LOSER: issue 4

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LOSER NO.04

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FEELINGS EMOTIONS

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Confined

BY OLIVIA W. | pg 4

MODEL: SOFIA G.a

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If pain becomes a familiarity what is to become of complacency

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I gotta let you go but I want you to stay I have to forget you but my feelings ain't going away It's not too hard to ignore you i mean I'm trying my best I can't even look at you or your chest gotta get you outta my fcking mind shit I'm thinking of you all the time I'm trying not to look and I'm trying not to speak but all I can think of is his kiss on your cheek looking from the outside on happiness and joy hating on sweet matrimony between girl and boy -anonymous pg 9

INTIMACY TOUCH CON-

BY VERITY SMILEY-JONES pg 1 0

A THEME THAT TENDS TO REOCCUR IN MY WORK IS INTIMACY, NOT NECESSARILY SEXUAL, BUT PLATONIC. I PHOTOGRAPH MAINLY MY FRIENDS IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS, AND OTHERS IN VERY PERSONAL ONES. THROUGHOUT MY PHOTOGRAPHY YOU CAN SEE A VARIETY OF THIS. I HAVE PHOTOGRAPHED THEM ASLEEP, IN THEIR MOST VULNERABLE STATE, RESULTING IN THE IMAGES SEEMING VERY SILENT AND INTIMATE.

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P E N S I V E

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BY VERITY SMILEY-JONES

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nostalgia

BY Kaylyne C. & Shandra R.

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alienated

by Jacob Sizemore

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And just like that, they could all peer through her eyes, a gaping hole into which lay miles and miles of open meadows, white rimmed windows, and silver lined clouds.

-Ava C.

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nonchalant

S h a w n T.

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I feel better now.

I feel like there’s something wrong with me, some malfunction that’s making me unattractive.

I feel sad for no reason, but I have reasons to feel sad, but I know that’s not it.

I feel horrible, and sad.

I feel sick to my stomach.

I feel icky and gross.

The way I feel about these things are no where close to how I feel right now.

I feel I’d be lying to you…

I feel sad for no reason, but I have reasons to feel sad, but I know that’s not it.

I feel this feeling sometimes that I can’t describe.

I feel alone sometimes.

I feel something inside of me drop, and it hurts too much to look back.

I feel trapped.

I feel that when we lock eyes there is a string connecting us.

I feel compressed not depressed!

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FEAR

(common variety)

Hana C.

There are things that are typically marked as "fearful".

Things like ghosts, demons... Etcetera. Typical fear. This shoot is inspired by horror movies- the kind that make you stay up all night thinking about them.

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B L I SS

Samantha R.

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It hurt to fall out of love with you because falling into it defined the still point of the spinning world

Your being was my minds focus

The constant activity concentrated when you became its feed.

Our minds feed on obsession.

Constant obsession became a definite and with it chatter synchronized.

Archetypal leading to the tunnels end.

When constants are broken every term is a variable.

When walls fall every direction is any.

When I do not love you my mind has times only of ignorance.

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And to fall out of love with you is to spin with the spinning world.

BY Olivia W.

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Click Me to play video

Directed by

Sofia G-P (with a little help from Olivia W.)

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sorry

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by Lucy J.

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TO LOSERS EVERYWHERE, KEEP FEELING.

By Cosmo C.

(AND THANKS FOR READING) pg 4 0

LO S E R Z I N E Hey fellow losers don't forget (I know you will cause you're a loser) to follow us on instagram @loser.zine And if ya got some cool stuff you'd like to send us for the next issue... ...send to Hello.loser.zine@gmail.com Thanky mucho

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