Brick no.1/ Standing with no moves. Stability erose inside to make me a sculpture. A grey brick. I am not touched by anything, I do not smell, feel, have no will to start/have no will to want. I smell the tough concrete, no one is around me. Moving seems like a challenge, simple step seems impossible. Brick like others, one put in a building, one of many thousands create the whole, none of it special, different. Same picture. Grey building on the horizon and me in it with no possiblity. Stuck in the whole. Black and white, grey, whenever you look you would not see me, not notice. I am driven though. Driven to get out of whole, driven to stand out. The spirit inside of me tells me. I try so hard. My emotions can save, me, my boredom can save me -help me to get what is left, to rise still inside of me from they grey area of existence as boring whole. Shaking to fall apart from this grey structure that I was put into by the society, the grey building is not my zone, my desire. Harder to fall , become what I want/have to be. Noncomformist with own ideas, desires. My demons fight inside, shake shake shake. Yes. I did fall apart. Laying on the ground in front of what I was trapped into. Spirits help me. It is my time, my will gets back. My moves see clear, they do not harm me anymore. I see those colours. Grey/black/white go in the back, brightness of my willing, originality comes up. I slowly feel my movement, my growing need to evolve. Reinterpret myself using my past and presence. Yellow sunlight makes the way possible. Spirits are the strenght to combine all experiences. I feel warmth, I feel new ways. I become my whole self express as I became free, the path of originality will be created from now on. I want to put me from past and me from now to have the perfect whole in the future. Feel me from now on as what I wanted to be, what I finally can be. All colours at once. Explanation:Brick is a metaphore for both development, change, reincarnation. Building is a trap
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