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{]nb hmb\¡sc P\phcn s^{_phcn amkw Zp_mbv t]mepÅ _nkn\Êv cmPy§fn hfsc Xnc¡p]nSn¨ kabamWv. Cu kab¯v IYsbgpXm³ t]mbn«v BtemNn¡m\pÅ kabw t]mepw In«nÃ. AXpsImmbncn¡Ww ]pXnb IYIÄs¡mcpam´yw... F´mbmepw {]nb S.M.{Kq¸v \nÀ¯n sh¡m\pÅ ]pd¸mSmsW¶ptI« k¦Sw sImp s\än \n¶pw Hcp Cw¥ojv IY Uu¬temUpsNbvXv aebmf¯nte¡v ]IÀ¯pIbmWp Rm³ ChnsS sN¿p¶Xv. Ft´¦nepw t]mcmbvaIÄ Ds¦n £an¡pI.... CXv Hcp kw `h IYbmWv AXp \n§sfmSp ]¦p sh¡p¶Xn\p ap¼p Rm³ Fs¶ Ipdn¨p \n§Ä¡v ]cnNbs¸Sp¯s«. Fsâ t]À APojv F¶mWp. A¨p«m... F¶p ho«nepÅ FÃmhcpw hnfn¡pw AXymhiyw km¼¯nI `{ZXbpÅ Hcp hoss«emWv Rm³ P\n¨Xv. AO³ _nkn\Êv sN¿p¶p. A½ kvIqÄ So¨dmWv. A½¡v \mep B§famcmWpÅXv. (Fsâ A½mh·mÀ) Ahcn aq¶pt]À KÄ^nemWv HcmÄ AOsâIqsS _nkn\Êv Imcy§Ä \S¯p¶p. AO\pw A½¡pw IqSn Rm³ Hscmätamt\ DÅp. am{Xaà ho«nepÅ B¬Xcnbpw Rm³ am{Xw. A½mh·mcn aq¶pt]À IÃymWw Ign¨n«pp. AXn HcmÄ¡v Ip«nIfnÃ; aäpcpt]À¡pw Cucps]¬Ip«nIfmWpÅXv. Fsâ HSphnes¯ A½mh\pw Rm\pw X½n A©phbÊnsâ hnXymkta DÅp.,, B Fsâ {]mbw Rm³ ]dªnÃtÃm; F\n¡v hbÊv 22, F©n\obdn§n\p tlmÌen Xmakn¨v ]Tn¡p¶p. Rm³ A½mhs\ Ipt««m F¶mWp hnfn¡mdv. Ipt««\pw Rm\pw \à I¼\nbmWp. R§Ä H¶n¨v I¼n ]S¯n\pw aäpw t]mImdpv Fs¶ shÅaSn¡m\pw ]pIhen¡m\pw ]Tn¸n¨ Kpcp\mY\pw Ipt««³ Xs¶. 2004 Unk¼dn Ipt««s\sImp IÃymWw Ign¸n¡m³ ho«pImÀ FÃmhcpw IqSn Xncpam\n¨p. IÃymW¯n\mbn Ah³ Zp_mbn \n¶v eohn h¶p. ]co£ ImeaÃm¯Xn\m Rm\pw tlmÌen \n¶v ho«nte¡v h¶p R§Ä FÃmhcpwIqsS BsI ASn¨ps]mfn¨p. FÃmhcpw IqsS FdWmIpf¯p\n¶v Ah\p Hcp s]®ns\ Xncªp]nSn¨p. Hcp 22 Imcn sIm¨pkpµcn. ImWm³ GItZiw \½psS kn\nam\Sn \hym\mbsc t]msebpp. \à sImgp¯pcp 36 C©v sskkn apeIfpw hncnª henb tjs]m¯IpnIfpw HXp§nb hbdpw hnSÀ¶I®pIfpw tX\pänhogp¶ sN³NppIfpw BsIsam¯¯n \à sam©¯ns]®v. A½mbnbpsS t]cp]dªnà AtÃ!... \b\... \b\bpsS ^anenbpw km¼¯nIambn \à DbÀ¶ \nebnemWv am{Xhpaà AhÀ Aåw tamtUWpamWv aWhm«nbmbn Ahsc It¸mÄ .. kXyw ]dbmtem Fsâ Ip«m³ Ibdps]«n¨v sjÍnXpf¨v ]pd¯pNmSn. Rm³ Ahs\ kam[m\n¸n¡m³ s]« ]mSv F\nt¡ Adnbq. F´mbmepw IÃymWsams¡ Ignªv Ipt««³ BZycm{Xn BtLmjn¡m\mbn sS³j\Sn¨p\S¡pIbmWv. cm{Xnsbm¶mbn In«s... F¶n«p thWw H¶p ASn¨ps]mfn¡m³ AhfpsS I¶n]qÀ F¶p a\Ên hnNmcn¨psImp \S¡pIbmhWw Ipt««³ F¶v Rm\pw hnNmcn¨p. cm{Xn GItZiw ]Xn¶mbnImWpw Rm³ Dd§m\mbn Fsâ apdnbnte¡p t]mIpIbmbncp¶p. Ipt««sâ apdn¡pap¶neqsS thWw Fsâ apdnbnte¡p t]mIm³. Rm³ AhcpsS apdn¡Sps¯¯nbt¸mÄ apdn¡pÅn \n¶pw AS¡nb Nncnbpw aqfepw aäpw tI«p. F\n¡p a\Ênembn Ipt««³ sXmSm\pw ]nSn¡m\psams¡ XpS§n ImWpw F¶v. Rm³ Fsâ apdnbn t]mbn Ipt««³ \b\sb ]®p¶Xv a\Ên BtemNn¨psImp; a\Ên IpsImp Fsâ Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¯v ]Xps¡ hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.
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6/2/005
2 Hmtcm cwK§fpw Rm³ a\Ên ImWm³ XpS§n; Ipt««³ AhfpsS AcnIn Ahsf ap«nbpcp½nbmWncn¡p¶Xv. AhÄ \mWt¯msS Xe Xmgv¯n hnc ISn¨psImncn¡p¶p. Ipt««³ AhfpsS Npaen ssIsh¨p. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS apXpIn XtemSn B ImÀIp´enepw AhfpsS NpaepIfpw AbmÄ ]Xps¡ XtemSnsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS XmSn]nSn¨pbÀ¯nsImv AhfpsS s]m³ s\änbn Ipt««³ Hcp ap¯w sImSp¯p. AhÄ I®pIÄ cpw ]q«nsImp \nÀhrXnbSªp. Ipt««³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS Iq¼nb I®pIfnepw XpSp¯ IhnfnWIfnepw ]Xps¡ Np¼n¨p. AhfpsS Nph¶p XpSp¯ NppIfn AbmÄ BÀ¯ntbmsS Np¼n¡p¶Xpw AhIÄ s\m«n\pWbp¶Xpw Rm³ a\:I®n Ip. AhcpsS apeIfpw Ipnbpw aäpw F§ns\bmIpsa¶v Rm³ Nn´n¨pt\m¡n. Ipt««³ AhcpsS kmcn Agn¨pamän ]ns¶ »uÊns\ lp¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶mbn Agn¨pamän. Idp¯ {_m¡pÅn hoÀ¸pap«n\n¡p¶ B IpNIpw`§sf {_m¡papIfneqsS Xs¶ Ipt««³ AaÀ¯n R¡n. Ahcpw Ipt««s\ hcnªpapdp¡n. Ipt««³ ]ns¶ AhcpsS {_mbpw Agn¨pam«n. tlm F{X at\mlcamb apeIÄ. Ipt««³ Ahcpw amdnamdn Ddp©nIpSn¨p. Acbnt©mfw hcp¶ AhcpsS apeR«pIfn ]Xps¡ ISn¨psImp Ipt««³ C¡nfnbn«p. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS hbä¯pw s]m¡nÄ Npgnbnepw \ms¡msImp ]Sw hc¨p. Ipt««³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS ASn¸mhmSbpw Agn¨pamän. Ct¸mÄ AhÀ Hcp Cfw aª \nd¯nepÅ ]mân am{XamWp [cn¨ncn¡p¶Xv. AhcpsS ssaÀImSpIÄ AXn\pÅneqsS sXfnªp ImWmw. Cu Imgsbms¡ Rm³ a\Ên IpsImv Fsâ Ip«s\ hmWaSn¨psImncp¶p. Ipt««³ AhcpsS sjÍnbpw hen¨qcn. ]ns¶ Idp¯ ssaÀ h\§Ä sImv \n_nUamb AhcpsS ]qd¸¯n AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p. AXn\pÅnse s]míbn \m¡nd¡n AXnse XoÀ° Pew \¡nIpSn¨p. ]ns¶ Ahsc s_Ín aeÀ¯nInS¯n AhcpsS apIfn IbdnInS¶p. F¶n«v Xsâ s]cpwIp®sb AhcpsS aZ\sN¸n\pÅnte¡v XÅnIbän. Blv Fs¶mcp thZ\tbmsS AhÀ B Ccp¼p ZÞpt]mepÅ De¡ Ip®sb Xsâ tbm\o\uIbnse¡v kzoIcn¨p. Ipt««³ Xsâ Ip® ]pdt¯¡v hen¨qcnbpw hopw AIt¯¡v DintcmsS XÅnIbänbpw AhcpsS ]t®Â ]cn]mSn; I¶n]®Â Bcw`n¨p. Ipt««s\ Hmtcm ASn¡pw AhÀ lt½... At¿m F¶v thZ\sImv \nehnfn¨psImp B ]®en\p Hcp ]ivNmXe kwKoXw \ÂIn.
Ips««³ Ahsc Bªmªp]®p¶Xv HmÀ¯psImv Rm³ Fsâ Ip«s\ hfsc thK¯n hmWaSn¨psImncp¶p. GItZiw Hcp ]¯p]Xn\©pan\n«p Rm³ hmWaSn¨pImWpw At¸mtg¡pw Fsâ in¦mcsN¡³ Ahsâ ip¢hÀjw s_Ínte¡v Aà a\Ênse A½mbn]qänte¡v XpemhÀjt]amcnt]mse s]bvsXmgn¨p. Rm\msI XfÀ¶ncp¶p; Fsâ Ip®]mensâ apIfn Xs¶ Rm³ Iangv¶pIS¶pd§n. lWnaqsWÃmw Ignªv sIt««\pw \b\bpw Xncns¨¯n. \b\bpsS AO³ AhÀ¡v Xmakn¡m\mbn ]memcnh«¯v Hcp ASns]mfn hnÃ(_w¥mhv ) hm§nbn«ncp¶p. Ipt««\pw \b\bpw AhntS¡v Xmakw amän. Ipt««³ Zp_mbn¡v aS§pt¼mÄ IqsS \b\tbbpw sImpt]mIm\mbncp¶p ¹m³. ]t£ Ipt««sâ t_mÊv hfsc AXymhiyambn Ipt««s\ hnfn¸n¨p. AXn\m Ipt««³ A½mbnsb IqsS sImpt]mIm³ km[n¡pambncp¶nÃ. Ipt««sâ A½mb¸\pw A½mb½¡pw hfscb[nIw hnjaambn. \b\ Hä¡v ]memcnh«¯v Xmaknt¡nhcpsat¶mÀ¯v AhÀ¡v IqSpX hnjaambn. At¸mÄ Ipt««³ AhtcmSp ]dªp; A¨q«³ \b\bpsS IqsS Xmakn¡pw Rm³ F{Xbpw s]s«¶v Hcp hnk H¸n¨v tamfqs\ sImpt]mbnt¡mfmw AXphsc A¨q«³ AhÄ¡v I¼\nsImSp¡pw Ah\p Su¬ Hs¡ \à ]cnNbamWpXm\pw. \b\bpsS AO\pw A½¡pw AXp k½Xambncp¶p. Fsâ AO\pw A½bpw AXp k½Xn¨p. F\n¡v Bbncw h«w k½Xambncp¶p. H¶pansænepw F¶pw Ahsc IpsImp hmWaSn¡masÃm F¶mbncp¶p Fsâ Nn´. ]s£ Rm³ AsXm¶pw ]pd¯p ImWn¨nÃ.. am{Xaà Ipt««³ t]mIp¶Xnsâ hnjaw \Sn¨p\S¶p. Rm³ s]mXpth FÃmhtcmSpw hfsc {^o Bbn«Wp s]cpamdnbncp¶Xv. Fsâ A½mbntbmSpw A§ns\ Xs¶bmbncp¶p. ]s£ Hcn¡epw enanäv hn«v Rm³ Ahcpambn ASp¯ncp¶nÃ. Ahcpw Ft¶mSv A§ns\ Xs¶bmbncp¶p. ]t£ Fsâ hmWaSnIfnse F¶t¯bpw \mbnI AhÀXs¶bmbncp¶p.
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6/2/005
3 Ahkm\w Ipt««³ Zp_mbnte¡v ]d¶p.. hfsc k¦St¯msS FÃmhcpw Ahs\ bm{Xbm¡n. s\Sp¼mtÈcn FbÀt]mÀ«n sh¨v Ipt««s\ sI«n]nSn¨psImp Icbp¶ \b\sb kam[m\n¸n¡m³ FÃmhcpw \s¶]mSps]«p. ]ns¶ Rm\pw \b\bpw AhfpsS A½bpwIqSn ]memcnh«¯pÅ AhfpsS ]pXnb ho«nte¡v Imdn bm{Xbmbn. t]mIp¶ hgn¡v HcpXhWt]mepw Rm³ Ahsc t\m¡pItbm aäpw sNbvXnÃ. A¶p cm{Xn Rm³ Hcp apdnbnepw thsdmcpapdnbn \b\bpw AhfpsS A½bpw Dd§m³ InS¶p. ]ntä¶v sshIo«v \b\bpsS A½ Xncn¨pt]mbn. ]ns¶ Rm\pw Ahfpw am{Xambn ho«n ]s£ Hcn¡Â t]mepw Rm³ Ahsf Nm³skSp¡m³ X¿mdmbnÃ. CS¡nS¡v Ipt««³ Zp_mbn \n¶v t^m¬ sN¿pw At¸msgms¡ \b\ Fs¶ Ipdn¨v \à A`n{]mbta ]dbmdpÅp. CS¡v \b\bpsS AO\pw ho«n hnknäv \S¯n.. AhcpsS ap¼n Rm³ hfsc am\y\mbncp¶p. cm{Xn amXw Fsâ dqan Ibdn XebnWaS¡nsh¨v AXv \b\bpsS IpnbmsW¶p k¦ån¨psImv Rm³ AXn\nSbn Fsâ Ip®h¨v ]®pw. At¸mÄ am{Xta Rm³ Aåw tlm«hmdpÅp. HcmgvN¡ptijw R§Ä IqSpX {^o Bbn s]cpamdm³ XpS§n. CS¡v Rm³ Ahsf tjm¸n§n\pw AhfpsS {^âvknsâ ASp¯pw aäpw sImpt]mbn. ]Xnsb ]Xnsb AhÀ Ft¶mSp IqSpX {^m¦v Bbn kwkmcn¡m\pw s]cpamdm\pw XpS§n. Hcphn[w FÃm Imcy§fpw R§Ä ]ckv]cw ]dbm³ XpS§n. Fsâ tImtfPv sse^ns\ Ipdn¨pw tKÄ {^vkns\ Ipdn¨pw AXpt]mse AhfpsS tImtePv sse^ns\ Ipdn¨pw R§Ä CS¡nS¡v kwkmcn¡mdpmbncp¶p. am{Xaà AhÄ CS¡v sdmamânIv Imcy§sf Ipdn¨pw skIv kv aqhokns\ Ipdn¨pw Ft¶mSp kwkmcn¡mdpmbncp¶p. Hcp Znhkw \b\ Ft¶mSv Ahsc AhcpsS Hcp kplr¯nsâ ho«nte¡v sImp t]mIm³ ]dªp. F\n¡v AXn³ _p²nsams«m¶papmbncp¶nÃ. Rm³ k½Xw aqfn. Aåkab¯n\pÅn AhÀ t]mIm³ scUnbmbn s{UÊpsNbvXp h¶p. Hcp shÅ tIm«¬ ]©_n{UÊmbncp¶p AhÀ C«ncp¶Xv. AXn\pÅneqsS AhcpsS Idp¯ {_m icn¡pw sXfnªpImWmw B {UÊn AhÄ AXnat\mlcnbmbn ImWs¸«p. Fsâ Ip«³ sjÍn¡pÅ \nehnfnIq«m³ XpS§n. t]mIm³ sdUnbmbn R§Ä ]pdt¯¡nd§n. Fsâ `mKyhimtem Ipt««sâ \nÀ`mKyw XpS§nbXn\mtem ImÀ A¶p tISmbncp¶p. AXn\m Rm³ Fsâ ss_s¡Sp¯p. BZyambmWp \b\ Fsâ IqsS ss_¡n bm{XsN¿p¶Xv. Rm³ AhtcmSv \¶mbn ]nSn¨ncpt¶mfm³ ]dªp. AhÀ Hcp ssIsImv Fsâ hbä¯pIqSn Npän]nSn¨ncp¶p. At¸mÄ AhcpsS apeIÄ Fsâ tXmfn X«nbncp¶p. AXnsâ {]Xn^e\w Fsâ ]mân\pÅn F\n¡dnbmambncp¶p. F¶m Rm³ AsXm¶pw Ahsc Adnbn¸n¡m³ {ian¨nÃ. Xncn¨v Ahsc FSp¡m³ F{XaWn¡phcWsa¶v Rm³ AhtcmSp tNmZn¨p. sshIo«v Hcp BdpaWn¡p h¶m aXnsb¶v \b\ Ft¶mSp ]dªp. Rm³ HsI ]dªp Xncn¨p ho«nte¡p t]m¶p. ImÀ hÀIvtjm¸n sImSps¯¦nepw A¶p Xs¶ In«m³ ]äpambncp¶nÃ. sshIo«v IrXyw BdpaWn¡p Xs¶ Rm³ Ahsc ]nIv sN¿m\mbn F¯n. ]t£ ImemhØ A{X¡p at\mlcambncp¶nÃ. Imäpw ag¡papÅ tImfpmbncp¶p. Rm³ thKw AhtcbpwsImv ho«nte¡p IpXn¨p. tN¨n (A§ns\bmWp Rm³ Ahsc hnfn¨ncp¶Xv) apdpsI ]nSn¨ncps¶m.. aghcp¶Xn\papt¼ hosS¯Ww. HsI A¨p.. \o \à kv]oUn Xs¶tbmSns¨m, tN¨n hogpIsbm¶panÃ.... Rm³ BIv kn H¶pIqSn sImSp¯p, hn s]s«¶v IpXn¨Xn\m AhÀ Fsâ ]pds¯¡p H¶p Nmªp.. ]ns¶ cpssIsImp Fs¶ Npän]nSn¨p.. At¸mtg¡pw ags]¿m³ XpS§nbncp¶p. \à Ccp«pw hym]n¨ncp¶p. agb¯v AhÀ XWp¯p hnd¡p¶pmbncp¶p; Rm\pw AXn\m Rm³ AhtcmSv Fs¶ \¶mbn ]nSn¨ncpt¶mfm³ ]dªp. AhÀ Fsâ Acs¡«neqsS Fs¶ CdpsI ]nSn¨ncp¶p. AhcpsS cp IpN§fpw Fsâ apXpIn AaÀ¶ncp¶p. Fsâ Ip«³ I¼nbSn¨v sImSnacw t]mse apg¨p\n¶p. AhcpsS ssIX Fsâ Ip«sâ apIfn Bbncp¶p AaÀ¶ncp¶Xv.
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6/2/005
4 At¸mtg¡pw agbpsS iàn IqSn.. hnsbmSn¡m³ ]ä¯ AhØbmbn XoÀ¶p. Rm³ Hcp sjUn\Sp¯v hn \nÀ¯n. Rm\p \b\bpw AXn\Snbn Ibdn\n¶p. \b\ BsI \\ªp IpXnÀ¶ncp¶p. AhfpsS Idp¯ {_mbpw \oe jÍnbpw icn¡pw sXfnªpImWmambncp¶p. Fsâ Ip«³ Ip«nsIm¼sâ tXät]mse ]pdt¯¡v apg¨p\n¡p¶p. \b\bpsS t\m«w apgph³ Ahsâ taembncp¶p. agtXmÀ¶v R§Ä cmfpw bm{XXpSÀ¶p. Aåkab¯n\pÅn hosS¯n Rm³ t\c _mXv dqan Ibdn \à Hcp hmWw hn«p, Ipfn¨v ]pd¯ph¶p. At¸mtg¡pw \à NqSpIm¸nNpambn \b\ h¶p. Hcp IÅNncntbmsS AhÄ F\n¡p Im¸n X¶p. Im¸nIpSn¨psImncn¡pt¼mÄ Rm³ Ahsf HfnI®m H¶pgnªpt\m¡n. Hcp Cfw tdmkv ss\änbmbncp¶p AhÄ C«ncp¶Xv. HÅn {_mbnÃ! AhcpsS apeI®pIÄ sXfnªpImWp¶pv. Rm³ AXnte¡pXs¶ Däpt\m¡nsImncp¶p. AXp a\Ênem¡nbns«¶h®w AhÀ Hcp tXmÀs¯Sp¯v Igp¯neqsSbn«p. ]n¶oSpÅZnhk§fn AhÀ Ft¶mSv IqSpX ASp¯ps]cpamdm\pw skIv kns\ Ipdn¨v IqSpX Hm¸\mbn kwkmcn¡m\pw XpS§n. ]s£ AhcpsS \áXsbIpdn¨pw hiyamb apeIsfIpdn¨pw AhtcmSp]dbm³ F\n¡v t]Snbmbncp¶p. Hcp Znhkw Rm³ ]pd¯p\n¶pw s]s«¶v Ibdnh¶p. t\sc Sn.hn. dqante¡v IbdnsN¶p. \b\ GtXm Hcp aqhn IpsImncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. AhÄ s]s«¶p Xs¶ Nm\ amän... F¶n«v dntam«v tkm^bnte¡v C«v ]dªp; FÃmw t_mdn§v Nm\epIfm.. AhÀ AhcpsS apdnbnte¡v t]mbn. Rm³ AhÀ t]mbt¸mÄ Nm\ amän Fhn C«pt\m¡n. Bt¸m hnkn]nbn \n¶pw Hcp Ip¯p kn\nabpsS Imkäv s¹ sN¿m³ XpS§n. AXp icn... Nc¡v Ip¯p]Sw ImWpIbmbncp¶p AsÃ... As¸m Rm\nÃm¯t¸m CXmWp]cn]mSn.. Rm\pw Ipd¨pt\cw aqhn Ip BsI I¼nbSn¨p ]ns¶ t\sc Fsâ apdnbnte¡p t]mbn.. Fsâ apdnbpsS sXm«Sp¯mWp AhcptSbpw apdn. t]mIp¶ hgn¡v AhcpsS apdnbpsS hmXnensâ Xmt¡m ]gpXneqsS Rm³ AIs¯s¡m¶p t\m¡n.. slsâ Cuizcm!!!! \b\ ]cn]qÀ® \ábmbn s_Ín aeÀ¶pInS¡p¶p. Hcp ssIsImp kz´w apeIÄ ]nSn¨aÀ¯p¶pp. AhIÄ cpw Hcpteiw t]mepw DSªn«nÃ. atä ssIsImv AhcpsS ]qÀNmen hncen«nf¡p¶p. ¢o³ tjhv sNbvX ]f]fan¶p¶ AhcpsS A¸w Iv Fsâ Ip«³ I®oscmgp¡m³ XpS§n. AhÀ kzbw hncen«pckn¡pIbmWv. Rm³ thKw Fsâ apdnbntes¡mSn t\sc XebnWsbSp¯p ]®m³ XpS§n \b\bpsS IpnbmsW¶p k¦ån¨psImv Rm³ B XebnW¡nS¡v Bªp]®n Fsâ ]mepapgph\pw AXn\pÅnte¡v sXdp¸n¨p. Rm³ Fgpt¶«v \b\bpsS apdnbpsS hmXnen ap«n.. A¨p« Hcp an\näv. tZ h¶q.. F¶p ]dsª¦nepw Aåw IgnªmWv AhÀ h¶Xv. F´m A¨q«m? \ap¡v Hcp Hu«n§n\p t]mbmsem? ChnsS shdpsX Ccp¶p BsI t_mdSn¡p¶p. Rm³ tNmZn¨p.. AXns\´m! C¶p sshIo«pXs¶ t]mImw.. sshIo«v R§Ä cmfpw IqsS ss_¡n {Uow thÄUnte¡v Xncn¨p. AhÄ¡v shůn Cd§ms\ t]Snbmbncp¶p. F¶mepw Ahsf \nÀ_Ôn¨v Rm³ shůnend¡n. Hcp ]mSpt\cw R§Ä shůn Ifn¨p.. Nm³kv In«pt¼msgms¡ AhfpsS apeIfn X«m\pw Ipnbn X«m\pw Rm³ ad¶nÃ.. »q emtKm¬ ]qfnse¡v Dbc¯n \n¶pw R§Ä kv¹mjv sNbvXv h¶t¸mÄ AhÄ icn¡pw ]dªm Fsâ aSnbnembncp¶p Ccp¶Xv. Fsâ Ip«³ tjmÀSvkn\pÅneqsS AhfpsS N´n hnShn Ibdnbncp¶p. AhÄ BsI t]Sn¨v Xncnªv Fs¶ sI«n]nSn¨p. Rm\pw ssIsImv Ahsf Npänhcnªp. CS¡v AhfpsS {]XnIcWadnbm³ AhfpsS Hcp ape¡v Rm³ ]Xps¡ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. F¶m AhÄ Fs¶ t\m¡n shdpsXsbm¶p Nncn¡pIsb DmbnÅp.
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6/2/005
5 AXv F\n¡v \à ss[cyw X¶p ]ns¶ In«p¶ Nm³skm¶pw Rm³ Ifªnà Ipnbnepw apeIfnepw CS¡nS¡v ]nSn¨p R¡n. CS¡v Ahfpw Fsâ Ip®bn ssIsImv Adnbm¯t]mse cpaq¶p XhW X«n. ]ntä¶v Ft¶mSp H¶pcp aqhn Imkäv sImphcm³ \b\ Ft¶mSp ]dªp.. Rm³ Imkäv sImphcm\mbn ]pdt¯¡nd§n. A¨q«m.. aebmfw Imkäv hÃXpw sImph¶m \o Xs¶ Ccp¶p ImtWn hcpw.. hà Cw¥ojv aqhnbpw Ip«psa¦n sImphm.. \b\ hnfn¨p]dªp... Rm³ \à cp aqhn Xs¶ sImph¶p.. ]¡ »q Asænepw AXn [mcmfw skIvkv ko\pIÄ Dmbncp¶p. tkm^bn Rm³ Hcp sskUnembncp¶p Ccp¶Xv. \b\ InS¶psImp ^nenw ImWm³ XpS§n. CS¡v AhÄ Fsâ aSnbn XeIbänsh¨psImv ImWm³ XpS§n.. AXnse skIv kv ko\pIÄ h¶t¸mÄ Fsâ Ip«³ apg¨p\n¡m³ XpS§n.. AhÄ Hcp ssIsImp Ahsâ apIfn AaÀ¯nsh¨v AXn\papIfn XeIbänsh¨p.. CS¡nS¡v AhÄ F\n¡v Hmscm ssk\pIÄ Xs¶¦nepw F\n¡v t\cn«p AhtcmSp ]®m³ tNmZn¡m³ `bambncp¶p.. Ahkm\w AhÀ¡v tZjyw h¶v AhÀ Fgpt¶äpt]mbn. Rm³ icn¡pw Hcp hnÍnbmbn AhnsSXs¶cp¶p.. Rm³ ]ns¶ Fgpt¶äv t\sc Fsâ apdnbnte¡pt]mbn. F¶n«v thKw XebnWaS¡nsh¨p AXns\ ]®m³ XpS§n.. ]®ensâ Dincn Rm³ ]eXpw hnfn¨p]dªpsImncp¶p... Fsâ N¡sc \bt\ \nsâ Ipn F{X at\mlcamWp.. lmbv F´pckm \nsâ Ipn¡n§ns\bSn¡m³ N¡sc \nsâ Is´m¶pN¸m³ F{XImembn Im¯ncn¡p¶p Fs¶ms¡ ]dªpsImv Rm³ B XebnWsb ]®nsImncp¶p.. Fsâ]pdIn s]s«¶mWv \b\ h¶Xv. hmXn XÅnXpd¶v AI¯pIbdp¶Xv Rm³ InÃy.. AhÀ h¶v Fsâ AscsI«n Npän]nSn¨p. Rm³ sR«n s]s«¶v Fgpt¶äp. Hcp ]p©ncntbmsS Fs¶ t\m¡n \n¡p¶ Ahsc Iv F\n¡v BsI \mWambn ]s£ At¸mgpw Fsâ Ip«³ sh«nXpÅnsImncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. \b\bpsS t\m«w Ahsâ taembn AhÄ Ahs\ I¿nseSp¯p ]Xps¡ H¶p XShn. Fsâ Ip«m A¨q… CXn{Xbpw \mfn§ns\ Hfn¸n¨p sh¨ncn¡phmbncpt¶m? sÈm! Fs´mcp tiem \nsâ Ip®¡v... F´p hep¸w Rm\mZyambmWp Hcps]®v Ip® Fs¶ms¡ apJ¯pt\m¡n ]dbp¶Xv tI«Xv. AXv Fs¶ H¶pIqSn Dt¯PnX\m¡n. AhÀ ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v ]Xps¡ hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n. ]ns¶ Xmsg ap«pIp¯nbncp¶v Ahs\ hmbnte¡v Aåmåambn Xn¶m³ XpS§n. \m¡psImv Ahsâ aIpS¯n BsIsbm¶pgnªp. Fsâ DIfn ]nSn¨v Xncp½n ans¶ Xeapt¶m«pw ]nt¶m«pw B¡nsImv F\n¡v \¶mbn Du¼nX¶p. ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip®hmbn \n¶pw FSp¯v {KlWn]nSn¨Ip«nIÄ¡v N¡Iq«m³ In«nbmse¶t]mse \¡m\pw Du¼m\pw ISn¡m\pw Hs¡ XpS§n. A¨q tam\o aq¶pamÊmbn \nsâ tN¨n ]«nWnbmSm.. F\ns¡m¶p ]®nXmUmmIp«mm.. Fs¶ms¡ ]dªpsImv AhÀ hopw Bªq¼nsImncp¶p. Asænte t]mImdmbn\n¡p¶ Fsâ Ip®Ip«³ A[nIw sh¨p Xmakn¸n¨nÃ; AhfpsS hmípÅnte¡v Ah³ AXpapgph\pw Hgn¨pIfªp. AhfmIs« AXpapgph\pw BÀ¯ntbmsS IpSn¨nd¡n.. Rm³ ]ns¶ AhtcmSv AhcpsS \áicncw ImWWsa¶v Bhiys¸«p. AhÀ bmsXmcp aSnbpw IqSmsX AhcpsS ss\änbqcnIfªp. ASnb {_mbpmbncp¶nÃ. shdpw sjÍnam{Xw. Rm³ AhcpsS apeIfn ]Xps¡ H¶p sXm«p. Fsâ ssI hnd¡p¶pmbncp¶p. AhÄ Fsâ ssI FSp¯v AhfpsS apeIfn sh¨aÀ¯n. AhfpsS apeI®pIfn Rm³ hnc sImp RcSn ]ns¶ AXpIÄ ]Xps¡ ISn¨p.. B X¦IpS§Ä Rm³ amdn amdn IpSnOvsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ Xmtg¡nd§n AhfpsS \m`nbn \m¡n«nf¡n. ]ns¶ sjÍn hen¨qcn AhfpsS tbm\o]m{X¯n \n¶pw \dpt\³ D®m³ XpS§n.. Fsâ \m¡psImv Rm³ AhfpsS I´nt·epw ]qdnXfpIfnÃpw aÊmÖv sNbvXpsImp¯p.
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6/2/005
6 AhfpsS ]qÀNmen \m¡n«pgdn.Rm³ Fgpt¶äv AhcpsS NppIfn AaÀ¯nNp¼n¨p. AhcpsS \m¡v Rm³ hmbnseSp¯p Ddp©n IpSn¨p. AhfpsS Ihnf¯pw s\änbnepw Igp¯nepw amdn amdn Np¼n¨p. ]ns¶ Ahsf I«nen InS¯n Imepcpw aS¡n sskUnte¡v h¨p ]ns¶ Hcp hnc sImv AhfpsS IqXnbn H¶aÀ¯n R¡n. ]qän cphnc IS¯n \¶mbn Ii¡n.. AhfpsS ]qän \n¶pw aZPew HgpIp¶pmbncp¶p. Rm³ hnc sImv AXv FSp¯v \pWªp. aXn \¡nbXpw cpNn¨Xpw Ip«m.. F\ns¡m¶p ]®nXm \o¿v.. Zm Fs¸m XpS§n F¶ptNmZn¨m aXn F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm³ ]Xps¡ Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS CdpIn ]qän\pÅnte¡v ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ XncpIn Ibän ]Xps¡ thZ\n¡p¶p... F¶v AhÄ ]dªp.. CÃyIp«m thZ\n¸n¡ms A¨p ]®nXcmw. Rm³ ]Xps¡ H¶pIqSn Fsâ Ip«s\ XÅn ]ns¶ iàambnsImv AhfpsS ]qänte¡v AXpapgph\pw XÅnIbän. lt½!! Fs¶mcp \nehnfntbmsS AhÄ AXns\ kzoIcn¨p. Rm³ Aåt\cw AhfpsS apIfn A§ns\ Xs¶ InS¶p ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip«s\ Ipd¨p ]pdt¯¡qcnsbSp¯p hopw XÅnIbän A§ns\ Rm³ Fsâ A½mbnsb ]®m³ XpS§n.. Hcp ]¯p]Xn\©pan\näv A§ns\ Rm³ Ahsf ]®nsImncp¶p ]ns¶ Fsâ ]®en\p thKX Iq«n H¸w Ahfpw AhfpsS Ipn s]m¡nsImv Fs¶ ]®m³ klmbn¨p. Hcp ]¯ncp]XSnIqSn bSn¨t¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS ]qänte¡v ]m Npc¯n H¸w Xs¶ AhÄ¡pw shÅw t]mbn.. AhÄ Fs¶ CdpsI ]pWÀ¶p. Fsâ Ihnf¯pw Npnepw AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p... Ip«mm \ns¶ Rm³ Hcn¡epw hnSnÃ.. F\n¡v F¶pw \o ]®nXcWw... AhÀ ]dªp... ]s£ F\n¡v Ahsc ]®nbn«v aXnbmbncp¶nÃ. Fsâ Ip«³ hopsamcp ]®en\p X¿mdmbnsImv I¼nbSn¨p\n¶p. AhcpsS ]qän Ccp¶v Ah³ hepXmbn hepXmbn hoÀ¸pap«n\n¶p.. C\n AhnsS ]®m³ F\n¡p h¿Ip«... hmbnseSp¯m aXntbm? \b\ Ft¶mSptNmZn¨p.. ]pdIneqsS sN¿s« At¿ AhnsSbmsI hr¯ntISmhpw.. CÃy F\n¡hnsS sN¿Ww... Rm³ Hcp sIm¨pIp«nsbt]mse sIm©n. AhÀ Fs¶ Fgpt¶ån¨p, ]ns¶ Iangv¶pInS¶p. cp XebnSsbSp¯v hbdn¶Snbn sh¨p Ct¸mÄ AhcpsS Ipn ]n§nbmWp\n¡p¶Xv. ]ns¶ Imepcpw AI¯nsh¨v IqXns]mfn¨pIm«n.. Rm³ Aåw Xp¸seSp¯v B IqXnbn tX¨p. ]ns¶ Fsâ \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨psImv AhnsS \m¡psImp Ip¯n.. AhcmsI C¡nfnsImp ]pfªp. ]ns¶ Hcp hnc AhcpsS IqXnbn Ibän H¶p Xncn¨p. ]ns¶ hnc ]pds¯Sp¯v HìaW¯p ]ns¶ \¡n, \ÃêNn tO F´m A¨q«m Cu ImWn¡ps¶? \b\ Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p. \nsâ IqXn¡p Fs´mcp cpNnbm \à aWhpapp... F¶pw F\n¡v \nsâ IqXn Xn¶Ww.. F¶p ]dªpsImv Rms\sâ \m¡v AhfpsS IqXn¡pÅnte¡v IS¯n F¶n«v \m¡psImv AhfpsS IqXnbpsS AIw apgph³ \¡n XpS¨p.. AhfmsI C¡nfnsImv ]chibmbn AhÄ IqXn hnSÀ¯nbpw AS¨pw Fs¶ IqSpX D·mZ\m¡n. ]ns¶ Rm³ Aåw Xps¸seSp¯v Fsâ Ip®bn tX¨p. AhfpsS IqXnbnse¡pw Aåw Xp¸n ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v AhfpsS IqXnbnte¡v H¶aÀ¯n XÅn.. At½.... lmhq thZ\n¡p¶p F¶p ]dªpsImv \b\ Fs¶ XÅnamäm³ t\m¡n.. GItZiw Fsâ Ip®bpsS Im `mKw AhfpsS IqXnbn t]mbn«pmbncp¶p ]t£ IqSpX XÅnIbäm³ AhÄ thZ\ImcWw k½Xn¨nÃ. AXn\mÂ
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6/2/005
7 Rm³ _mXv dqan Ibdn Aåw Fs®sbSp¯v Fsâ Ip®ta ]pc«n ]ns¶ AXpsImp h¶v Aåw AhfpsS IqXnbnepw Hgn¨p F¶n«v hncen«v \¶msbm¶nf¡n ]ns¶ hopw Ipd¨pIqSn F® AhfpsS IqXnbnte¡v Hgn¨p. Cs¸m IqXn apgph³ F®\ndªv ]pdt¯s¡mgpIm³ XpS§n Rm³ ]Xnbs\ Fsâ Ip®aIpSw AhfpsS IqXnbnte¡v XÅnIbän. ]ns¶ H¶pIqSn Bªp XÅn C¯hW Ah³ henb hnjasam¶panÃsX apgph\pw IShsc AhfpsS IqXn¡pÅnte¡v Ibdnt]mbn. AXn\pÅnse B Cfw NqSpX«nbt¸mÄ Xs¶ Fsâ Ip«³ ]mepXp¸Xmbncp¶p. ]t£ Rm\hs\ AS¡n\nÀ¯n. Fsâ Nn´sb ]ehgn¡pw hn«psImv Rm³ Ahsâ It{ÞmÄ sNbvXp. Rm³ ]Xnsb AhfpsS IqXnbnte¡v ]®nsImncp¶p. H¸ Hcp ssIsImv AhfpsS apeIÄ R¡n]ngnªp Hcp ssIsImv AhfpsS ]qän AaÀ¯nXncp½nbpw Ahsf hnImcw sImÅn¨p. ¹pw ¹pw ¹Iv ¹Iv F¶ ]®pKoXt¯msS Rm³ AhfpsS sImX¯neSn¨psImncp¶p. GItZiw Hcp]¯pan\näpIgnªt¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS Np«p]gp¯ IqXn¡pÅn ]m Xp¸nIfªp. Rm³ s]s«¶p Xs¶ Ahs\ ]pdt¯s¡Sp¯v AhfpsS N´n¡papIfneqsS _m¡n ]m Hgn¨pIfªp. ]ns¶ R§Ä cpt]cpw sI«n]nSn¨v InS¶pd§n. A¶psXm«v Ipt««³ A½mbnsb Zp_mbnse¡v sImpt]mIp¶Xphtc¡pw ; F´n³ AhcpsS sa³kkv Zn\§fn t]mepw Rm³ Npcp§nbXv aq¶pXhWshs¨¦nepw Ahsf ]®nsImncp¶p. C¶hÄ¡v cp Ipªp§fpv. aq¯Xn³ Fsâ AtX OmbbmsW¶v FÃmhcpw ]dbp¶p. F\n¡p A§ns\ tXm¶nbn«pv . B sN\]nSn¸n¨Xv Nnet¸mÄ Fsâ Ip®]membncn¡pw. ]ns¶ GItZiw Hcp hÀjw Ignªt¸mtg¡pw F\n¡pw KÄ^nte¡pÅ hnk In«n. C¶p Rm³ A_pZm_nbnepÅ Hcp t]cptI« I¼\nbn \sÃmcp s]mknj\n tPment\m¡p¶p. ChnsS h¶n«v cpaq¶p ^nen]ns\m s]®p§tfbpw Hcp aebmfn Nc¡nt\bpw Øncambn ASn¨psImncn¡p¶pv. IeymWw Ign¨n«nÃ.. GsX¦nepw Ig¸pap«nbs]®p§Ä¡v Ig¸pamäWsa¦n Fs¶ sIm¬ SmÎv sN¿mw. t^mÀ tk^v skIvkv ... Fs¶ hnfn¡p....
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