Specimen, A Collection of Writings by Wendell Berry

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SPECIMEN a collection of writings by Wendell Berry



Man cannot be independent of nature.

SPECIMEN a collection of writings by Wendell Berry


NEMICEPS yrreB lledneW yb sgnitirw fo noitcelloc a


Man cannot be independent of nature.


In one way or another he must live in relation to it, and there are only two alternatives: the way of the frontiersman, whose response to nature was to dominate it, to assert his presence in it by destroying it; or the way of Thoreau, who went to natural places to become quiet in them, to learn from them, to be restored by them. To know these places, because to know them is to need them and respect them and be humble before them, is to preserve them. To fail to know them, because ignorance can only be greedy of them, is to destroy them.


THE MORNING’S NEWS

To moralize the state, they drag out a man, and bind his hands, and darken his eyes with a black rag to be free of the light in them, and tie him to a post, and kill him. And I am sickened by complicity in my race. To kill in hot savagery like a beast is understandable. It is forgivable and curable. But to kill by design, deliberately, without wrath, that is the sullen labor that perfects Hell. The serpent is gentle, compared to man. It is man, the inventor of cold violence, death and waste, who has made himself lonely among the creatures, and set himself aside, so that he cannot work in the sun with hope, or sit at peace in the shade of any tree. The morning’s news drives sleep out of the head at night. Uselessness and horror hold the eyes open to the dark. Weary, we lie awake in the agony of the old giving birth to the new without assurance that the new will be better. I look at my son, whose eyes are like a young god’s, they are so open to the world. I look at my sloping fields now turning green with the young grass of April. What must I do to go free? I think I must put on a deathlier knowledge, and prepare to die rather than enter into the design of man’s hate.



AWAKE AT NIGHT

Late in the night I pay the unrest lowe to the life that has never lived and cannot live now. What the world could be is my good dream and my agony when, dreaming it I lie awake and turn and look into the dark.

I think of a luxury in the sturdiness and grace of necessary things, not in frivolity. That would heal the earth, and heal men. But the end, too, is part of the pattern, the last labor of the heart:

to learn to lie still, one with the earth again, and let the world go.



We are destroying our country ­ I mean our country itself, our land. — This is a terrible thing to know, but it is not a reason for despair unless we decide to continue the destruction. If we decide to continue the destruction, that will not be because we have no other choice.

This destruction is not necessary. It is not inevitable, except that by our submissiveness we make it so. Humans don’t have to live by destroying the sources of their life. People can change; they can learn to do better. All of us, regardless of party, can be moved by love of our land to rise above the greed and contempt of our land’s exploiters.


FEBRUARY 2, 1968

In the dark of the moon, in flying snow, in the dead of winter,

war spreading, families dying, the world in danger,


I walk the rocky hillside, sowing clover.



THE FAMILIAR

The hand is risen from the earth, the sap risen, leaf come back to branch, bird to nest crotch. Beans lift their heads up in the row. The known returns to be known again. Going and coming back, it forms its curves, a nerved ghostly anatomy in the air.


Walking among the big trees


Once we had climbed the bank and stepped over the fence and were walking among the big trees, we seemed already miles from the truck. The water gleamed over the bottomlands below us on our right; you could not see that there had ever been a road in that place. I followed Elton along the slope through the trees. Neither of us thought to use a flashlight, though we each had one, nor did we talk. The moon gave plenty of light. We could see everything-underfoot the blooms of twinleaf, bloodroot, rue anemone, the little stars of spring beauties, and overhead the littlest branches, even the blooms on the sugar maples. The ground was soft from the rain, and we hardly made a sound. The flowers around us seemed to float in the shadows so that we walked like waders among stars, uncertain how far down to put our feet. And over the broad shine of the backwater, the calling of the peepers rose like another flood, higher than the water flood, and thrilled and trembled in the air. It was a long walk because we had to go around the inlets of the backwater that lay in every swag and hollow. Way off, now and again, we could hear the owls. Once we startled a deer and stood still while it plunged away into the shadows. And always we were walking among flowers. I wanted to keep thinking that they were like stars, but after a while I could not think so. They were not like stars. They did not have that hard, distant glitter. And yet in their pale, peaceful way, they shone. They collected their little share of light and gave it back. Now and then, when we came to an especially thick patch of them, Elton would point. Or he would raise his hand and we would stop a minute and listen to the owls.

I was wider awake than I had been since morning would have been glad to go on walking all night long. Around us we could feel the year coming, as strong and wide and irresistible as a wind.


THE SATISFACTIONS OF THE MAD FARMER

Growing weather; enough rain; the cow’s udder tight with milk; the peach tree bent with its yield; honey golden in the white comb—, the pastures deep in clover and grass, enough, and more than enough; the ground, new worked, moist and yielding underfoot, the feet comfortable in it as roots; the early garden: potatoes, onions, peas, lettuce, spinach, cabbage, carrots, radishes, marking their straight rows with green, before the trees are leafed,’ raspberries ripe and heavy amid their foliage, currants shining red in clusters amid their foliage, strawberries red ripe with the white flowers still on the vines-picked with the dew on them, before breakfast,

grape clusters heavy under broad leaves, powdery bloom on fruit black with sweetness ­—an ancient delight, delighting; the bodies of children, joyful without dread of their spending, surprised at nightfall to be weary; the bodies of women in loose cotton, cool and closed in the evenings of summer, like contented houses’, the bodies of men, able in the heat and sweat and weight and length of the day’s work, eager in their spending, attending to nightfall, the bodies of women;


sleep after love, dreaming white lilies blooming coolly out of the flesh;

after sleep, enablement to go on with work, morning a clear gift; the maidenhood of the day, cobwebs unbroken in the dewy grass; the work of feeding and clothing and housing, done with more than enough knowledge and with more than enough love, by those who do not have to be told; any building well built, the rafters firm to the walls, the walls firm, the joists without give, the proportions clear, the fitting exact, even unseen, bolts and hinges that turn home without a jiggle;

any work worthy of the day’s maidenhood; any man whose words lead precisely to what exists, who never stoops to persuasion;

the talk of friends, lightened and cleared by all that can be assumed; deer tracks in the wet path, the deer sprung from them, gone on;


live streams, live shiftings of the sun in the summer woods;

the great hollow-trunked beech, a landmark I loved to return to, its leaves gold-lit on the silver branches in the fall: blown down after a hundred years of standing, a footbridge over the stream;

the quiet in the woods of a summer morning, the voice of a pewee passing through it like a tight silver wire;

a little clearing among cedars, white clover and wild strawberries beneath an opening to the sky ­â€”heavenly, I thought it, so perfect; had I foreseen it I would have desired it no less than it deserves;


fox tracks in snow, the impact of lightness upon lightness, unendingly silent.

What I know of spirit is astir in the world. The god I have always expected to appear at the woods’ edge, beckoning, I have always expected to be a great relisher of this world, its good grown immortal in his mind.

THE SATISFACTION


NS OF

Wendell Berry lives and farms with his family in Henry County, Kentucky, and is the author of more than thirty books of fiction, non-fiction, and poetry. Berry’s work is an ongoing exploration of man’s use of and relationship to the land, and his writing constitutes, as Gary Tolliver has said, one man’s “continuing search for avenues of reentry into a proper state of harmony with the natural world.”


BIBLIOGRAPHY

Berry, Wendell. Fidelity Five Stories. New York and San Francisco: Pantheon Books, 1992 Berry, Wendell. Collected Poems 1957-1982. New York: North Point Press; Farrar, Straus, and Giroux, 1987 Berry, Wendell. The Way of Ignorance and Other Essays. Berkeley: Counter Point, 2005


Love this miraculous world that we did not make, that is a gift to us.


This book was designed and printed by Michelle Nahmad in the Spring of 2013 at Washinton University in Saint Louis. It is set in DIN and Scala Sans. The images are a combination of self taken and treated photographs and hand cut paper.



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