Old Wisdom for a New World: Selections from the Messages Channeled by Dianna Gutoski

Old Wisdom for a New World Selections from the Messages Channeled by Dianna Gutoski

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Table of Contents Introduction Path to the Light, A Spiritual Journey with Ascended Master Godfre Ray King Forward The Search for GOD Letting Go Live in the Present What is the Meaning of Alive?

Happiness vs. Joy Ascended Master Godfre Ray King: Our Work Continues, Always and Forever Choosing to Make a Difference Emotions Ethical Conduct Awakening Staying Centered Jesus Scrolls, Creator’s Mission to Jesus Forward JESUS SCROLL #1 JESUS SCROLL #3 Spoken By Josef of Arimathea, Scribe of Scrolls #1-4 MY STORY (Matthew) Apostle Phillip Conversations with Buddha: How the Eightfold Path is Relevant for Today The Eightfold Path for Today A Life of Peace Standing the Test of Time The Relevance of the Teachings The Right View

Galactic Conversations: Meeting the Colossum Members Forward Master Bocca Master Eck Master Gal-An’ Master Gugula Master Tibron Celebrity Conversations: Life After Death Experiences Forward Dick Clark George Denis Patrick Carlin Leslie Nielson Paul Newman Conversations with Music Legends: Heaven’s Hall of Fame Forward Davy Jones Janis Joplin: I played Janis but it is not who I AM Jerry Garcia Michael Jackson About the Author Dianna Gutoski C. Liane Luini Other Books by Dianna Gutoski

Introduction This book contains selections from my previously published books. I chose the messages specifically to give you an overview of the contents of each book and to offer a wide variety of inspirational messages. The subjects of the messages cover living life now, the transition of death and the afterlife. They come from a wide variety of beings, Ascended Masters, Celebrities, Musicians and Aliens.

I am a cosmic Telepath, which is different from a lot of people who channel spirit. I communicate telepathically with anyone in the Spirit realm and all languages are received by me in English. Telepathy is our natural state as Spirit beings. It allows me to talk with anyone in the Cosmos in a normal alert conversation instead of being in a trance. When a spirit being shows up to talk with me, I hear them, see them and feel them. I have several methods to verify the identity and Truth of the person I’m talking to so that I get no imposters. Many people channel beings and have no real idea who they are talking with and therefore can’t verify the Truth of the message they receive.

The purpose of all of my conversations is to give us a better understanding of what life after death is really like and to show us not to be afraid of it. The Alien galactic beings come to help us understand what their world is like and to tell us we are not alone and are really very similar. The words in each lesson are not mine, but come word for word from the Spirit being that is talking. I just write it down and share it with others. I am like a Cosmic secretary taking dictation!

I hope these messages will comfort and inspire you on your Spiritual Path in this New World of ours! –Dianna Gutoski

Path to the Light, A Spiritual Journey with Ascended Master Godfre Ray King The Search for GOD There are questions that we all have concerning a Supreme Being that most of us call GOD. Every religion on this planet has a different name for the Supreme Being. Nearly everyone acknowledges the fact that there is a Supreme Being that created our world and everything in it. Our whole universe did not happen by accident as some scientists would have you believe.

Modern man did not evolve from tiny life forms in primordial ooze. There are some people that still doubt that there is a GOD but I believe that universally, most do admit to a belief in a CREATOR Being.

This is where it gets tricky. Scientists want physical proof of this GOD being. The proof is all around us in our lives. It is just not the proof that they want to see.

Because this Being cannot be “seen,� all religions have their own ideas about it. What CREATOR looks like or what name to call IT is not what is important. To know in your heart without a doubt that this CREATOR is real is of supreme importance. This is where Faith comes into play in our lives. We feel in our Hearts that GOD is Real and we have Faith in the validity of this.

So, once you establish in your own mind that there is a GOD/ CREATOR Being of our world, the questions start to come forth. Many just accept whatever their religion tells them. Too many others are free thinking and do not listen to any organized religion. These are the people that ask intelligent questions about who or what GOD really is. How do we find it? Can we talk to GOD and does GOD hear us?

Endless questions come to you if you are one that seeks knowledge about Reality.

I believe that everyone has the free will to decide for themselves what they will believe about CREATOR. It is an individual decision. Some will spend an entire lifetime looking for that answer and as a Human, they should. A Human is “programmed” genetically to search for GOD and the Truth about life and their self.

What if I told you that we are all a part of GOD our CREATOR? How many could accept that fact and live with it comfortably? How would it change the way you live your life if you knew that you were truly a part of GOD? Everything in the cosmos is Created from a part of GOD. Think about that–contemplate it until you truly understand the truth of this.

Every Soul whether living in a body or in spirit, is made from a GOD spark from our CREATOR. Each soul is an individualized different expression of our CREATOR. So, if your soul is a part of GOD; when in physical body that soul entity expression in that physical body is a part of GOD. Therefore we are ALL part of GOD. That makes us really all Equal in value in GOD’s eyes, as we were all created from the Perfection that is our CREATOR. Belief systems may vary among the people but it really does not matter. No one is more “right” than another and therefore all religious fighting should cease. It does not make any sense to fight over who is more correct about what our CREATOR is. Our CREATOR loves us unconditionally and equally– therefore so should all of you in body strive for that.

GOD just wants you to acknowledge ITs Presence and ask IT to be a part of your life.

Seeing that IT is already a part of your life anyway, GOD wants to be an active part of your life.

Acknowledge our CREATOR as being very real and ask wholeheartedly for GOD to work with you as a partner in your life. I guarantee you that it will change your life!

This can be a totally silent bond between you and GOD or you can actively shout it out in a church. It does not matter to GOD. The search for GOD is very individual and you should never force your beliefs on another. All must come to make their own choice. GOD is not hidden away in a far off place and only talks to the priests. Remember that GOD is right with you every day. Our CREATOR’s fondest wish is for you to talk with IT. The churches would like you to believe that not everyone can talk with our CREATOR. That is so NOT true! Whether in prayer or just conversation, it does not matter. I recommend a combination of both. Consider GOD a best friend that you can talk to about anything at any time and one that will care about you no matter what.

Our CREATOR is not one to be feared or one that is apart from us. It is just the opposite. Knowing that you are a part of CREATOR gives you the strength to get through anything.

It has been said “You will never walk alone,” as GOD is always with you. (07/02/10)

Ascended Master Godfre Ray King: Our Work Continues, Always and Forever Choosing to Make a Difference What do you stand for–what do you believe with all of your heart? You see things that need to change and do you get involved or sit idly by and wait for someone else to do it? Now I realize that this subject could pertain to many different areas of life in society. For my purposes today, I am talking about spiritual matters.

Yes, things are changing on earth and the frequency is getting higher. Many people are starting to question what they have been taught. It is such a slow process and about 95% of the people do not want to change.

Too many in power do not want people to think for themselves and question the status quo. Haven’t you noticed that the ones that speak out on spiritual issues, earth issues or UFOs are put down by many in power?

So that makes many more afraid to say or do anything.

Jesus was not afraid to speak his mind and the truth.

He too was laughed at, but he chose to stand up and make a difference. He knew that the truth of which he spoke would matter more than insults that he was receiving.

I am just asking all of you Lightworkers to get up and make a difference! Stand up for what you believe and speak your Truth. The Church people are not afraid to stand up and say what they believe. I admit that there is safety and comfort in numbers that think like you.

But still, they profess what they believe to everyone.

Even though it is not entirely truthful, they believe it in their hearts.

I want our legion of Lightworkers to not be afraid to speak their mind and heart. What is the worst that can

happen? What are you afraid of? It is easy to stay silent and seemingly agree with everyone. But how long can that last before you cannot take it anymore? You listen to others talk and they have a right to their opinions; but do you express what you know to be true? Your Ego is afraid of what they will think of you. So What!!

You are messengers of Spirit–GOD’s Lightworkers.

It is very important that you do not back down and be silent. The time has come to awaken more people and get them thinking. Just maybe you will find others that think like you do but are afraid to speak up. Even if they do not agree with you, they hear you speak and just maybe they will have some questions.

Whatever gifts you have available to you–make a difference in this world. When I was last in body, people doubted my work but it did not stop me from speaking the Truth. Nothing should ever stop CREATOR TRUTH from reaching out all over this Earth.

Be the Messenger of Light that you know that you need to be! Let the Light shine brightly to light the way for others to follow! (11/09/10)

Jesus Scrolls, Creator’s Mission to Jesus JESUS SCROLL #1 CREATOR PARENT Speaks to Jesus Spoken by Jesus Transcribed By Josef of Arimathea My son, You come to me with many questions.

Questions about the Truth of all you have learned.

Questions about who You are and what is your purpose in learning all that you did. Most people in this world do not question these things. They are too preoccupied with their own survival or lost in Earthly, carnal pursuits. They have lost the faith, lost touch with ME. They know not why they are here and do not care.

There is much pain and suffering in so many ways.

When I created this world–I gave everyone and everything free will and free choice that would allow them to grow and pursue their lives as they felt they needed to. As all of Life on this Earth is about learning and growing, experiencing new things and ideas. So many years have gone by and it has not worked out as I planned.

Humans should be able to co-exist with each other and all of Creation. I TELL YOU–WE REALLY ARE ALL ONE! I created all of You, Your entire world and everything on it. Everything on this Earth should have the same respect as a part of ME! This Earth, Itself, is a part of ME! You Must See This–Feel this–Understand the Unity of it all with ME! This is the First thing that you must know and understand.

I CREATED ALL AND ALL IS ONE WITH ME. No one or nothing is “better” than another person or creature that is upon this Earth. And not just this Earth.

The sky above you, the objects that you see in the night skies, the winds, the rain, the Sun–it is all a part of ME.

You must understand this. Think much on this until you can feel it. Feel Your energy as ONE with MINE. Know also that because We are One, YOU ARE ETERNAL. This Life that you live now is only temporary, to experience “Being” on this Earth.

Understand that Who You really are is not just the man sitting here.

I know that You are wondering why you are different from the rest, and You are. As time passes in your world, you will come to know why. You will understand your life and who you are, as you will know ME. You must have FAITH in ME and what I tell you.

Follow your heart and know ME to be REAL! Others will not understand, so do not try and speak of it yet. We have much work to do.

You have within You an ETERNAL SOUL that is a part of ME. Your thinking mind body is not generally aware of it, but you must come to know of it and feel its connection to ME. The more closely We are connected, the easier it will be for US to communicate. Be aware of MY Presence always with You. You can talk to ME at any time, I AM here. Feel ME in your heart and have faith in what is “Real.” You learned many things in your schooling. I will show you how it all relates to ME and what REAL TRUTH is.

Many Beings on this Earth are searching for that Truth. They can feel it in their heart. It is their Soul trying to get them to see. Most are too caught up in the current mess this world has become. There is no room for Faith and something that they cannot see and touch.

Men want power and control over others. They think that Power and riches will make them happy and find that it does not. They still feel Empty and know not why!

There is so much more that we have to work on, that you must understand. Think about what I have told you and KNOW that I AM REAL! Know that what I have told you is the TRUTH. End of Scroll #1 (03/30/09)

Conversations with Buddha: How the Eightfold Path is Relevant for Today A Life of Peace Spoken by Master Gautama Buddha Life is a mirror–what you think and project is reflected back to you. You create your own reality. Many create a world filled with pain and sadness. It is their own reflection of their inner self. I always tried to teach people that it does not have to be that way. If it is so that we do create our own world–state of being–then why not create one filled with peace and joy? It is possible for all humans to transcend pain but each one must do so of their own volition.

People look to others to make them happy. They join religions to have someone tell them how to think and what to believe. Searching all through their life for that elusive feeling of love and joy that at heart we all know exists. But why can’t we find it? Everyone has brief glimpses of this state but it does not last and you cannot will it back. So where did it go? Why is it hidden from man as they so desperately seek some happiness and peace?

When the world around you seems to be falling to pieces and it is so easy to fall into despair and fear–you can learn to transcend all of it. It is indeed possible to live in the world but not be caught up in it. That is what I was trying to teach people. I spent my earthly life trying to find this on my own. I had many teachers but they were all trying to find the same thing. No one really had any answers as to how to do this. We tried many things–not knowing any real truth. I just knew that there had to be a way to not spend your life in pain.

It was really so simple and accessible to all of us.

Attachment–humans place value on earthly things and cling to ideas, items and other humans. This is the major source of all pain. As I said before; be in the physical world but not attached to it. I am not saying to give it all up and do without. I am saying to step back and “use” life around you and realize that in the whole of reality these things do not matter. That way when you lose something, it will not cause you painful emotions. You can be thankful for the time that you spent with any particular thing and then let it go.

All of life is in motion and is transitory. In order to grow, one must flow with the energies and not cling onto anything. One thing will always be replaced by another, whether material or beliefs. Welcome change in your life as an opportunity for growth and learning.

Physical life can be wondrous and rewarding when you stay balanced and let it unfurl around you. Watching and listening to the glory of the world you are living in.

Yes, we need certain material things to live with. I found out that depriving oneself of all was not the answer. Humans were never designed to live that way.

They need food and shelter in their life just to exist.

Even all of the creatures of the earth know that food and shelter are essential to live. But observe these creatures. They do not obsess about acquiring more than they need to survive; they enjoy just being alive.

Man could learn a lot from the creatures that walk among us. They live in pure joy by “being” in moment and experiencing life. They do not dwell on when or how they will die. Yes, they know that any day may be their last but the circle of life will go on.

Humans are also a big part of that circle of life. We as spirit beings go on and on in the ever changing wheel of Eternal Life. Sometimes in body–most times in

spirit. If you can become aware of that while you are still in body, you can enjoy your time on earth so much more. Life begins to have some meaning and relevance to it. Too many people waste their lifetimes or spend it on pursuits that are detrimental to the spirit. They care not because they think that this life is all there is, so why not do as you please?

The people that spend their life chasing power or physical pleasures have no peace or joy in their life.

They keep chasing it in the wrong direction and as they lay old and dying; they wonder why man should have to live a life like that. Many do not question life’s purpose until they are close to death. Then they have regrets about how they chose to spend their years. They think about all the people they have hurt and all the uncaring acts they performed.

Why does it have to be this way?

I spent my life trying to tell people that there is another way to live. I tried to give them basic guidelines as to a better way to experience life for themselves and others. I could not totally express how I had found it and give the whole truths that I had learned. I thought it to be more important to help people learn to live a more joyful life among all of the adversities a human must go through.

Jesus said in later years “I am the Way.” Well I was trying to be an example for them to follow, just as he was. When you find this wisdom you want to share it with others. Such basic truths about life can change the world that we live in. I tried to teach people basic truths to live by that would make life easier to live and enjoy.

My teachings, as did Jesus’, reached many people.

Some understood, many did not. Either way we both influenced many and still do. Our teachings took a

different approach to get to the same place. Neither one is better than the other as in reality, all are equal. They are just different approaches to the Truth that we discovered and chose to share with the world.

How we came to these truths was also a different path as each human must find their own path to the Truth and Light. There is no one way for everyone, so there must be tolerance for others that choose a different path. That is the hardest trait for a human to possess–Tolerance.

There will always be Teachers of the Light helping others find peace and understanding of their physical existence. But there is so much more to it than just reading the texts and thinking about it. No matter which path is chosen, there are no short cuts. It all depends on how much you really want to achieve in a given lifetime. How important is it to you?

There is a final destination–just many different roads leading to it. (01/06/11)

Galactic Conversations: Meeting the Colossum Members Master Eck (His real name is too long and does not translate).

Very tall male about 6 ft wearing only a leather looking body tunic. Has four arms, two half size at shoulder and two longer arms. Small hands, boney, with seven fingers on all hands. Head and face are semi insect like, no visible ears. Skin is light brown and looks tough. No hair on body. From the planet DATIRA. Our planet is from your galaxy but is too far to be seen.

We do have long range space travel, but nothing to travel this far. We prefer to travel and explore the systems in our section of the galaxy. We allow other Honorable Beings to visit us as well. Several cities have large space ports near them. We also have a large moon that has a large space station on it. A rest stop if you will understand.

Smaller craft take us all over our own planet quickly. Our people love to travel and explore, and many will take extended vacations on neighboring planets. Our world is much like others–we have cities, towns, and villages spread out all over the planet.

Climates vary according to where you live, and people choose what they like to live in.

We have one sun and ten planets in our system. Two other planets have intelligent life on them and we go to visit them. They are not advanced enough to visit us on their own, but can book passage on our ships. One of the planets is closer to the sun and is very hot and dry. They do have some water, but must conserve it. The beings there are used to the heat, but we do not like it. When we

visit them we tend to remain inside during the daytime and go out at night, reasonable temps.

On our planet DATIRA, we have many business and entertainment venues. Food places cater to our love of eating. We are a social culture and do not like to be alone. For fun and sport–we love rock climbing, tree climbing, shooting competitions, hunting small animals, creating art paintings and sculptures. Our females like to dance in pairs or groups, as we all love music.

Our young are required to learn a trade as well as class study. We start them at an early age according to what they test positive for. Animals on Datira are varied and some are dangerous. We have some for companions. We co-exist with them and engage them in our life. We have our versions of your dogs and cats that we live with.

The planet has water areas scattered over it, but not as vast as Earth oceans. There is snow and ice at both of our poles. We are the only race on this planet, but we still have our differences. Fights do break out over territory or resources. Nothing too major, but it happens regularly.

Different opinions and beliefs exist about Spirit and Creation. There is no major consensus on that. We try and respect each other’s ideas. Yes, we do occasionally get into arguments about it, but no major wars.

We do not have any major armies on the planet, as that just instigates a fight to validate their existence.

There are smaller governments to resolve issues that come up. We have no such thing as prisons to lock up beings. If someone were to do something that bad to warrant being locked up–it is easier just to kill them.

That deters a lot! Justice is swift and digressions are not tolerated.

Each city and town has its own governing board, and they are respected because it keeps the peace. We believe in trying to live in a civilized manner, respecting all others. Our young are taken care of by many in a group and much is shared with others. We do not mate with just one other being. That is not logical to us. A Metaphysical people–we are not.

We do try and live a good honest life with all others and we do respect our planet and all that it gives to us.

(11/28/09)

Celebrity Conversations: Life After Death Experiences Leslie Nielson 1926 – 2010 Leslie Nielson was an actor and comedian born in Canada. He had more than one hundred film and 1,500 television roles over the span of his career and is most remembered for his role in “Airplane.”

Dianna: Leslie Nielson is here with me today to share some of his thoughts with us. He looks very much like the Leslie that we all know and love and has been playing around and making me laugh for two days. He is happy and seems to have a big smile on his face continuously. So much love pours forth.

I am indeed joyful and would love to share the joy that should be a part of everyone’s life. Too many people live in pain and unhappiness. It does not have to be that way. Believe me; I understand that life on earth is not easy. I know that I had a good life compared to many, but I never flaunted it or took it for granted. We choose our circumstances in physical life for a reason. Many will say that must be a lie. Why would someone choose to have adversity in their life, right?

It is very real while you are living it but it is all about gaining experience and learning lessons for soul growth. So, people will always say “why?” I do not claim to know all the answers and it is not my job to try and teach the world. I just share what I have learned. I think it is much more important to try and become a better human and take care of others and the earth. It is of no use obsessing over the “why” of everything.

Some will anyways, but for the majority of people, it is

not important. Learning to get the most out of your short life is very important.

So many people spend the majority of their time obsessed with careers and personal interests. Too many parents choose their work over spending time with their children. Children grow up fast and need proper guidance. They are indeed the future of humanity and it does really worry all of us at the current state of the young.

Dianna: How did you come to choose acting as a career?

I was Canadian and lived far away from Hollywood or any entertainment scene. My uncle was in the business and I soon discovered it was a way out. I moved to NYC and it was a major culture shock, but I sincerely loved it! I knew this is what I wanted to do with my whole life. Now, I realize that I was just being led in the direction my soul wanted me to go. It is so important to trust and follow your inner guidance.

I was eventually offered movie roles and did not really care what they were, as I needed the experience and I got it.

I enjoyed playing a variety of roles that I got because of the different types of characters. Dramatic roles were good because you had to feel and think like the other person in order for it to become believable.

That was one thing James Dean was so very good at.

He captured the emotions of the character. The problem with doing too many dramatic roles is that when the movie ends it is hard to let it go. You forget who the real you is. That is ultimately what happened to James and Marilyn. Emotions will haunt you and eventually kill you if you let them. It does not matter if you live a normal life or a pretend one. Emotions are real to a

human and it can become painful. It will take over your life if you let it.

Dianna: So how can one avoid that? Emotions, what purpose do they serve in life?

Emotions are a huge part of being human. It is how you feel the world around you and enjoy life. Think of Spock on Star Trek or even Data the android. They did not understand human emotions. Of course, Capt. Kirk could never control his emotions. Balance is the key to happiness in life–to feel emotions but not let them control your life. That is the tough part! That is the reason so many people turn to drugs or alcohol to cover up and hide all the emotions that they feel. That just makes it worse for them and everyone around them. I grew up with an abusive father as so many do. I believe that when a person is abusive to others it is because they could not handle their emotions and pain and lashed out against others. It is not because they do not love them; it is just a way of expression and they can’t help themselves. Some can work through it, but many cannot. That is true today and it is not just the adults.

The children all over the world are dealing with painful emotions and they are not receiving the help they need to go beyond it. Many times the parents are hurting too and cannot help them. There is no culture base that nurtures an individual and gives them love and support.

Emotions in their present form can fill you with all sorts of feelings and energies. Our souls and God need to feel these things. It is part of the learning experience.

You can know something intellectually, but to understand it, you must feel it.

Dianna: So what do you do to keep busy?

I love to visit with sick children in the hospitals. I give them love and try to cheer them as best I can.

Some young ones can actually see me and hear me. Of course, I do not live in that energy plane, but I can visit the same as I visit with you. These disabled or sick children chose a rough road in life and need all the inspiration they can get. They are often forgotten by their friends and lead a lonely life. Their parents are so caught up in the emotional pain of it and that does not help anyone. It is a lesson for all souls to learn and experience.

Dianna: Any words of advice to us, my friend?

That the key is to enjoy being alive on earth in a physical body. It can be a beautiful and delightful experience if you slow down and Feel it. Understand who you are as a whole being and appreciate the short years you have to experience the physical world. Make yourself laugh and act silly now and then. Do not take life or yourself too seriously. Have fun and play with the children and the animals that have no inhibitions about enjoying life.

Look at your pets lounging in the sun or the shade; feeling the wind in their fur. They know how to enjoy life! I use pets as an example because they are innocent and have trust in another–even the humans that may abuse them. They are not judgmental. They live in the Now and do not dwell on the past or worry about the future. Besides that, they get fed, lounge on a bed, get to play and many get pampered.

Enjoy life folks! Laugh as much as you can and love one another. Love life and trust in God. Help one another as much as you can…and…

Don’t call me Shirley!

Love to all!! (04/17/11)

Conversations with Music Legends: Heaven’s Hall of Fame Michael Jackson 1958 – 2009 Michael Joseph Jackson was an American recording artist, entertainer, and businessman. Often referred to as the King of Pop, Jackson is recognized as the most successful entertainer of all time.

Dianna: Do you feel better now?

Yes! Incredibly so! I never “remembered” that I could feel so good. My life was never as ideal as people thought. I never had a normal childhood to begin with.

It was what we did–I did not have a choice. And now I realize that I chose that Life expression and my brothers are in My Soul group. All of us that choose that path–it is so much harder than we ever anticipate. That is why you see so many so called “superstars” dying young.

We just want out!

I don’t know of anyone’s Ego that can handle all that bullshit effectively. I know that we create our own reality, but it was too much! I never had a chance to explore the spiritual side of Me. Yes, life was a game and I was very caught up in it. Very unhappy–very painful. Many times, for so long, I wanted to get out–to leave the body.

Maybe, in rare cases, it is possible to become aware of the game and step outside of it before it destroys You. I sure never found it! Sure, it was fun at first. But, your Soul cries out for recognition, and your Ego is so strong that it controls you completely. That was My life. Total Ego domination! This–was the only way to end the pain. I have asked FATHER for forgiveness,

but it was my choice to do this at this time. Yes, it was definitely the right decision.

I just sit and smile at all the craziness surrounding my death. Too bad the people cannot be happy for me and see that I am now free and at peace. Ready to move on and learn new things.

I came to You because You asked FATHER about ME and wished Me well. I wanted to thank You. I know that You meant it and that You understand why I did what I did. And, I know that I can trust you.

Again…I am doing well…so much better now. Thanks for caring. Maybe we will talk again. I AM off now to new adventures. Yes, I AM learning that We Are ALL ONE! (07/03/09) Dianna: You make me laugh-–Are You happy? Ok, no moon dancing in my room. Let’s get serious.

Yes, of course I am happy. I am saddened by all the dramas taking place back on Earth plane. I guess I caused controversy whether I was alive or dead. They will work it out. I just feel bad for my children–this has been very hard on them. The rest of the bunch will be fine, and I know they will capitalize on my memory.

For too many years, I was a money ticket for them.

Dianna: Were you an Ascended Soul when you entered the body as Michael?

Yes, I was. I did choose the family because my brothers and sisters had been together before. A soul group, as such. I would not have objected to the music.

It was the way that events spiraled out of control at an early age. It threw any other plans out the window and I was not strong enough to see reality clearly.

Just because you come into life as an Ascended Being, does not mean that you won’t get caught up in the “game.” I did not have the proper Spiritual training

or the freedom to pursue it. My life had ONE focus from as early as I can remember. And when Dad found out that I was actually talented, I was pushed even harder. Yeah, it was fun sometimes–I loved to perform for people. It is just that I was consumed by it and could not get out. As I grew into a teenager, I got to enjoy making my own music–the creative powers came to light.

Dianna: Let’s talk about the highlight years of Off the Wall and Thriller.

When I did Off the Wall, I had no idea it would be so successful. And it helped that music videos were peaking. It took off faster than I could hang on. Yes, it was fun performing, making music and videos. Such power! It does go to your head! The Ego feeds on it and becomes stronger. In spite of it all, I was still very lonely and unfulfilled. You can’t trust anyone to really love you for you at that point. I totally lost sight of who I really was at the Soul level.

Dianna: At some point, you started using your power to help others.

I tried to write songs that somehow were more socially relevant. I kept thinking about John Lennon, and how He tried to be socially conscious and help the world. He used His fame properly. It concerned me that so many of my fellow musicians were overly fortunate and wealthy and yet so many people on this Earth were poor and starving. It did not seem fair, and those of us that could help–should. Finally, I felt good about what I was doing. It felt right inside of me.

But it was not enough. Yes, my friends jumped on the bandwagon, but did not really feel the need to help out in any significant way. Maybe this World was always destined to be this divided. After awhile of

beating your head against a wall, you stop and ask why.

I guess if I really want to help people, I need to come back as a different choice. I have not figured that out yet, but I will return to body some day.

Dianna: Let’s talk about the “recluse” years.

Agh! Not a fun time of my life! I was so lost, confused and lonely. My heart was not in the music anymore. Truthfully, my heart was not in anything. Life was painful and I knew no joy. I was fearful and afraid of even being alive. Trusted no one! You would think in all that time I would have found my GOD and remembered the truth. I was way too caught up in my despair to let it go. I think my Soul gave up on me. And that happens to so many people. Sometimes, when you hit rock bottom, you beg GOD to show you the way out. Unfortunately, many of us rock stars never learn to acknowledge GOD, so we never invite Him into our lives. What a shame it is!

Dianna: What happened with the drugs, etc?

Hey, I was really screwed up and had no one to set me straight. Instead of being strong and telling me NO, I got everything I asked for. I discovered drugs were a way to escape reality. Only I did not do illegal drugs– my abuses were prescription varieties. We all have aches and pains, so it was easy to use painkillers. If only I had someone to grab me and slap some sense into me.

I tried to get back into music, but my heart was no longer in it. I knew I would never be as good as those early years. The energy was gone–the thrill was gone!

But I needed the money, from years of squandering it away. That is how we decided to do this latest tour. I had enough fans to support it and who knows, it might even knock me out of my depression. Rehearsals were

fun but painful on my out of shape body.

I started to add different drugs to my collection for various reasons. Get energy up–get it down to go to sleep. Kill the pain–you name it, I had it. I discovered this drug to knock you out. I wanted it so that I could go to sleep. Crazy, I know.

The poor doctor that they are charging with my death was only doing what I asked him to do. Yes, I guess I really did want to end it all and here was a way to do it. I did not do it as a suicide, but it kind of worked out that way.

Dianna: What now?

Right now, I am getting some remedial classes on being a proper Lightworker. I screwed up royally this last time. Eventually, I will try again with a whole different plan. I am happy now, just remembering who I am.

Dianna: Any words of advice to people?

• Make sure that you always have a good support system of beings with you that can make you see reality and help you find your way.

• Always, for yourself and your children, keep GOD in your life and remember your connection to Him. Ask for guidance regularly.

• Go through your life, sharing with others. Even if it is only your own self helping them to understand.

(08/27/09)

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About the Author Dianna Gutoski Hello, I am Dianna, the Communicator of these stories.

I grew up in the beautiful Pennsylvania countryside.

About the age of thirteen I found myself reading everything I could find in our small library on the subjects of Theosophy, philosophy and religions. My Mother was quite amused by my selected readings. I decided that Christianity was not for me as I could not believe all of the dogma. That is when I started studying Edgar Cayce and other “paranormal� subjects.

As a teenager I started to become aware of my past lives and my Ascended Master St. Germain.

At age 21 I attended the Arica School of Scientific Mysticism in New York City. This school was started by the Great Mystic Oscar Ichazo as a way for modern man to learn about the ancient instruction and traditions and to find Enlightenment. I actively worked with these teachings until my 30s and they still provide a basis for all that I know and practice.

About 2005, while living in Washington DC, I started working with Spiritual Clearance, SRT, Soul Retrieval and DNA programming. All of this work opened me to my own abilities. In 2007 I was told very clearly by my guidance to move to Arizona. During that time I started working with Arlen Bock. He helped me discover who I really was and learn how to properly channel.

Although a metaphysical student my whole life, it has only been about six years that I have been able to channel this way. I was a channel in many former lives, so it was natural for me to do so in this one.

C. Liane Luini Greetings from the designer of this book and web master for www.CosmicConversations.com.

I have been involved in spiritual study since college when I began to question the meaning of life. I too read Edgar Cayce, among others, and went for readings with psychics in my quest to understand how the cosmos worked and my place in it. Along with my spiritual study, I became drawn to computers and Internet Marketing. I’ve been studying web and print design, SEO and other forms of Internet Marketing for several years.

I now understand that all of this study was to prepare me for the call from my friend Dianna. Her guides and Creator Parent told her to contact me to do the technical work necessary to get their message out in a variety of forms. To say I’ve been honored to be chosen is an understatement! To say this experience has profoundly changed my life is also an understatement.

I hope as you read this book you will be inspired by the diversity of information and encouraged to read more in the full books.

Other Books by Dianna Gutoski Path to the Light, A Spiritual Journey with Ascended Master Godfre Ray King Ascended Master Godfre Ray King: Our Work Continues, Always and Forever The Jesus Scrolls, Creator’s Mission to Jesus Conversations with Buddha: How the Eightfold Path is Relevant for Today

Galactic Conversations: Meeting the Colossum Members Celebrity Conversations: Life After Death Experiences Conversations with Music Legends: Heaven’s Hall of Fame For more about Dianna, visit her Amazon Author’s Page and her website www.cosmicconversations.com.