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KpUv ss{^sU Ip«³ ]Xnhn \n¶pw hyXyØambn Cu hymgmgvNbnse lm^v sU H¶mtLmjn¡msa¶p IcpXn Rm³ ho«nte¡p t]m¶p. km[mcWbmbn Hm^okn Xs¶ Ccn¡mdWp ]Xnhv. Hm¬ sse\n hÃNc¡pIfpambn I¼n hÀ¯am\w ]dªpw CS¡v sh_v ImaneqsS ]okp Ipw (ssehmbn) CS¡v hmWaSn¨p Im«nsImSp¯pw sshIpt¶cam¡pIbmWp ]Xnhv. Asænepw dqan t]mbn«p F´p sN¿m\m? Hä¡mWp Xmakw, hbÊv ap¸¯nb©msb¦nepw hnhmlw Ign¨n«nÃ.. hf¨Snbpw IÅshSnbpambn \S¡p¶p. abn³ tlm_n Nmän§v.. IYbnte¡p IS¡p¶Xn\p ap³]p Fs¶ Ipdns¨m¶p ]dsªms«. Rm³ tkXpam[h³.. hbÊv 35, ImWm³ kpapJ³, (£an¡Ww Bß {]iwk ]t F\n¡nãapÅ Hcp kwKXnbmWp.) \à Dd¨ icocw. BdSntbmfw s]m¡w hcpw AXns\m¯ h®hpw. sshIos«¶pw Pn½n\p t]mIp¶Xn\m t_mUn¡åw tjs¸ms¡bpp. ssSäv So jÀ«pw Po³kpamWp {]nb thjw. (thsdm¶n\paà aÊnep ImWn¡m³ Xs¶) Zp_mbn Hcp ss{]häv I¼\nbn _nkn\Êv sUhe]vsaâv amt\Pdmbn tPmensN¿p¶p. Xcs¡SnÃm¯ i_fw.. ssZhw klmbn¨v ho«nte¡b¨psImSpt¡ AhØsbm¶panÃ.. AO³ \à skä¸nemWp. \m«n AO\pw A½bpw am{Xw. sI«n¨p hn« s]§Ä CS¡v AhnsS h¶p \n¡mdpp. Npcp¡n ]dªm HäXSn hn¯pImfsb t]mse ]pfs¸fInb ]ip¡fpsS ]n¶se aW¸n¨p \S¡p¶ t]mse ISnap«n \S¡p¶ s]¼nsÅcpsS ]qdpw IqXnbpw tXSn \S¡p¶p, ]ns¶ kn\nam hyhkmb cwKs¯ ]e {]apJ hyànIfpambn \à _Ôw ]peÀ¯p¶pp. sXän²cn¡cpXv. F\n¡p kn\nam ]nSp¯sam¶panÃ, D¶X hyànIÄ F¶p ]dªm ap¯pkman, Nn¶kman, A\´p, tPmWnIp«n, Ajd^v biz´v sI\XvIÀ F¶p XpS§n Nne {]apJÀ... Chscms¡ Bcm¶v Cs¸m \n§Ä¡p kwibw Dmhpw. t]Sn¡ \S·mtcm \nÀ½Xm¡tfm H¶paÃ; ChcmWp C´y³ kn\nam cwKs¯ {]apJ ama amÀ.... `Uvhm temIv….. Ahcpambn«pÅ kulrZw hgn Nne \Snamscsbms¡ ]Wnbm³ Ignªn«pp. B AsXms¡ ]ns¶ ]dbmw Cs¸m IYbnte¡p IS¡s«. ho«nse¯n tkmWn hsbm s_Ínte¡n«p; Fdnªp F¶Xmhpw icn, Snhn Hm¬ sNbvXv Rm³ jÀ«qcnbn«p. dntams«Sp¯v Hmtcm Nm\embn amänsImncp¶p. ]papXtebpÅ ioeambncp¶p AXv. Hcp t{]m{Kapw apgph\mbpw ImWnÃ. amän amän s]mZnssK (XanÄ \mj\ Nm\Â) F¯nbt¸mÄ H¶p \ndp¯n, AssÆ j×pJn; Ia lmksâ N¡]Sw BWp At¸mÄ B Nm\enÂ. Ia lmk³ ao\bpsS Ipfnko³ ImWp¶ cwKw. F\n¡åw Xcn¸ptXm¶n. Rm³ ]mâqcn sjÍnam{Xan«v tkm^bn Ccp¶p. ao\ IpfnIgnªv Hcp SÆepw Npän h¶v s{UÊpamdm\pÅ
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2 ]pd¸mSnembncp¶p. s]¬ thj¯n DÅ Iaemlmksâ sh{]mfw BWp Snhn kv{Io\nÂ.. ao\ Ct¸mÄ Hcp Hmd©p \nd¯nepÅ ASn¸mhmSbpw Idp¯ {_mbpw C«v s]¬ Ia lmk\p ]pdw Xncnªp \n¡p¶p. ]ns¶ »usÊSp¯v C«p s\©v Aåw apt¶m«p XÅn »uÊnsâ lps¡Sm³ XpS§n.. ]äp¶nÃ. H¶pIqSn Ipn Aåw ]pdtIm«p XÅnsImp Rfnªp \n¶p. ]äp¶nÃ... aman C´ lpIp sIm©pw t]m«v... (AXmbncp¶p UbtemKv F¶p tXm\p¶p.) F¶v ao\ ]dªp. hnd¡p¶ ssIIfpambn s]¬ Ia lmk³ ao\bpsS ]pdIn sN¶p \n¶v lps¡Sm³ XpS§n. Ia lmksâ Acs¡«p ao\bpsS Ipnbn ap«n¨p sh¨psImm\p lp¡n«psImp¡p¶Xv. \qsäm¶p icam\w Dd¸v Ahsâ Ip® Ipe¨n«pmhpw AXv AhfpsS Ipnbn X«nbn«papmhpw jq«n§v Ignªv Ah³ Ahsf Du¡nbn«papmhpw, asäm¶psImpaà Rm³ CXp ]dªXv. kn\na In«v Fsâ Ip® Ipe¨p sjÍn Xpf¡m³ XpS§n As¸m ]ns¶ cpw aq¶pw XhW tSs¡Sp¡pt¼mÄ Ia lmksâ Imcyw ]dbtWm? kn\nabn ao\bpsS B Ipn Ipep¡n sImpÅ \S¯w In«v F\n¡v kln¡m\mbnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ Ip®]m¼ns\ sjÍn¡pÅn \n¶pw ]pds¯Sp¯p. hn¿qÀ Pbnen \n¶pw ]pd¯ph¶ Hcp IÅs\ t]mse Ah³ XpÅnNmSn.. Ahsâ HäI®n \n¶pw B\µm{ips]mgnbp¶pmbncp¶p. Rm³ B shfns¨®ckw Ahsâ aIpS¯n Xs¶ tX¨p]nSn¸n¨p F¶n«v Ahsâ sXmenbpcn¨v ]Xps¡ hmWaSn XpS§n.. Ct¸mÄ ao\ Hcp \oe kmcnbpw »uÊpapSp¯mWp kv{Io\n sXfnªXv. kmcn Hcp sskUnte¡p \o§n AhfpsS hbdpw s]m¡nÄ Npgnbpw sam¯ambpw ImWp¶pmbncp¶p. Rm³ Fsâ Ip® Snhnkv{Io\n ap«n¨psh¨psImv AhfpsS s]m¡nfnte¡mWp hmWaSn¡p¶Xv F¶v k¦ån¨psImp Fsâ Ip«s\ \¶mbn sXmen¸n¨Sn¨p. Fsâ Ip®aIpSw Snhn kv{Io\n AaÀ¯nsh¨psImv Rm³ ao\bpsS s]m¡nÄ Npgnbnte¡v hmWaSn¨psImncp¶p. GItZiw Hc©pan\näpIgnªt¸mtg¡p Fsâ Ip«³ Ahsâ ISnªm³ s]m«n¨psImv Snhn kv{Io\nte¡v Fsâ Ip®]m apgph³ iÀ²n¨p. Rm³ Fsâ Ip® XpS¨psImp Aåw ]pdInte¡p \o§n. Ct¸mÄ kv{Io\n Ia lmk³ Hcp UbtemKv ]dbm³ hmbv Xpd¡p¶XmWp ko³ Fsâ Ip®]m IrXyambn AbmfpsS hmbneqsS HgpInhcp¶Xp t]mse tXm¶pw At¸mÄ kv{Io\nÂ.. F\n¡v Nncnh¶p. At¸msg¡pw ao\ hopw kv{Io\n sXfnªp. AhfpsS B Nph¶p XpSp¯ NppIfpw XpSp¯ IhnfnWIfpw am³t]SbpsS I®pt]mes¯ angnIÄ Fs¶ hopw I¼nbm¡n. Rm³ DS³ Xs¶ t^m¬ FSp¯v tPmWnIp«n¡p Id¡n. ltem.... ltem... tPmWo.... ltem lp Cukv Znkv
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F´p IWIvj³? ssacp \o AhfpsS \¡nsImSp¡mdptm¶v... tIms¸... NqSmhsà tN«m.... F\n¡v Ahsc t\cn«dnbmw At{X DÅp... t\cn«dnbmw F¶p sh¨m Fs´ms¡bdnbmw? AhÄ Xn¶p¶Xpw Xqdp¶pXpamsWm? F´m tkXp amtj C§ns\sbms¡ kwkmcn¡p¶Xv... ]ns¶ amam amtcmSp kwkmcn¡ coXn H¶p ]dªp XmS Iqsh.... AsX´m tN«m Fs¶ Hcp amXncn tem¡Â ama amcpsS Iq«¯n tNÀ¯nbXv .. ama Ft¸mgpw ama Xs¶... AXv tem¡Â tXhvSnÈnIsf Iq«nsImSp¯mepw ÌmÀ ]q¨nIsf Iq«nsImSp¯mepw... tkXp«³ \à aqSnemWsÃm.. hÃXpw AI¯m¡ntbm? Cøm... ]¨¡m.... B AXp hnSv \o tNmZn¨Xn\p kam[m\w ]d... B Ipg¸anÃ... ]s£ tdäåw IqSpXem... IqSpXem¶p ]dª? Hcp \me©p hcpw.. A©pe£tam!!! AsX´m AhÄ¡c¡pNpäpw ]qdmtWm? F´m sN¿m tN«m... ChnsS Ipsd PzÃdnbpSaIfpw kq¸ÀamÀ¡äv DSaIfpw DtÃm; Ahscms¡bm C§ns\ ssdäpIq«nbXv... Cs¸m Rms\´p sN¿pw... Fsâ \mepamks¯ i¼fw thWatÃm Ahsf H¶p ]WnbWsa¦nÂ.... AsX´m tN«m C{Xs]s«¶p ao\sb H¶p Ifn¡Wsa¶p tXm¶m³. Hm F´p]dbm\m Fsâ tPmWnIps«y.... CsX Cs¸m AssÆj×pJn It¸m tXm¶nb Hcp ]qXnbm.. AhfpsS B Ipnw samtew Hs¡ Alv.... A§Sv kln¡nWnÃysâ tPmWnsb... Ahsf hn«pIf Fsâ tN«m.. \ap¡p thW¨m B Xrjsb H¶p t\m¡mw.. tdäpw Ipdhm... Xrjtbm? AXmcmm? Gbv \½psS Xangnsems¡ A`n\bn¡p¶nsÃ..Xrjm IrjvW³.... B... Bm... B saÃn¨ s]®v.. Ahsf ]®Wsa¦n F\n¡p \nsâ klmbsam¶pw th Afnbmm..... Ahsf Hs¡ HmÄ sdUn Rm³ Issf¨Xm tams\... AsX§ns\ http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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lm s]m«m. AhÄ ChnsS Zp_bntem jmÀPbntem F§m\pw Dmbncp¶nsÃ... Zp_mbnte C´y³ kvIqfnem AhÄ ]Tn¨sXms¡... kn\nabn hcp¶Xn\p apt¼ Ahsf F\n¡dnbmw... a¨m AhfpsS koeps]m«n¨Xp Xs¶ Rm\m... AXdntbm? Hm dnben!!! \o ssacp AXp If.. Cs¸m Cu ao\sb H¶p Ifn¡m³ F´m Hcp hgn F¶p ]d.. B hgnbm BZyw ]dsª.. Imin¯ncnIqSpw¶v. Hm A{Xs¡m¶pw sImS¡m³ ]änÃ.... Ipd¨p Xm¯sU.. Xm¯m³ Rm\ÃsÃm InS¶p Xcp¶Xv Fsâ tkXp«m.. ssasc \nsâ kzc¯ns\´m Hcp hnXymkw... kuIcyansæn ]dbsU.. thtd Bsf t\m¡mw... NqSmhsà tN«m.. tN«³ a{ZmÊphsc H¶p htcn hcpw... ]säzm? ]ns¶´m hcmsem.. ]s£ A©pe£w.. AXp C¯ncn IqSpXem.. B Rm³ ]dsª§ns\bn¦nepw Aåw Ipd¡mw F¶mepw Hcp aq¶p \mensâ DÅn Dmhpw F´mbmepw... Dw.. IqSpXem F¶mepw A{X¡§Sp ]qXn Ibdn... AtXmm... Dw.. ]ns¶ Ignª {]mhiyw B \nXymZmknsâbSp¯p sNbvXt]mse ChntSbpw H¸n¡sÃ... Fsâ IªnIpSnap«nt]mIpw... \nXymZmknsâbSp¯p F´psNbvsX¶m.. ]cn]mSn Ignªn«p Ahsf Ipfnapdnbn Ipfn¡m³ hn«n«v tN«³ apdn]pd¯p\n¶pw ]q«n Cd§nt]m\nsÃ... B AXv ]ns¶ Rmªqept]mepÅ B s]®n\p ]Xn\mbncw ZnÀlwkv Hs¡ thWsa¶p ]dªm F§ns\bm.. ]ns¶ H¶pw sImSp¡msX Cd§n t]m¶nÃsÃm AhfpsS s_UvUn Hcp \qdp ZnÀlw Ct«¨n«m Rm³ Cd§nbXv.. ]ns¶ ]pd¯p¶v apdn]q«nbsXm¶panà shdpsX NmcnbsX DÅp. AXv Bsc¦nepw h¶m AhÄ Nnet¸mÄ IpfnIgnªv XpWnsbm¶pw DSp¡msX Cd§n h¶mtem F¶p IcpXnbm... B AXpt]ms« Rm³ Ft¸m hcWw F¶p ]d.... tN«³ Hcp Imcyw sN¿v.. Hcp ]¯pan\näv Ignªn«v H¶p hnfn¡ptam? _p²nap«m tams\... CsX CâÀ \mjW BWp tamt\.. AXpw Cs¸m Xs¶ Fsâ tamss_en \n¶ hnfn¡ps¶.. \n\¡pw C¯ncn _nkn\Êv In«p¶Xsà \o Fs¶ hnfn... Hm Hcp I©qkv amÀhmUn... B Rm³ hnfn¡mw.. F¶m HmsI ss_... t^m¬ sh¡sS.... HmsI tN«m.. ss_.. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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ss_... Rm³ samss_ s_UvUnte¡n«p. ]ns¶ Fsâ em]vsSm]v Hm¬ sNbvXp.. ]e Xc¯nepÅ skIvkv t^mt«mkpw t\m¡nsImncp¶p. CS¡v Nne ¢n¸n§vkpIfpw Ip. At¸mgmWp Xrj _mXn§v F¶ aqhn ¢n]v Fsâ {i²bn s]«Xv. Rm³ AXv dnb ¹bdn ÌmÀ«psNbvXp.. AhÄ _mXv dq Ibdp¶Xpw ]mâvkpw tSm]pw Agn¡p¶Xpw ]qÀ® \ábmbn Ipfn¡p¶Xpw It¸mÄ a\Êp ]Xps¡ ]pdtIm«p k©cn¨p... \mep hÀjw ap³]mWp kw`hw.. Rm³ KÄ^n F¯nbn«p cp hÀjw Ignªn«pp. AXpsImp Xs¶ Aåw XcnInSIsfms¡ I¿nepp. (AXp ]pw Dmbncp¶p F¶mepw Ad_n cmPy¯n AsXm¶pw A{X hnet]mInÃmbncp¶p.) As¶ms¡ ]pd¯p shSnsh¡m³ t]mIm¯ Hä Znhkw t]mepw CÃ. BsI Dg¸n\S¡p¶ Imew. BbnS¡mWp Hcp shÅnbmgvN Znhkw _ÀZp_mbv _kv tÌj\n sh¨v shfp¯v saenª Hcp Nc¡ns\ (BZyambn) ImWp¶Xv.. It¸mÄ Xs¶ AhfpsS tX\p®m³ ]qXn a\Ên DZn¨p. Iptdt\cw Ahsf t\m¡n shÅand¡n.. Fsâ t\m«w kln¡m³ h¿m¯Xn\memhmw AhÄ Xncnªp \n¶p. F¶n«pw Rms\sâ t\m«w ]n³ hen¨nÃ.. AXhÄ¡pw a\Ênembn. Ahfpw CS¡nS¡v Fs¶ Xncnªp t\m¡p¶pmbncp¶p. Fsâ t\m«w AhfpsS amwkf`mK§fnte¡mbn... Fsâ Xd¸n¨pÅ t\m«w kln¡m\mhmsX AhÄ Zp¸m«sImv AhfpsS s\©nse XpSn¸v ad¨p]nSn¨p... tIm¸v same Ip H¶p I¼nbSn¡m¶p IcpXnbm AXn\pw k½Xn¡nà Cu Iq¯¨nIÄ F¶v Rm³ a\Ên ]dªp. Rm³ _Êns\ sskUnte¡v Aåw amdn\n¶psImv Ahsf t\m¡m³ XpS§n.. ]t£ Fs¶ AhÄsIm«pImWm\pw ]änÃ. AhÄ \mepNpäpw Bsctbm ]cXp¶pmbncp¶p. AsXs¶ Xs¶bmsW¶v F\n¡pd¸pmbncp¶p. At¸mtg¡pw Zp_mbv {Sm³kvt]mÀ«nsâ jmÀPm _Êp h¶p. BfpIsfÃmw Xn¡nXnc¡n Ibdm³ t\m¡n A[nIhpw C´y³kv AXn IqSpXepw aebmfokv.. AhÀ B X\n I¨d kz`mhw ImWn¡patÃm Hcp Nn«bpanÃmsX At§m«pw Ct§m«pw Xnc¡n F¶msem«p IbdpIbpanÃ... Rm\pw CS¡p Ibdn Xnc¡p¶pmbncp¶p.... At¸mgmWp \½psS sIm¨p kpµcn Xnc¡n\nSbn s]«v hebp¶Xv IXv.. Rm³ BfpIfpsS CSbneqsS I¿n«v AhfpsS Ipnbn ]nSns¨m¶p R¡n... AhÄ Xncnªp t\m¡pt¼mtg¡pw ssI ]n³ hen¨p.. AhÄ¡mcmsW¶p a\ÊnembnÃ. hopw Rm³ Hcp hnc sImp AhfpsS Ipnbn H¶p Ip¯n. AhÄ Xncnbpt¼mtg¡pw Rm³ ssI hen¨p.. ]ns¶ Xn¡nXnc¡n Hcp hn[w Ibdn. _Ênse ss{UhÀ bm{X¡mtcmSp NqSmhp¶pmbncp¶p. (A¶s¯ kw `hw Ignªn«msW¶p tXm\p¶p Ct¸mÄ _Ên IbdWsa¦n sse³ \n¡Ww.. \à Imcyw.....) Rm³ Ibdnbt¸mtg¡pw Hcp hn[w kosäÃmw ^pÄ Bbncp¶p.. ]ns¶ skâÀ koäns\ B{ibn¨p.. _Êpw \o§n XpS§nbt¸mÄ Rm³ sskUnencn¡p¶ bm{XImsc {i²n¨p.. he¯v Hcp InWm¸³ ]«mWn (]¨, ]m¡nØm\n) CS¯v \½psS Nc¡pw. Rm³ AhfpsS apJt¯¡pt\m¡n H¶p Nncn¨p.. Ahfpw Xncn¨v adp]Sn Nncn X¶p. ]ns¶ CSn¨pIbdn ]cnNbs¸«p.. t]cp tNmZn¨p.. Xrj... \à t]cp.. ImWm\pw... Fs¶ Ipdn¨pw AhÄ tNmZn¨p. jmÀPm F¯m\pÅ AcaWn¡qdn\pÅn R§mÄ \à {^vkmbn.. ]ckv]cw samss_ \¼cpIÄ Ibvamdn... ]ncnªp. sshIo«v cs®w hn«ncn¡pt¼mÄ samss_ dn§v sN¿p¶p. Rms\Sp¯p... ltem. lp Cukv Znkv?
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7 F´m Cs¸m FSp¡ps¶... Hm Np½m Ccp¶p Snhn ImWpIbm.. Ft´.. Gbv H¶pÃm Zp_mbn¡p Xncn¨p t]mtbm¶dnbm³ hnfn¨Xm... Gbv CÃy.. C¶p shÅnbmgvNbsà Iptd teämtb t]mIq... XrjbpsS C¶s¯ s{]m{Kw F´m? Hm H¶qÃy.. ]¸mbpw a½bpw Zp_mbn¡p t]mbn.. Ccn¡pIbm. AXm tkXptN«s\ H¶p hnfns¨.
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8 CÃym.. F\n¡p shdpsX Id§m³ t]mIm¶p sh¨m shdp¸m... tkXptN«³ t]mIp¶psm? Häs¡´p Id§m³... Xrjhcq¨m H¶p Id§mw.. Gbv Rm\nÃ.. B F¶m ]ns¶ Rm\pw t]mIp¶nÃ.. Np½ Hsc«paWnbmIpt¼mtg¡pw ]ntÅÀ F¯pw.. ]ns¶ ASn¨pt]mfn¡mw..
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F¶m tN«³ Ct§m«p hm.. F«paWnhsc \ap¡p hÀ¯am\w ]dªncn¡mw.. At¸mtg¡pw ]¸mbpw a½bpw hcpw.. F´p ]dbp¶p. Ip®sImXn¨Xpw ]qdp s]®p sImSp¯Xpw ]qdp F¶v ]mtcm ]dªXpt]mse Rm\pw Ahsf H¶p t\cn«p In«m³ thn Im¯ncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. ]ns¶ sh¨p Xmakn¨nà Rm³ s]s«¶p Xs¶ apdn]q«n ]pd¯nd§n.. samss_ I«psNbvXn«pmbncp¶nÃ.. kwkmcn¨psImp Xs¶ Rm³ AhfpsS hn«nte¡p sh¨p]nSn¨p. Rm³ s_ÃSn¨Xpw AhÄ hmXn Xpd¶p. ]p©ncn¨psImv Fs¶ hcthäp.. Hcp \oe Po³kpw ]n¦v tSm¸pamWhÄ At¸mÄ [cn¨ncp¶Xv. tSms¸¶p]dªm s]m¡nfn\paosX Hcp \men©pIbdn\n¡pw. AhfpsS B CSp§nb Acs¡«pw Benes¡m¯ hbdpw ]qc]d¼n hn¡p¶ a¯§m _eqWpIfn ImWp¶t]mepÅ Bg¯nepÅ s]m¡nÄ Npgnbpw It¸mÄ Xs¶ Fsâ Acs¡«nse t]in¡åw Ne\apmbn.. AXp]ns¶ ZrVambn ]mân\pap¶n apg¨p\n¶p. AhfpsS I®naIfn \n¶pw B apg¸pad¨p]nSn¡m³ Rm³ \s¶ ]mSps]«p. AhÄ Hcp hiyamb ]p©ncntbmsS AIt¯¡p Xncnªp \S¶p. Rm³ Ahsf A\pKan¨psImpw. AIs¯ skänbn Rm\ncp¶p. F\n¡`napJambn Ahfpw. Rms\sâ heXpIm CSXp XpS¡p apIfn Ibän h¨psImv Fsâ Ip«sâ apg¸p Ahfn \n¶pw ad¨p. Fsâ t\m«w AhfpsS sNmSnIfn DS¡n \n¶p. AXnse tX³ \pIcm³ Fsâ a\Êp sh¼n.. Fsâ ImaI®pI AhfpsS AwtKm`mKw Acn¨p\o§n.. XoIvjWamb Fsâ t\m«wsImv AhÄ Np«pcpIn. BsI hnbÀ¯pIpfn¨p.. ]ns¶ R§fpsS au\w ewLn¨psImp AhÄ Xs¶ kwkmcn¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. tkXptN«\p IpSn¡m³ F´mSpt¡s... Gbv H¶pw th. Rm³ Cd§p¶Xn\pap¼p Nmb IpSn¨tX DÅp... Gbv AXp ]änÃ. Aäv eoÌv Hcp P}tk¦nepw... HmsI..... F¶m Hmd©p P}kps¦n AXp aXn.. HmsI F¶p ]dªpsImv AhÄ In¨\nte¡p \S¶p. ]n´ncnªp \S¡pt¼mÄ Rm³ AhfpsS \nX¼hSnhp t\m¡nbncp¶p. AhIÄ cp sskUnte¡pw XpÅnsXdn¸n¨psImv AhÄ \S¡p¶XpsImv Fsâ Ip«³ P«n¡pÅn Rcn]ncnsImp.. Rm³ Ahs\ ]Xps¡sbm¶aÀ¯n . Hcp \à kpJw... hopw H¶aÀ¯n ]ns¶ ]mân\papIfneqsS AaÀ¯n XShn At¸mtg¡pw Ah³ Ahsâ {]oIw ]pds¸Sphn¨pIgnªncp¶p. {Iow IfdnepÅ Po³kn (Im¡n) Hcp \\hp ImWs¸«p.At¸mtg¡pw Xrj P}kpambn h¶p. Rm³ AsXmähen¡p IpSn¨p XoÀ¯p, ¥mÊv Xncnsb sImSp¯p.. XrjbpsS t\m«w Fsâ Ac¡pXmsgbmbncp¶p. AhSps¯ \\hv Iv AhÄ¡Xv`pXaqdn.. tkXp«³ _mXv dqan t]mIWsa¦n Zm http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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9 B ImWp¶Xm... AhÄ Ft¶mSp ]dªp.. Rm\msI N½n ]ns¶ thsd \nhÀ¯nsbm¶panÃm¯Xn\m Fgpt¶äv _mXv dqan t]mbn. XncnsI h¶Xv So jÀ«v Hu«v sNbvXmWp. Fs¶ IXpw AhÄ AS¡nNncn¡p¶pmbncp¶p. (FÃm s]®p§fpw A§ns\bm BWp§sf Du¼n¨n«v Hcp atäse Nncnbpmhpw AXp Im At¸m Ip\n¨ncp¯n Ipn¡p IbäWsa¶p tXm¶pw.) R§Ä ]ckv]cw A`napJambncp¶p Hcp]mSp Imcy§Â kwkmcn¨p. CS¡v AhÄ ssI DbÀ¯nbpw CS¡v Ip¼n«psImpw AhfpsS icoc `mK§Ä F\n¡p Im«nX¶v Fsâ I¼nbSn¸n¨p. AXn\nS¡v AhÄ Hcp sskUn Ncnªncp¶v HcpIm atäImen\papIfn Ibänsh¨p. \oe Po³kn\papIfneqsS AhfpsS ]mânbpsS ]mSv icn¡pw sXfnªpImWmambncp¶p. s]®p§fpsS ]mân ]s Hcp ho¡v\Êv Bbncp¶ F\n¡v AXpIv H«pw kln¡m\mbnÃ. hcp¶Xv hcp¶nS¯p sh¨pImWmsa¶p IcpXn Rm³ Fgpt¶äv AhfpsS ASp¯p sN¶ncp¶v Ahsf AaÀ¯nsI«n]nSn¨p, F¶n«v AhfpsS Ihnfn Hcp D½bpw sImSp¯p. AhÄ s]s«¶v NmSnsbgpt¶äp F¶n«v `bt¯mSpw BÝcyt¯mSpw IqsS Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p.. tkXp«s\´m sNbvsX? Fsâ apt¯ F\n¡p kln¡m\mhp¶nà \nsâ Cu icoc {]ZÀi\w Ip Fsâ a\ÊmsI CfIn C\n Fs´¦nepw Hs¡ sNbvsX AXS§p F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm³ Ahsf hopw F¶nte¡p ]nSn¨phen¨p.. Ahsf Rm³ CdpsI ]pWÀ¶p. Hcp ssIsImp AhfpsS N´nbn ]nSn¨aÀ¯n adpssIsImhsf CdpsI ]pWÀ¶p. AhfpsS tX³ NppIÄ Rm³ AaÀ¯nISn¨p; hen¨o¼nIpSn¨p. \m¡psImp AhfpsS Ihnf¯pw aq¡nepw \mknImZzmc¯nepw \¡n.{KlWn]nSn¨ Ip«n N¡ Iq«m³ I t]mse Rm³ amIvknaaw Nm³skUp¯p. AhfpsS HmdªpapeIÄ Rm³ R¡n ]ngnªp. BZysams¡ FXnÀs¯¦nepw ]n¶oSv AhÄ F\n¡v hiw hZbmbn. I®pcpw Iq«nbS¨v AhÄ F¶nte¡aÀ¶p \n¶p. Rm³ AhfpsS NppIÄ hn«v ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ Xmtg¡v D½sh¨psImp h¶p. AhfpsS Igp¯nepw s\©¯pw hbä¯pw Rm³ D½IÄ sImp s]mXnªp. AhfpsS tSm¸qcnam«n {_m¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS IpNZzb§Ä Rm³ Ii¡nbpS¨p. \à shfp¯p XpSp¯ AhfpsS tZl¯v Idp¯ {_m \à N´ambncp¶p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS Po³knsâ _«³ Hmtcm¶mbn Rm³ Ducnamän. Hcp Cfw aª \ndapÅ ]mânbmbncp¶p AhÄ [cn¨ncp¶Xv. Rm³ AhfpsS Po³kpw Ducn¸n¨p AÀ² \ábmbnsImv Fsâ ap¶n Ahsf \nÀ¯n¸n¨p. AhfpsS sh®XpSIfn Rm³ apJan«pckn.. ImåmZ§Ä sXm«p XpSbnSp¡p hsc \¡nXpS¨p ]pdIn t]mbn AhfpsS N´nIfn ]Xps¡ ISn¨p.. iv..... Fs¶ AhÄ Hcp iÐapm¡n. Rm³ Fgpt¶äv AhfpsS {_mbpsS lp¡pIÄ Agn¨p ]Xnsb {_mbpw Ducn amän. slât½m!!!!!! \à XpSp¯ B¸nÄ apeIÄ DSbmsX Fsâ ap¶n DbÀ¶p \n¶p. AXnse \oe Rc¼pIfn càw XpSn¡p¶Xp ImWmambncp¶p. apeI®p ]pdt¯¡p hcp¶sX Dmbncp¶pÅp. Npäpw Xhn«pIfÀ ]SÀ¶ncp¶p. Rm³ Nqp hnc sImp B apeI®pIÄ¡p Npäpw RcSn. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n.. F¶n«v Xmsg\n¶v apIfnte¡v N¸m¯n amhp Ipg¡p¶ t]mse B X¦apeIÄ ]nSn¨p Ipg¨psImncp¶p. ]ns¶ Hmtcm apebpw amdn amdn Rm³ IpSn¨p, CS¡v apeR«pIfn ISn¨pw CS¡v \m¡psImp apeR«pIÄ RcSnbpw Ahsf kpJn¸n¡m\pw Rm³ {ian¡p¶pmbncp¶p. AhÄ Fsâ XeapSnbngIfn hnctemSn¨psImv Fsâ Xcn¸n¨psImncp¶p. Rm³ ]ns¶ apäpIn¯nbncp¶v AhfpsS s]m¡n \¡nXpS¡m³ XpS§n.. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡bhfpsS ]mânbqcnamän. XrtImWmIrXnbn sh«nsh¨ ivairIW§Ä Fsâ hnImc\uIs]m«n¨p F¶p Xs¶ ]dbmw A{X¡p at\mlcambncp¶p B Zriyw. Rm³ s]s«¶p Xs¶ Fsâ jÀ«pw ]mâvkpw Ducnsbdnªp ]ns¶ sjUvUnbpw Asâ Dd¨ amwkZÞpIv Xrj t]Sn¨n«pmhpw AhÄ apJw s]m¯n]nSn¨p. ]ns¶ cp hncepIÄ AI¯n Ah¡nSbneqsS Fsâ Ip«s\ t\m¡n. Ahsâ hmbn \n¶pw shfns¨®]cph¯n Hen¡m³ XpS§nbn«pmbncp¶p. Rm³ Ip¼n«ncp¶v AhfpsS tbm\oIhmS¯n Hcp http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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10 ap¯an«p. ]ns¶ \m¡p \o«n AhnSsams¡ H¶p \¡n XpS¨p. AhÄ hnImcw AS¡m\mhmsX Fsâ Xe]nSn¨v AhfpsS ]qÀXS¯nte¡v AaÀ¯n]nSn¨p. Rm³ cp hncepIÄ sImv AhfpsS ]qÀNppIÄ AI¯n Fsâ \m¡v AXn\pÅnse¡p IS¯n, F¶n«v AXn\pÅn \n¶pw Hen¨nd§p¶ ]pfnckapÅ AhfpsS aZPew \¡nIpSn¨p. Aåt\cw Rm³ AhfpsS ]qän Fsâ \mhpsImp I]SnIfn¨p ]ns¶ Ahsf Xncn¨p \nÀ¯n AhÄ KpZZzmc¯n H¶p \¡n. AhfpsS N´n cp hi§fnse¡v AI¯n]nSn¨v AhfpsS IqXnXpfbn \m¡pIS¯m³ Rm³ t\m¡n. ]t£ AhÄ s]s«¶v Xncnªv AXp XSªp.. AXp th AhnSw tamiam...... AhÄ Ft¶mSp ]dªp. Rm³ Fgpt¶äv hopw AhfpsS apeIfn ]nSp¯an«p At¸mÄ AhÄ kzbw Fsâ Ip«s\ ]nSn¨v sXmen¸n¨Sn¡m³ XpS§n.. Rm³ Ahsf ]nSn¨v tkm^bn Ccp¯n F¶n«v Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS apJ¯n\Sp¯psImp t]mbn AhfpsS aq¡nsem¶p aW¸n¨p.. Fsâ Ip®aWw AhfpsS aq¡neqsS Xpf¨pIbdn Xet¨mdnse¯nbn«pmhWw , ImcWw Rm³ A§ns\ sNbvXt¸mtg¡pw AhÄ sFkv{Iow \pWbp¶ Ip«nsbt]mse Fsâ Ip® \¡m³ XpS§nbncp¶p. Ahsâ aIpS¯n Cän\n¡p¶ XpÅnIÄ AhÄ IpSn¨p ]ns¶ ]Xnsb ]Xnsb ATvs\ Ip«s\ apgph\pambn hngp§n. ]ns¶ AhÄ Hcp ssIsImp Ahs\ Ipep¡nbpw H¸w Xe apt¼m«pw ]pdtIm«pw Nen¸n¨psImv Fsâ Ip®bq¼m³ XpS§n. AXnsâ Xmf¯n Rm\pw Fsâ Acs¡«p Nen¸n¨psImp AhfpsS hmbnse¡p ]®n. GItZiw Hc©pan\näp A§ns\ ]ss®bt¸mtg¡pw iÀ²n¡m³ ap«n\n¡pIbmbncp¶ Fsâ Ip® Ahsâ NpSpssXew AhfpsS hmbnse¡v Xp¸n.. AhÄ NppsImp Fsâ Ip«s\ AaÀ¯n]nSn¨v Ahsâ Ahkm\XpÅnbpw AhfpsS hmbnte¡v Gäp hm§n. ]ns¶ AXv AhfpsS I¿nte¡v Xp¸n F\n¡v Im«n X¶p ]ns¶ AXv AhfpsS apeIfn AhÄ Xs¶ tX¨p]nSn¸n¨p. Cu {]hÀ¯n Hcp XhW shÅw t]mbn Xmgm³ XpS§nb Fsâ Ip«s\ hopw Fgpt¶ån¨p Ah³ A§ns\ Ipe¨p cmasXmcwK¯n\p X¿mdmbn \n¶p. C¯hW Rm³ skänbn Ccp¶p Ahsf Fsâ aSnbn ]nSn¨ncp¯n. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS tbm\nbnte¡v XÅnIbän. BZyw Ibdm³ Aåw _p²nap«nsb¦nepw ]ns¶ ]Xnsb ]Xnsb AXv ]qÀ®ambpw AhfpsS ]qdn\pÅnte¡v Ibdn. ]ns¶ AhÄ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS Acs¡«v apIfnse¡v Nen¸nIm³ XpS§n.. AXns\m¯v Rm\pw AhfpsS tX§s]mXn¡Â In«v A{X ]cnNbapÅXmbn F\n¡v tXm¶nbnà AXn\m Rm³ Ahsf Fsâ aSnbn \n¶pw amän skänbn Ccp¯n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS ImepIÄ cpw hi§fnte¡v ]nSn¨I¯n Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS CdpInb ]qdn\pÅnte¡v XÅnIbän.. ]ns¶ bmsXmcp Zm£n®yhpanÃmsX Rm³ AhfpsS ]qänte¡v Bªp ]®n. Fsâ Hmscm XÅenepw skänbS¡w sam¯w CfIp¶pmbncp¶p. AhfpsS sXmbn \n¶pw ]®pioÂImc§Ä hcp¶pmbncp¶p. GItZiw Hcncp]Xp an\näp Rm³ Ahsf ]®n ImWpw. At¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip«³ cp XhW AhfpsS ]qänte¡v iÀ±n¨pIgnªncp¶p. s]s«¶v AhÄ hnÃpt]mse hfªv ImepIÄ sImv Fs¶ Cdp¡n ]nSn¨v ssI sImv Fsâ apSn]nSn¨phen¨v Blv... Fs¶mcp iÐw ]pds¸Sphn¨p. AsX Ah¡pw cXnaqÀ¨b\p`hs¸äp.. Aåt\cw R§Ä A§ns\ Xs¶ InS¶p. At¸mtg¡pw aWn GgpIgnªncp¶p. Rm³ Fgpt¶äv s{UsÊÃw C«v t]mIm\nd§n. AhfpsS s{UsÊSp¯n«p. AhfpsS Ihnfn Hcp ap¯w sImSp¯psImv Rm³ Cd§n... Sn§v tSmwKv... Btcm tImfnwKv s_ÃSn¨p Rm³ s]s«¶v kz]v\temI¯p\n¶pw DWÀ¶p..slm IgnsX¦nepw HmÀ¡³ kpJapÅ Imcyw Rm³ Fgpt¶äv hmXn Xpd¶p.... XpScpw...
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