No Other I Separately Exists
NOISE in VERSE
February, 2014 - January, 2015
Mรกtyรกs Markovics Matyi Latyi
The Path
Revelations (2014. February 3.)
Spirituality
Science
Business
Who believes in reincarnation? Who takes it as punishment? Who can see the opportunity, and who is going to be awake? If You as a scientist think that you are Not what others perceive you, how can you then perceive the object of your research and think that your findings are True. The Mind is a mere assistant. To be a CEO it has no competence. Let the Ego go! Get Grace on board and Hire the heart!
Entrec么te
Naturally (2014. March 3.)
First you buy eco products. Than you go Organic. Maybe you become vegetarian or vegan. Now you learn that your shampoo costs the life of many orang-utans. So rastafari or skinhead are your options. Your engagement or wedding ring may contain rocks of slavery. Will you stay single? The list goes on and on... There is only one way to escape, inwards. Find that inside of you who wants to be married, the one who wants to look beautiful. Who loves to eat, who thinks to live is to eat? Peanut butter, eggs, meat, vegetable makes no difference. Find those that destroy this planet within you! Will you find anyone? Seek till there is no-one left, stay with that, Life itself! Everything else will come naturally.
Control
Why (2014. March 15.)
The government is spying on you. Through media, they control how you see the world. By taxation the blood is sucked out of your body. Have you ever questioned God about these? The answer is Love. Because Love allows it. You love someone despite their wrong doing. Love is above all things and beyond. Forgiveness arises out of it, which clears up all the mess. Why all the hassle, than? Would you ever talk to God otherwise?
Lagoon
Weöres Sándor: Who thinks What of Me (2014. April 5.)
Who thinks what of me, I am that to them. Why do you regard me a bizarre orphan? You can see gathering signs on my brow: Yourself is that, by whom these are drawn. Whether it’s played by the Sun or the Moon Watch out, ’cause their light shine upon You. Judge me for a wise sage or a foolish droll: I’ll be the skin on which You ink the Law. Think I am smart? Trust me on your life. Think I am silly? My jester hat rings loud. If I’m a horse to you, you may ride my back. If I’m a lion to you, I’ll have you grabbed. In the lagoon of my eyes, see who I am? As Your reflection, the most faithful friend.
Turtles
Faith (2014. May 14.)
Whose desire is it to become one with God? Weren’t you raised by that very Creator? How can the piece merge with the Artist? Isn’t your faith the Master’s free will? One falls asleep and dreams of a world. Plenty little beings, living all in peace. Humans are the dumbest, They believe it is real. Here and there One tells them: Mother, love them children! Children, play your heart out! Father, provide them playground! You are all me in different customs. Play your roles with passion! I would like a nice dream. Love, Grace and Gratitude.
The Bright Light
Truth (2014. May 27.)
I practice capoeira, But I can never become a True Capoeirista. I practice karate, But I can never become a True Karateka. I can only become Truth itself. In fact, Truth, I already am. Only finding what I’m not, remains. I have yet to explore my experience With the knowing in my Heart that only, I am, ever present.
Floating Device
iThought (2014. June 5.)
The most ubiquitous smart device that you will ever need in Life. Just to annoy you, it continuously asks for upgrades. It is only when you get fed up, that it can fulfill its sole purpose. Which is to make you realize that one can live without it.
Rio
World Cup (2014. June 19.)
Ignorance is wanting to watch the world cup despite its notorious organizers. Thankfully Life is there to remind you that all you need, you already have. Desire is simply mistaking your happiness to be bound to what you want. When true happiness is found though you realize the generosity of Life. All that remains to be said is: Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Emptyness
God is the empty set (2014. July 21.) ∀S : ∅ ⊆ S ∀β ⊂ B : βi = {F0 . . . Fn } ♥(βi ,βj ) =
,βi =
|βi ∩βj | min(|βi |,|βj |)
P∞ j=0 ♥(βi ,βj )
= max(,B ) ∀φ ⊂ F : β, = β \ φ β, = ∅ =
Emptiness is the subset of every set. All being identifies with a set of features. Love is the shared similarity of two beings, measured by the overlap-coefficient. Happiness is a beings’ collective similarity to others. The purpose of life is to maximize happiness. The obvious algorithm for that: Repeatedly remove each feature from being and recalculate the similarities. Once a being is reduced to an empty set: they’re supremely happy and One with God.
Held by Grace
Thank you (2014. August 5.)
Thank you for showing me your true spontaneity. Thank you for taking me on the journey of thoughts into the world so that I can appreciate the comforts of home in you ever more. Thank you for revealing the habits of my mind. Thank you for reminding me my true nature.
Careful
Fear & Ignorance (2014. August 16.)
The fear of being taken over Is the ignorance of running over The fear from artificial intelligence Is the ignorance of killing an ant
Burst
Note to Self (2014. August 17.)
Rid me from trying to satisfy them. Let me stay within you all the time. Let me only be aware of being you. I am tired of the whirlpool of emotions. I am nor a boyfriend, nor a brother, nor a son. I am only you. How could I know what to do when, If I only care to do absolutely nothing. Though I care not to hurt anyone. Who am I than? I am trying not to hurt anyone. Though I end up doing so anyway. This vicious cycle of habit. Let me break out of it. Reveal it to me. Where are the clouds that sit on my moods? The clouds of sorrow of hurting a loved one. Let me watch them clouds passing by. A word that erupts an emotion. A half sentence that turns me blue. A dialog that makes me wanna run away. These are your precious gifts. Let me pass these tests. With loving gratitude.
Light Prevails
Death (2014. September 15.)
To lose a loved one is to stare into the eyes of God. There is a feeling that something impossible has happened. Follow this feeling and see for yourself what’s it about! Which comes closer to the truth, that your beloved is gone or that you have mistaken them for their body. The Love that was felt for them does not vanish. It cannot. That is impossible. In fact, with only one person you left in the relationship, Love is present ever more. Now, see if that one remaining person is real or not and merge with God. That is Heaven right here on Earth.
Opposites
Good & Bed (2014. October 21.)
Good fortune in life will bring you the temptation to feel special, to always feel excitement. Be humble and thankful for the happenings. See the thought of being special and the feeling of excitement. Know that these are appearances of you and as such, limitations of your own nature. Bad luck brings you a feeling of loneliness, a feeling of not being good enough. Be courageous! Don’t try to get rid of these feelings, don’t reject them. Let them play their role. See the habit of blaming yourself. See this thought arising. Know that your bad experiences and habits are not inherent in you. Just be.
Hidden Beauty
Obstacles (2014. December 9.)
The fear from making the same mistakes over and over again prevents us from learning from and coming over them.
Antidote
Ebola (2014. December 10.)
The belief that a Human Being is an isolated individual is the deadliest virus ever existed. It is not only capable of destroying the body of the host, but its surroundings, environment and ultimately the ecosystem the host lives in. Contrary to the host’s immune response to the virus, that is restless seeking of happiness, the only cure there is: is resting in the Being’s natural essence and realizing that happiness is not a thing to search for, rather it’s what a Being is. As the nature of Life is survival through experiments, every Being is repeatedly faced with increasingly painful traumas up until alternative happiness resolutions are being pursued and the reasoning of the infected mind is followed. The fear of a believed death is like an anti-virus, which triggers a shock to the host’s mind that short-circuits reasoning. With reasoning out of the way, the Being is naturally drown to the cure and the persuasion of alternatives fade away. This is the healing process of the Human Kind.
Windows
Life (2015. January 6.)
We believe that our Life is a passing day in an empty room. We believe that this room only exists when there is light. We believe that this room is made of the walls and the walls only. At dawn we are born. In the morning we learn to be a big hall. By noon we contain all nice furnitures, perfectly in place. Only because we were such a good specious rooms. Well, we do get tired in the hard work of pushing the limiting walls. The light is dimming, we fear of the unknown darkness and call it death. Not even the big halls can fight it, so we accept it as The End. Our neighbour says that when darkness comes furnitures disappear. Another one cries that the room is not a room without furniture. We are surrounded with blinking lights and limited spaces. Can we recognize that the light is like seeing and death is a blink of an eye? If darkness is the absence of light and death is the inability to see in the dark. Do we stop being for a moment when we close our eyes? Can we recognize that the space is what we are and the walls are illusory? How would we know of our neighbours if the walls were limiting? If we are space and limitless aren’t we also our neighbours? Are we separated from one another, can we even be united? If we are One, isn’t there only I, that am? What would that I do with all eternity at hand?
Background During 2014 I have been working at a digital publishing company, issuu. It was encouraged to engage with the product in every possible way, so the thought of creating a magazine like publication arose. However I did not know what to write about. 2014 for me was about spiritual development or seeking for imperishable happiness. I have followed non-dual teachers online. Somehow it became a habit to write down the revelations I’ve come to. By the end of the year I had around 50 notes. So the content for the magazines was provided. Given my passion for open source software, it was clear that I was going to create the publication in Latex.
Photos & Verses The Path Revelations Entrecôte Naturally Control Why Lagoon Weöres Sándor: Who thinks What of Me Turtles Faith The Bright Light Truth Floating Device iThought Rio World Cup Emptyness God is the empty set Held by Grace Thank you Careful Fear & Ignorance Burst Note to Self Light Prevails Death Opposites Good & Bed Hidden Beauty Obstacles Antidote Ebola Windows Life
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Thank you for taking interest in these intimate thoughts. May this interest bring you all that you are longing for in Life.
Acknowledgement Let me highlight a few influential teachers as an expression of my gratitude. I have watched live satsang streams of Mooji, one of the most popular spiritual gurus who is based in Portugal. On two occasions I have attended retreats of Rupert Spira, the ceramic from Oxford who speaks about our actual experience with mind-blowing clarity. Towards the end of the year I was pointed to Bentinho Massaro, the rebellious Jesus Christ of our time with Dutch origin. Thanks to anyone who has ever contributed to any open source community. Without them this publication would not be the same, regardless of my IT experience. Apart from the teachers and technicalities most importantly I owe to thank everyone who I got to meet throughout the year of 2014. They have all shaped my experiences. Thanks to my girlfriend, my sister, my father, my extended family, all my colleagues at issuu, my masters and sparring-partners in Karate and Capoeira, also my fellow seekers I have met in retreats.