A Note to self. April 2021.

This is me. Whatever they want to say. I am born this way. I can be insecure sometimes. As they always bully. Still, now even behind my back about how I look. When I get compliments shit follows. I truly dont care about the false shit they say about my face. Yes it hurts. As its

fake lies about my face. I am born this way. Use a bit of make up. Not much. Otherwise it will show. I dont like that.

Im not very smart. And amateur in my work. But it makes me happy to make things. To write.

Its private. No one would buy my work. Had a failure expo in 2018. Ruw'art in oss.

Be yourself. And one day I hope to fall in love again with someone realistic. As I in times of insanity live in my fantasy at night or daydreams. I miss these daydreams. I would make love to a hero. Where is my hero? God send me some love. I see so much hate around me. I pay attention to the beauty I see. While there is almost no beauty to be seen. I look at the sky.

And the sun that shines. I see the gifts of God. The oxygen we inhale.

Life starts with sense.

Love from.

Nadiya Mohado