Falling in love and falling apart I live in a place where... You’re Attuned

PinkCat

Falling in love and falling apart

VRINDA NAIR

Never knew this mind will fall into a spiral sense of being A true sensation of the unknown seeping into my soul and wobbles like drops of water cunningly escapes the route Yes... it bothers, never-mind – it stays on forever I did hold the light lamp for you Caressing every sense of words that came out… Held my sensitivities tightly together and tied it with my insecurities which was prescribed by you Even then, nothing solaced… We were meant to untie those invisible roots I knew from the inception – this will detach those latches Engraving the only remembrance of the time back then Persisting with the lamp on the distinct side of the tunnel Discovering something relatively rustier which happens to be my remains of abandoned sentiments about you…

Vrinda Nair is an aspiring scientist and is currently doing her Ph.D. in Physics at Concordia University, Montreal, Canada. She is a published author of three books which include two poetry books: It’s a carnal world (physical book), Abuzz (Kindle eBook), and one self-help book: Motivate your genes (Kindle eBook). Vrinda also holds a record in writing a poem in alphabetical order from the India Book of Records. She writes on diverse themes on her blog and designs many art forms.

solerf

I live in a place where...

VRINDA NAIR

I live in a place where, serenity is lost in the outskirts of space I live in a place where, spears are picked up instead of compassion I live in a place where, hunger evolves casually

I live in a place where, tariff is put up on the departed I live in a place where, exertions don’t meet convenience I live in a place where, desire is evaluated without invitation

I live in a place where, grave restlessly chimes of solitude I live in a place where, conventional wisdom doesn’t reset I live in a place where, illustrating a pragmatic conclusion is far seen

route55

You’re Attuned

VRINDA NAIR

You looked at my tenderness, shifting focus was not your pretension. But you did it for me. Something with a wing goes dying in me. Mounting on top like a spider, a strange shadow appeared before me. I don’t want to run away from you. Clinging you so tightly with my inner self. Filling my soul which was in melancholy. But it rained, making me weak, numbed my senses. You became standstill, I discovered those clouds forming bursting colours. My sanity shouts -- Mine! Everything is sweet on those two folds Hunting down those depths -- which you left for me. In deep solitude, night fell asleep. It was hours of fondness, sparkled with blazing yearnings. It felt like unending, wanderers darting each other. Mining distance and emerging through them. You urging not to lament with a winsome smile. I became enamoured, long before. Seizing my words that escaped from fantasy. Cohering millions of slivers which left behind. Harmony of chords that you played in rhythms, only for me. I know your predilection, but stills it’s bewildering and that’s your niche, caused me mirth. Nothing lasts... Right! Arrives the time, for departure. A left feeling of hope, merging in destiny again. Here I go... with a mournful goodbye.