Surviving a Bad Performance Review, Part I

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Surviving a Bad Performance Review, Part I [by Jamie Barnes] Many lawyers and professional legal staff prefer to think of themselves as in business for themselves, merely using a group to provide office space, support services, and occasional camaraderie.

This assumed sense of personal indepen-

the performance-review process, you’re not

tions, and are team players. How does one

dence undergoes a rude awakening when a

alone. Such ‘heart-to-heart’ talks trouble

evaluate all that?

senior partner calls you into his or her office

everybody. What you need is a survival strat-

to detail for you, without your asking, how

egy to deal with performance appraisals.

Let’s deal first with the emotions that

you are perceived. Some of the thoughts that

Otherwise they can drive you nuts.

surface any time you receive a performance appraisal. Unless these emotions are well

may go through your head at a time like this Then there is this alarming news: According

understood and contained by you at the start,

to Ellen Wayne of the New York Law Journal,

a rational discussion of the performance ap-

“Just who the hell is (s)he to be judging me?”

“Evaluations have taken on an importance

praisal as an institutional tool--and how you

“All that negative stuff has been coming from

they never had before. Associates are not

can successfully deal with it--cannot take

X, who has been talking behind my back. I

only judged on the basis of their work skills

place.

knew I couldn’t trust him/her.” “(S)he acted

and performance targets but now have the

as if (s)he thought I was pretty cool. Now the

added anxiety that termination could be the

truth comes out!” “I feel dirty. I am neither as

result of a less than glowing review.” Rest

good or as bad as they say.” “Why is all this

assured that as law firms continue to be

Nothing is more threatening to one’s invio-

ancient stuff being drudged up and thrown in

operated more like businesses (as opposed

lable sense of self and its importance than to

my face?”

to being run like private men’s clubs), the

have a relative stranger sit down and dissect

performance appraisal becomes an impor-

you both professionally and personally. First

Recognize yourself in any of this? Had

tant tool for weeding people out, as well as

of all, the mere fact of delivering the apprais-

similar feelings? They are normal. By un-

identifying top performers at all levels, from

al solidifies that person’s superior rank. This

derstanding anyone’s normal self-centered

associates to paralegals to legal secretaries.

relative stranger also is acting summarily as

are:

and defensive reaction to being judged, and

Reason Versus The Emotional Self

judge and jury, dispassionately (hopefully)

realizing that your feelings are automatically

Most of us would agree that some sort of

enumerating your strengths, faults, suc-

programmed to respond self-protectively in

evaluation system is needed for everyone.

cesses, and failures and summarizing all this

such situations, you have won half the battle;

The problem is how to construct a system

with either a “thumbs up” or “thumbs down”

because with understanding can come a

certifiably free of bias. This may be impos-

that leaves you either euphoric, confused, or

modicum of control.

sible: evaluation systems are constructed by

devastated. Even when an appraisal is flat-

humans, and humans are fallible. Fur-

tering, there remains an uncomfortable edge

You can’t avoid professional criticism. You

thermore, it is difficult if not impossible to

to the process. You may wonder why you feel

may have strong opinions as to the innate

categorize and quantify the qualities that

so uneasy and perhaps even embarrassed.

fairness of the appraisal process. You may

identify perfection in professions such as the

Such a reaction is driven by your knowledge

be unfairly damaged and have documents to

law, meaning billable hours alone do not tell

that no one can know you as you do; nor can

prove it. You may be thinking that you’re be-

the tale. For associates there is something

anyone else understand what you were going

ing criticized for stuff that happened months

called “partner potential” which remains

through when you wrote X, did Y, or said Z.

ago and is no longer relevant. Regardless,

both on the appraiser’s mind and on yours.

the criticism hurts and remains potentially

Paralegals may also be evaluated based on

To further muddy the waters, performance

lethal as long as it sits in some partner’s

billable hours, but they and legal secretaries

reviews can often be subjective. They can

drawer already signed off on by other

are also being evaluated on how well they

reflect group consensus or be driven by

partners. Well, if you’ve ever felt abused by

support a partner, carry out support func-

personal spite and used to settle personal

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