;sfí' Ndjkdfjka miq ke.S isák .eyeKq yd msßñ iuyr wjia:dj, § Tjqka tlsfkldf.a ysi msßuÈ;s' fuh ÿgq úg ud is;+fha iïuq;sfhka bj;a ù ks.ukhka w;yer oeóug yels kï ta ;=<ska iekis,s iqjh Wod jkq we; hkqhs' ud oelSug tk fiakdêm;sjreka yd l¾k,ajreka mjid isákafka ˆˆlreKd lr uf.a ysi msßuÈkak˜˜ hkqfjks' ;ukaf.a ysi msßue§u .ek Tjqka i;=gq jk ksid fujeks b,a,Sul we;s jrola ke;' kuq;a ùÈhla ueo § Tjqkaf.a ysi msßue§ug .sh fyd;a th fjkia wdldrfha l:djla jkq we;' thg fya;= jkafka we,S f.k isàu fyj;a t,a,S f.k isàuhs' tu ksid iekis,s iqjh i|yd ienE ud._h jkqfha foaj,aj, t,a,S fkdf.k tajd w;ayer oeóuh' ysila we,a,Su wfma pdß;%hkag úreoaO kuq;a h:d¾:h jYfhka olsk úg ta ;=< we;s fohla ke;' ;u ysi iamY_ lrjd .ekSug leue;a;la oelajQ úg th bgq lsÍu jrola fkd fõ' yßhg u lshkjd kï th f.dajd f.ähla fyda w¾;dm,a f.ähla w;.Eu n÷hs'
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ieye,a¨fjka isàu i|yd ud._h jkqfha ms<s.ekSu" w;ayer oeóu yd hEug yeÍuh' hï ;ekl t,a,S f.k isákafka kï Njh yd W;am;a;sh yg .kafk;a yßhg t;ekskh a ' wka;rdh mj;skfa k;a yßhg u t;ekh' iïuq;h s .ek foaYkd l< nqÿka jykafia W.kajd jodf<a th ksjerÈ wdldrhg ksYalS%h njg m;a lr úuqla;sh lrd <Õdjk f,ih' iïuq;sj, t,a,S fkdisák tu úuqla;sh hkq ksoyia Ndjhhs' f,dalfha mj;sk ish¨ foaj,a ;=< u iïuq;s i;H;djhla ;sfí' th f.dv kÕd .;a miq wm thska uq,d fkdù isáh hq;=hs' l=ula ksid o ta uq,dj ;=<k s a ienE ÿlg m;a jk ksidh' ks.ukhka yd iïuq;k S a ms<sn| fuu ldrKh b;du;a jeo.;a jQjls' tajdhska wE;a jQ whl= ÿlska wE;a jQjd fjhs' flfia jqj o iïuq;k S a yd kshuhka hk fïjd f,dalh ;=< mj;sk úfYaI .;s,laIKhkah' tajd jgyd .ekSu b;d m%fhdackj;ah' wm f,dalh ;=< Ôj;a jkafka fï i|ydh' iqÿiq fõ,dj" iqÿiq ;ek yd iqÿiq mqoa.,hd y÷kd .kak' iïuq;sj,g mgyeks ùfï jro l=ula o@ th jerÈ jkafka ñksiqka iu. wmg lghq;= lsÍug isÿ jk ksidh' iïuq;sh yd úuqla;sh hk folu oek .ekSug Tn iu;a úh hq;=hs' ta tlsfkl i|yd iqÿiq ld,h o Tn oek .; hq;=hs' wmyiqjla ke;s fkd jk wdldrhg kshuhka yd iïuq;Ska fhdod .ekSug iu;a jkafkuq kï wms tajd iïnkaO j ksmqK;ajhla ,enQjka fjuq' kuq;a h:d¾:fha by< uÜgul ish jerÈ wjia:djl § ls%hd lsÍug W;aidy oerej fyd;a th je/oaola fjhs' th jerÈ jkafka fld;eklska o@ ñksiqkaf.a laf,aYhka iïnkaOfhka th jerÈ fjhs' fjk lsisjlska fkd fõ'
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ñksiqka yeu flkl= ;=< u laf,aYhka mj;shs' wm tla wjia:djl § tla wdldrhg yeisfrk kuq;a ;j;a wjia:djl § fjk;a wdldrhg yeisßh hq;=h' iïuq;sj, t,a,S f.k isák ksid m%Yk a we;sfjhs' hula tfiahhs is;d f.k isák úg th tfia fjhs' thg fya;=j th tfia úh hq;=hhs wm is;d f.k isák ksidh' ióm f,i n,k úg tjeks foaj,a we;a; jYfhka fkd mj;shs' ud fndfyda wjia:dj, mejiQ mßÈ wms óg fmr .syshka ù isg oeka NslaIQka njg m;a ù isáuq' .sys iïuq;sh ;=< Ôj;a j isg oeka Ôj;a jkafka ˆˆNsÌq˜˜ iïuq;sh ;=<h' wm NslaIQka njg m;a ù isákafka iïuq;sh ;=<ska ñi úuqla;sh ;=<ska fkd fõ' fujeks iïuq;shla uq,ska u we;s lr .kakd kuq;a flkl= isjqre fmdrjd .;a muKska Tyq flf,iqkaf.ka ch .;a njla fkd lshfõ' je,s wyqrla f.k th ¨Kq hehs ye¢kaùug wm tlÕ jqj;a th ienúka u ¨Kq fjhs o@ th ¨Kq jkafka h:d¾: jYfhka fkd j kñka muKls' th lEu msiSu i|yd fhdod .; fkd yelsh' thska we;s m%fhdack ta we;slr .;a tlÕ;djfha lafIa;%h ;=<g muKla iSud fjhs' ula ksid o@ tys we;af;a ¨Kq fkd j je,s u muKla jk ksidh' th ¨Kq njg m;a jkafka th ¨Kq hehs wm we;s lr .kakd úYajdih ;=<ska muKls' fuu ˆˆúuqla;sh˜˜ hk jpkh mjd yqfola iïuq;shla muKls' kuq;a thska y÷kajkq ,nkafka iïuq;shg tydhska mj;akd fohla .ekh' ksoyi ke;akï úuqla;sh lrd <Õd ùfuka miq th úuqla;sh jYfhka oelaùu i|yd iïuq;sh ;ju;a fhdod.; hq;= j we;' iïuq;sh fkdue;s jQ úg woyia m%ldY lsÍug fkdyels fõ' ta ksid tajdhska m%fhdackhla ,efí'
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WodyrKhla jYfhka .; fyd;a ñksiqkag úúO wdldrfha kï we;;a ñksik q a jYfhka Tjqka ish¨ fokd u taldldrh' Tjqka tlsfkld y÷kd .ekSu i|yd kï fkd;snqfka kï" fik.la w;r isák flkl= le|ùug wejYH jQ úg ˆˆtahs ukqIHhd" tahs ukqIHhd˜˜ lshd y~.eiSfuka m,la fkd jkq we;' kuq;a ˆˆtahs fcdaka˜˜ lshd y~ .eiQ úg fcdaka meñfKhs' wksla wh kslï isákq we;' kïj,ska msßuefikafka fuu wjYH;djhhs' wm woyia yqjudre lr .kq ,nkafka kï weiqfrks' iudc wdY%hg moku jefgkafka fïjdhska uh' tu ksid Tn iïuq;sh yd úuqla;sh hk folu oek isáh hq;=h' iïuq;s ;=< m%fhdackhla mej;sh o tajd ;=< h:d¾: jYfhka .; hq;= lsisjla ke;' ñksiqka hkqfjka mjd lsisjla fkd mj;shs' Tjqyq iajdNdúl ;;a;ajhka ;=<ska wyïfnka ìys jQ ixialdßl ;;a;ajhka ;=<ska ye§ jefvk" iq¨ ld,hla mejf;ñka" iajdNdúl f,ig wNdjhg hk uQ,Od;+kfa .a ixfhda.hla muKs' tu iajNdjhg úreoaO ùug fyda th md,kh lsÍug fyda lsisjl=g fkd yelsh' iïuq;s fkdue;s kï l:d lsÍug mjd lsisjla fkd ;sfnhs' tfia jkafka túg kï.ï wd§ lsisjla fkd;sfnk ksidh' túg fujeks mqyqKqjla o fkd ;sfnhs' jevlghq;= o ke;s fjhs' kshuhka yd iïuq;Ska we;s lr f.k ;sfnkafka NdIdjla ks¾udKh lr .ekSug;a" jev lghq;= lr .ekSu myiq ùu;a i|ydh' WodyrKhla jYfhka uqo,a f.k n,kak' biair ld,fha ldis" uqo,a fyda fkdaÜgq fyda fkd ;snqKs' ñksiqka .kqfokq lsÍu i|yd Ndú;d lf<a øjH yd NdKav jeks foaj,ah' tajd ;nd .ekSug wmyiq ksid ta l%uh fjkia lrñka ta fjkqjg ldis yd fkdaÜgq uqo,a jYfhka fhdod .kakd ,§' iuyr úg uqo,a fkdaÜgq Ndú;h ;ykï
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lrñka ta fjkqjg WKqlr .;a báj,ska idod.;a fnda, uqo,a f,i Ndú;d lrk fuka wkd.;fha § rdcd{djla ksl=;a ùug;a neß ke;' bá muKla fkd j rfÜ uqo,a jYfhka l=l=,a fná mjd fhdod .ekSug ;SrKh ùug;a ms<sjk' túg fjk lsisjla uqo,a fkdù l=l=,a fná muKla uqo,a jkq we;' ñksiqka bka miq l=l=,a fná fjkqfjka wek fldgd .kakjd we;' th mj;akd wdldrh tfiah' iïuq;sh meyeÈ,s lr §u i|yd fndfyda ksoiqka oelaùug yels fjhs' uqo,a jYfhka fhdod .kakd foh yqfola wm we;s lr .;a iïuq;shla muKls' kuq;a tys m%fhdack tu iïuq;shg u muKla iSud fjhs' hula uqo,a úh hq;= njg kS;shla mekjQ úg th uqo,a fjhs' kuq;a h:d¾: jYfhka n,k úg uqo,a hkqfjka i,lkq ,nkafka l=ula o@ lsisu flkl=g ta i|yd ms<s;=rla Èh fkd yelsh' wjYH;djhla msßuid .ekSu i|yd hï fohla .ek fmdÿ tlÕ;djhla we;s lr .;a úg ta ;=<ska iïuq;shla ìys fjhs' f,dalh jYfhka y÷kajkq ,nkafka fuh uhs' iïuq;sh hkafkka woyia jkafka fuu foaj,ah' kuq;a idudkH ñksik q g a kï úuql; a h s jgyd §u b;du;a ne?reï ldhH_hls' ñ<-uqo,a" f.a-fodr" ore mjq,a hk fï ish,a, wm úiska u we;s lr .kakd ,o iïuq;Skah' kuq;a wdf,dalh ;=<ska Ou_h oel.;a úg tajd wmg wh;a foaj,a fkd fõ' fuh wefik úg ta .ek iuyr úg wm ;=< wleue;a;la we;s ùug mq¿jk' kuq;a ta ;=< mj;akd h:d iajNdjh thhs' fïjdfha w.hla mj;skafka wm úiska u we;s lr .kakd ,o iïuq;sh ;=< muKls' ˆw.hla ke;˜ hkqfjka iïu; lr .;a úg tajdfha w.hla ke;s fjhs' ˆw.hla we;˜ hkqfjka iïu; lr .;a úg w.hla we;s fjhs' mj;sk l%uh thhs' wjYH;djhla msßuid .ekSu i|yd wms f,dalh ;=<g iïuq;Ska ìys lruq'
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fuu YÍrh jqj o ieneúka u wmg wh;a fohla fkd fõ' wm is;d f.k isákafka th wmg wh;a fohla hkqfjks' we;a; jYfhka u th tla;rd wdldrhl is;d .ekSula muKls' ta ;=< ienúka u mj;sk ia:r S iajNdjfhka hqla; wd;auhla fidhd .ekSug W;aidy l<fyd;a th l< fkdyels fohla jkq we;' ta ;=< mj;skafka yg .ekSula we;s j" ál ld,hla mej; ;sî" úkdY Ndjhg hk uQ,Od;+ka iuQyhla muKls' yeu fohla ;=< u mj;akd jQ iajNdjh fuhhs' tu foaj,a ;=< ienúka u mj;akd i;H yrhla fkd ;sfnhs' kuq;a tajd m%fhdackhg .ekSu jrola ke;' th n÷klg Wmud l< yelsh' n÷k hï Èkl § leã ì£ hd hq;=h' kuq;a th ;sfnk ;dla l,a thska m%fhdackhla .; hq;=h' tfia u m%fõYï lr .; hq;=h' th Tfí m%fhdackh i|yd mj;sk NdKavhla ksid th levqk fyd;a thska lrorhla isÿ fjhs' tu ksid th leã-ì£ hk kuq;a yels muKska m%fõYï lr .ekSug wm W;aidyj;a úh hq;=h' ta wdldrhg u wfma isõmih .ek;a tkï Öjr" msKavmd;" fiakdik yd .s,dkm%;Hh .ek ks;rks;r fufkys lr n,k fuka nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' NslaIqjl ;udf.a Ndjkd lghq;=j, È.g u fh§u i|yd hemsh hq;= jkafka fuu isõmifhks' Ôú;h mj;akd f;la u hemsh hq;= jkafka fïjdhsks' kuq;a tajd l=ula o hkak Tn úiska jgyd .kq ,eìh hq;=h' uki ;=< ;DIaKdjla we;s jk mßÈ tajd flfrys t,a,S fkd.; hq;=h' iïuq;sh yd úuqla;sh w;r È.ska È.g mj;akd iïnkaO;djhka fï wdldrfhka mj;shs' iïuq;sfhka m%fhdack .kakd kuq;a iïuq;sh ienE i;Hh jYfhka f.k ta flfrys t,a,S fkd .kak' th úYajdihg fkd
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.kak' ta flfrys we,Sula we;s lr .;a úg ÿl we;s fjhs' fyd| fyda krl fyda jYfhka wm úiska .kq ,nk foh fuys § fyd| kso¾Ykhla jYfhka .ksuq' iuyr wh jerÈ foh ksjerÈ jYfhkq;a" ksjerÈ foh jerÈ jYfhkq;a ols;s' kuq;a ienE jYfhka ksjerÈ l=ula o@ jerÈ l=ula o@ hkqfjka wjidkfha oek.kq ,nkafka ld úiska o@ th wmg lsj fkd yelsh' yß foh l=ula o@ jerÈ foh l=ula o hkak .ek úúO mqoa.,fhda úúO iïuq;s we;s lr .ks;s' kuq;a nqÿka jykafia úiska Wkajykafiaf.a uÕ fmkaùu i|yd fhdod .kakd ,oafoa ÿlaL i;Hhhs' fï .ek jdo újdo we;s lr .ekSug wjYH jkafka kï tys fl<jrla we;s fkd jkq we;' hï whl= ˆˆyߘ˜ lshd lshk w;r ;j flkl= lshkafka ˆˆjerȘ˜ lshdh' we;a; jYfhka u wms yß yd jerÈ foaj,a ienE wdldrhg lsisfia;a fkd olsuq' kuq;a ys;lr m%dfhda.sl uÜgulg wkqj mejish yels jkafka yß foh kï ;ukag ysxid fkdlr .ekSu;a" wkqkag ysxid fkdlsÍu;ah' m%fhdackhla ie,eiafjkafka fï l%uh ;=<sks' ta flfia fj;;a kshuhka" iïuq;Ska yd úuqla;sh hkq Ou_;djhkah' fïjdhska tlla muKla wksla tajdg jvd Wiia jk kuq;a ta ish,a, mj;skafka tlg w;aje,a ne|f.kh' lsij s la iaÒr jYfhka ta wdldrhg fï wdldrhg mj;shs hkqfjka iy;sl úh yels l%uhla fkdue;s ksid tajd tfia ;sîug bv yßk fuka nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,§' th wúksYaÑ; fohla fia ;sîug bv yßkak' thg fl;rï leue;s fyda wlue;s fyda jqj;a th wúksYaÑ; fohla jYfhka Tn f;areï .; hq;=h' Tng .; jk ld,h yd Tn isák ia:dkh l=ula jqj;a Ou_fha mqyK q j q iïmQ¾K jkafka lsij s la ke;s ;ekh' hd .ekSfuka miqjh' ch N+ñh jkafka thhs' th Y=kH;ajfha
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N+ñhhs' Wiq,d f.k isák nr milska ;nk N+ñhhs' ish,af,ys wjidkh jkafka o thhs' th wr fldähla .ek l;d lrk ñksidf.a l:dj fuka fkd fõ' fldäh iq<Õska jefkkafka ula ksid o@ ˆˆud lshkafka th iq<Õ ksid we;s fjk njhs˜˜ hkqfjka tflla mjihs' ;jll= mjikafka th fldäh ksid isÿ jk njhs' iq<Õ ksid isÿ jk nj wksld kej;;a mjihs' fuys fl<jrla ke;' fuh wr merKs ;=ka f;arú,a,g iudkh' uq<ska u t<shg wdfõ ì;a;rh o@ ke;akï lsl< s h s o@ wjidk ks.ukhlg t<ôh yelalla fkd jk fuh yqfola iajNdj Ou_hhs' wm úiska mjikq ,enQ fï ish¨ fohla u iïuq;Ska fjhs' tajd we;s lr .kq ,nkafka wm úiska uh' Tn m%{dfjka hq;= j oek.kafkys kï wks;H" ÿlaL" wkd;au hk fïjd oek.kafkysh' wjfndaO;ajhg <Õdùu i|yd ;sìh hq;= oY_kh fuhhs' jgyd .ekSfï úúO uÜgï we;s mqoa.,hkag mqyqKq lsÍu fyda b.ekaùu fyda b;du;a wmyiqh' tla;rd wdldrhlg wkqj woyia ork Woúh isá;s' Tjqkag hula mejiQ úg th úYajdi fkd lr;s' i;Hh myod fok úg th i;H fkd jk nj Tjqyq mji;s' ˆˆuu yßh" Tn jerÈh˜˜ hkak fl<jrla fkd ;sfnhs' we,Su w;yer fkdoukafka kï ÿl we;s fjhs' fuh le<Ejla ;=<g .sh ñksiqka y;r fokl=f.a l:djg Wmud l< yels fjhs' l=l=<l= oÕ,k Yíohla Tjqkg wefihs' ˆˆl=la l=la l+˜˜( Tjqka y;r fokdf.ka tflla fufia l,amkd lrhs' ˆˆta l=l=f<la o@ lsls<shla o@˜˜ ;=ka fokl= lshd isáfha ta lsls<shl njhs' kuq;a wksld Bg tlÕ fkdfjñka ta ye~¨fõ l=l=<l= nj ;rfhau lshd isáhs' ˆˆlsls<shlg tfyu ye~,Sug mq¿jka o@˜˜ hkqfjka Tyq wihs' ˆˆfyd|hs' W!g;a lgla ;sfhkjd fka o@˜˜ hkqfjka wksla ;sfok
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ms<s;=re fo;s' ienE jYfhka u fï .ek wdrjq,la we;s lr f.k oEig l÷¨ msfrk f;la Tjqyq È.skaÈ.g jdo lr;s' wjidkfha Tjqka ish¨ fokd u jerÈh' l=l=<d fyda lsls<sh fyda hkq yqfola kï muKls' ˆˆl=l=<d lE.ikafka fufyuhs' lsls<sh lE.ikafka fufyuhs' l=l=<d fï jdf.ah' lsls<sh fï jdf.ah˜˜ lshñka wms fujeks iïuq;s we;s lr .ksuq' wm f,dalhg wiq ù .kafka;a fï wdldrhgh' fuh u;lfha ;nd .kak' l=l=<l= fyda lsls<shl lshd fohla ienE jYfhka u ke; hkqfjka mjik úg m%Yakh t;ekska fl<jr fjhs' iïuq;s i;Hh ;=< tla md¾Yajhla yß fjhs' wksla md¾Yajh jerÈ fjhs' kuq;a fïjd .ek iïmQ¾K tlÕ;djhla lsis Èkl fyda fkd ,efnhs' oEig l÷¨ mqrjd f.k jdo lsÍfuka w;a jk M,hla kï ke;' we,Su we;s lr fkd.kakd f,i nqÿka jykafia wmg W.kajd jod< fial' we,S fkdisàug mqyqKq jkafka flfia o@ wm mqyqKq jkafka yqfola we,S isàu w;yer oeóu i|ydh' kuq;a we,S fkdisàu hkak jgyd .ekSu b;du;a u wiSreh' th ienE f,i we;s lr .ekSu i|yd úu¾Ykfha fh§ug;a" úksúo oelSug;a ishqï {dkhla ;sìh hq;=hs' fï .ek is;d n,k úg i;=áka fyda ÿflka fyda isàu" iEySulg fyda fkdiEySulg fyda m;a ù isàu hk fïjd ñksiqka ;=< r|d mj;skafka Tjqka ;=< mj;sk m%{dj u;h' ish¨ ÿla-.eyeg wNsnjd hEug yels jkafka m%{dj ;=<ska yd foaj,a iu. ne£ mj;sk i;Hh oel .ekSu ;=<ska u muKls' tu ksid úu¾Ykh lr ne,Sug;a" fufkys lr ne,Sug;a nqÿka jykafia úiska wjjdod;aul jYfhka foaYkd lrk ,§' fuu fufkys lr ne,Su hkq ksjerÈ f,i m%Yak ksrdlrKh lr .ekSu i|yd yqfola jEhï lsÍuls'
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fuys § wm mqyqKq jkafka o ta i|ydh' bm§u" uy¨ ùu" frda.S ùu yd urKhg m;a ùu b;du;a iajNdúl fuka u ldyg;a isÿ jk fmdÿ isÿùïh' bm§u" uy¨ ùu" frda.S ùu yd urKhg m;a ùu .ek fufkys lrk fuka nqÿka jykafia úiska wmg W.kajd jodrk ,o kuq;a iuyr whg th fkd f;afrhs' ˆˆfufkys lsÍug ;sfnkafka l=ula o@˜˜ hkqfjka Tjqyq m%Yak lr;s' Tjqyq bm§ula ,nd f.k we;s uq;a bm§u .ek fkd oks;s' urKhg m;a jk kuq;a ta .ek o fkd okss;s' fïjd .ek fufkys lrkq ,nk mqoa.,hd úiska tajd oel .kq ,nhs' fufia oel .ekSfuka miq Tyq ;u m%Yak flfuka úi|d .kshs' Tyq ;=< we,Su ;ju;a we;;a" m%{dj mj;shs kï uy¨ ùu" frda.S ùu" urKh hk fïjd iajNdj Ou_fha ,laIKhka f,i oel .ekSu ;=<ska ÿl wfydais lr .kshs' wm Ou_h bf.k .kafka yqfola fï i|yd uh' tkï ÿl ke;s lr .ekSu i|ydh' we;a; jYfhka n,k úg nqÿ oyfï moku jYfhka .ekSug ta ;rï jeä fohla ke;' tys yqfola we;af;a fï bm§fï yd urKfha ÿl muKls' nqÿka jykafia úiska th y÷kajd fokq ,enQfha ˆˆi;Hh˜˜ jYfhks' bm§u" uy¨ ùu" frda.S ùu yd urKhg m;a ùu hk fï ish¨ foaj,a ÿlauh' ñksiaiq fuu ÿl" i;Hhla f,i fkd ols;s' wms i;Hh oel .ksuq kï ÿl oek .kakjqka fjuq' fm!oa.,sl woyia ;=<k s a we;s lr .kq ,nk wNsudkh" tfia u jdo-újdo hk fïjdfha ksula ke;' uki úfõlS j ;nd .ekSug yd iekiSu fidhd .ekSug kï" w;S;h" j¾;udkh yd wkd.;fha § wmg isÿ úh yels foaj,a .ek fufkys lr ne,sh hq;=hs' th wod< úh hq;af;a bm§u" uy¨ ùu" frda.S ùu yd urKh jeks foaj,a .ekh' fïjdhska mSvdjg m;a fkdùu i|yd wm úiska
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l< hq;= jkafka l=ula o@ wm ;=< iq¨ lKiai,a,la fï .ek ;ju;a mej;=k o i;Hh wkqj úu¾Ykfha fhfouq' fï ish¨ ÿla m%ySK fjhs' tajd ;j ÿrg;a je<| f.k isàug wjYH fkd fjhs'
97
Ou_fha iuyr fldgia wid oek .kakd kuq;a tajd kshu wdldrfhka wmg fkd f;afrhs' tajd tfia fkdúh hq;=h hkqfjka is;ñka Ou_hg wkqj wms ls%hd fkd lruq' Ou_fha ish¨ b.ekaùïj,g uq,a jk fya;=jla ienúka u mj;shs' ˆfoaj,a tfia fkdúh hq;=h˜ hkqfjka fmfkk kuq;a tajd mj;skafka ta wdldrhg uh' jdä ù Ndjkd lsÍu .ek uq, § ud ;=< jqj;a úYajdihla fkd ;snqKs' yqfola oEia mshjd .ksñka jdä ù ys£fï m%fhdackhla ;ssfí o hkak .ek ug is;d .; fkdyels úh' ta .iska fï .i fj; hñka kej; wdmiaig mshuka lsÍfï M,h l=ula o@ ud is;+fha ta wdldrhgh' kuq;a jdä ù ys¢ñka lrk Ndjkdj fuka u ilauka Ndjkdj o we;a; jYfhka u fndfyda jevodhlh'
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iuyr ñksiaiq ;ukaf.a keñhdjkag wkqj ilauka Ndjkdj ms%h lr;s' ;j;a wh jdä ù ys¢ñka lrk Ndjkdjg ms%h lr;s' kuq;a wmg fï foflka tlla j;a ke;sj u neßh' bßhõ i;rla .ek tkï isgf.k isàu" weú§u" jdä ù isàu yd je;sÍ isàu .ek msgl fmd;aj, i|yka fjhs' wm Ôj;a jkafka fï i;r bßhõfjks' tajd tllg jvd wksllg wm leu;s jk kuq;a wm fï y;r u fhd¯ .; hq;= fjhs' bßhõ i;r u tl iudk lsÍu yd yeu bßhõjla ;=< u Ndjkdj tl iudk lsÍu .ek iuyre l:d lr;s' fï tl iudk lsÍu l=ula o hkak ug uq, § is;d .; fkdyels úh' meh folla ksodf.k isàu" kej; meh folla isgf.k isàu" kej;;a meh folla ilauka lsÍu hk fïjd thska woyia jkjd úh yelsh' thska woyia jQfha fuh o@ tfia lsÍug W;aidy lr ne¨fjñ' kuq;a th l< fkdyels úh' lsisfia;a u l< fkdyels úh' bßhõ tl iudk lsÍu hkafkka woyia jkafka th fkd fõ' ˆˆbßhõ tl iudk lsÍu˜˜ hkak ukig yd i;shg wod< jkakls' th uki ;=< m%{dj we;s lsÍu yd th wdf,dalu;a lsÍu i|yd lghq;= lsÍuhs' wfma iEu bßhõjla ;=< u m%{dj mej;sh hq;=hs' wm ksr;=re j u mj;akd oekSfuka yd jegySfuka hq;= j isáh hq;=hs' weú§fuka" jdä ùfuka" isg.ksñka yd je;sÍ .ksñka isáh;a ixialdrhka wks;H" ÿlaL yd wkd;au nj oksñka isáh hq;=h' bßhõ tl iudk njg m;a l< yelafla fï whqßks' th l< yelalls' fï whqßka" th l< yelalls' uki ;=< i;=gla fyda wi;=gla fyda mej;sh;a wms wfma mqyqKqj wu;l fkd lruq' wms wjÈfhka isáuq'
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99
uki fj; wfma wjOdkh ksr;=re j fhduq jkafka kï mqyqKqfõ ixÌsma;d:_h .ek wms oek isáuq' udkisl iajNdjh w;aolskq ,enqj;a wmg wm wu;l fkd fõ' wms fyd| yd krl w;r w;rux fkdù isáuq' Rcq f,i ls%hd lruq' fï wdldrhg bßhõ mj;ajd .ekSu kï l< yels jk fohls' mqyqKqj ;=< ia:djr Ndjhla we;s jQ úg m%Yxidjla ,enqj o th yqÿ m%Yxidjla muKla u fjhs' kskaodjla ,enqj o yqÿ kskaodjla u fjhs' wm ;=< tajd ksid Woaoduhla fyda my;a ùula fyda yg fkd .kshs' wm isákqfha fkd fjkiajh' ta ukao@ wm tajdhska we;sjk Wjÿre .ek okakd ksidh' tajdfha m%;ú s mdl okakd ksidh' m%Yxidj yd kskaodj hk fïjdhska we;s jk Wjÿre wms ksr;=re j olsñka isáuq' hym;a ufkdaNdjhla mj;sk úg idudkH jYfhka wfma uki hym;ah' th ta wdldrfhka u mj;sk nj wms oksuq' whym;a ufkda Ndjhla we;s jk úg uki whym;a fjhs' wms thg wleu;s fjuq' tys ieá tf,ih' th iunßka f;dr mqyqKqjls' ufkdaNdjhka fyj;a ffp;islhka .ek okakdiq¿ yd tajd flfrys we,Sula we;s nj okakdiq¿ ks;Huh iajNdjhla wm ;=< we;akï th jvd;a hym;a ;;a;ajhls' wm ;=< i;sh mj;sk nj" isÿ fjñka mj;akd foh .ek oekSfuka hq;= j isák nj" tfy;a hkakg yeÍu fyj;a w;yer oeóu isÿ fkdl< yels nj jkqfha thhs' wm fyd|-krl hk fol w,a,d f.k isák kuq;a ksjerÈ mqyqKqj th fkdjk nj o wms oksuq' tfy;a w;ayer oeóu wmg ;du;a isÿ l< fkd yelsh' fuh mqyqKqfõ wvla muKs' ta ;=< ksoyig m;aùfï ;;a;ajh ;du;a ke;' kuq;a w;yer oeófuys fh§ug yels jkafka kï th iekis,s iqjh i|yd mj;akd ud._h nj wms oksuq' ish¨ reÑ-wreÑlï yd kskaod-m%Yxid ;=< l=ula mej;sh;a ta ;=< fï w;ska kï ks;H Ndjhla mj;shs'
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kuq;a hï fIdfrdamKhla fyda úfõpkhla fyda t,a, jk úg mqyqÿka wh thska ienE f,i l,n,hg m;a fj;s' m%Yxidjla ,nk úg Woaoduhg m;a fj;s' th fyd|hs lshñka ta .ek ienúka u i;=gq fj;s' úúO ffp;islhka iïnkaO j kshu i;Hh;a m%Yxidj yd fodaIdfrdamKh flfrys t,a,S f.k isàfï wd§kj;a oksuq kï" fudkhï fohla fyda w,a,d f.k isàu ÿla we;s lrùug ksiel jYfhka u fya;= jk nj wms oksuq' ÿl yd thg fya;=j fuu w,a,d f.k isàu fyj;a ;DIaKdj nj wms oksuq' fyd| yd krl fol w,a,d .ksñka tajdfha t,a,S f.k isàfï wd§kj wms oel .kafkuq' ula ksid o@ tu t,a,S f.k isàfï wd§kj wm óg fmr oekf.k isá ksidh' wms tajd ;=<ska kshu i;=gla fkd ,enqfjuq' tu ksid wms tajd hkakg yeÍfï uÕla fidhñka isáuq' fuu w;ayer oeófï ud._h ;sfnkqfha fldfya o@ nqÿ oyñka lshd fokq ,nkafka lsisjla w,a,d fkd.kakd f,ih' ˆˆlsisjla w,a,d f.k fkd isákak˜˜ hk m%ldYh È.skaÈ.g u wefihs' fuys ienE woyi jkafka ;nd .ekSu ñi w,a,d .ekSu fkd fõ' W¯yrKhla f,i wms fï úÿ,s mkaou .ksuq' ˆˆfuh l=ula o@˜˜ ˆˆth úÿ,s mkaoula˜˜ fufia ±k .ekSfuka miq th ìu ;nuq' wm úiska foaj,a w,a,d .kq ,nkafka fï wdldrhgh' wms lsis fohla fldfydug j;a fkd w,a,uq kï wmg lrkakg yels jkafka l=ula o@ weúÈñka Ndjkd lsÍu fyda fjk hï fohla fyda lsÍug fkdyels jkq we;' uq,ska u foaj,a w,a,d .ekSu l< hq;=h' th o ;Kaydjls' Tõ ta nj we;a;ls' kuq;a tu ;DIaKdj mdrñ;djka olajd" wOHd;añl mßmQK_;ajh olajd wm f.k hkq ,nhs' wm úiska lrkq ,nk foaj,a oel .ksñka tajdg hkakg yeÍu fyda w;yer oeóu l< hq;=h' th meyeÈ,s
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101
lr §u i|yd fufia mjiuq' ˆˆoek .ksñka hkakg yßkq˜˜ hkqfjks' oel .ekSu;a" hkakg ye\u;a lrkak' ˆfuh fyd|hs" fuh fyd| ke;"˜ hkqfjka Tjqka mjik úg ta .ek oel .kak' th w;ayer oukak' hkakg yßkak' fyd|-krl hk ish,a, u oek.kakd kuq;a tajd hkakg yeßh hq;=hs' foaj,a w,a,d .; hq;= jkafka m%{dj ;=<ska ñi wkqjKlu ;=<ska fkd fõ' mqyqKqj fï wdldrfhka u ks;H f,i mej;sh hq;=hs' ukig o fï wdldrfhka u jegySug i,iajkak' ta ;=< m%{dj my< ùug bv yßkak' m%{dj ta ;=< my< jQ úg wm ;j;a n,dfmdfrd;a;= úh hq;af;a l=ula o@ wm fuys isg lrk foaj,a .ek wdj¾ckhla lr ne,sh hq;=hs' fuys kej;S isákafka l=uk lreKla i|yd o@ f,daljdiSyq ta jdish" fï jdish ;ld lghq;= lr;s' kuq;a NslaIQka úiska W.kajd fokq ,nkafka Bg jvd .eUqre fohla .ekhs' NslaIQka jk wm l=ula l<;a th wmf.a m%;s,dNh i|yd lrkakla fkd fõ' hï jdishla n,d f.k wms lghq;= fkd lruq' mqyqÿka ñksiaiq Tjqkg ta foh fï foh jqjukd ksid lghq;= lr;s' tfia u hï m%;s,dNhla fyda fjk;a fohla fyda ,nd .ekSu i|yd lghq;= lr;s' kuq;a nqÿka jykafia úiska wmg W.kajd j¯f<a jev lsÍu fjkqfjka jev lsÍuhs' wms Bg jvd jeä fohla fkd is;uq' yqfola fï m%;s,dNhla i|yd lghq;= l< fyd;a thska ÿl yg .efkkq we;' fuh w;ayod n,d ta .ek Tn u oek .kak' uki Ydka; Ndjhg m;a lrùug jqjukd ksid Tn jdä ù W;aidyhl fhfokafkysh' ÿl tksid u we;s fjhs' th w;ayod n,kak' th yß o jerÈ o lshd n,kak' wfma l%uh Bg jvd msßisÿh' wms ldhH_fhys kshq;= fjuq' hkakg yßuq' kej;;a ldhH_fhys fhfouq' hkakg yßuq'
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ì,s mQcdjla mj;ajñka isák tla nuqKl= .ek is;kak' ys; ;=< hï wdYdjla mj;sk ksid Tyq tu ì,s mQcdfõ fhfohs' th ÿflka t;r ùu i|yd Tyqg WmldÍ fkd fjhs' ta ulaksid o@ Tyq wdYdj u; msysgd ls%hd lrk ksidh' wm uq, § wfma mqyqKqj lrkafka is; ;=< hï wdYdjla ;nd f.kh' È.skaÈ.g mqyqKqfõ fhfok kuq;a wfma wdYdj uqÿka m;a fkd fjhs' tu ksid thska hï fohla w;afkdlr .kakd ;;a;ajhlg wm t<fUk f;la wfma mqyqKqj lrf.k huq' wm úiska th lrkq ,nkafka w;ayer oeóu yqre jkq msKsih' fuh b;d .eUqreh' tu ksid th oel .; hq;= jkafka wm úiska uh' iuyr úg mqyqKq fjñka isákafka ksjka hdu i|ydh' wdkak! ta ksid u Tng ch fkd ,efnhs' iekis,s iqjh ,nd .ekSug wjYH ùu iajdNdúl fohla jk kuq;a yß l%uh th fkd fõ' wm mqyqKq úh hq;af;a lsis fohla ,nd .ekSfï wruqKska hq;=j fkd fõ' lsis fohla kqjqjukd kï wm ,nd .kafka l=ula o@ wms lsis fohla ,nd fkd .ksuq' ,nd .kakd foaj,a ÿl i|yd mj;shs' tu ksid wm mqyqKq úh hq;af;a lsis fohla ,eîu i|yd fkd fõ' yqfola uki ˆˆysia lsÍu˜˜ hkqfjka fuh y÷kajkq ,nhs' uki ysia jk kuq;a hï ls%hdldß;ajhla ta ;=< mj;S' fuu ysia iajNdjh ñksiqkag idudkH jYfhka fkdjegfyk fohls' thg <x jQ whg muKla th oek.ekSfï w.h jegfya' th lsisjla fkdmj;akd Ndjfha Y=kH;djhla fkd fõ' th mj;akd foaj,a ;=< w;s Y=kH;djhhs' th fuu úÿ,s mkaoug Wmud l< yelsh' th oel .; hq;af;a Y+kH fohla hkqfjks' ula ksid o@ Y+kH;djhla we;af;a tu úÿ,s mkaou ksidh' th ta ;=<ska lsis fohla oel .; fkdyels jk Y+kH;djhla fkd fõ'
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th tfia fkd fõ' fï wdldrhg f;areï fkd .kakd wh ish¨ foh jrojd .ks;s' Y+kH;djh f;areï .; hq;= jkafka fuys u mj;akd foaj,a ;=<sks' hula ,nd .ekSfï wfmalaIdfjka mqyqKqfõ fhfok wh hï me;=ula bgq lr .ekSu i|yd ì,s mQcd mj;ajk tu nuqKdg fkdfofjks fj;s' Tjqyq msß;a meka bi.ekSu i|yd ud fj; tk iuyr ñksiqkag iudk fj;s' fï ˆmsß;a meka wjYH jkafka l=ula i|yd o@˜ hkqfjka ud m%Yk a lrk úg Tjqka mjid isákafka ˆˆlrorhla fkdue;s j i;=áka isàug;a" f,v-frda. ke;slr .ekSug;a˜˜ hkqfjks' wkak" ta wdldrhg wkqj kï Tjqka lsis Èkl ÿflka tf;r fkd fj;s' mqyqÿka l%uh jkqfha hï ldrKhla fyda m%;s,dNhla fyda i|yd lghq;= lsÍuh' kuq;a nqÿ oyug wkqj wm lghq;= lrkafka hï ,dNdfmalaIdjla i|yd fkd fõ' f,dalh úiska foaj,a f;areï .; hq;= j we;af;a fya;=jg yd M,hg wkqjh' kuq;a nqÿka jykafiaa úiska foaYkd lrkq ,enqfõ fya;=jg;a M,hg;a tyd hk f,ih' Wkajykafia ;=< jQ m%{dj mej;sfha fya;=jg by<ska mej;S isàugh' ÿflka tf;r ùugh' fï .ek is;d n,kak' /£ isàu i|yd fudkhï ;ekla fyda ke;' ñksiqka jk wm Ôj;a jkafka ˆˆf.hla˜˜ ;=<h' th w;yer f.hla fkdue;s ;eklg hEug isÿ jqj fyd;a th l< hq;af;a flfia o@ lshd wms fkd oksuq' ula ksid o@ fuf;la l,a wm Ôj;a j isáfha meje;au iu. jk ksidh' t,a,S f.k isàug fkdyels jk úg l< hq;af;a l=ula o lshd wms fkd oksuq' ksjkg hEug fndfyda fokl=g tmd jkafka ta ksidh' ta ;=< lsisjla ke;' lsisjla fldfydug j;a ke;' Tn bÈßfhys we;s fï jy<h yd ìu foi n,kak' by< u fl<jr we;af;a jy<hs' th Njhhs' my; u fl<jr
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f.hs ìuhs' th o Njhhs' kuq;a jy<h yd ìu w;r mj;sk ysia wNHjldYh ;=< tfia isàug fkdyels jkq we;' Njhla fkdmj;sk ;ekla fõ kï tys we;af;a Y+kH;djhhs' th r¿ wdldrfhka olajk úg ks¾jdKh jYfhka y÷kajuq' fuh weiqk flfKys ñksiqka ;=< miqnEula we;s fjhs' ksjkg hEu Tjqkg tmd fjhs' ;ukaf.a ore u,a,ka yd keoE ys;j;=ka oel .ekSug fkd,efnk ksid Tjqyq tys hEug ìh fj;s' .sys msßig fi;a m;k úg ˆˆTng §>_dhqI" rEm ,laIKh" i;=g yd fjr ùßh ,efíjd'˜˜ hkqfjka wm wdYS¾jdo lrkafka ta ksidh' Tjqka i;=gg m;a jkafka fujeks foaj,sks' Y+kH;djh .ek l:d lsÍug .sh fyd;a th Tjqkg tmd fjkq we;' Tjqka Njh fj; we,S f.k isák ksidh tfia jkafka' th tfia jqj o Tn w,xldr iula we;s jhig .sh mqoa.,hl= ljod fyda oel ;sfí o@ YÍr Yla;sfhka msß tfia fkdue;s kï i;=áka msß jhia.; whl= flÈkl fyda oel ;sfí o@ Tfí ms<s;=r jkafka ˆke;˜ hkakh' kuq;a wm mjid isákafka ˆˆTng §>_dhqI" rEm ,laIKh" i;=g yd fjr ùßh ,efíjd˜˜ hkqfjks' Tjqyq yeu flfkla u thska ienE i;=gla ,n;s' fuh hï me;=ula bgq lr .ekSu i|yd ì,s mQcd mj;ajk hg lS nuqKdf.a l%shdjg iudkh' wfma mqyqKqfõ § wms ì,s mQcd fkd mj;ajuq' hï m%;s,dNhla i|yd mqyqKq fkd fjuq' ta lsisjla wmg wjYH ke;' wmg wjYH ;j;a foaj,a we;akï th m%Yakhls' tu ksid uki iduldó njg m;a lrñka th wjika lr oukak' fufia mjid isák úg th Tng t;rï ms%h fkdjkq we;' Tng wjYH jkafka kej; j;djla bm§ugh'
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yd ri oekSu w;aolsk úg isÿjkafka l=ula o@ lhg iamY_h;a" ukig is;sú,s;a ,efnk úg isÿ jk m%;sls%hd fudkjd o@ tajd ;=<ska f,daNh" oafõYh yd fudayh ;du;a yg .kS' rEm" Yío" .|-iqj|" ri" iamY_ hk fïjd ;=<" ufkdaNdjhka ;=<" wms w;rux ù f.k isáuq o@ wNHka;r bf.kSu jYfhka .efkkafka fïjdhs' wjidkhla oelsh yels iSudjla ta ;=< mj;shs' bf.kSfï muKla fh§ mqyqKqfõ fkdfhfok úg thska ,efnk m%;sM,hla ke;' th .jhka we;s lrk mqo. a ,hl=g iudk l< yelsh' mdkaoßka ke.sg ;Kfld< leùu i|yd Tyq ;ukaf.a .jhska t<suyklg olalhs' ijia jrefõ wdmiq .ju~qj fj; olald f.k ths' kuq;a Tyq lsis Èkl tu .jhskaf.a lsß fkd fndhs' bf.kSu fyd| fohla jk kuq;a th fufia ùug bv fkd fokak' .jhska we;s lrkjd jdf.a u Tn Wkaf.a lsß o ìj hq;=hs' hym;a m%;sM, ,eîu i|yd Tn bf.kSfuys fuka u mqyqKqfjys o fhÈh hq;=hs' oeka b;ska th ;j ÿrg;a úia;r l< hq;=hs' flkl= lsl< s h s ka we;slrk kuq;a Tyqg ì;a;r fkd ,efnhs' Tyqg ,efnkafka lsls<s fná muKls' Th lsls<shka we;s lrk whg ud u;la lr fokq ,nkafka fï ál u muKls' Tn;a fï jf.a fkdùug j. n,d .kak' fuhska woyia lrkafka msgl .%ka:j,g wkqj bf.kSu ,nk kuq;a laf,aYhka msg;a lr heùug yd uki ;=<ska f,daNh" oafõYh yd fudayh ;=rka lr oeóug wm ;ju;a fkdokakd njhs' mqyK q j q la fkdue;s" w;yer oeóula ke;s bf.kqfuka w;ajk m%;M s ,hla ke;' lsl< s h s la we;s lrk kuq;a ì;a;r fkd ,nd fná muKla ,nd .kakd flkl=g th Wmud lf<a ta ksidh' Tyq tl;= lr .kafka yqfola fná muKls' fï fol u tl iudkh'
wjidkh
117
msgl Ou_h bf.k .kakd f,i;a bka miq lhska" jpkfhka yd ukiska isÿ jk ish¨ jerÈ lsh % djka w;ayer ouk f,i;a" ls%hdjka" jpk yd is;sú,s ;=<ska hym; we;s lr .kakd f,i;a nqÿka jykafia wfmka b,a,d isáfha fï ksidh' ukqIH;ajfha we;s kshu jákdlu iïmQK_ jkafka wfma ls%hd" jpk yd is;sú,s ;=<skah' kuq;a l:dj muKla fyd¢ka lr ta wkqj lghq;= fkdlrkafkys kï th wvqjls' hym;a lsh % dj, fh§ isák kuq;a uki ;ju;a whym;a kï th o wvqjls' lhska jpkfhka yd ukiska hym; we;s lr .kakd f,i;a" fyd| ls%hd" fyd| jpk yd fyd| is;sú,s we;s lr .kakd f,i;a nqÿka jykafia foaYkd lr ;sfí' ñksidf.a we;s jákd u jia;= iïNdrh o fuhhs' fï i|yd Tyqf.a bf.kSu yd mqyqKqj hk folu fyd| úh hq;=hs' mqyqKqfõ ud._h" tkï nqÿka jykafia úiska foaYkd lrk ,o wdhH_ wIagdx.sl ud._h" wx. wglska hqla;h' fuu wx. wg YÍrh ñi fjk lsisjla fkd fõ' oEi" folk" fokdiamqvq" Èj yd YÍrh Bg we;=<;ah' ud._h hkq fuhhs' fuu ud._h ;=< .uka lrkafka ukihs' tu ksid bf.kSu yd mqyqKqj hk fï folu we;af;a YÍrh" l:dj yd uki ;=<h' YÍrh" l:dj yd uki .ek lrkq ,nk b.ekaùu yer fjk bf.kSula ,nd fok msgl .%ka:hla Tn lsis Èkl fyda oel ;sfí o@ msgl .%ka:j,ska W.kajd fokq ,nkafka th ñi fjk lsisjla fkd fõ' laf,aYhkaf.a yg.ekSu isÿ jkafka YÍrh" l:dj yd uki ;=<sks' laf,aYhka .ek oek.;a jyd u tajd tata ;ekaj, § u wNdjhg hhs' tu ksid mqyqKqj yd bf.kSu hk folu we;af;a fï YÍrh ;=<h hkqfjka Tn wjfndaO lr .;
118
úuqla;s rih
hq;=h' fï ál bf.k .; fyd;a ish¨ foh u wjfndaO lr .; yels fjhs' wfma l:dj .ek i|yka l< fyd;a uq¿ Ôú;hla ;=< lrk jerÈ l;djkag jvd i;H tl jpkhla l:d lsÍu W;=ï fjhs' Tng fuh jgyd .; yels o@ mqyqKqfõ fkdfhfoñka bf.kSu muKla lrk mqoa.,hd fydÈ Ndckhla ;=< we;s yekaola fuks' tu yekao fydÈ Ndckh ;=< iEu Èkl u ;snqk;a th fydÈj, rih fkd okshs' Tn mqyqKqfõ fkdfhfok whl= kï ñh hk f;la bf.kSfï fh§ isáh;a lsis ojil úuqla;s rih fkd ,nkq we;'