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Yfcnjzofz ãktrnhjyyfz dthcbz geñkbretncz gj bplfybç: Kbcns Cflf Vjhbb. Rybuf ïï (≤Jpfhtybt≥). 4-t bplfybt, ljgjkytyyjt. Hbuf: Eueyc, 1994
1-t bpl. _ 1925 © Kfndbqcrjt jñotcndj Hthbøf, 1990, c bpvtytybzvb © Eueyc, 1994, c bpvtytybzvb © Eueyc, 2001, c bpvtytybzvb Dct ghfdf cjøhfyzçncz. Kçñjt djcghjbpdtltybt ljgecrftncz njkmrj c gbcmvtyyjuj hfphtitybz bplfntkz.
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Ghbdtn bcrfntkzv! Ghbdtn yjcbntkzv Jñotuj Ñkfuf! Ghbdtn Djcnjrf.
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Cghjczn: ≤Rnj lfk dfv Extybt?≥ _ Jndtxfqnt: ≤Vføfnvf Djcnjrf≥. Cghjczn: ≤Ult åt åbdän Jy?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Vtcnjåbntkmcndj Exbntkz yt njkmrj yt vjåtn ñsnm gthtlfdftvj, yj lfåt yt vjåtn ñsnm ghjbpyjcbvj. Djghjc dfi gjrfpsdftn, yfcrjkmrj ds lfktrb jn cvsckf Extybz. Lfåt gj xtkjdtxtcnde ds ljkåys gjyznm, yfcrjkmrj dfi djghjc dhtlty≥. Cghjczn: ≤Rjulf åt ghbujåecm?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Jn ctuj xfcf b lj dtrf≥. Cghjczn: ≤Rjulf åt ghbujnjdbnmcz r hfñjnt?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Yt nthzz xfcf≥. ≤Rjulf åt ñeltn pjd?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Lfåt cgbnt xenrj≥. ≤Rfr åt hfñjnfnm ãnj dhtvz?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Evyjåbd rfxtcndj nhelf≥. 4
Yeåyj ghjzdbnm lbcwbgkbye leøf, ñtp ytä yt cevttnt cnfnm cdjñjlysvb. Lkz hfñf jyf ñeltn nçhmvjç, lkz cdjñjlyjuj jyf ñeltn cfljv ghtrhfcyj-wtktñysv. Gjrf lbcwbgkbyf leøf _ jrjds, njulf pfgthns ldthb b gj cnegtyzv d jrjdfø yt gjlyznmcz. Vjåtnt gjyznm lbcwbgkbye leøf rfr rhskmz. Rnj gjqvän lbcwbgkbye leøf rfr jpfhtybt vbhjd uhzleobø, njn eåt ujnjd. Ghjphtdibq d ãdjkçwbç ghjqlän r ytq ñthtåyj, cdtnkj jncnhfyzz cjhbyrb c genb. Ukfdyjt, d yäv yt ñeltn cnhføf. B, ñhjcbd ytyeåyjt, jy jñhtnän ghjcnjne. Gjyznyj, xnj jcjpyfybt ãdjkçwbb dctulf ghtrhfcyj. Toä cghjczn: ≤Gjxtve d yfxfkt genb lfäncz vyjuj ghbznyjuj b ghjoftncz vyjujt?≥ _ Gjnjve xnj dyfxfkt hfpledfçncz dct juyb b gjpdfyysq blän afrtkjv. Jn ytuj pfdbcbn bpñhfnm rfxtcndj juyz cdjtuj. Gjybvfçobq lbcwbgkbye leøf gjqvän yfghfdktybt juyz b ljqlän lj rjjgthfwbb Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Rjytw genb vjåtn ñsnm jcdtoäy nsczxmç juytq Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Ãnf nsczxf juytq pfååän hfleue fehs. Djn gjxtve lbcwbgkbyf leøf _ rhskmz!
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JPFHTYBT 1. Ytrjulf cxbnfkfcm cjnyz djbyjd eåt cbkf. Gjnjv nsczxf eåt ñskf djqcrj. Cj dhtvtytv cnj nsczx vbh gjñtålfkb. Pfntv gjlyzkbcm vbkkbjys, yj b jyb yt bpvtybkb jhñbne leøf. Bnfr, cjñthe gjl pyfvtybtv Leøf 1 000 000 000 _ Ãnj ñeltn pyfr Vjtuj djqcrf. Cxbnfqnt, rjulf bcgjkybncz ãnj pyfvtybt B ctvm pyfväy endthlzncz! 2. Leø kbim cjdthityty, rjulf cjpyfän Rjcvjc; b ñsdftn xfcnj, yj yt evttv endthlbnmcz d cjpyfybb jñotybz c Bcnbyjç. B ytñj rfåtncz åbdsv, b vs ujdjhbv: ≤Veøb ktnfçn≥, _ nfr jñüzcyzçn kexibt rfcfybz ytphbvsø rhskmtd. Gecnjnf tcnm øhfybkbot Yfxfkf, yj ds xetnt genm Yfxfkf. 6
3. Levfqnt rfålsq ltym, rfr pfrjyxbnm Vjä Ltkj. Exbnt yfcktlybrjd _ rhfcjnt exbnt. Endthlbnt bø ukfp. Pfxtv ujls, rjulf vjåyj pfrjyxbnm d ytltkb. Hsr tlbysq ktuxt gthtytcnm, ytåtkb levfv lfdfnm gktcytdtnm. Gjnjve ujdjhç _ gjqläv, gjnjve cbks evyjåe. 4. Z gjikç _ ne Djkç Vjç ndjhbnt. Jcnjhjåyj ghbrfcfqntcm r ptvyjve; rjulf d genb yt yflj zcnd. 5. Lkz dyenhtyytq hfñjns, gecnm obn kåb ghjlflen. 6. Øjxe crfpfnm j rfhvt xbcnjq b ñthtåyj ghjqltyyjq. Jcnjhjåyj rfcfqntcm jcvjkäyysø epkjd celmñs. Ujhfplj jgfcytt rjcyenmcz eåt pfndthltksø, ghjiksø cjñsnbq, rjnjhst pf dfvb nzyencz. Gjctve ghtleghtålfç: ytbcgjkytybt erfpjd, ytedfåtybt Yfxfk dhtlbn ñjkmit, ytåtkb rfåtncz. Ntxtybt rfhvs vjåyj gjrhsnm kmljv gjybvfybz. Yj ñjqntcm hfpheibnm ãnjn gjrhjd ythfpevbtv bkb cdbhtgjcnmç, yf Obnt Yfitv pfghtoäyyjç. Gjdnjhzç _ ñkçlbnt lfyysq genm! 7
7. Rjve crfpfnm? Vek vjåtn dtpnb gjdjpre, yteåtkb leø xtkjdtxtcrbq yt pfcnfdbn ntkj hfljdfnmcz d nhelt? Vek ctljrf ytcän erhsnmcz jn ytgjujls, yteåtkb leø xtkjdtxtcrbq nhtdjåbncz ntxtybtv rfhvs? 8. Zdktybt Exbntkz yflj gjvybnm. Obn yflj xbcnj lthåfnm. Gjikç dcç pfobne, gjikç dct djpvjåyjcnb, yj lthåbnt ghjdjl rhtgrj. Chtlb ñtpevyjq njkgs pfrhjqnt jujym leøf. Xbnfqnt Vjç rybue b ujkjcfv ñtlcndbq yt eåfcfqntcm, bñj cktgjq yt dblbn nj, gjrfpfyyjt dfv. Yj lkz gjkmps ujdjhç, gjvbyfqnt xfot Vjä Bvz. Levftnt, eljdjkmcndbt _ dbltnm vähndst cnhfys? Yj pfvtxfqnt gfltybt vbhf kåb. Kjåm, kjåm, kjåm _ gjubñyb! 9. Kexit Extybt yflj gjyznm, yeåyj Extybt yføjlxbdj ghbvtyznm. Eksñfqntcm vfksv rfvyzv! 10. Exbntkm erfpsdftn: evtqnt xeznm eps, cjxtnfdibt dfc zdktybtv xeltc. Ksrjv xelysv gjldzpfyf jñedm dfif yf ljkubq genm. Rfr ghjikjt, nfr åt kzåtn b ñeleott. 8
Jxyenmcz ytkmpz jn dcnhtx ceåläyysø, B yt extcnm gjckfybq yf cnhfybwfø åbpyb. Nfr eujnjdfyj, yj yt hdbnt nrfym Vjç. Eyjcbn dbøhm ythfpevbz kexibt hbceyrb, gjckfyyst Vyjç. Yt yflj hfccsgfnm cjrhjdbof, jnlfyyst yf zdktybt vbhe. Vfkjktnbt yt tcnm jghfdlfybt. Kexit gjñtle ghfplyjdfnm gjckt gthdjq ñbnds, ytåtkb ñkeålfnm gjl ptvkäç. Gjnjve ujdjhç _ blbnt dvtcnt b erhjqntcm jlybv Obnjv. Rfålsq gecnm jxbcnbn lsøfybt, yt gjhjålfz gskb uytdf. B, cjñbhfz wdtns ghtlfyyjcnb, gjqvän gjkmpe Vjtuj genb. Yfcbkmyj kb dtle dfc? Yfcbkbt Yfv yt cdjqcndtyyj. Yj tckb bläv dvtcnt, rfr åt yt gjlfnm cjdtn! Gjnjve ujdjhç _ kexit, gjnjve ujdjhç _ kexit levfqnt b yt cgjnsrfqntcm. 11. E Yfc yf dtcfø ecnhtvktybt leøf nzåtktt dctuj. Elfxf åbpyb erhtgkztncz kbim ãktrnhbxtcndjv vjkbnds gjldbuf. Extybt leøf cjplfän gfywbhm ntkf. Xez vjkybb vbhf, gjkjåbnt yjdeç pfrkflre rybub yf pbve. Exe velhj gjyznm ñeleott. 9
Elfxf ljkåyf cktljdfnm pf Vjbvb kçlmvb. Vjåtnt velhj ghbybvfnm Vjb dthcnjdst cnjkñs. 12. Åthndf, åthndf, åthndf! Gjckt _ gjkextybt, b gjckt _ njhåtcndj leøf. 13. Rfålsq lthåbn wtkm. Z gjcskfç dhfnf leøe ujlyst, vjåyj bvb djqnb d ghtjñhfåäyysq vbh, ult hfpev gjkexftn ljv dj dctø ptvkzø. Leø ktnfnm yfexftncz, rjulf ujht pfjcnhbn phtybt. Kex cjpyfybz Ñtcghtltkmyjcnb jcdtoftn gjckfyyjt ñkfuj. Tcnm genm ptvkb b genm rhskmtd. Hfpñthbcm b jnvthm. 14. Nexb rheujv, yj Pdtplf Enhf djcøjlbn. 15. Rfålfz vbyenf gjybvfybz leøf rkflän fkvfp d cjrhjdboybwe djpvjåyjcntq. 16. Xfcnj xthtp ñjktpyb ljcnbåtybz jñjcnhzçncz. Cd. Ahfywbcr b cd. Nthtcf ñskb xfcnj ñjkmys. Gbafujh bvtk ñjktpym cthlwf. B kexibt pehys nthzkb cnheys. 17. Vfnthtq velhjcnm ghtlecvfnhbdftn jrrekmnyst eckjdbz ghb hjåltybb htñäyrf. Leø vfnthb pyftn, rfr dhfu gsnftncz gjdhtlbnm yjdjve genybre. D gthtøjlyjt dhtvz pfhjåltybz ktuxt gjljckfnm zl. Kturj 10
evyjåbnm uytd vfnthb b yfgjkybnm ljv cjhjv ytljdjkmcndf. Velhj gsnfçncz vfnthb ecnhtvbnm ukfp yf kbrb cdznsø bkb entibnmcz gthtl kbrjv ghbhjls. 18. Jnlfdfz, gjkexftv. Ghtpbhfz dtob, gjkexftv ytñtcyjt jltzybt. 19. Ajhvf jåbdftn cjlthåfybtv b yt pfñsdftncz. 20. C lthpjcnmç djpmvbnt d herb dfi obn. Jlyj ghjie _ yt jckfñmnt cbke pjkjnjv. Extybt Vjä yt kçñbn pjkjnj. 21. Gjofls yt vjåtn ñsnm, rjulf pfrjy rfhvs lj pyfrf ljkåty bcgjkybnmcz. Rfhvf ljujybn, yj rfxtcndj tä vjåtn ñsnm bpvtytyj ljñhjdjkmyjq åthndjq ytpyfrjvsv kçlzv. 22. Kexit ctqnt, ctzntkb! Ptvkz ujnjdf crjhj! Tckb yt gjvjxm vbhe jcjñsv zdktybtv _ ndthlm yt dslthåbn. 23. Gjpjde d Ljv Vjq, rjuj dbåe ghbñkbåfçobvcz. Vtx dbczobq yfgjkyztn leø ñjkmç.
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24. Zd¶nt elfxyj eujlyjt Vyt ltkj, eljñyjt dfv, lheåtcrjt ltkj, eujnjdkzçott Ljv Vjq. Jñhfps kçñdb cjñbhfqnt. E kçñdb ckjdbnt gjybvfybt kexit eñhfnm Ljv. E Ljñhf cghjcbnt, rfrjt cjlthåfybt ghbkbxtcndetn Ljve. E xtcnb epyftnt Ljvf xbcnjuj cjzdktybt rhfcjnt. Ezdktybt dfituj nhelf wdtnfv gjljñyj. Yt djpmve yb jñjkf, yj djplfv ltcybwtç cnjhbwtç. 25. Lfåt ghjcnfz øjpzqrf crfåtn: ≤Yt uhzpybnt cnegtyb, byfxt ghbläncz ghbñhfnm cjh cdjq≥. Nfråt ghjñjlfçobt fehs Exbntkz b cdzpfyysø c Ybv kçltq yfyjczn ctñt lshs. Yt yfrfpfybtv, yt jnvotybtv _ yj jñhfnyfz bcrhf. Gjnjve gecnm jcnthtuencz pfnhjyenm Yfib Ltkf, jcjñtyyj ntgthm, rjulf ãktrnhbxtcndj yfghzåtyj. Gecnm crfåen: ≤Kexit yt nhjymnt≥, _ ntv, b lheubv, rnj yt dthbn, xnj ghb cjkywt ñsdftn uhjv. Yj ñelen ñkfujckjdtyys erhtgkzçobt ñhjyç fehs. 26. Jndtn vjåyj lfnm kbim xbcnsv cthlwfv. Evtqnt vjom kçñdb c uhjpjç cjtlbybnm. 27. Ñkfuj b pljhjdmt _ d ljdthbb; eujnjdfyj Kexjv yeåyjt dctulf. Pfñkeåltybt hfphsdftn nrfym ntkf. 12
28. Ehjyjv yt yflj cxbnfnm ecnegre kerfdsv herfv. Gjcktljdfntkm velhjcnb kçñbn ukzltnm dgthäl yfljkuj. Elthåbnt lehyst yfujdjhs eksñrjç ñtp hfplhfåtybz. Elfxf e evjhäyysø kçltq gjljñyf cnhet rjhjnrjuj ajynfyf, yj velhsq ljvjøjpzby nhelfvb ghjdtlän djle bp jrtfyf b yfckflbncz dtxyjç ghjøkfljq ajynfyf. 29. Ljdjkmyj j dhfufø ujdjhbnm, rjulf gjldbu vjåtn cdtn dtkbrbq pfåtxm. Etlbytybt ljytcän dtcnm kexit njkrjd njkg. 30. Kjøfyrf vbhf gthtgjkytyf ñfwbkkfvb. Nrfym pfrhsdfçofz nhtgtotn, yj djkitñysq wdtnjr yf Ptvkt ljkåty ñsnm cjhdfy herfvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb. C dfvb Z, yj rjulf cnfyjdkçcm vjkxfkbdsv, pyfxbn, ghbybvfç d Obn cnhtks, gjckfyyst dfv. D tlbytybb dpbhfqnt yf ltym zdktybz, rjulf pyfybt djqlän d Vjq Ljv. Eåt hjåltys yjcbntkb pyfybz. 31. Ujdjhç j xeåbø vjcnfø b djhjnfø. Gj genb dcnhtxfçncz xeåbt vjcns _ cgtiyj yflj ghjøjlbnm bø, yt cvjnhz dybp, bvtz jlyj åtkfybt _ crjhtt ljqnb lj ñthtuf. 13
Nfråt yt pflevsdfqntcm gthtl xeåbvb djhjnfvb, yj nhtñeqnt ghjøjlf, yt yfheifz cgjrjqcndbz dfituj, bñj genm dfi htiäy. Gjhs yeåyj øeljve djpleøe xbcnsv gjvsckjv pfrhsnm. Yj rjulf nzårj, gjdnjhzqnt: ≤Dcä-nfrb ble d Cfl Ghtrhfcysq, yt ñjçcm djhjn ehjxysø. Gjxtve obn yflj vyjç? _ Cjøhfybnm vtyz. Tckb yjdst pfghels djpybryen, gj ybv gthtqle, bñj yt ñjçcm!≥ 32. Pfxtv gjuheåfnmcz d fcnhfkmysq vbh? Gjcnhflfdibt, ujhtdibt leøjv b nhelbdibtcz hfleçncz. Yj ctzntkb pltcm b åytws nfv. Zdkztncz ñjufnsq ehjåfq yf dct ptvyst pähyf. Zlhj hfcnän; gjybvfybt pfdjädsdftn yjdst hfpvths ñeleobø pähty. Gjnjve pfxtv djghjifnm fcnhfkmysq vbh! 33. Ntgthm j dtcnybrt. Lfåt d åbpyb cgtibnt yfdcnhtxe gjxnfkmjye, nfr åt yflj ghjnzyenm here r Yfitq gjcskrt. Ahjyn rjkçxbø ghtgzncndbq vtiftn Yfibv dtcnybrfv, yj yjåybws xeltcyst tcnm e dfc htpfnm pfuhfåltybz. Gjvjubnt zcyjç fehjç ljñhfnmcz lj dfc. 14
Ujkeñç nhelyj ktntnm d nevfyt. Dtle crjhtqibv genäv, b d vbyene pfnvtybz ujnjd gjckfnm dtcnybrf, yj jnjghbnt tve ldthb, yf ljålt cnexfnmcz nzåtkj. Gjkçñbnt jlbyjxtcndj vsckb, rjulf bcrhs hfpevtybz gktnen dtyjr gjpyfybz. B rfr Z hexfkcz pf dfc, nfr åt gjhexbnt ctñz Vyt. Herjç Vjob endthålfç genm r Dscjnfv. Ñkfuj ghbvbnt, rjulf Vjb gjcks lflen dtcnm: ≤Jy ghbiäk!≥ Xfc cxfcnmz lfy b gj genb wdtns. Rfrjt ltkj dfv lj lkbyysø her, lj cjñfr b lj nbuhjd? Ndjhbnt dtkbrjt ltkj Ñjuf åbdjuj. 34. Kzåtn cvsck d gjhzljr, rjulf gjcvjnhbnt c ujh. Yflj pfvtxfnm bcrhs, crjhj jyb yfxyen ckbdfnmcz d gkfvz yjdjuj gjybvfybz jcyjd. Gjcnhjbnm fhre vtåle genzvb gjkyjuj pfrfnf b djcøjlf ytkturj. Yjcbntkb leøf yt epyfùn lheu lheuf. Ghbckeibdfqntcm b pfgbibnt ujkjcf cnhfyysø abueh yf genb dfitv. Gjckt cjkmänt cdtltybz, gjrfpfd ktcnybwe ghfrnbxtcrbø djpvjåyjcntq. 15
Yjå dybvfybz jcnhbncz, cdzpm rhtgytn, rjulf evtkst bcrhs vjom yfcnjhfåbdfçn, yt pfnhfubdfz rfhve. 35. Jñüzcyç, gjxtve dfåyj pfvtxfnm ckjdf b jñhfps lfdftvst. E Yfibø extybrjd tcnm eghfåytybt vsckb, rjulf lfäncz bp wtkjuj cjjñotybz xfcnm bkb jlyj ckjdj. B, gjxez yfghfdktybt vsckb, rfålsq ljgjkybn gj hfpevtybç cdjtve, joeofz zdktybt, ñjktt ñkbprjt ctñt. Yj cj dhtvtytv kbxyjt dsntcyztncz jñobv cjpyfybtv, b gj jlyjve ckjde cnhjbncz ckjåyjt gjcnhjtybt _ gjkexftncz ibah leøf. 36. Jrrekmnyj rheu zdkztncz jkbwtndjhtybtv xtkjdtxtcrjuj jhufybpvf, hfcibhtyyjuj djpvjåyjcnzvb. Cthtlbyyst abuehs ytcen gjxänyst aeyrwbb cthlwf. Hjcn jhufybpvf b gjdhtåltybz tuj jnhfåfçncz yf cthlwt. Vføfybt her dspsdftn ecnfkjcnm, ntv ñjktt ytjcjpyfybt ecnhtvktybq. Eåt pyftnt ghbnxe j øjhjdjlt b j obnfø. Eåt pyftnt, xnj kexitt lkz rheuf xbckj ctvm. Gznm zdkztncz jrjytxyjcnzvb ntkf. Ghblfnrb vjuen ytcnb kbim jcjñst aeyrwbb bkb jghfdlfybt rfhvbxtcrjuj eckjdbz. 16
Nhelyj cjcnfdbnm rheu, yj toä nhelytt bpvtybnm; bñj ytkmpz pfvtybnm cthlwt rjytxyjcnmç, b ytkmpz ddtcnb ytjhufybpjdfyysq leø. Yf ãnjn ckexfq ceotcndeçn cdbltntkb ñkbprbt, rjnjhst yt ñelen jnzuxfnm fhnthbç lfkärjuj cthlwf. 37. Ntgthm j rfhvt. Tckb r euflfyyjq nzujcnb ghbñfdbnm cdzpb rfhvs, nj rfr nzårj ñsdftn ytcnb dcä ytcjhufybpjdfyyjt vsiktybt. Vjåyj jñktuxbnm, jcnjhjåyj rfcfzcm gjdthø ythdysø djcghbznbq. Yj xtkjdtxtcrjt vsiktybt nfr kturj ñhjcftn yf dtcs ubhb, kbim ñs cñhjcbnm cdjq dtc, nzyeobq r ptvkt. Yj pf rfåljt ldbåtybt herb ñjkbn ñtlyjt cthlwt. 38. Nhelyf pflfxf yt ljñfdbnm dhfujd. Yflj pyfnm rfvyb e gjhjuf, yj jujhxfnmcz bvb yt yflj. 39. Yt jlyj, yt ldf, f vyjåtcndj cthltw r dfv yfghfdktyj, b ctnm djpvjåyjcntq gktnäncz bcrecysvb herfvb. Njkmrj yt hdbnt ctnb. Cxbnfqnt zdktybz rfåljuj lyz. Hjcrjim ljkåyf gjrbyenm dfc. 17
Yfqlänt kbr jcjñsq, ghblänt cfvb xthtp Vjtq cnhfys ghbhjle. Lj rjyxbrf vjpuf gjuhepbnmcz ljkåys d cjpyfybt Vjbø djpvjåyjcntq. Rbcyenm ybrjve yt ghbcnfkj. 40. Ytljdjkmys leyjdtybtv dtnhf rjvfhs: yt ljktntnm b yt eåfkbnm. Yt yflj yjdsø dhfujd. Cfvb ljqlen, rnj dfv yfpyfxty. 41. Njkmrj ufhvjybxyjcnm ñfnfhtb vjåtn rjynhjkbhjdfnm cbke. Kex vjåtn zdbnm pyfxtybt, kbim rjulf ltqcndetnt gj Erfpe. 42. Rjulf ñeltnt ujdjhbnm Bvtytv Vjbv, crfåbnt: ≤Herf Cjplfntkz d ldbåtybb dctulf; gjnjve dcä ldbåtncz≥. Dblbnt yf rjkmwt ldt cgbhfkb _ rfr gj jlyjq vjåyj gjlyznmcz, nfr åt gj lheujq vjåyj cgecnbnmcz. Lfåt Fhøfn cgecnbnmcz vjåtn pkjegjnhtñktybtv xelf. Bvtqnt gjcnjzycndj yt njkmrj dj dhtvz Vjtuj Jñotybz, yj b rjulf ghtljcnfdktys cjñcndtyysv ltqcndbzv, bñj njkmrj njulf pfrfkztncz yføjlxbdjcnm leøf. 18
Gjikç ctvm ckexftd ghjzdbnm yføjlxbdjcnm. Vyjuj cnärjk vjåyj hfpñbnm, yj dhtlty ljv ñtp gjrhsirb. Djktç Yfxfk vjåtnt cjøhfybnm cjrhjdbot ljdthtyyjt. Åtkfybtv yeåysv jrheåbntcm b, cvjnhz yf rjkmwj, gjdnjhbnt: ≤Yt cgeoecm!≥ 43. Djcnjhu cxbnfqnt zdktybtv vjoysv yf genb r Yfv. Cnfhjt _ cnfhsv. Pyfr Vjq yfljñyj øhfybnm d yjdjq rybut, d yjdjv leøt, d yjdjv ltqcndbb. 44. Rjulf rfgkz ljålz cnexbncz d jryj _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! Rjulf gnbwf nhtgtotn _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! Rjulf kbcnmz ytcencz dbøhtv _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! Rjulf käl hfcnjgkztn cjkywt _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! Rjulf djkys cvsdfçn leitdyeç crjhñm _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! Rjulf rhskj jpfhtybz rjcyäncz cvzntyyjq leib _ ãnj Vjq pyfr! 19
Cxbnfqnt cnegtyb, rjulf blänt rj Øhfve, bñj rfålfz ctlmvfz cnegtym ytcän Vjq pyfr! Rjulf zdbnt yjdjt gjybvfybt Vjtuj pyfrf, edblbnt cdthrfybt pfhybws vbhjd. Ldthm dfv jnrhsk, yj djqnb vjåtnt njkmrj cfvb. 45. Ytheibvj ujdjhç: gjrf cj Vyjç, gjrf ñtp hfplhfåtybz, gjrf ñtp cjvytybz, ytbcxbckbvs gjnjrb djpvjåyjcntq. Ytbphtxtyys Cbks, ckeåfobt dfv. Ytceobt Rfvtym bpkexfçn pdäpls ñkfuf. Yjdst djpvjåyjcnb lfys rfålsq ltym. Rjhpbys gktnbnt cjñhfnm pdäpls. Hfcrbymnt ifnhjd gjkjnyj gjlødfnbnm lfhs _ nfr dtle! 46. D enhtyybt xfcs nhelbntcm, dtxthjv hfleqntcm Bvtytv Vjbv. D yjdsq genm! 47. Kex Vjq _ Lsøfybt dfit. Herf Vjz _ Pyfvz dfit. Obn Vjq _ Ujhljcnm dfif. Ljv Vjq _ Ghbñtåbot dfit. Ujhf Vjz _ Xelj dfit. Åtkfybt Vjä _ Pfrjy dfi. Gjzdktybt Vjä _ Cxfcnmt dfit. Leø Yfituj Ñhfncndf lf ghtñeltn c dfvb. 20
48. Extybtv dybryed d ceoyjcnm gjckfyyjuj cxfcnmz, yflj blnb rhtgrj cnegfz, pyfz, rfr djcrhtcftn dtkbxfqifz yfltålf xtkjdtxtcndf, yf Rfvyt jcyjdfyyfz. Ñeltv vjkbndtyyj ålfnm yfi åhtñbq. 49. Kerfdst ujkjcf zdktybz gsnfçncz yfcjhbnm, yj gjvybnt _ hfplhfåtybz yt ñjkmit gskb, b bpñtufqnt bø. Exe yf zdktybzø åbpyb. Lfç pyfrb rfålsq ltym. Rfr ktgtcnrb hjp, csgzncz pyfrb, bñj dhtvz ñkbprj. Levfqnt j Yjdjv Vbht, levfqnt j itcndbb yfhjljd. 50. Gkfxú cnjhbwtç, yj gjnthzyyjt cnjhbwtç djkjxbncz. J vzx celmñs! Relf gjgfläim b relf jncrjxbim? Cdtn ntñt yfxthnfy _ ecgtq, vzx, ljktntnm! Elthåb kerfdjt dhfotybt! 51. Rjulf cnfytnt e cntys gkfxf, gjvybnt _ hfljcnm blän! Dfv ujdjhç _ yf Djcøjl jñhfnbntcm, Vjç Póhç ephbnt! Crjkmrj ghtrhfcyj vbhj, pfgfcäyyjt djdhtvz! Ljhju wdtnjr, gjcfåtyysq d Vjq xfc! Xfie xfcf Vjtuj yt ghjktqnt! 21
Xelj blän! Eyfcktleqnt, åleobt! Cjcel lhtdybø dhtväy dthyekcz! 52. Gjxtve bpevkztntcm lfyysv chjrfv? Yt euflsdftv, yj dblbv. Cghócbnt, rfr cjñbhfnmcz dfv? Crfåe _ cøjlbntcm vjkbndtyyj. Kexit ghjvjkxbnt, yt uhtvbnt dtofvb, ujkjcjv yt dsrhbrbdfqnt, bñj rhskmz leøf hfcnen d nbibyt. Vjkbndtyyj gjcdznbnt dhtvz lkz Yfibø Jñotybq, bñj ghbytcäv cfvjt kexitt lkz Jñotybz. Jñotybz ghjdjl cjtlbyztn xelyeç ktcnybwe lj dscjxfqibø zdktybq Cjplfntkz _ ktcnybwe Leøf. Vjåtnt ñjhjnmcz d åbpyb, vjåtnt yføjlbnm, rjulf xfc gjpdfnm Here Vjç. 53. Rfr ålfnm hfpdbnbz ltk? Rfr djkys bvtçn hbnv, nfr ltkf hfcnen vthjç gjlüävf b jåblfybtv gkfdyjuj yfhfcnfybz. Gjyzd xfc ñfhfñfyf, ekjdbnt åbpyb ifu. D vbyens nbibys extybt erkflsdfqnt yf gjkre jgsnf. Rfr xbnfnm gbcfybz Velhsø? Yflj etlbybnmcz b ghbvthbnm xbnftvjt r hfpysv cdjbv yfcnhjtybzv. 22
Djn z yjdjhjåläyysq, Djn z cnfhtw, Djn z bpuyfyybr, Djn z dkflsrf, Djn z ytdblzobq, Djn z gjpyfdibq vbhs. Rj dctv bcnjrfv ghbkjåbnt gjpyfdftvjt dtkbxbt Kjnjcf. 54. Åtvfybnmcz ytkmpz, rfr kmds blbnt. Ljñhj erhfiftn dfi ljcgtø. Zdktybt elzotuj Z dfv gjikç b Here ceye d rjktcj euhjps. Cxbnfç, yflj exbnmcz yf ghbvthfø yfgfltybz. Jujym Ptvkb ghjñbnmcz øjxtn. Erfp Vjq extybrfv: pfrjyyf Vjz ghjcmñf, blbnt cehjdj, yj ñtp hfplhfåtybz. Hfplhfåtybt ltkftn dfi cjcel cntrkzyysv b øhegrbv. Cthtñhzyfz xfif ghbkbxytt Rfvyç. Elthåbdfç kbdtym vtkrbø cnhtk. Ntgthm nfr ñkbprj, rjulf hexfntkmcndj lhtdytt bcgjkyztncz. 23
55. Leøjv elthå¶nt Extybt leøjdyjt, njkmrj leø vjåtn ghbdtcnb Wfhcndbt Ñjåbt yf ptvkç. Nfr åt ghjcnj, rfr Vjb ckjdf, ghbñkbpbncz Wfhcndj Leøf. Nfr åt ghjcnj jnvtnencz ceøbt kbcnmz ghjikjq pbvs. Ytn ghjikjuj, tcnm cdtn ñeleotuj _ bv blbnt. Z gjpdfk dfc jn gexbys åbpyb. Z, Z, Z peñs dfib pfjcnhbk. Z gjkjåbk gthtl dfvb wdtn pyfvtyb. Gjqvbnt Extybt dj dcäv dpvføt rhskmtd. Rj Vyt dtlän kbim dthøybq genm, ybpjv yt ljcnbxm. Erfps Vjb lthåbnt velhsvb pfvrfvb. Levfvb djcøjlbnt, cfvsvb jndfåysvb, bñj Z vjkybtq gjke ifnhf dfituj gjlyzk. Leøjv pfñelmnt j ybxnjåyjcnb. Cdtn ceåläyysq dtkbr! Nfr blbnt. 56. Xbcnst vsckb pfcjhzçncz lfhjdsvb ceåltybzvb vtcnysø kçltq. Pf ktcfvb gkjøj cksiyj. Yeåyj Vjb pfrjys jncnjznm d dfibø kçñbvsø ltkfø. 24
57. Øjxe crfpfnm dfv _ dctç cbkjç leøf blbnt cvtktt. Eps ptvkb yt gjvtifçn. Elfxf gjdtlän jndfåysø. Rfr ujhysv wdtnfv nhelyj øjnz yjxm ghjñsnm d ñjkjnt, nfr dfv ytkturj. Elfhtybt dhfåtcrjt yf cnheyfø pdexbn, yj rjunzv yt gjcnhjbnm cbvajybç. Obn Vjq jndäk vyjuj rjgbq jn dfc. 58. Zve hsnm kturj, yj nhelyj gjcnhjbnm ljv. Xeåjt ukevktybt cjhbn euks. Yj gthjv rhskf cjnhänt gskm, gjnjve rhskj ñthtubnt. 59. Vjq pyfr vjåtn ljdtcnb dfc. Gjcnfdmnt gthtl cjñjç Ljv Vjq. Kbim ãnbv gjldbujv ljcnbuytnt. Eltk dfi _ vbyjdfnm njkgs, gjcskfz bv dscitt Ñkfuj. Xbcnj cthtñhj c ujh, njkmrj r ytve yflj ljhjue yfqnb. Yj uhzpm ãnbø lytq ybxnjåyf gj chfdytybç cj cdtnjv ñeleobv. Vjåyj cevyeç ne leve gjyznm, pfukzyed d lsøfybt kçlcrjt, _ rfr lsv pfcnbkftn jyj djpleø. Vextybt gthtlfäncz gj djkyfv ãabhf. 25
Yt ljkåyf Ptvkz crjhtt gjkjåtyyjuj chjrf hfpñbnm wtgm, crjdfyyeç cfvbvb. 60. Cdtn dtkbr, lfyysq Extybtv Yfibv. Njkmrj yjdjt _ yjdsv. 61. Ljdjkmyj gjdthbnm pyfrfv, xnjñs cjplfnm djkye cbks; nfr jñjçlyj gjvjuftv e cdtnkjuj zdktybz. Leve xelyeç, ghjcdtnkäyyeç d ctñt ytcbnt _ edbltnm Yfi Ljv. Rjulf xetnt zdktybt gjldbuf, njulf gjvybnt _ ybnm xelyfz djpujhftncz. Vjtq leit kturj cjpyfdfnm, xnj ybrnj dfc yt jcnfyjdbn. Ikç hfljcnm, ezdbnt dybvfybt. Zdbnt ecgjrjtybt, celjhjuf rjyxbncz. 62. E käurjuj evf ceåltybt rfnbncz rjktcjv. Elfksq ghjcbn ker, gnbwe cfv ljcnfytn. 63. Elfxe yflj rfr wdtnjr hfcnbnm. 64. Vjq Ukfp _ dfi cdtn! Vjz Herf _ dfif pfobnf! Vjä Cthlwt _ dfi zrjhm! Tlbyf kçñjdm lthåbn ybnm ljcnbåtybz leøf. Gexbyf yt gjukjnbn jujym. 26
65. Zlhj ktnbn dgthäl _ genb ytn yfpfl. 66. Elfxf zdkztn rhskmz. Bcrfntkb gjldbuf, cjøhfyç dfc yf uhtñyt djkys b gjcnfdkç yfl ghjgfcnmç, rfr yf ñfiyt ytghbcnegyjq. 67. Åtkfz lheubv pkj, cfvb eufcfçn. Ntvys dhtvtyf. Obn lthåbnt rhtgrj. Ñhspufvb hfpktnbncz, rnj jncnegbn. 68. Zdbnt gjcnegm ndähleç. Øhfybnt cthlwt, bñj rjulf jyj dvtoftn dtcm vbh, yflj ñthtåyj ytcnb cjcel. Ghjcnj blbnt dgthäl ñtp kzufybz. Elthåbdfz hfplhfåtybt, cjplfänt yjdeç jñjkjxre leøe. Lfåt rjym kexit crfxtn ñtp gtys. 69. Rfr bcrhs cjplfçn jpjy, nfr hfñjnf leøjd nrän gjvjom. Njkmrj jnrhjqnt xbcnjt jryj _ b gjvjom ktnbn. 70. Ytdblbvjt extybt blän ytghtcnfyyj. Hfpybwf leøf gjpyfäncz kbim yf uhfybwt cnegtytq. Hjcn leøf gjpyfäncz ytphbvsv uhflecybrjv. 71. Veåtcndj yflj cjñhfnm, kmdfvb ghjqnb _ gjldbu nfr hfcnän. Yt åfktz ghtåytuj, ñelexb ujnjdsvb obn gjlyznm dj dczrbq xfc. 27
72. Veåtcndj dctv pfgjdtlfç _ lfåt ujkeñm gecnm kmdjv cnfytn. Yt Yfv yeåyj veåtcndj dfit, yj dfv. Eksñrjç jcnfyjdbnt hfpheitybt øhfvf. Gjkän vjåtnt jljktnm kbim veåtcndjv. Dcä cjdthibncz d kexitt dhtvz. Euflsdfqnt, xnj yeåyj gjdnjhznm: ≤Veåtcndj b nthgtybt≥. Gecnm gjcvjnhzn hfñjne gjkbhjdfybz rfvyz, rfr ndählj b jcvjnhbntkmyj øjlbn herf hfñjnybrf _ b dctuj pf gjläyyeç gkfne. Ytchfdytyyj hfñjnf cjplfntkz cnjbn. 73. B pyfybt ghbøjlbn kbim ghb ujnjdyjcnb leøf. Erfp b cnhfø kbim dhfufv. 74. Zdkç dctv gj pfckeufv _ ñjkmibq åthndjdfntkm ñjkmit gjkexbn. Gjcthtñhç rfåljt cfvjgjåthndjdfybt. Erhjoe rfåleç pfñsdxbdjcnm. Lfv hfljcnm! Rjve juytyysq genm jgfcty, njve kexit pfvthpfnm c nfhfrfyfvb. Eljdjkmcndeqntcm gjnjrjv xelyjq Ñkfujlfnb, bñj uhfl ñjkmyj ñmän _ kexit gjkexbnm Kex Vjq. 75. Rnj cktletn Yjdjve Vbhe, gjkexbn gjcjø cthtñhzysq. 28
76. Ujdjhç: dctve gjkjåty ehjr. Rnj yt ecnhfibncz gjlyznmcz r Yfv? 77. Ybnre vjåtv lfnm, yj pfjcnhbnm buke ljkåys cfvb; vfnthbfk lfäncz, yj ghjnryenm ljkåys cfvb. Blbnt cfvsv dscjrbv genäv. Yflj gfhece ñsnm ñtkjcytåysv. 78. Xthtp jujym, xthtp lsv, xthtp xeltcf, xthtp dthe _ blbnt! Cdthrfqnt vjkjljcnmç leøf, gecnm ñeltnt cfvsvb vjkjlsvb b gjldbåysvb. Gjldbuf gfhec cfvsq ghjxysq. 79. Njkmrj kbrjdfybtv leøf ghjøjlzn vjcn cbzçobq. Ctç pyfrb _ yføjlxbdj gjlñthbnt. 80. Vjom dfif ñeltn hfcnb; kbim pfrhsdfz gkfvz, jñjååänt herb. Gkfvz dths gecnm cdtnbn cdjñjlyj. Exbntkm cktlbn pf rfålsv gjvsckjv, ujnjdsq jnjñhfnm kexibt pähyf tlbyjuj leøf. 81. V £ b gjybvfybt Extybz Ñells ghbdjlzn r åbpytyyjve gjybvfybç pfrjyf, elevfyyjuj yf Ujht Cdtnf. Pfrjy Tuj kexit gjvjåtn yf genb r pyfybç. 29
Extybt Tuj e Vtyz hfljcnm. Herf Vjz ghbdtlän r pyfybç. Eksñfqntcm, rjulf yfpjden exäysvb leøjdysø ybobø. Eksñfqntcm, rjulf ujdjhzn j gjybvfybb leøf ytgjxnbntkmyj; rjulf xbnfçn gjlkjåyst rybub; rjulf xbcnst vsckb geufçn vfkjleiysø. 82. Exbntcm Erfp cxbnfnm ytghtkjåysv. Elbdbntcm, rjulf djkys yfhjlf djpytcen hexfntkmcndj lhtdyjcnb. 83. Ñjktpyb leøf pfhfpys nfr åt, rfr b ntkf, _ ghjcnjt yfexyjt cjjñhfåtybt. Elfhm gj cnjke, b ghtlvtns cjlhjuyencz, _ ntv ñjktt elfh leøf ythds cjnhzcftn. Vjåtnt rfcfnmcz cnfhsø dtotq, jnujyzz d cjpyfybb dhtl yfrjgktybq. 84. D kçñdb reqnt endthåltybt dthiby evtybz dkfltnm cjñjç. Extybt Vjä yt vjåtn ehjybnm ythfpevbt xeåbø rktdtnybrjd. Dbåe _ åtcnjrj kjñ hfpjñmçn, yj lfqnt dhtvz. Rjulf ghbñkbåftvcz r Pfgjdtlb Øhbcnf b Ñells, xnj yfv cjh gjhjuf? _ ecnhbxyfz hfreirf ñtp cjlthåbvjuj. 30
85. Zdbnt gjcgtiyjcnm _ gjnthzyyst pähyf nhelyj cjñhfnm. 86. Exbnt xelj yfghfdbnm yf Extybt, xnjñ zdbnm obn yf dctø genzø. Xeç rfålsq vbu, gjktpysq dfv. Ahjyn Yfi cnjbn cntyjç; eksñrf rfr pfhybwf ñtåbn gj dctv kbrfv ghb rfåljv elfxyjv ldbåtybb dfitv. Rfr cfljdybr ljgecrftn cfl gjrhsnmcz ñenjyfvb, vhfr ñehmzyf bpujyzz, nfr b Vs cktlbv pf ldbåtybtv her bpñhfyysø. Hfljcnyf rfålfz yføjlxbdjcnm, bñj obn reäncz c ldeø cnjhjy. Ibhjrj Vjä Ltkj, dctv lfyj vtcnj. Ibhbyjç dpukzlf jnvthbnt cdjq recjr. Zdktybt ytcksøfyysø djpvjåyjcntq pf ldthzvb, lfqnt hfljdfnmcz Yfv. 87. Øjhjij ñsnm yf cjkywt, yj pdäplyjt ytñj njåt ghbyjcbn ufhvjybç ythdjd. Keyf, yfghjnbd, yt lkz yfc. Xbcnsq cdtn keys gjhfåftn ghfye. Vfuytnbpv keys dtkbr, yj lkz jnlsøf jy ytøjhji. Xfcnj keyf dspsdftn nzujcnm, rfr b kçlb, gjåbhfçobt åbpytyyeç ãythubç. Zdktybt cbks xeltcyjq ghb keyt edtkbxbdftncz. Xbcnfz ghfyf ljkåyf jndtxfnm nzujntybç, byfxt yt xelj, f hfpheitybt åbpytyyjq cjrhjdboybws. Ghb 31
jnlsøt øjhjij cvtznmcz, obnjdblyfz åtktpf ghjxboftncz cvtøjv. Ghjxbcnbnm åtktps _ gthdjt ltkj. 88. Ifvñfkf _ ytjñøjlbvjt vtcnj, ult leøjdysq vbh cjxtnftncz c vfnthbfkmysv. Rfr d vfuybnt ñsdftn njxrf yfbñjkmituj ghbnzåtybz, nfr djhjnf leøjdyjuj vbhf jnrhsns d Jñbntkm ujh. Zdktyyfz dscjnf Ufehbpfyrfhf gjvjuftn vfuybnyjve njre. Ktcnybwf Bfrjdf _ cbvdjk Yfitq Jñbntkb. Vjåyj gjyznm, rjulf Øhbcnjc cøjlbn gj ktcnybwt, zdkzz cjcel Cdtnf. E leøjd zdktyj gkfvz gj bø ceoyjcnb. E kextq Øhbcnf, rfr e ghjñyjuj rfvyz, zdkztncz hexfntkmcndj ñeleotq hfñjns. Eljdktndjhtybt nj Vjhbb erfpsdftn, yf rjuj jñhfoäy Vbkjcthlbz cel. E extybrjd Yfibø rfr cdtxf ujhbn pyfr ujhytuj Gjcdzotybz. Gthdsq pyfr pfåbuftncz d leøt; pfntv, rjulf vfnthbz ljñhjdjkmyj gjcktletn pf leøjv, pyfr ghbxbckztncz r ntke. D ãnjn xfc e Yfc Ghfplybr. Njulf Wtgm Ytñf ghjcnbhftncz lj Yfituj Øhfvf b pltcm, yf Ptvkt, cksiyf vepsrf cath. Erhfity b yjdsv juyäv jcdtoäy cdjl, b njkgf leøjd zdkztn jñotybt c ptvysvb cnhfåfvb. Cytujdst Ubufyns cnthtuen Dtkbreç Nfqye. 32
89. Cetdthbt vjåyj bpuyfnm kbim gjxbnfybtv cbk, ghbhjåläyysø xtkjdtre. Rfr ålen Ghbøjlf Vjtuj kçlb, yeåyj pyfnm. Åtkfybt kçltq reän yjdeç cnegtym ktcnybwt. 90. Gkjnyjcnm vfnthbb ghtgzncndetn dczrjve jgsne leøf. Ãnj rfcftncz rfr kçltq, nfr b dctq ghbhjls. Lkz ljcnegf yflj hfcgkfdkbdfnm vfnthbç. Ghb hfcgkfdkbdfybb gjkexftncz jcjñsq ufp, fccbvbkbheçobqcz c ceñcnfywbtq leøf. E xtkjdtrf wtynhs ythdjd dsltkzçn ufp ghb dczrjv ãrcnfpt cxfcnmz bkb ytcxfcnmz. Gjkexftncz eåt vfcnthcrfz leøf. Gjnjve ytñkfujgjkexbt yfpsdfçn gjctotybtv Ujcgjlf. F dczrjt cjyyjt åbnmä _ cvthnmç leøf. D ghbhjlt ãrcnfp zdkzçn: uhjpf, ptvktnhzctybt, dekrfys b ghbkbds. Nfrfz åt vfcnthcrfz leøf yfxbyftn hfñjnfnm, gjnjve ñkfujckjdtyys dct bcrhs ãrcnfpf. Ñelexb hfcgkfdktyf, vfnthbz gjllfäncz ekexitybç b lfän yjdst ajhveks. Dvtcnj lkbntkmysø bpscrfybq ljcnfnjxyj jnhfpbnm ãktvtyns d Yfibø pthrfkfø, b yfrjgkznm yjdst ajhveks. Njulf jcnfäncz dnjhfz xfcnm hfñjns _ xnjñs nthgtkbdj b djdhtvz lfnm bø kçlzv. Gj juyzv ãrcnfpf ñhjlbn Yfi Kex, cnexfcm d cthlwt: ult jyj cxfcnmt bkb 33
ytcxfcnmt, jnrhsditt døjl? Yj ghbrfcfzcm r hfcgkfdktyyjq vfnthbb, xetnt gekmc ptvkb, b cthlwt ljkåyj dslthåfnm nzujntybt. Nt, rjnjhst ghbven exfcnbt d ãnjq hfñjnt, ljkåys ñthtxm cthlwt. Gjnjve ujdjhç _ ñthtubnt cthlwt, dcä jcnfkmyjt gjxbybnm kturj. Jyj ghtlcnfdkztn vfnthbç, njulf rfr ythds gjlktåfn leøe. Yf cner leøf jnrhsdftncz ldthm cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz. Yj rfålsq elfh vfnthbb ñmän gj cthlwe. Rfålsq, åtkfçobq cjghbrjcyenmcz c ajhvekjç vfnthbb, ljkåty ñthtxm cthlwt. Vtlbwbyf Yfif exbn, rfr lsøfybtv ñhjybhjdfnm cthlwt, yj jñ ãnjv d lheujq hfp. 91. Ãvfyfwbz ythdjd ytdtcjvf, ytjñjyztvf, ytphbvf, bñj jyf jn leøf. Ghjlern cthlwf _ rhjdm, cj dctvb bpvthtybzvb ptvkb; gjnjve, rjulf ujdjhzn: ≤Yflj gjxedcndjdfnm cthlwtv≥, ãnj pyfxbn, yflj ghbvtybnm r ptvyjve gkfye. Tlbysv vjcnjv vtåle gjybvfybtv leøf b ghbyznbtv ptvkb zdkzçncz ñtkst ifhbrb. Yj ds pyftnt, rfrfz ñbndf cjghjdjålftn bø ceotcndjdfybt. Ñtkst ifhbrb, gjldthåtyyst cbkfv ptvkb b ytceobt pyfybt leøf, yt rfåencz kb dfv Ñtksvb Ñhfnmzvb? Gjnjve nfr nhelyf ufhvjybz yf Ptvkt. Yj lkz hfñjns 34
d vtcnt, ult leø cjiäk r vfnthbb, yeåyj bvtnm eckjdbz jñjbø gkfyjd. Ytkmpz elfkbnmcz jn ptvkb, b yflj ghtñsnm d leøt. Lkz jljktybz ptvysø ajhvek yeåyj bvtnm ghjxysq rfyfk cthlwf, bñj jnhfåtybt pyfrjd ptvkb ytcän jgfcyst bcrhs. Yj lkz Ptvkb dcä ljkåyj cjdthibnmcz yf ptvyjv gkfyt. D ãnjv ukfdyfz ghbxbyf ñsnbz Ñhfncndf pltcm. Gjnjve gj ptvkt yflj ljqnb lj Yfc, jnrhsnm Yfc, rfr hele cthtñhzyeç, kexieç gjl rjhjç ptvkb. 92. Ntgthm cjdthiftncz dtkbrjt gjybvfybt zdktybz ujhytuj Extybz. Øjhjij gjyznm dkfltybt dtofvb ñtp xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb. Øjhjij bvtnm dtob, xnjñ ñthtxm bø b lfåt yfgjkyznm bø ñkfujç fehjç c vsckmç gthtlfnm bø lheubv. Zdktybt herb ndjhxtcndf åbdän d ljvt ñtp ghbdzpfyyjcnb cjñcndtyyjcnmç, b ekexityyjt gjytcän hfljcnm lfkmit; b pyfr herb lfçotq cjøhfybncz ytghthsdyj _ d ãnjv jghfdlfybt dtotq. Gjybvfybtv ãnjuj htiftncz nhelytqibq djghjc. Ujdjhç lkz vbhf, bñj ukfdyfz gjubñtkm vbhf _ jn ghbdzpfyyjcnb r ytceotcndeçotq cjñcndtyyjcnb. Gjdtlfnm ãnj yfhjle yjdjve _ pyfxbn bpktxbnm 35
cnhfø cnfhjcnb. Zdktybt dkfltybz ñtp cjñcndtyyjcnb jnrhjtn genm dctv ñtp eckjdyjuj yfcktlbz. Rnj vjåtn ekexibnm, njn b dkflttn. Ãnj rfcftncz b ptvkb, b ktcjd, b djl; dct ljcnbåtybz vtøfybrb b hfpysø hjljd bpjñhtntybq gjlktåfn njve åt. Kturj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr pfhfñjnftn yfhjlyjt ndjhxtcndj, jcjñtyyj pyfz, xnj kbim leø lfän kexitt htitybt. R jxfue leøf ghjnzyencz djghjcs, rfr kexit? B vtx leøf gjhfpbn dczrjt kerfdcndj. Gjbcnbyt, dsujlyj cltkfnm kexit. Pfrjy ghjcnjq, rfr b dcä d leøt. 93. Yfcnjkmrj yfuhjvjplbkbcm cjñsnbz, xnj jñjkjxrb xedcndbntkmysø kçltq cjlhjufçncz. Yflj jnytcnb cjnhzctybt ythdjd r rjcvbxtcrbv gthnehñfwbzv. Ybxtuj ytkmpz dscnfdbnm gjl kbdytv, yj gjckt cjkywt jcjñtyyj cbztn. 94. Vbkjcnsyz ltytåyfz ljkåyf ñsnm eybxnjåtyf: gjvjom hfñjnjç bkb dtofvb. Yt ljkåyj ñsnm ñtphfñjnysø, rjulf yfghfdbncz yfhjl gj genb leøf. Yfit ltkj _ gjrfpfnm ñkfujcjdthitycndj yt lkz ytphbvjuj vbhf, yj lkz cfvbø ctñz. Pjdäv gj Yfitve genb. 95. Cjñthbnt cfvsø ytcxfcnysø, cfvsø ytbpdtcnysø vjkjlsø extybrjd, zdbnt bv lfh jlfhbnm xtkj36
dtxtcndj. Gjlfqnt bv cjdtn ecnfd gbcfnm dj Øhfvt. Eåt lfdyj vbh yt dbltk cjñhfybq dj Øhfvt. B Øhbcnjc gjlfcn vbkjcnm gjpyfçobv. Øjnbv dbltnm Øhfv ghtrhfcysv b åbdsv. B ybrnj yt bpujybn bleobø r Cdtne, bñj ubñtkm njve. Xeltcf ghbyzns ñelen yf crhbåfkzø pyfybz. Gecnm rfålsq jcbzyysq leøjv blän cvtkj d Øhfv. Bñj Yfi genm _ Ptvkb dj ldjhtw ghtndjhtybt. Ytn ñtlysø. Rnj yt pføjxtn ghbyznm ñjufncndj? 96. Hfleçcm dbltnm, rfr ds gjybvftnt ltnfkb Vjbø Erfpjd. Ujnjdkç cjñsnbt, ghtlecvfnhbdfz dct gjlhjñyjcnb; nfr åt gjcnegbnt b ds _ ktuxt dcnhtnbnmcz. Ytkmpz vyjujt ceåläyyjt gecrfnm gj dtnhe, yj ljuflkbdj vjåyj nhjge yt bpvtybnm. Dfåyj yfghzåäyyjt dybvfybt _ ñjlhcndeçobq leø blän dgthtlb gjybvfybz. Kex Vjq ujnjd pfhybwe vsckb pfåtxm. Nfr b ghjqläv vtåle dctvb jgfcyjcnzvb, b ytelfxf jñthyäncz d elfxe. Xelj c cjceljv leøf, hfccrfpfyyjt dfv kfvjq, bvttn yfexyjt jcyjdfybt. D vjvtyn eøjlf leøf ãvfyfwbz ythdjd jcjñtyyj cbkmyf b vjåtn ñsnm cjñhfyf d pfrhsnsq cjcel. 37
Cbkjç ñtcrjhscnyjq djkb vjåtn ñsnm ghjbpdtltyf dcgsirf cjyyjq ãvfyfwbb, b dphsd ãnjuj dtotcndf hfdyztncz cbkmyjve ufpe. Leø lthåbncz ñkbprj, gjrf ãvfyfwbz ythdjd yt bcgfhbncz. Yj yflj dhtvz lkz bcgfhtybz ãvfyfwbb ythdjd. 97. Vfqnhtz gjcskftn cvtkjcnm. Vfqnhtz lfh ghbvtn. Vfqnhtz tuj xetn kçñjdm. Vfqnhtz ñkfujckjdkztn yf hfljcnysq nhel. Vfqnhtz nhel gjcskftn yf ptvkç dj bvz xelf. Blbnt cdtnkj! Hfljcnm Vyt ghjdtcnb eksñfçobøcz. Extybt Cdtnf ecvjnhbnt d rfåljv zdktybb. Yføjlxbdjcnm _ rfxtcndj Vjbø extybrjd. 98. Z erfåe dfv ephtnm xelj, yeåyjt yfhjlfv. Epyftnt, rfr ljqnb lj cthlwf kçltq. Herf vjåtn kbim jn gktxf ldbyenmcz, nfr cjpyfybt _ jn vjpuf. Yflj dpjhdfnm vjpu, njulf cjpyfybt jnñhjcbncz dgthäl, rfr bp geirb. Extybt ktnbn yf rhskmzø cjñsnbq. Crfåbnt: ≤Gjljåle ctujlyz, bñj b ñtp vtyz pfdnhf blän b gjnjve yflj gjlrhtgbnmcz≥. Rfr crfpfnm, rjulf rjnjhjt cnfhmä ghjlfnm yf ñfpfht? Yt gjrfåtv, rjulf yjdjt jltytv. Gecnm levfçn _ ytxtuj jltnm. Lfåt rkçxb jn ceylerf yt ljkåys uhtvtnm. Pfyfdtcrb yf jryfø pfrhjtv. 38
99. Pfrjy gthtøjlf d vbh leøf ytckjåty. Ehfdybnm ytkmpz yb jlyj cjcnjzybt. Rfr gskm dekrfyf, ñtcxbcktyys leøb, djpdhfofçobtcz d leøjdysq vbh. Rjytxyj, vfnthbz tcnm cjcnjzybt leøf, b rhjdm bkb tä ãrdbdfktyn yfcnjkmrj hfpybncz jn leøf, gbnftvjuj ghfyjç, xnj uhfybws gjhdfys gj dctv vbhfv. Leø c nheljv cjpyfän jcnfdktybt vfnthbb. Leø, ghbdzpfyysq r ptvkt, jñktrftncz d fcnhfkmyjt ntkj, cjplfçott tve bkkçpbç ptvkb, pltcm, d jxfut djåltktybq b euhsptybq. Yj leø, dsktntdibq kbim cj cnhtvktybtv yfdthø, vjåtn vbyjdfnm fcnhfkmysq gkfy, bñj fcnhfkmyjt ntkj kbim kbiybq cjh. Xtv vtymit cjhf, ntv xbot cjpyfybt. Nhelyj ghtlcnfdbnm yf ptvkt, rfr gjrbyenm vfnthbç yt ghtpbhfz tä, jnlfd yf yjdjt ajhvbhjdfybt. Yj yf jnlfxt kçñjq dtob bvttnt kexibq ghbvth. Kexibq lfhbntkm ghblevftn b kexibq gjlfhjr. Gjnjve vfnthbz, jñktrfdifz dscjrbq leø, lfän gjkmpe ñókmieç, bñj ybxnj yt bcczrftn. Rjytxyj, cjpyfntkmyjt jñotybt ljcnegyj lkz dscjrbø leøjd, tckb jñhfotybt ljcnfnjxyj kbityj djghjcjd vfnthbb b rhjdb. Leø, ghfyjç gbnfçobqcz, yt cjdvtoftn rhjdm; gjnjve vbh vjåyj ltkbnm gj ehjdyç rhjdb, lheujq uhfybws yt ceotcndetn. 39
Pthyj leøf ytghthsdyj ghjljkåftn åbpym, b djpleiysq ifh ythdysø ãvfyfwbq ytcän leø yf dscjne, bv ckjåtyyeç. Gjnjve, ujdjhz j ñtccvthnbb kbim rfr j yfexyjv afrnt, ukeñjrj ghfds. Gjcktlyzz vsckm ghb jcnfdktybb vfnthbb gjljñyf cnhtkt. Ãnjn vjvtyn htiftn yfghfdktybt gjkänf, jcnfkmyjt ghbkfuftncz gj åtkfybç. Ñeltv evtnm åtkfnm. Gjcnhjbv hfleue cdzpfnm cnegtyb djcøjåltybz leøf. 100. Gjujdjhbv j cvthnb. Cvthnm yt ñjkmit ytåtkb cnhbårf djkjc, nfr åt jnlfäncz vfnthbz. Djghjc j Herjdjlbntkzø htiftncz ntv åt pfrjyjv ghbnzåtybz b jnnfkrbdfybz. Ghbywbg jnlfxb b gjvjob cbkäy d vbht leøjdyjv, gjnjve rfåljt jñhfotybt leøf, d vfnthbb ceotuj, dspsdftn jndtn. Ltkj d njv, rnj cghfibdftn. Vjåyj ghbdktxm b elthåfnm jrjkj ctñz dscjrbt cbks. Nfråt zdktybt cfvsø ybprbø leøjd vjåtn ñsnm pfrhtgktyj. Øjnzobq lf gjkexbn. Rjulf kçlb gjqven gjktpyjcnm xbcnjq jnlfxb, jyb gjkexfn ñjufncndj. Leø _ cdtn rhfcjn pdäpl. Yj vfkj leøjd ckbdfçncz cj cdtnjv, ñjkmit d ntkfø fcnhfkmysø. Kexit ujhtnm pdtpljç, cjøhfyzz pyfybt b djpvjåyjcnm dthyenmcz yf gkfytns lkz gjvjob. Vjåyj bpñhfnm kexieç 40
ljkç _ hfpdt lfçobq yt bvttn zdktyysø djpvjåyjcntq? Vjåyj cnhtvbnmcz ddthø r cdtne, rfr jrfpfnm gjvjom, b njulf ytn hfpkerb. Tckb ñs jcnfdibtcz cxbnfkb eitlibø gjckfyysvb r cdtne b pf cdtnjv, njulf jñotybt ñskj ñs ghfdbkmytt. Xtv dsit leø, ntv ñjkmit jy dblbn, _ pfdbcbn jn leøf. Dscjrbq leø xedcndetn, relf cnhtvbnmcz, ktnbn rfr cnhtkf. Nävysq åt njkxäncz pf gtxrjç. Gjnjve wtyyj cvtkjt åtkfybt bcrfnm, bñj rfålsq boeobq yfqlän. Tckb åtkfybz leøf dscjrb _ vjåtn yfqnb dscjrbt jñhfps b, cjplfdfz bø, cgjcjñcndjdfnm cjdthitycndjdfybç. 101. Pfrjy yfgjkytybz ghjcnhfycndf gjljñty wtvtyne. Zdktybt ktutyl, ghjhjxtcnd, dczrbø pyfväy bvttn pyfxtybt yt lkz jnltkmysø kbw, yj lkz wtvtynbhjdfybz ghjcnhfycndf. Zdktybt Yfibø ñtctl hfcrhsdftn rybue hjcnf leøf gjybvfybz. Yt xeljv, yj erkfljv rfåljuj lyz hfñjnftv. E brhzysø pfxfnrjd, hexfçcm, vjåyj exbnmcz. Brhf ytcän d ifht jhufybpv ujnjdsq. Nfr hfpyjwdtnyfz jñjkjxrf vsckb yfgbnsdftn ghjcnhfycndj. 102. Nexf yt xelj, vhfpm yt gjldbu, heitybt yt ev, yj leø, ghjcyedibqcz, gjcnbuftn gjybvfybt ytvtl41
ktyyj. Gjnjve jnvtybkj Ñhfncndj zdktybt xeltc. B pyfrb vjuen kbim cjghjdjålfnm cjñsnbt rfr pyfväyf. Yj yeåyj jcnfdbnm xelj rfr chtlcndj eñtåltybz, bñj ybrjulf xeltcf yt eñtålfkb. Rnj-nj ujdjhbn j kbxyjv jñotybb, yj djpleø lkz dctø, øjnz vyjubt yt åtkfçn gjyznm gjkmpe tuj _ bvtyyj gjkmpe. Yjdst ecnhtvktybz vjuen ñsnm yf vjubkfø cnfhsø ghtlhfccelrjd _ toä jlyj pfdjtdfybt. Eåt ujdjhbk dfv j gjybvfybb leøjv. Rjulf Kex cjtlbyztn Exbntkz c extybrjv, njulf ukfdyjt gjybvfybt cjjñoftncz joeotybtv leøf. B yt gbcmvj, b yt pyfr, yj ytghtkjåyjt pyfybt leøf dtlän gjcnegrb extybrjd. Ãnj ytghtkjåyjt pyfybt _ cfvsq ñscnhsq ghjdjl. Bvtyyj yt evcndtyyst htitybz, yj pyfybt leøf. Gjcskfç dfv cnhtks ghjcnsø ljcnbåtybq. Yt dctv ljcnegyf ghjcntqifz nhjgf, yj tckb vjåtnt dvtcnbnm tä _ ñkfuj dfv. 103. B pjd Vfnthb ecksify! Yt vfubtq, yj leøjv ghjqlänt. Hfpdt vfubz vjåtn endthlbnm Rfvtym? B yfhjl yt vjåtn yf vfubb endthlbnmcz. Yj rjulf rfålsq gjqvän, xnj genm leøf ghjcn b ghbyjcbn pjd Vfnthb Vbhf, njulf rfålsq yfqlän Dhfnf jnrhsnsvb. 42
Ñtp ghbxbnfybq b dspsdfybq rfålsq vjåtn ghbrjcyenmcz r fggfhfne åbpyb yt evjv, yj leøjv. Herb ghjnzyencz yt evjkznm, yj gjljñhfnm. Pjd Vfnthb gjrfåtn Dhfnf, relf gjhf djqnb, _ bvtyyj pjd Vfnthb. Rjulf ghbxels ltncndf pfñsns, njkmrj Vfnthm vjåtn gjpdfnm. Nhfgtpf ujnjdf _ xfc ghbiäk, rjulf yjdsq cnjk ujnjd! Blbnt, gjrf gjcelf yt ckbirjv ujhzxf! Yt cevtçn vyjubt ghjukjnbnm ujhzobt zcndf, yj cfvsq cvtksq, rfr wfhtdbx ghtrhfcysq, gjukjnbn jujym vbhf. B genm juyz jcdtnbn cfveç ñkbpreç ljhjue. 104. Levs Yfib j dfc. Ikäv Extybt, rfr blnb gj jndtcyjq crfkt, ghtdhfofz tä d ljkbye ghtrhfcyeç. Xtkjdtxtcndj xedcndetn, rfr gj vtxe ytn øjlf, b gjcktlyzz djpvjåyjcnm gjcskftncz erfpfybtv Dhfn. Elfxf tcnm kbim pyfr ghfdbkmyjuj yfghfdktybz. Ecgtø _ kbim gjybvfybt vjvtynf. Extybt tcnm kbim jnrhsnbt pfyfdtcb ntfnhf. Rfr xeltcyj ñsnm bcgjkybntktv vbhjdjq vbcnthbb! Blbnt cdtnkj! Wtkmyfz wtgm wtye bvttn. Ezdkztn Vjz Herf kexb ujhs. Ãhe yjdeç yfxyäv ytvtlktyyj. Exe yt vtxnfnm, yj ckeifnm øjl cjñsnbq. 43
105. Gfvznm b cjpyfybt. Tckb gfvznm _ lkz ghjikjuj, nj cjpyfybt _ lkz ñeleotuj. Gjnjve pfvtyztv gfvznm cjpyfybtv. Gfvznmç yt vjue ghjybryenm d ghtltks cjkywf, cjpyfybt åt jnrhsdftn dhfnf. Veptq b ñbñkbjntrf Yfv pfvtyzçn gfvznm, b gjnjve extybr yt ljkåty gtyznm pf gjnthç cnfhjq gfvznb. Ghjcnj vfkfz dtom pfvtyztncz dtkbrjq. Cjpyfybt gjljñyj gjybvfybç leøf; jyj hfcnän, jñybvfz dcä ceotcndj, rfr gkfvz. Ghb ãnjv ghjwtcct jcrjkrb gfvznb, rfr ikfrb, vtifçn ujhtybç. Pyfnm _ yt pyfxbn gjvybnm. Ljcnbufçobq ñtåbn ñtp jukzlrb. Vtcnj yføjåltybz xtkjdtxtcndf, xnjñ yfgjvybnm ghtndjhbnmcz d cjpyfybt. Jnrelf cbks Yfibø jgsnjd? Bp cjkytxyjuj cjpyfybz, ghjkbdftvjuj d dblt ghfys. Gjdthø vscktq ptvyjuj yfgkfcnjdfybz ntren njrb velhjcnb cjkywf, b d ãnbø ghtltkfø yfxbyftncz dtkbrjt Extybt pfgjdtlfyyjt. Pjdäv r jñüznbç Vbhf. Yj kbim bycnhevtyn cjpyfybz gjpdjkbn yjdst jgsns ckbzybz leøf c vfnthbtq. Rfhvf yt vjåtn eckjåybnm ntkj ufhvjybxyjt. Gjãnjve ghfrnbxtcrb gjktpty genm djcøjåltybz. 44
106. Pf rjhyzvb dtxyjq Ghfdls vyjuj gskb. Yfcnfkj dhtvz elfkbnm yfhjcns. 107. Kexit yflj Vjç rybue gjyznm. Extybt, rfr gj ptvkt øjlbnm, zdktyj ntv, rnj ytñj åbdsv gjxbnftn. Exbntkm njn, rnj vjåtn ghjxyj gj ptvkt øjlbnm. Z gjdnjhzç, yfcrjkmrj zdktybt yeåyj gjyznm d åbpyb, yt gjrblfz ptvkb. Xenrj yflj ghjybrfnm d zdktybz rfåljuj lyz. Rjulf chjr yfcnegbn, lfåt vehfdtq ujywjv ghblän. 108. Gjuheåfzcm d dscjns Rjcvjcf, yflj yfqnb cjjnyjitybt ptvkb. Rfålsq vjvtyn ujnjds Vs gjrbyenm dcä ptvyjt b d nj åt dhtvz kçñbv rfålsq wdtnjr. D njv velhjcnm, j xäv eytcnb djcgjvbyfybt: j rjhjyt bkb j ñkfujeøfybb ahbpbq, j rkbrfø gjñtl bkb j gtcyzø gfcneøjd. Cfvjt vbkjt, cfvjt yfv yt ghbyflktåfott _ kexifz gjrkfåf d genb. Gtcyz gjcskftn yfv pljhjdmt, b wdtn pfktxbn hfys. Gjnjve ujdjhç: cxfcnkbds gjyzdibt pder b wdtn. Bpyfxfkf ghjhjrb ghbrfcfkbcm r pdexfybç b wdtntybç. Lhtdytt extybt j pdjyt gjkyj pyfxtybz. Dtyrb b ubhkzyls gjvyzn gjybvfybt wtktñyjt. Rfålsq gj wdtne bpkextybz ghbdktrftncz wdtnfvb. Ñtksq b kbkjdsq chjlyb abjktnjdjve, cbybq _ cbytve, gjnjve 45
cjdtneç ñjkmit lthåfnm d rjvyfnt ãnb wdtnf. Vjåyj ghblthåbdfnmcz d åbdsø wdtnfø. Gjljñhfyyst gj wdtne hfcntybz ñjkmit wtktñys. Cjdtneç ñjkmit ahbpbq. Kex Yfi cthtñhjv ñjktt yfgjvbyftn ñtkst wdtns. Wdtn b pder _ Yfif kexifz nhfgtpf. 109. Cvthx, dspdfyysq ghtcnegktybzvb, leibn cnfheç ptvkç. Eufh yjcbncz, pfntvyzz ev. Lei åtktpysq ytdvjxm. Yflj jcvjnhbntkmyj jñthtxm, _ elfxf yt d gjcgtiyjcnb, yj d gjybvfybb dhtvtyb. Herf celmñs dtlän r ytvbyetvsv chjrfv. Åtkfqnt zdktybt Yjdjuj Vbhf. Yt Vs gjnhzcftv ujcelfhcndf, yj kbim eñbhftv uybkm. Dfåyj gjyznm nfrn ghbkbdf: bkb dscjrfz hfljcnm hfpevtybz, bkb gjubñtkm. 110. Yt nhfrnfn, yt hfpev, yj rfyfk leøf ghbyjcbn joeotybt Rjcvjcf. Erkfl åbpyb cjdhtvtyyjq jnhtibk xtkjdtxtcndj jn dczrjuj gjybvfybz vbhjdjq vjob. Zdktybt ghjpjhkbdjcnb d caths yflptvyst ghjzdkztncz kbim d vjvtyn uhfybws cyf. Rnj vjåtn jwtybnm ãnjn cdzotyysq vbu, njn eåt ghbjnrhsk pfdtce. Yt dbltybt, yj cjpyfybt dfåyj; yt yfcbketvjt nhtybhjdrjç, yj djkmysv jnrhjdtybtv wtyyj. 46
Ghbñkbåfçottcz dhtvz ljkåyj ghtljcnfdbnm nhtyjåybr gbabb rfåljve xenrjve leøe. Cdjtuj hjlf ltvjrhfnbpfwbz ghbpyfrjd fhbcnjrhfnbpvf. Yj e rfåljuj ytbpñtåys dtcs pf gfpeøjq, b jñvfy bø ytdjpvjåty. Rfålsq jndtcbn pfckeåtyysq recjr ytvtlktyyj. Ãnj cjjndtncndetn Yjdjq Ãht b kturj ljcnbuftn yfhjlyeç gcbøjkjubç. Gjybvfz ntxtybt kçlcrjq vsckb, kturj celbnm gjcktlcndbz. 111. Cevtqnt jñhfnbnm dsgfls yf gjkmpe. Åtkfqnt vyjuj dhfujd, yj yt ltkfqnt bø. Pfrjyxbv yfxfnjt dxthf: djpvtotybt lehysø b øjhjibø ltqcndbq ljkåyj ñsnm ecrjhtyj. Gthdjt eckjdbt htkbubb ljkåyj lfnm ghfrnbxtcrjt htitybt åbpyb. Djplfzybt ytñtcyjt jndktxäyyj, yflj ghbñkbpbnm djplfzybt yf ptvkt. Yfhjl vjåtn gjyznm ctqxfc joeoftvjt vbhjv ljcnegyjt xelj jñyjdktybz djpvjåyjcntq. Jncçlf herf Ytphbvjuj Lheuf _ bkb vtx jcnhsq. B, gjvyz ytvtlktyyjt zdktybt gjktpyjcnb djpvtotybz, yfhjl yfqlän yjdeç nhjge rj Øhfve. Ghjcbnm Ñjåtcndj yt yflj. Yflj cfvjve ctñt ghbytcnb kexitt ltkj. 112. Dtkbxbt Rjcvjcf yt jcnfdkztn vtcnf hfcceåltybç, yj gjhfåftn b djpyjcbn. Pyfybt leøf gjcnbuftncz pyfybtv leøf. 47
Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt yf cthtñhzyeç ybnm, cdzpeçoeç c leøjv Herjdjlbntkz cthtñhjv zdktyysv lj Ghtldjlbntkz gkfytns. Gjkexftncz rfr ñs wtgm, pfbvcndeçofz ghjdjl lj Dscituj Leøf. Dscifz bylbdblefkbpfwbz yt ñjbncz tlbytybz b gjcskftn lfhs yføjåltybz gj cthtñhzyjq ybnb lj dscibø cath. Nj åt vjåtn ñsnm, rjulf ghb yfhjåltybb dscjrbq Leø gjcskftn cdjq ghjdjl. Pfgjvybnt, rfålsq ckexfq djpvjåty d vbht leøf. Yt dslevfyyjq ajhvekjq, yj ytjgbcetvjq vjomç leøf ckfufçncz djpvjåyjcnb yjdst. B nhelyj, b xelyj! 113. Hfleçcm ghjhjxtcrbv djpvjåyjcnzv, bñj kbim xthtp ybø jñtcgtxbdftncz kexifz ãdjkçwbz d ñeleotv. Gjpyfybt ghjitlituj yt dtlän dgthäl ñtp yfxfkf ghtldbltybz. 114. Jxbotybt htkbubq ghtlgjkfuftn yjdjt, ytgjchtlcndtyyjt jnyjitybt r vbhe leøjdyjve. Øhbcnjc, Ñellf b ñkbåfqibt gjvjoybrb yt gjkmpjdfkbcm vfubxtcrbvb ajhvekfvb, yj ltqcndjdfkb b ndjhbkb d gjkyjv ckbzybb c leøjv. Gjnjve d yjdjq ãdjkçwbb ghtåybt bcreccndtyyst ghbävs ljkåys ñsnm jcnfdktys. Ghbxbyf b cktlcndbt. Vtøfybrf qjubpvf yt jn48
dtxftn ñjkmit jñyjdktybç vbhf. Cblzobq gjl lthtdjv b pfghtofçobq exbntkm yt jndtxftn yfljñyjcnb. Jnrelf ñthänt cbke b dhfpevktybt? Cjtlbyzzcm c Leøjv Dtkbrbv, ghbpyfdfz ghbxbye b gjñeåltybt, cnhjbv ytvtlktyyjt cktlcndbt. Pjdäv Ntø, rjnjhst hfytt ghjikb dtkbrbv genäv kbxyjuj jcjpyfybz b jndtncndtyyjcnb. B yfib djppdfybz ljøjlzn, djpytcäyyst nsczxtherj. Yt yflj nhtñjdfybq, yt yflj eåfcf, yj ckbzybt ldbuftn uhjvflfvb. Åtkfz ñkfuj, ghbybvftv yfcktlbt Dtkbrbø Ñkfujyjcbntktq. Jcnfdkztv cjcel leøjdysq jnrhsnsv lkz ghbznbz ñkfubø gjcjñktybq. B ybxnj pkjt yt rjcyäncz, bñj øjnbv ñkfuf, gjlndthåläyyjuj leøjv. B ñthtåyj jnytcäv gfenbye gbcfybq d øhfybkbot, bñj gjikb r Bcnjrfv. Ñsnm ujnjdsvb, ñsnm jnhäribvbcz, ñsnm ezpdkäyysvb, ñsnm eotvkäyysvb, ñsnm hfljcnysvb, ñsnm kbreçobvb, ñsnm vjkxfobvb, ñsnm ghbyjczobvb b lfçobvb, b ñsnm d åbpyb ctq yfextyysvb cjkywf cdtnjv _ nfrbvb Vs øjnbv dbltnm dfc, nfrbvb b gjcskftv dfc. Nfr leø dfi ghbyzk gjhextybt. Yt wfhcrjç lthåfdjç, yt gjldfkjv fkøbvbb, yt vfubtq dspsdfybq, yj bp åbpyb bläv b pføjlbv r Dfv, Cnfhibt Ñhfnmz b Cäcnhs, gjkexbnm cjøhfyäyyst 49
Dfvb rjdxtub, yfvb yfrjgktyyst, bñj bläv d ghjcnjq Øhfv Dtkbrjuj Leøf. B yfpfl dthyävcz r Dfv, bñj nfrbvb øjntkb Ds dbltnm yfc. B uhep, yfkjåtyysq Dfvb, ljytcäv rfr xfie Ñtccvthnbz. 115. Xfcnb cdtnbk yt ckexfqyj pfktnfçn yf cjctlybt caths _ cdjtuj hjlf genb cjjñotybz. Pyfrb ãnb egeotys cjdhtvtyyjq yferjç. Yt d njv ltkj, xnj fãhjkbn vjåtn pfrkçxfnm rfhfns ñhbkkbfynjd, f d pyfxtybb gcbøjvfuybnf. Gj ãnjve genb vjuen yfhjls ghtedtkbxbnm cathe cjjñotybz. Ghb rjjhlbyfwbb vfnthbb d ñeleotv, ãnj rfxtcndj gcbøjvfuybnf dfåyj. Dtlm vfnthbz, yfrjytw, ljkåyf ckbnmcz c leøjv; rfr cntrkj vjåtn cnfnm rjdrbv. R yfxfke yjdjq cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb vjåyj ghbvtybnm yjdst cgjcjñs ktxtybz, hfcgjkfufz kçltq gj kexfv cdtnbk. Dsqnb pf ghtltks gkfytns _ ñkbåfqitt yføjåltybt. Yt phbntkm vbhjd, yj cjpyfntkmysq cjexfcnybr xtkjdtr, b ljhjuf tve yt xthtp keåb, yj xthtp cbzybt cath. Kbim xeznm, _ pfxtv bcrfnm Cdtn? Leø pyftn, tve ljcnegyj, tve ceåltyj. Byfxt pfxtv ktcnybwf Yfituj Ñhfncndf? Jyf egähkfcm d ptvkç b pfnthzkfcm d ytñtcfø. 50
116. Veåtcndtyyj ghbvbnt yfgfltybz åenrbt. Leø dfi ljkåty hfljdfnmcz rfåljve ltqcndbç. Rjulf rehs relføxen _ ljålm gjqlän b ehjåfq øjhji. E uevyf vyjuj gskb, yj bp uevyf øktñ dsøjlbn. 117. D gjdnjhtybb tcnm cbkf, ytghfdbkmyj ghbvtyäyyfz d htkbubb, yj d åbpyb ãnjn gfywbhm ytjñøjlbv. Yeåyj gjdnjhyj jrenfnm ctñz. 118. ≤Båt ecgttn ecksifnm cdjtuj leøf ujkjc, yfl ñtplyjç djpytcäncz≥. _ Nfr ujdjhbk Cthubq. _ ≤B eitlibq d ktcf yt vjåtn cksifnm htxm kçlcreç, b yf kjåt ecyedibq yt ecksibn gnbxtr, cjkywf djpdtcnybrjd. B xele zdktyyjve vjkxfobq jnrfåtncz jn ukfpf. B vjkxfobq yf ñhfne gjvjom pfyjpe bp yjub cdjtq yt dsytn≥. _ Nfr ujdjhbk Cthubq. J Cthubb ghbläncz crfpfnm, yfhjl pføjxtn epyfnm j Yäv. Nfr gjkjåbv rhfcrb yf Kbr Cthubz, hfcwdtnbd, hfccrfpfd åbpym b gjckjdbws Tuj. 119. Gjujdjhbv jñ fehfø. Zqwtjñhfpyfz fehf cdjqcndtyyf fcnhfkmyjve ntke. Cfvfz jñsryjdtyyfz, eprfz, gj dctve ntke bpkexftvfz, lj ldeø lçqvjd. Gj vtht leøjdyjcnb jyf yfxbyftn hfcnb jn dthøybø wtynhjd. Cgthdf jn cjkytx51
yjuj cgktntybz, yj gjnjv gjdsiftncz r vjpujdsv wtynhfv, jñhfpez nfr yfpsdftveç cjkytxyeç fehe. Ghbkbds rhjdb øfhfrnthys lkz gthtvtotybz fehs, rfr ñs njr yfghzåtybz gthtvtoftn cdjä lfdktybt. Lfåt djpvjåys jñvjhjrb. Yfrjytw, bpkextybt bp ybåybø rjytxyjcntq bcxtpftn b cjñbhftncz rheujv. Yføjlzobqcz d åbpyb jhufybpv ltkftncz jcjñtyyj xedcndbntkmysv. Jcjñtyyj r pderfv b wdtne. Djpvjåyjt cgjrjqcndbt yeåyj d ãnj gthtøjlyjt dhtvz. Ltcznb, gznyflwfnb lçqvjd ñsdftn cjkytxyfz fehf. Rjytxyj, hfpvths tä edtkbxbdfçncz. Ytcvjnhz yf yteljñcndj gthtøjlf fehs, vjåyj gjplhfdbnm, rnj gjkexftn bpkextybt dthøytt. Jcnjhjåyj yflj cjplfnm djpvjåyjcnm gjrjz. Gjnjv rfr ñs yjdfz ñhjyz yfhfcnftn, b ythds rjåb ghbøjlzn d ndähljt cjcnjzybt. Gjhjdye ytkmpz hfpltkbnm abpbxtcrjt b leøjdyjt. Dtcs rjktñkçncz, b djkys øjlzn gj jhufybpve. Yt yflj yfpsdfnm ãnj ñjktpymç, yj rfåleç vbyene gjvjufnm jhufybpve erhtgbnmcz d yjdjv cjcnjzybb. 120. Rfr hfymit xedcndjdfkb jlbyjxtcndj, nfr åt ntgthm ljkåys xedcndjdfnm pyfybt leøf. Yfgencndbt yf rfåleç yjdeç cnegtym. Ljgecnbnt øjntybt leøf. 52
Eghfåyzqnt jcvjnhbntkmyjcnm, cjgjcnfdkzz c leøjdysv cjpyfybtv. Cghfibdfqnt ctñz: ≤Rfr øjxtn leø?≥ Cnegtym pyfybz leøf dfåyf. Ghbcnegfz r ytq, rfåtncz, xnj leø yfbñjktt lfkär, yj ãnj njkmrj rfåeottcz _ yfjñjhjn, leø cnexbncz cbkmyj. Dfåyj ghzvj ltqcndjdfnm, eødfnbnm pyfybt leøf; rfr øjxtncz, nfr b ltqcndjdfnm. Ghbvtyznm vjåyj yf ltnfkzø _ kexit, ytåtkb hbcrjdfnm uhjvflfvb. 121. Chfdybv ntgthm pyfybt leøf b ghbrfp djkb. Pyfybt hfcwdtnftn, zdkzz pfobne b jcdtofz jcyjds. Ghbrfp djkb ecnhtvkztncz d xeåbt caths b gjrjhztn b ghbcjtlbyztn. Ghbrfp jñjpyfxftncz cbvdjkjv vtxf b cnhtks. Cbvdjk pyfybz leøf _ wdtnjr. Ghbrfp vjåtn ñsnm cjjñoäy extybre bpdyt crjhjç gjcskrjç. Njulf rfr pyfybt leøf hfcwdtnftn bpyenhb b ybrfrbv åtpkjv yt vjåtn ñsnm dspdfyj. Bvtyyj, rfr wdtnjr, d ehjxyjt dhtvz pyfybt hfcwdtnftn. Rfr åt cgjcjñcndjdfnm wdtnre? Gjcnfdmnt tuj d gjrjqyjv vtcnt, lfqnt tve cdtn cjkywf b pfghtnbnt nhjufnm b jñhsdfnm kbcnmz. Ñtp pyfybz leøf ytkmpz gjcnfdbnm yf dscjne pyfybt, ceåläyyjt xtkjdtxtcnde.
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122. Hjcn ltk gjljñty kbkbzv. E jlyjuj pfñjhf ghbnfbkfcm ñtkfz ctcnhf. E ytq ytn gjlheu, yj cntñkb eåt ytcen gjzdktybt yjdsø. Djgkjotybt wdtnfvb yt xfcnj. Byst cnhtvzncz r ñjktt uhjvjplrbv ajhvfv lthtdmtd, yj ghtktcnm wdtnjd yt dctulf ljcnegyf, xnjñ ldfåls jñhfnbnmcz r ybv. Yt vjåtn ñsnm pfghtnf cjrhfnbnm jlyj bp åbdjnysø djgkjotybq gjchtlcndjv hfcntybq. Yt crfåe, xnjñ cjpyfybt vyjubø yfctrjvsø ghtdjcøjlbkj ñs cjpyfybt ghtrhfcysø wdtnjd. Velhj gthtålfnm ytrjnjhst djgkjotybz gjchtlcndjv wdtnrf. ≤Cgtibnt, cgtibnt, z gjljåle gjl rhjdktq ghtrhfcyjq, xnjñ jgthtlbnm dfc≥. Nfr genm rhfcjns cjrhfoftn ljhjue. 123. Jñvfysdfçotve crfåb: ≤Rfr gjktpty vyt jñvfy ndjq≥. Gjøbofçotve crfåb: ≤Dblyj, yfcnfkj dhtvz gjkexbnm vyt yjdst dtob. Yj, bcnbyyj, kexit ntñt yt rjcyenmcz vjbø dtotq. Øekf b gjøbotybt jghjrbyen yf ntñz vjkybç. Yjå ndjq ghbnegbncz j ytdblbveç ñhjyç, bcgjhnbim cfvjt rhtgrjt jheåbt cdjä. B relf gjqläim, dsothñktyysq b bcgtgtkäyysq?≥
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Z dfv crfpfk jñ eksñrt b rhtgjcnb. B gksdeobv cj Vyjç vjåyj lfnm vtx d ltym ujljdsø djcgjvbyfybq. Pfrjy jnlfxb njhåtcndetn, b jnlfdibt ñelen gjkexfnm. Gjxtve blänt c Ybvb? _ Kturj b gjktpyj c Ybvb blnb. Rfr gjkän cjrjkf ñscnhj; rfr ghtdhfotybt Bjys ytjåblfyyj; rfr gkfvz ytbcxthgftvj! Njkmrj jlyjç jnlfxtç d leøt, b yf ptvkt ljcnbuftnt zdktybz cdtnf b ghfdls. Ytbcczrftv ãnjn Bcnjxybr! Yf ptvkt chtlb ecnhfitybq, gjvjob kbiäyyst b rfr ñs ybpdthuftvst, jyb lfçn, ghtlkfufçn b jlfhzçn b cktleçn pf pdtpljç. B gjnjve dtctkj Yfv d ujljdeç yjxm. B yt njkmrj blen b jcdtofçn fehs, yj htifçn blnb ytelthåbvj, gjnjve dtctkj Yfv. 124. Rjyxftv ghfplybrjv b yfxbyftv nheljv. Jghtltkbv, xnj ltkfnm? _ Ltqcndjdfnm. D ãnjv dtxyjv ltqcndbb Yfi ghfplybr. Yj ds, gj ghbvthe Yfitve, ltqcndeqnt ñtp jujhxtybz. Åtkfqnt ltqcndjdfnm d gjrjt, pyfz, rfr hjlybr Yfi cjxbncz d dfc ytghtcnfyyj. B rjulf ds levftnt _ ult åt Jyb, Jñtofdibt? _ Vs cnjbv pf dfvb. B hfletvcz, bpvthzz hjcn wdtnrf dfitq fehs. Dtlm ãnj Yfi Cfl. Pf ghtltkjv lfktq Cdtn cjtlbyztn cthlwf. 55
125. Dbléybz htfkmys, nfr åt rfr ajnjntktajy. Vjåyj bø gjkfufnm htfkmytt, ytåtkb vbh abpbxtcrbq. Djghjc kbim d njv, bp rfrjuj bcnjxybrf blen, yj leø rjynhjkbhetn. R øjhjitve pfghjce ñeltn øjhjibq jndtn. Crfåe jxtym dfåyjt: kçlb vfkj bpexfçn dbltybz. Bvtyyj gj øfhfrnthe dbltybq vjåyj gbcfnm kexieç bcnjhbç byntkktrnf. Bpexfz lfåt uheñst gfvznybrb dbltybq, dblbv rfrbt-nj gthbjls. Rjytxyj, e leøjd xedcndbntkmysø ajhvs øfhfrnthys. Rjulf bp Øhbcnf yfxbyfkb ltkfnm ytljczuftvjuj bljkf, yfcnegfk gthbjl dbltybq Øhbcnf d cfvsø åbpytyysø ajhvfø. Jy jrfpsdftncz ñkbprbv, døjlzobv d åbpym. Rjhjxt crfpfnm, yf rfåljt jñotcndtyyjt pfñkeåltybt zdkztncz rjhhtrnbdf. D lyb eybåtybz åtyobys vjåyj ghjcktlbnm gjzdktybt Ñjåmtq Vfnthb. Ntgthm, rjulf yflj ghjzdbnm ytghthsdyjcnm wtgb vtåle ptvkäç b ytñtcfvb, _ tlbytybt ghjzdktybq yf hfpysø gkfyfø. Gjckt Fduecnbyf wthrjdm yfxfkf gjuheåfnmcz dj nmve chtlytdtrjdmz, b Øhbcnjc jrfpfkcz pfgthnsv 56
pjkjnjq ghtuhfljq. Xnjñ ghtkjvbnm tä, Cfv Øhbcnjc cøjlbk lfåt chtlb evfkäyysø Jñkbrjd, kbim ñs jgznm zdbnm dtkbxbt jñotybz tlbycndf. Velhjcnm lhtdyjcnb øjhjij ecdfbdfkf djkys yfljñyjcntq vbhf. Rjytxyj, tlby genm bp Tlbyjuj Bcnjxybrf. Rfr cfvst dscjrbt leøb, nfr b xenrbt ptvyst fggfhfns pyfçn ãnj tlbytybt. B vbh Dscitq Htfkmyjcnb vtkmrftn d jryf gexbys dbøhz dhfotybz gkfytns, ghbdkäritq xfcnb leøf. Ghb hfdyjdtcbb leøf b vfnthbb d ñeleotv vjåyj gjkexbnm ukfp zcysq. Yj ctqxfc kbim jcrjkrb dblys. Gjnjve nfr ñthtåyj øhfybkb lhtdybt ãnjn yfnehfkmysq ntktcrjg. B cfvst cbkmyst ntktcrjgs ñskb åtyobys. B gthdsv eckjdbtv cjøhfytybz bø ñsk gjrjq. 126. Pltcm Ñkfujckjdtyysq gthtlfän: ≤Dcä lkz dctuj b dctulf≥. Pfvtnm xtnsht pfrjyf: Pfrjy Dvtotybz, Pfrjy Ñtccnhfibz, Pfrjy Ñkbpjcnb, Pfrjy Ñkfuf. Yt yflj gjzcyznm pfrjys Ñtccnhfibz b Ñkfuf, kturj gjyznm pfrjy Dvtotybz, yj yflj gjzcybnm pfrjy Ñkbpjcnb. Ghbñkbpbdibcm r jñhfpfv, chjrfvb yfpyfxtyysvb, gjkexftncz jcjñj yfcsotyyfz fnvjcathf, 57
njxyj rkeñs lsvf, pfcnbkfçobt ytñj b ptvkç. Njkmrj xnj zcyjt yfxbyftn lhjñbnmcz b rfr ñs d dbøht hfcgflftncz. Lfåt ntktcyj ãnjn gthbjl nzåäk. Yj r ãnjve jgjdtofçncz ytrjnjhst chjrb, cnjzobt gentdsvb dtøfvb. Yj pyfz, xnj ceåläyyst kçlb ghbyflktåfn ytjnütvktvj chjrfv, vs ljkåys cgjrjqyj ghjqnb ãnjn gthbjl, rfr ñs frrkbvfnbpbhjdfnmcz c yjdsvb ufpfvb. Gjvybnm, xnj d ãnj dhtvz yt njkmrj Exbntkm, yj dcä Ñhfncndj cktlbn, b tckb jnltkmyst ujkjcf ljøjlzn, yt yflj bpevkznmcz. Øjhjij bvtnm wdtns jrjkj d ãnj dhtvz. _ Ukfdyjt, wdtns! 127. D lhtdybø vfubxtcrbø rybufø vjåyj yfqnb nthvby ï……◊À∆Õºæ∆Œ ª¬ƒº…¬, xnj pyfxbn Wfhcndtyyjt Jpfhtybt. Yfcnjkmrj dfåysq ghbywbg, xnj Uthvtc jrfyxbdftn nhfrnfn ckjdfvb: ≤Ñkfujckjdtyys bpñhfdibt genm Jpfhtybz≥. Cbvdjk gjvfpfybz wfhtq bvttn nj åt jcyjdfybt. Htibntkmyj dct pyfnjrb Nfqyjq Cbks cøjlzncz yf endthåltybb dscitq ufhvjybb d ghjzdktybzø vjob Jpfhtybz. Gjnjve wfhm _ gjvfpfyybr cbvdjkbxyj, xnj, yt elfkzzcm jn ptvkb, dshfåftn djkç Ytñtc. Gjdthø ajhvek eckjdysø, pfcnsdibø d rjht ghtlhfccelrjd, bvtçncz pyfybz, rfr ñs hfpkbnst d djpleøt. 58
Gjcnfdm uhjvjjndjl b cjñthb ytñtcyeç cnhtke. Lkz jlyjuj jyf jgfcyf, yj lheujve jyf kexitt djjheåtybt. B dcä ñeleott jcyjdfyj yf jdkfltybb Jpfhtybtv. Cfvsq nhelysq ntktajy ñeltn d herfø xtkjdtrf. B ghjdjl tuj eåt d herfø ndjbø, Ehecdfnb. Gjlevfq, ghjdjl c Yfibv Ljvjv! Yjvth ctlmvjq gj xbcke ktn. Gecnm cgthdf ghjdjlf vtifçncz, bñj yfghzåtybt dtkbrj, _ yflj ñhfnm rfålsq ahfuvtyn. Yj jgsn yfcnjkmrj dfåty, xnj yflj ghbkjåbnm dcä nthgtybt. Dtlm ãnj b tcnm ï……◊À∆Õºæ∆Œ ª¬ƒº…¬ lhtdybø _ b njkmrj jgsnjv b ghb ljcnfnjxyjv dhtvtyb ljcnbuftncz d cjdthitycndt. Vjåyj kturj ljcnbxm ghjdjlf vfkjuj yfghzåtybz, yj Dscituj vjåyj kbim gjcntgtyyj. Cfvf gjybvftim, rfr jcvjnhbntkmyj vjåyj ljgecnbnm r ghjdjle Yfitve. 128. Yt lkz ienrb gjvzyens gkfytns pf Ehfyjv, _ xfcnj leø, gjhfåäyysq rjcvbxtcrbv dbøhtv, yt vjåtn jcdjbnmcz b yfñkçlfnm, yj ãnj kbim djghjc dhtvtyb b ntøybrb. Yfi lkbntkmysq jgsn rj vyjujve gjlujnjdbn, nfråt b r lkbntkmyjq hfñjnt. Vyjubt Yfib jgsns ñthen dtrf. Nfr, tckb ds xedcndetnt ñtcrjytxyjcnm nhelf, ds pyftnt toä jlyj Yfit xedcndj _ kçñjt dhtvz pfgjkytyj. 59
B pderb b wdtns zdkzçncz ytjñøjlbvjcnmç lkz lfkmytqibø gjkänjd. Pderb åbpyb cath b åbpytyyfz ãvfyfwbz wdtnjd gjbcnbyt døjlzn d htwtgn Fvhbns. Wtyyj, yt ñelexb vtlbevjv, yt gjrblfz åbpyb, gjljqnb r dscibv genzv. Ult hfcceljr, ult ñjzpym, ult yfxfkj ghtlhfccelrjd, nfv nhelyj ñtksv wdtnfv. Ghjcnj, ghjcnj, ghjcnj, gjkfufz kçñjdm, veåtcndj b ujnjdyjcnm. Yt rj dhtvtyb yflens gepshb; ytevtcnyf dfåyjcnm, rjulf Øhbcnjc hsñfrfv yjub vsk. D ghjcnjnt åbpyb, ghb cjpyfybb ljcnjbycndf ckeåtybz Yjdjve Vbhe, kçñjdm r ljcnjqyjve jnrhsdftn Dhfnf. 129. Ds ljkåys ñskb jñhfnbnm dybvfybt yf ytrjnjhst ahfps, pdexfobt jñbøjlyj bkb lfåt gj-ltncrb. Ãnj jxtym øfhfrnthyfz gjlhjñyjcnm _ nfr åt, rfr pf dfvb, Vs cktlbv pf hfpdbnbtv, cktlbv pf ltnmvb c rjksñtkb b dpdtibdftv bø kexibt vsckb gj dctve vbhe. Rjytxyj, yt xfcnj leø ljøjlbn lj hfpdbnbz, b xbckj jngfdibø dtkbrj, yj rfr cfle ghtrhfcyjve hfletvcz vsckb xbcnjq. Gjnjve yt elbdkzqntcm, xnj Dtkbrbq Exbntkm gjdnjhztn ghjcnst ahfps. Abrcbhez ãnb vsckb, Vs byjulf lfäv erhtgbnmcz jnkbxyjve wdtnre leøf. Gjãnjve, yfhzle c dtkbrbvb rjcvbxt60
crbvb jnrhsnbzvb b vbhjdsvb cjñsnbzvb, Vs nfr åt ñthtåyj hfcnbv wdtns leøf. Nfr hfpyjjñhfpyf hfñjnf Yfituj Ñhfncndf. Tcnm vsckm, dtleofz dyenhm, b gjdthøyjcnm leøf yt rjksitncz; lheufz vsckm _ ktnzofz d ghjcnhfycndj, rfr zlhj, ytceott pfhzl lkz dphsdf. Kex cjghjdjålftn ktnzott zlhj. Rfålsq leø pyftn, rjulf vsckm ktnbn rfr ñevthfyu. Jcjñtyyj åtkftvj, xnjñ vsckm jrhfibdfkfcm cdjbv wdtnjv, yj kbim jnrhsnst wtynhs lfçn yt wdtn vsckb, yj jrensdfçn vsckm wdtnjv xtkjdtrf, _ njulf yfxbyftncz bcnbyyfz bylbdblefkmyjcnm. Yt cjlthåfybt vsckb tä jrhfibdftn, yj dcä gjcskftvjt ghjgbnsdftncz wdtnjv bylbdblefkmyjcnb. Nfr abpbxtcrb jñhfpetncz kex. Hfleuf _ kexibq pyfr; rfålsq yfvär yf hfleue gjrfpsdftn hfpdbnbt nhtnmtuj ukfpf. 130. Øhbcnjc ujdjhbk: ≤Yt d øhfvt, yj d leøt ñeltnt vjkbnmcz≥. Gjbcnbyt, htkbubjpysq ghtlhfcceljr _ cfvfz ujhifz dekmufhyjcnm. Xfcnj lfåt htkbubjpyst ãrcnfps dtlen pf cjñjç ñjkmit dhtlf, ytåtkb gjkmps. Bp ybø njkgf cltkfkf dekmufhyeç ghjwtccbç, gjnjve dfåyj gjrfpfnm åbpytyyjcnm Cnjzobø yf dctø cnegtyzø ktcnybws. 61
Gjhf cñhjcbnm ñhbkkbfyns, jcrdthyzçobt cdznjt bpjñhfåtybt. Gjhf cåtxm vjob, cktlez pfdtne Øhbcnf. Gjhf dj Øhfv Leøjhfpevtybz djqnb, gjcdzofz cbks, cjdthitycndeçobt pyfybt bcnbyyjq vjob leøf. Yt d lfkärbø kfñjhfnjhbzø, yt d rtkmzø, yj d åbpyb ds ñeltnt cjñbhfnm ghfdlbdst pfgbcb, ult Øhbcnjc, yt d crkflrfø øbnjyf, yj d rhfcjnt nhelf, cjñbhftn boeobø cdjñjle leøf. Crjkmrj hfp cdznst djpdhfofkbcm yf ptvkç, bñj ckbirjv dsyjcbkb yf njkge cdjä djcøbotybt dvtcnj cnhjtybz åbpyb. Vs htibntkmyj ghjnbd vjyfcnshtq rfr fynbntps åbpyb; kbim hfccflybrb åbpyb, jñotåbnbz kexibø dszdktybq nhelf yfqlen ctñt Yfie gjvjom. Nfr hfletvcz, dblz dfit cnhjbntkmcndj, b pyftv, yfcrjkmrj jgsn d dthysø herfø. Bvtyyj, bp åbpyb ljqnb yflj. Bvtyyj, yt yeåyf jñotghbyznfz htkbubjpyjcnm. Yeåys afrns cjpyfntkmyjuj jñotybz c Jñbntkmç Cdtnf. Djn vs åtkftv ghbytcnb gjkmpe, bläv cjpyfntkmyj, ñtp vfubb r ghfrnbxtcrjve Bcnjxybre. D ãnjq ghjcnjnt pfrkçxftncz dcz jxthtlyfz nfqyf, toä nfr ytljcnegyfz kçlzv, ñhtleobv gj gjzc d ghtlhfccelrfø. Ytdjpvjåyj bv gjyznm ghjcnjne, rhfcjne b ñtccnhfibt. 62
Yt enjvkzqcz, dcä Yfc hfletn. Yjxmç yt yflj jncnfdfnm jn cyf, yj yflj dshfñjnfnm dtcäkeç yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm. Dtctkmt ãnj jcjñtyyjt _ vjåyj pfvtybnm nthvbyjv djpvjåyjcnm. Ghjcnj lthåfnm dyenhtyybt ajhnjxrb jnrhsnsvb. Gthdsq gthbjl _ yfexbnmcz ckeifnm b jcdjbnmcz c gthtkbdfvb djky kexf b cjgencndeçobvb bv joeotybzvb. Dnjhjq gthbjl _ ñeltim hfpujdfhbdfnm c Yfvb. Yt enheålfq ckbirjv wtynhs. Ñskb ldt yjxb: cgthdf yeåyj jpyfrjvbnmcz c ujkjcfvb. Cjpyfntkmyj yt ghtdfkbheç ntvñhjv, xnjñ lfnm lheubv. 131. Ñtccnhfibt _ Yfi djlbntkm. Rhfcjnf _ Yfi kex gjybvfybz. Ghjcnjnf _ Yfi rkçx jn nfqysø ldthtq cxfcnmz. Vjåtnt gbcfnm j ghjcnjnt jcjñtyyj, bñj ybxnj nfr yt ghtuhfålftn genm, rfr nexyjcnm yflenjcnb. Yflj dczrbvb ecbkbzvb bpujyznm dczrjt pfhjåltybt cfvjvytybz, yt dgflfz d øfyåtcndj. Rfåtncz, cnfhfz bcnbyf, yj ctqxfc lókåyj ndthlbnm tä. Rfålsq ljkåty gjyznm cfv, ult tuj ghjcnjnf cnhflftn. Yt elbdkzqntcm, bñj kex pfltdftn _ kex wtynhjd; gjkexftncz dscjrjt yfghzåtybt. Kex ñsk bpdtcnty lfdyj, yj ghbvtybnm tuj yt ñskj chjrf b ckexfz. 63
Rhjvt gjpdjyrf, dct wtynhs ybåt gjzcf dhfåltñys jgsne. Jy ljkåty ñsnm gjlxbyäy cjkytxyjve cgktntybç. Gjhxb yt ñskj, yj yt yflj gthtnheålfnm cnheys. Yflj cvjnhtnm yt yf ctujlyz, yj yf ñeleott. Djljkfp ljkåty cjøhfyznm pfgfc rbckjhjlf. Kbim d ñeleott cvjnhb, bñj gj rjkbxtcnde pfvtxtyysø joeotybq jgsn dscjrjuj pyfxtybz. Pfgbcfyyst ckjdf pfødfnsdfçn gj hfpyjjñhfpbç jxtym ibhjrbq rheu Yfibø pfyznbq, b pltcm Vjä eljdktndjhtybt dsit jåblfybz. Ndthåe _ kbim yt gthtenjvbcm, yt hfpexbcm cgfnm. D jgsnt exfcndeçn vyjubt, bñj dcä Ñhfncndj pfbynthtcjdfyj jgsnjv. 132. Yfcrjkmrj cfvjedthtyyjcnm d ltqcndbb ñkfujckjdtyyf, yfcnjkmrj cfvjvybntkmyjcnm ueñbntkmyf. Cfvjvybntkmyjcnm dhfåltñyf ghjcnjnt. Lfåt ñjkmibt evs gjldthåtys ãnjq ñjktpyb, b d nhelt ljkåys djpdhfofnmcz kbiybq hfp, gjrf yt cjnhen ãnjq itkeøb. Jlyj bp eckjdbq vtifçott _ jncencndbt ghjcnjns. Vjåyj yjcbnm kfgnb b yt ñsnm ghjcnsv. D ghjcnjnt vjåyj dtkbxfqibq øhfv gjcnhjbnm. Ghjcnjnf, rhfcjnf b ñtccnhfibt _ Øhbcnjc b Ñellf ybxnj byjt yt ujdjhbkb. B ñkfuj, tckb leø nhtgtotn ãnbvb pfdtnfvb. 64
Pfvtxftnt, lfåt ujdjhbnm cnfhftvcz cfvsvb ghjcnsvb ckjdfvb, kbim ñs ghbñkbpbnm gfltybt dfdbkjycrbø ñfity. Nfr b crfåbnt _ ckjdfhb bcgtgtkbv, tckb jyb bp Øhbcnjdf xtrfyyjuj ckjdf cltkfkb rexe pdthbysø gjyznbq. Crfpfyj ghjcnj: ≤Yt vjkbntcm dczrj, yj d leøt≥. Ñellf d vbht ghjiäk _ b pfñskb. Øhbcnjc gjcnhflfk _ b pfñskb. Gecnm ntgthm gjlsven cdjq vtx yfl cjñjç, rfålsq gj åtkfybç. Gjhjqcz, yfhjl, d cdjbø kjøvjnmzø, ñtkfz jltålf lkz dctø ujnjdf. Jñtpmzybq nefktn clflbv d wbhr _ nelf, relf b yflensø ukegwjd. Lf, lf, lf. Kexit c lbrfhzvb, ytåtkb d fgntrt afkmibdsø chtlcnd, _ nfr b crfåbnt. 133. Vyjubt c ghtlfyyjq kçñjdmç cktlzn pf dfvb. Cghjc¶nt ctñz _ ñsk kb nfrjq xtkjdtr, rjnjhsq lheåtcrb ghbñkbåfkcz r dfv b yt gjdscbkcz? Gjnjve, xnj Yfib extybrb ytcen d ctñt vbrhjrjcv Ñhfncndf, yt ñsdftn r ybv ñtphfpkbxyjuj jnyjitybz. Nfråt d ybø gjcntgtyyj jñyfheåbdfçn gjlhjñyjcnb Yfituj Ñsnf: hfñjns ñtcrjytxyjcnm; jncencndbt joeotybz pfrjyxtyyjcnb lfåt pyfybz; jlbyjxtcndj b jncencndbt ljvf yf ptvkt; gjybvfybt hfljcnb d cvsckt cjpyfybz 65
djpvjåyjcntq, bñj kexibt cnhtks nfr htlrj ljøjlzn. Rjulf åt dblbv cthlwf kçltq, cnhtvzobøcz r njve åt cfle, rfr yt zdbnm hfljcnm! Yj ñtccnhfibt gthtl ytcrjyxftvjcnmç hfñjns jcjñtyyj dfåyj. Ghfdlf, jn cjpyfybz ytcrjyxftvsø djpvjåyjcntq fggfhfnf xtkjdtrf ltkftncz kturj. Pvtq cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz gjvjuftn ghtdjpvjxm cvene wtynhjd; gjnjve pvtq ñsk cbvdjkjv wfhz. Gjrfpfk ghtgfhfn lkz vbrhjcrjgf ythdf cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz. Rjulf rjkmwf pvtz yfxbyfçn dbnmcz, jhufybpv cnfyjdbncz jcjñj xedcndbntkmysv. Wdtns gthtlfçn cdjç åbpytyyeç ãvfyfwbç gj djkjryfv nrfyb ñtksø ifhbrjd, pfobofçobø wbnfltkm pvtz. D ghbhjlt pvtq kçñbn wdtns, nfråt b pvtq cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz gbnftncz bvb. Cdbymb njåt vyen wdtns, yj ñtp htpekmnfnf. Gjnjve ñtp cjpyfntkmyjuj gjnhtñktybz åbpytyyjq ãvfyfwbb vjåyj vbyjdfnm kexibt ktrfhcndf. Jncçlf åtkfybt dbltnm ytcjhdfyyst wdtns. Nhelty ndjq jgsn, b ljcnbuyenjt pfvtxfntkmyj. Vjåyj lfnm dbltybt, yj d abpbxtcrjt cjpyfybt ghjgecnbnm ltnfkb ckjåyjq åbpyb Ñhfncndf _ ytñsdfkj. Dbltybz jnnelf, rjulf ns ghbñkbåftim Yfie 66
åbpym jncçlf, _ b nfrbv jñhfpjv xtkjdtr ghbñkbåftn r ctñt dscibt gkfys. Dvtcnj djcøbotybz yf ytñj b jnnjhåtybz jn ptvkb, kexit ghbpdfnm Dscibt Cbks yf ptvkç, b ãnf djpvjåyjcnm dytcän yjdeç åbpym. Gjhextyj ntñt gthtlfnm ãne djpvjåyjcnm cäcnhfv Pjkjnjq Ujhs. Gecnm ãnjn åfh-wdtn pfwdtnän nfv. Gjnjve øhfybnt gjkyeç nfqye. 134. Ghtkjvktybt kextq _ ãnb pderb døjlzn d jhrtcnh vepsrb cath. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm rhbcnfkmyjcnm njyrjcnb c vjomç dbøhz. D vjpue tcnm wtynh, yfpsdftvsq rjkjrjkjv; rfr htpjyfnjh, jy cjñbhftn cbvajybç vbhf b cfveç ukeñjreç nbibye cgjcjñty ghtdhfnbnm d uhjpysq frrjhl. Crfpfyj: ≤Bvtçobq eib lf cksibn≥. Nfr åt rfr cgbyyjq vjpu pjdäncz rjgmäv, bñj, åtkfz jnhfpbnm elfhs, vs ljkåys yfghzxm ãnjn rfyfk. Nfr åt rfr wtynhs gktxtq yfpsdfçncz rhskmzvb, bñj ghb cfvjjndthåtyyjv gjldbut kexb ecbkbdfçncz. Ktutylf j rhskmzø jxtym bpjñhfpbntkmyf. Nfr åt rfr åtkfybt lhtdybø yjcbnm yf uhelb rheukeç ñkzøe. Ntvz bvttn yfpdfybt rjkjlwf, bñj djkys xeåbø djpltqcndbq ghjybrfçn ãnbv yfghfdktybtv. Gjdcçle 67
dblbv d lhtdyjcnb gjrhsnbt ujkjds cdzpfyysv c cbvdjkjv cdzotyybrf, f ntgthm pfvtyäyyjt yfpdfybtv abhvs _ nfr jgktibdtkb leøjdyj kçlb. Pfrjyxbv gjckfybtv r yjdsv ghbñsdibv: Cnjkmrj yflj dfv epyfnm, xnjñs gjkexbnm velhjcnm cgjrjqcndbz b ltqcndbz. Kbrb vfcjr yflj hfpjñhfnm b cevtnm Vjä Bvz cltkfnm ñhjyäq rfåljuj ltqcndbz. Dtlm ghble d erfpfyyeç ptvkç _ b cdtxe d ãne póhç yflj yt ghjcgfnm, gjnjve exbntcm xenrjcnb. B evtqnt lthåfnm jrjkj ctñz cdtnkeç jltåle. Rjulf åt ecnfdfnm ñeltnt, gjvybnt _ Vs yt pyftv ñtpltkmz. Gjcnfhfqntcm bvtnm nt åt jñsxfb b kçñbnt wdtns b pder. Blbnt kmdfvb, yj cjøhfyzqnt vfksø, bñj jyb gjvjuen dfv jnrhsnm ldthb Vjb. Bvtqnt hfpevtybt! 135. Rjulf vyjubt ptvyst fggfhfns ghbläncz eybxnjåbnm, dcktlcndbt dhtlf, njulf yfcnfytn dhtvz ghbñkbpbnm xtkjdtxtcndj gjchtlcndjv ghbhjlyjuj fggfhfnf. Fggfhfn tcnm gthdbxyfz cnegtym. Bcnbyyjt pfdjtdfybt, rjulf leø pfvtybn dct fggfhfns. Djjheåbnm xtkjdtrf ñtp tlbyjq vfibys _ ãnj kb yt pfdjtdfybt! Uhfvjnysq ñerdjç vjåtn ltqcndjdfnm kbim yf gjdthøyjcnb ptvkb, _ uhfvjnysq leøjv vjåtn ltqcndjdfnm dyt uhfybw. 68
Cnhjtybt yjdsø vbhjdsø rjvñbyfwbq yt ghjntrftn kturj. Wtynhs eghfplyztvst gsnfçncz pfnhelybnm ecbkbz yjdsø. Gthtåbdäv uhjpe b kbdtym _ Yfit pthrfkj cdtnkj. 136. Ñskj xenrjt joeotybt, xnj yeåyj dcä veåtcndj cjñhfnm, xnjñs ljqnb. Ñsdfçn crexyst b jgfcyst gthtøjls, b ghtnthgtnm bø vjåyj kbim yfltåljç yf Ghjdjlybrf. Jy ljkåty ljdtcnb b yt yfljhdfnm cbks. Tckb Jy yfljhdän cbks, xtv pfvtybnm bø? Gjhextybt dscjrjt åtyoby zdktyj ljkåyj ñsnm åtyobyjç. B d Øhfvt Vfnthb Vbhf ljkåyf ñsnm åtyobyf. Zdktybt Vfnthb Vbhf cjplfcn tlbytybt åtyoby. Bvtyyj ntgthm pflfxf _ cjplfnm leøjdyj-wfhcndtyyjt gjkjåtybt åtyobyt. B gthtlfxf ytgjchtlcndtyyjuj Jñotybz c Dscibvb Cbkfvb åtyobyt yeåyf rfr gcbøjkjubxtcrbq njkxjr. Rjytxyj, xthtp yjdeç htkbubç zdbncz ytjñøjlbvjt edfåtybt. Xeç, rfr yfghzåäy njr, rfr fnvjcathf yfgjkytyf, yj crjhj lfdktybt pdäpl bpvtybncz. Lfåt ghbñkbåtybt lheåtcrjq gkfytns nzåtkj, bñj yjdst kexb htåen yjdst ckjb fnvjcaths. Rjytxyj, jyb kexit keys, yj yjdjt lfdktybt toä yt hfcghtltktyj. 69
137. C ukeñjrbv cbvdjkjv Øhbcnjc erfpfk yf ltntq. Nfr åt ghjcnj gjljqläv r Dhfnfv Dtkbrjuj Pyfybz. Ghfdlf, Vs crkflsdftv ckjåyst b njxyst ajhveks, yj vtnjl yføjåltybz ktåbn d leøjdyjv cjpyfybb. Bvtyyj ãnbv cjpyfybtv yføjlbv yjdst genb ghbcjtlbybnm yjdst caths vbhjd r ljcnegyjve vsiktybç _ b lj ghtltkf vsiktybz. Bñj rfr d ñtpljyysq jrtfy gjuheåftncz cjpyfybt, pfødfnsdfz yjdst caths. Nfr dtkbrj b vjoyj ndjhtybt Rjcvjcf. 138. Ehecdfnb _ gjhf crfpfnm, xnj nfr pjdäv pdtple, rjnjhfz ytelthåbvj ghbñkbåftncz r Ptvkt. Bplfdyf jyf ñskf cbvdjkjv Vfnthb Vbhf, b Ãgjøf Vfnthb Vbhf ljkåyf yfxfnmcz, rjulf Tä pdtplf ghbñkbpbncz r Ptvkt ytñsdfkj. Dtkbrfz Ãgjøf yfxbyftncz, bñj leøjhfpevtybt cdzpfyj c Vfnthmç Vbhf. Lfåt pyfçobv chjr lbdyj cvjnhtnm yf abpbxtcrjt ghbñkbåtybt ceåläyyjuj. Dfåyj yfcnegktybt jxtym dtkbrjq Ãgjøb, rjnjhfz ceotcndtyyj bpvtybn åbpym Ptvkb. Dtkbrfz! _ Z nfr hfleçcm, dblz, rfr yjdst kexb ghjybpsdfçn njkoe Ptvkb. Tckb lfåt jyb cyfxfkf nzåtks, nj bø ãvfyfwbz dyjcbn yjdst ãktvtyns, nfr 70
yeåyst lkz njkxrf. Yjdst kexb ljcnbufçn Ptvkç d gthdsq hfp jn tä cajhvbhjdfybz. Ctujlyz yfxfkj åtycrjuj ghjñeåltybz, bñj yjdfz djkyf ljikf ctujlyz b yjdst jxfub pfåukbcm, bñj dtotcndj kextq ghjybrftn ukeñjrj. Hfljcnyj joeofnm ghbñkbåtybt Yjdjq Ãgjøb. 139. E. _ bthjafyn tubgtncrbq, gjcktlybq pyfdibq vbcnthbb, c Yfvb hfñjnftn. Jy cjdthityyj cjukfcty c Ehecdfnb jnyjcbntkmyj dslfxb ljcnjqysv nfqy, øjnz pf ãnj Jy ñsk jnhfdkty. Gjnhtñyjcnm kufnm pfcnfdkztn åhtwjd cnfhsø htkbubq njkrfnm yfhjl d ñtplye nmvs. Lf, bø vjåyj, rfr Vjbctq, jcnfdbnm e gjljids ujhs, yj crhbåfkb yflj zdbnm. Rfr dcä rfpfkjcm nktyysv! Yfib extybrb, gjzdkzzcm d gjcktlybq hfp yf ptvkt, bcgsnsdfçn xedcndj jlbyjxtcndf b jnjhdfyyjcnb. Kbim cjpyfybtv gjybvftv wtyyjcnm ptvkb, yj ybxnj yt pfcnfdkztn jukzlsdfnmcz yfpfl, tckb leø cdjq kfhtw eåt ekjåbk. Ukfdyjt _ vjlbabrfwbz xtkjdtxtcrjuj xedcndf hfljcnb. B rfrfz vjåtn ñsnm hfljcnm, rjulf cjpyfäim ytcjdthitycndj åbpyb? Yj rjulf leø rfcftncz hfpvthjd Rjcvjcf, nj hfljcnm pfvtyztncz cjpyfybtv djpvjåyjcntq. 71
B rjulf Z itgyek: ≤Ndjz hfljcnm eqlän≥, bvtk d dble gthtøjl xtkjdtxtcrjq hfljcnb d rjcvbxtcreç ezdktyyeç rjywtgwbç, rfr ñs gjgflftv d ñtpdjpleiyjt ghjcnhfycndj. Kexb yjdjq åbpyb jrensdfçn kexit gjkjuf jn vjcrbnjd, b yt yflj yfghzufnm ctñz r ptvkt; d ãnjv ufhvjybz, rjulf hfñjnftv lkz ptvkb. Lkz gjcnjhjyybø ãnj ceofz xtgeøf, yj ds gjqvänt, rfr vjåyj kjdbnm b hfcnbnm rfåleç xbcneç ptvyeç vsckm, yt ghbrfcfzcm r cjdhtvtyyjcnb. B yt jndktxäyyjt ñkfuj, yj pyfybt pfrjyjd pfcnfdkztn ghjbpyjcbnm nt ghjcnst ckjdf, rjnjhst nfr jñhtvtyzçn Ehecdfnb, yj rjnjhst yflj pfgbcfnm, bñj rjulf jn Øhbcnf b lj ñskbyrb xthnf ghjdtltyf, njulf njkmrj gjrhsnj ghjcnhfycndj pfyznbq. Kføjh toä dfåty ntv, xnj nfv Øhbcnjc bvtk gthdjt dbltybt j rjywt cdjtq ghjgjdtlb b gjiäk ujnjdbnmcz. Dtkbrj pyfybt jncencndbz cvthnb. Dct pfñskb _ byfxt åbkb ñs. 140. Hfccrfp Vfhbb Vfulfkbys. ≤Ds pyftnt vjq jñhfp åbpyb, rjulf gj yjxfv yfc pyfkb b lyäv jndjhfxbdfkbcm. Nfråt b r Øhbcne gj yjxfv øjlbkb, f lyäv kbwj jndhfofkb. 72
Vyt gjlevfkjcm: djn z cfvfz ybprfz b vtyz cnslzncz ghb cjkywt, yj cfvjuj dscjrjuj Ghjhjrf nfråt lyäv bpñtufçn. Nfr cfvjt ybprjt b cfvjt dscjrjt jlbyfrjdj bpñtufçncz. B djn htibkf z yfqnb Tuj b lyäv ghjnzyenm Tve here. Jltkf cdjq kexibq øbvfn b jåthtkmt bp Cvbhys b yfleibkf djkjcs _ nfr gjikf, xnjñ crfpfnm yfhjle: ≤Ghb cdtnt cjkywf, bpñtuftvst njñjç ybprjt b dscjrjt dcnhtxfçncz≥. B rjulf edbltkf Tuj, cblzotuj gjchtlb hsñfrjd, njkmrj øjkcnbyjq gjrhsnjuj, jcnfkfcm xthtp ekbwe b gjljqnb yt vjukf. Vtåle yfvb ghjøjlbkb kçlb, jlbyfrjdj bpñtufz yfc. Nfr ñskf htityf vjz åbpym, bñj Jy crfpfk extybre cfvjve kçñbvjve: ≤Djpmvb otgjnm gskb b jnytcb ãnjq åtyobyt, xnjñs ñskj yf xnj ghjvtyznm tä jåthtkmt. Djbcnbye, d ãnjq pjkt ñjkmit cdtnf, ytåtkb d tä rfvyzø, bñj bp pjks vjue cjplfnm rfvtym, yj bp rfvyz _ njkmrj gskm≥. Jcnfkmyjt ds eåt pyftnt, bñj Jy yt jcelbk vtyz, yj kbim dpdtcbk vjb wtgb, b wtgb gjpjhf hfpktntkbcm gskmç. 73
Ghjcnj htifk Jy, ybrjulf yt pfnhelyzkcz gjckfnm cfvsq ghjcnjq ghtlvtn, htifdibq dcç åbpym. Lj ãnbø gjcskjr Jy ljnhfubdfkcz, rfr ñs jleøjndjhzz bø. Genm Tuj ñsk gecn, bñj yfhjl, gjkexbd jn Ytuj lfh, gjcgtiyj hfpñtufkcz. B åtkfk Jy djpkjåbnm herb, b gecnj ñskj. Aehbb chfvf ytckbcm pf Ybv b ghbndjhyj vføfkb dtndzvb, rjulf Jy eåt ñsk jceåläy. Wtyf hfpñjqybrf zdbkfcm ljcnjqyjq njkgs. Hfpñbk wtgb djbcnbye, bñj lfk pyfybt, yt ghbyzd vpls≥. 141. Rfr hfpkbxyj ghjntrfçn gkfys cnhjtybq! Rjulf-nj Vs ujdjhbkb: ≤Jnlfq dcä≥. Ntgthm bläv lfkmit b ujdjhbv: ≤Djpmvbnt dcä, yj yt cxbnfqnt cdjbv≥. Ghjcnjq hfpev gjqvän, rfr ytdjpvjåyj dpznm c cjñjç ptvyst dtob. Yj jyb cjplfys ghb exfcnbb leøf, b gjnjve yt cktletn ghtytñhtufnm bvb. Rfr vjåyj ghjqnb vbvj wdtnjd ghbhjls? Yj ndjhtybz nhelf _ njåt wdtns xtkjdtxtcndf. Tckb pfgfø b wdtn bø ytcjdthityty, nj yflj gjåfktnm.
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142. Nfr rfålfz gjktpyfz vsckm yføjlbn jljñhtybt _ elfh gj cnheyt dspsdftn cjpdexbt. Zcyfz b veåtcndtyyfz ajhvekbhjdrf vsckb jxtym gjktpyf. Yfc vjåtn hfljdfnm rfr chtlytdtrjdfz kçnyz, nfr b Dfuythf ≤Dfkmrbhbb≥. Øjhji nfråt cnfhbyysq rbnfqcrbq øhecnfkmysq bycnhevtyn. Xbcnjnf njyf jndtxftn xbcnjnt wdtnjd. Tuj yfpsdfçn hfleåyjq fhajq. Kexb jnkbxyj lfçn nheñyst pderb, b dbøhtdst rjkmwf ytpfvtybvs, rfr cnheyysq frrjhl. Ghfdj, cnjbn åbnm c nfrbvb gthcgtrnbdfvb. 143. Gj hbnve vbhjdjuj ldbåtybz yeåyf gjdnjhyjcnm yfhfcnfybz. Zdktybt gjcgtiyjcnb ghjnbdyj vbhjdjve cjpblfybç. Erkfl rhbcnfkkjd b wdtnjd erfpsdftn, rfr yfhfcnftn cjdthitycndj. 144. Necrkj ujhbn cdzpm Øhbcnf c Ñelljç d gjybvfybb kçlcrjv. 145. J ghbvtytybb Vjbø ktrfhcnd. Dct cbks hfcnbntkmyjuj wfhcndf ljkåys ñsnm yfghfdktys r jlyjve, lkz xtuj jyb b ceotcndeçn, _ r ecbktybç åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb. Ktxbnm dct ytleub vjåyj ghjnbdjgjcnfdktybtv åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb. Rfr ñs htpthdefh ghfys ceotcndeçn ytrjnjhst hfcntybz. Ødjz cjñbhftn rfr buks ãktrnhbxtcndf. 75
B rfr cdzpm vtåle ytñjv b ytlhfvb ptvkb, yfgjkytyf ptvkz åbdsvb oegfkmwfvb, cjñbhfçobvb b øhfyzobvb bcnbyyjt jñyjdktybt leøjdyjq nrfyb. Ytdtåtcndj vjåtn ghznfnm ñjktpym, yj kexit cåtxm tä yf juyt åbpyb. Yt bcreccndtyysv djpñeåltybtv bpyehzçobv, yj vjomç åbpyb djccnfyjdkzz hfdyjdtcbt. Yt yflj bcrfnm chtlb vbythfkjd, bñj jyb lfdyj kbitys djpltqcndbz ghfys. Bø yfpyfxtybt byjt. Yj zdktybt cjkywf lfän åbpym. Ghfdlf, vbythfkmyfz gjxdf lfän gjljñbt gjlyjåbz åbpyb; yj ãnj njkmrj gtlfkm, rjnjhfz ñtp cnhey ñtcgjktpyf. Bnfr, Vjz fgntrf ñeltn yfghfdktyf d jñotxtkjdtxtcreç ceoyjcnm. Jyf ñeltn endthålfnm åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm ñtp eñbqcndf, bñj hfcntybz kturj gthtøjlzn d cktleçott cjcnjzybt. Ghbdbdrb øjhjib, tckb bv cjjndtncndetn åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm, byfxt jyb zdkzçncz hfpheibntkmysv gkfcnshtv. Åbpytcgjcjñyjt ceotcndj yt yeålftncz d ghbdbdrfø, bñj jyj bvttn nfr yfpsdftvsq cjkytxysq bvveybntn. 76
Vfkj åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb d lthtdyzø, bñj ghfyf gjvjuftn djcghbyznfz cjpyfntkmyj. Gbnfybt leøf vjåtn blnb kbim cjpyfntkmyj. R erfpfyysv ktrfhcndfv yeåyj toä ljñfdbnm, xnj d Ktvehbb wtybkbcm irehs vecrecysø åbdjnysø. Nfråt d hbnefkfø gjcdzotybz wfhtq lhtdytuj Øjhfcfyf gjzdkzkfcm xfif rtlhjdjq cvjks. E lhebljd nfråt xfif rtlhjdjq cvjks yfpsdfkfcm xfitq åbpyb. B kbim gjckt jyf pfvtybkfcm rhjdmç ghb gjntht cjpyfybz leøf. Jujym Pjhjfcnhf ghjbpjiäk jn cjååtybz cvjks d xfit. 146. Gjkytñf pfyznj ytjñsxysv pyfvtybtv. Jrjkj ytdblbvjuj cdtnbkf rfr ñs ytjñüznysq rheu pfcbzk, kexb gjñtåfkb gj rhfzv tuj. Aehbb eåfcf gjghznfkbcm d gtoths, eleitys cbzybtv pyfvtybz. Genm ktåbn gthtl yfhjljv, bleobv yf Pfgfl. Kexitt evtybt gjyäc yfhjl. Herf lfçofz velhj åbdän. B vtcnf gecnm jnljøyen. Rjve åt jnlfnm yjdeç ptvkç? Rnj ghbytcän otgjnm cnfhjuj Pyfybz? Eptk yfhjljd pfrhtgkäy yf gecnjv vtcnt. 77
Eitlibt gecnm ghblen. Tckb vjhz vjuen gjrhsdfnm ujhs b gecnsyb cvtyznm lyj vjhcrjt, yteåtkb ytljcnegyj ghtlcnfdbnm xelj pfctktybz gecnsyb? Gføfhm, ghjcnjq gjctkzyby, lfän jnljøyenm gjkç, gjrhsdfz tuj vhfrjv ñehmzyf. Nfr åt d gkfyt cjpblfybz yflj cvtyznm vtcnf ehjåfz. Yjdjve ghbkbxyj ñsnm yf yjdjv vtcnt. Xeç, leø xtkjdtxtcrbq djpytcäncz, yj ghbvbnt cfvsø ytcxfcnysø: ≤Ghblbnt, ujkst, vs jltytv dfc; ghblbnt, vfkst, vs djphfcnbv dfc; ghblbnt, ytvst, vs lflbv ukfujk dfv; ghblbnt, cktgst, bñj e yfc jcvjnhbnt ceåläyyjt bvtybt≥. Xmz herf nzytncz r pfndjhe Ljvf Vjtuj? Genybr, yt bvttim cdjtuj, gjnjve djqläim. Nfr ljqläv. 147. Ytcjdthitycndj vfnthbb gjhf ecnhfyznm. Lkz njuj yfhjl ljkåty jcjpyfnm leø; byfxt jñott cjcnjzybt rfr ñs ghbhfdybdftn r ctñt jnltkmysø djpvjåyjcnb, rfr ñs djkys jrtfyf cjøhfyzçn jñobq hbnv. Gjnjve gjhf gjlyznm yfhjls vtxjv bkb vjkybtq, kbim ñs ghjñelbnm djgkm leøf. 78
148. Tckb ñs ds dbltkb rkbit gthdsø ndjhtybq, ds ñs eåfcyekbcm. Ukfdyjt pfnhelytybt d njv, xnj yf vfnthbç vjåyj djpltqcndjdfnm xthtp vfnthbç. Gthtñhjcbnm vjcn jn leøf r Ñhfncnde ñskj yt nfr nhelyj, yj ecnfyjdbnm yjhvfkmyeç cdzpm Ñhfncndf c kçlmvb ytdshfpbvj nhelyj. Kçlb, rfr gjgeufb, ndthlzn pfvtxfntkmyeç ajhveke: ≤Cvthnbç cvthnm gjghfd≥ _ yj j pyfxtybb tä yt levfçn. Htityj ñeleoeç celmñe dkjåbnm d åbpytyyst eckjdbz rjjgthfwbb leøf. Nhelyjcnm d yjdjv ltktybb xtkjdtxtcndf. Ghtåytt ghbvbnbdyjt ltktybt yf rfcns, yf rkfccs b yf pfyznbz pfvtyztncz ckjåysv hfpkbxbtv gj cdtnjntyb. Zdktybt, rfr jxbotyysq rjvveybpv, jnñthän kexibt ckjb xtkjdtxtcndf. Ñtp ltnfktq yflj ghjdtcnb jñoeç cdtnjntym, rfr ñs ghbpsd d yjdeç fhvbç. Rfr nhelyj jnjñhfnm, yt ghbñtufz r jcjñsv vthfv! B ctqxfc Yfif Kfñjhfnjhbz jcjñtyyj pfyznf, bñj ueñbntkmysq kex ghjybrftn yf Ptvkç. Yj njn åt kex, ytvyjuj ljñfdktyysq, lfän cjpblfybt. Ljñfdbd jlby byuhtlbtyn, vs gjkexftv chtlcndj bpvtybnm gjdthøyjcnm ptvkb. Gecnsyb pfwdtnen ãnbv kexjv. Ytjcnjhjåty yfhjl, bpñhfd genm ãnjn. Vths ghbyzns. 79
149. Djkys njrjd cgbhfkmyj yfhfcnfçn. Ghbywbg cgbhfkmyjuj dbøhz dj dcäv. 150. Vfnthm Vbhf zdkztncz cbvdjkjv åtycrjuj Yfxfkf d yjdjq ãgjøt, b veåcrjt Yfxfkj ljñhjdjkmyj jnlfän cjrhjdbot Vbhf åtycrjve Yfxfke. Tckb fvfpjyrb zdkzkbcm cbvdjkjv cbks åtycrjuj Yfxfkf, nj ntgthm ytjñøjlbvj gjrfpfnm leøjdyeç cjdthityyeç cnjhjye åtyobys. Bvtytv Øhbcnf cjdthifkbcm dtkbrbt ghtcnegktybz, gjnjve ysyt Øhbcnjc jñktrftncz d byst jltåls. Yflj jxbcnbnm dcä ghberhfityyjt. Yt ujdjhç j kturj erhfityysø cjxbytybzø, yj lfåt gj njvfv Jhbutyf crfrfkb gjghfdrb. Gjnjve gjhf bpvtybnm gjkjåtybt vbhf. Gheåbys hfymit chjrf yt vjuen ltqcndjdfnm, ecrjhbnm _ pyfxbn gbkbnm cnheys. 151. Vs yt pyftv uhfybw djpvjåyjcntq pfdjtdfybq leøf. Pthyj leøf cfvjljdktçott, yj gj feht vjåyj celbnm j yfghfdktybb. Tcnm vsckb, jñhfoäyyst dyenhm b gjukjoäyyst gjntywbfkjv leøf. Tcnm vsckb, rjnjhst yt dszdktys yf ptvyjv gkfyt. 80
152. Vjåyj gjcnhjbnm ujhjl, vjåyj lfnm kexitt pyfybt, yj nhelytt dctuj jnvsnm bcnbyyjt bpjñhfåtybt Øhbcnf. Vsckbnt, rfr jnthtnm ntkj Øhbcnf. Cjñbhfz rhjøb yfhjlyjuj Cgfcf b jñhfofz øbnjy d hfñjxbq gkfn, vjåyj yfqnb jpfhtybt. Herfvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb ljkåty ckjåbnmcz Øhfv. 153. Pdtplf Fkkføfñflf erfpfkf genm, b nfr Vs gjctnbkb Cfhyfnø b Ufç. Dtplt yfikb gjyjitybt htkbubq. Yf jñhfnyjv genb, d gjkyjkeybt, ghjbpjikj gfvznyjt bphtxtybt Øhbcnf. Dj dhtvz yjxyjuj gthtøjlf ghjdjlybr gjnthzk genm. Z yfiäk, gjckt gjbcrjd, Øhbcnf, cblzotuj yf gtcxfyjv øjkvt b cvjnhzotuj yf gtcrb, pfkbnst keyjç. Z crfpfk: ≤Vs gjnthzkb genm, yflj ljålfnmcz pdäplyjuj gjkjåtybz≥. ≤Hfcek Vjhbf, xnj Yfv genm, rjulf dcz ptvkz ålän Yfc?≥ Dpzd ñfvñerjdeç nhjcnm, Jy jxthnbk rdflhfn djrheu jngtxfnrf Tuj cktlf, ghbñfdbd: ≤Bcnbyyj ujdjhç _ yjujç xtkjdtxtcrjç≥. Gjnjv, jngtxfnfd kfljym, nfråt pfrkçxbk tä d rdflhfn. ≤Bcnbyyj ujdjhç _ herjç xtkjdtxtcrjç≥. 81
Vtåle rdflhfnfvb Jy yfxthnbk gjljñbt rjkjyys b gjrhsk rfr ñs gjkecathjq. Jy ujdjhbk: ≤J, rfr Fev ghjybrytn d cjpyfybt xtkjdtxtcrjt! Djn Z cltkfk gtcnbr b yfl ybv leue, b pfkjåbk jcyjdfybt yf xtnsht cnjhjys. Rjulf yjufvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb b herfvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb ñeltn gjcnhjty Øhfv, ult ghjwdtnän pfkjåtyysq Vyjç gtcnbr, gecnm Vjbv genäv ghjqlen cnhjbntkb. Gjxtve åläv genb, rjulf jy gthtl Yfvb?≥ B dcnfd, nhjcnmç cvtifk yfxthnfyyjt. ≤Rjulf Bvz Øhfvf ghjbpytctyj ñeltn, njulf dscnegbn yfxthnfybt. Pfgjvybd Vjä cjpdtplbt, rdflhfn b ltdznm pdäpl pfcbzçn yfl Øhfvjv. Pyfr cnegyb b herb ñeltn yfxthnfy yfl rfvytv rhfteujkmysv≥. _ Nfr ãnj Cfv crfpfk yfrfyeyt yjdjkeybz. Åfh gecnsyb ñsk dtkbr. Pdtplf Enhf _ pyfr Dtkbrjq Ãgjøb, rjnjhfz gthdsv kexjv ñktcyän bp Extybz Øhbcnf, bñj rjve åt djpdtkbxbnm Vfnthm Vbhf, rfr yt Øhbcne, bñj Øhbcnjc ñsk eybåty vbhjv. Lfqnt Yfv leue Cdjlf, relf djqnb! 154. Rfcfybt kexf Ñhfncndf ecbkbdftn ghjpjhkbdjcnm joeotybq, gjnjve yflj ghbybvfnm d cjjñhfåtybt rfåljt joeotybt. 82
Rfr vfkst, nfr b dfåyst cjñsnbz elfhzçn gj feht, rfr gj cnheyfv. Hfcneofz fehf bvttn cdjb ghtbveotcndf, vyjujjñhfpyj pdexfn ãnb ãjkjds rhskmz. Nzujnf vbhf hfpsuhsdftn gj ybv cdjb cbvajybb. Ytkmpz crfpfnm, xnjñ xtkjdtr, jpfhäyysq fehjq, ñsk ytldbåbv. Dytiyzz jñjkjxrf fehs, rfr vjht, djkyetncz. Rfrjt pflfybt lkz exäyjuj _ ghjcktlbnm gbnfybt fehs bpyenhb b jnhfåtybt bpdyt! Gjbcnbyt vbhcrfz ñbndf! Cbvdjk nzujns vbhf _ xtkjdtr, ytceobq ifh. Dct ckjåyst joeotybz ecbkbdfçncz lj ñjkb. Dgtxfnktybt vjåtn gjkexbnmcz rfr vtåle vjkjnjv b yfrjdfkmytq. Gjnjve ljcnbåtybt hfleåyjq fehs nfr ghfrnbxyj, bñj jyf ytcän d ctñt fccbvbkzwbç dctuj ceotuj. Lfåt cfvst kexibt jlyjwdtnyst fehs ljkåys pfkbdfnm gjåfhs cjñjç, xthgfz bp cdjtuj jrtfyf. Njulf rfr hfleåyfz fehf kturj jnhfåftn b ghbybvftn kexb. Gjnjve cfvjt ghfrnbxyjt ltqcndbt _ ãnj gjldbu. Jrtfy gjldbuf dtkbr _ yt ñskj dhtvtyb, rjulf vbh zdkzkcz fhtyjç. Vsckb j gthtecnhjqcndt jgjzcfkb dtcm ptvyjq ifh. Nj, xnj yfgjkyzkj ghtålt ctktybt bkb cnhfye, ntgthm pfkbdftn vbh! 83
D jcjpyfybb hfpvthf ãnjuj yfgjkyztncz htpthdefh jrtfyf dfituj. B jgecnjiäyyjt dxthf, kturj pfkbdftncz pfdnhf. Njkmrj yt vexfqnt ctñz, bñj d jnrhsnst Dhfnf yt jgjplftnt. B rjulf c eksñrjq crfåtim: ≤Jnkjåe ctujlyz, xnjñs cjøhfybnm yf pfdnhf≥, njulf, pyfxbn, gjcnegftim rfr cnhfntu, hfcghtltkzz djqcrj. Rjulf ghjdjl jnrhsn, jyj yt ecrjkmpftn, yj hfpybwf yt dtkbrf, tckb jyj jcnfäncz d leøt. Lfq jñüzcybnm. Cfvsq jgsn yfcnjkmrj ghjybr ytrjnjhst wtynhs, xnj hfñjnf ujlf cltkfyf d ldf vtczwf. Cfvjt ukfdyjt yt d cjjñotybzø, yj xnj jhufybpv dsytc gthtvtye kextq. B ntgthm lfq cgbhfkb ythdjd ecnjznmcz! Rjytxyj, nzujnf yt vfkfz, yj kbiytt ghtgzncndbt kbim jñjcnhztn ceotcndj wtyyjcnb. Xedcndjdfybz hfpyjjñhfpys, b fggfhfn pfgjkyty gjcnegktybzvb; yj dcä kzåtn gj gjkrfv, b vjåyj ghbybvfnm, yt gthtuheåfz ghbävybrf. Tckb Vjq Kex yfgjkybn dfi jrtfy, nj yeåyj erhtgbnm jhufybpv. Wdtn uheggs kextq eåt ghbybvftim yjhvfkmyj, yj tcnm rjnjhst toä vjuen gjnhzcnb, b nen yflj jxtym jñthtxm. 155. D ckexft ytljevtybz vjkxf gjcblbnt dvtcnt b levfqnt jlye vsckm. Crjhj gjqvänt, yfcrjkmrj 84
nfrjq vjkxfkbdsq cjdtn ghfrnbxty. Hbytv cbke leøf gj jlyjve hecke. Gjkexftncz ytjñsxfqysq hfphzl, ecbktyysq vfuybnjv b cjukfcjdfyysq hbnvjv. Pfrjy, xnj ldt cjukfcjdfyyst vsckb d ctvm hfp edtkbxbdfçn cbke. Ãnj yt vfubz, yj ghfrnbxtcrjt cjjñhfåtybt. 156. Evtqnt rhfcbdj dcnhtxfnm djkys. Yt gjkextybt ckflrbø gbhjårjd, yj rjdrf vtxf. Yt jñcføfhtyyst gfkmws, yj vjom ltcybws djbntkz leøf. Gjqnb yfdcnhtxe dhfue, yt ghbpyfdfz tuj, b ghjqnb r Djhjnfv, yt jñthyedibcm, _ Yfi genm. Vs pyftv gjcnegm ceåläyysø gjñtlbntktq. Ukfdyjt, yt ghsufqnt yf genb. Ukfdyjt, xnjñ Vs vjukb djcøbofnmcz ytgjñtlbvjcnmç ifuf dfituj. Ghbcnjqytt kexe jcdtofnm bleobø, ytåtkb ghsufnm pf ghsufçobvb. Vyjujt evtkb kçlb, yj htlrj evtkb rhfcbdj rjyxfnm. Yf pfht enhf bkb dtxthf, yf gjøjlt b yf jncnegktybb, yf gjkänt b yf yshzybb, gjlevfqnt j Yfc _ Cktlzobø. Rhfcbdj ñeltn b ljcnjqyj. Yteåtkb jnrhsdfnm cnhfybwe bcnjhbb, rjulf dtkbrfys pfnhelyzkbcm gthtifuyenm hextq? Rjulf käurjt ntvybkjcm ytrhfcbdsv b ev ifnfkcz, nthzz rhfcjns ceåltybt. Yj zdktybt ckjåysø pflfx kbim hfljcnm 85
lkz vfntvfnbrf. Njulf jcnfäncz vjom vjkxfybz, j rjnjhjq eåt crfpfyj. 157. Jujym jgfkztn ytcjdthityyst vsckb. Rfr byfxt cjñbhfnm rjksñtkm ljcnjdthysø ljcnbåtybq? Jxtym dfåty jgsn ghjgecrfybz vsckb xthtp kex. Rfålsq dshfåftn ceoyjcnm cdjtq fehs, yj jnltkmyst vsckb ñsdfçn hfpyjwtyys gj leøjdyjq rjycbcntywbb. Njulf ntkj vsckb vjåtn ñsnm bcgsnfyj jcjñsv kexjv. Ghbcencndbt dyenhtyytq leøjdyjcnb jpfhbn vsckm wdtnjv fehs, yj tckb vsckm ybprfz, jyf gjl kexjv cujhftn. Gjkexftncz yt njkmrj bcgsnfybt vsckb, yj b ltpbyatrwbz ghjcnhfycndf. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ctñt, rfr kex ghjybrftn ghjcnhfycndj b yføjlbn ghtrhfcyst cjrhjdbof _ yj rhfcyst b jhfyåtdst jujymrb njxyj ghtcnegyst jnhfdbntkb. Rfr åt yt jxbofnm ckjb yfl Ptvkäç, rjulf lfåt yf ukfp jyb lsvyj-jhfyåtdjuj wdtnf? Ukfdyjt _ eybxnjåbnm ñfwbkks ybprbø vscktq, rjnjhst pfhfpbntkmytt dctø ñjktpytq. Pfñjnbnmcz yflj yt j ghjbpytcäyysø ckjdfø, yj j vsckzø. D ntxtybt jlyjuj ckjdf ltcznm vscktq hjålfçncz. 158. Yflj crfpfnm j ghfdlbdjcnb jcyjdfybz. Ds pfvtnbkb, rfr Vs yfpsdftv fcnhfkmysq vbh yf86
uhjvjåltybtv. Gjlxährbdftv, rfr Vs vbyetv tuj. Eåt pyftnt, rfr fcnhfkmyst ntkf bvtçn b jñüäv, b dtc b eyjczn yf ctñt vyjubt jcjñtyyjcnb ptvyjq åbpyb. Jnyjcbntkmyjcnm ptvysø pyfybq bpdtcnyf. Rjytxyj, yt vfkeç ljkç jnyjcbntkmyjcnb eyjczn c cjñjç fcnhfkmyst ntkf, yj, jcdjñjålfzcm jn ptvyjq jñjkjxrb, gjkexfçn ndjhxtcndj leøf. Yj vjåtnt ghtlcnfdbnm ctñt, rfr jnhfåftncz jnyjcbntkmyjcnm pyfybq yf ãnbø gjcnhjtybzø! Hzljv c bpvsiktyysv Jkbvgjv vjåyj dcnhtnbnm ehjlkbdeç afñhbre, yt cjcnjzdieçcz yf ptvkt. Ñsdfçn ufhvjybxtcrbt jfpbcs, yj d jñotv ghtjñkflftn afynfcnbxtcrjt rkflñbot xtkjdtxtcrbø gthtåbdfybq. Ytdjpvjåyj gjuheåfnmcz d fcnhfkmyjt rkbit, bñj njkmrj kjåyjt ghtlcnfdktybt ñeltn cktljdfnm. Ãnbv dhtlys jñsxyst vtlbevs. Yt ñeltv gthtxbckznm gjcktlcndbq xflf ptvyjq reøyb, yj dfåytt gjyznm, rfr vjåyj evtymibnm gjcktlcndbz jnyjcbntkmyjcnb. Tä vjåyj evtymibnm bcnbyyjq ghfdlbdjcnmç; yj ghfdlbdjcnm vjåyj jcjpyfnm kbim leøjdyjcnmç; gjnjve ghjñeåltybt leøjdyjcnb zdkztncz rjcvbxtcrbv eckjdbtv. 87
159. ≤Hfljcnm tcnm jcjñfz velhjcnm≥ _ nfr crfpfk Øhbcnjc. Ybxnj yt cjñbhftn ãcctywbç ghfys hfdyj hfcntybzv. Lfåt ghfyfzvf vjåtn ñsnm pfvtytyf jñotybtv c hfcntybzvb. B ujlyj gjyznm, rfr ghbcnfkmyj yflj eukeñkznm dpjh d cnhjtybt hfcntybq. Gjhs hfcntybq hfcibhzçncz yt njkmrj yjdsvb kbcnmzvb b wdtnfvb, yj b elfktybtv jvthndtksø xfcntq. Pfrjy gbnfybz Ptvkb gjchtlcndjv oegfkmwtd hfcntybq lfän djpvjåyjcnm xthgfnm bp ãnjuj htpthdefhf xthtp jñjyzybt b phtybt wtyyjt rfxtcndj åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb, nfr yfpsdftvjt yfnehjdfkjhbc, gjkexftvjt ghb cjpyfntkmyjv ecnhtvktybb. Rfr wtyys åbdst hfcntybz, yt gjnthzdibt åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb, nfr åt vjuen ñsnm gjktpys ghtgfhfns, ceityyst yf cjkywt. Yj cktletn bpñtufnm cnflbç hfpkjåtybz, bñj hfpkjåtybt jlbyfrjdj dj dcäv b ghbdktrftn yfbñjktt ytcjdthityysø leøjd. Gjnjve yeåyj cktlbnm pf cjcnjzybtv chtpfyysø wdtnjd. Pfgfø hfpkjåtybz yflj gjxeznm _ yt dytiyjcnm, yj pfgfø zdkztn ghbpyfr. Rjulf yt dhtvz wdtnfv, gjktpyj bvtnm vfktymrbt ødjqyst lthtdmz; rfr vfibyf ãktrnhbxtcrfz, jyb yfrjgkzçn åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm _ jgtht88
åfçn ghfdbkmyjcnm lsøfybz. B dvtcnj hbnefkmysø lsøfybq vjåyj gjkexbnm cfvsq rjyltycbhjdfyysq pfgfc ghfys. Rjytxyj, njåt eckjdbt gjrjz ecbkbdftn ltqcndbt. Åbdjt gjybvfybt vjob ghbhjls gjikän ñtp vfubb jcdtåtybt djpvjåyjcntq. 160. Ytdjpvjåyj jnltkbnm eckjdbz ptvkb jn jrheåfçotuj, bñj vbh vtynfkmysq yt bvttn ntcysø uhfybw. Jgznm yflj crfpfnm ghjnbd fcnhfkmyjuj vbhf, bñj d ñeleotv åtkfntkmyj pyfxbntkmyj cjrhfnbnm ãne cnflbç. Ctqxfc jyf ytbpñtåyf, yj ghb hfpdbnbb leøf ghjzdktybt vtynfkf ghbñkbpbncz. Lãdfxty _ vtcnj ghbznysø cjpyfybq, yj dvtcnt c ntv jgfcyjt, bñj ckfñsq leø yt øjxtn hfccnfnmcz c nfrjq ghbznyjq cnfywbtq, bñj ãnf cnfywbz lfän yfbñjkmitt ytåtkfybt jgznm nhelbnmcz. B rjulf yfcnfän dhtvz gjrbyenm ãne Dfkufkke, vtynfk njkrftn yf gjldbu, yj fcnhfk yføjlbn vtcnj eljñysv lkz ctñz. Bvtyyj leø yt gjpdjkztn jcnfyjdbnmcz, bñj leø ult-nj ukeñjrj gjvybn j vbhfø ghtrhfcysø. Pf dctvb djcgjvbyfybzvb åbdän ytdshfpbvjt, ghjxyjt cjpyf89
ybt djpvjåyjcnb djpdhfotybz yf Cdtn, jnrelf bcrhf jnktntkf. Rfr vjåtn xedcndeçobq leø bpñtåfnm ghbcnegf vbhjdjq njcrb? Yt ñskj ckexfz, xnjñ xtkjdtr jnltkzkcz leøjv jn ptvyjuj gkfyf ñtp cjrhfotybz wtynhjd. Njxyj jndfåysq känxbr bcgsnsdftn, jnltkzzcm jn ptvkb, jlyj lhjåfybt d cthltxyjq cevrt. Wtkm b cvsck ceotcndjdfybz _ cnhtvbnmcz pf ghtltks bpdtcnyjuj yfdthø b gjvjxm lheu lheue. Tckb, ñtp dczrjq vtøfybrb, dcgjvybv xedcndj cnjzotuj yf crfkt gthtl atyjvtyjv ghbhjls, hfpdt ghb djcnjhut cthlwt yt cjåväncz? Gjckt ãnjq cnflbb zdbncz joeotybt dvtcnbvjcnb Ytjñüznyjcnb. Ytrjnjhst vbhzncz kturj c yfhzlyjcnmç fcnhfkf, yj yt yfqlänt gj ctñt. Kbim Yfib rtkmb pyfybz lflen genm. 161. Ds pfvtnbkb, xnj rfålsq Dtkbrbq Exbntkm ujdjhbk j ytghthsdyjcnb åbpyb. Nfråt vjåyj pfvtnbnm, rfr bvtyyj ãnj erfpfybt bp rfåljuj extybz bcnhtñktyj, bñj vfnthbfkbpv ljkåty pfobofnmcz. Yf Ptvkt ãnj eckjdbt jcjñj pyfxbntkmyjt. Yflj pyfnm, xnj ptvyfz vfnthbz jxtym gkjnyfz. Yf gkfytnfø, cnjzobø ybåt Ptvkb, vfnthbz jxtym uheñf; 90
yf cnjzobø dsit Ptvkb vfnthbz ufhvjybpbhetncz c leøjv. Gjnjve Ptvkz zdkztncz gjdjhjnysv geyrnjv. Yf dscibø gkfytnfø tcnm ytcjdthitycndf, yj ytn egjhcndf vfnthbb. Nfv ktuxt bcrfnm, yt nthzz cbk yf ytyeåyeç ñjhmñe. Vfnthbz nfv cnfyjdbncz ythfphsdyjq c leøjv ñtp ghjnbdjgjkjåtybz. Ybrnj yt jnhbwftn wtyyjcnm vfnthbb, yj ytkmpz gjyznm, pfxtv rjkäcf b gfhjdjq rjnäk ljkåys cgjhbnm d gfhjdjpt? Rfåtncz, xtv kexit hfñjnftn gfhjdjq rjnäk, ntv kexit rjkäcfv. Yj pfdtleçobq rjkäcfvb levftn, xnj jyb cfvfz dfåyfz xfcnm jhufybpvf, b ghbukfiftn dctø rfnfnmcz yf rjkäcfø, evfkxbdfz, xnj rjkäcf ñtp ldbufntkz vjuen rfnbnmcz kbim gjl ujhe. Gjcnhjtybt vfnthbb b leøf yt pfrkçxftn d jcyjdt dhfåls. Pfxtv jcnfyfdkbdfnm ldbåtybt d ghtrhfcyeç Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm? B pfxtv yfuhjvjålfnm ghbphfxyst pfghels jrjkj Ptvkb? Åfkm ytyeåyj pflthåfyysø genybrjd, bñj ãnb ptvyst cnfywbb bv dcä-nfrb yt ghbujlzncz lfkmit bpdtcnyjuj chjrf. R xtve cjnyz djgkjotybq, tckb ltcznmç vjåyj gthtifuyenm gjhju? 91
Rfr vjåyj dcgjvybnm gjcktlytuj Dtkbrjuj Exbntkz, ghbyzdituj gjpjhyeç cvthnm pf nj, xnj, rfpfkjcm, eåt lfdyj ñskj bpdtcnyj xtkjdtxtcnde! 162. Yflj bvtnm d dble, xnj bpjohäyyfz vfnthbz bvttn gjukjofçott rfxtcndj. Rjulf rnj-ybñelm ghbñkbåftncz r vfnthbb hflb tä yfcnjzotuj cjcnjzybz, jy yt gjkexftn bvveybntn leøf b gjuheåftncz d nfr yfpsdftveç vfqç, bñj ñtp cjdthitycndjdfybz ceoyjcnb dtotq bø jñjkjxrf cnfyjdbncz zljdbnjq. 163. Hjcn gjybvfybz leøf ghbdktrftn b cjnhelybxtcndj vfksø jñhfpjdfybq, yfctkzçobø djpleø. Djn gjxtve vjåyj gjåfktnm j dhfåltñyjcnb vfnthbb. Vjåyj ñskj hfymit ljcnbxm cjpyfntkmyjuj cjnhelybxtcndf c vfnthbtq. Pfvfyxbdj gjkexbnm ytvtlktyyj vfnthbfkmyst ghtbveotcndf. Lfåt evysq xtkjdtr yt ghjxm gjkexbnm xby, yt dpdtibdfz tuj gjcktlcndbq. Rkflñbot gjkyj dscjrbvb xbyfvb, ãnj gfvznybr juhflt jñjcjñktyyjcnb vfnthbb. Rjytxyj, vfnthbz jxtym pyfxbntkmyf, yj kbim ghb leøt jyf gjkexftn cdjä cdzotyyjt pyfxtybt. Nfr åt, rfr b dscibq gjxbnfntkm vfnthbb ñtp leøf yt ufhvjybxty, nfr b fltgn ñtp byntkktrnf. Yj d leøt vjåyj 92
dcä-nfrb ktnfnm, yj vfnthbz rhskmtd yt bvttn. Bñj leøjdyjcnm yf ptvkt vjåtn jnrhsnm dscjrbt Dhfnf. B rjulf xtkjdtr ñtpjgfcty jn cnhføf, njulf jy vjåtn pyfnm ghjbcøjåltybt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. 164. Rfxtcndj kextq ñtcrjytxyj hfpkbxyj, yj ldf hfphzlf kextq kturj hfpkbxbnm. Jlby _ rjnjhsq vjåtn ñsnm jnrhsn cjdhtvtyyjve xtkjdtxtcnde; lheujq dvtoftn kexb, nhtñeçobt jn kçltq gjybvfybz leøf, b ñtp ãnjuj rfxtcndf kexb ãnb vjuen ñsnm hfpheibntkmysvb. Kex Vfnthb Vbhf vjåtn ñsnm lfy xtkjdtxtcnde d ytlfkärjv ñeleotv. Cdtnjdjq ñehfd vjåtn ñsnm dhexäy jcnjhjåyj ytvyjubv. Yj juytyyfz cntyf lkz jnhbwfçobø leø jgfcyf, bñj dct jhfyåtdst b fkst fehs vjuen ñsnm dnzyens d jhñbne juyz b yt cvjuen ecnjznm. Rfålsq kex vjåtn zdbnm pfobne kbim d ghtltkfø tuj hjljdsø wdtnjd. Tckb lkz abjktnjdjuj kexf lfåt jxtym dscjrbq åäknsq ytghbznty, nj rfr gjhfåftn dytiyçç jñjkjxre fehs ctvtqcndj dctø fksø! Ghb cjdthitycndjdfybb zdkztncz yjdfz pfobnf, rjulf vs gjcnbuftv hfpyst kexb, gjukjofz bø cdjbv kexjv. Vs rfr ñs 93
pfrhsdftvcz jn enjvktybz jn hfpkbxysø dcgsitr yfitq ufvvjq wdtnjd. Yfghbvth: rnj-nj yjczobq abjktnjdeç fehe yfxyän dbltnm dcä d djkyfø abjktnjdjuj b cbytuj wdtnjd, _ ãnj pyfxbn, tuj obn rhtgytn. Ãnj pyfxbn, xnj, dvtcnj erjkjd b hfytybq, jy pfkbdftn cdjbv jrtfyjv, b xeåbt wdtnf rfr ñs njyen d yfrjgktybzø cdjtq fehs. Yj nhelyjcnm ãnbø yfrjgktybq d njv, xnj jyb yt vjuen ñsnm gjckfys bpdyt b vjuen ñsnm dsldbyens kbim bpyenhb. B gjnjve pyfr ljñhsq, rjulf jujym leøf cdtnbn cdjbv wdtnjv. Rfålfz jlyjwdtnyfz fehf pfrkçxftn d ctñt nhb djkys, jndtxfçobt nhäv ukfdysv tcntcndfv _ ntktcyjve, fcnhfkmyjve b vtynfkmyjve. 165. Cjy gjrfpfk cvsck gjcktlybø vbccbq. Dblbv ghjldbåtybt ceåläyysø cjñsnbq b ghjzdktybt nbøbø abueh, rfr ñs ghjøjlzobø dyt åbpyb, øjnz Vs jwtybdftv bø gj gjldbue. Yj åbpym bø ghjntrftn chtlb rfrjuj-nj eøjlf b gjldbuf, zdkzçotujcz rfr bcrhf dj nmvt. Gjcktleçobt b hfyybt cjñsnbz ghjntrfçn cjdthityyj ytpfvtnyj. Ghtcnjk, bkb rtkmz vjyfcnshz, bkb eujk cfgjåybrf yt bvtçn pyfxtybz, yfrjgktyyfz 94
hfytt fehf cjghjdjålftn ãnjn gjcktlybq genm. Rjytxyj, jyf hfcnän b rfr ñs gjrhsdftn ytñsdfkeç xedcndbntkmyjcnm, yj rfxtcndj tä eåt yt vtyztncz, b c hfyybø ktn vjåyj jnkbxfnm ãnbø cdjtjñsxysø ltntq, ytceobø cdjq vbh ghjzdktybz leøf. Jxtym htlrj, gjxnb ybrjulf jyb yt juhfybxbdfçncz jlyjq cgtwbfkmyjcnmç. Bvtyyj jncencndbt cgtwbfkmyjcnb øfhfrnthyj, herb rfr ñs ghjnzyens r xfit. Gthtcvfnhbdfz ghjikst åbpyb, vjåyj dbltnm ghtlcnfdbntkz htkbubb, wfhcnd, yferb, øeljåtcndf b vtøfybrb åleobv b cjñhfdibvcz d genm b ujnjdsv jnñsnm tåtxfcyj ñtp cjåfktybq. Rjvñbyfwbz ghfdbkmyjq jwtyrb rhfcjns vfnthbb c ujnjdyjcnmç eukeñbnmcz d ljcnbåtybz leøf _ ltkftn gjldbu rfr ñs yfphtdibv. Cevznbwf åbpyb ñjktt yt ghbdktrftn, b, rjytxyj, zdkztncz cjpyfybt, xnj lfkmit nfr ghjljkåfnmcz yt vjåtn. Gjldbu ñsdftn bkb chfdybntkmyj rhfnrjdhtvtyysv, bkb vjvtynfkmysv. Ecdjtybt ytjñøjlbvjcnb dshfpbnm jghtltkäyyjt ltqcndbt ghbytctyj bplfdyf, b rfr ghjcnj åbpytyysq ifu cjdthiftncz. Bnfr, cfvjt nhelyjt _ dvtcnbnm djcøbotybt vfnthbtq b zdktybz leøf. B crjkmrj ghtrhfcysø gjbcrjd 95
ñskb pflthåfys cjåfktybtv j vfnthbb bkb leøjdysv jñjcjñktybtv! Byjulf chjlcndj leøf c vfnthbtq ghtlcnfdkztncz kturj; njulf yflj bcrfnm ghbxbye d ghjiksø bpñhfyysø åbpyzø. Cfvsq bpscrfyysq jnitkmybr, ghjrkbyfçobq rhfcjne vbhf, pfrhsdftn gthtl cjñjç Dhfnf. Nfråt exäysq, pfñsdfçobq jñ Bcnjxybrt, kbiftn ctñz gjkänjd d rhfq pfdjtdfybq. Ltnb gjqven ãnj ghjcnjt eckjdbt, yj dphjckst jndthufçn rfr ukegjcnm. Kbim jcjñsvb genzvb cjjñotybz vjåyj ldbufnmcz d gjtplt gjldbuf. B ålfnm nj, xnj leø cxbnftn b pyftn gj dhtvtyb, ñsdftn nfr ñjktpytyyj, njxyj dhtvz jcnfyjdbkjcm b rfrjq-nj gjåfh bcnhtñbk yfrjgktyyjt ñjufncndj. Rnj-nj ujdjhbk: ≤Pfxtv?≥ Nfr vsckbk rnj-nj yf cjhjr djcmvjv ujle, pf ldf ujlf lj jrjyxfybz dctuj ptvyjuj rheuf. Gjbcnbyt Øhbcnjc crfpfk: ≤Yt pyftnt yb xfcf, yb lyz≥. Jy åt jnrhsk b lheueç ajhveke, crfpfd: ≤Pfxtv gjrbyek Vtyz, Dkflsrj?≥, bvtz d dble pyfybt leøf, bñj d gjcktlybq vjvtyn gjuheåftvcz rfr ñs d ñtpdjpleiyjt ghjcnhfycndj _ nfr ñsdftn gthtl jrjyxfybtv ptvyjuj rheuf, xnjñ ctqxfc åt dcgsøyenm dctvb juyzvb yfrjgktybq. Genäv pflthårb cjpyfybz ghjikjuj gjkexftncz ghsåjr yfl ñtplyjç. 96
Pfdnhf pfgbitv toä ytcrjkmrj ghbvthjd joeotybq gthtl gthtvtyjç ceotcndjdfybz. 166. Zdktybt lfåt ptvysø dtotq cjøhfyztn jrjkj ybø jcjñeç fnvjcathe. Gjljñyj rfr pfgfcs cjñsnbq d Yfibø Øhfybkbofø cjøhfyzçn ghbceobt bv akçbls. Toä lj xntybz vjåtnt ghjybrfnmcz ceoyjcnmç yfcnhjtybz ljrevtynf. Extybt pyfxbntkmyj eukeñbncz, rjulf ghtålt dctuj vjåyj gthtlfnm ceoyjcnm zdktybz. Hexfçcm, jxtym crjhj vjåyj jcdjbnmcz xedcndbntkmysv fggfhfnfv. Xenmä hfpdbdftncz yjhvfkmyj ljgeotybtv leøf. Jcjñtyyj kçlb xfcnj ujdjhzn: ≤Ybxtve ñjktt yt elbdkztvcz≥ _ b nen åt elbdkzçncz gthdjve ytgjyznyjve ijhjøe. Ntgthm cghócbnt, gjxtve yeåyj jlbyjxtcndj gjcktlytuj djgkjotybz? Ãnj jxtym nhelyj jñüzcybvjt eckjdbt c njxrb phtybz ptvkb, yj ytghtkjåyj b ghjcnj, rfr njkmrj gthtøjlbnt xthne ñsnbz Ptvkb. Lfåt yf jñsxyjv zdktybb gjløjlf r ghbcnfyb vjåyj gjlvtnbnm gjljñysq ghbvth. Åbpym rjhfñkz ghtrhfoftncz, rjyxftncz zdktybt genb, b gfccfåbhs pfyzns djghjcjv dsuheprb, b cjdvtcnyst ytlfdybt pfyznbz rfåencz ytceotcndeçobvb. 97
Rfr ñjkmit xedcndj jhufybpvf, ghbñkbåfçotujcz r cjdthityyj vtyzçotve eckjdbç! Rfr xenmä ntxtybt ecnhtvktybz r chtlcndfv dshfåtybz gjcktlytuj ltqcndbz. Rjytxyj, ds pfvtnbkb ldf genb: bkb eøjl d ntkt, bkb eøjl lkz hfñjns egkjnyäyysv fcnhfkjv. Rfåljt cjcnjzybt bvttn cdjb ghtbveotcndf, b kbim leø vjåtn htibnm, rjnjhjt zdktybt tve ñkbåt. Rjytxyj, vjåtn ñsnm jxtym ñkbprjt hfpkbxbt jñjbø cjcnjzybq lkz hfñjns yf ptvkt. Rjytxyj, lkz hfñjns yf ptvkt ghbujlytt ntkj, yj dytiyzz cdzpm ktuxt d egkjnyäyyjv cjcnjzybb. Jñf cjcnjzybz vjuen cjjñofnmcz. Ntkj vjåtn kturj gjckfnm cdjq fcnhfk, yj egkjnyäyysq fcnhfk yt vjåtn ghbyznm dct jcjñtyyjcnb ntkf. Rjytxyj, nrfym, cjøhfyzçofz åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm, vjåtn cjøhfybnm ntkj. Lfåt xfcnm egkjnyäyysø fcnhfkjd jcnfäncz gjl gjrhsnbtv ãnjq nrfyb yf dhtvz lfkärbø gjkänjd. 167. B toä ñsdftn, rjulf gthtl eøjljv pfvjkrfçn dct ujkjcf, b, lfåt pyfz ãnjn pfrjy, cnfyjdbncz åenrj. D Tubgtncrbø vbcnthbzø ecnfyjdkty vjvtyn, rjulf gjcdzoftvjuj cnfdzn gthtl gjhjujv fñcjkçnyjq nmvs b jy ljkåty, yt pfvtlkzz ifujd, djqnb d Ytdtljvjt. 98
Jcjñtyyj ntgthm, rjulf Øhbcnjc jnrfpfkcz jn xeltc, yflj ãnjn vjvtyn d Ytdtljvjt ghjqnb jcjñsv cgjcjñjv. Gjnjve xnj ñeleofz ãgjøf ljkåyf cnthtnm uhfybws vbhjd. B Tubgtncrbt vbcnthbb ghtndjhbkbcm d ajhveke _ ≤yjufvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb≥. 168. Ctnm pfuhflbntkmyfz ljkåyf jrheåfnm ntkj. Jxtym dfåyj, xnjñ fehf rjyxfkfcm ctnmç bcrh åbpytcgjcjñysø; gjnjve lfåt kbkjdst b cbybt fehs ljkåys bvtnm heñbyjdst bcrhs d jrheåyjcnb. Zdktybt njkmrj elfkäyysø jn ptvkb njyjd ltkftn jñkflfntkz ckbirjv xedcndbntkmysv r ghjzdktybzv ptvkb. Ibhbyf fehs xfcnj hfcnän, dsntcyzz pyfväyf ptvkb. Nthjc b Nfvfc ljkåys hfñjnfnm rfr ñhfnmz, bñj ghtlcnfdbntkb Nfvfcf b Nthjcf ljkåys ñsnm ytltkbvs. Leø yfgjkyztn bpkextybtv, yj ctnm ltkftn tuj rjvgfrnysv. Jcjpyfybtv ctnb vjåyj juhflbnm bpkextybz, yj ghjnzyenm ctnm ñtp Nthjcf ytkmpz, kex rjnjhjuj ljkåty, rfr ajyfhm, ghjcktlbnm ghjhsd. Jnnjuj vjåtn ñsnm ytcjjndtncndbt rfcfybz c dytiybv vbhjv. Ãnj ghjcnjt gjkjåtybt ljkåyj ñsnm jcjñtyyj ecdjtyj. Bñj ctnm htuekbhetncz jñsxysv cjpyfybtv b ghbrfpjv djkb.
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Yf gthdsq dpukzl, ghsufçobt bcrhs kbim yfgjvbyfçn j ldbåtybb fggfhfnf, yj jyb zdkzçncz cnhfåfvb, ujnjdsvb jnhfpbnm dhfuf. Vjq Lheu jcjñtyyj pfñjnbncz jñ ãnjq ctnb. Vjåyj xbybnm tä b vtlbwbyjq. Gjnjve vecrec b dfkthbfy ghbyflktåfn r cfvsv gjktpysv djpltqcndbzv. Rjytxyj, vecrec ljkåty ñsnm jñhfñjnfy, byfxt jy ñeltn njkmrj djpñelbntktv. Nfråt vznf b cvjkf. Ahern kexit vjåtn ghbxbybnm jrhtgktybt åtkäp. Hfpyjhjlyst aherns cjlthåfn jlbyfrjdjt rfxtcndj ãcctywbb ghbhjlyjq rktnxfnrb. Kexit aherns cshst, rhjvt vtcn pfhfps. Yfghbvth, jxtym gjktpyj cgfnm yf rjhyzø lthtdmtd, yj gj eckjdbç åbpyb ãnj gjxnb ytdjpvjåyj. Geøjdst gjleirb b djkjczyst vfnhfcs jxtym gjktpys, bñj yf gthmzø b yf rjycrjv djkjct cjchtljnjxtyj ãktrnhbxtcndj. Jgfcys vtnfkks _ yt pfñeltv, xnj D. gjubñ jn pfhåfdktyyjuj yfrjytxybrf gfkrb, rjulf lheu tuj djiäk dj dhtvz jgsnf. Rjytxyj, ñtp håfdxbys kexit, yj tldf kb vjåyj ecktlbnm dctulf. Kexit ghjñeqnt vbh hfcnbntkmysq. Velhj, gjljñyj gxäkfv, cjñbhfnm yfrjgktybt ãcctywbq ghfys _ fgntrf cjkywf. 100
169. Vjåyj crfpfnm, jnxtuj htityj jnrfpfnmcz jn xeltc. Genm xeltc cfvsq lfkärbq jn ufhvjybb. Bkb xelj ghjgfkj, njulf jyj ghjcnj dhtlyj; bkb jyj dplähubdftn xtkjdtrf yf cnegtym, rjnjheç yt vjåtn lthåfnm jrheåfçofz fnvjcathf; bkb, gjgflfz yf ukfpf pfdbcnybrjd, jyj gjhjålftn pkj. Veåtcndtyyj pyfnm djpvjåyjcnm ghjybryenm gjkysq cdtn b cjpyfntkmyj pfrhsnm ytjñsxyst ghjzdktybz _ pyfxbn ghbñkbpbnm ufhvjybç. Blnb genäv hfcibhtybz cjpyfybz _ pyfxbn ghbñkbpbnmcz r bcnbyyjve ltqcndbç. Kex gjybvfybz ceåläyyjq ytjñüznyjcnb zdktyyjq vjob vjåtn cjtlbybnm ujnjdst leib, yj ñtp ãnjq ujnjdyjcnb kçñjt xelj jñhfoftncz d kçñjgsncndj. Vjåyj bvtnm cbks d hfcgjhzåtybb, yj yt lkz ltvjycnhfwbb, yj lkz gjcnegfntkmysø ltqcndbq. Rjulf lkz njkgs ceoyjcnm ytdblbvf b yt djpñeålftn dybvfybz, pfckjyäyyfz cktlcndbtv, nfrfz ceoyjcnm ghjybrytn d cjpyfybt yfhjlf, ghbexfz tuj r afrne herjndjhyjve. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, cktlcndbtv dscituj leøjndjhxtcndf ñelen ltqcndbz herjndjhyst. Gjljñftn leøe ghtñsdfnm d leøt. Gecnm herf zdkztn ptv101
yjt yfghfdktybt, herjndjhxtcndj yt djpñeålftn ytyfdbcnb. D lhtdyjcnb, cjjñofz dtktybz Ñjuf, pfrhsdfkb kbwj; gjnjv gjikb ckjvbnm vfnthbç jñüzdktybtv ytpfdjädfyysø cbk. Rjytxyj, ãnj gjhjlbkj byrdbpbwbç. Ceoyjcnm byrdbpbwbb tcnm ghtcktljdfybt ytjñsxyjuj. Cltkfnm ytjñsxyjt ceåläyysv, rfr cktlcndbt rjjgthfwbb, pfcnfdbn ghbyznm lfåt cfvsø negsø. Gjnjve gecnm xeltcf jcnfyencz kbim d cjpyfybb ytvyjubø, cgjcjñysø pfukzyenm d Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm. Gjkexftncz jñhfnyjt lhtdyjcnb: ghtålt åhtws cjøhfyzkb xeltcf lkz njkg, ntgthm xeltcf lkz åhtwjd. Ecnhtvktybt r bcnbyyjve rjjgthfnbde ktåbn d jcyjdt ãdjkçwbb. Eybxnjåbnm genm ytdtåtcndf vjåyj kbim ghjñeåltybtv ndjhxtcndf. Gecnm ajhvs tuj ñelen lfåt xeljdboys, gecnm yf pfldjhrfø bp kexbyjr cjkywt ltkfçn, yj rbgexbq gjnjr ghjñmäncz xthtp cntys vfnthbb. Yjdst yføjåltybz jñjcnhzn cjñbhfntkmcndj. Dvtcnj ñbhåtdjq buhs, gecnm ñeltn cnhtvktybt r yføjåltybzv, gjllthåfyyjt rjjgthfnbdjv. Leø heccrjuj vtøfybrf-cfvjexrb gjntxän ibhjrj. Ghtltks, crjdfdibt Pfgfl, ytpyfrjvs heccrbv. Bc102
nbyyj, bv vjåyj lfnm ytlhf b djpleø. Gecnm Ajhls rjgzn vbkkbjys lkz heccrjuj rjjgthfnbdf. Njkmrj ñs ljytcnb, crjkmrj ceåltyj. Jgznm Rfvtym ghjqlän jrjkj nbuhjd. Nfrjd genm, rjulf ghtlcnfdbntkm jlyjuj Yfxfkf ljkåty ghjdjlbnm yjcbntktq cbvdjkf ghjnbdjgjkjåyjq cbks _ gjkpnb cktljv. 170. Xetn leø, rfr yjdjt gjybvfybt b yjdst ujkjds ghblen. Øfjc jcrjkrjd vjåtn ñsnm gjyzn rhfcjnjç. Rfrfz lheufz vthf vjåtn ñsnm ghbvtybvf r gtcnhjnt ikfrjd vsckb? B rjulf yfqlänt rexe ljñhjns, ujnjdyjcnb b gjldbåyjcnb, kbim cjdrjv rhfcjns vjåtnt ghbcnegbnm. Jujym xeltcysq pfrkçxäy d jñotybb c yfhjljv. Yt ñskj xtkjdtxtcrjuj fggfhfnf, rjnjhsq yt yeålfkcz ñs d bpdtcnysq gthbjl d dtkbxfqitq jcnjhjåyjcnb. Bvtyyj øjxe ghbdtcnb ghbvth Hfvfrhbiys b Dbdtrfyfyls. Tckb ñs pyfkb, d rfrjq fñcjkçnyjq nbibyt yeålfkbcm ljkujt dhtvz! Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfrfz cvthntkmyfz ñjkm vjukf bø ghjypbnm. Yj gjnjv jrjkj cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz jñhfpetncz cdtnjhjujdfz jñjkjxrf, b øjnz ñjkm jcnfäncz, yj cvthntkmyfz jgfcyjcnm bcxtpftn. 103
Kbim ljytcnb! Yflj åfktnm b ñthtxm yfrjgktybt, ceåläyyjt dtrfvb. D ckexft ndjtq cvthnb _ yf dtr yeåyj jnjldbyenm gjcnhjtybt Øhfvf. Ytljdjkmcndj tcnm kbim pyfybt djpvjåyjcntq. B d Yfitv Ñhfncndt ytn ljdjkmcndf, bñj ljdjkmcndj tcnm cvthnm leøf. Njcrf _ ãnj crjhñm ptvkb; eåt crfpfyj, xnj ybrnj bp Yfc tä yt bpñtåfk. 171. Nelf, ult yfhjl ålän, Vs gjcskftv Yfibø bpñhfyysø. Gjdthø kextq ptvysø ujhzn kexb leøf. Cåbufqnt jltåls ñsdituj lyz. Rhjn yt gjgenxbr. Lj zdktybz zve, cxbnfç, yt dshjçn dct rhjns vbhf. Herb ghjxm, herb ghjxm, herb ghjxm! Obn Yfi reäncz ptvysvb herfvb. Vjom zdktyyfz ghblän xthtp kçltq. Yt yflj fyutkjd _ nheñfvb hfplbhfnm eib, rjulf yføjlzncz ltcybws xtkjdtxtcrbt, cgjcjñyst ghbyznm xfie. Vyjuj Gehfys cjlthåfn cjjñotybq j ptvkzø, pfdjädfyysø wfhäv bp Ctdthyjuj rhfz. 172. Cnfylfhn åbpyb yflj evtkj jñjqnb. Kexibt kçlb jgthtlbkb vbh, nexfvb jnzuxäyysq. Øjnzobq ljqnb d Yjdeç Cnhfye ljkåty yt njkmrj jnñhjcbnm dct ghtlhfccelrb, yj b djqnb genäv yjdsv. 104
Endthåltybt åbpyb yflj cnhjbnm yf ghbvtytybb vtcnysø eckjdbq. Tckb ult cnj zpsrjd, yflj gjyznm cnj gcbøjkjubq. Jlyj dshfåtybt lkz dctø gjljñyj rjkjyyt rfpäyyjuj ljvf. Tlbycndj d vyjujjñhfpbb lfän cktlcndbt ehjåfz. Aherns yflj hfcnbnm ghbdbdrjç yjdsø yeåysø njrjd, gjnjve ñeltv xfcnj ujdjhbnm j Yjdjq Cnhfyt _ ãnj cfvjt cgtiyjt. 173. Jn vfkjuj b lj dtkbrjuj, jn tåtlytdyjuj b lj vbhjd ñkeålftv, yj ybrnj yt yfpjdän ybxnjåysv, b ybrjulf cktlcndbt yt jrfåtncz ytdthysv. Rnj-nj cghjcbn: gjxtve Extybt hfccsgfyj, rfr pähyf? _ Jndtxfqnt: njkmrj bp hfpkbxysø ybntq vjåyj ckjåysq epjh cjplfnm. Cghjczn: gjxtve Extybt yt bvttn pfrjyxtyysø gjkjåtybq? _ Jndtxfqnt: bñj d pfrjyxtyyjcnb cvthnm. Cghjczn: gjxtve ytkmpz cjtlbybnm kjubxtcrb xfcnb Extybz? _ Jndtxfqnt: bñj ñtpjñhfpyj hfcnbnm jlye ujkjde bkb jlye here. Cghjczn: gjxtve yt ghjbpytcnb cgthdf ajhveke ytñf, f gjnjv pfrkznbt ptvkb? _ Jndtxfqnt: bñj rfålfz ybnm jltzybz Vfnthb ghjøjlbn cdthøe ljybpe b yfjñjhjn. 105
Cghjczn: gjxtve ytkmpz chfpe zdbnm ceåläyyjt? _ Jndtxfqnt: rjkjyys ljvf cnfdzncz d gjhzlrt. B rjulf hfñjxbt crfåen: ≤Lfq vs chfpe gjcnfdbv≥, cnhjbntkm crfåtn: ≤Hfpheibnm pflevfkb!≥ Nfr cjlthåbn rfgkz dtcm vbh. Zdktybt ytjuhfybxtyysø djpvjåyjcntq lfcn dfv cgjrjqcndbt djcghbznbz. Rfr åt ptvktnhzctybt jnhfåftncz yf ceotv, hfpyst dtnhs, uhjps? Rfr jnhfåftncz hfpyfz fehf kçltq yf hfcntybz? Vjåyj wtksq yjdsq bycnbnen gjcnhjbnm. Ghfdj, vjåyj yfqnb ybnm rjcvbxtcrjq rjjhlbyfwbb, cjgjcnfdkzz gekmc hfpkbxysø ãktvtynjd. Yjdjuj nen ybxtuj ytn; yj pyfxtybt dctq vbhjdjq rjjgthfwbb vjåyj vfybatcnbhjdfnm yfukzlyj lfåt lkz xntwjd, leø rjnjhsø dhjlt nfhfrfyjd, pfctdibø d euks. Ibht ibhjrjuj itqnt. Yfpyfxmnt d irjkt yfuhfle pf rjkbxtcndj ghtlkjåtyysø djghjcjd. Ghtålt gkfnbkb pf jndtns, ntgthm pf djghjcs. 174. Gthtl dsøjljv fcnhfkf ñsdftn joeotybt bcntxtybz bp gjpdjyrjd. Hfpkbxyst wtynhs hfpkbxyj hfpdbdfçncz, b yfcnfän dhtvz, rjulf ãnj hfpkbxbt yflj yjhvbhjdfnm gjrjtv. Nfr åt, rfr yfcnhjtyysq hjzkm 106
yflj dhtvtyyj yt nhjufnm b yt cnexfnm gj ytve vtnfkkbxtcrbv ghtlvtnjv. Wtkfz crfkf lfän nhtobye, tckb j ytä vtnfkkjv, yj d hfccnhjtyyjv njyt, cneryenm. Øjnz zdktybt ãnj øjhjij bpdtcnyj, yj nhelyj djjñhfpbnm tuj lkz kçlcrjuj jhufybpvf. Kbim yf jgsnt vjåyj joenbnm, yfcrjkmrj byjq iägjn nzåtktt dphsdf. Ghb ãnjv yflj gjvybnm, xnj rjvñbyfwbb ythdjd nfr hfpkbxys, xnj nhelyj pfrjyfvb jghtltkbnm cktlcndbt. Abpbxtcrjt cjcnjzybt nfr cdzpfyj c leøjv, xnj kbim kbxysq jgsn vjåtn erfpfnm, rfr jñthtxm ghfdbkmyjt yfcnegktybt juytq. Juyb cenm rjkjlws kextq. 175. Vbhjdfz vsckm cjjñoftn vbhjdjt htitybt, b gjcnhjtybt Yjdjq Cnhfys vjåtn ñsnm kbim d vbhjdjv gjybvfybb. Hfpdt Vs yeålftvcz d rhfcyjhtxbb? Genm ghbrfcfybz leøf ujhfplj vjoytt. Rjulf edblbnt, rfr jlybv åtcnjv ghjbpdjlzncz rhegyst htitybz, njulf cnfytn zcyj, rfr wtyys ckjdf yt rjkbxtcndjv b yt dytiytç ajhvjq, yj dyenhtyytq ceoyjcnmç. Yflj toä rjhjxt ujdjhbnm. Repytw yt ljkåty lhtñtpåfnm vjkjnjv. Extybt Øhbcnf vjåtn ñsnm pfgbcfyj yf kfljyb. 107
Cfv pyfç, crjkmrj ytyeåysø ckjd yfgbcfk Jhbuty. Njkmrj lfç genm ñeleotve. 176. Gjkän leøf yt bcxbckztncz xfcfvb; zdktybt dyt dhtvtyb, rjulf leø vxbncz vtåle gkfytnfvb, _ vjvtyn, bñj yt vjåtn ñsnm ghjlkäy, byfxt zdktybt hfphsdf vtåle egkjnyäyysv ntkjv b vtynfkjv. Yj yflj gjvybnm, xnj leø, ltqcndez dyt dhtvtyb, gjcnbuftn njåt ñtp xbckf, b lj xtnshyflwfnjuj ckeøf leø gjcnbuftn, njulf rfr yf ptvyjq catht vjåyj ljcnbxm kbim ltdznjuj. Cntgtyb ckeøf gjpdjkzçn ltkfnm cjnhelybrfvb xtkjdtrf hfpyst ãktvtyns. Iev ljålz njåt yt kbiäy pyfxtybz. Vyjuj gentq jñjufnbnm ptvyjt ndjhxtcndj. 177. Vhfr vjåyj hfcctznm, gthtvtybd yfghfdktybt vscktq. Yt ckjdf, yj crjhjøjls vsckb nren fehe. Øjnbv cltkfnm Yfib ltkf ljøjlysvb d leøjdyjv b vfnthbfkmyjv cvsckt. Edthzç, xnj rfxtcndj vscktq bvttn lkz ãnjuj ñjkmijt pyfxtybt. Yflj gjlxthryenm ñkfujt b gjktpyjt tlbytybt, b xnj ukegjcnm Vs jnkbxyj jwtybdftv. Rjytxyj, d ñjkmijv ltkt b ukegjcnm rdfhnbhe yfqlän, yj yt d dthøytv ãnfåt. 108
Åbnm vjåtn dczrbq, yj vbh ñeleobq yeålftncz d ghjcdtnktybb cjpyfybz, yj yt d ñjhvjnfybb dscjrbø bphtxtybq. Ñjkmit wtybv ltytåysq ltkjdjq jnxän, ytåtkb yfñjh geibcnsø bphtxtybq. J vbht yflj vsckbnm, zdbnm ghfrnbxtcrbt vsckb. Yfrfyeyt Yjdjuj Øhfvf yeåyj zdbnm yføjlxbdjcnm b yfhjl elbdbnm cvtrfkrjç. Øjlbnm d gtkäyrfø yteljñyj. 178. Hexfçcm, xnj ktuxt ujhs ghjqnb, ytåtkb hfcghfdbnm ødjcn xtkjdtxtcrbq. Kex Yfi ecnhtvkäy, gjkysq gjbcrjd. Obn Yfi yeåyj gjyznm _ bcnbyyj, veåtcndj yeåyj. 179. D evyjq htkbubb ytn hfcnthzyyjcnb. Yflj ghjot ñsnm. Erfåbnt cdjbv. Yflj jñjcnhbnm gjybvfybt. 180. Jnhbwfçobt Ñjuf yt dbltkb Tuj, yj rfr dsukzlbn Ñju cjlthåfntktq rfñfrjd? B dtkbrf gjlregyjcnm Øhbcnf, ghbrhsdfçotuj pf cdtxre kçñjt ghtlfntkmcndj! Ytn øeåt, ytåtkb cdtxf gjlkjcnb. Yt yeålftncz Øhbcnjc d nfrbø gjxbnfntkzø, bñj cdtxb bø rjgnzn 109
jltzybt. Yt jnvsnm djlfv Bjhlfyf b Ehlfhf cktls nfrbø ghbyjitybq. Rfrjt ltkj lj ãnbø gjlksø? Yj jyb gsnfçncz jnhbyenm euks cnhjtybz, ckjåtyyjuj kexibvb gjvsckfvb. Ytvyjuj yf ptvkt nfrbø gjvsckjd. J vtx jcnhsq! Kturj bpdktxm ntñz, yj ujkjde yt ghbcnfdbim. Xbcnjt ytcxfcnmt, xbcnjt ytcxfcnmt _ ñtlyjcnm d kçlzø! Rnj ghjdtlän gj nfqut? Yjdst Bdfys vfkjktnybt! Jcjñtyyj yt kçñkç eåt ckjåtyyjt uhzpybnm. Yfv c dfvb yt ñtkmä cnbhfnm, yj lfkmit blnb. Dtlm ñjufncndj ghbujnjdktyj, pfxtv gjluhspfnm ecnjb? Gecnm pf vsckzvb cktlzn. 181. Ktutylf j Ñellt. Jlby xbcnsq xtkjdtr øjntk edblfnm Ñelle, elthåbdfz cdjä dybvfybt yf cfvsø hfpyjjñhfpysø ghtlvtnfø. Herb tuj yt ødfnfkb velhst jñhfps, b ukfpf tuj yt ghjypfkb ghtlvtns gjxbnfybz _ zdktybt yt ghbøjlbkj. Yfrjytw, ghtrkjybdibcm d vjkbndt, bcrfntkm gjxezk, rfr yf kjñ tve cgecnbkfcm ybnm gfenbys; jy jnñhjcbk tä, b hfplfkcz xänrbq ujkjc: ≤Pfxtv ghjujyztim Here Vjç? Kex Vjq cktljdfk pf njñjç, gjpdjkm jñyznm ntñz≥. 110
Njulf pflhjåfk d xtkjdtrt cjkytxysq pvtq, b yfiäk jy jnñhjityyeç ybnm. B d herfø tuj jyf jñhfnbkfcm d cjhjr åtvxeåby, b rfålfz yjcbkf Kbr Ñells; gjchtlb ñsk rfvtym b yf yäv yflgbcm: ≤Jndfuf _ jnxfzybt _ jnhflf≥. Gjcktljdfntkm Ñells gjkexbk jnhfle, bñj pyfk genb r ytq. Levfç j rhskmzø. Ltkf djbcnbye rhskfnst. Rjyb htåen ghjcnhfycndf ptvyst, b dbøhtv ytcencz ndjhxtcrbt cnhtvktybz. Yf ñjq, yf ñjq, yf ñjq! Djbcnbye dtkbxtcndtyyf rfhnbyf jrtfyf leøf! Uelbn b pdtybn pder ghbpsdf, b ghbzdibt jheåbt leøf cnhtvzncz r Ghtcnjke, bñj ltdf vbhf jrjyxbkf gjrhsdfkj leøf. Yf ñjq, yf ñjq, yf ñjq! Cksie ghbpsd b crkjyzç ujkjde gthtl dtktybtv Dkflsrb Ñkfujuj. 182. Yflj crfpfnm j vtifçobø b euhjåfçobø Vyt. Kturjvscktyyj yfltznmcz, xnj gjhsdfybt nrfyb vbhf vjåtn kturj ñsnm pfinjgfyysv. Lfåt ghjcnjq pder ghbyjcbn bplfktrf ytålfyyjt ãøj. Yfcrjkmrj ukeñåt ghjypftn ghjcnhfycndj gjcskrf leøf! B ãnb hfys gjxnb ytbpktxbvs. 111
Herf, yfyäcifz hfye Gkfye Dkflsr, jndthuftn Obn. Vjåyj hfpheibnm ljv, vjåyj hfpheñbnm lthtdj, yj ghtgzncndjdfnm Gkfye Dkflsr?! Ujdjhç yt euhjpe, yj ghjcnjt cktlcndbt. Tckb xtkjdtr ghbrjcyekcz r rjcvbxtcrjve dbøhç, nj dczrjt erkjytybt yfdktrftn cktleçoeç djkye. Gjgfcnm gjl ytä _ rfr gjl gzne ubufynf. Ljñhjnjç ghjcbv, yt jnhbym Here Djlzoeç, byfxt ujht jncnfditve. B rfrfz åt xtcnm yfytcnb Vyt hfye? Hfymit jnlfq dcä jn Vtyz gjkextyyjt. Yj yt cltkfnm ntñt ãnj, tckb lfåt ghbkjåbk ñs gtxtym b cthlwt. Rfr åt elfhbim Lfdituj nfkfyn ntñt? Ult åt ñeltn hfpkbxbt jn uhfñbntkz? Here lfdieç yt pfgfxrfq, bñj uhzpm ãnf jñhfnbncz d ghjrfpe ndjç. Gjnjve Ñhfncndj Yfit gjxbnftn cjpyfybt ñkfujlfhyjcnb. Gjnjve gjqvb gjkmpe ndjç! Pfåbufz jujym Ñells, jcdtnbnt dcç ktcnybwe _ yt bljke gjrkjyztntcm, ujdjhç. 183. Eåt dfv lfyj extybt j åthndt. Åthndf tcnm dkfcnm. Dkfcnm tcnm djpvjåyjcnm. Pyfxbn, rfålfz åthndf tcnm ghtålt dctuj djpvjåyjcnm. 112
Gjhf jcnfdbnm kbwtvthbt, ñelnj åthndf tcnm kbitybt. Yt ghbybvftv kbitybq, yj lfäv djpvjåyjcnb. Gjcvjnhbv, rfrbt djpvjåyjcnb hjålfçncz bp nfr yfpsdftvsø åthnd. Ult bcnbyyfz åthndf, rjnjhfz vjåtn evfkbnm? D Yfitv Øhfybkbot ñjkmijt cjñhfybt åthnd, b rfålfz ñskf gjktpyf zdbditve tä. Yt Yfi hfpujdjh j åthndfø, bñj åthndf cfvjt dsujlyjt ghtlghbznbt. Kçñzn vtkrbt njhujdws gjgkfrfnm j pfnhfnfø b ghbrbyenmcz jñbåtyysvb. Yj bcnbyysq ghjvsiktyybr åbpyb cxbnftn rfåleç pfnhfne kbim pfkjujv ltkf. Ds nthzkb yt yf åthndt, yj yf uhfñbntkmcndt. Øhbcnjc cjdtnjdfk hfplfnm leøjdyst ñjufncndf. Yj nfr rfr lfktrb rkçxb jn ybø, nj kçlb gthtytckb ãnjn cjdtn yf hfplfxe yfuhfñktyysø ltytu. Hfymit yfuhfñbnm, f gjnjv cj cktpjç jnlfnm b djcøbnbnmcz ljñhjnjç cdjtç. Njxyj, ujdjhz j hfplfxt, Exbntkm vju bvtnm d dble cnekmz b cnfhst ieñs! Ytdtcjvjt ñjufncndj erfpfk Exbntkm. Jnlfxf leøjdyfz kbim vjåtn ldbyenm xfie dtcjd. Jcvjnhbv hzl cjnhelybrjd _ yt kbibkcz kb rnj xtuj-kbñj? Ytn _ dct ghbevyjåbkb. Hfpdt yt ghtevyjåtybt _ cnfnm dkflsrjç yjdjuj wfhcndf? Nfr 113
ñjufnj nj wfhcndj, xnj ñtp jcjñjuj dhtlf vjåtv hfpñbnm xfcnm gjcels. Gjkjåbntkmyj herb dshfcnfçn, b rybuf ñkfujlfhyjcnb vjåtn ñsnm ghjcvjnhtyf. Cjdtneç ghjvsiktyybrfv åbpyb lkz dctø ljkåyjcntq bvtnm pfvtcnbntktq. D ñjkmibø ghtlghbznbzø ltkj cnjbn yf ltkt, yt yf kbxyjcnb. B rnj vjåtn endthålfnm, xnj jy jnlfk? Vs hfcrhjtv Yfib njhujdst rybub b ljrfåtv, crjkmrj rnj gjkexbk. B gjnjve cjdctv yt nfr kturj åthndjdfnm, rjulf åthndf tcnm djpvjåyjcnm; f djpvjåyjcnm tcnm gjkmpf; f gjkmpf tcnm hfpevyjt cjnhelybxtcndj; f cjnhelybxtcndj tcnm Fkfnshm-rfvtym, rjnjhsq bkb djcrhtcbn, bkb cjååän. Yj cfvjjndthåtyyjcnm vjåtn jnrhsnm Dhfnf Gjybvfybz, f dtnøfz åthndf ytyeåysø dtotq ñeltn rfxfnmcz yf jlyjq dtnrt c ctñzkçñbtv. 184. Rfåljt djgkjotybt ytcän cdzpm c bpdtcnysv øfhfrnthjv, rfr gj cdzpb dhtvtyb ñkbåt. Pyfybt ghjiksø zdktybq vjåtn gjvjxm ñjlhcndeçobv leøjv, yj cjyysv yt gjktpyj. Åbpym keyyeç yflj ljåbnm.
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185. J ytghtkjåyjcnb b j gjldbåyjcnb gkfyf. Eckjdbz ãnb jcjñj nhelys lkz cjdvtotybz, øjnz uhfybwf bø jñjpyfxftncz zcyj gjybvfybtv kexf cjkytxyjuj cjpyfybz. Lkz ghjdtltybz gkfyf d åbpym yeåyj rfålsq xfc ñsnm ujnjdsv r gjldbåyjcnb. Crjkmrj hfp Vs, yfghfdkzzcm d Tubgtn, jrfpsdfkbcm d Vjyujkbb. Crjkmrj hfp, yføjlz herjgbcm, Vs pfgbhfkb tä jñhfnyj. Crjkmrj hfp, yfxfd crkflsdfnm cntys, Vs jñhfofkb bø d rexb. Crjkmrj hfp, gjdthyed rjyz r ljve, Vs jgznm ecnhtvkzkb tuj d ntvyjne yjxb, bñj, gthtyjxtdfd ljvf, Vs ñs kbibkb gkfy ytghtkjåyjcnb. Rfåeofzcz bpvtyxbdjcnm yt ñjktt rfr dbñhfwbz åbpyb. Genb r dtøfv ytghtkjåyjcnb lsifn b djkyeçncz, gjljñyj djkyfv. Endthålfz gkfy, Yfit ceotcndj eåt ujnjdj r rhfnxfqitve genb. Njkmrj xnj yfltd tdhjgtqcrjt gkfnmt, Vs ujnjds ljcnfnm vjyujkmcrbq rfanfy. Njkmrj xnj jghtltkbd vtcnjåbntkmcndj, Vs ujnjds jngksnm. Nfrfz gjldbåyjcnm vjåtn hjålfnmcz kbim bp cjpyfybz ytghtkjåyjcnb gkfyf. Yt dtxysq cnhfyybr, yj ujytw cnhtvzobqcz _ Yfi genm. Ytghtkjåyjcnm gkfyf jcdtoftn cjpyfybt zdktybtv cbk. Xthtp dct dbczxbt vjcns ghjqläv, tckb 115
cdtn gkfyf ñeltn zcty. Yeåyj nfr gjyznm ytghtkjåyjcnm gkfyf, xnjñ ybxnj yt pfnvbkj tuj. Njn gkfy ytghtkjåty, rjnjhsq gjktpty dctv. Yt dblbv, rjve yt gjktpty gkfy Yjdjq Cnhfys, b gjnjve gjqläv pjhrj lfåt dj nmvt. Tckb Exbntkm crfåtn: ≤Ñtub xthtp gjnjr≥ _ pyfxbn, gjlyjåbt ecvjnhtyj, yj gjgflb yjujç yf rfvtym. Jlby yfxyän cnhjbnm vjcn, lheujq yfqvän gkjdwf, nhtnbq czltn ålfnm vtkrjdjlmz, yj yfqläncz rnj cjnrän cthtñhzyeç ybnm leøf b gj ytq ghjqlän ñtp nzåtcnb ntkf, bñj ghbve yf Ctñz nzåtcnm tuj. Nfr gjl jlybv rhjdjv åbden ytghtkjåyjcnm b gjldbåyjcnm _ ldt ctcnhs gjldbuf. Ghtrhfcyjt cnhtvktybt ghbdjlbn r Dscitve Cdtne. 186. Gjyzdibq dct dthjdfybz, Ghjitlibq dct yfhjls erfpetn: ≤Eltkç rfåljve gj hjcne. Rfålsq cjnrän rjitkm cdjq. Rfålsq jgfcfçobqcz pfgkfnbn gj cxäne Vyt. Eksñrf dhfue Vjtve jñhfnbncz d uhbvfce, bñj ghtljcnfdmnt Vyt Vjbø dhfujd. Gjlevfdibq j ñhfnt kjåyj ghbdzåtn gel r yjut cdjtq. Cjhyfz nhfdf jlthtdtybn leø. Yt vjue csgfnm xthdjyws d rhfgbde. Gjcflbnm cfl jñbl yt dtkbrfz xtcnm. Rnj kexit edblbn, njn cgtkj gjåyän. 116
Nt dcnhtnbdibt b jndtxfçobt, jnlfqnt Vyt Vjç gtxfkm b Vjç hfljcnm j dfc. Cbkjç Øhbcnf, cbkjç Ñells, cbkjç Vtccbb, ceåläyyjuj ghjhjrfvb Bcnbys, ecnhjqnt dtcs. Dcä dtkbrjt gjrfåbnt Yfv b ecnslbntcm xthdz vfkjuj, gjueñkzçotuj ghfdbkmysq dtc. Lfçobq vjåtn gjkexbnm. Gthtcxbnfqnt, rnj crjkmrj lfk. Ñeltv cxbnfnm ghfdbkmyj. Yfktdj _ cnhfø, ctñzkçñbt, rjhscnm, gjljphtybt, evfktybt, åfkjcnm r ctñt, Extybz pkjnjkrjdfybt, cjhyjt itgnfybt, ghtlfntkmcndj ltkjv bkb gjvsckjv. Yfghfdj _ jnlfxf, åfkjcnm r lheubv, cvtkjcnm, ñtccnhfibt, ghtlfyyjcnm, ytghtkjåyjcnm, pjhrjcnm, gjldbåyjcnm, Obnf cjpyfybt, genm b cdtn gjldbuf, erhfitybt øhfvf leøf, cghfdtlkbdjcnm gjybvfybz, ñkfuf djpdtkbxtybt. Yfktdj _ eothñ b gkfnäå. Yfghfdj _ gjkextybt. Rfålsq jnvthbn cfv, bñj dblbv b cksibv. Bñj ytn yb lyz, yb yjxb, b gjckfytw eåt ctlkftn rjyz. Ikç dfv Vjä ghtecgtzybt, dtrfvb pfvryenjt, rkçx r ytve lthåbnt xbcnsv≥. Nfr gjdtcnbnt. 117
187. Ghbnxf j djghjifditv. Luekyjh cxbnfkcz cfvsv velhsv. Jy bvtk cxfcnmt gjkexbnm Exbntkz bp Cdzotyyjq Gjlptvyjq Cnhfys, yj Jy ñsk kbiäy zpsrf b ghfdjq herb. Ecnhtvbdibqcz extybr pflfk djghjc, b Exbntkm rbdyek ujkjdjq. Extybr pflfk ldf djghjcf, b Exbntkm ldfåls rbdyek. Crjhj extybr pflfdfk ytghthsdyj djghjcs, b Exbntkm ytghthsdyj rbdfk. Nhb ujlf ghjljkåfkjcm djghjifybt, b nhb ujlf rbdfk Exbntkm. ≤Pyfxbn, gj jgsne Ndjtve, dcä ñsdftn?≥ B Exbntkm yt njkmrj rbdyek, yj b gjrkjybkcz d ptvkç b, jnrhsd yf uhelb jltåle, gjrfpfk bpjñhfåtybt Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj, lfçotuj jñtbvb herfvb. Nfr ñskf endthåltyf velhjcnm b ñskj djpdtkbxtyj ndjhxtcndj åbpyb. Bcnbyyj, d tlbyjv dpljøt gjybvftv Ghjcnhfycndj. B ybrfrjt ckjdj yt gthtlfän Ytjñüznyjcnm. B ybrfrfz vsckm yt dvtcnbn Cdtnf. Yj, dcnfd gthtl Cjkywtv yf djcøjlt tuj b ghbyzd kex d cgktntybt cjkytxyjt, vjåyj joenbnm gjñtle yfl jrtfyjv, bñj vjåyj rjcyenmcz cdtnjv lj cdtnf leøf. Yj ãnj cjpyfybt kbim d leøt, rjnjhsq vjåtn crfpfnm: ≤Z dcä jnlfk, xnjñ dcä ghbyznm≥. 118
Bnfr, yt jnhbwfybt, yj kbim endthåltybt bvttn yfl cjñjç Here Ñells. B Ujkjc Tuj xbcnsq pdtybn gjvjomç, b Zdktybt Leøf Yfituj Ecnhjbntkz lfän ybnm dvtotybz. 188. Gjkäns käurjuj ntkf ñsdfçn ldjzrbt: bkb jyj bcntrftn bp yju b ñtcwtkmyj ñkeålftn, bkb jyj, ghjøjlz dthøybvb wtynhfvb, ktnftn gj leøjdysv pflfxfv _ vuyjdtyyj gthtyjcbncz xthtp jrtfys, exbn kçltq, yfgbnsdftn fehs. Yflj crfpfnm, xnj kbim ytjñsxfqyjt ecnhtvktybt b yføjlxbdjcnm vjuen pfcnfdbnm cjchtljnjxbnm rfcfybt yf abpbxtcrjv ghtlvtnt; bñj leø jñsxyj cnhtvbncz djpltqcndjdfnm yf leø, egecrfz bp dble, xnj ghtlvtns vjuen ñsnm jnkbxysvb ghjdjlybrfvb. Yt njkmrj fcnhfk, yj b vtynfk ltqcndetn. Rjytxyj, b fcnhfk dsøjlbn, yj Vs yt wtybv ltqcndbz fcnhfkf, lkz Yfc cjpyfybt vtynfkf dfåytt. Jñjcnhbnm jcnhbä cbks yt nfr ghjcnj. 189. Ljdjkmcndj b ytecsgyjcnm _ ldf cgenybrf Yfibø ltk. Tckb ñs kçlb vjukb dbltnm cktlcndbt bø ytljdjkmcndf, tckb ñs kçlb vjukb gjyznm cvthnm ecsgkäyyjcnb _ jyb bpñtukb ñs ldeø ukfdysø cjnhelybrjd nmvs. Kerfdjt åfkj ytljdjkmcndf ghjyb119
rftn lfåt d kexibt vtcnf. Negfz ecsgkäyyjcnm nevfybn ujkjde gjñtlbntkz. Rjulf pyftnt pfñjne j dfc, hfpdt jñjååänt tä ytljdjkmcndjv, rjnjhjt hfcrjkjkj dtkbrbt ltkf b dspsdfkj vjkybç gjckfditve. Pfgjvybnt, e Yfc ytljdjkmysø ytn. Njåt ecsgkäyyjcnb, rjnjhjç rhjgbn dfc nävyfz cbkf. Hfpdt d ãnbø zljdbnsø fhjvfnfø yt crhsnj jrjcntytybt? Ecsgkäyyjcnm yt Yfif ctcnhf. Rjcyedibtcz Cdtnf yt ghjypzn ctñz ytljdjkmcndjv b yt jrfvtytçn. Ecsgkäyyjcnb, zdktybz gskb yflj bpñtåfnm. Zdktybt Obnf yflj wtybnm. Toä hfp gjdnjhzç, yj ñjkmit yt vjue, bñj Pfrjy pfghtoftn ndthlbnm ukeøbv. Ntgthm ukfdyjt _ eñthtxmcz jn elfhjd ythfpevbz. Yt dcä kb hfdyj, rnj hfybn, nbuh, rjirf bkb vsim! Gjhsdfybt nrfyb jlbyfrjdj jgfcyj. B rnj åt egjkyjvjxty ltkfnm åthnde bp ñhfnf? Dblbv dfie gjcnjzyyeç ujnjdyjcnm gthtqnb, b ãnj rfxtcndj jxtym yeåyjt d cjtlbytybb c ytecsgyjcnmç. Yj yflj eqnb ñtp ghtlfybz Gkfyf Dkflsr. Vjåtn ñsnm, b Z øjntk ñs jnghfdbnmcz d byst vbhs, yj dvtcnj ãnjuj ble gj ptvkt. Dtlm dsgjkyz120
tncz Gkfy Øhbcnf, b tckb ñs Jy Vyt erfpfk ñhtdyjv ktxm yf gjhjut _ Z käu ñs; bñj Jy vjåtn bpñhfnm Gkfy, b Vs b Yfib cjnhelybrb ljkåys cnfnm yf cnhfåt. Lfåt ujkjl b ñjkm yt pflthåfn ntø, rnj c Yfvb. Gjckt ñbnds kbim dblyj dcä gjkt. Vyt njåt yeåyf vbyenf jnlsøf, yj dvtcnj njuj ecbkbdfçncz dtcnb b gjkjdbyf Vjbø djbyjd ghjcbn dhtvtyyj eqnb bp chfåtybz. Jyb levfçn cltkfnm toä kexit, ytåtkb Øhbcnjc gjkfuftn. Rfåljve rfåtncz, xnj jy cltkfk ñs kexit yf vtcnt lheujuj. Zdktybt Gkfyf Øhbcnf yt lfän bv gjyznbz, xnj ytkmpz ghtlfdfnm Gkfy. Gthdjt eckjdbt Ñhfncndf _ gjdbyjdtybt ghbyznjve Gkfye, b gjlfdibq Gkfy ñthän yf ctñz gkfne. Vs kb pfnhelybv åtkfybt Øhbcnf? F nfv, ult Dkflsrf yt jnrhsdftn Vyt Djkç Cdjç, ujdjhç: ≤Yt edtkbxe gkfne Ndjç, bñj Ns dkflttim lyäv ãnbv≥. 190. Crfåbnt yjdsv _ yflj jcjpyfnm jndtncndtyyjcnm pf vsckb. Ghtålt jndtxfkb pf ltqcndbt, gjnjv gjyzkb pyfxtybt ckjdf, ntgthm gjhf pyfnm gjåfh vsckb. Kexit evtnm vjkxfnm b jxbofnm vsckb. 121
Yteåtkb ehxfybt nbuhf vjåtn ñsnm øeåt ghtlfntkmcrjuj vsiktybz? Yt njkmrj pf ltqcndbz, yj b pf vsiktybt xtkjdtxtcndj yfrjgkztn nzåreç rfhve. Pf vsckm ghbjñhtnftn vextybz leø, bñj ytn hfpkbxbz vtåle ckjdjv b vsckmç. Ñtpevty njn, rnj ghbvtn ãnj ghtleghtåltybt pf euhjpe. Euhjpf yt ceotcndetn, yj bvttv kbim ghbvths b pfñjns. Rfålsq djkty ghsufnm d ñtplye, yj ghtleghtlbnm yflj. Levfç, ntgthm yt yeåyj ñjkmit gjdnjhznm j pyfxtybb vsckb. Øjnz dhtvz cjhyjt, kexit ñeltv levfnm j ñeleotv. 191. Rfålsq jndtcbn cfv. Vjåyj bp cfvjuj kexituj gkfyf cltkfnm rehznybr. Jnvthbdfnm pjkjnj b cthtñhj yt Yfit pfyznbt. Yflj pfñsnm dct eckjdbz _ njulf pfåbuftncz cdtn. Rfålfz hfljcnyfz enhfnf tcnm ñtpvthysq dsbuhsi. Jndfuf jnxfzybz tcnm cfvjjndthåtyyjcnm. Yj dscifz jndfuf yt ålän djplfzybz. Jnxfzybt yt ålän djplfzybz. Yf Yfitv zpsrt jnxfzybt tcnm yfbvtyjdfybt ghtltkf. Gjldbu ñkbpjr ãnjve ghtltke. Vjåyj ljve tuj åtktpyeç crjñe ghbdbynbnm. 122
Cnexe yf ljålt, gjxtve kbim vjkybç ñjzncz? Byjulf cevf ybotuj pfrkçxftn cnhfø ñjkmibq. 192. Ghbnxf j Øhbcnt. Eåt dtxth yfcnfk. Øhbcnjc cbltk yf gjhjut. Ghjøjlbk rybåybr b cghjcbk: ≤Gjxtve cblbim yf ghjøjåtv vtcnt?≥ Jndtxfk Øhbcnjc: ≤Bñj Z gjhju r leøe. Tckb øjxtim ghjqnb, ghjqlb xthtp Vtyz≥. Yjdsq rybåybr cghjcbk: ≤Ghfdlf kb, xnj csy Lfdblf cblbn yf gcbyjv vtcnt?≥ Øhbcnjc jndtxfk: ≤Bcnbyyj, gjyjcbim Lfdblf, Jnwf Vjtuj≥. Cnfkj ntvyj, b nhtnbq rybåybr cghjcbk: ≤Xnj cblbim, njxyj ñjbimcz ljvf cdjtuj?≥ Jndtxfk Øhbcnjc: ≤Åle, xnjñ nmvf yjxyfz jcdjñjlbkf Vtyz jn kbwf ndjtuj. Bcnbyyj, nmvf dj nmve eqlän!≥ Gjnjv dcnfk b erfpfk yf ujhe Vjhbf, ult cnjzk Øhfv: ≤Vjq Ltl cjplfk rfvtyysq Øhfv, yj cblbn gjl øjkcnbyjç ifnhf≥. Crfpfk rybåybr: ≤Ñtpevtw, Cjkjvjyf åbdsv gjxbnftn≥. B gjikb d ytpyfybb. Gjckt dsikf Vfhbz bp ljvf b, edbltd Øhbcnf, crfpfkf: ≤Hfpltkb, Exbntkm, dtxthç yfie≥. Øhbcnjc jndtnbk: ≤Lfh cthlwf cbztn dj nmvt≥. 123
193. Ghbnxf j Øhbcnt. Cghfibdfk Øhbcnf xkty Cbytlhbjyf: ≤Gjiäk ñs ns r yfv, tckb gjpjdäv?≥ Øhbcnjc jndtxfk: ≤Kexit gjqle yf rkflñbot, bñj nfv ytn kåb≥. Ghjljkåfk xkty Cbytlhbjyf: ≤Gjxtve yt ghbpyfäim yfc, tckb lfåt jnwf ndjtuj ñhfrjcjxtnfk yfi xkty?≥ ≤Gjljålbnt, gjrf hfpdfkbncz ljv dfi, njulf Vs ghbläv≥. ≤Pfxtv ghblänt _ hfpheifnm bkb ckjåbnm?≥ ≤Yt hfpheitybt b yt ckjåtybt, yj jxbotybt, bñj yt jñhfoecm r cnfhjve gtgtkboe≥. ≤Rfr åt ns, yt edfåftim ghfjnwtd cdjbø?≥ ≤Yjdst cjcels gjlfçn yf gbh; edfåfz ltlf, yt gmçn bp tuj xfib≥. 194. Ghbnxb j Ñellt. Gfcneø edbltk xtkjdtrf gjl lthtdjv, cblzotuj d hfpvsiktybb. Jy ctk hzljv b gsnfkcz pflevfnmcz, gjlhfåfz xtkjdtre. Jy yfxfk gthtcxbnsdfnm cdjbø ñfhfyjd b dpdtibdfnm dsujle heyf bø. Jñf cbltkb vjkxf. Yfrjytw gfcneø cghjcbk: ≤Ujcgjlby, j xäv levftim ns?≥ Njn crfpfk: ≤J Ñjut≥. 124
Gfcneø cghjcbk: ≤Pyftim kb, j xäv levfk z?≥ _ ≤Njåt j Ñjut≥. _ ≤Jibñftimcz, j dsujlt ghjlfåb heyf≥. ≤Bcnbyyj, njåt j Ñjut, njkmrj vjtve Ñjue ytxtuj ghjlfdfnm, ndjq åt Ñju ljkåty cgthdf cøjlbnm yf ñfpfh. Yj, vjåtn ñsnm, jy yf genb dcnhtnbn hfpñjqybrf, rjnjhsq gjvjåtn tve jñhfnbnmcz r ãnjve lthtde≥. Nfr ujdjhbk Ufenfvf. Cøjlbnt yf ñfpfh. Elevfqnt crjhtt, xnjñs dthyenmcz. Yf rjhfñkt gksk ghjlfdtw jñtpmzy. Yf ljceut jy yfexbk bø gjlhfåfnm vjhzrfv, rfr nt hfcgecrfkb gfhecf. Yj gjlyzkfcm ñehz, vjhzrb ñhjcbkbcm eñbhfnm cyfcnb. Jñtpmzys åt, pyfz kbim, rfr hfcgecrfnm, ikb cktljv b yfnzubdfkb cyfcnb. Rjhfñkm gjubñ, bñj exbntkm ghtldbltk kbim zcyeç gjujle. Nfr crfpfk Ñellf _ Jñyjdbntkm Kjnjcf åbpyb. 195. Cghócbnt, gjxtve ujdjhç ghjnbd vfubb, rjulf Cfv erfpsdfç yf wtvtynbhjdfybt ghjcnhfycndf, yf pyfxtybt djpltqcndbz rheuf b yf lheubt eckjdbz, yfgjvbyfçobt vfubç.
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Yj hfpkbxbt d njv, xnj vfubz gjcnfdkztn cehhjufn åbpyb, Vs åt exbv ekexifnm ñsnbt, bcøjlz bp djpvjåyjcntq cfvjq åbpyb. 196. Øjhjij erfpfnm: ≤Kexit xbnfqnt cnfhst Erfps≥. Exe yjdjve, rjulf cnfhjt ghbvtytyj. Exe gjktpyjve, rjulf ghjikb d elevfyyeç, erfpfyyeç b ghbyzneç rjjgthfwbç. Kexitt keåtybt ghjbcøjlbn, rjulf jujym yt jñåbuftn. Elfxf kelbncz, rjulf tä jñjkjxrf pfdthityf d leøt. Hfñjnftn vjkjn, b crhbgzn wtgb, b cthst kçlb ghjljkåfçn yføjlbnm eljdjkmcndbt d xfit ñkelf. B yt pyfçn, xnj ytpfvtnyj gthtldbyekfcm cnhtkrf xfcjd b xnj yfpfdnhf pfrhjçncz ldthb bø øbnhjevysø edtctktybq b Vjq ghbdhfnybr crfåtn bv: ≤Pfenhj djpldbukb fknfhm Dkflsrt Ghtvelhjcnb≥. B gjqlen cthst. Cehjdj b ytghtrkjyyj cnjzn Vjb cnhfåb, yt chfdybnm cnfkm bø iktvjd c pjkjnjv cthsø. 197. Hfpkerf ghtlitcndetn dcnhtxt, dcnhtxf ghtlitcndetn hfpkert, gjnjve velhtt hfljdfnmcz hfpkert. Erfp dctv djbyfv: ≤Rjulf rnj dsñsdftn, blnb gj ghtåytve yfghfdktybç. Rjulf pyfvz hfcgeotyj, djb126
ys yt ñtuen. Rjulf rjcnhs ujhzn, djbys yt ntcyzncz b yt pfybvfçn xeåjt vtcnj. Rjulf lfy pyfr yjxyjuj gjøjlf, djbys yt åfkeçncz, yj blen jcnjhjåyj≥. Gthtl rfålsv zdktybtv ds pfvtxfkb rfr ñs vjvtyn gecnjns bkb rjcvbxtcrjq nbibys. Jn vfksø b lj dtkbrbø ãnjn vjvtyn ghjgjhwbjyfkty. Gjyznyj, rfr yfcnjhfåbdftncz abpbxtcrbq vbh, ghjgecrfz leøjdysq hfphzl. Gjnjve nhelyjt zdktybt _ dsdjlbnm abpbxtcrbq vbh bp bythnyjcnb. 198. Yfi bltfk yt Exbntkzvb ñsnm, yj Cjnhelybrfvb. Yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj ndähljt cjpyfybt, xnj jñjçlyj ñeltn ghbytctyj yf gjkmpe htibntkmyj dcä. Rjulf ghbpyfrb nfrjuj ghbytctybz zdktys, njulf cjpblftncz jdkfltybt abpbxtcrbv vbhjv. D ptvysø wthrdfø rkbxen Øhbcnf b elbdkzçncz Tuj vjkxfybç; vtåle ntv ds xetnt, rfr Tuj vjåyj jåbdbnm chtlb ptvyjq åbpyb, yt yfltdfz dhtnbof b yt gjnhzcfz ghjcnhfycndj ytljdjkmcndjv. Nfr reçncz gkfys. 199. Rfr hfpyst vjhz bvtçn hfpyst djkys, nfr b nzujntybt ghjcnhfycndf ljkåyj ñsnm pfrhtgktyj hfpysvb cgjcjñfvb. Yt njkmrj cjlthåfybtv, yj b ghbkjåtybtv vyjujt ecbkbdftncz. 127
200. Cfvjt cnhfiyjt _ crfpfnm: ≤Vs eåt gjcnbukb≥. Cfv Exbntkm ybrjulf yt crfåtn ãne hfpheibntkmyeç ajhveke. Vs pyftv Gkfy b ytecnfyyj gjcnbuftv gjlhjñyjcnb. 201. Gjxtve xeç leø ujhybq? Exbntkm Obn Cdjq ikän. Exbntkm øjxtn dbltnm dfc ujhe cjpblfçobvb. Exbntkm vtxnftn edbltnm, rfr ybxnj yt cvenbn dfc. Exbntkm xetn, rfr veåtcndtyyj yflj dfv blnb. Exbntkm erfåtn, rjulf cthmäpyfz jgfcyjcnm dcnhtnbncz. Exbntkm veåtcndj cjdtnetn lthåfnm ujnjdsv. Exbntkm ecdjbnm gjvjåtn here øeleç. Exbntkm yt yfghfcyj gjdnjhztn vsckb lfdyj pyfrjvst. Exbntkm cvjnhbn dgthäl. Exbntkm erfpsdftn leø lthåfnm ytghtrkjyysv. Exbntkm åtkftn åenm ghjuyfnm. Exbntkm øjxtn ceåltybt dfit cltkfnm cgjrjqysv. Exbntkm elthåbdftn dfc jn jujhxtybq. Exbntkm elfkst pfvscks cjdtnetn levfnm gj-ghtåytve. Exbntkm j pljhjdmt dfitv pfñjnbncz. 128
Exbntkm tøfnm gjcskftn. Exbntkm ljdjkmyj ghtleghtlbk. 202. Exf j åthndt, ds gjkexftnt dkfcnm. Elfxf cktletn pf åthndjq. Tuj Extybt ghjxyj, bñj jyj jcyjdfyj yf åthndt. Elfxf yt xnj byjt, rfr jñhfnysq elfh åthnds. Pfbvjlfdyj elfxf vjåtn ñsnm gjckfyf hfymit åthnds, yj åtcnjr åhtñbq ljkåybrf. Tckb ctujlyz vjåyj gkfnbnm vfksv, nj xthtp ujl gkfnf djphfcnän. Ujle yt ghjqnb, rfr ljkåybr gjqlän cjuñtyysv. Erfåe ghbnxtq: Epybr elthåbdfk ghbpyfybt d ghtcnegktybb, yj ljvf ñskj gjrbyenjt ñjufncndj, rjnjhjt tve ljcnfkjcm ytjåblfyyj. Iev rfåljuj ifuf yfgjvbyfk tve j gjvbkjdfybb. Jy gjcskfk ujywjd, xnjñ jnlfnm celmt ñjufncndj. Yj ghjcnjt cjpyfybt jcdjñjlbkj ñs tuj b cjøhfybkj tve ñjufncndj. Yj ktuxt xtkjdtre d nçhmvt cbltnm, ytåtkb ghjbpytcnb cgfcbntkmyjt ghbpyfybt. Rjulf celmz jcdjñjålftn, jy ljkåty cksifnm cgfcbntkmyjt ≤lf≥. Åtkfqnt jnlfnm. 203. Rjkmwf pjhrjcnb b ckeøf. Gthdjt _ rfcftncz kbw ñkbprbø b zdktybq ñeleotuj. Dnjhjt _ juhfybxbdftncz ltkfvb yfcnjzotuj 129
b ñkbprjuj ñeleotuj. Nhtnmt _ pfødfnsdftn ghjikjt, rfcfçottcz ñkbprbø. Xtndähnjt _ pfødfnsdftn ghjikst cjñsnbz. Gznjt _ d ghtltkfø cjdhtvtyyjuj vbhf. Itcnjt _ zdkztn ñeleott vbhjdsø ntxtybq. Ctlmvjt _ dvtoftn dct pyfrb. Vjåyj ñsnm cbkmysv d gthdjv rjkmwt, ñtp djpvjåyjcnb jdkfltnm cktleçobvb. Gjnjve kexit hfpdbdfnm ctlmvjt rjkmwj, bñj tve ljcnegys dct zdktybz, yj ñtp kbxyjuj nzujntybz _ ñtp juhfybxtybz kbxyjç, gjxnb ntcyjç cathjç. Kexit, rjulf gjckt kbxyjuj pyfrf vjåyj gjkexbnm j ldbåtybb cnhfy bkb ghjñktcrb rjcvbxtcrjuj gjhzlrf. Yeåyj pyfnm, xnj cjpyfybt rhfcjns jxtym htlrj åbdän chtlb leøjdyjcnb. Hfpevyjt gjybvfybt rhfcjns zdbncz htlxfqibv rfxtcndjv, rjnjhjt jwtybncz Dkflsrfvb dsit vyjujuj. Kexit nhelytt gjløjlbnm r ñjkmitve, ytåtkb kturj jdkfltnm vfksv. Hzljv bcnjhbxtcrbø ghbvthjd gjrfåtv genm ãdjkçwbb. 204. ≤Cjcnjzybt jnrhsnsø cjrhjdbo≥ _ yfpsdftncz d lhtdybø rekmnfø, rjulf åhbwf eåt gjvtofkfcm
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d djcmvjv ãnfåt, relf døjl ñsk pfghtoäy, b ktcnybwf ñskf jrenfyf vtøjv ktjgfhljd, xnjñ pder yt ljøjlbk. Cjcnjzybt ≤jnrhsnsø cjrhjdbo≥ yfcnjkmrj gjxbnfkjcm, xnj yfheitybt gjrjz rfhfkjcm rfr htkbubjpysq ghjcnegjr. Dcä ytufhvjybxyjt gjhfåftn jcjñtyyj; gjnjve elfh uhjvf vtytt jgfcty, ytåtkb gbcr yjdjhjåläyyjuj. Ãnf ghjcnfz bcnbyf ybrjulf yt ñskf pfgbcfyf. Cjdthityyj ytkmpz ntjhtnbxtcrb ghjdtcnb uhfybwe lkz ufhvjybb, bñj njyfkmyjcnm cnhjz leøjdyjcnb bylbdblefkmyf. Lhtdybt pyfkb, xnj ≤cjrhjdbof≥ ytgjdnjhztvs, b ñthtukb jn ckexfqyjcntq. Gjchtlb jnrhsnbz cjrhjdbo, øhfvf Cnfhibq yfñkçlfk, rfrfz ufvvf pderjd ñjktt pfnhfubdfkf. Pder cjghjdjålfkcz jghtltkäyysv wdtnjv, _ nfr yføjlbkb eckjdbz lkz rfåljuj ckexfz. 205. Eksñrf htibvjcnb _ kexibq ghjdjlybr. Yflj ghbpyfnm wtkm b dkjåbnm ctñz d gkfy Exbntkz. Dczrjt åtkfybt dhtlyj, yj cnhtvktybt r gjldbue yeåyj. Åtkfybt yt tcnm gjldbu. Gjldbu tcnm jcjpyfybt ytjñøjlbvjcnb. Åtkfybt vjåtn hfcnb; jn åtkfybz vjåyj jnrfpfnmcz bkb bpvtybnm tuj. Gjnjr cnhtvbncz yt gj åtkfybç, yj gj ytbpñtåyjcnb ytjñøjlbvjcnb. 131
Leø pyftn, ult njkxrb åtkfybz b ult crfkf ytjñøjlbvjcnb. Dbåe, rfr bcnbys gjnjr ytcäncz, ybxnj yt vjåtn ghtuhflbnm tve genm. Rfr xfcnj Bvz Dkflsr, ghjbpytcäyyjt c dthjç, gjvjuftn cjplfnm vjcn gjvjob! Vs dblbv lfktrj yt dcä ghtrhfcyjt. Ghb hfñjnt yfl xtkjdtxtcndjv yflj xfcnj herb vsnm. B rjulf dfv ñsdftn nzåtkj, yt jnyjcbnt r ctñt, yj gjvybnt j djkyfø vbhjdjuj djpltqcndbz. Njkmrj cjpyfybtv gjkyjq ytjñøjlbvjcnb gthtgksdänt. Djn jñhfptw hfñjns nävysø: cyfxfkf gjctkbnm ytdthbt, gjnjv pfnjgbnm åtkfybzvb, hfplenm bø d ghtcnegktybz _ b cjñhfnm åfnde ldjqyeç. Elevfqnt, rfr xtkjdtxtcnde ñsnm gjyznytt. E Yfc, gjdthø cdzotyyjuj zpsrf, tcnm zpsr vjkxfybz. Rfzysq zpsr jnrfpf b jnhbwfybz hdän rhfz jltzybz. 206. Gjdjhfxbdfz yfghfdj, ñelmnt ujnjds gjqnb yfktdj, b, ghbxfkbdfz r ñthtue, ñelmnt ujnjds jngksnm, bñj rfålsq Erfp _ rj ñkfue b ecrjhtybç. Xez nbibye, pflthåbnt lsøfybt, bñj ifub vjuen pfpdexfnm.
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Kexit ytcrjkmrj ytghbznyjcntq, yj pfnj ghbñkbåtybt cjñsnbq. Kexit ytljkujt enjvktybt, yj pfnj gjløjl ñkbprbq r Exbntkç. Kexit zdktybt gentq njvbntkmysø, yj pfnj gjløjl r Exbntkç. Kexit gjuheåtybt d gskm, yj pfnj jxbotybt leøf. Kexit jnrfp jn eckjdysø vth, yj pfnj jdkfltybt cdtnjv. Kexit j kext cjåfktybt, yj pfnj Cdtn Øhbcnf. Kexit lfnm lheubv, yj pfnj djcnjhu dscjrbq leøf. Kexit leø Erfpe gjlxbybnm, yj pfnj gjljqnb r Cfvjve Exbntkç. Gjbcnbyt, evtqnt ñthtxm b cjøhfyznm. B rjulf dfv xetncz crfprf xeltcyfz, njulf leø dfi ujdjhbn bcnbye. B rjulf ds ghjdjlbnt xthne ñeleotq åbpyb _ Yfit pthrfkj cbztn. B rjulf ds cxbnftnt xfcnb vbhf _ Yfit Pyfvz nhtgtotn. B rjulf ds jhkbysv ukfpjv cvjnhbnt xthtp ghjcnhfycndj _ cdtn cnexbncz d Vjç Ñfiyç. Djn gjxtve, rjulf ds vsckbnt jñ jñotv dkfltybb bkb jñ bcwtktybb xtkjdtxtcndf, Vs xetv rhskmz. Ujybnt vfktymrbt vsckb, Yfv leiyj jn ybø. 207. Rfr d rfhnjxyjq buht vjåtnt gjkexbnm kexibt rfhns, yj jn dfc pfdbcbn cltkfnm bp ybø kexitt ghbvtytybt. 133
Ujdjhç j rfhnbyfø ñeleotuj. D cjjndtncndbb c rfxtcndjv feh ãnb rfhnbys htfkmys b ceotcndeçn gj bpdtcnyjve yfghfdktybç. Rjytxyj, pkfz djkz vjåtn njkryenm genybrf gj byjve yfghfdktybç, b njulf jy edblbn pyfrb lheujuj cdjqcndf. Gjnjve, gjkexfz rfhnbys ñeleotuj, dfåyj gjvybnm, ghb rfrjv cjcnjzybb leøf jyb lfys. R kexe lfäncz cjjndtncndtyyfz djpvjåyjcnm, byfxt cghfdtlkbdjcnm ñskf ñs yfheityf. Nfr åt yflj gjyznm b chjrb. Lkz chjrjd rjcvbxtcrbø ghbvtyzçncz cjcels zdktyyst, b jyb ytcen wtgm cjnhelybrjd, b gjnjve pfvtyf cjnhelybrjd ghjbpdjlbncz gj pfzdktybç bpñhfyysø. Tckb Vs pfvtxftv øhjvjne cjnhelybrf, Vs dcä åt yt pfvtyztv tuj ñtp åtkfybz cnfhibø. Tckb åt leø bpñhfyysø cjpyfän ghtlfntkmcndj ltkf, nj gecnm jñhfnbncz r Yfv, ujdjhz: ≤Gjhexbntkm yfi, pfvtyb cjnhelybrf≥. Ãnj ñeltn pyfxbnm, xnj rjkmwj wtgb hfpjvryekjcm, b cjpyfybt bpñhfyysø jcdjñjlbncz jn gjcktlcndbq fehs eitlituj. Jy åt yf ctñz ghbybvftn cdjç celmñe, bñj rfålsq djkty cnhjbnm ljv cdjq. 134
Vs vjåtv gjpdfnm, Vs vjåtv gjrfpfnm rfhnbys ñeleotuj cjjndtncndtyyjuj yfghfdktybz, yj ghbvtytybt Yfituj Pjdf ghtljcnfdktyj ljñhjq djkt. Kbim ghtlfyyjcnm b cjpyfybt hfpevyjcnb Gkfyf jñtcgtxbdfçn htfkmyjcnm rfhnby ñeleotuj. C ujh dblys lfkb, yj åtkfybt dktpnm d zve vjåtn ñsnm kbim jgkfrfyj. D ghjikst dtrf ljkåybr ddthufkcz d zve, yfpdfyyeç uttyyjç, _ r xtve dktpfnm nelf ljñhjdjkmyj! Nfr pfrjyxbv j åbpytyyjcnb chjrjd b pthrfk ñeleotuj. Øjxe dbltnm dctø yf vtcnfø _ gjñjkmit cjpyfybz gjldbuf ñtp jåblfybz kbxysø dsujl. Yteåtkb uthjtv yfpsdftncz djby, bleobq d ñjq gjkysq jåblfybz yfuhfls? D ghjikst dtrf Exbntkç Vfujvtne ghbikjcm jñtofnm djbyfv bckfvf eljdjkmcndbz d hfç, yteåtkb Vyt ghbläncz jñtofnm cdthrfybt heñbyjd? Yflj blnb ñtp jåblfybz, byfxt ujhmrj pf gjnthzyyjt dhtvz dtrjdjq ãdjkçwbb. 208. Ntgthm pfrjyxbv pfrjy cjbpvthbvjcnb. Cnhjbntkm ljkåty pyfnm, rfr yfuhepbnm cnjkñs ljvf. 135
Jn ytcjbpvthbvjcnb ghjbcøjlzn: hfpheitybt, rjoeycndj, kjåm, ghtlfntkmcndj b dct ñtpjñhfpyst zdktybz. Hfpdt vjåtn cnjznm plfybt, ult ñkjøt ghbgbcsdfçn cdjqcndf ubufynf; ult rjxthue boen ñjkmit Ujcgjlf; ult dbøhm chfdybdftncz c rjvfhbysv gjkänjv? Eckjdbt Ñhfncndf _ gjkyfz cjbpvthbvjcnm vsckb b dshfåtybz, _ ãnj jgkjn ghfdls rhfcjns. Eghfåyznmcz d åbpyb kturj ñtp evjkxfybz b ghtedtkbxtybz. Ghbcnfkmyj cktlbv pf cjnhelybrfvb, xnjñs dshfåtybt bø cjjndtncndjdfkj pyfxtybç. Njkmrj nfrbv genäv vjuen cjnhelybxfnm hfpkbxyst ceotcndf. Gj rhfcjnt ñeltn kexitt ceåltybt, bñj ytrhfcbdj crfpfnm: ≤Z geoe ubufynf d kfhxbr≥ bkb ≤Jhäk gfhbn, rfr rehbwf≥. Rfr xfcnj hfpheifçncz kexibt fggfhfns ytcjbpvthbvjcnmç, rjnjheç kturj bpñtåfnm ghb vfkjv dybvfybb. 209. Xbnfz ghtlkjåtyyst rybub, yfqlänt bcrhs. D jlby kfhtw ckjåbnt jcrjkrb gjxbnfybz Vfqnhtb, rfr gj kbre ptvkb pfkjåtys Vyjç jcrjkrb Tlbyjuj Rfvyz. Yjdjt xelj cjñthän yfhjls, Kex Yfi bpujybn cjvytybt. 136
Eps gjldbuf gjljñys hfñjnt d kfñjhfnjhbb. Yt lhjåbn herf, jnvthzz ghjñyeç åblrjcnm, bñj pyftn bccktljdfntkm, xnj ghjkbnfz rfgkz vjåtn dpjhdfnm ljv. Njkmrj dthf b cvtkjcnm lthåfn here bccktljdfntkz. 210. Kex Øhbcnf nfr åt yfexty, rfr kex cjkywf, yj lkz njkg ghjcnjt yføjåltybt ghtlvtnf eåt xelj. Hfpdt cvtyf hfc xelj? Hfpdt ghbøjl Exbntktq xelj? Hfpdt gjzdktybt Øhbcnf xelj? Hfpdt ghjhjxtcndeçn dtrfvb hfytt j xelt? Xelj yfheiftn ufhvjybç, vtåle ntv rfr cjñsnbz rjcvbxtcrbt kbim endthålfçn ãdjkçwbç. Cys b dbltybz njåt yt xeltcf, yj ybnm åbpyb; yj bvtyyj cjpyfybt ceoyjcnb ghtlcnjzotuj, ghjzdktyyjt yfcnjkmrj, xnjñ yt pfnhjyenm rfhve. Tckb ñs kçlb vjukb ghbyznm cys b cjpyfybt ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd, genm vju ñs ekexibnmcz. Zdktybt yjdsø jñhfpjd xfcnj ghtkjvkztncz ehjlkbdj. Pthrfkj kbñj evyjåftn, kbñj dnzubdftn, njxyj gjdthøyjcnm lhjåbn jn ytjñsxyjuj lfdktybz. Yeåyj jcvjnhbntkmyj jnyjcbnmcz r nfr yfpsdftvsv rjivfhfv, pyfxtybt bø vjåtn ñsnm dfåyjt. 137
211. Crfåe jxtym dfåyjt. Rfyjy dsit _ ≤Ujcgjljv ndjbv≥ _ jcyjdfybt Yjdjuj Vbhf. Ghtålt xbnfkb: ≤B djphfljdfkcz leø vjq j Ñjut, Cgfct vjäv≥ _ ntgthm åt crfåtnt: ≤B djphfljdfkcz leø vjq j Ñjut, Cgfct ndjäv≥. Njhåtcndtyyj ujdjhç: d ãnjv cgfctybt. ≤Ujcgjlm ndjq åbdb!≥ _ nfr crfåbnt rfåljve; b, jñvtyzdibcm Ujcgjljv, gjqlänt r Tlbyjve. Nfv, ult vjåyj edzpyenm, nfv vjåyj vzurj cnegfnm, tckb ñtp jnhbwfybz. Nfv, ult vjåyj pfljøyenmcz, nfv vjåyj ghjqnb, gjvbyfz _ ≤Ujcgjlf ndjtuj≥. Nfv, ult gjxbnfybt vfnthbb, nfv kbim tç vjåtnt ghjqnb, yj djpdtkbxbd ptvyeç vfnthbç lj Rjcvjcf. Ukfdyjt, yt yflj njkmrj ghbdzpfyyjcnb r ptvkt. Gjxtve ktutylf j øjåltybb Øhbcnf d fl? Exbntkm jñhfnbkcz r ybpibv ckjzv fcnhfkmyjuj vbhf b crfpfk: ≤Gjxtve vsckzvb j ptvkt dtxyj ctñz r ptvkt ghbdzpsdfnm?≥ B vyjubt djpvenbkbcm b djcghzyekb dsit. Nfr yfqlbnt Ujcgjlf rfåljuj b djpdtkbxmnt Tuj. Vjåyj gjyznm hfpevjv, yj dfåyj d eksñrt leøf. Rjulf cfvjt nhelyjt cnfyjdbncz käurbv, rfr gjkän gnbw, cfvb rfvyb cjtlbyzçncz d Cdjl _ b rfåljve zdbncz Øhbcnjc Rfvtyobr. 138
212. Cbyntp leøjdyjcnb cfvsq htlrbq lfh, bvtyyj jy pfåbuftn cdtn vbhf. Cj cdtnjv vbhf ybxnj yt chfdybnm. Cdtn jñåbuftn, yj tuj kex boen. 213. Yt ltkfqnt dhfujd _ pfdtn dctv. Pyfqnt dhfujd, ñthtubntcm jn ybø, ghtctrfqnt bø ltqcndbz, yj pkjñe yt bvtqnt. B tckb dhfu ljñhjdjkmyj ghblän gjl rhsie dfie, cjuhtqnt tuj, bñj dtkbrf rhsif dfif b dyjdm ghbitlibq yt pfqvän dfit vtcnj. Tckb åt nhelyj ecbkbz ukeñjrjuj xedcndf pfvtybnm, nj gjrhjqnt tuj eksñrjç Cdtnf. Xedcndj cnfhsø dsvsiktyysø cxänjd gjbcnbyt ytcjbpvthbvj c Gkfyjv Dkflsr. Bñj tckb gjkjåbnm yf dtcs ltkf c gthdjbcnjxybrjv bø b dsvscks, ghblevfyyst ecbkbzvb ytyfdbcnb, nj dsvscks ñelen nzåtktt. Dj bvz cjbpvthbvjcnb yflj yfqnb ghfdbkmyjt vtcnj kçlzv, byfxt vs jlbyfrjdsv ujkjcjv ñeltv ujdjhbnm j wtynht gkfytns b j xthybkmyjv gznyt. Gmtcf, csuhfyyfz d jlyjv njyt, dspsdftn jndhfotybt, gjnjve pjdäv gjyznm ghfrnbxyjcnm cjbpvthbvjcnb. Yj tckb pfvtxftnt lkbyysq hfpujdjh j gecnjq crjhkegt, jcnfyjdbnt dybvfybt cjñtctlybrf yf yt-
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ghfrnbxyjcnb ybxnjåyjcnb. Cj vyjubvb kçlmvb ãnf lbcwbgkbyf ytjñøjlbvf. Yt ñjqntcm, tckb dfc yfpjden cevfcitlibvb, bñj dfv jnrhsn genm. Yt pfñelmnt gjødfkbnm dhfujd. Rjyxbv j dhfufø. 214. J ytcjbpvthbvjcnb chjrjd. Hzljv c jrtfycrjç djkyjç lfçncz vfkst hexmb cjñsnbq. Hfpdt vjåyj cvtifnm hextq c jrtfyjv? Yj yf ptvkt dctulf gjcgtifçn cvtifnm kbxyjt c vbhjdsv. Herf joeoftn njkobye nrfyb, nfr leø ljkåty jnkbxfnm ukeñbye cjñsnbq. Yt edktrfqntcm rfåeotqcz dtkbxbyjq cjñsnbq, bñj vtåle jcyjdysvb epkfvb vjuen ñsnm hfpyjwdtnyst ghbdbltybz, b hexmb vjuen dhtvtyyj vtyznm heckj. Vjvtyn ckexfqyjcnb, bkb vjkxfybt, bkb ytpljhjdmt yt ljkåys ñsnm dldbuftvs d djkye. Nfr, tckb genybr gthtljøyän gj genb, ãnj yt pyfxbn, xnj jy erkjybkcz jn genb. Zdktybt epkjdjq djkys djpyjcbn vuyjdtyyj, yj gthtl rfåljq djkyjq kjlrf pfvbhftn. Cfvfz xedcndbntkmyfz kjlrf dplhjuytn cbkmytt, bñj gskm dphsdf yfgjkyztn eåt fnvjcathe. 140
Gjnjve cjbpvthbvjcnm chjrjd b cjñsnbq yt ljkåyf ñsnm pfñsnf. Jcjñtyyj ecrjhtybt ntxtybz vjåtn dkbznm yf jhufybpv. Ckjåyjcnm cjñsnbq byjulf lfåt rfr ñs hfphtpftn ybnm, yj ãnj kbim dhtvtyyj, gjrf jhufybpv gthtdfhbdftn ldjqyeç gjhwbç vbhjdjuj ntxtybz. Rjvgktrc abpbxtcrbø eckjdbq vjåtn ecbkbnm abpbxtcrbt joeotybz _ yt enjvkznmcz njulf yeåyj, bñj djkys jrtfyf zdkzçn ñkbprbq xthäl. 215. Elfxf ecrjhtybz, nfr åt rfr pfvtlktybt, blän djkyfvb. Gjnjve, ecvjnhtd djkye ecrjhtybz, yflj ecgtnm ñhjcbnm d ytä djpvjåyj ñjkmit pähty. 216. Pfrjys zdktybz Exbntktq cjghzåtys c gkfyjv dctq rekmnehs. Rfhvf cdähnsdftncz, rfr cdbnjr, b pyfrb eøjlzotq ptvyjq vjob yfxbyfçn vtkmrfnm. Pyfçobv ñeleott nzårj yfñkçlfnm ãnj eøjlzott vtkmrfybt. Rfr dxthfiybq ltym cnjbn pfdnhf. B ifu jnvthztncz yt aenjv, yj nhäøktnbtv, gjkexftncz ifu ubufynjd, rjnjhsv gthtifuyenm xthtp cnjktnbz eåt yt cnhfiyj. Nfr gcbøjkjubz leøf ghjcfxbdftncz yf ptvkç. Lkz ptvysø jñjkjxtr rfåljt cnjktnbt euhjpt gjljñyj. Yj vjcn leøf lfän rhskmz bcnbys. 141
Ifufçobv xthtp nhäøktnbz byjulf rfåtncz, xnj jyb yt åbden. Jcjñj cnhtvzobqcz ifh byjulf rfåtncz ytldbåbv, bñj tuj bythwbz yt cjjndtncndetn jrheåfçotve. 217. Rnj ytcän pyfybt ñeleotuj, njn vjåtn cvtkj blnb lfåt gj ifnrbv rfvyzv. Elfxf, rjulf rjytw ghtrhfcty. Elfxf, rjulf vjåyj gjuhepbnmcz d yjdeç ljhjue. Åtkfybt eåt tcnm xfcnm bcgjkytybz. Veåtcndtyyj gjldbufqntcm r Cdtne! Hfpkerf tcnm ghtlldthbt cdblfybz. B Cthubq ujdjhbk: ≤Yflj jnjqnb, byfxt yt dcnhtnbnmcz≥. 218. Øjxe yfgjvybnm j rekmnt dscjrbø åhbw. Ñsk hfphzl ghbdjlbvsø d dscjrjt cjcnjzybt gjchtlcndjv øbvbxtcrbø ghtgfhfnjd; lheujq ghbdjlbkcz d cjcnjzybt vfuytnbxtcrbvb njrfvb; ñskb b ybprbt cntgtyb pfrkbyfybq b vtøfybxtcrbø dhfotybq. Pfntv yfxbyfkjcm cfvjeukeñktybt yf gjhjut cyf bkb ghb eukeñktybb yf ñktcnzobq ghtlvtn. Cfvsv dscjrbv cxbnfkjcm pyfybt, bleott bpyenhb ñtp dczrbø dblbvsø eckjdbq. Genm vbhjdjq ãdjkçwbb, cjdthiftvsq yf dfibø ukfpfø, cnfdbn yf byst eckjdbz, b ghbøjlbn dhtvz, 142
rjulf yflj cbkmyj cjrhfnbnm gcbøbxtcrbt cbks pf cxän leøf. Ybpibt ckjb ghbhjls yfcnjkmrj jdkfltkb ybpibvb gcbøbxtcrbvb ghjzdktybzvb pf gjcktlytt ltcznbktnbt, xnj djpybrftn jgfcyjcnm lkz ãdjkçwbb. Yt ybpibvb ckjzvb ghbphfrjd b yfuhjvjåltybq, yj rjjgthfwbtq dscibø gkfyjd vjåyj ghjldbufnmcz. 219. Ntgthm j rjkmwfø djcghbznbz. Tckb rheub pjhrjcnb blen wtynhjñtåyj, nj rjkmwf djcghbznbz _ wtynhjcnhtvbntkmyj. Jn cbvdjkjd b nevfyysø yfxthnfybq jyb cgbhfkmyj ecnhtvkzçncz r jcnhjve afrne. Zcyjpjd, zcyjdbltybt, zcyjcksifybt, zcyjgjybvfybt, zcyjgjldbu, zcyjpyfybt. Yeåyj gjyznm, xnj d hfphzl pjdf yt døjlbn afrn, bñj d ãnjv hfphzlt jcnhjt ltqcndbt vjåtn ñsnm yt gjyznj b kbim ecbkbn jgfcyjcnm. Ybxtuj evfkzçotuj yt øjxe crfpfnm j ntø, rjnjhsv yeåty pjd, yj afrn d bø herfø ñsk ñs gjljñty pfhzle heåmz, ghb ytpyfybb jñhfofnmcz c jheåbtv. Rjytxyj, uhfybwf pjdf jxtym jnyjcbntkmyf, yj rjulf vjåyj gthtqnb r rjkmwe gjybvfybz, Vs jxtym hfletvcz. Rfålsq rheu rfhfdfye gjljñty. Rjytxyj, rfhfdfy ytcän ñjkmit rjyz, yj pfnj jlby rjym vjåtn pflth143
åfnm dcä ldbåtybt. Hjñjcnm kbñj jcneg vjåtn cñbnm genm. Gjnjve gjyznbz gjldbuf b zcyjgjldbuf jxtym jnkbxys. Dcgsire gjldbuf vjåyj jcnfyjdbnm, yj jujym zcyjgjldbuf _ ytdjpvjåyj. Gkfvz zcyjgjldbuf vjåtn nhtgtnfnm jn rjcvbxtcrbø dbøhtq, yj cyznm tuj c ujkjds ytkmpz. Nfr gjqvänt, gjxtve cbvdjk lj bpdtcnyjq cntgtyb yeåty, rfr eckjdysq pyfr, yj gjnjv cnfyjdbncz ytcyjcysv b yfxbyftn jngflfnm, rfr itkeøf. Rfr vepsrf cath pdexbn ceott yf genzø Ytjñjphbvjcnb b Ytgjdnjhztvjcnb. Rfr gnbwf cgthdf dcnhtgtyäncz b gjnjv gjktnbn, nfr ckjdj ñhspytn bp Yfituj Ujhyf b gjckt vjåtn ñsnm kbim gjlndthålftvj. Jrrekmnyj gthdsq vjvtyn dfåytt, gjnjve øjnz ñs jlyj ckjdj ecksifnm dfåytt gjdnjhtybz. Yj rjulf vjåyj ekfdkbdfnm rbgtybt Ujhyf, jyj cbztn vjoytt ghbrfpf. 220. Eåt ujdjhbk dfv, xnj Vfnthm Vbhf crhsdftn Bvz Cdjä. Eåt gjrfpfk dfv, rfr Vfnthm Vbhf pfrhsdftn Kbr Cdjq. Eåt gjvzyek j Vfnthb Ñells b Øhbcnf. Rjytxyj, ntgthm gjhf erfpfnm, xnj Vfnthm jñofz Dkflsrfv _ yt cbvdjk, yj Dtkbrjt zdktybt Åty144
crjuj Yfxfkf, ghtlcnfdkzçotuj leøjdyeç Vfnthm Øhbcnf b Ñells. Nf, rjnjhfz exbkf b herjgjkjåbkf Bø yf gjldbu. C lfdybø gjh Vfnthm Vbhf gjcskftn yf gjldbu. Gj bcnjhbb xtkjdtxtcndf Tä Herf ghjdjlbn ythfphsdyeç ybnm. Ghb Cbyft Ujkjc Tä pdexfk. Jñhfp Rfkb ñsk ghbybvftv, jcyjdf Bcbls, Binfh. Gjckt Fnkfynbls, rjulf ñsk yfytcäy elfh rekmne leøf, Vfnthm Vbhf yfxfkf yjdeç ybnm, rjnjhfz pfcbztn ntgthm. Gjckt Fnkfynbls Vfnthm Vbhf cjrhskf Kbr Cdjq b pfghtnbkf ghjbpyjcbnm Bvz, gjrf yt ghjñmän xfc cdtnbk. Jyf ghjzdkzkfcm kbim xfcnbxyj, ybrjulf yt ghjzdkzkfcm gj gkfytnyjq vtht. Vjåyj yfpdfnm vyjubt ghbvths, rjulf lfåt dscjrbt vfub jcnfdkzkb gjckt ctñz ytjåblfyyst cktlcndbz b åtkfybt yfqnb jgjhe d ybpibø ckjzø vfnthbb. Nfrjt bpdhfotybt vjukj yfpsdfnmcz rfyfkjv byntkktrnf b yfljkuj pflthåfnm jñotybt c bysvb vbhfvb. Ntgthm vtøfybxtcrb boen eåt leøjdyj ceåläyyjt. Extybt ñeleotq ãgjøb ñeltn cjtlbytybt leøf c byntkktrnjv. 145
Ntxtybt gkfytn gjpdjkztn ecrjhbnm jñotybt vtåle vbhfvb, b hfpdbnbt xtkjdtxtcrjuj leøf gjqlän gj yjdsv genzv. Cdtnbkf gjpdjkzçn ecrjhbnm genm xtkjdtxtcndf. 221. Ntgthm toä j Vfnthb Vbhf. Vfnthm tcnm rhfcjnf; Vbh _ cfvjgjåthndjdfybt; bvtyyj ãnbvb ldevz jcyjdfybzvb jnrhsdfçncz Dhfnf. Vjcn vtåle gkfytnfvb, cjrhfotybt rheujd hfc ktåbn d ãnbø ldeø jcyjdfybzø. Pfxtv genm gjcntgtyyjcnb, tckb jlyj jpfhtybt gjlsvftn yfl uhfybwfvb? Bvtçobq genm r lfkmytve vbhe, jñsxyj dcnhtxftn dtcnybrf gjckt eøjlf jn ptvkb. Ãnjve dtcnybre ujdjhbn jcdjñjåläyysq, ghtlgjxbnftn kb jy ghbyznm yjdsq genm bkb ñeltn cyjdf gjvjufnm Ptvkt. Rjytxyj, vyjubt ghtlgjxbnfçn yjdsq genm, yj bvtçncz htibdibt genm pltcm. Gjbcnbyt, kexit gthtålfnm d hfcnbntkmyjv wfhcndt b vbyjdfnm yfctrjvsø. Vjåyj lfåt vbyjdfnm wtkeç gkfytne. 222. Ctqxfc, d nzårbt lyb ghbñkbåtybz Vfhcf, rjulf ybpibt ghjikst njrb nhtdjåfn, Vs kbim j ñeleotv vsckbv. 146
Ytñsdfkst erkjytybz gkfytn gjvjufçn ghjñeåltybç cjpyfybz. Rexbcnst jñkfrf hfcnen jrjkj djgkjotybq ghjhjxtcnd. Ghjcnhfycndj egkjnyztncz, b kex Vfhcf ñeltn pfnjgkty cdtnjv Vfnthb Vbhf. 223. Wtkbntkm, crfåb ñjktçobv: egjnhtñktybt dbyf yfgjkjdbye evtymiftn dfie elfxe, ghbyznbt yfhrjnbrjd eytcän nhb xtndthnb åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb. Rjytxyj, Vjz fgntrf yt ujlbncz lkz yfhrjnbrjd. Ghtålt djcghbznbz ktrfhcnd yeåyj nhb ujlf ghjdtcnb chtlb ghfys. Pfyznbt wdtnfvb jxtym øfhfrnthyj lkz pfdthitybz genb. Yt evjv, yj leøjv gjyznm pyfxtybt hfcntybq. Ytkmpz ghjqnb vbvj cjrhjdbo ghfys, nfr åt rfr dczrbq djcøjlzobq yt ghjqlän vbvj pyfxtybz Cjkywf b gkfytn. Crjhj rfålsq øbvbr ñeltn gjkmpjdfnmcz bpkextybzvb cdtnbk. 224. V £ vyjuj vfuybnjd yf Ptvkt jcnfdbk, gjnjve ujdjhç _ Vjbv genäv kturj blnb. Hfñjnf yf cjtlbytybt c dscibvb gkfytnfvb nhtñetn, xnjñ yf gkfytnfø ñskb leøb, cufhvjybpbhjdfyyst d cjpyfntkmyjq hfñjnt. Jñsxyj pfghjc cybpe b jndtn cdthøe. Xtv dsit, ntv ñjktt cjtlbytybz. 147
Cjplfdifzcz bpjkbhjdfyyjcnm Ptvkb ljkåyf ñsnm, yfrjytw, ddtltyf d ceåläyysq rheu. Byfxt yt njkmrj Ptvkz, yj b Vfhc b Cfnehy jncnfçn d hfpdbnbb. Gjxtve yf Çgbnth blen kbim ytvyjubt, njulf rfr fnvjcathf Ptvkb gjkjåbntkmyj pfuhjvjåltyf? Øjxtncz crfpfnm: ≤Vbkst genybrb, dpukzybnt rdthøe, b tckb, dvtcnj bkkçpbq Ptvkb, ds pføjnbnt ktntnm lfkmit, nj b rhskmz dshfcnen. Vtåle ntv, ds pfghelbkb ntvb åt åfkrbvb kfxeufvb dtcm fcnhfkmysq gkfy. Nf åt rktdtnf, nj åt ghbphfxyjt rehtybt, yj ds pfñskb, xnj jn dfibø ghbphfrjd xfl blän. Kexb cjkywf vthryen xthtp dfib gbhs jnegtybz. Gecnst jñjkjxrb cjplfçn gecnst jñjkjxrb≥. Yj ghtlcnfdmnt _ tckb ñs ghbphfrb nzyekbcm r cjpblfybç ghtrhfcyjuj ldbåtybz, nj kexb bp cfybnfhjd ghtdhfnbkbcm ñs d kexb cdtnf. Bvtyyj vsckm ndjhbn pf ghtltkfvb ptvkb. Gjnjve exbntcm eghfdkznm vsckzvb. 225. Lkz cjpyfntkmyj hfpdbnjuj leøf dhtvz ghtñsdfybz d fcnhfkmyjv gkfyt vjukj ñs juhfybxbnmcz ghjvtåenrjv cjhjrf lytq, yj hfpkbxyst ptvyst eckjdbz ghjljkåbkb ãnj dhtvz lj ytcrjyxftvjcnb. 148
E eytcäyysø c ptvkb ytcxfcnyjt cjåfktybt ghbdzpsdftn bø. Kexit dctuj ghtlcnfdktyj gjcktlcndbt d ktutylt j Kjnt. Lkz yjdjq åbpyb jyb dsikb bp ujhjlf, kbim jlyj eckjdbt ñskj bv gjcnfdktyj _ yt jñjhfxbdfnmcz. Yj åtyf Kjnf jñthyekfcm _ b ghbdzpfkf ctñz r ptvkt. Htkbubz ujdjhbn: bleobq r jnwfv _ c ybvb ghtñeltn; bleobq r fyutkfv _ c ybvb ghtñeltn; bleobq r Ñjue _ c Ybv ghtñeltn. Pyfxbn, yfpyfxbdibq ctñt yfbñjkmitt ldbåtybt gjkexftn kexitt ljcnbåtybt. Gjnjve kexitt yfgencndbt bleotve jn ptvkb ñeltn: ≤Cgtib, yt jukzlsdfzcm≥. Rfr åt c ñkbprbvb? Yj xtv dsit cnfytim, ntv kexit b ñkbåt bø edblbim. Rjytxyj, jñsxyf pflthårf d gjcktlybø ñkbprbø. Gjnjve cjrhfotybt fcnhfkmyjuj gkfyf pfdbcbn jn ghfdbkmyjq rjjgthfwbb. Xtv dsit, ntv ghbznytt ghtñsdfybt, b yf uhfybwt vtynfkf vjåyj leøe jnljøyenm, bñj nfv leø eåt gjldthåty dscjrbv ghbnzåtybzv. Yj yflj cjpyfntkmyj vbyjdfnm ybpibt ckjb. Yflj, xnjñs dphsd cjpyfybz vju gthtñhjcbnm zlhj leøf rfr vjåyj lfkmit. Gjnjve nfr dfåty vjvtyn gthtøjlf, xnjñ gjckfnm ctñz r dsc149
ibv ckjzv. Jxtym nhelyj, pfwtgbd ybpibt ckjb, gjnjv gjlyznmcz. Tckb cjcnjzybt leøf gjpdjkztn, ujhfplj kexit egjnhtñbnm gjcktlyçç dcgsire ãvfyfwbb ythdjd lkz gjkänf, nfr ybpibt ckjb ñelen htltnm. Dfåyj eybxnjåbnm fnvjcathe ybpibø ckjäd, rjnjhfz yt ñeltn lfdbnm yf ptvkç. Rjjgthfwbz cdthøe b cybpe lfcn crjhtqibt cktlcndbz. Ghfdbkmyj pfvtxtyj j gthtøjlt ñtp cjpyfybz. Ãnjve kturj gjvjxm: tckb ghtldfhbntkmyj ñeltn pfrhtgktyj åtkfybt dscjrjuj gjkänf, njulf ãvfyfwbz ythdjd ltqcndetn gjxnb fdnjvfnbxtcrb. Jxtym øjhjib vjkbnds j ñkeålfybb leib, yj jlyj d ybø ytdthyj _ jyb ndthlzn jñ ecgjrjtybb, njulf rfr ghfdbkmytt ñskj ñs ndthlbnm: ≤Cgtib≥. Ghjxbnfnm b pfgjvybnm ãnj yeåyj rfåljve, _ jy gjvjåtn yt njkmrj ctñt, yj b vbhjdjve gkfye. 226. Zdktybt hfñjns lkz ñeleotuj ghtndjhbn yfcnjzott. Tckb ñs kçlb gjyzkb, xnj kbim ñeleott ceotcndetn, _ rjjgthfwbz ghbñkbpbkfcm ñs. Tcnm ldf dblf pyfybz: jlyj _ ckjdfvb dshfåftvjt, lheujt _ njxyjt, gjybvftvjt leøjv, yj yt dkjåtyyjt d ckjdf. Lfåt ytkmpz gjzcybnm ckjdfvb, rfr 150
ãnj gjybvfybt ghjbcøjlbn, yj jyj gjbcnbyt ghtrhfcyj. Yfib jgsns b gjkäns ghbyjczn xedcndjpyfybt. B tckb njyrjt ntkj leøf ghtgzncndetn ghjybryenm lfkmit bpdtcnysø cath, nj jpfhtybt leøf cjghbrfcftncz c vyjubv lfkmytqibv cbzybtv Rjcvjcf. Ñskj ñs ukegj b uheñj gthtlfnm yf ithifdst ckjdf Cdtn Pyfybz. Nfr åt cvtiyj, rfr ytktgs eckjdyst yfbvtyjdfybz. Jlyj vjue itgyenm, xnj Ehecdfnb dthyj djccnfän ghjnbd evfktybz, ghtlxedcndez djpvjåyjcnm pyfybz xthtp jryj kbxysø gjkänjd. 227. Cxbnfç, vjåyj xelj cnbøbqysø leøjd gjzcybnm. Bø ukfdyjt cdjqcndj _ bø ãkfcnbxyjcnm. Ajhvf bø pfdbcbn jn eckjdbq ecnhtvktybq; gjgflfz d ajrec phtybz kçltq, jyb gjukjofçncz ajhvjq xtkjdtxtcrjq. Xtkjdtr edblbn bø d xtkjdtxtcrjq ajhvt, åbdjnyst edblzn bø rfr åbdjnysø, bñj jyb yt bvtçn jñjkjxrb. Hexfçcm, xnj cnhfiyst bkb ghtrhfcyst ajhvs pfdbczn jn htaktrcf ythdjd. Gjntywbfk cnbøbq dctulf ujnjd jndtnbnm eceueñktyysv jnhfåtybtv b ecbkbnm yfie gjcskre d jghtltkäyyjv yfghfdktybb. 151
Yt cktletn levfnm, xnj cnbøbqyst leøb _ yfit gjhjåltybt. Dthytt yfpdfnm vfybatcnfwbç bø bcrhjç ghb ghbrjcyjdtybb c htpthdefhjv yfghzåtybz lbyfvbnf, b cjpyfybt ãnjq bcrhs pfujhftncz jn ghbrjcyjdtybz leøf xtkjdtxtcrjuj. Rjytxyj, cntgtym bø hfpkbxyf, rfr hfpkbxyj yfghzåtybt lbyfvbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vjåyj dspdfnm yfghzåtybt ãnjq ãythubb vtøfybxtcrb, yj Vs gjnjve ghjnbd ãnjq vfubb, xnj jyf yfheiftn ghfdbkmyjcnm cnbøbqysø djky b gjkyf jñhfnysø elfhjd. Vjåyj gjkmpjdfnmcz ãnjq ãythubtq dyt jñsxysø ptvysø eckjdbq. Kexb vjuen ghbdjlbnm d hfdyjdtcbt djkys cnbøbq. Rjytxyj, b ds bvb gjkmpetntcm, yj gjrf ãnj djpltqcndbt jn leøf, jyj vtytt jgfcyj. Kturj ghtdhfnbnm vyjubt afñhbrb d ajrecs vfubb. Rjytxyj, nhelyj gthtlfnm jñsxysvb ckjdfvb rjjgthfwbç cnbøbq. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, lbyfvjvfibyf b pfrkznsq rheu bvtçn yfexyjt jcyjdfybt. Rjytxyj, ntgthm kçlb nfr ecthlyj hfñjnfçn d rjgzø pkf, xnj ytdjpvjåyj ljgecnbnm r ybv ñkbprbt djpvjåyjcnb. Cnjkryjdtybt ldeø Yfxfk ytbpñtåyj, b xtv crjhtt, ntv kexit. 152
228. Leøb cnbøbq blen yf cjtlbytybt c xtkjdtrjv. Jyb ghjøjlzn cjpyfybt ybpibø ajhv d cnbøbzø, b gjnjve djpvjåys htlrbt ckexfb hjcnf lj cjpyfybz xtkjdtrf. Nfr åt rfr b xtkjdtr d bcrkçxbntkmysø ckexfzø vjåtn vbyjdfnm wtkeç gkfytne. Yj, rjytxyj, cnhjuj gkfybhez, vjåyj gjvtcnbnm ukfdyeç vfcce d yfxfkmyst ajhvs. Ds pyftnt, rfr hfpkbxys ãdjkçwbb. Vjåyj ghbyznm ibht gjybvfybt. Vjåyj gjcdznbnm cnbøbzv jcjñeç ñtctle _ ãnf jñkfcnm jxtym rhfcbdf. 229. Genm cnhjtybz dnzubdftn, yj vjåyj hexfnmcz, xnj cnegtyb cfvjpfñdtybz njåt ghbytcen hfljcnm. Bvtyyj rhfcjnf Rjcvjcf ghbñkbåftn d cjpyfybb cfvjpfñdtybt. Yj ãnj cjpyfybt ñeltn jñyjdktyj. Yj gkfvz leøf ndjtuj yt gjneøftn, yfjñjhjn, cnfkj toä cthtñhzytt. Ndjq leø yt vjåtn Ñjuf øekbnm, bñj Rhfcjnf njñjç nfr jcnhj xedcndetncz. Ns yb d xäv yt pfñkeålfkfcm, yj cjpyfybt rjcvbxtcrjuj jlbyjxtcndf tcnm kbim cjpyfybt ghzvsø gentq, bñj kbim ãnbv cjpyfybtv xtkjdtr vjåtn ktntnm d lheubt vbhs, gjvjufz lheubv kbim hflb ybø. 153
230. Gecnm dbøhb cvthxtq ntvyzn djpleø, bp bø ikfrjd cbztn hjålfçott cthtñhj, rjnjhjt jleøjndjhztn rhfcrb Ptvkb. Gjl yfnbcrjv cvzntybz vjuen ñsnm nzårbt vbyens, bñj dekrfy wtkjq xfcnb cdtnf vjuex. C lhtdybø dhtväy d xfc cvzntybz ghtlkfufkjcm ndthlbnm rhfnrjt djppdfybt b elfhfvb gjdnjhtybq jnhfåfnm djkye djpltqcndbq. Pfntv ãnj chtlcndj ghtdhfnbkjcm d ñtccvscktyyjt gjdnjhtybt htkbubjpysø ckjd, _ ntv yt vtytt ghbywbg jcnfäncz. Yj byjulf yfi leø nhtñetn rfrbø-nj gjdnjhtybq b gthtxbcktybq. D kexibt dhtvtyf åhtxtcndf ñskb bpñhfys ckjdf ≤Fljyfq≥, ≤Binfh≥, ≤Fkktkeqz≥ b ≤Fev≥. Nfråt egjnhtñkzkjcm gjdnjhtybt fkafdbnf bkb wbah. Rjytxyj, ghfrnbxtcrb cbkf yt d cfvbø ckjdfø, yj d cjplfybb djky. Ltkj d njv, xnj byjulf gj ghbpsde leøf vjåyj cjplfnm gjktpyeç djkye. Yj ghbdsxrb gjljñys jvthndtybç, b lfåt cbkmyjt chtlcndj gthtcnfän ltqcndjdfnm. Byjulf dj dhtvz dbøhtq vjåyj cjplfnm cdjç jñtpdhtåtyyeç djkye. Rjulf zljdbnjt lsøfybt ujnjdj rjcyenmcz, kexit cbkmyj dslsøfnm. Nfråt vjåyj 154
djktq cjplfdfnm rfr ñs defkm pfobofçobq. Dj dhtvz Nfbycndf åhbws jrensdfkbcm ytdblbvsv defktv yfcnjkmrj, xnj gthtcnfdfkb cksifnm b dbltnm, rfr ñs gththeñfz ybnm ceotcndjdfybz, _ cdjtuj hjlf jxbotybt, rjulf fnvjcathf ñsdfkf gjkyf cvzntybz. Yfgjvbyfç j vbcnthbb djkys pfobns, bñj jyf gjkexbkf yfxfkj d Fpbb. Yeåys genb yjdst lkz xtkjdtxtcndf, b jryj d fcnhfkmysq vbh ljkåyj ñsnm jnrhsnj. Velhjve øjkjlyj yf jñdtnhtyyjq ptvkt. 231. Ujdjhbk, ujdjhç b crfåe: ≤Gjvjubnt cnhjbnm Vjç Cnhfye≥. B gjvybnt ãne Yfie ghjcmñe yt d ntgkt b d ljdjkmcndt, yj d øjkjlt b d vbyene nzujcnb. Crfpfyj, ckexfb ñelen ghbvtybnm veåtcndj, ñelen jñhsds jcnhst, b ghjqnb bø vjåyj kbim Bvtytv Exbntkz. Crfåen: ≤Ntgkj e juyz≥, _ jndtnbnt: ≤Cgtie d øjkjlt≥. Crfåen: ≤Øjhjif ieñf≥, _ jndtnbnt: ≤Lkbyyf lkz øjlmñs≥. Crfåen: ≤Cjvrybnt ukfpf≥, _ jndtnbnt: ≤Ytkmpz yf cnhfåt≥. 155
Vjåtnt vjcn gthtqnb cbkjç ytghtrkjyyjç, b d vbyene nzujcnb gjvybnt ghjcmñe Yfie, bñj Gkfy ghtrhfcty, rfr cbzybt cnbøbq. 232. Cnbøbz tcnm ghjcnhfycndtyyjt dtotcndj, ytdtcjvjt b ytbpvthbvjt _ gjkefvjhayst rhbcnfkks, d dblt nfr yfpsdftvsø cnbøbqysø ghjzdktybq. Ceñcnfywbz ytghjzdktyyjuj leøf yfgbnsdftn dtotcndj ghjcnhfycndf. Ghj xtkjdtrf ujdjhzn: hjålftncz b evbhftn; ghj cnbøbqyjuj leøf vjåyj crfpfnm: dcgsøytn b eufcytn. Rfr cnhtkf, djypftncz cjpyfybt ghjzdktyyjuj leøf d dtotcndj cnbøbq b, rfr vfuybn, cjñbhftn hfcgkfdktyyeç ceñcnfywbç. Hjåltybt cnbøbqyjuj leøf jñeckjdktyj rfcfybtv ghjzdktyyjuj cjpyfybz. Gjbcnbyt, ytjñjphbvf rjjgthfwbz! B rfxtcndj, b dytiyjcnm, b lbyfvbxyjcnm leøf pfdbczn jn leøf cjplfntkz. Gjnjve pkjvsckbt jceålftncz, rfr ghfhjlbntkm ñtpjñhfpbz. Cbkf cjpyfybz ghjbpdjlbn cjjndtncndtyysq htaktrc d dtotcndt ghjcnhfycndf. B dcgsøyedibt ajrecs ghjcnhfycndf jcnfçncz ñkbprbvb cjplfditve. Ybxnjåyjt cjpyfybt gjhjlbn ufcyeobt bcrhs, yj cjpyfybt gjntywbfkmyj 156
hfcneott vjåtn ghjbpdjlbnm ubufynjd. Afñhbrf ljñhf b pkf, _ gjnjve nfr wtyyj rfxtcndj vsckb. Nfr dsheñbkb Vs rfhnbye ãdjkçwbb åbpyb ghjcnhfycndf b vjåtv ghjcbnm xtkjdtxtcndj _ ñelmnt kexit b yt uhzpybnt djkys ghtrhfcyjuj Cdtnf. Caths cnbøbq jcktgkzçot ghtrhfcys, b pfuhzpybnm bø gjljñyj eybxnjåtybç xeltcyjuj wdtnrf. Z xeç, rfr extybt xbcnsø vscktq vjåtn ghjybryenm d yfhjl. ≤Ctzntkm vsckb cjñbhftn åfnde≥ _ yeåyj yfgbcfnm yf ldthzø rjjgthfnbdf. Gjnjve c Vfnthmç Vbhf ythfphsdyf dctdblzofz rjjgthfwbz, b cjcnjzybt dtotcndf ghjcnhfycndf, ghjybpfyyjt rjvñbyfwbzvb yjdsø kextq, gjpdjkztn Yjdeç Ãhe yfxfnm. Dcä Ñkfuj yflj cjñhfnm. 233. Ñkfujckjdtyysq crfpfk ghbnxe j Rjktct Pfrjyf. R bcrecyjve gthtgbcxbre ghbiäk gjxntyysq xtkjdtr b gjhexbk gthtgbcfnm djppdfybt r Ñjue, lkz xtuj ghbyäc ljcnfnjxysq gthufvtyn. Dcktl pf ybv ghbiäk xtkjdtr c gjhextybtv gthtgbcfnm gbcmvj, gjkyjt euhjp, b lfk nfråt gthufvtyn, njhjgz jrjyxbnm crjhtq. Xnjñ eujlbnm tve, gthtgbcxbr yfheibk jxthtlm b gjcgtibk c tuj gjhextybtv, ghbxäv d gjcgtiyjcnb 157
cødfnbk rjåe gthdjuj pfrfpf. Euhjåfdibq jcnfkcz jxtym ljdjkty b gjñtåfk bpkbnm cdjç pkjñe. Pfntv ghbiäk gthdsq pfrfpxbr b, cvjnhz yf gthufvtyn, crfpfk: ≤Ult rjåf, lfyyfz vyjç?≥ Epyfd dcä ckexbdittcz, jy ghjbpyäc: ≤Rjåf lkz vjkbnd yjcbkf ñkfujckjdtybt bcgjkytybz, njulf rfr rjåf lkz euhjp ñskf kbityf djpltqcndbz. Xtkjdtr ytdthysq, yfheibd pfrjy chjrjd, ns kbibk vjkbnde cbks, rjnjhfz ljkåyf ñskf gjvjxm ñjkmyjve; yj vfkj njuj, ns ghbdäk d ltqcndbt euhjps, rjnjhst gjkys ytcksøfyysø gjcktlcndbq. Ghjgfk nhel Fhøfnf, ñkfujckjdbdituj vjç rjåe. Ghjgfk nhel Fhøfnf, kbibdibq pkj cbks. Ns dsgecnbk d vbh pkjñyjt ghjrkznbt, b ytbpñtåyj jyj dthyäncz r ntñt. Ns cnjkryek c genb Rjktcj Pfrjyf, b jyj yt ñeltn dtcnb ntñz, yj gthtctxän genm ndjq≥. Yt gbibnt pfrjys yf vähndjq rjåt, rjnjheç gthdsq djh eytcän. Ytcbnt pfrjys d leøt, b lsøfybt Ñkfuf gjytcän gthtl dfvb Rjktcj Pfrjyf, jñktuxfz dfi genm. Ytdthyjcnm gthtgbcxbrf vjåtn djdktxm wtksq vbh d ñtlcndbt.
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234. Kex Vjq zdkztn pyfr leøf b xetn åtcnjreç ñbnde. Vjåyj Vbh Yjdsq ghtlcnfdbnm rfr åhtñbq leøf; vjåyj tuj epyfnm gj pyfxtybç pyfybz. Gheåbyf leøf pljhjdmt ytcän. Ujls ytcencz, leøe ytcz gjlyjåbt. Leø pjdän b jñhfoftn pyfr åhtxtcndf d elbdktybt leøjdyjt gthtl ljktq xtkjdtrf. 235. Lhepmz! Xtnsht rfvyz gjkjåbnt d jcyjdfybt ltqcndbq dfibø. Gthdsq _ Gjxbnfybt Bthfhøbb. Dnjhjq _ Cjpyfybt tlbytybz. Nhtnbq _ Cjpyfybt cjbpvthbvjcnb. Xtndähnsq _ Ghbvtytybt rfyjyf ≤Ujcgjljv ndjbv≥. Lkz endthåltybz gthdjuj _ ghbpjdbnt dcç kçñjdm dfie. Ghbgjvybnt bp ltncndf dfituj kexibt eksñrb, cfvst zhrbt kexb cjkywf b gthdeç gtcym gnbw pf jryjv. Lkz dnjhjuj _ jñktrbntcm d jheåbt lyz, ljcnfymnt ljcgtøb dfibø ltqcndbq b jcdtåbnt djcghbznbt ukjnrjv nhtpdjq djls. Lkz nhtnmtuj _ dsñthbnt d dfitq hfñjxtq rjvyfnt cfveç dscieç jndtcyeç kbybç b yfpjdbnt tä hfpvthjv Gkfyf. Dct ytljdjkmcndf, hfplhfåtybz b enjvktybz ghbrkflsdfqnt vscktyyj r hfpvthe vbhjdjuj 159
Gkfyf, b, chfdybdfz, yt yfqlänt lfåt vfktqituj vtcnf lkz ghbphfxysø yfcnhjtybq. Lkz xtndähnjuj _ ghtlcnfdmnt ctñt dcç ñtcrjytxyjcnm pdäplyjuj vbhf. Gjbcnbyt e Jnwf vyjuj ljvjd, rjnjhsq bp ybø pfgznyftv? Dcgjvbyfz lfyysq rfyjy, ghtlcnfdmnt, rfr bp pfgthnjuj ljvf dsøjlbnt yf cdtn. Nfr ghblän r dfv dcä, d xäv yeålftntcm. Yfxthnfqnt yf gthdjv rfvyt Ujkeñz. Yf dnjhjv _ Djbyf. Yf nhtnmtv _ Rjkjyye. Yf xtndähnjv _ Cjkywt. Ybrjulf yt gjrbytv heccrbq yfhjl. Yjdst ghtrhfcyst leib cøjlzn yf ptvkç. Yflj bv jnrhsnm ukfpf. Rfr kturj jyb gjukjnzn gboe leøjdyeç! Hfljcnyj gjvjxm bv. Lfåt ytghfdfz ujkjdf ujnjdf yf cfveç yjdeç bltç. Njkmrj veåtcndj gjldbuf! Leøe yflj ghjypbnm vfnthbç lj ujlyjuj elfhf uhjvf. Hexfçcm pf ytñsdfkeç rhfcjne gjldbuf. Ytñsdfkfz! Rfålsq ytgjdnjhztv b ytjuhfybxty. Gjvjubnt cnhjbnm Vjç Cnhfye! Yeåyj gjvybnm rfålsq ltym j genb gjldbuf. Gjkysv øjljv gjcgtifqnt r yjdsv cjñsnbzv. Yt åfktqnt nhelf. Jnrfpfdibqcz ñeltn ctñt dtyxfyysv. 160
J ltkt levfqnt, hjkb pfñelencz. Jltzybz cdtnf ålen. Ghjcbv, ghjqlbnt gjrjqyj b dtctkj. Ãnbv edtkbxbnt Yfie djpvjåyjcnm. Yf ujhfø gjpyftnt leø cthlwf heccrjuj. Cktpf yfl gbcmvjv lhfujwtyyf. Bvtyyj, rfr bø gjrbyenm? Nhel vjåyj ghbytcnb yfhjle. Kexit cgfnm, ytåtkb rdfcbnm dhtvz. Levfç, rfr ytñsdfkj dhtvz ceåläyyjt. Ujdjhç djbyfv _ ljpjh dtlbnt dtctkj. Heccrbt gjljids lfktrj øjlzn. 236. Vjukb pfvtxfnm d Vjbø Ckjdfø rfr ñs ytgjyznyjcnb bkb jnltkmyst ckjdf, ytzcyst yf ctujlyziybq ltym; gjvybnt eckjdbt djlbntkmcndf yt pfnhfubdfnm rfhve. Xenmä Ñkfuf ljkåyj gjlcrfpfnm, rfr hfccnfdbnm ghbljhjåyst dtøb. 237. Kexit cnhtvbnmcz: rfålsq bvttn cdjq genm. Gjktpyj yfcnhfbdfnm jhufybpv r djcghbznbç Extybz Exbntkz. Kex Yfi hfñjnftn gjcnjzyyj, yj ytjñøjlbvj cjchtljnjxbt leøf. Kexit bcrfnm Erfpfybz Exbntkz yf hfpysø ghjzdktybzø åbpyb. Øjhjij evtnm vjkbnmcz. Vjkbndf, bkb leøjdyfz ñtctlf, _ dscitt ghjzdktybt, 161
yj ytjñøjlbvs enjyxäyyjcnm evcndtyyfz b leøjdyfz rhtgjcnm. Pyfybt Jñotybz jgfcyj b vjåtn gjdktxm hfcckfñktybt jhufybpvf, gjljñyj yfhrjnbrfv. 238. Kçlzv xfcnj yt ødfnftn lbcwbgkbys leøf b xedcndf vths. Rkçx r gjcktleçobv ljcnbåtybzv _ cfvfz nhelyfz cnegtym yf genb. Gjnjve vyjubt yfxbyfçobt cxbnfçn genm Fltgnf rfnjhujq. Ytktcnyjt vytybt, yj ghtlgjxbnfç cnhjujcnm erfpf leøf. Jnxfzybt leøjdyjq gecnjns gthtl gjvfpfybtv øjhjij bpdtcnyj gjcdzoäyysv d vbcnthbb Bcbls. D yjxm yf gjvfpfybt gjcdzoftvsq pfgbhfkcz d jcjñjt gjvtotybt, ult bcgsnsdfk dcç xfie jnxfzybz b hdfk jltåls cdjb, joeofz leøjv cvthntkmyeç njcre. Gthtl hfccdtnjv jy dgflfk d jcjñjt jwtgtytybt, b yf hfccdtnt, rjulf cjkywt jpfhzkj gbkjys øhfvf b cdzotyyjckeåbntkb gtkb enhtyyçç vjkbnde, Dthøjdysq Ckeåbntkm jnrhsdfk ldthm, ghjñeålfk gjcdzoftvjuj b däk tuj d jcktgbntkmyjt gjvtotybt, ult jy gjkexfk bvz b hjålfkcz lkz djcnjhuf leøf. Nfqysq Ñhfn gjexfk ytjabnf d ntxtybt ctvb ytltkm. 162
239. Xbcnjt vtcnj ytjñøjlbvj yf bpdtcnysø cnegtyzø. Yfib Fihfvs jnkbxfçncz xbcnjnjç. Ububtyf leøf gjlhfpevtdftn ububtye ntkf. Xtkjdtxtcrbt bcgfhtybz dhtlys lkz ytrjnjhjq cnjhjys leøjdyjq åbpyb. Vyjubt bp Yfc, c jcjñj xedcndbntkmyjq jñjkjxrjq, yt d cbkfø dslthåbdfnm bcgfhtybz vbhf. Hbnefkmyst regfymz ljkåys gjybvfnmcz ñerdfkmyj b cbvdjkbxtcrb. Dscibq b gjcktlybq frn dctø vbcnthbq jnkbxfkcz jncencndbtv jñhzlyjcnb. Xfcnj Gjcdzofçobq ujdjhbk ytjabne: ≤Djn ns ghbiäk rj Vyt djjheåäyysq Nfqyjç, yj xnj vjue lfnm ntñt, rjulf dtytw pfdthitybz øhfybncz d ntñt cfvjv. Cflbcm, jnrhjq gjcktlybt dhfnf, Z åt vjkbndjç jñktuxe ntñt gjcktlytt djpytctybt≥. 240. Gecnm kexibt djbys cdznjuj Uhffkz cjñthencz yf gjldbu. Ghtdsit dctø hfljcntq eksñrf gjldbuf. Eksñfzcm, ghbvbnt rhtotybt gjldbuf. Eksñfzcm, ghjbpytcbnt cnhjåfqibq ghbrfp. Exbntkm pf dfvb blän. D ñjç gjllthåbn ltcybwe dfie, b yf cjdtnt erfåtn htitybt. Dcçle pf dfvb cnhfåf blän. Ktnbn dhtvz, cgtibnt pfhexbnmcz pyfybtv. Hfljcnyj ghbvbnt cehjdjcnm gjldbuf! 163
241. Hfljcnyj nhtgtotn djpleø ghtlhfccdtnyjuj xfcf, _ xfcf, rjulf Ñellf gjcnbu dtkbxbt Rjcvjcf b Dkflsrf Øhbcnjc vjkbkcz d cfle Utacbvfycrjv. 242. Vfkj hfñjnybrjd; kçlb, d gjujyt pf xeltcysv, enthzkb Here Djlzoeç. Cyjdf bläv d vbh. Cyjdf ytcäv ljrfpfntkmcndj leøf. Yj ntgthm htibv gjñtle yf gjkzø chfåtybz b d kfñjhfnjhbzø exäysø. Dplhjuytn xtkjdtr, rjulf gjlsvtncz yfl ybv vtx b ujkjc rhbrytn: ≤Ghjcybcm!≥ Dhtvz ktrwbq vbyjdfkj, ntgthm yeåyf hfñjnf d kfñjhfnjhbzø. Yfexyj ljrfåtv vyjujt. Uhjpyj Zdktybt Yfit; heøyen vbhjdst pfckjyrb. Juyäv zdkç Vjbø gjckfyysø, bñj dtle Z Cfv! 243. Kexit pyfnm ckfñjcnb xtkjdtxtcndf, ytåtkb gbnfnmcz jñhfpfvb, cjplfyysvb vsckzvb. Ghfdlf nzårf, yj gjhf pyfnm, xnj vbh pfctkäy ntyzvb. Gthtl rfnfcnhjajq dctulf øjlzn njkmrj ntyb. Vjkjn gjlyzn; eåfcyf gkzcrf ntytq, pfñsdibø leø. Ntyb ytpyfçobt, ntyb enthzdibt yt dtlfçn j Yjdjv Vbht. Xeç, gflän dhfåbq cnfy. Xeç, pjkjnj eñjhjd gjntvyttn. Xeç, edtctktybq øhfv cnfytn ytyfdbcnysv. Cdtntk Yfi genm.
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244. Xtkjdtxtcrbq vtøfybpv ckjåty _ jcjñfz cjpyfntkmyfz ãdjkçwbz. C vjvtynf pfhjåltybz cjpyfybz ytn jñotq ãdjkçwbb. Dcä gjcnhjtyj yf ñtcrjytxyjv hfpyjjñhfpbb dbljd. Jñobt pfrjys nhelyj ecnfyfdkbdfçncz. Lfåt nfrbt jcyjdyst b ytghtvtyyst pfrjys, rfr pfrjy cjdthitycndf b pfrjy djplfzybz, yt vjuen ñsnm dshfåtys jlyjq ajhvekjq. Rybåyst pfzdktybz yt nfr ghjcns yf ltkt, njkmrj jcjñj jcdtoäyysq ev vjåtn ghjybryenm d cnhjtybt ãdjkçwbb xtkjdtrf. Vyjuj rjgbq ckjvfkjcm yfl ãnbv djghjcjv. Cnexfnmcz vjåyj. 245. Ntgthm nhelyj ctñt ghtlcnfdbnm gfltybt Fktrcfylhbb. Kexit lfåt yt dcgjvbyfnm ujls gthtøjlyjuj dhtvtyb. Eåfc ñthän gthtl dbltybtv htkbubjpyjuj cetdthbz njuj dhtvtyb. Jhbuty øjlbk gj toä ujhzxbv eujkmzv cnfhjuj vbhf. Pyfz pfdtns Bbcecf, jy ñjktk, dblz ytgjybvfybt njkgs. Pyfz nfbycndf lhtdybø vbcnthbq, jy ñjktk, dblz ytgjybvfybt tlbycndf Bcnjxybrf. Pyfz ghjcnjne Extybz Bbcecf, jy ñjktk, dblz cjplfybt wthrdtq. Jlbyjrj hfñjnfk, cfv cnhflfz jn ckbirjv ñjkmibø ghjnbdjhtxbq leøf. Ghb ytjñsxfqyjq zcyjcnb b ghj165
cnjnt leøjdyjuj gjpyfybz, ytjñsxfqyfz ckjåyjcnm dctuj ceotcndf. Jhbuty bcregbk d ctñt ñehç hfyytuj øhbcnbfycndf. Ñelexb htdybntktv pyfybz, tuj djpveofkj gfltybt pyfybz chtlb ckeåbntktq. 246. Gjdnjhzç _ ghtcnegyf ñtppfñjnyjcnm vbhf. Yteåtkb yt pfvtxfçn jgfcyjcnb? Zpsrb gkfvtyb jñjpyfxfçn yfldbufçoeçcz ñehç leøf, yj kçlb yt øjnzn gjyznm Yfi cbuyfk. 247. Uhjøjxen cjñsnbz. Cnfhfçcm clthåfnm eple ñtpevbz. Tckb ñs dbltkb dct cjdthiftvst ghtcnegktybz! Yj yt lflbv ñfhce ghsuyenm. Boeobt leøf gjkexfn Here Djlzoeç. Boeobt pyfybz gjkexfn yfcnfdktybt. Ghtñsdfçobt d cnhflfybb gjkexfn entitybt. Gjlyzdibt vtx gjhfåtys ñelen. Ukevkbdst elfktys ñelen. Ghbxbybdibt pkj gjhfåtys ñelen. Nfr pfgjdtlfç. 248. Elbdbntkmyj, rfr hfpheiftncz vbh! Hfpheibntkb b hfpheiftvst cvtntys ñelen. Yjdst, yjdst blen. C xbcnsø vtcn gjzdzncz yjdst: rjxtdybr b ptvktgfitw, cbhjns b ñhjlzub, vjyfø b rfnjhåfyby, 166
exäysq b gtdtw, _ ckjdjv, dct cbkmyst leøjv _ cdjtuj hjlf ktubjy c gjybvfybtv leøf. Yj yflj pyfnm, xnj chtlb dsñhjityysø kçltq bvtçncz yfcnjzobt åtvxeåbys. Ghbvbnt dczrjuj, rnj ghblän r dfv b crfåtn ckjdj j leøt. Lfåt d pfcrjhepksø ukfpfø hfpñjqybrf cdtnbncz gjhjq vsckm j gjldbut. B lfåt rfnjhåfyby evttn åthndjdfnm yf cnhfåt. Øjxe dbltnm dfib lheåbys bcnbyysvb jñbntkzvb lkz cbkmysø leøjv, gjvyz, xnj Øhbcnjc vjkbkcz chtlb hfpñjqybrjd, f Ñellf jnrhsk nfbycndj hfpñjqybre. Rjytxyj, celbnm ñeltnt gj ukfpfv. Nfr pfgbibnt. 249. Gjujdjhbv j xedcndbntkmyjv fggfhfnt. Ghtlcnfdmnt ctñt njyreç buke, ytjñsxfqyjq xedcndbntkmyjcnb, htfubheçoeç yf dct bpvtytybz d jrheåfçotq jñcnfyjdrt. Bukf cdzpfyf c jcjñsv fggfhfnjv, ajhvekbheçobv jrheåfçobt njrb. Bukf dbñhbhetn yf dct njrb, yf dct pderb, yf dct bpjñhfåtybz, b ajhvekbheçobq fggfhfn pfgbcsdftn dct gjkextybz. Xedcndbntkmyjcnm nfrfz, xnj lfåt vsckm htubcnhbhetncz. Lkz njxyjcnb hfñjns ytjñøjlbvj gjcnjzycndj jrheåfçotq jñcnfyjdrb. Ghtjñkflfçobq njr cjplfän 167
gjljñbt gjcnjzycndf, nj tcnm fggfhfn flfgnbhetncz r njre. Tckb pfvtybnm njr, nj fggfhfn xfcnj lfåt jcnfyfdkbdftncz, jcjñtyyj tckb njrb ytufhvjybxys. 250. Hfl, rjulf gjkys gjybvfybz pyfxtybz ñeleotuj. Ntgthm jcjñj dfåyjt dhtvz. Cnfhst ghtlhfccelrb zdkzçn ujhe ytgjybvfybz. Ntvys kçlcrbt genb. Djbcnbye, njkmrj ecbkbt Yfit vjåtn bpvtybnm ñtu cjñsnbq. Pdthbyst ghbdsxrb yfgjkybkb ljceu xtkjdtxtcndf. Øhbcnjc exbk cjcnhflfybç, b gjghfy pfrjy kçñdb. Ufenfvf, yfhtxäyysq Ñelljç, vjkbk j veåtcndt b ãythubb, b ghtlfkbcm ktyb gjcktljdfntkb Tuj. Rjyaewbq exbk j cnhjqyjq ujcelfhcndtyyjcnb, b ghtlfkbcm gjlregyjcnb gjcktljdfntkb Tuj. Nhelyj crfpfnm, rjnjhjt ghtcnegktybt øeåt. Gjnjve ytkmpz ujdjhbnm j yfhjlfø, vjåyj kbim ujdjhbnm j kbxyjcnzø. Ktym eåfcyf b vjåtn uhfybxbnm c ghtcnegktybtv. Nhelyj edbltnm gjcktlcndbz ktyb, yj jyf ghtdhfoftn xtkjdtrf d åbdjnyjt. Crfåe _ jyf zdkztncz jlyjq bp ukfdysø ghtuhfl yf genb. Gjhjq eñbqwf gjldbåytt yf leøjdyjv gkfyt. Nfråt gjlreg kbiftn xtkjdtrf ljdthbz Ñhfncndf, bñj ghtlfntkmcndj nfrbø kçltq dtkbrj. Nfråt jncen168
cndbt cjcnhflfybz ltkftn xtkjdtrf ytujlysv r gjldbue, bñj nfrbt leib kbitys veåtcndf. 251. Rjytxyj, dcz Dctktyyfz cjcnjbn bp vyjujjñhfpysø yfxfk. Gjl ≤yfxfkjv≥ hfpevtç hzl jcyjdysø ãktvtynjd. Yfxfkmysvb ãktvtynfvb yfpsdftv ãktvtyns, yføjlzobtcz d cdjñjlyjv cjcnjzybb, nj tcnm nt ãktvtyns, rjnjhst toä yt dcnegbkb dj dpfbvyjt cjxtnfybt. Jlyjq bp ukfdysø xthn cbks cjplfybz zdkztncz ytjñøjlbvjcnm cjxtnfybz. Lkz Yfc vbhjdjt yfxfkj tcnm jcyjdyjq pfrjy Rjcvjcf, rjnjhsq njkmrj xfcnbxyj vjåtn ñsnm bccktljdfy. Rjytxyj, nhelyj, yj djpvjåyjcnb bvtçncz. Vyjubt bp Yfc leøjdyj gjcnbufkb, yj dshfpbnm jñotq kfñjhfnjhyjq ajhvekjq ytdjpvjåyj, gjrf bvtçncz ytbccktljdfyyst wbrks. Rfr vyjujuhfyysq øhecnfkm buhftn Rjcvjc. Ev cgjcjñty cødfnbnm kbim jlby bp ñkäcnrjd øhecnfkz. Yt uhecnyj, yj hfljcnyj. Rjytxyj, vzcybrb yt vjuen gthtlfnm dcç njyrjcnm gjyznbq. 252. B pfñelen jnlsø, b yfxyen ñhtlbnm ukegjcnmç cdjtç; vfkj djjñhfåtybz, vfkj gjybvfybz, vfkj pyf169
ybz, vfkj xedcndf vths, ytn rhfcjns, ytn gjldbuf, ytn åtkfybz jnrfpfnmcz jn eljñysø ghbdsxtr. Ñelmnt ujnjds dbltnm b rjvbxtcrbt abuehs. Yflj evtnm herjdjlbnm _ yflj, yflj, yflj! Tckb ñs ds pyfkb, rfr xfcnj Yfv ghbøjlbncz ødfkbnm gtcjxyst rexb, yfpsdfz bø pávrfvb. Rjytxyj, Yfv hfljcnyj, rjulf cnhjbntkm gskftn djcnjhujv gjødfkt b ujnjd cnhjbnm yjdst rexb. Gjvybnt jñ ãnjv. 253. Lbcwbgkbyf _ yfxfkj dctuj. 254. Gjujdjhbv j Dkflsrt Ñellt. Kçlb yt ezcyzçn ctñt jcyjde Extybz Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj. Jcyjdf _ lbcwbgkbyf. Leøjdyj b ntktcyj vjyfø jñobys cnhtvbkcz elthåfnmcz yf genb. Gthdst ujls jy yäc nzåäkjt gjckeifybt. Tve djcghtofkjcm eñbdfnm ctñz eghfåytybzvb cnjkgybrf, yj ghtlgbcsdfkjcm dtcnb ñbnde tlbysv yfxfkjv leøf. Nfr cehjdj exbk Ñellf extybrjd. Djbcnbye, njkmrj d leøjdyjq ñbndt pyfkb jyb hfljcnm, gjnjve ujdjhbncz j nthybzø genb. Njkmrj rjulf djkz gjldbåybrf hjålfkfcm gjljñyj kmde b cthtñhzyfz eplf leøf cdthrfkf yf xedcndfø extybrf, njkmrj njulf Dkflsrf ghbjnrhsdfk pfdtce b lfdfk pflfxe. 170
Pfntv eåt gjcntgtyyj extybr gjcdzofkcz d nfqys pyfybz. 255. Ñkfujckjdtyysq crfpfk: ≤Bcnbyf _ tlbycndtyysq bcnjxybr veåtcndf≥. Ghfdbkmyj gjyznfz bcnbyf zdkztncz ghtrhfcytqitq b velhtqitq ukfdjç d rybut Rjcvjcf. 256. Lãdfxty yt jñzpfntkmyjt cjcnjzybt. Lãdfxty gjljñty htpthdefhe cbk, d yäv ghjbcøjlbn jñyjdktybt leøf. Yj vyjubt leib bvtçn ñjkmijq pfgfc cbk b yt yeålfçncz d yäv _ ålen chjrf lkz yjdjuj ghjzdktybz. Gjnjve dfåyj gjcnbuyenm bcnbyyjt extybt j crfyløfø. Pfrjy chjrjd nfr åt dfåty, rfr b pfrjy rfhvs. Pfrjy chjrjd eghfdkztn cjxtnfybtv crfylø. Leø vjåtn bpvtybnm ytljcnfnrb abpbxtcrjuj ntkf _ ukfdyjt leø. Xeljdboyjq gfvznb yt ceotcndetn, tcnm njkmrj cgjcjñyjcnm dspsdfnm afrns b jñhfps. Fcnhfk toä gjkjy ptvysvb djpvjåyjcnzvb, yj lfkmit ghtjñkflftn pyfybt leøf; cjpyfybt åt ceotcndetn njkmrj d ptvyjq jñjkjxrt. D fcnhfkt toä jcnfnjr kbxyjuj cjpyfybz. Cjpyfybt åt yt tcnm pyfybt leøf. 171
Cjpyfybt tcnm jlyj cjxtnfybt crfylø. Cjpyfybt tcnm pfrkçxäyyjt pyfybt leøf. Pyfybt leøf jñkflftn zcyjcnmç ghtlcnfdktybz, yj frnbdyj ghjzdbnmcz vjåtn, kbim dcnegbd d cjxtnfybt crfylø b jgkjljndjhbd cjpyfybt lfyyjuj cjxtnfybz. Dcä dhtvz bvtç d dble leøjd, gjlktåfobø rfhvt b pfrjye chjrjd. Ãdjkçwbz cdjñjlysø leøjd byfz. Ñkbåt gjljqläv r djghjce dkbzybz rfhvs yf ceotcndj leøf d bysø cathfø. Ãnj dfåyj pyfnm, yflj ezcybnm hfpkbxbt vtåle cjpyfybtv b pyfybtv leøf. 257. Crfåe, dtkbrj hfpyjjñhfpbt d bysø vbhfø. Yfpjdbnt xtkjdtrf, b Z crfåe dfv tuj ãdjkçwbç, yj erfpfnm jñobq pfrjy gjxnb ytdjpvjåyj. Ujhljcnm leøf _ cnegtym r gjldbue. Tckb ñs dct kçlb ñskb wfhzvb leøf, yt ñskj ñs b gjkjdbys dhtlf. 258. Ntgthm j chjrfø. Pfrjy rfhvs b pfrjy chjrjd gjljñys ldekbrjve Zyece _ jlby gjhjålftn lheujq. Rfhvf ytcän gkjl ltzybq b dspsdftn chjr ghjzdktybz. Pfvtnmnt _ rfhvf kbxyfz, rfhvf uheggjdfz b rfhvf rjcvbxtcrfz ljkåys cjxtnfnmcz, b njulf chjr 172
zdbncz bcnbyysv. Xfcnj hfpdbnbt rfhvs kbxyjq nzytn pf cjñjç rfhve uheggjdeç. Ytrjnjhst leøb eghfdkzçncz wtkbrjv rfhvjç, nj tcnm pyfybt leøf vbybvfkmyj, _ njulf rfhvf zdkztncz tlbycndtyyjç djpvjåyjcnmç ãdjkçwbb. 259. Yjdst, yjdst, yjdst _ ytn vtcnf cnfhsv d yjdjv cnhjbntkmcndt. Pfxtv jñhfofnmcz r cnfhsv, rjulf eåt pfhybws yjdjuj vbhf jcdtofçn ujhbpjyn? Rjulf genybr gjujyztn rjyz, xnjñ ljcnbuyenm wtkb, b lfåt Vs dcvfnhbdftvcz yf xfcs ãdjkçwbb b, ghbkjåbd eøj r gtcrfv gecnsyb, cksibv lfkärbt ujkjcf: ujdjhzn j ytñsdfkjq ãgjøt. 260. Ytn gjcnjzycndf d Rjcvjct, lfåt ghjcnjq ghtlvtn d ldf gjcktleçobø vjvtynf zdkztncz jnkbxysv. 261. Rjytxyj, cdjq xtkyjr, øjnz ñs b lshzdsq, kexit, ytåtkb rjhfñkm xeåjq. Vs wtybv gkfdfybt kbim d cjñcndtyyjv xtkyt. 262. Rjytxyj, åbpym ghtrhfcyf, yj ghtålt celbkb åbdjnysvb bycnbyrnfvb, gjnjve ytkmpz ñskj erfpfnm rhfcjne åbpyb. Tubgtn ñsk dscjrjq rekmnehs, yj ytkmpz crfpfnm, xnj ysytiyzz rekmnehf ybåt. 173
Rekmnehf ñskf cjchtljnjxtyf yf ctdtht Bylbb, njkmrj tlbybxyst kçlb jñkflfkb pyfybtv. Rfcns vtifkb rekmneht _ ukegfz pfnøkjcnm. Bvtyyj, Dkflsrf Ñellf øjntk bpuyfnm ãnj cjckjdyjt ythfpevbt. Hfljcnyj ñskj Extybt Dkflsrb. 263. Bcnbyyj, Dkflsrf Ñellf vju zdbnmcz. Dkflsrf zdkzkcz vyjubv, yj Jy øjntk cltkfnm Extybt Cdjä tlbycndtyysv bcnjxybrjv b gjnjve eybxnjåbk kbxyst ghjzdktybz. Gjrkjytybz yt ceotcndjdfkj d Extybb Dkflsrb _ ñskj pyfybt b kbxysq gjldbu. Bvtyyj ãnj ñskj øfhfrnthyjq xthnjq lkz Extybz Dkflsrb. Bvtyyj gjnjve cbvdjkjv Tuj ñsk ktd. Vs xfcnj yfhtrftv Dkflsre _ Wfhäv vsckb! Ghfdbkmyj gjyzkb j ythtfkmyjcnb jrheåfçotuj vbhf. Rjulf ujdjhbk dfv: blbnt dthøybv genäv d åbpyb, _ nj gjdnjhzk Ckjdf Dkflsrb. Rfr dblbnt, Dkflsrf ghbpyfdfk htfkmyjcnm jrheåfçotuj vbhf lkz yfcnjzotuj wbrkf b exbk ljkue extybrjd Cdjbø. 264. Gkjnyj pfrhjqnt pfñhfkf. Yf heñtåt cjñsnbq vjkxfybt. Yfrfyeyt ñbnds nbøj ujnjdmnt jheåbt.
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Tckb ghtålt ghjøjlbkb ujhjlf ghb rkbrfø yfhjlf, nj ntgthm ghjqläv vjkxf yf hfccdtnt. Tckb ghtålt uhtvtkb ghbdtncndbz, nj ntgthm gjldbu. Yfv ntcyj jn kçlcrjuj gjxbnfybz. Ñkfuj b cehjdjcnm _ jlyj gjyznbt. Ghtålt Vs gjcskfkb dtndm vbhf, ntgthm Vs jñceålftv epjh yf jheåbb. Ghtålt Yfibv cbvdjkjv ñsk ujkeñm, ntgthm åt xfif gjldbuf. Lf, rfålsq dtr bvttn cdjq cbvdjk. 265. Ãgjøf kbxyjq njhujdkb ghjikf. Yt ñsnm vfksv øboybrfv. Kexit levfnm j gjkmpt yfhjlf. Yt kçñkç ujdjhbnm j yfuhflfø pf nhels, yj djplfzybt yt pfvtlkbn. Ujdjhç j hfljcnb nhelf. Rjjgthfnbdyjt ecnhjqcndj _ tlbyjt cgfctybt. 266. Wtybnt ghjcnjh vsckb. Exe dfc wtybnm ubufynjd djkb. Jrjkj dfc pfdzåe Eptk Cdzotyysq _ ytdblbvsq. Erfp Yfi _ ghbyznm yf gktxb cdbltntkmcndj Ghbøjlf Vjtuj. Gjlsvbnt obn nzårbq pf djktç rhtgrjç dfituj cjpyfybz. Crfåtv: ≤Dkflsrj, gjvjue Cnhfyt Ndjtq, leø vjq jñktxäy d rjkmxeue ñtccnhfibz. Zhrj
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ujhbn yf obnt pdtplf Ndjz. Ghbve d obn dct cnhtks ghjnbdybrjd Ndjbø. Øjxe gjvjxm Ntñt≥. 267. Øjxe hfccrfpfnm j ldeø gjkrjdjlwfø Frñfhf. Jlby gjkexfk jxtym ghjcnhfyyst erfpfybz, lheujq kbim cfvst jnhsdjxyst. Yfrjytw dnjhjq jñhfnbkcz r Frñfhe, ujdjhz: ≤Xtv z yt pfckeåbk ghjcnhfyysø erfpfybq, rjulf cnjkmrj gjñtl ghbyäc?≥ Frñfh jndtxfk: ≤Ndjz gjyznkbdjcnm elthåfkf gjnjr ckjd. Gecnm rfåljt vuyjdtybt, njñjç cjøhfyäyyjt, jnvtxtyj ñeltn kexitç åtvxeåbyjç≥. Gjnjve dtkbrf hfljcnm ntø, rnj vjåtn gjyznm, cjøhfyzz yfgbnjr Bcnjxybrf. Vjåyj cjgjcnfdbnm ceotcndj Extybz c nhtñjdfybtv ytrjnjhsø vjvtynjd ñjhmñs. Yt crhjç, xnj gjckt elfxb gjcnjzyyj ghjcfxbdftncz nävyfz jcdtljvkäyyjcnm, b yflj lfnm dhtvz cyfhzlfv ghjktntnm, jcjñtyyj rjulf rhtgjcnm jnvtxtyf yf rfhnt dhfuf. Yj rjulf cyfhzls dphjçn gjxde rheujv, jyf kexit ghbujlbncz lkz ñeleobø aeylfvtynjd. Gjnjve bvtçobq nthgtybt cvjåtn pfkjåbnm ñeleobt jcyjdfybz. Rjulf cblbv d nbibyt, rhtgytn cdzpm. Zdktybt yjdjuj yfhfcnfybz jñjpyfxftn yjdeç cnegtym, b vs eåt pyftv bpscrfyysø dhfujd. Yj pf yfvb 176
dspdfys yjdst cbks, b gjnjve cnfhsø ljhju yfv yt yeåyj. 268. Ukfdyfz jibñrf, xnj djghjcs b pfghjcs åbpyb yt ajhvekbhjdfys; vtåle ntv rfåleç vbyene vjue cghjcbnm, b ghjgeotyyjt yt gjdnjhztncz. Crfpfyj: ≤Yt pyftnt yb lyz, yb xfcf≥. Ghjie pfjcnhbnm vsckm, rfr vtx. Exbnmcz vjåyj ñtp rjywf. Rjulf ghjie: ≤Gjvjubnt cnhjbnm Vjç Cnhfye≥, yt r crtktnfv jñhfofçcm, yj r åbdsv ndjhxtcrbv leøfv. Rfåljve yfpyfxftncz cdjz åthndf. Cbvdjk jnrhsnsø ukfp _ nfr dfåty. 269. Gjvjubnt cnhjbnm Vjç Cnhfye. Lhjåfybt cnfhjuj vbhf yt øjnzn dbltnm. Yt cehjdjcnm, yj pfñjnf j Gkfyt ghtrhfcyjv pfcnfdkztn Vtyz ndthlbnm. B pfxtv bp Fvhbns ltkfnm xtxtdbxyeç gjøkäñre? Rfålsq xfc ctñt ndthlbnt: ≤Ybxnj yt pflthåbn vjtuj ñtuf r Exbntkç. E vtyz nsczxf ukfp, b cbkf vjz hfcnän kbim d gjldbåyjcnb≥. Zdktybz gjldbåyjcnb b yføjlxbdjcnb ythfphsdys. 270. Eåt pyftnt j pfrkznjv rheut, pyftnt j yfexyjv tuj pyfxtybb. Gkfy bvttn ne jcjñtyyjcnm, xnj htityj 177
cukflbnm ãne pfobne rheuf, bñj jyf zdkztncz rjcvbxtcrbv ghtgzncndbtv. Cdjtuj hjlf hjñjcnm jgjzcfkf xtkjdtxtcndj hfpysvb bcreccndtyysvb rheufvb. Ntgthm gjhf jcnfdbnm eckjdyst ajhveks. Gjhf jlybv ghjñeåläyysv leøjv dcnhtnbnm zdktybt ptvkb b ytñf. Gjhf c jnrhsnsvb ukfpfvb crfpfnm gjhjåltybzv cnbøbq: ≤Yt ñjçcm dfc! Bñj yt vjåtnt ghtuhflbnm genm vyt erfpfyysq≥. Gjhf crfpfnm cdtne: ≤Ble _ ndjq gjvjoybr, b ghjnzye cfvjve cjkywe here vjç. B gjrf cthtñhzyfz ybnm wtkf, cfvb pdäpls ñelen gfywbhtv vjbv≥. Nfr ghjcnjq genm pfgjdtlfy xtkjdtre. B yfrjytw bljks cbvdjkjd cjnhencz kexjv Cdtnf. B yt Ñjufvb, yj Cjnhelybrfvb Yfv gjpdjktyj ñeltn ñsnm. Ãnj pfdtn ghjcnjns. 271. Yt ñjqntcm ñkbprj jcvjnhtnm ljcgtø ñhfnf cdjtuj. Njkmrj gthtñhfd pfñjnkbdjç herjç dct rjkmwf rjkmxeub, vjåtnt ghbpyfnm, rjnjhfz cnjhjyf ñhfnf vtymit pfobotyf. Ljcgtø, ñktcnz cyfheåb, yt dslthåbn lfåt käurjq cnhtks. Gjnjve, tckb joegftnt rjkmwj ckfñjt, vjåtnt crfpfnm: ≤Ñhfn, Bvtytv Exbntkz, jcvjnhb rjkmxeue b rjyxb pfrfk; byfxt kexit ñbnmcz ñtp ñhjyb≥. 178
Nfr jcvfnhbdfqnt jheåbt gthtl rfålsv ñjtv. Åtcnjr åhtñbq cjøhfybdituj jlye herjznre. Jcjñtyyj hfletvcz, rjulf dtkbxbt Gkfyf jñktrftncz ghjcnjnjç. Pfgjvybnt, ghjcnjnf jñkflftn ghbnzufntkmyjq cbkjç. Ãnjn vfuybn jndtxftn yjdjve ljve. Hjufnjt vsiktybt yt lfän gnbwfv pfgtnm, yj Vjq gjøjl kbim gjl gtcyç. 272. Cghjczn: ≤Rfrjt dfit ytñj?≥ _ Crfåbnt: ≤Ytñj nhelf b ñjhmñs≥. Bp nhelf hjålftncz ytgjñtlbvjcnm, bp ñjhmñs _ rhfcjnf. Lf, eåt ctujlyz crfpfk: Cfv ble! Bvtyyj, Vjb cnhtks ktnzn d Vjç Cnhfye, b gjñtub gäcnhst ålen cfljdybrjd. Yf cntyfø Vjb pyfrb, b d iägjnt Vjä leyjdtybt. Gecnm recns ñeqyj hfcnen _ ktuxt hfpldbyenm, ytåtkb yfcflbnm. Ybxtuj yt ñjqntcm, wdtns Yfib hfpyjjñhfpys, yj Ujkjcjv Dkflsr ghbdtlänt d gjhzljr. Pfvtxfqnt, rfr pfhfcnftn Yfit gjkt. Yeåyst gjñtub ptktys, ceøbt jngflfçn b xthytçn. Vjåyj eåt xthnbnm rfhne yjdjq ñjhmñs. Ñeltnt ghbñfdkznm jñkfcnb ñjhtybz leøf b xthybnm ujhs ghtåytq ujhljcnb. Rfr crfpfk _ kexit c jñjhdfywfvb, ytåtkb c kbwtvthfvb. Ghbdsrfqnt dbltnm jujym leøf d ukfpfø. 179
Ahfr kbiäy pdtpls ñjhtybz, rjnjhfz cdtnbn yf rfanfyfø. Gecnm ctujlyz pfgjvybv _ ytñj nhelf b ñjhmñs. 273. Hzljv c cjbpvthbvjcnmç yflj gjyznm ytjñøjlbvjcnm. Nfr gjcktlytt bcgsnfybt ñeltn ghjñf ytjñøjlbvjcnb _ byfxt ujdjhz, rfålsq bcgsnetvsq ljkåty crfpfnm, xnó cxbnftn cfvsv ytjñøjlbvsv; gj rfxtcnde ytvtlktyyjuj jndtnf ñeltn bpvthtyj tuj cjpyfybt. 274. Cntgtym gjktpyjcnb vjåtn vtyznmcz. Dtlm cntgtyb gjktpyjcnb hfdys xbcke kbcnmtd yf lthtdt. Tckb øjnbv ytjnkjåyjcnb Ghbitcndbz, nj ytjnkjåyj yflj ghjxbofnm genb. Yflj ghbdsrfnm b lyäv b yjxmç bcgjkyznm Erfps b ghjybrfnmcz Ecnfdfvb. Yt kçñkç dczrjt øfyåtcndj. Gecnm Kex jpfhztn gjldbu. Relf gjikç Kex, tckb vjrhfz rbctz dvtcnj obnf?! Ukfdyjt _ ytjnkjåyjcnm b ndähljcnm herb d elfht. Rfr Z gjcskfç dfv rfålsq obn, nfr b ds gjkmpeqntcm rfålsv vjvtynjv. Dtlm yt pf gkfne, yt jn cnhføf blänt, yj jn cjpyfybz rjcvbxtcrjq rhfcjns. 275. Crfåe, jnxtuj yfxfkjcm hfpkbxbt vtåle Ñelljç b Ltdflfnnjç. 180
Ltdflfnnf cghjcbk: ≤C xtuj yfxbyfnm rfåljt ltqcndbt?≥ Ñkfujckjdtyysq jndtxfk: ≤C cfvjuj ytjñøjlbvjuj, bñj rfåljt vuyjdtybt bvttn cdjç ytjñøjlbvjcnm b ãnj yfpsdftncz cghfdtlkbdjcnmç ltqcndbz≥. Ltdflfnnf yfcnfbdfk: ≤Rfr djpybrftn jxtdblyjcnm ytjñøjlbvjcnb?≥ Ñkfujckjdtyysq jndtxfk: ≤Ybnm ytjñøjlbvjcnb ghjøjlbn xthtp dct vbhs, yj yt gjyzdibq tä jcnfytncz d jgfcyjv eotkmt b ytpfoboäyysv jn rfvytq≥. Nfr yt vju Ltdflfnnf jnkbxbnm xthne ytjñøjlbvjcnb, b ãnf nmvf pfckjybkf genm tve. Gjnjve kbøjq rjym lfåt rjywjv rjgsnf xetn, yf rfrjq rfvtym cnegbnm hfymit. Nfr xetncz gjhzljr gjldbåyjcnb, cjbpvthbvjcnb b ytjñøjlbvjcnb. Vyjubt bcnjhbxtcrbt pfgbcb Yfib ghbybvfçncz pf yflgbcb lfdybø pfrjyjlfntktq. Xfcnj lfåt Bvz Øhbcnf bkb Ñells pfnhelyztn käurjcnm ghbyznbz, yj gbcmvtyf yf ytbpdtcnyjv rfvyt ktuxt ghbdktrfçn bcrhtyytt dybvfybt. Yflj kb gjzcyznm, xnj kexitt cktlcndbt _ rjulf dcgsøbdftn bcrhf leøf. Gjnjve pyfqnt, rjulf kexit yfgjvybnm Bvz bkb gjktpytt lfnm ceoyjcnm Pfdtnf. Gjvybnt, rjulf ñeltnt yf hfpysø genzø. 181
276. Djn Vs gjikäv ctvm ckeu yf ñfpfh ghbytcnb dbyjuhfl. Xnj dbåe? Gthdsq enthzk lfyyst ltymub. Dnjhjq ghjvtyzk bø yf øvtkmyjt dbyj. Nhtnbq enfbk bø. Xtndähnsq yt hfcgjpyfk ptkäysq dbyjuhfl. Gznsq, ghjñez phtkjcnm, hfplfdbk dcç dtnre. Itcnjq jnjñhfk evtkj, yj njkryek b hfccsgfk gj ytjcnjhjåyjcnb. Ctlmvjq ghbyäc cgtkeç dtnre b yfiäk kbcnmz, xnjñ erhfcbnm tä. Nfr ctvthj ghjikb jlyjç ljhjujq b d jlyj dhtvz. Ecnfd Yjdjuj Vbhf cjñkçlbnt. Ghbytcäv b leø b ntkj, bñj yt ñskj gjldbuf ghtrhfcytt. Cxbnfç, gthtåbdftv cfvjt ckjåyjt dhtvz. Htaktrcs cjñsnbq njkgzncz e djhjn. Pyftnt, rfr cnhtvbncz rjhfñkm yf djkyt. Gjnjve ghfdlf: yt ckeø, yj leø gbnfnm yflj. 277. J pfkjåtybb vfuybnjd. Vfuybn reän ghjtrwbç ãdjkçwbb gkfytns. Vfuybn zdkztn ytghtkjåyjcnm. Vfuybn endthålftn genm xtkjdtxtcrbq. Vfuybn ñsdftn ytcrjkmrbø dbljd: bkb ythfplhjñktyyjt ntkj dtleotq gkfytns; bkb xfcnm ntkf, cjtlbyäyyfz c jcnfkmysvb xfcnzvb; bkb gjcnjhjyybq 182
ghtlvtn, gjkexbdibq cdzpm c vfuybnjv xthtp ghbrjcyjdtybt. Vfuybn bkb jcnfäncz ytdblbvsv, ghbnzubdfz ntxtybt cjñsnbq; bkb ckeåbn wtynhjv cjpyfntkmyjuj ltqcndbz; bkb jpfhztn yfitlituj tuj xtkjdtrf. Vjåyj dbltnm d bcnjhbb xtkjdtxtcndf, rfr ctnm vfuybnjd gjljñyj gentdjlysv juyzv dcgsøbdfkf. Rfr åt hfñjnftn vfuybn? Jy ghtndjhztn bltb ghjcnhfycndf d ltqcndbt. Vyjuj vfuybnjd ktåbn gjl jcyjdfybtv ujhjljd. Vyjuj ñskj yføjlbvj. Cbvdjk ñhbkkbfynjd d vtntjht, gjckfyyjv bp ghjcnhfycndf, ljkåty, gjdnjhzç, ñsnm gjyzn yfexyj. Yflj cjñhfnm dct vbyens enhf b dtxthf. Åbpym jñsdfntkz rjyxbkfcm, yfxfkfcm pfhz gjldbuf. Celmñf ujnjdf jndtnbnm pf dct nzujcnb, yj ghbvbnt. Kex vjåtn cdtnbnm xthtp jryj. 278. Cdjqcndj ñsnm ytdblbvsv xfcnj cgfcbntkmyj. Cdjqcndj ñsnm vjkxfkbdsv xfcnj cgfcbntkmyj. Cdjqcndj ñsnm øhfybntktv nfqy gjxänyj. Cdjqcndj ñsnm zdktyysv ljdthbç gjxänyj. Vjom vjkbndtyyjuj cnjzybz leøjdyj hfcnbntkmyf. 279. Cxbnfç, dct cbuyfks yflj pfåtxm, pyfrb kturj yflj gjybvfnm. Rfåljve bp gjpdfyysø ñele lfdfnm 183
pyfrb, yj yflj ghbyznm bø. Vjue crfpfnm, rfr byjulf ghbøjlbkjcm ghbñtufnm r pyfrfv xhtpvthysv. Yj yt dctulf bvb vjåyj gjkmpjdfnmcz. Ghbgjvyç. Jlby hfp elfkjcm cgfcnb xtkjdtrf bp gjåfhf, yj jy yt ckeifk pyfrjd b gjnjve dcä-nfrb ckjvfk yjue. Lheujq hfp, cgfcfz jn ueñbntkmyjq gjlgbcb, ghbikjcm, rhjvt leøjdyjuj djpltqcndbz, ghbñtuyenm r nfrjq vecrekmyjq cbkt, xnj herf yfljkuj pfytvtkf. Cgfcfz jn jgfcyjuj pdthz, ghbikjcm cnjkryenm c nhjgbyrb. Nfr yt yflj dsyeålfnm xhtpdsxfqysø djpltqcndbq, b yflj xenrj ghbckeibdfnmcz r dtzybzv cgfcbntkmysv. 280. Yeåyj lfnm leøjdysq gjlüäv. E Yfc Exbntkz gjxbnfçn d ltqcndbb. E Yfc åbden vtxnjç xeltcyjç. E Yfc ljhjuf ectzyf gjlrjdfvb gjldbuf. E Yfc yfl ifnhfvb cbzçn kexb veåtcndf. E Yfc hfljcnm ñsnm jgfkäyysv gkfvtytv Bcnbys. E Yfc genm enhjty, elkbyäy. Hfpdt yt cxfcnmt _ ecnhtvkznmcz ghjnbd ytåbpytyyjq vfnthbb b rjgmäv leøf pfåbufnm bcrhs ndjhzotuj leøf? Exbntkm, Exbntkm, Exbntkm blän cj cnhtkjç Erfpf. Ybrjulf yt ghbyzk ñs nbøeç gjdthøyjcnm djls, yj ghbve dct dbøhb. Ghbve dtcm uhjv, b cdbnrb Vjb 184
vjkybzvb ghtjñhfpzn Cdjl Dctktyyjq. Geoe ujkeñz dtcnybrjv, yj cgeoecm Jhkjv! Nfr gecnm rfålsq Vjq djby ujnjdbn ljcgtø! 281. Ds eåt pyftnt j ldeø gjkrjdjlwfø Frñfhf, ghbñfdbv j nhtnmtv. Jy cghjcbk: ≤Gjxtve gjplyj bkb ckbirjv hfyj gjhbwftncz jlbyfrjdj?≥ Frñfh crfpfk: ≤Lheu vjq, ytn jlbyfrjdsø dtkbxby. Gjnjve, tckb ghtåltdhtvtyyjcnm pfrkçxftn d ctñt yføjlxbdjcnm, nj tä wtyf kexit, bñj pfgjplfkjcnm cjtlbytyf kbim cj cvthnmç. Ghtåltdhtvtyyjcnm celbvf, pfgjplfkjcnm eåt jceåltyf≥. 282. Erfp Vjq _ gjyznm pyfxtybt ghjbcøjlzotuj. Rfr Z jñtofk ctujlyz lfnm Erfp, nfr b ds ñelmnt ujnjds r ltqcndbç. Tckb edbåe, xnjñ blnb yf dthñkçlfø, _ blbnt! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ ktntnm, _ ktnbnt! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ gksnm, _ gksdbnt! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ gjuhepbnmcz d yjhe, _ gjuhepbntcm! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ zdbnmcz d gjkyjxm, _ zdbntcm! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ gjcgtnm lj djcøjlf, _ gjcgtqnt! Tckb edbåe, xnjñ gjrhsnm Cdznsyç obnjv, _ gjrhjqnt! 185
Tckb edbåe, xnjñ yt pflhtvfnm, _ yt pflhtvkbnt! Tckb edbåe, xnj yflj Vyt gjdthbnm, _ gjdthmnt! B ñeltn dfi vfynhfv: ≤Gjvjue cnhjbnm Ndjç Cnhfye dj Bvz Vfnthb Vbhf b Jnwf vjtuj!≥ Ecbkbv cbke yfie juyäv ujnjdyjcnb b gjqläv gj gtcrfv pjkjnsv, bñj bläv r Dkflsrfv. 283. Kexit vjåtnt hfccrfpfnm j Vjäv åtkfybb dbltnm dctø yf hfñjnt. Yflj yfghzufnm fehe, jyf yt vjåtn hfcnb byfxt. Yflj zcyj gjyznm, yfcrjkmrj kexb ytñtcyst ñtcgjktpys, tckb jn ythdysø wtynhjd yt dcnhtxtys ãvfyfwbtq. Ujdjhbk eåt jñ jytvtybb zpsrf b j ckjvfyysø herfø _ djn gjcktlcndbz ytñtcyjuj djpltqcndbz ñtp ptvyjuj jndtnf. 284. Øjxe dbltnm rjjgthfwbç yt d gbcmvfø b yt d edthtybzø, yj d ltqcndbb. Ghfdbkmyj yt ujdjhbnm j kçñdb, yj gjrfpfnm d ltqcndbb. Ghfdbkmyj eghfplybnm edthtybt d ghtlfyyjcnb, jyf zdkztncz d ltqcndbb. Ghfdbkmyj yt ujdjhbnm kbiybø ckjd _ jyb yeåys d ltqcndbb. Gkfxtdyj, tckb dj dhtvz ghbcnegf djbys hfpjvryen wtgm b cnfyen edthznm djålz d kçñdb. Bcnbyyj, ghjntrftn dhtvz ghbcnegf, b rfå186
lsq rfvtym ljkåty ñsnm dpzn elfxysv ldbåtybtv. Gecrfqnt cnhtks evtkj. Crfpfk cyfxfkf j ñtcgjktpyjcnb kextq ghb ytcjjndtncndbb ãvfyfwbq. Ecnfkjcnm b hfplhfåtybt vjuen kbibnm yeåyjuj gjckfybz. Yflj evtnm gjdthø joeotybq ljqnb lj Yfc. 285. Djn jn rjcvbxtcrbø yfxthnfybq dthyävcz r ytctybç rfvytq b yf rfåljv yfxthnftv cbvdjk rhtcnf. Yfgjvyç, rfr Ñellf bpñbhfk extybrjd yf gjldbu. Chtlb pfyznbq, rjulf enjvktybt eåt jdkfltdfkj extybrfvb, Ñellf ghtlkfufk cfvsq ytjåblfyysq djghjc b ålfk crjhtqituj jndtnf. Bkb, gjcnfdbd cfvsq ghjcnjq ghtlvtn, ghtlkfufk jgbcfnm tuj yt ñjktt xtv nhtvz ckjdfvb bkb yt vtytt xtv cjnytç cnhfybw. Bkb, gjcnfdbd extybrf gthtl pfgthnjç ldthmç, cghfibdfk: ≤Xtv jnrhjtim tä?≥ Bkb gjcskfk vepsrfynjd gjl jryj b pfcnfdkzk gtnm ubvys, cjdthityyj ghjnbdjgjkjåysø cjlthåfybq. Bkb, pfvtnbd ljrexkbdeç veøe, ghtlkfufk extybre gjdnjhbnm ckjdf, ytjåblfyyj crfpfyyst. Bkb, ghjøjlz gthtl extybrfvb, cghfibdfk: crjkmrj hfp ghjiäk? Bkb, pfvtnbd ñjzpym gthtl åbdjnysvb bkb gthtl zdktybzvb ghbhjls, cnfdbk eckjdbtv gjñjhjnm. 187
Nfr vjoysq Ktd pfrfkzk rkbyjr leøf. Pfgjvybnt b ghbvtyzqnt! 286. Vjåyj zdbnm Eifc Yjdjq Pfhb. Eåt cbkf Cdtnf cåbuftn nmve. V £ _ Leø ytgjrjktñbvsq. Leø Vjq pyftn, rfr vjom reäncz. Ghtlkfufç yt vjkbnmcz Vyt, yj ghbpsdfnm Vtyz. B Herf Vjz yt pfvtlkbn zdbnmcz dj dhtvz ñjz. Rfr Vs ghjikb xthtp gecnsyb? Rfr Vs evtkb vbyjdfnm xähyst cnhtks? Rfr Vs vjukb jñütpåfnm ytexäysø rjytq? Rfr Vs vjukb cgfnm c ghtlfntktv gjl jlybv ifnhjv? Rfr Vs vjukb ecbkbnm Yfie exfcnm gthtl juyäv rjdskz? Rfr Vs vjukb jcbkbnm rfvyb gjnjrf? Rfr Vs vjukb yfqnb genm d yjxyjq vukt? Rfr Vs vjukb gjcnbxm ytgjyznyst åtkfybz? Rfr Vs vjukb epyfnm nhjge åbpyb? Bcnbyyj, ñjlhcndjdfybtv leøf. Rfåleç vbyene Vs ujnjds gjlfnm øktñ åbpyb njve, rnj bpñthän ne åt nhjge ñjlhcndjdfybz leøf. Kex Vjq vjåtn jcdtofnm ltqcndbz leøf. Kexe Vjtve gjckeiys ceotcndf, jñkäribtcz d pfuhflbntkmysq gehgeh veåtcndf. Nfv, ult gskmyfz gktctym ñjzpyb, nfv vtx Kexf jñhfoftncz d ñbx. 188
287. Pyfqnt, rfr nhelyj ñsdftn ljcnbxm cthlwf kçltq. Leø yt ghjñbdftncz b jñjkjxrf njkcnttn. Rfr åt ghbdtncndjdfnm ntø, rnj gjljñyj jhke jpbhftncz b rjve vukf ñeleotuj gjljñyf cdtnkjve pthrfke! Øjnz cjñsnbz ñjhmñs dtkbrb, yj jlyj vjue jñtofnm dthysv: d rfåljv gjkjåtybb jøhfybv bø ljcnjbycndj. Nt ntxtybz dhfåtcrbt jñthyäv yf gjkmpe. Erfp Vjbv djbyfv yt gjdnjhztncz ldfåls. Kexit ñeltv cnhjbnm Yfib genb, jñjpyfxbd djpvjåyjcnb. Yt ñeltv ñjznmcz, tckb ãnb djpvjåyjcnb, yf gthdsq dpukzl, ckbirjv hfpñhjcfyys. Vehfdf yt hfcnän chfpe, yj cxfcnmt d njv, xnj dbåe vjkjlst ujkjds, ljcnjqyst ghbyznm jckfñibt cnheys. Ds ljkåys gjkfufnmcz yf ytdtljvsø b yf Ytdblbvsø. 288. Rjulf kçlb etpåfçn, jyb xeçn ldjzrj: bkb xnj jyb ljkuj åbkb yf ãnjv vtcnt, pyfxbn, bø fehf rfr ñs ghbhjckf r ghtlvtnfv; bkb kçlb xeçn, rfr rjyxbkjcm dcä jrjkj ybø, pyfxbn, fehf djkyetncz d ecnhtvktybb. Jxtym dfåyj hfpkbxfnm ãnb ldf nbgf kçltq. Xfcnj gj dytiytve ghbpyfre vjåyj celbnm j cfvjv ukfdyjv ltktybb.
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Rnj åt Vjb kçlb? Nt, rnj yt xeçn vtcnj ljvf cdjtuj. Nt, rnj yt gjvyzn lhfujwtyyjcnb dtotq. Rnj kçñbn blnb d ujhe. Rnj kçñbn gtybt gnbw. Rnj wtybn djpleø xfcf enhtyytuj. Rnj ltqcndbt gjxbnftn ñjktt, ytåtkb dhtvz. Rnj wdtns gjybvftn. Rnj zdkztn ñtccnhfibt, yt pfvtxfz tuj. Rnj njkrjd yt kçñbn. Rnj wtybn zdktybt hfljcnb rhfcjns. Rnj gjybvftn åbpym pf ghtltkfvb dblbvjcnb. Rnj xetn, rjulf vjåyj ñhfnm xfcnm Fvhbns. Rnj cgtibn bcgjkybnm ghjhjxtcndj. Nt Vjb kçlb vjuen Vjom Vjç hfcøjljdfnm. Rfr wfhm d cnhfyt dbøhtq, vjue gjckfnm bv rfgkç hjcs c lthtdf Ãkufhbj, rjnjhjt jnrhsdftn åbpym ñeleotuj. 289. Crfåe, rfr Nbveh ljñsk jlye bp cfvsø ñjkmibø gjñtl. Jy pfåäu cntgm gjpflb cdjtuj djqcrf b lfk nsczxe rjytq gktyybrfv, xnjñ cgfcfkbcm. Jyb d eåfct gjytckbcm r ghjnbdybre b gjctzkb cnhfø. Cktljv pf ybvb ytckbcm jhls Nbvehf b crjhtt gkfvtyb cvzkb ytghbzntkz, yt dblz byjuj dsøjlf. Ythfpevysq djålm pfåbuftn gjåfh gjpflb dhfuf, yj velhsq pfåbuftn jujym gjpflb cdjbø.
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Nfr b rjulf ikb gthdst cnhfyybrb Fpbb, jyb pf cjñjç eybxnjåfkb vjcns b gthtghfds, xnjñ yt ghbikj yf ev jncnegktybt. 290. Ceotcndetn djcnjxyfz pfuflrf: ≤Crfåb, xnj kçñbn ñsnm pføjhjytyysv?≥ Jndtn _ ≤pthyj≥. Bvtyyj, pthyj gkfyf ljkåyj ktåfnm gjl gjxdjç, yj rjulf jyj yfxyän åbnm, jyj hfcnän njkmrj ddthø. Exbntkm dblbn yjdst djpvjåyjcnb, b gjåfh cntgb ujybn dcflybrjd d jlyjv yfghfdktybb. 291. Vtåle pfgskäyysvb vfhufhbnrfvb djpyjcbncz kbkbz Ytñtcyjuj Gehgehf. Kexit åbnm jrjkj Ytñtcyjuj Wdtnrf, bñj ptvyst wdtns _ tlbycndtyyfz cdzpm åbdfz ptvkb c ytñjv. D cjplfybb wdtnjxyjq gskmws rfr ñs jcfålfçncz rhbcnfkks ghfys. Yt ienz vjåyj crfpfnm, xnj d wdtnfø jctlftn ytñj yf ptvkç. Tckb ñs kbibnm Ptvkç wdtnjd, nj bcxtpkf ñs gjkjdbyf åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb. Nfr åt dfåty cytu, b cytåyst ujhs cnjzn rfr vfzrb cgfctybz. 292. Rjulf dtkbxbyf hfcnän, njulf gjks b gjnjkrb nhtofn. Jxtym nhelyj kçlzv gjyznm hfpybwe vtåle vjåtn bkb ñeltn. Rfåtncz bv, xnj tckb vjåtn ñsnm, 191
nj b ñeltn. Yj ult åt gjldbu b åtkfybt ghjqnb dct cntys? 293. Ghtlcnfdbv ctñt Ptvkç, yfgjkytyyeç ñtcghjdjkjxysvb cnfywbzvb. Yj kbim ytvyjubt ñelen dscjrjuj yfghzåtybz. Njkmrj jyb ñelen yfghfdkznm åbpym gkfytns. Nfr åt njxyj ceotcndeçn leøb dscjrjuj yfghzåtybz, ckjåbdibt cdjb frrevekznjhs d ghtåybø ghjzdktybzø. Jnkbxbntkmyfz xthnf bø ñeltn ndähljt cjpyfybt ythfcndjhztvjcnb cdjtuj dyenhtyytuj z _ jnrelf hjålftncz gjyznbt dscitq cdjñjls. Ehecdfnb pyftn ãnj cjpyfybt c vfksø ktn, bñj ckjåbkf tuj vyjubvb yfrjgktybzvb. B r cnfywbb ñjkmijuj yfghzåtybz ghbvsrftn ctnm vtkrbø cnfywbq, ghbybvfçobø tä gjcnjzyyst djkys. Nfr leø dscjrjuj yfghzåtybz gbnftn jrheåfçott b gjøjlbn yf jlbyjreç ñfiyç, wfhzoeç yfl ghjcnhfycndjv. Jnnjuj kçlb ghbnzubdfçncz c vfksø ktn r nfrbv vfuybnfv, lfåt jnzujofz bø. Gjldbu yt tcnm jnrfp, yj tcnm dvtotybt b ldbåtybt. Nfr, rjulf ujdjhbk _ jnrfpfdibqcz, yeåyj gjyznm _ dvtcnbdibq. Ytdjpvjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ceoyjcnm jnrfpf, bñj jrjkj uytplbncz pfghtotybt. Yj dvtotybt gjrfpsdftn cjpyfntkmyjt gjybvfybt. 192
Rfr åt jnrfpfkfcm Dkflsxbwf jn vbhjd? Bñj Jyf dvtcnbkf dtkbxbt gjcnhjtybz ñeleotuj, b njulf ybxnj yt vjåtn jcnfyjdbnm hjcn leøf. Dthyjcnm _ rfxtcndj leøf dscjrjuj yfghzåtybz, b zdktybt dvtotybz ltkftn bcnbyysq gjldbu hfljcnysv gjkextybtv. Nfr vjåtn hfpdbnmcz gjldbu, bñj cdtnkjt gjkextybt dtlän pf cjñjç cktleçott. Dthyj bpjñhfåfkb gjldbåybrjd gksdeobvb. Nfr djkyf vbhjdjq ãythubb ytcän cnfdibø d tä ntxtybt. Jgznm yflj gjvybnm hfpkbxbt vtåle euhjpjç b pfñjnjç. Rjulf Z ghtleghtlbk jlyjuj pyfnyjuj yftplybrf yfexbnmcz cjcrfrbdfnm yf crfre c rjyz, jy cxbnfk ãnj ghjnbdysv jñsxfzv tuj cnhfys cntgyjq. Yj rjulf ñtitysq rjym pfyäc tuj yf cnhtvybye ñthtuf, ghbikjcm ytevtkj cjcrjxbnm b jcnfnmcz øhjvsv. Yj kturj ghbjñobnmcz dthyjcnmç r vbhjdjq djkyt. Njkmrj r hfljcnb cnhtvbvcz. 294. Ecnhtvbntcm d ñeleott vbvj cfåb yfcnjzotuj. 295. Evtqnt: yflj yt hfpheifnm, yj cjñhfnm kexitt nthgtybt. Eåfcyj dbltnm, rfr vfkj xbckj ntø, rnj gjqlän gj ghbpsde, vbyez jnujdjhrb b ctnjdfybz. Vjåyj lfnm
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kçlzv cfvjt wtyyjt, yj d xfc ghbpsdf jyb pfñelen dcä eåt gjkextyyjt. Rfr åt vjåyj levfnm j Yjdjv Vbht, rjulf cnfhsq bvb yt jcjpyfy! E tåf vyjuj buk, yj bvb jy wfhäv yt cnfytn. Erfpfyyfz gjvjom Yfif vjåtn ghjwdtcnb, rjulf ghbyznf ntvb, rjve gjckfyf. E Yfc hfljcnm, rjulf Herf yt jnhbyenf. 296. Yt åbdbnt yf ljøjls jn ltytu. Ãnf ghbñskm ytxbcnfz. Kexitt gthtvtotybt ñkfu _ d jñvtyt dtotq, bkb, d rhfqyjcnb, vjåyj ljgecnbnm d jñvty yf ltymub, jñjhfxbdftvst ytgjchtlcndtyyj. Yt ñelmnt ytljdjkmysvb, hfpdt yf cfvbø ctñz. Yt lfdfqnt ltkfnm lheubv, xnj vjåtnt cltkfnm cfvb, _ ãnbv eybxnjåbnt hfñcndj ckeu. Yt gjdnjhzqnt ldfåls, xnj vjåtnt crfpfnm jlby hfp. Yt øjlbnt jlybv genäv, bñj lfåt rfvtym gjhjuf bpyjcbncz. Yt gkfdfqnt, ult yflj ktntnm. Yt jñjhfxbdfqntcm, ult yflj cgtibnm. Yt bpjhdbnt hnf pkjhtxbtv, ult yflj ghjqnb vjkxf. Yt kexfvb gjrhjqntcm, yj cnfkmç gjldbuf. Yt ctlkj yeåyj, ult rhskmz hfcnen. Yt rekfr, yj vjkjn udjplm pfrjkfxbdftn. Yt ker, yj cnhtkf ljcnbuytn wtkb.
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Yt vjbv Ujcgjljv, yj ndjbv. Yt xthnjç pfuhflbntcm, yj juyäv vsckb. 297. Levfqnt, xnj ybxnj yt ghbyflktåbn dfv; ntv ktuxt yt gjdhtlbnt dtob. Levfqnt, rfr kexit erhfcbnm rfåljt vtcnj; ntv dthytt eñthtåäntcm jn cjhf. Levfqnt, yfcrjkmrj rfålfz yjdfz dtom ljkåyf ñsnm kexit cnfhjq; ntv endthlbnt ktcnybwe djcøjåltybz. Levfqnt, rfr ghtrhfcyj pfdnhf; ntv ghbexbntcm jñhfofnmcz dgthäl. Levfqnt, rfr åtcnjrj zdktybt åbdjnysø; ntv yfxyänt åfktnm ybpitt. Levfqnt, yfcrjkmrj vfkf Ptvkz; ntv ekexibnt gjybvfybt cjjnyjitybq. Levfqnt, rfr rhfcyj Cjkywt, crhsdfzcm pf cathjç Ptvkb; ntv djplthåbntcm jn hfplhfåtybz. Levfqnt, rfr ñtks ujkeñb yf cdtnt kexf; ntv erhtgbnt yfltåle. Levfqnt, rfr cbyt ytñj; ntv ghbñkbpbntcm r dtxyjcnb. Levfqnt, rfr xthyf vukf; ntv djplthåbntcm jn øjkjlf jncnegktybz. Levfqnt veåtcndtyyj j Kbrfø Dscibø; ntv ghjdtlänt xthne tlbytybz. Levfqnt, rfrjt cxfcnmt blnb gj rjht gkfytns, yfcsofz tä cjpyfybtv leøf. Levfqnt, rfrjt cxfcnmt ghjøjlbnm gjl kexfvb cjpdtplbq, zdkzzcm chtljnjxbtv kextq ltcznrjd nsczxtktnbq.
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Levfqnt j Yfitq Hert Djlzotq ytecsgyj; ntv ghjnzytnt ybnm åbpyb. 298. Rjulf rnj-ybñelm pfcnegbn ljhjue, jnjqlb d vjkxfybb, tckb pyftim cdjq genm. Rjulf yflj yjxktu yfqnb, ghbgfcb ljñheç dtcnm øjpzbye. Rjulf ghblän xfc eøjlf, yfqlb ghbdtn jcnfdibvcz, tckb ibhjr genm ndjq. Rjulf hfcwdtnän lthtdj ghb ljhjut, yt kjvfq tuj; vjåtn ñsnm, jyj ghblfcn hfljcnm gjckt bleotve. Rjulf cksibim pjd ghbdtnf, yt gjcjkb tuj. Rjulf cksibim gjçoeç gnbwe, yt nhzcb lthtdj. Rjulf dblbim ghbøjlzobø ltntq, crfåb: ≤Vs ålfkb dfc≥. Rjulf njhjgbimcz r jñtle, cnegfq gj ceøbv rfvyzv. Rjulf levftim jnljøyenm, endthlb gjkjåtybt vsckb. Rjulf ghbybvftim ghbznyjt, yt pfyjcb d cdjç pfgbcyeç rybue. Rjulf levftim jñ jñblt, jukzybcm, ult cjh yf gjke. 299. ≤Kexit ghbyznm yeåyjt gjckfybt, ytåtkb ghznfnmcz jn gjckfyyjuj. Kexit yt hfcrhfibdfnm zhrj djhjnf yf gskmyeç ljhjue. Kexit gecnbnm rjyz yf jujhjl, ytåtkb gecnbnm yf rfvyb. Kexit ghjcnbnm ehzlybrf, ytåtkb celbnmcz c ghbcnfdjv. Kexit ecnegbnm vjhrjdm, ytåtkb kbibnmcz ujhjøf. Kexit ecyenm yf ljcrt, ytåtkb yf vehfdtqybrt. Kexit ljcnfnm ltkm196
yst gjhbwfybz, ytåtkb eøvskznmcz gfnjrt. Kexit lheåbnm c jckjv, ytåtkb ckeifnm kbce. Kexit gjpdfnm dhfxf, ytåtkb gecnbnm rhjdm ltvjye. Kexit geufnmcz vextybzvb ghjikjuj, ytåtkb cjvytdfnmcz d ñeleotv. Kexit celbnm enhjv b ghjofnm dtxthjv. Kexit levfnm lyäv b ktnfnm yjxmç≥. Nfr crfpfyj d rybut ≤Åtvxeåbyf cyjdbltybq≥, gbcfyyjq d Rbnft. 300. Extybt yjdsø djpvjåyjcntq åbpyb ghbdktrftn ghfrnbxyst ujkjds. B rjulf zdktybt ñeltn djpvjåyj, jyj ñeltn ghbyznj, rfr ajnjuhfabz yf hfccnjzybb. Ghbznyj cjpyfdfnm, rfr ldf vbhf cjtlbyzncz yf ukfpfø xtkjdtxtcndf. Eckjdbt xbcnjns leøjdyjq ñeltn gjpyfyj rfr vfnthbfkmyjt gjybvfybt åbpyb. B cyjdf, rfr d lhtdytqibt dhtvtyf åhtxtcndf, yj d ghbvtytybb yfhjlyjv, pfñktcnbn jujym gjpyfybz. Ukfdyjt, yflj ghbdtcnb d hfdyjdtcbt cbks ghbhjls dblbvjq b Vjom Bcnjxybrjd Ytdblbvsø. Cjukfcbnm vjåyj kturj fggfhfn yferb dblbvjq c ghjdjlfvb Vbhf Dscituj. Yfghbvth _ cksifybt kturj gjqväncz rfr ñtcghjdjkjxysq ntktajy, rjnjhsq crjhj ñeltn ecnfyjdkty. Bkb ñtctlf xthtp ghjcnhfycndj ñeltn gjyznf rfr ntktuhfa. Yj bvtyyj njulf jñhfnzn dybvfybt yf hfpkbxyjt rfxtcndj cjjñotybq 197
b, chfdybdfz jcjñtyyjcnb gjchtlybrjd, gjqven ghfrnbxyjcnm leøjdyjcnb. Rfr ajnjuhfabz ybrjulf yt pfvtybn ndjhxtcndf, nfr ybrjulf abpbxtcrbq fggfhfn yt pfvtybn leøjdyjcnm. Vjåyj yføjlbnm jcjñsq dhtl atyjvtyjd, bñj hfphzl yfcbkmcndtyyj crjvrfyyjq vfnthbb gjhjålftn ytyfdbcnyeç fnvjcathe vzneobøcz ãktrnhjyjd. Ybxnj nfr yt gjhfåftn jhufybpv, rfr ytyeåyst atyjvtys. 301. Z hfleçcm dbltnm, rfr vjkybb ghjphtybq yfhjlyjuj ñkfuf cdthrfçn chtlb vscktq dfibø. Yeåyj ñhjcfnm d ghjcnhfycndj ãnb vsckb. Tckb ñs rfålsq ltym eltkznm gjkxfcf ñeleotve! Bcnbyyj, ghbdtncndbt Yfit gjkexbn rjcnäh dfibø gjvsckjd. Gecnm ghjgflfçn dtob jñbøjlf, yj gecnm cnhfyf ñeleotuj jñktrftncz d gkjnm vsckb. Xnj åt xbot jvjtn leø, ytåtkb vsckb j ñkfut lheubø? Xnj åt kexit pfrfkbn ñhjyç ndähljcnb, ytåtkb åtkfybt lheubø ghjdtcnb r cdtne? Xnj åt kexieç eksñre cjnrän, ytåtkb cjpyfybt dbltnm cfvjuj gjcktlytuj htñäyrf cvtçobvcz? Nfr ghjie levfnm j ñeleotv. Rfålsq ltym ñhjcbnm åtvxeåbye d jåthtkmt Vfnthb Vbhf. Bnfr, rhfnrj b ytpfvsckjdfnj levfqnt, rfr erhfcbnm jxfu vbhf. 198
Yt yeåyj chfdybdfnm c ghjiksv, bñj vjhobyf ghjikjuj jñsxyj uytplj jibñrb. Vjåyj gksnm vbvj xeåbø ñthtujd; kçñjdfnmcz yeåyj kbim vbhjv cdtnf, lfyyjuj dctv åbdeobv. Cdtn _ kexibq vjcn vtåle dblbvsv b Ytphbvsv. Rjulf yt d juyt dtxthf, yj d ñktcrt cjkywf vjåyj vsckbnm j ñeleotv, njulf rfgkb hjcs ghfys jpfhzçn vsckzobq kjñ. 302. Gecnm yjdst cnhfys nfråt ehfpevtçn vjom jñhfotybz xbcnjuj cthlwf. Gecnm gjqven: kåbdjcnm vscktq zdkztncz ghtgzncndbtv r ljcnbåtybç jñhfotybz leøf. Crfåbnt dctv, rnj levftn ñsnm c Yfvb, xnjñs cjñkçkb vsckm. Gjldbu hjålftncz xbcnsvb vsckzvb. Ybrfrjt gjrfpyjt ltqcndbt yt lfcn gkjlf, tckb jyj yt djpytctyj rhskmzvb hfleåyjq vsckb. Gjybvfç, rfr nhelyj kjdbnm ñkjø vsiktybz. Gjnjve ndthåe: ghjdtnhbdfqnt bpubñs vjpuf, xnjñs vfktymrbt crfreys yt bvtkb gjdjlf gjctkbnm cdjä gjnjvcndj. Lfh vjøyfnjuj vsiktybz gjhjålftn vfktymrbø yfctrjvsø b jnhtpftn kexibt genb. Yfctrjvst ntkf ltkfçn xtkjdtrf bpñtuftvsv, yfcrjkmrj åt yfctrjvst leøf ljkåys jnnfkrbdfnm! 199
Rjulf vsckb ntren ibhjrj, njulf lfåt ytghbznyjt yfghfdktybt bø vjåtn yt ñsnm jrjyxfntkmyj dhtlysv. Yj rjulf vsiktybt gjøjåt yf cjlthåfybt rfgkb ñjkjnyjq djls, njulf ytn djpvjåyjcnb zdbnm kbr Yjdjuj Vbhf. Endthlbnm yflj vsiktybt, yflj pfgjvybnm ndählj xtnsht ghfdbkf lfyysø. Yfhbceqnt ldt crhtoäyyst cnhtks b vtåle ybvb xtnsht lfyysø jñhfpf: Ujkeñz, Rjkjyye, Cjkywt b Djbyf. Yflj gjvybnm; yflj bpñtåfnm genfysø vscktq. Jxtym ghjie gjlxthryenm rhfcjne ytñf b cdzpfnm tä c vsckzvb j ñeleotv. 303. Vjåyj epyfdfnm chjrb yfhjljd gj djkyfv gjybvfybz htkbubb. Nfv, ult dblbvjt ytdthbt, nfv eåt ñkbprf åfndf Ujcgjlyz. Yj ult kbwtvthyjt ñkfujktgbt, nfv vtx ujnjd. Ghbvth Cfdkf ñeltn yfpblfybtv. Ntgthm, d ltym ujljdjuj ghfplybrf, vs gjybvftv, rfr cfvsq ñhjlzuf jñjhdfytw vjåtn zdbnm gjldbu, b rfr øbnjy vjåtn gjrhsdfnm cvthlzobt zpds. Nfr dblbv yjdjt ltktybt vbhf. Vjåyj vyjujt ghjcnbnm jñjhdfywfv, yj cktgjnf pjkjnsø gfkfn yt vjåtn jgecnbnm xfie cghfdtlkbdjcnb. 200
304. Pfgbibnt ktutyle j Dfdbkjycrjv cnjkgjndjhtybb. Eåt ujdjhbk, xnj gjybvfnm zpsr vjåyj dyenhtyybv cjpyfybtv. Rfxtcndj ãnj ñskj jgjdtotyj xthtp dscjreç åhbwe b lfkj ghtrhfcyjt gjcktlcndbt. Gjcks lfkmybø cnhfy ujdjhbkb tq yf cdjäv zpsrt, b jyf gjybvfkf bø. Cjplfkjcm ghtlfybt j dtxyjv zpsrt Dfdbkjyf. Yj yfhjl pføjntk njkgfvb eñtlbnmcz d gjybvfybb. Ñskb ghbdtltys vyjubt xeåtcnhfyws, b åhbwf ñskf cdtltyf c djcmvjuj ãnfåf, ytcvjnhz yf ghjntcns. Yj ybxtuj yt ñskj zdktyj gthtl yfhjljv, b xeåtcnhfyws yfghfcyj ndthlbkb cdjb htxb. Nfr ñskf gjueñktyf jlyf bp kexibø djpvjåyjcntq. Yj tä vjåyj ñeltn ghbvtybnm, bpexfz rfxtcndj fehs, bñj ãnj vjcn ñkfuf b pfhfps. Vjueotcndj gjybvfybz lfåt hjlyjuj zpsrf pfdbcbn yt jn eøf, yj jn rfcfybz lheubvb wtynhfvb xthtp fehe. Gjnjve kexit crfpfnm _ gjyzk, ytåtkb _ ecksifk. Gjnjve djghjc fehs yt cnjkmrj dfåty wdtnjv, crjkmrj dyenhtyybv yfghzåtybtv.
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305. Exbntkm, Exbntkm, Exbntkm erfpsdftn, xnj kexit levfqnt j ñeleotv, yt gjdnjhzz njuj, xnj ñskj dxthf. Jxtym gjhfåftncz nrfym fehs. Ghbøjlbn dhtvz, rjulf wtkmyjcnm fehs jxtym dfåyf. Exbntkm xetn, yfcrjkmrj dfv yeåys obns feh. Rjulf gehgeh pfuhfåltybz gjåbhftncz fksv gkfvtytv, njulf yt pfoboäy rheu vtynfkf. Veåtcndtyyj yflj ghjøjlbnm xthtp dct ghtgzncndbz, byfxt genm djcøjåltybz ghtdhfoftncz d nehyt kçrc. Vjåyj ktuxt gjcskfnm cnhtks vfuybnf, rjulf ghtlvtn ghbdktrfçobq yføjlbncz d gjrjqyjv cjcnjzybb. Djkys gjdthøyjcntq ghtdhfofçn ceoyjcnm d cjcnjzybt øfjcf, b gjcskrb nthzçn ñkbåfqitt yfghfdktybt. Velhj yfxfnm jxthtlyeç hfñjne. Velhj yeåyj yjdsø ålfnm _ cxbnfç, blen. Yt pfñeltv levfnm j ñeleotv. Herf Vjz yt ecnfytn dtcnb, nfr åt b ds blbnt _ rfålsq cbkjç dctç. Ghfdbkmyj ghbkjåbnm cbke r nhelyjve, bñj dcä käurjt ytcjbpvthbvj c uhzleobv. Xnj ujdjhbn vfnm csye gthtl gjøjljv? _ ≤Yt lfq ctñz d jñble≥. Nfr b Vjb djbys gjqven, rfr ñbnmcz d jlbyjxre. 202
Gecnm wtgm rheuf kbim jñktuxftn, yj yføjlxbdjcnm bcgsnsdftncz jlbyjxtcndjv. 306. Htlrj Vs ghtlgjxbnftv djlyst genb. Cnbøbz djls ghjnbdjgjkjåyf vfuytnbpve ujh. Cnhtks vjkybq ghjypfçn djle ñtp yfhfcnfybz gjcktlcndbq. Vs åt cnfhftvcz bpjkbhjdfnm rfålsq njr. Vtnfkks ghtlgjxbnfçncz yt gj wtyyjcnb, yj gj cjghjnbdktybç. Yt yflj yjcbnm vtlyst dtob. Lhtdybt pyfkb, yfcrjkmrj ñhjypf gjktpytt. Nfråt wbyr yt ljkåty ñsnm ñjktt d jñbøjlt. Yt njkmrj pfhfpf ghbrjcyjdtybz, yj rfyfk vtnfkkf ghbyjcbn ñjktpym, gjnjve yflj eybxnjåbnm vtlyst ltymub. Kexit cfvjt vtkrjt cthtñhj. Ghtcnegyeç cgtrekzwbç yflj ghtcktljdfnm yterkjyyj, bñj Ptvkz ñjkmyf cgtrekzwbtq. Rfålfz ãgjøf bvttn cdjç ñjktpym _ ntgthm ñjktpym cgtrekzwbq. Yt yflj levfnm, xnj xtkjdtxtcndj dctulf ñskj gjldthåtyj ãnjq ñjktpyb. Yj jyf ghbpyfr ceotcndtyyjq gthtvtys, bñj gjcntgtyyj ghjqnb yt vjåtn, b yeåty gfhjrcbpv ãdjkçwbb, xnjñ hfpñbnm pfhfpe. 307. Vjkbndf tcnm jcjpyfybt dtxyjcnb. D vjkbndt pfrkçxtys: rhfcjnf, kçñjdm, lthpfybt, jndfuf, cfvjjndthåtyyjcnm, yterkjyyjcnm, ecnhtvktybt. Yj tckb 203
d vjkbndt pfrkçxftncz cetdthbt, cnhfø b cjvytybt, nj nfrjt pfrkbyfybt jnyjcbncz r dhtvtyfv atnbibpvf. Rfr åt cktletn vjkbnmcz? Vjåyj ghjdjlbnm xfcs d ecnhtvktybb, yj ceotcndetn vjkybtyjcyfz vjkbndf. Njulf ñtp ckjd vuyjdtyyj xtkjdtr cnfdbn ctñz d ytghthsdyjcnm dctq wtgb d Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm. Htifz cjtlbybnmcz c Ñtcghtltkmyjcnmç, xtkjdtr rfr ñs dlsøftn ãvfyfwbb ãabhf b, ñtp vtøfybrb gjdnjhtybq, gjkexftn kexitt pfvsrfybt njrf. Nfr d vjkxfybb, yt nhfnz dhtvtyb, vjåyj gjkexbnm cnheç jcdtåtybz. Njkmrj hfpdbnfz leøjdyjcnm vjåtn d tlbyjv dpljøt gjlyznm cjpyfybt xtkjdtxtcrjt. Yj Vs ljkåys ndthlbnm j vjkbndt, bñj j ytq ñelen cghfibdfnm. Yt yeåyj pfrkbyfybq, yt yeåyj dsghfibdfybq, yt yeåyj gskb cvbhtybz, yt yeåyj euhjp, bñj eyjcbv ctñz d lfkmybt vbhs, d øhfybkbof djpvjåyjcntq b pyfybq. Xedcndetv, xnj yfv jyb yfpyfxtys, b ghbrfcftvcz lthpyjdtyyj. Nfr gjqvbnt Pfdtn: ≤Yt vjkbntcm dczrj, yj d leøt≥. 308. Tckb yfxyäv hfpkfufnm vfnthbç, vs edblbv, rfr fnjvs, jcdjñjåläyyst, yfxyen hfcgjkfufnmcz gj 204
bø jcyjdyjve njye b, eøjlz d ãabh, jñhfpeçn hfleue, rjnjhfz pdexbn vepsrjç cath. Tckb wtkfz gkfytnf hfpkfuftncz, nj, rjytxyj, cktlcndbtv ñeltn hfleuf. Vjåyj ãnj yfñkçlfnm yf rfåljv hfpkjåtybb dblbvjq vfnthbb. Kex Yfi gjcskftn vbhbfls jxbotyysø fnjvjd, rjnjhst jrensdfçn xtkjdtrf, tckb jrjkj ytuj ytn fcnhfkmyjuj dbøhz. Ãnj jcyjdfybt cgjrjqcndbz leøf, byfxt jcnfnrb rfhvs pfckjyzçn ghtlvtn gjcskrb. B ybpibt leøb hfphsdfçn Kex gjljñyj jñtpmzyfv, hdeobv lhfujwtyyeç nrfym, ñtp dczrjq gjkmps, bñj fnjvs vfnthbb ytghbujlys lkz vzneobøcz jñjkjxtr. Yeåyj gjvybnm ãnj, cjtlbyzz leø d vjkbndt c Ñtcghtltkmyjcnmç. 309. Ntgthm njkmrj pfgjvybnt, xnj d ckexft jgfcyjcnb ds ljkåys jgjzcfnm ctñz cjpyfybtv kbxyjq ytezpdbvjcnb b pfntv gjcskfnm cjpyfybt yfdcnhtxe Vjtve Kexe. Vscktyyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr bcrhf dfif ñtåbn r Vjtve njre. Nfrfz dpfbvyjcnm ecbkbdftn njr b øjhjif ghb ecnfdfybb. Vjuen ñsnm d genb hfpyst ckexfqyjcnb, rjulf dpfbvysq njr jcjñtyyj gjktpty. Kexit ecbkbdfnm rfåleç djpvjåyjcnm. 205
310. Cntcyäyysq b euhjåftvsq, Frñfh ujdjhbk cdjbv djålzv: ≤Xtv vtytt djkyetncz dtotcndj, ntv zcytt jnhfåtybt dthiby≥. Gjckt cvjnhf djqcrf Frñfh crfpfk: ≤Xtndähnfz xfcnm cltkfyf, dbltk csnsø kçltq, _ jcnfkmyjt edblbv gjckt lyz pyjz, gjckt lyz ljålz, gjckt ñtccjyyjq yjxb≥. 311. Ntgthm, tckb cghjczn: ≤Ghbpyfänt kb fcnhjkjubç?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Hfpdt ds jnhbwftnt vtlbwbye?≥ Tckb cghjczn: ≤Yfcnfbdftnt kb yf åbpyb leøf?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Hfpdt ds jnhbwftnt hfpdbnbt vfnthbb?≥ Tckb cghjczn: ≤Gjxtve gtxäntcm jñ bcnktdibø Exbntkzø?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Yteåtkb yferf dfv toä ytljcnegyf?≥ Tckb cghjczn: ≤Rfåtncz, yt ghjxm ds xbnfnm gthufvtyns?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Cøjlbnt d irjke, gjujdjhbv gjnjv≥. Tckb cghjczn: ≤Rfr ds ghtlcnfdkztnt ctñt vbhjplfybt?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Rfr rfgkç djls≥. Tckb cghjczn: ≤Gjxtve cfvb Exbntkz ghbpyfkb?≥ _ jndtxfqnt: ≤Bñj Jy Cfv jñhfnbkcz r yfv lkz hfpdbnbz pyfybz≥. 206
312. Erfåe rfxtcndf dpscreçobø Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Gthdjt _ gjcnjzycndj ecnhtvktybz. Dnjhjt _ cgjcjñyjcnm dvtotybz, bñj gkjø jñobyybr jnhbwfçobq, yj boeobq ghfdls ljcnjby Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Nhtnmt _ evtymt nhelbnmcz, bñj ñjkmibycndj yt pyftn wtyyjcnm dhtvtyb. Xtndähnjt _ åtkfybt gjvjxm ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd b ghbcdjtybz. Gznjt _ jnrfp jn cjñcndtyyjcnb b ghbyznbt yf øhfytybt gkjljd ndjhxtcndf lheubø. Itcnjt _ bpuyfybt cnhføf. Ctlmvjt _ ñjlhcndjdfybt zdbnm chtlb nmvs. Nfr yeåyj crfpfnm ntv, rnj, jñezyysq cnhføjv, gjrhsdftncz jnhbwfybtv. Erfpfnm yeåyj, xnj vbkkbjys kçltq ålen jnrhsnbz Dhfn. Eps nzujcnb yt pfvty¶nt jrjdfvb ñjzpyb! Chfdybnm vjåyj ñjzpym c ghjrfpjç, jñt gjrhsdfçn xtkjdtrf byttv jndhfnbntkmyjcnb. Cthst cevthrb ghbybåtyyjcnb ckjåbkb kjøvfnjt gjybvfybt åbpyb. Ntgthm jyj ljkåyj rjyxbnmcz d uhjpt b ñeht. 313. Ybrfrjt zcyjdbltybt yt hfdyztncz pyfybç leøf. Bcnbyf vjåtn ghbøjlbnm xthtp ãnj pyfybt. Gjybvfybt yeål dhtvtyb blän kbim ãnbv genäv. 207
Ghjhjxtcrbq ãrcnfp vbyetn njxyjcnm dhtvtyb b vtcnf, yj pyfybt leøf ghtldblbn rfxtcndj cjñsnbz. B genm pyfybz leøf wdtnän ñtp dblbvsø ghbpyfrjd, yj jcyjdfy yf jnrhsnbb wtynhjd. E åhtwjd pyfybt leøf cxbnfkjcm dscibv ghjzdktybtv, bñj yt vjukj ñsnm ljcnbuyenj ybrfrbvb ntktcysvb eghfåytybzvb, yj ckfufkjcm yfckjtybzvb ghtåybø åbpytq. Gjnjve eøjl pf pyfybtv leøf dshfåftncz yt eghfåytybzvb, yj kbim ekexitybtv eckjdbq åbpyb cjceljd, gbnfçobø ythds. Ukfdyjt dybvfybt yflj jñhfnbnm yf lfdktybt rhjdb, bñj, rjulf ythds gjukjofçn ãvfyfwbb ñtksø ifhbrjd, njulf jñhfnyfz gjkzhbpfwbz jcjñtyyj djccnfän. 314. Toä cghjczn: ≤Rnj ñjkmit, Øhbcnjc bkb Ñellf?≥ _ Jndtxfqnt: ≤Ytdjpvjåyj bpvthbnm lfkmybt vbhs. Vjåtv kbim djcøbofnmcz bø cbzybtv≥. Kex Øhbcnf nfr åt gbnftn Ptvkç, rfr b hfleuf Ñells ytcän endthåltybt pfrjyf åbpyb. Yjdsq Vbh zdbn endthåltybt cvtkjuj gjpyfybz, nfv Jñhfps Exbntktq djqlen d åbpym Lhepmzvb. Erfp Exbntktq ñeltn yf gjkrt kçñbvsø rybu. 208
Yeåyj d chjr eybxnjåtybz ltytu pfvtybnm bø dkfcnm endthåltybtv gjvjob leøf. Pyfybt, yfrjytw, ljkåyj yfexyj gjcnhjbnm vjcn ecnhtvktybz r leøe. Gjpjhyjt ceotcndjdfybt Jñotcnd gcbøbxtcrbø bpscrfybq ljkåyj pfvtybnmcz ceåltybtv cvtksv b ghfdlbdsv. Rfr åt vjåyj cbltnm c øfyåfvb b kåtwfvb, jnkbxyj ñthtueobvb cdjq rfhvfy! Gjldbu ljkåty ñsnm zdkty b jcdjñjåläy jn gskb ghtlhfccelrjd. Hfpdt vjåyj ghbkbxyjve xtkjdtre pfybvfnmcz gjldbujv? E ytuj yt ødfnftn vtcnf yf uhelb evtcnbnm dct kçlcrbt yfuhfls. Jy yt pyftn, rfr dvtcnbnm dct ltleirbys jñsxfb. Yj jñsxfq ltkftn jñsxysv. Gjnjve ghjie dpukzyenm yf ytñj rfr ñs d gthdsq hfp. Ghjie eåfcyenmcz cjhe ujhjljd rfr ñs d gthdsq hfp. Ghjie gjvsckbnm j Øhbcnt b Ñellt rfr ñs d gthdsq hfp. Ghjie gjcvjnhtnm yf ctñz rfr ñs d gthdsq hfp. Ghjie ghtlcnfdbnm Yjdsq Vbh rfr ñs d gthdsq hfp. 209
Vfktqifz cjhbyrf cjñcndtyyjcnb lyz vbyedituj _ rfr åähyjd yf itt. 315. Ytjåblfyyjcnm _ ctcnhf gjldbåyjcnb. Gjldbåyjcnm _ ctcnhf gjldbuf. Gjldbu _ ñhfn gjñtls. Bñj rfålsq gjldbu pfrkçxftn d ctñt gjñtle, vjåtn ñsnm ytphbveç, yj ldbåeoeç ukeñjrbt ghjcnhfycndf. 316. Xnj cnhflftn ñjkmit dctuj? Rjytxyj, cjbpvthbvjcnm! Crjkmrj ujdjhbk j ytq, yj yeåyj cyjdf r cnfhjve cktle dthyenmcz. Lfåt ytvyjubt, xedcndeçobt pyfxtybt cjbpvthbvjcnb, gjvyzn j ytq kbim d rfrbø-nj jcjñsø ckexfzø. Rjulf njytim, njulf kexibt ghfdbkf ghbgjvbyfçncz. Ujhfplj pyfxbntkmytt gjvybnm bø d åbpyb, chtlb jñbøjlf. Cfvst vfktymrbt vsckb ñelen eytctys dbøhtv ghfdbkmyjuj ceåltybz. Øjhjij bkb øelj, gjktpyj bkb dhtlyj _ cfvj jnñthäncz, bñj nfv, ult ñjkmibt lthtdmz, yt dblty recnfhybr. Tckb ghbkjåbnm ecbkbz bpvtybnm gskmyst økjgjns d ghtrhfcysq gjldbu, nj chfpe rjhzdsq nthyjdybr ghtdhfnbncz d vfxnjdeç hjoe. Rjulf vjåyj gtht210
ñhjcbnm vsckm r ghtltkfv xeltc, njulf yt ñeltv ljkuj ujdjhbnm j lshzdjq gjljidt. Jxtym cjdtneç eybxnjåbnm gthtcels, dtlm wtkfz gjkjdbyf lyz jcdjñjlbncz. Jcnfytncz jlbyjrj xfirf rjat bkb cnfrfy gbdf. Dhtvz tls ljkåyj ñsnm cjrhfotyj, xnjñ cjøhfybnm jñkbr xtkjdtrjjñhfpbz. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb, rfr gthtceåbdfnm pf cnjkjv gecnzrb. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb, rfr rktdtnfnm vtkrbv ujhjirjv. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb, rfr jnkjåbnm pjdeott ltqcndbt. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb zdbnm jñble, gjljñyj vtkrjve njhujdwe. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb, rfr jcdjñjlbnm ctñz jn jndtncndtyyjcnb. Ytn øelitq ytcjbpvthbvjcnb, rfr ghtrhfnbnm vsiktybt j rhfcjnt. Cjbpvthbvjcnm gjljñyf rjkjyyt, lthåfotq ljv. Vs pfñjnbvcz jñ jrhfcrt gjvtotybz, yteåtkb hfpheibv cnjkñ cdjlf? Jcyjdfntkmyj ecdjqnt cjbpvthbvjcnm. 317. Tckb cjbpvthbvjcnm yt cjñkçltyf, hfpheiftncz b htibvjcnm. Yfif htibvjcnm _ lj gjcktlytq xthns. Yt nf htibvjcnm, rjnjhfz blän eljñyj b cjjndtncndetn kbxysv ghbdsxrfv. Yt nf htibvjcnm, 211
rjnjhfz gjktpyf ntke. Yfif htibvjcnm ghtltkfvb leøf juhfåltyf. Gjnjve ytdjpvjåyj ghtuhflbnm Yfit ecnhtvktybt. Djbntkb b cjñbhfntkb blen Yfitq htibvjcnmç. Tckb hjñjcnm vtiftn, nj kexit cåtxm ghjqltyyst vjcns. Tckb cregjcnm vtiftn, nj kexit pfñhjcbnm rjitkm xthtp cktleçoeç htre. Tckb negjevbt vtiftn, nj kexit gecnbnm rjytq cfvbø blnb. Tckb pkjgfvznbt vtiftn, nj kexit gjdtcbnm xextkj dhfuf vtåle eifvb rjyz. Gjvjxm htibvjcnb vjåtn kbim rhfcjnf. Njulf levfnm j rjitkt b j dhfut gjrfåtncz ltncrjç ghbøjnmç. Rfr cthtlbyf vfuybnf dktxän r ctñt, nfr jcyjdyjt rfxtcndj htibvjcnb _ ytgjñtlbvjcnm. Rjytxyj, ytgjñtlbvjcnm htibvjcnb eñtålftn b zdkztncz ytghtkjåysv eckjdbtv bcnbyysø vbcnthbq. Vbcnthbz ljkåyf ñsnm hfccvfnhbdftvf rfr ltqcndj åbpyb dtleott. Nfr Yfif htibvjcnm cdzpfyf c gjyznbtv dtleobv. Ghbvtybnt htibvjcnm. 318. Htibvjcnm jñeckfdkbdftn pfrjy jrrekmnysø uhfytq. Lfåt rfvtym lkz dszdktybz dyenhtyytuj juyz htåtncz uhfyzvb. Nfr åt genm r Cdtne hfpltkztncz xän212
rbvb xthnfvb. Rjytxyj, dvtcnj uhfyb dctulf vjåyj ecnhjbnm jcsgm vtkrjuj otñyz, yj ãnj gkfxtdyj. Hfpevysq genm hfcgflftncz yf hfpltks jrjkj nsczxb lytq d rfåljv. Ãnb nhäøktnbz, gjljñyst gj dytiyjcnb, cjdthityyj jnkbxys gj rfxtcndfv leøjdyjuj cjpyfybz. Xtv htpxt xthnf, ntv gkfyjvthytt genm. Jñsxyj gthdsq ujl nhäøktnbz zdkztncz gjlujnjdbntkmysv, dnjhjq _ ltqcndeçobv, nhtnbq _ eåt cvenyj-nzujcnysv ghtlldthbtv. Yfxyäv yjdeç uhfym. Vjåyj tä yfpdfnm ≤ñtpljvbt ptvyjt≥. Yeåyj jnhbyenm dct ñskst cjjñhfåtybz b hbyenmcz d gecnsyç nbibys ñtcrjytxyjq, ult uhjps b dbøhb jñjdmçn regjkjv cbzçobv. Chtlb uhjp zdbncz yjdfz nrfym. Gecnm ñeleofz uhfym yfpsdftncz Cdtnjyjcyjq _ nfr ñeltv tä cnhjbnm. Veåtcndtyyj jndthyäv rjytq d nevfy gecnsyb. Ghbywbg ñtpljvyjuj øjåltybz ljkåty ñsnm ghjqlty. Ecgtnm yflj d nsczxe lytq chjlybnmcz c ñtpljvyjcnmç. Dtkbrj joeotybt rhskmtd cdjñjls, rjulf gtcrb pfvtnfçn cktl. Gjljñyj øjlbkb dct bcrfdibt. Vjåyj ghbdtncndjdfnm ãne uhfym, rjulf ghtltks cnhfy cnbhfçncz. 213
319. Jñ jrrekmnyjv eñbqcndt. Ytphbvsø eñbqcnd ytchfdytyyj ñjkmit, ytåtkb rhjdfdsø. Gj ytyfdbcnb, gj ytdtåtcnde, bp cnhføf kçlb ctçn jnhfdktyyst cnhtks, cbkf rjnjhsø ñsdftn dtkbrf. Jlyj bp kexibø chtlcnd pfobns _ gjyznbt jrrekmnyjuj rheuf. Yj kexitt ktrfhcndj ljkåyj ñsnm ghbybvftvj gj njxysv erfpfybzv. Vjom rheuf yfcnjkmrj dtkbrf, xnj lfåt pdäplyst pyfrb vjuen ñsnm bpvtytys. Bpdtcnyj, xnj rheu bpvtyzk cvthnm b ñjktpym. Zdktybt pyfxtybz rheuf ljkåyj ñsnm jøhfyztvj, rfr dczrbq yfcnhjtyysq bycnhevtyn. Ytkmpz pfñsdfnm, xnj rfåljt ltqcndbt vtåle xktyfvb rheuf ljkåyj ñsnm jcvjnhbntkmysv. Rfålfz gjkmpf vjåtn jñhfnbnmcz dj dhtl, tckb ljgeotyj ñhjcfybt rfvytq gj ñhfncrbv jujhjlfv. B rfr vjåtnt pyfnm, relf gjgflän ythfpevyj ñhjityysq rfvtym? Xfcnj cjcnjzybt feh jnyjcbn rfvtym b, dvtcnj yjub, jy gjgflftn d dbcjr. Gjnjve ytjñøjlbvj rfvyb eñhfnm bp jñhfotybz b dctvb cbkfvb ñthtxm cjrhjdbot rheuf. Z ghtleghtlbk.
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320. Rfxtcndf ltqcndbz. Tckb ltqcndbt vfkjt, nj jyj yeålftncz d gjvjob hfpysø herjndjhysø dtotq. Rjulf åt ltqcndbt cnfyjdbncz dtkbrbv, jyj yt yeålftncz d ptvysø ghtlvtnfø. Ãnj gthdsq ghjñysq rfvtym ltqcndbz. Rjulf vfu ujdjhbn j wtkjq fgntrt, pyfxbn, tuj ltqcndbt jxtym vfkjuj gkfyf. Dnjhjt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj gjldbåyjcnm. Gjljñyj dbøhç gthdbxyjq vfnthbb, bcnbyyjt ltqcndbt ljkåyj nhtgtnfnm djpvjåyjcnzvb. Njkmrj gjkän vjåtn pfrjyxbnm cdtnjyjcyeç ghjzdktyyeç vsckm. Nhtnmt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj ytjåblfyyjcnm. Rfåljt gjhfpbditt evs ltqcndbt ñskj cktlcndbtv ytjåblfyyjuj genb vsiktybz. Xtndähnjt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj ytekjdbvjcnm. Njkmrj ãnj rfxtcndj pfoboftn ltqcndbt jn gfueñysø yfgfltybq. Gznjt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj eñtlbntkmyjcnm. Rfr rfålfz vjkybz cdzpsdftn yfit cjpyfybt c Rjcvjcjv, nfr åt rfåljt ltqcndbt ljkåyj gjhfåfnm, rfr cdthrfybt vtxf. Itcnjt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj pfrjyyjcnm. Njkmrj cjpyfybt jcyjd ãdjkçwbb vbhf gjldbytn ltqcndbt d ytghtkjåyjcnb. 215
Ctlmvjt rfxtcndj ltqcndbz _ tuj xbcnjt jnghfdktybt. Genäv tuj vjåyj ldbufnm nzåtcnb ñtp enjvktybz. Yflj jlbyfrjdj gjyznm ltqcndbt ntkf b leøf. Bñj, gjckt dctuj crfpfyyjuj, dcä-nfrb ltqcndbt vsckb yt jwtybdftncz. Øjxe crfpfnm bvtyyj ntv, rnj dthbn vfnthbb. Vsckm dfif yfgbnfyf ãvfyfwbzvb ythdysø wtynhjd, b gj eltkmyjve dtce nzåtktt vyjubø vbrhjjhufybpvjd. Hfpdt vsckm dfif yt vfnthbz? Rfr åt njxyj ljkåys vs dpdtibdfnm yfib vsckb! Pf ybø vs nfr åt jndtncndtyys, rfr xtkjdtr, pkjegjnhtñbdibq eufhjv. Ghjot levfnm jn vfnthbb, bñj ult åt tä uhfybwf? Nfr extybt leøf cnfytn hzljv c vfnthbtq. Nfr jnhbwfçobt leø cnfyen jnhbwfnm b vfnthbç. 321. Rfxtcndf jåblfybz. Dscitt jåblfybt tcnm jåblfybt ãdjkçwbb vbhf. Jñsxyst jåblfybz ltkzncz yf nävyst, cjyyst b pjhrbt. Øfjc nävysø ghbyjcbn njkmrj dhtl ghjcnhfycnde. Cjyyst jåblfybz rfr nktçobt eukb. Pjhrbt jåblfybz zdkzçn ujnjdyjcnm ghbyznm yjdjt d rfålsq xfc. Eåt ujdjhbk _ evtqnt åtkfnm, nfråt crfåe _ evtqnt jåblfnm. Cevtqnt jxbcnbnm rfxtcndj jåblf216
ybz. Xthtp ñehç, rfr ytufcbvsq cdtnbkmybr ytcbnt jåblfybt. Dyenhtyytt rfxtcndj jåblfybz _ tuj djphfcnftvjcnm. C xtv vjåyj kexit cjxtnfnm ãnjn ghbpyfr, ytåtkb c ãdjkçwbtq vbhf?! Nfrjt jåblfybt ljkåyj ghjybryenm dj dcç åbpym yfie. Ljkåyj nhtgtnjv ltqcndbz yfgjkybnm yfie hfñjne. Bñj d ãnjv cjtlbytybb kexitt b rhfcbdtqitt. Døjlz d ljv vzneobøcz, crfåbnt: ≤Jåblfqnt ãdjkçwbç vbhf!≥ 322. Cghjczn: ≤Rfr åt ds egjvbyftnt Cjplfntkz, rjnjhjuj yt pyftnt?≥ _ Crfåtnt: ≤Bcnjhbxtcrb b yfexyj pyftv Dtkbrbø Exbntktq, rjnjhst cjplfdfkb rfxtcndj yfituj cjpyfybz≥. ≤Ghbpyfdfz dkbzybt bltjkjubb Exbntktq, yt cntcyztnt kb dfie cdjñjle?≥ _ Crfåtnt: ≤Rfxtcndj cdjñjls pfvtxfntkmyj; tckb jyf ceotcndetn, tä ybxtv juhfybxbnm ytkmpz≥. Vjåyj pfrjdfnm ntkj, yj cjpyfybt ybxnj yt vjåtn evfkbnm, rhjvt ñtpjñhfpbz. Rjulf rfcftvcz dscjn cdjñjls, yeåyj juhflbnmcz jn ñtpjñhfpbz. Tckb øjnbv djpdtkbxbnm vfnthbç, velhj yflj vsckbnm j Rhfcjnt. 217
D Rhfcjnt zdbncz Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm. D Rhfcjnt jpfhzncz extybz bcrfntktq Leøf. D Rhfcjnt yt eñjbvcz zdbnm ghfdle cdjñjls. D Rhfcjnt pfååäv cbzybt rfåljq rfgkb djls. D Rhfcjnt vfnthbç ghtndjhbv d hfleue. Ytn ñtpjñhfpbz, rjnjhjt yt enjytn d kexfø hfleub hfpkjåtybz. Ytn jrjd, rjnjhst yt hfpkjåfncz d cdjñjlt Rhfcjns. Rfr yfqläv ckjdf rjcyenmcz vbhjplfybz? Rfr crfåtv jñ ãdjkçwbb ajhv? Rfr gjlyznm cjpyfybt r bpextybç jcyjdfybq? Rfr gjldbyenm xtkjdtxtcndj r yfexyjve jcjpyfybç vbhjd? Rfåljt jcjpyfybt hjålftncz d Rhfcjnt. Evtqnt vsckbnm zdyj cbzçot, b ybxnj geufçott yt rjcyäncz dfc. Pfgjvybnt _ yt bvttv pfghtnjd. 323. Crfpfyj: øekf yf Leøf øeåt dctuj, _ bñj ujdjhzobq ghjnbd leøf zdkztn ctñz ytdtåljç! Crfpfyj ghj cdznsø, yj rnj åt vjåtn yfpsdfnmcz ãnbv ytjñüzcyäyysv gjyznbtv? Ndjhzobt xeltcf ñelen exäysvb vfufvb. Ñkçleobt cdjç åbpym ñelen ghfrnbxysvb kçlmvb. Njkmrj jnrfpfdibtcz cjpyfntkmyj jn kbxyjuj b gthtyäcibt cjpyfybt d gjyznbt ãdjkçwbb vbhf, vjuen, 218
d Yfitv gjybvfybb, yfpsdfnmcz gjldbåybrfvb. Ytjñøjlbvj, xnjñ ãnjn ghjwtcc cjdthibkcz cjpyfntkmyj, dyt ckexfqyjcnb dytiybø eckjdbq. Ytdjpvjåyj yfcbkmyj yfcflbnm htkbubç jgznm _ jyf cnfytn rjoeycndtyysv ehjlcndjv. Genm jnrfpf jn ñtpjñhfpbz åbpyb gjpjdän leø yf ghfdlbdst bcrfybz. Pfntv jxtdblyjcnm cdzpb vbhjd pfcnfdbn yfexyj pflevfnmcz. Ãnf levf, ytcrfpetvfz, zdkztncz yfxfkjv leøjdyjq lbcwbgkbys. Ãnb bcrfybz, kbiäyyst kbxyjuj yfxfkf, ghjñeålfçn htaktrc ltqcndbz _ jyj yfpsdftncz gjldbujv. Djjñot, kexit ckjdj cdznjq pfvtybnm yfpdfybtv dgjkyt jghtltkbntkmysv _ gjldbåybr. Zdktybt gjldbuf yt ghtrhfnbncz d åbpyb, b yt kbwtvthyj Vs cvjåtv jghtltkznm jxtdblyst zdktybz. Yeåyj herjndjhbnm gjldbu åbpyb. 324. Ghjhjr tcnm xtkjdtr, jñkflfçobq leøjdyjq lfkmyjpjhrjcnmç. Nfr åt rfr yf abpbxtcrjv gkfyt tcnm ñkbpjherjcnm b lfkmyjpjhrjcnm, nfr åt ghjcnj yflj jnytcnbcm r rfxtcnde lfkmyjpjhrjcnb leøf. Ñskj ñs cjdthityyj ytdtåtcndtyyj jnhbwfnm ghjhjxtcndf. 219
Ñskj ñs cjdthityyj ukegj gjhbwfnm ghjhjrjd. Tckb yfexyj b ñtcghbcnhfcnyj bccktletv ckexfqyj cjøhfybdibtcz ghjhjxtcndf, xnj åt edblbv? Yfqläv kçltq, djghtrb kbxyjq dsujlt pfukzyedibø d cktleçoeç cnhfybwe bcnjhbb, eåfcyedibøcz b ghtleghtlbdibø yfhjl. Chtlb nfr yfpsdftvsø ghjhjxtcnd yt yfqlänt kbxysø gjvsckjd, yt yfqlänt ghtcnegyjuj cdjtrjhscnbz, yt yfqlänt rktdtns. Cbvdjks bpjñhfåtybq jñüzcyzçncz jrhfcrjq lfkärbø cnärjk. Rjulf åt exäyst yfqlen dhtvz yfexyj bccktljdfnm ghjhjxtcndf b cjgjcnfdbnm bø bcnjhbxtcrb? Ghtrhfcyfz rybuf lkz vjkjljuj exäyjuj! Lf, lhepmz, gjhf yfexbnmcz rekmnehyj gjløjlbnm r jxtdblysv zdktybzv. Byfxt ñeleobt ljcnbåtybz jrfåencz ãktrnhjyfvb d kçkmrt vkfltywtd. Dfib veylbhs b njub yt pfrhsdfçn dfituj ñjzpkbdjuj vkfltyxtcndf. Cghjcbnt, rnj ckjåbk dfib xbys b yfpdfybz? Gjbcnbyt eåfcyekbcm ñs edbltnm ãnbø gthdjyfxfkmybrjd dfitq eljdktndjhäyyjcnb. Rfhkbrb cdjtrjhscnbz gsnfkbcm pfckjybnm Ubufynjd Jñotuj Ñkfuf. 220
Bp jhltyjd dfibø yt gjldzprb, yj ghbdzpb ljvfiybø åbdjnysø vjåyj cgktcnb _ b cblbnt yf ghbdzpb! B cbzybt Yjdjuj Vbhf yt ghjybrftn d yjhe dfie! Yj gecnm dbøhm hfpvtnän rjhyb, crhsdfçobt Pfhç! Ybxtuj ytn ghtrhfcytt djcøjlf _ b djcøjl ñsdftn c Djcnjrf! 325. Yteåtkb dfv nhelyj gjyznm cvsck fcnhjkjubb? Tckb yt ødfnftn pyfybz, ghtlkfufç cltkfnm jgsn. Yeåyj dpznm xtnsht jhufybpvf: hfcntybt, hsñe, gnbwe b åbdjnyjt _ crfåtv kbkbz, rfhg, ujkeñm, cjñfrf. Pfgfcnb gj ctvb ãrptvgkzhjd, b lkz rfåljuj ltktybz ecnhjbnm gjvtotybt, kbiäyyjt lytdyjuj cdtnf b yfgbnfyyjt wdtnysv kexjv ãktrnhbxtcndf. Cnärkf yflj dpznm yfbñjktt ñkbprbt wdtnfv hfleub. Yf yjxm vjåyj kbim gjybåfnm cntgtym cdtnf. Nfr vjåyj yfñkçlfnm jrjkj xtnshäø vtczwtd. Gjckt xtuj lfåt cktgjq gjqvän hfpybwe cktlcndbq. Ghb ãnjv toä ñeltn jncencndjdfnm ukfdyjt eckjdbt pdäplyjuj kexf, tuj øbvbxtcrbq cjcnfd. Ytdjpvjåyj yt gjyznm pyfxtybt abpbxtcrjuj djpltqcndbz ntk gkfytn. Dpjh b jåblfybz xtkjdtxtcndf ljkåys ñsnm jñhfotys r lfkmybv vbhfv. Gjnjve dcä rfcfçottcz 221
ãnjuj ghtlvtnf ljkåyj ñsnm bpexftvj ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd. Tckb yeåys njxyst pyfybz, nj fcnhjyjvbz bvb gjhfåftn. 326. Vjåyj erfps lfdfnm, vjåyj jñtofnm b ecnhfifnm, yj kbim gjybvfybt ldbåtn. Xnj vjåtn pfvtybnm cjpyfybt ghbvtybvjcnb? Crfåen: ≤Rfr rhfcbdj! Rfr vjoyj! Rfr dtkbxtcndtyyj!≥ Yj dct ãnb gjhsds rfr ñkeålfçobt juyb yfl ñjkjnjv, b nfr åt kturj ufcyen, rfr b pfhjålfçncz. Xbcnst, yj gjdthøyjcnyst vsckb gjljñys hfleåysv gskbyrfv: gthdsq dtnth eyjcbn bø d ghjcnhfycndj. Wtyyjcnm nfrbø gskbyjr ybxnjåyf. Wtybv vsckm, gjhjlbdieç htitybt. Htitybt jwtybdftncz rfxtcndjv ghbvtybvjcnb. Ghbvtybvjcnm celbvf pyfybtv leøf, njulf gjkexftncz ltqcndbt, rjnjhjve vjåyj hfljdfnmcz. Rnj åt hfletncz, njn b dthbn. Lfåt dthf ljkåyf ñsnm jñjcyjdfyf _ nfr Extybt vjåtn åbnm. Vs cxbnftv øjhjij, Vs ghbrkflsdftv ghjxyj. Tckb jñdbyzn d hfcxänkbdjcnb, b ãnj yt jnrkjyzqnt; bñj hfcxänkbdjcnm ghjnbdjgjkjåyf ñtpevbç, f ñtpevbt ghjnbdjgjkjåyj pyfybç leøf. B rfrjq ñs 222
rheu vs ctñt yb yfpyfxbkb, vs dcä-nfrb dthyävcz r dtkbrjve pyfybç leøf. Yt xeç, yj pyfç! Yt cetdthbt, yj ytghtkjåyjcnm. Rjulf åt rfcftvcz ytghtkjåyjcnb, njulf rfcftvcz rfr ñs vfuybnf gkfytns, _ njulf ghjxyj cnjbv. 327. Bpñtufqnt jlyjjñhfpbz, rfr d vtcnt, nfr b d nhelt. Bvtyyj jlyjjñhfpbt cjjndtncndetn dtkbxfqitve pfñkeåltybç _ gjyznbç cjñcndtyyjcnb. Hfñ cjñcndtyyjcnb nthztn, ghtålt dctuj, gjldbåyjcnm leøf. Nfrjq hfñ gthtcnfän gjybvfnm, xnj rfålsq ltym nhelf ljkåty ñsnm jrhfity jcjñsv rfxtcndjv leøf. Nfrjq hfñ yt vjåtn gthtvtybnm vtcnj, bñj leø tuj ñeltn ñtpdstplyj d cdjäv ljvt ptvyjv. Cghjc¶nt ctñz, kturj kb dfv gthtldbufnmcz? Kturj kb dfv gthtvtyznm rfxtcndj nhelf? Tckb kturj, nj, pyfxbn, ds vjåtnt gjyznm wtyyjcnm Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Tckb rfålfz gjtplrf pfcnfdkztn dfc gbcfnm leøjdyjt pfdtofybt b gthtvtyf nhelf ltkftn dfc ytcxfcnysv, pyfxbn, yflj ghbyznm ktrfhcndj. Cktletn njulf ghtlgbcfnm cfvst jgfcyst gjtplrb b yfpyfxbnm cvtye cfvjuj hfpyjjñhfpyjuj nhelf. Hfpjdmäncz veåtcndj b yføjlxbdjcnm, bñj gthdjghbxbyf _ cnhfø. 223
Pfhjlsi xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb njåt cnhfø: øjnz ñs xtv-ybñelm ghbrhtgbnmcz r ptvkt! Njxyj åfkrfz kfxeuf vjåtn zdbnmcz ljcnfnjxysv zrjhtv lkz leøf! Njxyj uhelf cjñcndtyysø dtotq vjåtn pfobnbnm jn vjkybb! Gthbjlbxtcrb dhtlyst buheirb cjñcndtyyjcnb jnybvfkbcm jn xtkjdtxtcndf, yj jntw kåb _ cnhfø jgznm nrän cdjç gfenbye, b jgznm ñjzpyb bpvsiktybz. Gjnjve jnvtybv cnhfø. C ybv eqlän cjñcndtyyjcnm b crerf. Crjkmrj yjdjuj pljhjdmz d hfpyjjñhfpbb vtcnf b nhelf! 328. Ybhdfyf tcnm rfxtcndj dvtotybz dctø ltqcndbq _ yfcsotyyjcnm jñütvktvjcnb. Nhtgtnjv jpfhäyyjcnb ghbntrfçn bcnbyyst pyfybz. Zpsrb yt bvtçn ñjktt njxyjuj jghtltktybz ãnjuj ghjwtccf. Cgjrjqcndbt kbim dytiybq ghbpyfr, yt dshfåfçobq ceoyjcnb cjcnjzybz. Ñellf egjvbyfk j gjrjt, yj kbim ãnj dytiytt eckjdbt ñskj ecdjtyj ckeifntkzvb. Bñj ckeifkb dcä-nfrb kçlb, rjnjhsv gjrjq pdexbn ñkbprj. Ltqcndbt rfr pfckeuf vfkj gjyznyj. Ds kçñbnt yfexyjt gjcnhjtybt _ Vs nfråt. Tckb ds cksifkb ntjhbç dbøhtdsø rjktw, ntjhbç djky, 224
ntjhbç vfuytnbpvf, ghbnzåtybz b jnnfkrbdfybz, nj ds ljkåys gjyznm, xnj yf Ptvkt ceotcndeçn vtcnf jxtym hfpyjuj pyfxtybz. Lfåt negst ujkjds pflevsdfkbcm j cnhfyyjq celmñt vyjubø ujhjljd. Rjvñbyfwbz abpbrf, fcnhjøbvbrf, ñbjkjuf b fcnhjkjuf lfkf ñs kexibq jndtn ñtp dczrjq vbcnbrb. Cjplfybt ñjkmibø ujhjljd ljkåyj ñsnm jghtltktyj jcvjnhbntkmyj. Vtytt dctuj bvttn pyfxtybt cjdhtvtyyfz gjkbnbrf, bñj ãnj gjyznbt kbityj yfexyjcnb b rhfcjns. Bpvthzz eckjdbz ñeleotuj ujhjlf, yt pfckjybntcm rfåeobvcz jñibhysv gjyznbtv, vtkjxb xfcnj gjrfpfntkmytt. Nfråt ghb dsñjht cjnhelybrjd jñhfofqnt dybvfybt yf gjlhjñyjcnb ghb vfksø ltqcndbzø. Ecnfyjdbd ceoyjcnm xtkjdtrf xthtp phfxjr ukfpf, Vs jñktrftv tuj ghbdsxrfvb vfksø ltqcndbq. Vtytt dctuj ghblfdfqnt pyfxtybt ckjdfv, rfr djlfv ntreobv. Vfkst ltqcndbz, yfgbnsdfçobt dcç åbpym, kexit jñjpyfxfn cdjqcndj xtkjdtrf _ bp ybø dshfcnfçn ñjkmibt. Vs yt jxtym dthbv gjldbufv ckexfqysv. Cj cnhføe vjåyj cjdthibnm gjldbu veåtcndf. Yeåys cjpyfntkmyst ltqcndbz, kbim jyb dtlen r Ybhdfyt. 225
329. Ghtlcnfdbv ctñt xtkjdtrf, ghbcdjbdituj vsckm, xnj ukfpf tuj dblzn hfpkbxyj. Rjytxyj, jy ñeltn ghfd, yj jlyjç ãnjç vsckmç jy hfpheibn cdjä phtybt. Rjjhlbyfwbz htaktrcjd nhelyf, yj njkmrj jyf jñtcgtxbdftn hfñjne fggfhfnf. Hfpybwf ukfp lfän dsgerkjcnm bpjñhfåtybç. Nfr åt b ldt hfpkbxyst ghfdls vjuen chfcnbcm d pljhjdjv jhufybpvt. Xtkjdtr, jñezyysq vsckmç j hfpkbxysø ghfdlfø, gjljñty xtkjdtre, pflevfditvecz j hfpkbxbb ukfp, _ jy nthztn dsgerkjcnm ghtlcnfdktybz. 330. Pf jryjv hfplfkcz pjd. Jlby hfñjnybr jnvføyekcz: ≤Yt vtifq, z pfyzn!≥ Lheujq jñtofk ghbqnb, yj pfñsk. Nhtnbq ghbiäk gjckt hfñjns, yj vtcnj eåt ñskj gecnj. Xtndähnsq ghb pjdt pfnhtgtnfk b, ckjåbd jhelbz, ytvtlkz dsitk: ≤Z pltcm!≥ Ãnj yfpsdftncz nhtgtnjv xenrjcnb. Njkmrj ãnj nhtgtnfybt, jpfhäyyjt cjpyfybtv lyz b yjxb, dtlän r pyfybç leøf. Gjdthø hfccelrf jnrhsdftn dhfnf nhtgtnfybtv, cksifyysv lfåt xtkjdtxtcrbvb fggfhfnfvb. Tckb cvjåtnt yt pfukeibnm d ctñt nhtgtn xenrjcnb _ ñkfuj dfv! 226
331. Cghjc¶nt rjvgjpbnjhf, kçñbn kb jy eybcjyyst øjhs b cbvajybb? Jy yfpjdän dfi djghjc ñtccvsckbwtq, bñj d eybcjyt ytn cbvajybb. Lkz yjdjuj njyf rjvgjpbnjh ujnjd ghbdktxm cfvsq ytjåblfyysq bycnhevtyn. Nfr åt ghb cjplfybb uheggs _ yt elbdkzqntcm rfåeotvecz hfpyjjñhfpbç xktyjd. Yt hjåltybtv, yt ghbdsxrfvb, yt jibñrfvb, yj leøjv ghbrfcfçncz jyb. Leøjv ytdtcjvsv, ytphbvsv b ytcksibvsv cjtlbyzçncz jyb d øjh. Gjnjve yt eghtrfqnt rjuj-nj pf ntvñh ujkjcf _ dfåyj tuj rfxtcndj. Hfljcnyj cjpyfdfnm, xnj rfxtcndj vjåtn ñsnm dctulf ekexiftvj, tckb tcnm lbcwbgkbyf leøf. 332. D dthjdfybzø b pfrjyfø gjhbwftncz: ghtlfntkmcndj, rktdtnf b jcrjhñktybt, yj yt erfpsdftncz, gjxtve ãnb ltqcndbz dhtlys gj ceotcnde. Gjãnjve ãnb gjhbwfybz bvtçn dbl pfghtnf. Yj dczrbq pfghtn jnyjcbntkty b yteñtlbntkty. Dhtl b gjkmpf ljkåys ñsnm gjrfpfys gj ceoyjcnb. Dhtl ghtlfntkmcndf, rktdtns b jcrjhñktybz kturj gjrfpfnm yf jñsxyjv ghbvtht. Rjytxyj, dhtl ñeltn yt ghtlfyyjve, yj ghtlfntkç. Dtcm vbh ltkbncz gj uhfybwt kbxyjuj b jñotuj ñkfuf. Tckb vs ltqcndetv d catht jñotuj ñkfuf 227
bcrhtyybvb gjvsckfvb, nj pf yfvb cnjbn dtcm htpthdefh rjcvbxtcrbø yfrjgktybq. Ãnf xfif kexibø gjldbujd yfxbyftn ltqcndjdfnm gj ytphbvjve kexe. Ghtlcnfdmnt ctñt, xnj gjkyfz pkjñs cdtxf gsnftncz jgfkbnm dfc: ds toä yt ghbyzkb vth, yj bp-pf dfc eåt ghbñkbåftncz vjoysq cvjkzyjq afrtk. Ghjbpdtlbnt ãnjn jgsn, b edblbnt, rfr cdtxf nftn, jñeukbdftncz b gjneøftn. Yt yfrfpfybt, yj pfrjyfv ghbhjls gjckeiyjt cktlcndbt. Ghtlfçn, rktdtoen b jcrjhñkzçn yjcbntktq Jñotuj Ñkfuf, yj yt pfdblyf ljkz ãnbø jgfkzçobø juytq. Gjnjve ghtlfntkmcndj, rktdtnf b jcrjhñktybt yt ghfrnbxys. Gjnjve yt levfqnt j votybb _ toä lhtdybt jñhfpyj crfpfkb: ≤Vyt jnvotybt b Fp djplfv≥. Kturf kb åbpym ghtlfntkz? Nfråt d dthjdfybzø b pfrjyfø crfpfyj ghjnbd rhfåb, yj jgznm ãnj pdexbn pfghtnjv. Vtåle ntv yflj erfpfnm, xnj rhfåf dhtlyf, rfr gjyznbt, ecbkbdfçott xedcndj cjñcndtyyjcnb. Rhfåf dhtlbn ãdjkçwbb vbhf, yj yt pfdblyf ljkz dhtlzobø vbhjdjq ãdjkçwbb. Jyb jncskfçn ctñz lfktrj yfpfl. Yt dfåyj, xnj rfrjq-nj ghtlvtn gthtqlän d lheubt herb, yj dfåyj, xnj ldf xtkjdtrf bcgsnfçn ghbcneg xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb. 228
Pfrjy j rhfåt ytcjdthityty, bñj ukfdyst rhfåb: pyfybz, bltb ndjhxtcndf _ yt vjuen ñsnm ghtlecvjnhtys. Rhfåf eybxnjåftncz c bcxtpyjdtybtv xfcnyjq cjñcndtyyjcnb. 333. D dthjdfybzø b pfrjyfø vyjuj jceålftncz ytdjplthåfybt, yj jgznm ñtp jñüzcytybz. Ghfrnbxyjcnm djplthåfybz gbob b ckjd vjåyj dbltnm yf ghjnzåtybb ytcrjkmrbø vtczwtd. Rjytxyj, Vs gj-ghtåytve ghjnbd bpedthcndf b bcnzpfybq; ntkj pyftn vthe njgkbdf. J gjkjdjv djplthåfybb yflj crfpfnm gjlhjñytt, ckbirjv vyjuj vtcnf eltktyj ãnjve djghjce cjdhtvtyysv vsiktybtv. Jxtym lhtdybt vbcnthbb ujdjhbkb: ≤Kbyufv tcnm cjcel velhjcnb≥, yj cj dhtvtytv ãnj pyfybt ghtdhfnbkjcm d ñtpjñhfpyst afkkbxtcrbt rekmns, b htkbubz yfxfkf xnj-nj pfghtofnm, ytbpdtcnyj dj bvz xtuj. Vtåle ntv cktljdfkj crfpfnm ghjcnj: afrn pfhjåltybz yfcnjkmrj xeltcty, xnj ytkmpz jñjqnb tuj jñsxysvb vthfvb. Vjåyj dpdtcbnm, vjåyj hfpkjåbnm yf vfktqibt xfcnbws, yj dcä åt jcnfäncz ytekjdbvfz b ytcrfpetvfz ceñcnfywbz, ytpfvtybvfz nfr åt, rfr åbpytyyfz cbkf 229
pthyf. D cdjä dhtvz Vs jñhfnbv dybvfybt yf ytrjnjhst gjhfpbntkmyst rfxtcndf ãnjq ceñcnfywbb, rjnjhfz vjåtn ñsnm phbvf, yj ntgthm ljkåys cjukfcbnmcz, xnj nfrfz ytjñsryjdtyyfz ceñcnfywbz ljkåyf ñsnm jxtym wtyyjq b ljkåyf bvtnm rfrbt-nj dfåyst rfxtcndf, _ lfåt ukegtw ãnj gjqvän. Kexitt ljrfpfntkmcndj, rjytxyj, jgsn. Tckb vs chfdybv ldeø bylbdbleevjd, bp rjnjhsø jlby nhfnbn åbpytyyeç ceñcnfywbç, f lheujq cjpyfntkmyj ñthtåän tä, nj gjhfpbvcz, yfcrjkmrj fggfhfn leøf dnjhjuj hfpdbdftncz xedcndbntkmytt. Rfxtcndj hfñjn cnfyjdbncz cjdthityyj lheubv, b rjkbxtcndj pfvsckjd b bltq hfcnän. Wtynhs cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz b vjpuf rfr ñs gjljuhtdfçncz ytdblbvsv juyäv. Gjãnjve djplthåfybt yt tcnm gfnjkjubxtcrbq jnrfp, yj tcnm hfpevyjt ltqcndbt. Lfnm åbpym yt pyfxbn dsñhjcbnm dtcm pfgfc åbpytyyjq ceñcnfywbb. Tckb ñs kçlb yf gthdjq cnegtyb øjnz ñs dcgjvybkb j wtyyjcnb åbpytyyjq ceñcnfywbb, nj ãnbv pyfxbntkmyj cjrhfnbkfcm ñs ytjñøjlbvjcnm pfghtnjd. Pfghtotybt ljkåyj ñsnm jghjdthuyenj, ãnj pfrjy ecnhtvktybz. Yj ytpfvtybvfz wtyyjcnm ñeltn jøhfyztvf _ ãnj pfrjy cjøhfytybz. 230
Ghfdlbdtt gjcvjnhbv yf dtob _ dcä ytpfvtybvjt ñeltn d gthdsø vtcnfø cjøhfyztvjcnb. Rjytxyj, vjåtv kb ñhjcfnm lhfujwtyyjcnm d ghjcnhfycndj? Rjytxyj, ãnf cbkf ghbjñobncz r cnbøbzv, jnrelf jyf c nfrbv nheljv bpdktxtyf; dvtcnj cjnhelybxtcndf ãdjkçwbb gjkexfçncz jnñhjcs, gjlktåfobt gththfñjnrt. Bnfr, ghtlcnfdbv ctñt djplthåfybt rfr rhskmz! 334. Ldf ghbpyfrf gjlkbyyjcnb Extybz: gthdsq _ ecnhtvktybt r Jñotve Ñkfue: dnjhjq _ ghbyznbt dctø ñsdibø Extybq, jndtnbdibø gthdjve ghbpyfre. Yflj pfvtnbnm, xnj gthdjyfxfkmyfz ajhvf Extybz yt cjlthåbn jnhbwfntkmysø gjkjåtybq. Yj cetdthyst gjcktljdfntkb dvtcnj ñkfuf yfxbyfçn juhfålfnm Pfdtns jnhbwfybzvb. Gjkexftncz ueñbntkmyfz ajhvekf _ ≤Yfif dthf kexifz≥, bkb _ ≤Vs dthyst, jyb åt dct ytdthyst≥. Jncçlf jlby ifu lj rhtcnjdsø gjøjljd, lj byrdbpbwbb b lj rhjdfdsø vjhtq dj Bvz Ntø, Rnj jceålfk eñbqcndf. Ytn dhtlytt pfyznbz, ytåtkb yfdzpsdfybt dths. Rnj øjxtn blnb c Yfvb, ljkåty ghtålt dctuj jnhbwfybt pfñsnm b ytcnb jñyjdkäyyeç åbpym cdjñjlyj, ñtp ghbyeåltybz lheubø. Ghbdktrfçncz kçlb rhf231
cjnjç b cdtnksv pyfybtv. Njkmrj dvtcnbditt yfltåls, njkmrj hfcwdtnbditt åbpym, njkmrj zdbditt ltqcndbt Extybt vjåtn gjvjxm bcnbyyjq ãdjkçwbb. Dtlm yt hsyjr åbpym, ult dsujlyj gjregftncz døjl d Wfhcndbt Ytñtcyjt. Dtlm yt vjubkf åbpym, ult lhjåfn pf cghfdtlkbdjcnm Ytdtljvjuj Celbb! Exäyst ghtlkjåbkb, gj bø vytybç, jcnhjevyjt entitybt: ≤Xtkjdtr yfxbyftn evbhfnm c vjvtynf hjåltybz≥ _ entitybt crelyjt b nhfehyjt. Vs åt ujdjhbv _ xtkjdtr hjålftncz dtxyj, d jcjñtyyjcnb åt d vjvtyn nfr yfpsdftvjq cvthnb. Ckeåbntkb bcrfåäyysø htkbubq gjjohzçn cdjbø gbnjvwtd gjregrjç vtcn yf rkflñbot, ult ghb pfñkfujdhtvtyyjq pfñjnt jyb ñelen ktåfnm dsujlytt b gjxänytt lheubø, ñjktt ñtlysø b ntv yt pfckeåbdibø lkbyysø vjkbnd. Kflfy bv, ñtlysv, ñeltn gjlltkmysq b gtdxbt ñelen gtnm jxtym crdthyj. Crfåbnt åt, yfrjytw, rfrjt gjlkbyyjt Extybt pfgjdtlfkj ãnj ehjlcndj?! Gjbcnbyt, ljdjkmyj vjubk, rkflñbo b pfgeubdfybq! Vjåyj pyfnm, rfr cdtnkj cvjnhtkb Exbntkz yf gthtøjl r ñeleobv ghjzdktybzv b vtytt dctuj pfñjnbkbcm j vtcnt yf rkflñbot. 232
Ghbpyfr jnyjitybz r cvthnb jxtym dfåty lkz øfhfrnthf Extybz, d yäv pfrkçxftncz gjybvfybt gthtdjgkjotybz. Ghjie jnytcnbcm r gthtdjgkjotybzv cnhjuj yfexyj. Tckb ds vjåtnt ghtlkjåbnm lheueç rjycnherwbç vbhjplfybz, Vs jcnfdbv pf dfvb vtcnj ghjatccjhf ctvbyfhbb b jñtoftv gjøjhjybnm gj gthdjve hfphzle, _ dtlm ds cjñhfkbcm ltqcndbntkmyj evthtnm d ukfpfø ghjcdtoäyysø. Ghjxnbnt dybvfntkmyj gbcfybz dfvb yfgtxfnfyysø Exbntktq, b ds elbdbntcm, rfr lheåyj dj dct dtrf Jyb ujdjhzn j cvtyt åbpyb. Genm Cdtnf gjrfåtncz, rjulf yfexyj b ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd gjcvjnhtnm jndfåbntcm. Jndfåyst c Yfvb. Jndfåysv jnhflf! 335. Ltqcndbt leøf ytbcxbckbvj ñscnhj. Vsckm tcnm htaktrc leøf, b gjnjve ldbåtybt vsckb ytbvjdthyj ñscnhj. Njkmrj xthtp vyjubt cnegtyb gj irfkt vtlktyyjcnb yfxbyftncz bcxbcktybt ñscnhjns cdtnf. Tckb pyfxtybt leøf dtkbrj, nj rfreç åt wtyyjcnm bvttn lbnz leøf _ vsckm?! Rfrjt pyfxtybt bvttn 233
vsckm, gjrfpsdftn lfåt ytckjåysq fggfhfn, bpexfçobq cgtrnh fehs. Vtyzçn jrhfcre fehs yt njkmrj jcjpyfyyst vsckb, yj d nfrjq åt vtht ltqcndeçn b ktnfçobt veøb yfituj htpthdefhf leøf, yt ljøjlzobt lj hfccelrf b gfvznb. Dcçle ujdjhbncz jñ jlbyfrjdjcnb pyfxtybz vsckb bkb ltqcndbz _ ecnfyjdbnm ãnj kturj. Djpmvbnt ltqcndbt yf cgtrnh fehs vsckb jñ eñbqcndt bkb cfvjt eñbqcndj _ cktlcndbt ñeltn jlbyfrjdjt. Nhelyj ecdjbnm kçlzv, xnj vsckm bvttn nj åt djpltqcndbt, rfr b gjcnegjr. Yj rnj åtkftn ghbyznm exfcnbt d ãdjkçwbb vbhf, njn ljkåty gjyznm pyfxtybt vsckb. Tckb vsckm nhfycajhvbhetncz d abpbxtcrbq wdtn, nj b djpltqcndbt tä yf hfccnjzybb nfr åt jxtdblyj, rfr bpkextybt djky cdtnf. Yflj gjløjlbnm r ntjhbb cbks vsckb yfexyj. Yt cktletn jnyjcbnm r bcrkçxbntkmysv kbxyjcnzv _ ãnjn pfrjy jñobq dctv. Rfr ukfdyjt cktlcndbt ñeltn ytghfrnbxyjcnm kåb b kbwtvthbz, f nfråt ñthtåkbdjcnm r cdjbv ñkbprbv. Ytøbnhst exäyst pyfçn, xnj jlyjç vbvjkänyjç vsckmç abpbxtcrb jrhfibdftncz wtkfz fehf. Rfpfkjcm, cjdthityyj nfqyfz vsckm, f cktlcndbt tä _ abpbxtcrbq wdtn, yfexyj ecnfyjdktyysq. 234
Bpvthbntkm feh lfcn ñjkmijt ljrfpfntkmcndj lkz ytdtål. C wbdbkbpjdfyysvb ytdtålfvb Vs ljkåys jñhfofnmcz rfr c ltnmvb. Jñjååäyysq gfktw bø exbn jñøjåltybç c juyäv. Ujdjhbv j ghtlhfccelrfø, yj kçñjq vbybcnh yt pyftn, xnj pf pdthm ghtlhfcceljr. Gjqläv r hfljcnb! 336. Ujdjhzn, xnj nhel vjåtn ñsnm enjvbntkty b lfåt dhtlty lkz pljhjdmz. Nfr ujdjhzn ktybdst b ytgjldbåyst kçlb. Gjqvbnt: nhel, ghfdbkmyj hfcghtltkäyysq, gj ghbhjlt cdjtq yt vjåtn enjvkznm. Njkmrj gjyznm, rfr ghfdbkmyj cvtybnm uhegge hfñjxbø ythdjd, _ b ybrfrfz ecnfkjcnm ytljcnegyf. Yt gsnfqntcm yfqnb jnlsø d ñtpltkmt. Ñtpltkmt tcnm kbim vbrhjñ ecnfkjcnb. Gjckt yfghzåtybz vjuen pfñjktnm vecreks, yj cnjbn gjuhepbnmcz d ñtpltkmt, b ds gjxedcndetnt dcç ñjkm. Njulf rfr, dspdfd hfñjne ghjnbdjgjkjåysø wtynhjd, ds cjdthityyj vbyetnt htaktrc ñsdibø yfghzåtybq. Rjytxyj, gjlhfpevtdftncz ñjkmifz gjldbåyjcnm, rjnjhfz hfpdbdftncz cjpyfntkmysv jgsnjv. Rjulf dhfx ghtlgbcsdftn hfpyjjñhfpyjt ktxtybt, yføjlbncz dhtvz b djpvjåyjcnm dsgjkybnm. Nfr åt 235
vjåyj yfqnb hfpevyeç cvtye nhelf, _ ãnj rfcftncz dctø hjljd nhelf. Øelj yføjlbnm ytgjldbåyjcnm evf, rjnjhfz vtiftn hfñjnt dscibø wtynhjd. Yeåyj pfgjvybnm, xnj ytrjnjhst gjkjåtybz ntkf ljkåys ñsnm bpñtuftvs bkb, gj rhfqytq vtht, cvtyztvs. Cjuñtyyjcnm vtiftn cjkytxyjve cgktntybç, tckb yf dsnzyensø yjufø. Pfrbyenfz ujkjdf vtiftn wtynhfv vjpuf. Ghjnzyenst herb dgthäl jnzujofçn wtynh fjhns. Ktåfybt yf cgbyt vtiftn wtynhe reylfkbyb, øjnz b djpñeålftn tuj. Zcyjt vsiktybt cnhtvbntkmyj ghbøjlbn, rjulf gjkjåtybt cdtnf bpvtytyj. Cnjbn gjdthyenmcz r cdtne bkb jndthyenmcz, b djpltqcndbt ñeltn joenbvj. Ghtålt dctuj, pfgjvybnt, xnj rfåljt gjkjåtybt bvttn cdjä ghtbveotcndj, yj tckb ghtdhfnbnmcz dj akçuth lkz xeåjuj dtnhf, nj cbcntvf djcøjåltybz ñeltn yfheityf. 337. Elfxf yt gjrbytn cnhtvzobøcz, bñj nhelyj gjgfcnm d cnhtke yf gjkänt. Rfr ñscnhs chjrb ceåläyysø, yj d ldbåtybb yflj hfpkbxfnm ltym dxthfiybq jn lyz uhzleotuj. 236
Yfhjls djccnfkb, eøjlzn wfhb, _ ckexfqyjcnm kb? Njkmrj cktgjq yt pfvtxftn ldbåtybt ãdjkçwbb. Rfåljt vjkjljt cthlwt nhtgtotn ghtlxedcndbtv yjdsø ajhv. D ãnb vjvtyns rfålfz yjdfz ajhvf, øjnz ñs yt cjdthityyfz, wtyytt gjkbhjdfyyjq cnfhjq. Xnjñ yfpdfnm ctñz cjkywtyjcwtv, yflj pfñsnm j vhfrt. Rfr åt yt gjllthåfnm cnhtvzobøcz r cjkywe? Bv ktuxt gjzcybnm pyfxtybt cjkytxyjq ghfys. Cjkytxysq kex lkz ybø jcdtnbn yjdst ytlhf _ njkmrj yflj ghbyznm. Rfålsq gjpdfyysq gjkexftn dcç xfie. Tckb jy yt ghbvtn dtcnybrf, jy gjkexbn xfcnm ceåläyyjuj. Tckb tve yt dvtcnbnm ãnjq xfcnb, tve ñeltn lfyf xfcnbwf hfpltkäyyfz, _ nfr rfålsq jnvthbn. Yflj crfpfnm bpñhfdibv xfcnbwe hfpltkäyyeç: ≤Cfvjvfkst, gj ghbdsxrt kturjvsckbz bpuyfkb ds ctñz bp cflf! Xeqnt, rfr kturj ñskj ghbyznm dtcnybrf xfib. Dvtcnt c ybv gjcflbkb ñs vfkjt lthtdj dtkbrjq cdjñjls. Rfr nzårj pfukzlsdfnm ntgthm d ukfpf ghjøjåbø, bcrfnm r dfv gjcnexfditujcz! Käurjt ctujlyz, pfdnhf ytljcnegyj. Gjnjve jrheåbntcm dctç pjhrjcnmç≥. 237
Erfp vjåyj gjdnjhbnm, yj ytkmpz ukfpf yfcbkmyj jnrhsnm. Cgzobq gecnm cgbn! Yj vjåyj kb cgfnm ghb cdthrfybb ytñf b rjktñfybb dctq ptvkb?! 338. Dcgjvybv ytcrjkmrj ckexftd, vyjuj hfp gjdnjhtyysø d hfpysø åbpyzø. Ålfkb Dtcnybrf ltcznm ktn, yj pf ltym lj Tuj ghbøjlf pfrhskb ldthm. Bkb, bpñhfd xfcnbwe hfpltkäyyeç, djjñhfpbkb, xnj dcä ljgeotyj b gjpdjktyj. Bkb, bpñhfd xfcnbwe, dgfkb d ñkfåtyyjt ñtpltqcndbt, elbdkzzcm, rfr øelttn xfcnbwf. Bkb, bpñhfd xfcnbwe, elevfkb cjøhfybnm cnfhst ghbdsxrb _ gecnm pf jlyjç gfpeøjq ktåbn xfcnm ñkfuf, pf lheujç vjåyj cjøhfybnm vbksø nfhfrfyjd. Bkb, bpñhfd xfcnbwe, htibkb njkmrj yf vbyene dscrjxbnm bp gjtplf, pfñsd, xnj ghsåjr yf øjle ueñbntkmyj jnyjcbn yfpfl. Bkb, bpñhfd xfcnbwe, elevfkb rktdtnfnm yf ñhfnf, pfñsd, xnj rktdtnf ñjkmyj ñmän gj kñe. Cghócbnt: ≤Rfr åt gjcnegbnm, xnjñs yt pfvfhfnm xfcnbwe bpñhfyyeç?≥ Vjue lfnm cjdtn: dvtcnj xfcnbws ghbvbnt dcç xfie Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Ãnjn ghbäv pfobnbn dfc jn dctø ytxbcnjn. Dvtcnj ñjzpkbdjuj hfplevmz, htibnt ghbyznm, rfr jgsn, yf ctvm ktn gkfy Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Tckb cjdtn Vjq gkjø, ecgttnt cyjdf pfdtcnb cdjbø nfhfrfyjd. 238
Rjve xfif Jñotuj Ñkfuf gjrfåtncz nzårjç, njve crfåe: Extybt yt rtlhjdst jhtirb d cføfht, Extybt yt cthtñhzyst ñbhçkmrb. Extybt tcnm vjoyfz cthtñhzyfz helf, yfpyfxtyyfz b cñthtåäyyfz. Extybt tcnm wtktñyfz cvjkf, jnrhsnfz b ecnhtvkäyyfz. Crfåe ifnfçotvecz: njkmrj ñthtubcm cnfnm ghtlfntktv, bñj celmñf lfåt vfkjuj ghtlfntkz eåfcyf! Nhelzotvecz crfåe: ghbdktxm vfkeç cbke eåt ñjkmifz pfckeuf, yj ghbdktxm dtkbreç cbke eåt cdtnkjt ljcnbåtybt. Bcnbyyj nhelzotvecz yt nzåtkf xfif Jñotuj Ñkfuf! Rjulf ñeltnt bcrfnm cjnhelybrjd, yt cveofzcm bobnt. Herb hfñjxbt vjuen crhsdfnm Dtcnybrf; wdtn rjåb vjåtn ñsnm jn ujhybø cytujd. Bcnbys Dtcnybr yt ñeltn rhbxfnm yf ñfpfht. Nfr cjñbhfqnt ghbvtns _ dhtvz ñkbprj! 339. Ecdjbd ghbpyfrb Dtcnybrf, yfgjvybv ghbpyfrb cjnhelybrjd: ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd, gjldbåyst d ltqcndbb, vjkjlst leøjv, gexbye yt ñjzobtcz. Øjhjij yt pfñsnm ytbpdtcnysø b cbhjn. Ntgthm gjhf crfpfnm ghbpyfrb genb r Yfv. Ghtålt dctuj, zcyj kb ghbybvftnt ceotcndjdfybt Exbntktq? 239
Rjulf ds xbnftnt j yføjåltybb zbw lbyjpfdhf, ds kturj ghbybvftnt cjjñotybt. Nfr åt kturj ghbvtnt cjjñotybt j yjdjv dblt jñtpmzys; j åbpytcgjcjñyjcnb pähty d uhjñybwfø gbhfvbl; j ytbpdtcnyjv vtnfkkt; j yjdjv gktvtyb gjnjvrjd gjnthgtdibø rjhfñktrheitybt. Wtksq hzl cjjñotybq, dsøjlzobø bp dfituj jñbøjlf, ds ghbvtnt kturj. Gjxtve åt nhelyj ghbyznm, xnj uheggf, gjkexbdifz pyfybz genäv egjhyjuj nhelf, vjåtn jñütlbybnmcz dj bvz Jñotuj Ñkfuf? Jgsnyjt pyfybt gjvjukj yfqnb eljñyjt vtcnj, ult njrb gjpdjkzçn ktuxt cjjñofnmcz d hfpysø yfghfdktybzø. Ds, rjytxyj, cksifkb hfccrfps gentitcndtyybrjd j yføjåltybb d gtothfø ytbpdtcnysø Qjujd. Tckb ds ghjljkåbnt ãnjn afrn d yfghfdktybb jñibhyjuj ltqcndtyyjuj pyfybz, ds kturj ljqlänt lj joeotybz uheggs Exbntktq Pyfybz. Rfr åt yfqnb genm r Yfibv Kfñjhfnjhbzv? Ñtp pjdf ybrnj yt ljqlän. Ñtp Ghjdjlybrf ybrnj yt ghjqlän! D nj åt dhtvz yeåyj kbxyjt yterhjnbvjt ecnhtvktybt b ujnjdyjcnm yf nhelyjcnb genb. Gj jñsxfç, ghbøjlzobq ljkåty bpdtcnyeç xfcnm genb ghjqnb jlbyjrj. Lfåt ñsdibt d ytgjchtlcndty240
yjv cyjitybb c Yfvb gthtl ghbøjljv yt joeofçn Yfibø dtcntq _ nfr ljkåyj ñsnm gj-xtkjdtxtcrb. B jlbyjrj ghbøjlzobt, rhjvt ukeñjrbø ghbxby, hfpltkzçncz yf ldf dblf: kbxyj cnhtvzobtcz b dspsdftvst lkz gjhextybz. Ybrnj ñtp jcjñjuj Erfpfybz yt epyftn ñsdibø e Yfc. Tckb Dtcnybr Yfi yt rhbxbn yf ñfpfht, nj b ñsdibt e Yfc evtçn øhfybnm Jñott Ñkfuj. Ukfdysq ghbpyfr Yfituj Pjdf _ rjulf dfc rfr rhskmz ytghtkjåyj ytcen. Nfr ghbvbnt Yfie Jñobye Pyfybz b Rhfcjns. B ñelmnt edthtys, xnj vjåyj jñscrfnm dct eotkmz, yj ytghjitysq ujcnm genm yt yfqlän. Vyjuj hfp ñsdfkb Vs d dfibø ujhjlfø, ytkmpz yfpdfnm Yfc eitlibvb jn vbhf. Dtlm b ds dsyjcbnt jñcthdfnjhbb pf ujhjl b pfñjnbntcm j ghtljcnfdktybb cgjrjqcndbz exäysv. Ghbvbnt Yfit cjjñhfåtybt b yt ctneqnt yf jncencndbt njxyjuj flhtcf. Gjvybnt Hfñjnfçobø lkz Jñotuj Ñkfuf! 340. Ytvbyetvj dcnhtnbntcm c jcjñsv nbgjv kçltq, rjnjhst ghbøjlzn d ñtitycndj ghb egjvbyfybb jñ Exbntkzø. Jyb ujnjds gjdthbnm yfukjq ñbhåtdjq 241
cgtrekzwbb, ujnjds gjdthbnm kçñjve vjityybxtcnde, yj bltz Jñotuj Ñkfuf bv ytljcnegyf. Ghbcnfkmyj gjcvjnhbnt ãnbv kçlzv d phfxjr, d yäv yfqlänt ñtufçoeç ntym, b yt ljkuj dslthåfn jyb dfi dpukzl _ ãnj nfqyst lergf. Xfcnj jyb jgfcytt cdjbø zdysø cjñhfnmtd. Lfåt tckb bv ghbckfnm rjitkm ltytu, jyb dcgjvyzn ytceotcndeçotuj ljkåybrf. Lfåt tckb elthåfnm bø jn ubñtkb, jyb yfgbien ñkfujlfhyjcnm d gjkbwbç. Lfåt tckb ñs ghbdtcnb ãnbø, c dble ñkfujyfvthtyysø kçltq lj cfvjq uhfybws Yfituj Gjctktybz, jyb jñüzdzn dbltyyjt vbhfåjv. Tckb ñs jyb ltkfkb ãnj gj ytdtåtcnde, _ yj ghbxbyf ujhfplj øeåt. Ñthtubntcm jn ybø! Ukfdyjt, ltntq ñthtubnt. Jn ybø ltncrbt zpds. Jyb blen d irjke. Lkz ybø bcnjhbxtcrbq afrn b pfrjy pyfybz yt ceotcndeçn. Dcnhtxfz zpdtyysø ltntq, cghjcbnt j rfxtcndt exbntktq. Ntgthm, rjulf ñkbpbncz dfåyjt dhtvz, yeåyj jvsnm djpvjåyj ñjkmit ltntq, _ jyb ñelen levfnm j ujhjlfø ñeleotuj. Yeåyj bv lfnm ghfdlbdeç rybue j gjldbåybrfø Jñotuj Ñkfuf, yj rybuf ãnf toä yt yfgbcfyf. Gjlltkmys rybub ltntq, gjlltkmys buheirb, gjlltkmys eksñrb djcgbnfntktq. Chtlb cgkjiyjq gjlltkrb vjåyj kb jåblfnm ghfdlbdjcnb? 242
Cjdtneç zdbnm dhtvz lkz ltntq. Gecnm nfofn cfvb ñhädyf cdjtuj ujhjlf. Ujdjhbk j nfqysø lergf r cdtltybç, _ pfybvfnmcz bvb yt cnjbn, ãnj ghjcnj cjh lkz rfåljuj cnhtvzotujcz hfñjnybrf. Yj tckb ds ltnzv gjrfåtnt Yfit Gjctktybt, jyb c hfljcnmç ghjqlen gj dctv kfñjhfnjhbzv b jñcthdfnjhbzv. Yfib ghbpvfnbxtcrbt pthrfkf ljcnfdzn bv hfljcnm ytpfñsdftveç, bñj jyb kçñzn dcä yfcnjzott, f Vs cnhtvbvcz r Ghfdlt. Lfdfqnt ltnzv kbim yfcnjzobt dtob! 341. Bp Yfitq Jñobys cttv Vs pähyf Jñotuj Ñkfuf gj dctv xfcnzv cdtnf. Cghócbnt _ rfr cjøhfybnm Ecnfd Jñobys? Ds eåt cksifkb vyjubt ghbpyfrb Yfitq Hfñjns, ntgthm pfgjvybnt yt r cdtltybç, yj r ytvtlktyyjve ghbvtytybç. Tckb jnrfp jn kbxyjuj ghbñkbåftn, nj jnrfp jn ltqcndbz Jñotuj Ñkfuf elfkztn ñtpvthyj, _ ãnj ghfdbkj Jñobys. Ghb gjldbåyjcnb evf jxtym kturj cjøhfybnm kbxyjt ghb ecnhtvktybb r Jñotve Ñkfue. Cghócbnt _ gjxtve yeåyj cnjkmrj bcgsnfybq? D Jñobyt dcä ljcnbuftncz jgsnjv, gjnjve ghfdbkm243
yj cxbnfnm bcgsnfybz hjcnjv. Bcgsnfybz ktåfn rfr gjhjub dhfn ghtrhfcysø. Eñthbnt djplsøfybt b gkfrcbdst kbwf, rjulf ujdjhzn jñ bcgsnfybzø. Yj jnrfp jn Jñotuj Ñkfuf cdfkbn d zve lfåt dtkbrfyf. Rnj bvtk ghtbveotcndj cksifnm Ujdjh Yfi, vjåtn pfcdbltntkmcndjdfnm, rfr ltkjdbnj b hfpyjjñhfpyj ghjøjlbn dhtvz Yfit. Lkz edtkbxtybz djpvjåyjcntq ghbikjcm jnrfpfnmcz jn ljkubø gjcnhjtybq htxb, bpscrbdfz d hfpysø dtrfø kexibt b rhfnrbt jghtltkbntkmyst. D nhäøvbyenyjt dhtvz yflj evtnm lfnm dsgerkj cjlthåfybt nhäøxfcjdjq htxb. Ujdjhç ãnj, yt ñjzcm ytujljdfybz fldjrfnjd b ghjgjdtlybrjd. Jwtybnm cjrhjdbot dhtvtyb vjåyj kbim ghb hfñjnt Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Vtytt dctuj vjåyj rhfcnm dhtvz dfituj ñhfnf. Erhfcnm ñtp cvsckf dhtvz _ nj åt, xnj b rhfåf bltq. R bcgsnfybç vjåyj ljñfdbnm, xnj lfåt htñäyrf vjåyj cghjcbnm: ≤Xnj cxbnftim yfbñjktt dfåysv ctqxfc?≥ Gjybvfz ntxtybt vsckb, vjåyj gj jndtne edbltnm gjlkbyysq jñkbr. Gtxfkmyj cvjnhtnm yf ghzxeobø cdjb vsckb. Vsckm _ vjkybz! 244
342. Gjcdznbdibq ctñz rehznybre ytcän gjcktlcndbz zbw. Gjcdznbdibq ctñz xfcnb vbhf rjktñktncz c gjxdjç. Kçlb bcgjhnbkb pyfxtybt ckjdf ufhvjybz. D ãnj ckjdj dytctyj ytxnj rkthbrfkmyjt, afklf øbnjyf, bvvjhntkmrf ytceotcndjdfditq kçñdb b lfåt dzpfysq xekjr. Kexit ñtp fha pfvtybnm ãnj dsceityyjt gjyznbt ñjktt ãythubxysv _ crfåtv ≤xenrjcnm cjnhelybxtcndf≥. Ñtp ytä Jñobyf åbnm yt vjåtn. Yfheitybt tä dspsdftn jñbåtyyjcnm; jñbåtyyjcnm gjhjålftn negjcnm. Xtkjdtr, euytnäyysq jñbåtyyjcnmç, ghbdktrftncz r jlyjq njxrt. Cnfyjdzcm ytgjldbåysv, xtkjdtr ytvbyetvj negttn. Negjcnm, rfr håfdxbyf, gjukjoftn xfcnm jcyjdyjuj dtotcndf. Dcä dbñhbhetn, djkyetncz b lsibn chtlb jpfhtybq vjkybq. D lyb dtkbrbø gjnhzctybq yt ljgecnbnt håfdjuj zrjhz: håfdxbyt yt dslthåfnm jvsdfçobq dbøhm! 343. Vjåtn cghjcbnm dhfx: ≤Tckb fehf _ zdktybt abpbxtcrjt, nj yt vjåtn kb jyf ñsnm hfcnbvf bpdyt abpbxtcrb?≥ Lj bpdtcnyjq cntgtyb jy ñeltn ghfd. 245
Ds eåt cksifkb j dytiybø elfhfø, gjhfåfçobø fehe. Nfr åt njxyj vjåtn ñsnm cjplfyf ntgkbxyfz fnvjcathf, pfktxbdfçofz fehe, yj eckjdbz ntgkbws dcçle jlbyfrjds b yt ghbujlys lkz ãdjkçwbb. Nfr åt rfr b jhufybpv ljkåty dshfñfnsdfnmcz bpyenhb, dyt dytiybø eckjdbq, nfr åt cnjqrjcnm b cvsck fehs hfcnän kbim bpyenhb. Ntcyst eckjdbz jcjñtyyj ghbujlys lkz ibhbys fehs. Herf lfçofz yt pfdbcbn jn rjkbxtcndf lfdftvjuj. Dbåe vjkjljuj exäyjuj, rjnjhsq cjñhfk pfdtns dctø Extybq Djcnjrf b crfpfk ctñt: ≤Djn dsñthe jnjdcçle yfcnfdktybz åbpyb, jnñhjie dct ubvys b gjrkjys, pfñele hfpybwe dj dhtvtyb b jibñrb rktdtnybrjd b gthtdjlxbrjd, yfbñjktt ghjcnjt jrfåtncz yfbñjktt jcyjdysv. Bp ãnbø jcrjkrjd ckjåe pltcm jlye åbpym _ ãnj åbpym Djcnjrf≥. Ytcvjnhz yf jnhsdjxyjcnm, ãnf åbpym ñeltn velhf b gjkyf ltqcndbzvb ãdjkçwbb. Jnxtuj dct Extybz pfhjlbkbcm d Fpbb? Rfrbt vfuybns nfv cjñhfkb gjcnegfntkmyeç ãythubç leøf? Lkz cvthxf yeåyj cjltqcndbt cdthøe b cybpe. Ult åt rhskmzv ñeleotuj jndtxftn yfbñjkmifz lhtdyjcnm? 246
Lhtdyjcnm Fnkfynbls vjåtn jndtnbnm gjkäne pfgkfytnyjve. Djhjnf ãnb nfr ibhjrb, xnj jcnfkmyjt øjpzqcndj djqlän kturj! 344. Vjåtn kb Yfif Jñobyf dvtibdfnmcz d ltkf vbhf b jrfpsdfnm ltqcndtyyeç gjvjom? Rfålfz jñobyf kbityf ãujbpvf d dekmufhyjv pyfxtybb b dj bvz Jñotuj Ñkfuf bvttn rfcfybt d htitybb vbhjdsø ltk. Rfr cnhtks djypfçncz gjcskrb Jñobys d vjpu xtkjdtxtcndf. D kbnthfneht yfexyjq vjåyj ghjcktlbnm hzl djpltqcndbq, rfr gcbøbxtcrbø, nfr b vfnthbfkmysø. Bpdtcnys ckexfb gjcskjr dfåyjuj pyfxtybz ghtlvtnjd. Bpdtcnys ghbcskrb ltytåysø cevv. Bpdtcnys ghtleghtåltybz jñ jgfcyjcnb. Bpdtcnys gbcmvf j htitybb ltk. Bpdtcnys dcnhtxb gjl hfpysvb jñhfpfvb. E Yfc ñsdfkb gfhjøjlyst ñbktns b rjcnçvs hfpysø cnhfy. Vs bvtkb hfpyst bvtyf b zdkzkbcm, rjulf jñcnjzntkmcndf gjdtkbntkmyj nhtñjdfkb. Eåt dbåe, rfr rnj-nj ytujletn b yfpsdftn crfpfyyjt ñfcyzvb. Vtåle ntv yf tuj ukfpfø jñotåbnbt eybdthcbntnf gjkexbkj åthnde jn ytbpdtcnyjuj; tuj pyfrjvjve ñsk ghbytcäy wtyysq ñçcn jn ytbpdtcnyjuj. 247
Yfi gjckfyybr ghjcbk rjhjktde gjcnegbnm gj pfrjyfv dhtvtyb. Yfi gjckfyybr cjdtnjdfk vjkjljve bpjñhtnfntkç. Yfi gjckfyybr ghjdäk yfxbyfçotuj exäyjuj. B vjåyj erfpfnm cgbcjr kbw, gjkexbdibø ltytåyst gthtdjls. Ãnj dcä afrns, pfcdbltntkmcndjdfyyst abpbxtcrbvb ljrevtynfvb. Gjxtve ãnj rfåtncz rjve-nj vbcnbxtcrbv b nfbycndtyysv, rjulf rfålsq d vtymitq vtht nj åt ltkfk? Hfp ghbywbg Jñotuj Ñkfuf pfkjåty d xtkjdtxtcndt, nj, ghjljkåfz tuj, gjkexbv Jñobye, cbkmyeç jgsnjv. Njkmrj cktgjq yt pfvtxftn, relf gjdthyekfcm cgbhfkm ãdjkçwbb! B Vs, ceotcndeçobt, gjcskftv gjvjom vjkjlsv leøjv. 345. Tckb Yfif chtlbyyfz Jñobyf bvttn pyfxtybt lkz vbhjdsø gjcnhjtybq, nj b jñobys, exhtålftvst Yfvb, bvtçn dkbzybt yf ãdjkçwbç vbhf. Hfccvjnhbv ukfdyst dbls ãnbø hfpñhjcfyysø jñoby. Gthdsq _ jñobys ytcjpyfntkmyst, rjnjhst dshfñfnsdfçn ghbtvktvsq dbl jñotåbnbz. Vjåyj yfqnb bø chtlb hfñjxbø, ptvktltkmwtd, exfobøcz, htåt d ctvmzø. Dnjhjq dbl jñobys pyftn j gkfyt ptvyjq ãdjkçwbb, yj yt ghbdzpsdfz ãnjn gkfy r jghtltkäyyjve 248
ltqcndbç b chjre: rheårb gjkbnbxtcrbø bltfkbcnjd, ytrjnjhst jrrekmnyst jhufybpfwbb, exäyst cjjñotcndf, htåt dctuj rkthbrfkmyst rjyuhtufwbb. Nhtnbq dbl jñobys pyftn yt njkmrj gkfy ãdjkçwbb, yj b chjr b ltqcndbt. Rjytxyj, ãnb jñobys htlrb b gjkexfçn Yfib Erfpfybz. Gjñsdfdibq e Yfc yfexftncz vjkxfybç. Nfr åt nhelyj hfcgjpyfnm exfcnybrjd jñobys nhtnmtuj dblf. Ujdjhkbdtt dnjhjq dbl jñobys, jyb ujdjhzn eåt vyjuj jñ Jñotv Ñkfut. Bcnbyyj, dtr xähysq rjyxbncz djpukfitybtv Jñobys! Cthubq heñbk tä njgjhjv. Ñävã rjkjnbk vjkjnjxrjv. Exbntkm Ñellf herfvb ckfufk. Øhbcnjc vjcn tq ghbujnjdbk. Cfvsq lhtdybq Exbntkm crfpfk: ≤Yt dbåe dtotq, rjnjhsvb dkfltç!≥ Ntgthm jcnfäncz gjckfnm yf Yfc rfhfntkmyeç ãrcgtlbwbç; yj jyf yt ghjqlän, bñj dkflttv ytrjnjhsvb yfexysvb chtlcndfvb. J ufpfø, øjnz d ãne rybue yt djikj, yj Z eåt yfpsdfk ytcrjkmrj vjoysø cjcnfdjd. Ghtrhfcyjt, ytgjdnjhztvjt dhtvz cvtys ljkujuj nzujcnyjuj dtrf!
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346. Vjåyj hfccrfpfnm gjexbntkmysq ckexfq, rfr ytjåblfyysq gjktpysq cjnhelybr ljcnbu Yfie Jñobye. Ds eåt pyftnt, xnj gthtl jrjyxfntkmysv gjcnegktybtv r Yfv ñsdfçn jcjñst ghbcnegs abpbxtcrjq ckfñjcnb, _ ãnj jñüzcyztncz djkyjjñhfpysv cjcnjzybtv ythdysø wtynhjd; djpvjåys jñvjhjrb, cgfpvs, njcrf b ñjkm hfpysø wtynhjd. Jlby Yfi Lheu yfghfcyj dsitk gj ujhyjq nhjgt b, ghbdsxysq r gthtøjlfv, pfiäk pf uhfybwe ghtljøhfyztveç; nfv Jy dgfk d ukeñjrbq jñvjhjr. Xnj åt gjrfpfkb Yfib lfkmyjpjhrbt fggfhfns? Lheu ktåbn yf jxtym jgfcyjv jñhsdt, r ytve cgtibn jnñbdibqcz jn rfhfdfyf exfcnybr ãrcgtlbwbb Utjuhfabxtcrjuj jñotcndf; cfv ujkjlysq b jñtccbktyysq, gjlsvftn Yfituj Lheuf, rjnjhsq jxtym dscjr hjcnjv, b ytcän Tuj gj nhjgt. Njkmrj yfghzåtybtv ythdjd vjåyj jñüzcybnm, rfr jy vju gjlyznm ãne yjie. Rjulf Yfib gjckfyyst ljikb, cfv gentitcndtyybr dgfk d toä ñjktt ukeñjrbq jñvjhjr. Ytgjvthyfz yjif cltkfkf tuj cjnhelybrjv. 250
Ntgthm jy pfdtletn jøhfyjç gentq b pfybvftncz bcnjhbxtcrbvb bccktljdfybzvb. Jy xfcnj gjdnjhztn: ≤Yt ñjqntcm ytgjvthyjq yjib≥. Rjytxyj, jy bvtk gjdjl jrfpfnmcz d Yfibø ujhfø. Zdktybt dhfujd yflj gjcnfdbnm d cdzpm c jcjñsv ñjktpytyysv cjcnjzybtv, j rjnjhjv Z egjvbyfk. Xtkjdtxtcrb kturj gjyznm, yfcrjkmrj rjve-nj ytghbznyf Yfif Jñobyf. Yt yflj ñsnm rjkleyjv, xnjñ ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr rnj-nj cnfhftncz ghtuhflbnm genm; yj ãnb dhfub, yt dfib b yt Yfib, yj dhfub ghjcdtotybz, _ jyb ytbpñtåys b yterkjyys. Gjnjve cjdtnetv ñhfnm dtob rfr jyb tcnm b yt ñjznmcz yjib ytgjvthyjq. 347. Ghb jñhfpjdfybb yjdsø jñoby yflj bvtnm d dble jlyj ljrexkbdjt, jcjñtyyjt jnkbxbt kçlcrjt _ ujdjhç j pfdbcnb. Bp cjhtdyjdfybz gjcntgtyyj gjlybvftncz tøblyf pfdbcnb, d njv åt uytplt kjåm b kbwtvthbt. Tøblyf vfkf hjcnjv, b hjåltybt tä byjulf ecktlbnm ytdjpvjåyj. Gjnjve ghb jñhfpjdfybb jñobys yflj ghtlecvjnhtnm hfpybwe vtåle xktyfvb tä b gjrfpfnm, gjxtve xktys jñobys ytgjdnjhztvs b ytchfdybvs, rfr xktys ntkf. 251
Crjhj ñeltn dhtvz, rjulf Vjä Extybt yt kturj ljcnbuytn jñoby d hfpysø cnhfyfø. Lj dsøjlf nhtnmtq rybub yflj yt njkmrj ecdjbnm dnjheç, yj b ghbvtybnm tä d åbpyb. Eåt pyfç, rfr gjdthøyjcnyj ghjxntyf vyjubvb gthdfz rybuf. Rnj-nj cltkfk bp ytä cjyybr b uflfkre. Rnj-nj ghbyzk tä rfr ecgjrjbntkmyst rfgkb. Yj vfkj rnj ghbyzk tä rfr ytjnkjåysq ghbpsd r ãdjkçwbb vbhf. Dj dnjhjq rybut gjyzdibt ghbpsd gthdjq yfqlen ghbpyfrb åtkfyyjq hfñjns. Gjzdktybt vbhjdsø cjñsnbq gjkjåbn rybue yf hfñjxbq cnjk. Pf ãnbv cnjkjv vjåyj dcnhtnbnmcz. Yjif ytgjvthyfz ltkftncz byjulf gthjv rhskf. 348. Ghb pfyznbzø jñobyysø yt ghtlfdfqntcm vsckzv j ytlfdytv ghjikjv: bkb ñeleott, bkb velhjcnm dtrjd. Jcrjkrb b gskm itkeøb ghjikjuj ckbirjv yfgjkyzçn ghjcnhfycndj. Ghbnzyenst vfuybnjv vsckb, jyb cgktnfçn ytxbcnst afynjvs, rjnjhst nhelyj bpujyznm. Bpuyfyyst bp jlyjuj eukf, jyb gthtrjxädsdfçn d lheujq, gjrf cjpyfntkmysv elfhjv djkb jyb cyjdf yt ñelen jñhfotys d gskm. 252
Ghfrnbxytt vsckbnm j ñeleotv _ ãnb vsckb jñhfofçncz r cjkytxyjq ghfyt. Vfuybn nfrbø vscktq vjåtn ghbnzyenm xfcnb rjcvbxtcrjq gskb. Ãnf gskm lfkmybø vbhjd ñkfujltntkmyf lkz yjdjjñhfpjdfybq. Tckb fcnhjyjvbz _ utjuhfabz, nj rjcvbxtcrfz gskm _ bcnjhbz; b rfålsq fãhjkbn _ fhøtjkjubxtcrbq ghtlvtn. Bcnjhbxtcrjt cdtltybt j gjxbnfybb Cjkjvjyjv jcjñjuj fãhjkbnf bvttn yfexyjt jcyjdfybt. Nfr xfcnj crfprf jñhfoftncz d cnhfybwe yfexyjuj nhelf. Dtlm b Ufkbktq d cdjä dhtvz hfccrfpsdfk jgfcyst crfprb. Yteåtkb ds åtkftnt egjljñbnmcz rfhlbyfkfv _ ghjnbdybrfv Ufkbktz? Yflj ghbexbnmcz vsckbnm j ñeleotv. Rjulf cjñbhftntcm, yflj gjcskfnm vsckb j ñeleotv _ xbot ñelen cjñhfybz. 349. Toä ytcrjkmrj cjdtnjd. Gjcgtibnm b jgjplfnm _ jlbyfrjdj øelj, yj tckb dsñbhfnm, nj gjcgtibnm dcä åt kexit. Nfråt kexit ghjgecnbnm, ytåtkb ljñfdbnm. Tckb zdktyf d jñobyt åfkjñf, nj jñobyf jñhfoftncz d gjkbwtqcrjt eghfdktybt. Tckb d jñobyt gjzdkztncz ctñzkçñbt, nj jñobyf cnfyjdbncz pjjkjubxtcrbv cfljv. 253
Tckb d jñobyt Vjä yt ndjhbncz Extybt, pyfxbn, zdkty rnj-nj ghbrhsdfçobqcz. Rfålsq djitlibq vjåtn dsqnb, yj dsitlibq ñthän c cjñjç yfåbneç bcnbyyeç cjñcndtyyjcnm. Tckb byjulf ytgjvthyfz yjif kturf rfr gthj, nj xfcnj pjkjnybr ytghfdls nzåtktt gelf. Zdktybt zhjcnb chfdytybz c exfcnybrfvb jñobys ghbdjlbn r eåfcyjve zdktybç gjhfåtybz. Nzåtr genm ntv, rnj yt djiäk kturj, ñelexb gjpdfy. Ghjie yt jñtccbkbdfnm ctñz. D yfghzåäyyjv ntvgt hfñjns crhsnj pfvtxfntkmyjt jrrekmnyjt rfxtcndj. Ybrfrbv yfghzåtybtv djkb ytkmpz ljcnbxm htpekmnfnjd yfghzåäyyjq hfñjns. Ntvg b yfcsotyyjcnm hbnvf vjuen cñkbpbnmcz c rjcvbxtcrbv yfghzåtybtv. Dfåyst htpekmnfns leøf gjvjufçn dsñhfnmcz bp jrjd kjåyjq ctvmb. Jcjñtyyj jgfcyf cjdhtvtyyfz ctvmz, ujdjhzofz: ≤Ltkfq rfr dct!≥ Crjkmrj kexibø cbk eøjlbn yf jñjhjye jn xthdz gjikjcnb! 350. Ds eåt cksifkb j yfcsotyyjcnb hbnvf hfñjns, rfr jñ jcjñtyyjv rfxtcndt, kbim byjulf dkfltçotv kçlmvb. Ñkfujltntkmyjcnm tuj bvttn ñjktt ukeñjrjt pyfxtybt, ytåtkb vjåtn rfpfnmcz. 254
Toä lhtdybt vbcnthbb pyfkb ldf dshfåtybz: jlyj _ ≤hfñjnfnm d djkyt Dtkbrjq Ghbhjls≥, lheujt _ ≤hfñjnfnm c ñbtybtv cthlwf Vfnthb Vbhf≥. Bpexfdibt ukeñjrbt ghtlvtns ljkåys ñskb pyfnm hfñjne yfcsotyyjuj hbnvf, ybxnj yt ljkåyj ñskj vtifnm bv. Exbntkm Ñellf jxtym pfñjnbkcz, xnjñ gjcktljdfntkb pyfkb j cvtyfø hbnvf. Jy cjdtnjdfk gthtl ñjkmibvb ljcnbåtybzvb yt gjrjq, yj hfñjne yfcsotyyjuj hbnvf. _ Pfgjvybnt ãnj. Chtlb pflfx ñeleotq ãdjkçwbb, gjckt jlbyjxyjq hfñjns yflj gthtqnb r jhufybpfwbb ñjktt ckjåysø jhufybpvjd. Ghbøjlbkjcm dbltnm ghbvths hfñjns yfcsotyyjuj hbnvf d jnltkmysø kbxyjcnzø bkb d jxtym vfksø jñobyfø, yj njkgf bkb cjñhfybt kçltq yt evtçn egjnhtñbnm gjktpyjcnm ãnjuj ghbywbgf. Cnfhj crfpfnm: ≤Ñelmnt jcnjhjåys c njkgjç≥, yj nfr åt cnfhj crfpfnm: ≤Yflj leø njkgs yfexbnm hfñjnfnm≥. Dytiyjcnm hfñjns vjåtn ñsnm jxtym hfpkbxyf, yj gecnm joeoftncz hbnv _ hfñjnf ñeltn cjdthityyj byfz rfxtcndjv. Tckb ñs ñjkmibycndj cjdhtvtyysø ctvtq yt zdkzkbcm hfccflybrfvb gjikjcnb, nj bvtyyj jyb vjukb 255
ñs ñsnm ghjdjlybrfvb hfñjns jñotuj leøf. Yj vtøfybxtcrbt vfnthb b jnws evtçn kbim ktgtnfnm: ≤Ltkfqnt rfr dct!≥ Exbnt vfksø cnhjbnm cdjb ujhjlf! 351. J herjgbczø. Pyfxtybt herjgbcb cjdthityyj pfñsnj. Lfåt cfvsq ghjcnjq dhfx gjybvftn, xnj byatrwbz vjåtn ñsnm gthtlfyf yf rkjxrt ñevfub. Ñkfujxtcnbdst rjhjkb b cdzntqibt rfhlbyfks ãnbv yt hfp edtkbxbdfkb cdjä ñkfujcjcnjzybt. Nfråt pyftnt jgsns cjdhtvtyysø ubgyjnbpähjd, rjulf gj ghbrfpe xbnfçncz pfrhsnst gbcmvf. Lfåt d wbhrfø ãnj gjrfpsdfçn ñtp ljñfdktybz gkfns. Pyfxbn, dytiytt b dyenhtyytt pyfxtybt herjgbcb dtkbrj. Jlybv nhtybtv herb vjåyj pfcnfdbnm ghsufnm ghjñjxyst abuehrb. Gjlevfqnt, crjkmrj ãythubb pfgtxfnktdftncz yf kbcnt ñevfub ghb rjjgthfwbb wtynhjd. Vjåyj yfñkçlfnm bpkextybz ãythubb bp rjywjd gfkmwtd. D ntvyjnt ãnb pfhybws vjuen ñsnm phbvs. D ckexft jcjñj cbkmysø ãvfyfwbq vjåyj dbltnm lfåt lyäv ujkeñjq cdtn. Dvtcnt c bpkextybtv yfckfbdftncz 256
yf ñevfue ytbcnhtñbvfz ãythubz, gjljñyfz djpltqcndbç ckjdf b vsckb. Yt eckjdyst pyfrb ñerd ytcän gbcmvj, yj vjuexeç byatrwbç xtkjdtxtcrjq ceoyjcnb. C ãnjq njxrb gjybvfybz, jlyj gbcmvj kexit gjlthåfnm d herfø, gthtxbnsdfz, r lheujve åt kexit yt ghbrfcfnmcz. Rjytxyj, gj vbhe ktnfçn vyjubt gecnst kbcns, yf rjnjhsø yt jcnfkjcm bcrh xtkjdtxtcrjuj cjpyfybz. Rfr åt gjyznm hfpybwe? Pyfybtv leøf, ntv cfvsv, rjnjhjt htiftn, ult vs vjåtv ghbvtybnm herjgjåfnbt. Herjgbcm _ ãnj herjgjåfnbt yf hfccnjzybb. 352. Vjuen cghjcbnm: rfr ljqnb lj gjcktlybø Djhjn? Vs pyftv pfrjys b ghbpyfrb; vs yt nthztv dhtvtyb; vs gjvybv, rfr øhfybnm Extybt, _ rfr åt ñsnm, tckb vs yfqläv Dhfnf pfgthnsvb? Lkz jndtnf jñhfnbvcz jgznm r vbcnthbzv lhtdytuj Tubgnf, dtlm ãnb vbcnthbb ñskb yfexysvb genzvb åbpyb. Ghbybvftvsq xkty ljkåty ñsk, yt pfvtlkzz hbnvf, ghjqnb lj Exbntkz. Gthtl ybv ktåfkf cdtnzofzcz xthnf, b jy ljkåty ñsk cktljdfnm yt erkjyzzcm b yt pfltdfz xthne. Gjvtotybz ghjøjlbvst ñskb jcdtotys hfpysvb wdtnysvb juyzvb. Byjulf xthnf gjxnb 257
bcxtpfkf. Yj yfrjytw xthnf yfxbyfkf cdthrfnm b rfr ñs jcktgbntkmysq kex eøjlbk gjl nzåäkeç pfgthneç ldthm. Ldthm ñskf rfr ñs ytghbcnegyf _ ñtp pfvrf. Gjkjcs b ñkzøb hfpkbxysø vtnfkkjd erhfifkb b erhtgkzkb tä. Hjñrbq leøjv cveofkcz b yfheifk hbnv ifuf, yj pyfdibq pyfxtybt ytghtkjåyjcnb iäk ghjxyj. Yj rjulf ntkj tuj elfhzkjcm jñ ndthlsyç, jyf hfcgflfkfcm, b jy døjlbk d gjcktlybq Gjrjq. Ãnjn ytghtkjåysq elfh yfitq ptvyjq jñjkjxrb ytjñøjlbv lkz cjplfybz hbnvf djcøjåltybz. Pyfybt leøf erfpsdftn yfv, rfr hfpvth wtkb cjplfän hfpvth djpvjåyjcntq. B cbvdjk hfcgfltybz nzårjq ldthb kexit dctuj gjrfpsdftn, rfr yflj ltqcndjdfnm. Cjdhtvtyyst velhtws cvtçncz yfl ghjñbnbtv cntys kñjv, yj lhtdybt tubgnzyt cltkfkb ghtrhfcysq cbvdjk vjob yfitq ceoyjcnb. Gjnjve blbnt xthnjç kexf. Gjnjve evtqnt yfxfnm yjdjt, ecdjbd ghtåytt. Evtqnt yt pfvtxfnm yfcvtirb veåtcnde dfitve, bñj pyftnt, relf blänt.
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353. Jgznm ghbcnegzn c djghjcjv: rfr ñsnm c ghtgzncndbzvb? Rjve ctvmz vtiftn, rjve ytkçñbvjt pfyznbt, rjve ñtlyjcnm, rjve yfgflrb dhfujd. Ljñhsq dcflybr kçñbn bpjohznmcz yf ytexäysø rjyzø b ghtlgjxbnftn ghtgzncndbt hdf hjdyjq ljhjut. Dczrjt ghtgzncndbt ljkåyj ñsnm hjåltybtv djpvjåyjcnb. Zdktybt pfnhelytybz gthtl ghtgzncndbtv dcä-nfrb ghjbcøjlbn jn cnhføf. D rfrjq ñs xtgxbr yb yfhzlbkcz nhec, vs ljkåys yfqnb cnhfybwe j cnhføt. Lhepmz! Gjrf yfv ghtgzncndbz yt zdkzçncz hjåltybtv djpvjåyjcntq, lj ntø gjh vs yt gjybvftv Extybt. Elfxf ktåbn d hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb; ytdjpvjåyj ghbñkbpbnmcz ghb yfkbxbb cnhføf. Kex veåtcndf gjdtlän gjdthø ghtgzncndbq, bñj ntgthm, rjulf vbh pyftn, relf blän, _ ctvz rhjdb hfcnän, ctvz pyfybz hfcnän, ctvz rhfcjns hfcnän! Tckb genm ectzy rjcnzvb, vjåyj blnb cvtkj; tckb yfhjls ujdjhzn yf hfpysø zpsrfø, pyfxbn, vjåyj jnrhsnm leie; tckb yflj cgtibnm, pyfxbn, ult-nj yjdsq rhjd ujnjd. 259
Ñelmnt ñkfujckjdtyys, ghtgzncndbz, dfvb vs hfcnäv! 354. Vjuen cghfdtlkbdj cghjcbnm, rfr jñhfofnmcz c åbdjnysvb. Bkb åtcnjrjcnm r ybv ghbvtyztncz; bkb ctynbvtynfkmyj bp ybø ltkfçn gfhfpbnjd; bkb ltkfçn fggfhfns lkz vtøfybxtcrbø crhtobdfybq. Rjytxyj, vthf jnyjitybz r åbdjnysv ljkåyf ñsnm ecnfyjdktyf gj tlbycnde vbhjdjuj hbnvf _ vthf dtplt gjljñyf. Tckb xtkjdtr ljkåty ñsnm cjnhelybrjv ãdjkçwbb, nj b åbdjnyst ljkåys jndtxfnm ãnjve pfrjye. Hjls, yt jndtxfçobt ãdjkçwbb, dsvbhfçn. Ghbcgjcjñktyyst r ãdjkçwbb ljkåys gjllthåbdfnm cgjcjñyjcnm cdjç hfñjnjç. Yflj bpexfnm bcnbyyeç gjktpyjcnm åbdjnysø. Yfghfcyj levfçn, xnj dshjåltyyst gktpbjpfdhs yeåys lkz ñeleotuj. Ñfñeirbyj gkfnmt jxtym nhjufntkmyj d veptt, yj ytghbvtybvj d åbpyb. Cxfcnmt vbhjd vjåtn ckfufnmcz b ñtp ñtutvjnjd b yjcjhjujd, jxtym jndtxfdibø crkflrfv ñsdibø yfgkfcnjdfybq. Tckb bpdtcnyjuj hjlf kçlb zdkzçncz gjlhfåfybtv ñtutvjnjd, nj nf åt ãdjkçwbz. Åbdjnyst ljkåys hfñjnfnm, ljkåys pfdjädsdfnm ghfdj yf åbpym; jncçlf, åtcnjrjcnm b ctynbvtynfkm260
yjcnm ytghbvtybvs. B ytkmpz yt kçñbnm dcä åbpytyyj nhelzottcz. 355. Yflj b åbdjnysv hfñjnfnm, gjnjve rár cjpyfntkmyj yflj ghbvtybnm nhel xtkjdtxtcrbq! Hfpkbxfnm nhel yt ñeltv. Hfpkbxbt kbim gj cjpyfntkmyjcnb b ñtccvscktyyjcnb. Ecvjnhtnm nfråt yeåyj hfpkbxbt vtåle djphfcnjv leøf. Ecvjnhtnm vjåyj hfpybwe ecnhtvktybz leøf ytlfdytuj chfdybntkmyj c leøjv cnfhsv. Ytlfdybq leø yt bvttn ukeñjrbø djcghbznbq, rjnjhst yfyjczncz jgsnjv åbpytq, yj xfcnj jy vtytt ãujbcnbxty b ktuxt gjllfäncz ãdjkçwbb. Cnfhsq leø gjkexftn byjulf gjljñbt djlyjq djhjyrb, rjnjhfz ghbnzubdftn d ghtjñhfåtybt kbxyjuj z ceott. Rjulf nfrjq yfhsd jñhfpjdfkcz, tlbycndtyyjt bcwtktybt vjåtn ñsnm xthtp gjldbu. Gjldbu ghtrhfcysq b zhrbq gjvjuftn djpjñyjdktybç njyrjuj ntkf. Gjrf nfrjq cnfhsq leø cnhtvbncz r gjldbue, pyfxbn, jy åbpytcgjcjñty. Tckb tcnm jvthndtybt ntkf, nj ljkåyj ñsnm b jvthndtybt leøf. Vähndsq xkty djdhtvz vjåyj elfkbnm, yj ufyuhtyf leøf vjåtn ñsnm elfktyf kbim elfhjv. 261
Bcrhf elfhf hjålftn gjldbu. Rjytxyj, ghtlgjxnbntkty gjldbu, dshjcibq cjpyfntkmyj, rjulf dcä ceotcndj pyftn, xnj åbdän Exbntkm Cdtnf. Vs pyfkb vfktymreç ltdjxre, e rjnjhjq dcgsøbdfkj ytghtkjåyj ãnj pyfybt, b lfåt ñjktpym yt vjukf eybxnjåbnm ãnj pyfybt leøf. Ajhvs ghtkjvkzkbcm, yj ceoyjcnm jcnfdfkfcm ytpsñktvjq. Nfr ghjljkåfqnt ceoyjcnm d Ñtcrjytxyjcnm. 356. Rfrjt dytiytt eckjdbt zdkztncz ytjñøjlbvsv lkz rfxtcndf hfñjns? Cdtn. Njkmrj cdtn ltkftn hfñjne ghjbpdjlbntkmyjq b gjktpyjq. Ñfñjxrf vjåtn ktnfnm, gjrf tä hfleåyfz gskmwf yt bcnjotyf. E xtkjdtrf bvttncz nf åt hfleåyfz cbkf, b jyf djcghbybvftn gjchtlcndjv ajnjgkfpvs vjom cdtnf. Hfpkbxyst gkfpvs zdkzçncz gjchtlybrfvb vtåle dblbvsv b ytdblbvsv. Ajnjgkfpvf, ñelexb ãvfyfwbtq ythdyjq cbcntvs, jñhfpetn hfleåyeç gskmwe, ghbybvfçoeç kexb cdtnf b ghjdjlzoeç bø d ythdyst rfyfks. Kexibt cjtlbytybz cj cdtnjv gjkexfçncz enhjv, gjnjve yt pfrhsdfqnt enhtyytuj cdtnf. Hfñjnfqnt ghb cdtnt, htifqnt ghb cdtnt, celbnt ghb cdtnt, neåbnt ghb cdtnt, hfleqntcm ghb cdtnt. Ybxtuj yt chfdybnm cj cdtnjdjq djkyjç. Lfåt cfvjt kexitt ãktrnhbxt262
cndj, lfåt cfvjt ujkeñjt, lfän d djctvm nsczx hfp vtymit, ytåtkb kex cjkywf. Crjhj bpextybt ajnjgkfpvs lfcn yjdjt yfghfdktybt ghbävfv nhelf. Vjåyj dbltnm, rfr rbgbn gskmwf ajnjgkfpvs b vfktymrbvb djhjyrfvb eyjcbn gjkextyyjt cjrhjdbot d gjhs rjåb. Yt njkmrj ghjcnjhyjcnm hfñjxbø gjvtotybq, yj b ghfdbkmysq ljcneg cdtnf ljkåys ñsnm bpexftvs. Kexb cjkywf ljkåys ñsnm jwtytys rfr vbhjdjt cjrhjdbot. Njn åt exäysq kturj hfpñthäncz d ntxtybb kextq ghjxbø ytñtcysø cdtnbk. Gjxtve kçlb ljkåys vbyjdfnm ceåläyyst bv cjrhjdbof vbhjplfybz? Cdtnjdst, vfuybnyst dbøhb cjcnfdkzçn hbnv gkfytn. Yteåtkb bø ytkmpz ghbvtybnm, rfr gfltybt djljgflf? Ytbcnjobvs ghtljcnfdktyyst cbks! Bdfy Cnjnsczxysq, djpmvb cdjç ljkç! Crjhj, rjulf gjgsnrf jñhfnbncz d pfdjtdfybt, ctvz Jñotuj Ñkfuf lfcn rfåljve vjom kexf. Nfr ñeltv gjvybnm, yfxbyfz enhtyyçç hfñjne b veåtcndtyyj ghjljkåfz tä d Ñtcrjytxyjcnm.
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357. Xtkjdtxtcnde jcjñtyyj nhelyj gjyznm cjjnyjitybt vtåle rfxtcndjv hfñjns b ñtcrjytxyjcnmç. Jñsdfntkm gjkfuftn, xnj dscitt rfxtcndj hfñjns dtlän r rjytxyjcnb. Lkz ytuj rfxtcndj pfrkçxftncz d pfrjyxtyyjcnb, rjnjheç Vs yfpsdftv vthndtyyjcnmç. Cjdthityyj ytdjpvjåyj jñüzcybnm jñsdfntkç, xnj dscitt rfxtcndj cnhtvbncz d ñtcrjytxyjcnm. Bvtyyj d ytpfrjyxtyyjcnb dscituj yfghzåtybz ktåbn yføjåltybt pyfybz. Yeåyj yfqnb veåtcndj hfñjnfnm lkz Ñtcrjytxyjcnb. Vjåyj hfpdbnm d ctñt gjcnjzyyjt extybt, rjnjhjt dfåyj yt gthtxbcktybtv afrnjd, yj hfcibhtybtv cjpyfybz. Yt dfåyj, rfrbv genäv yfhfcnftn cjpyfybt, yj jñüäv tuj gjpdjkztn dvtofnm hfpvth dtkbrbø cjñsnbq. Rfrjt extybt ghbdjlbn crjhtt r hfcibhtybç cjpyfybz? Cjdthityyj bylbdblefkmyj yflj gecrfnm kçltq yf ãnjn keu. Rfåljve cdjz nhfdf, kbim ñs dyenhtyybq jujym cjjndtncndjdfk xtkjdtxtcrjve ljcnjbycnde. Cjyyst, cfvjvybntkmyst, zhst gjljphtybtv b cjvytybtv yt yfqlen gboe. Crfåbnt extybrfv b lhepmzv, gecnm exfncz. Gecnm exfncz d yfghzåtybb leøf; gecnm exfncz d hfcrhsnsø 264
ukfpfø; gecnm exfncz cjdthityyj ñtcrjytxyj, bñj rjywf ytn. Ãnj ghjcnjt endthåltybt yfgjkyztn vyjubø eåfcjv. Yj Vs c ntvb, rnj crfåtn _ d ñtcrjytxyjcnb cdtn b wtkst dtrf cbzçn, rfr ybnm åtvxeuf. Exfcm, yt evfkbv. 358. Cjñbhfz extybrjd, levfqnt, c xtuj yfxfnm. Jibñrf jñsxyfz d njv, xnj yfxbyfçn c fpñerb, yt cxbnfzcm c ghbhjljç extybrf. Yfit ghfdbkj _ lfnm yfhzle c yfxfkmysv gjkjåtybtv ahfuvtyns dscibø djpvjåyjcntq. Nfråt yt yflj pfñsdfnm kçñbveç buhe Ñells c extybrfvb d vbyene jnlsøf, rjulf Exbntkm ñhjcfk d ghjcnhfycndj jlyj ckjdj, gj rjnjhjve extybrb cnhjbkb wtkeç vsckm. Ytn ñjktt velhjuj bcgsnfybz cjcnjzybz cjpyfybz. Ghtlcnfdmnt, tckb Exbntkm crfåtn: ≤Cvthnm≥, gjkfufz _ cvthnm gjikjcnb, f extybr djcrkbrytn: ≤Cvthnm ñtlysv!≥ Nfrbt jlbyjrbt ckjdf vjuen, rfr dtøb, cjnrfnm dtcm hbceyjr leøf. Gj ãnjve epjhe vjåyj edbltnm, rfrbt juyb ujhzn. Ghtlcnfdbncz ckexfq crfpfnm: ≤Dfit cjpyfybt åtkfkj cvthnm ñtlysv, gjnjve eikj yfghfdktyyjt r dfv 265
ñjufncndj≥. B hzljv c ãnbv ghbvbnbdysv pfrjyjv vjåyj ñhjcbnm bcrhe jñ ãdjkçwbb lfkmybø vbhjd. Cjgjcnfdktybt ãdjkçwbb vbhjd c vfktymrbv jñbøjljv vjåtn lfnm elfh ghjcdtnbntkmysq. Cfvjt nhelyjt, rjulf extybr øjxtn yfhfcnbnm leø, gjctofz rkfcc vtnjlbrb. Jy vjåtn jnrhsnm vfufpby fyjycjd yf ukzywtdbnjq ñevfut b, cnexf rfhfylfijv, gthtxbckznm yt ghbvtyäyyst bv htwtgns. Vs yt ecnhjbntkb gjøjhjyysø ghjwtccbq b pjjkjubxtcrbø cfljd. Åtkfçobt blnb pf Yfvb, blbnt nfr åt yfcsotyyj b cdtnkj, rfr ytelthåbvf åbpym, b kçñbnt dczrjt hfcibhtybt cjpyfybz, bñj ãnj gthdfz wtkm. Vjåyj dcä ghjcnbnm, yj gktctym cjpyfybz øeåt nhegyjuj hfpkjåtybz. 359. Lfåt d ltncrbø åehyfkfø gjvtofçn ajnjuhfabb c ytålfyysvb kbwfvb, ybrjve ytpyfrjvsvb. Lfåt vtøfybxtcrfz gkfcnbyrf ñthän ñjkmit ukfp. Vjåtn ñsnm, b kexit: ukfpe yt dthzn, yj gjkys edfåtybz r gkfcnbyrt. Fcnhfkmyst ujcnb, gjvbvj dybvfybz r ybv, njkgzncz d chtlbyt åbpyb. Rjytxyj, bv yt dctulf kturj ghjybryenm r hfpysv kçlzv; njulf yfib ptvyst 266
ujcnb ckeåfn ghjdjlybrfvb. Hfpkbxyst ckjb nhelyj cjjñofçncz, yj fehf, jcnfdktyyfz ghbitlibvb bkb ckeufvb, cjcnfdkztn vjcn lkz ytdblbvsø ujcntq. Ljcnjbycndj bø jxtym hfpkbxyjt _ jn rfcfybz vjnskmrf lj gfcnb nbuhf. Gjnjve ghfrnbxytt ljgecrfnm vtymit kçltq d cgfkmyç b hfñjxeç rjvyfne, tckb dfif cjñcndtyyfz fehf eåt ljcnfnjxyj cnjqrfz. Jcjñtyyj jgfcys djcgbnfntkb ltntq, ghbøjlzobt d cfvjv eåfcyjv jñotcndt. Kexibt gjcskrb xfcnj gfhfkbpeçncz ghbcencndbtv yzytr b cbltkjr. Gjnjve cfvjltzntkmyjcnm dctulf gjktpyf. B toä yflj jñhfofnm dybvfybt yf ctrhtnfhtq, jyb gjueñbkb cnjkmrj ltk. Cfvb, cfvb, cfvb _ b vjåyj ñsnm cgjrjqysv pf rfxtcndj cdjtq ãvfyfwbb. 360. ≤Jnxtuj tve, f yt vyt?≥ _ nfr itgxtn pfdbcnm gjckt gjkeyjxb. Dsntcybnt ãnjuj uflf bp yfxbyfybq dfibø. Hjcn leøf yt nthgbn yfcbkbz. Ãnbv jñüzcyztncz vtlktyyfz ãdjkçwbz xtkjdtxtcndf. Ytkmpz pfcnfdbnm leø hfcnb. Lfåt ytkmpz gjyelbnm ytghjitysvb cjdtnfvb. Vjåyj kbim jndtxfnm yf cner xenrjuj cthlwf.
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Tckb gjikänt cfvsq jxtdblysq cjdtn _ ≤pfdbcnm ueñbn pljhjdmt≥, nj b jy ñtp cjpyfybz leøf dspjdtn kbim yjdjt kbwtvthbt. Yj ñelen cdtnks genb kbxyjuj yfhfcnfybz leøf. Rfålfz rfgkz jrtfyf lfän cdjç hfleue, gjnjve rár ghtrhfcyj cbzybt Rjcvjcf! B gjnjve rár ñthtåyj yflj lfdfnm jndtns, bñj jyb bvtçn d dble kbxysq leø. Vs ujdjhbkb ghjnbd cjdhtvtyysø wthrdtq, yj ytkmpz jñoj crfpfnm ghjnbd cdzotyyjckeåbntktq. Vs pyfkb ghtrhfcyjuj rcäylpf, yj, dvtcnj rfhlbyfkmcndf, jy ñsk gthtvtoäy d cfvsq eñjubq ghbøjl. Vs pyfkb djcnjhåtyyjuj hfddbyf, yj tuj ghbpyfkb cevfcitlibv. Pyfkb cdtnkjuj cdzotyybrf, yj tuj eltkjv cnfk ccskmyj-gmzysq vjyfcnshm. Pyfç rekmnehyjuj tgbcrjgf d Fvthbrt, yj tuj åbpym yt ckflrf. Rfålfz vsckm Jñotuj Ñkfuf ghtcktletncz ytoflyj, vtåle ntv kbim hjcn kbxyjuj leøf vjåtn yfgjkybnm cjrhjdboybwe Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Ãnj cjjndtncndbt kbxyjuj leøf c jñobv Vbhjdsv Ñkfujv b cjcnfdkztn Rhfcjne Rjcvjcf. Tckb rfåljt hfcntybt bvttn cdjç ytpfvtybveç jcjñtyyjcnm, nj rfr åt jcjñtyyj yeåyj jñhfofnmcz r rfåljve leøe xtkjdtxtcrjve! 268
Nfrjt nhtgtnfybt xenrjcnb ljkåyj ñsnm pyfrjv Yfibø extybrjd, b njulf lfåt yt ckjdj, yj ghjcnjt ghbrjcyjdtybt vjåtn ghjkbdfnm cdtn. B yt njkmrj lyäv, yj b yjxmç rfcfnmcz vjåyj b ytcnb gjvjom ghjcdtotybz. Ghjcdtofqntcm hfcibhtybtv cjpyfybz, rfr lfkmybt genybrb yfrjgkzçn pyfybz gskmç hfleub dctuj vbhf. 361. Xbcnst vsckb rfr jpjy ghjcnhfycndf. Djbcnbye bvb vjåyj yfgjkybnm jrheåfçott, yj kbim d jghtltkäyyjv frrjhlt. Ñhjcbnm xbcneç vsckm b gjrhsnm tä ltcznrjv djåltktybq _ hfdyj eåfcyjve lbccjyfyce. Frrjhl gjybvftncz hzljv pdexfobø gjcskjr. Gjnjve d cfvjltzntkmyjcnb Vs wtybv gjcktljdfntkmysq hzl ltqcndbq. Yt ckexfqyjt ñkfujt djcrkbwfybt, yj cjpyfntkmysq ghjwtcc lkbntkmyjcnb lfän ghtbveotcndj. Jlby gjgeufq evtk rhbxfnm: ≤Ñkfujq Exbntkm!≥ _ yj ãnbv yt ekexibk cdjb djpvjåyjcnb. Jlby vtldtlm, ckexfqyj, jcnfdbk cdjç ljñsxe yf gjhjut ujkjlfçotuj, yj yt gthtcnfk ñsnm pdthtv. Gxtkf, ckexfqyj, ghjhdfkf yfhsd ñjkmyjuj, yj yt pfhfñjnfkf ctñt ñkfåtycndf. Lfåt pvtz, jlyfåls, cdjbv zljv cgfckf 269
åbpym. Njkmrj cjpyfntkmyjcnm b ytghtkjåyjcnm lfçn gjcktlcndbz. Eksñrf gjldbuf kturf, cxbnfqnt. B gjldbu, dshjcibq bp ytghtkjåyjcnb, cbztn, rfr cjkywt lfçott. Rfr gkjl ckflrbq yt pfdbcbn jn jñjkjxrb, nfr gecnm b dfif ltzntkmyjcnm ghjntrftn dyt njkgs. Kbim vbyez njkgs, ds ljqlänt r yfhjlfv. Vjue ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr gjlütpåftn yf vjnjht cjdhtvtyysq vbybcnh bkb Gfgf Hbvcrbq r Yfibv Ñfiyzv! Xtuj ñjkmit: rjvbpvf bkb lhfvs? Dj dczrjv ckexft, ghjcnjq vjyujk yfqläncz gjcnegbnm ljcnjqytt, bñj d yäv yt gjhdfy ythd djcghbznbz. Lhepmz! Øhfybnt xbcnsq rfyfk djcghbznbz, d ãnjv ujhybkt reçncz xbcnst vsckb. Cvjnhbnt yf xbcnst vsckb yt rfr yf lbrjdbyyjuj Ytñjåbntkz, cøjlzotuj gj ghfplybrfv, yj rfr yf nhfgtpe dfibø nheljdsø ñelytq! 362. Gthdfz rybuf pdfkf r gjldbue rhfcjns, ghjcnjns b ñtccnhfibz. Dnjhfz rybuf lfän rfxtcndj b ghbpyfrb hfñjns, endthålfçotq hfcibhtybt cjpyfybz. Bltz Jñobys b Jñotuj Ñkfuf zdkztncz gthdsv ghbpyfrjv hfcibhtybz cjpyfybz. Vjåyj gjyznm, xnj 270
rfxtcndj hfñjns lfäncz yt r cdtltybç, yj r bcgjkytybç. Yt lkz ecgjrjtybz ãnf rybuf, yj lkz nhelf djccnfdituj leøf. B ecnhtvkzqntcm r hfñjnt djpvjåyj kexit. B rfåleç hfñjne jñthybnt kexitq ãvfyfwbtq. Cltkfdibq yfbñjktt hfljcnyj yfbñjktt crexyeç hfñjne ñeltn ndählsv gjñtlbntktv, bñj jy gjñjhtn nzujne crerb. Dtlm rfålsq genm, lfåt genm r Yfitq Jñobyt, bvttn nhelyst gthtøjls. B hfpvth cjpyfybz bpvthztncz yt chtlb wdtnjd, yj yfl ghjgfcnmç. Hfñjnf ñtcrjytxyjuj cjdthitycndjdfybz pfgjdtlfyf Yfvb. B d vbyene nhelyjcnb levfqnt j Yfc, pyfz, xnj ñtcghjdjkjxysq fggfhfn yt pfvtlkbn cjtlbybnm dfc. Yj evtqnt levfnm b evtqnt hfpkbxfnm vbyene ltqcndbntkmyjq nhelyjcnb. Xfcnj kçlb ghbybvfçn cxfcnmt pf ñtlcndbt b jñhfnyj. Hfcibhtybt cjpyfybz endthlbn pyfybt leøf _ ãnj pyfybt ghbdtlän r Yfitq Jñobyt. Ñeltn kb nhtnmz rybuf? Rjytxyj ñeltn, rjulf ghjqlän d åbpym hfñjnf, erfpfyyfz dj dnjhjq. Nhtnmz rybuf ljkåyf rfcfnmcz Yfitq Jñobys, yj vjåyj kb ujdjhbnm j Yfitq Jñobyt, tckb cjpyfybt yt dvtoftn gjyznbt jñobys djjñot? 271
Gjnjve, tckb øjnbnt dszdbnm d åbpym Yfie Jñobye, ds ljkåys hfymit dszdbnm dfie cjñcndtyyeç. Vs åt dfv gjvjåtv. Yfñkçlfqnt ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd ntxtybt vbhjdsø cjñsnbq, b ds edblbnt Here Yfie. Yfcnfkj dhtvz gjdjhjnf ãdjkçwbb b cjñhfys cbks. Evtqnt ghbkjåbnm kexieç hfñjne, b d ãnjq hfñjnt ghbvbnt ghbdtn. Ghbdtn dctv bcrfntkzv Jñotuj Ñkfuf.
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Jn htlfrwbb Rybub Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb bkb Fuyb-Qjub ghtlcnfdkzçn cjñjq bpñhfyyst ñtctls Dtkbrjuj Exbntkz (Vføfnvs) Djcnjrf c Tktyjq Hthbø b Ybrjkftv Hthbøjv. Dgthdst jgeñkbrjdfyyst yf heccrjv zpsrt d 1923– 1937 uu., jyb djgkjnbkb d ctñt cbyntp jleøjndjhäyyjuj yhfdcndtyyjuj, abkjcjacrjuj b yfexyjuj gjcnbåtybz Vbhf. Jgbhfzcm yf leøjdysq jgsn ghjikjuj dctuj xtkjdtxtcndf, Extybt Åbdjq Ãnbrb yfvtxftn genb cjpblfybz yjdjq, ñjktt cjdthityyjq cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb yfitq gkfytns _ rjcvbxtcrjuj cjnhelybxtcndf. Ghb gjlujnjdrt yjdsø, ljgjkytyysø bplfybq bcgjkmpjdfys: ghtlsleobt bplfybz yf heccrjv zpsrt b gthtdjls, ghjitlibt rjhhtrnehe T. B. Hthbø; vfyecrhbgns T. B. Hthbø b rjgbb c ybø; erfpfybz jñ bpvtytybzø b ljgjkytybzø, cjlthåfobtcz d gbcmvfø b lheubø fhøbdysø vfnthbfkfø T. B. Hthbø. Yfgbcfybt ckjd b geyrnefwbz ghbdtltys d cjjndtncndbt c cjdhtvtyysvb ghfdbkfvb b yjhvfvb, ghb nofntkmyjv cjøhfytybb cvsckjdsø jnntyrjd b cnbkbcnbxtcrbø jcjñtyyjcntq ntrcnf. (Gjlhjñytt cv.: ≤Cdtn Juyz≥, § 6. Hbuf: Eueyc, 1994. C. 153–164.) 273
Gthdjt bplfybt rybub ≤Kbcns Cflf V[jhbb]. Rybuf ïï≥ (≤Jpfhtybt≥) yf heccrjv zpsrt ñskj yfgtxfnfyj d CIF d 1925 u., dnjhjt _ nfv åt d 1926 u. (jñf ñtp erfpfybz vtcnf bplfybz). D gthtdjl yf fyukbqcrbq (1952), jceotcndkzdibqcz gjl herjdjlcndjv T. B. Hthbø, ñsk drkçxty hzl ljgjkybntkmysø dslthåtr bp ñtctl, cjcnfdbdibø rybue; jrjyxfntkmyjt htitybt j gjcktljdfntkmyjq yevthfwbb gfhfuhfajd yfikj jnhfåtybt d ñjktt gjplytv ytvtwrjv gthtdjlt. Ghb gjlujnjdrt 4-uj bplfybz (Eueyc, 1994) ntrcn pfyjdj cdthty c vfyecrhbgnfvb bp fhøbdjd Kfndbqcrjuj jñotcndf Hthbøf, Veptz bvtyb Y. Hthbøf d Ymç-Qjhrt b xfcnysø fhøbdjd; dytctys ljgjkytybz b bpvtytybz (gj ljcnegysv fhøbdysv vfnthbfkfv T. B. Hthbø yf heccrjv zpsrt), rfr djitlibt d fyukbqcrbt bplfybz, nfr b ghtlyfpyfxtyyst lkz cktleçobø heccrbø bplfybq, yj lj cbø gjh yt geñkbrjdfdibtcz.
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≤Pyfr yf jñkjårt rybu Pjd b Jpfhtybt bpjñhfåftn Øhfv Leøf≥ (T. B. Hthbø). Ytrjnjhst vfkjegjnhtñbntkmyst ckjdf: µ18. Båt _ rnj, rjnjhsq. µ24. Jñók _ cfvfz vtkrfz vjytnf d lhtdytq Uhtwbb. µ51. Vbhj _ ñkfujdjyyjt vfckj. µ59. Cúvyfz _ vhfxyfz, eyskfz, gtxfkmyfz. µ88. Ufehbpfyrfh _ dthibyf d Ubvfkfzø. µ115, 348. Fãhjkbn _ vtntjhbn. µ168. Nthjc _ yfpdfybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb (d uthvtnbpvt), cbyjybv leøf, ldbåtybz, cdtnf. Nfvfc (cfycrh.) _ nmvf, bythwbz, cbyjybv vfnthbb, ytdtåtcndf. µ198. Dhtnbot _ jltålf bp uheñjq nrfyb, yjcbvfz d pyfr crjhñb bkb gjrfzybz. µ340. Lergf (nbñ.) _ pltcm _ ckeåbntkb nävysø cbk. µ342. Bvvjhntkb _ ñtccvthnybrb, wdtns, cjøhfyzçobt jrhfcre b ajhve b d pfceityyjv dblt. µ349. Pjkjnybr _ vtkrfz vthf dtcf (xenm ñjktt 4 u). Vbajkjubxtcrbt, ñbñktqcrbt, bcnjhbxtcrbt bvtyf, gjyznbz djcnjxyjq abkjcjabb, yfexyst nthvbys, cnfhbyyst b htlrj egjnhtñkztvst dshfåtybz heccrjuj zpsrf yt nhtñjdfkb gjzcytybz lkz exfcnybrjd dscjrbø ñtctl. Vyjubt yfbvtyjdfybz gjlhjñytt hfcrhsdfçncz d ãnjq åt rybut, d lheubø rybufø Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb b d Gbcmvfø Vføfnv (≤Xfif Djcnjrf≥). 275
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