Silhouette of a Spinster and Other Seductions
ART OF LOVE
CHARLIE LANE
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Epilogue
Historical Note
Also by Charlie Lane
About the Author Acknowledgments
Contents
One
October1822
She wasn’t wearing gray. Of all the things Lord Andrew Bromley had lost control of since his arrival at his childhood home, this proved the most unexpected. Mrs. Amelia Dart. In pink.
Impossible. In the five years he’d known Mrs. Dart, she’d never worn colors other than gray. Occasionally black. Or white. But mostly gray. Never pink. Of all the things he’d lost control of since his arrival, this one seemed the most annoying.
Likely because Mrs. Dart had always seemed so controlled herself, so steadfast, so capable and reliable. One thing he could always rely on her notto do—wear pink.
Until now, sitting squashed on the chapel pew between his mother and his sister-in-law Fiona. They were responsible for the pink, no doubt, likely thought it more fitting for a wedding than gray. Mrs. Dart would never. Not even for a wedding. The spike of surety on that point gave him a bit of comfort, soothed the chaos of his pulse, and gentled the clench of his fist. Mrs. Dart had not worn pink of her own volition.
Once his brother’s wedding was over, he’d send her back to her room to change. She’d thank him for it. And the world, his life, could
go on as it had since he’d taken sole responsibility for it a decade ago.
He had no time for unexpected pinks. Life contained more pressing matters, after all. He had six letters waiting him in his room. Six clients needing placement, needing refuge, needing a means toward independence. He’d finished his letter to a family in need of a governess for their twin daughters, and even though it would make him late, at least Miss Howhampton was closer to finding a position and a regular meal earned through her own skill. How much longer would this wedding take? The clergyman, it seemed, would never stop his droning. He’d not even missed a word when Drew had snuck in late to stand near the back. The chapel was bursting with wedding guests, most of whom he had never met before, all here to see Lord Theodore Bromley and Lady Cordelia Trent bound by holy matrimony.
He sighed and caught sight of Mrs. Dart once more, her corkscrew curls bound high atop her head, making her easy to spot. Hissecretary in pink? The woman who’d helped him run his agency for the last five years? Absurd. His fist clenched, and his breathing quickened. His cravat became a noose he tugged at.
God, he hated surprises, and her gown had exploded in his face. He couldn’t control what she wore. Of course he couldn’t. But things would be better if he could.
At the front of the church, Theo and his bride repeated the clergyman’s words, signed the register, then turned and left the chapel to a roar of cheers. Theo smiled. Actually smiled. Like he meant it. When he hadn’t smiled in years—not at least, that Drew could remember. Of course, he had reason to smile now. Theo’s new wife was stunning—a Titian dream with generous curves. But like any Titian painting Drew had ever seen, he felt nothing looking on her. He smiled and nodded as they passed by but slipped toward the back of the crowd.
Watching a pink gown pass by. Had Mrs. Dart’s cheeks turned pink, too? No. A gown could not change a woman’s countenance.
An arm, heavy and large, settled around his shoulders. “Glad you could join us.” His brother Atlas grinned down at him. Drew was a
tall man, as were all his brothers, but Atlas stood taller than them all. Broader, too. And though they’d all experienced their share of disappointment, Atlas’s blue-eyed gaze held far more shadows. The man had seen war, and his body and soul wore the wounds of it.
“I wasn’t going to miss Theo’s wedding,” Drew said.
“Only most of it.” A laugh lilted through his brother’s rich baritone.
Drew shrugged. Watching his brother marry achieved nothing. “I need to spend a few days in London before returning to Manchester. We must leave tomorrow.” He and Mrs. Dart. And she would notbe wearing pink.
“So soon? Come now, brother. There’s been talk of a house party. A small one, mind you, and just until the harvest celebration is passed. Raph is grumbling and saying no, but I think we can convince him to be a tiny bit irresponsible, what with the sale of the townhouse.”
“Why would I want to stay for a house party? I’ve business to attend to.” More than business. Expansion. The word sent a thrill through him as brushstrokes never could.
“Do you never stop working?”
“Not if I can help it.” Work was the only remedy for anything, control the only meaningful progression for man.
Atlas patted his brother’s back with a gentleness most would not expect from a man with such large hands.
Where had Mrs. Dart gone? Drew looked about. Like a rogue glove, he seemed to have misplaced her. Despite the explosive color of her gown. He turned to walk back to the house, but Atlas’s hand tightened on his shoulder.
“Not that way. The wedding breakfast is to be held in town, at the pub.”
“I’m aware.”
“Join us? Please. We so rarely see you.”
Drew sighed and fell into step with his brother. “Damnably odd to have the breakfast in the pub.”
“We do everything odd here, remember? Or have you been so often gone from Briarcliff you’ve forgotten?”
Briarcliff held little for him. He found it too mercurial. Nothing stable to hang onto in its ever-shifting sands. He hated sand. He preferred London. Or Manchester, where his agency was located.
“Besides,” Atlas continued, “Raph insists on benefiting the village whenever possible.”
“He can afford such philanthropic extravagances these days?” Or was he becoming like their father—his heart too big for his coffers?
Atlas made a humming sound. “We’ve more work to do. But every day brings improvement. We’ve sold four of the paintings. And the London townhouse. And Matilda rents out her little Cumbrian cottage. And once I’m finished with the dower house, we’ll do the same with that. My songs sell, too.” Said with a shake of the head like he couldn’t quite believe it.
“War songs or—”
“Love songs.”
Drew snorted. “Drivel.”
“Yes. But people love them. And it’s good for us, too. I’ve been able to almost complete renovations of the dower house with the funds from my music.”
“How do you write it, though? Been in love before? Are you pining?”
“No. And no. Writing about love is easy. I think about pudding.”
Drew almost stumbled but caught himself, resulting in only the slightest hitch of his step. “Pardon me? Pudding?”
“Or Bess.”
“A barmaid?”
“A cow.” Atlas tugged at his cravat.
“You’re in love with a cow?”
“No! But she’s a fine animal. And she deserves some appreciation. And I was rather low on inspiration that week.”
“You write love songs about pudding and cows?”
“And sunsets and a good cold ale, among other things.” Atlas ripped off his jacket, a too-big affair meant more for comfort than fashion. “All lovely things.”
Drew straightened the cuffs of his perfectly tailored coat. “And no one notices?”
“The one about Bess fetched a pretty penny. Zander used to help me write, but when he can’t I have to do what I can.”
“I’m fascinated.” Quite despite himself. In all his two and thirty years, he’d never shared an interest, that he knew of, with his older brother. He wouldn’t call it interest now. More like … curiosity. “Give me a lyric.”
“No.”
“I want to hear one.”
“No.”
“I’ll be in London tomorrow, and I’ll just find the sheet music and—”
“Fine.” Atlas cleared his throat and sang in the rich baritone that had cast a spell since their childhood. “A glow in her cheek, the dew in her eye; my heart’s never steady, when my sweet lady cries.”
“What’s that about?”
“Sunset,” Atlas mumbled. “Just change sky to cheek and leaf to eye, then mention a lady and—” He shrugged.
“Why the crying?”
“A storm rolled through.”
“Ah. I think you might be a genius, Atlas.”
Another shrug. “The people seem to like it.”
“Tell me the one you wrote about the cow.”
“What if, instead, I ask Bessy to kick you in the—”
“Very well, then.” Drew held up his hands as if to stop Bessy’s hooves. “No more music for the moment.”
They walked the rest of the way in cheerful silence, and when they reached the pub, Mrs. Dart still was nowhere to be seen. No gentle pink below dark, corkscrew curls. Drew scowled as he sat with his brothers.
Raph, the eldest of them, clapped a hand on his back. “Why so dour, Drew?” His dark hair waved back from his forehead, and his blue eyes sparkled. He had a square jaw and a nose bumped with an old break gifted from a flying fist. Drew’s hand clenched, flexed open. He shook the memories out of it.
“You’ve no right to be dour.” Theo, the happy groom, slumped in his chair. “I do, though. They’ve taken my bride. Who knows where.”
Zander slammed mugs of ale on the table and pushed one before each brother. The five of them were similar in height and features, most of them having taken after their father with dark hair and eyes somewhere between blue and gray. Theo’s brown hair lightened in the summer to a dirty blond, a single concession to their mother’s lighter coloring.
“What are we discussing?” Zander asked. “Whose face is most displeasing? Very well then. Though I must admit it’s a difficult choice between young Theodore and the imposing Andrew, I must choose—ow!”
Theo raised a brow as Zander rubbed his upper arm and warily eyed Theo’s fist.
“Shall we take this outside?” Zander asked, all amicability.
Theo flexed his fist, then sipped his ale. “Tomorrow. If Cordelia finds out I’ve been brawling on our wedding day, she’ll become seriously displeased. And I prefer to keep her entirely pleased.” He grinned, took another sip. “Where the hell they’d take her?”
His brothers chatted, and Drew drank his ale slowly, letting it warm him. It had been some time since he’d sat with them like this. Since the night before their father’s funeral over a year and a half ago. That had been a much more somber event, though the ale had flowed freely and had been followed by a bottle of wine. Then one of whisky. Drew had supplied the whisky. He’d been the only one of them with his own consistent income.
So much had changed in a year, and he’d been away from it all, busy in Manchester instead of by Raph’s and Atlas’s sides at Briarcliff or in London with Zander and Theo. He’d met his brothers’ new wives but had not come to know them as sisters.
Better that way. Impossible to control the actions of others. Best to remain as isolated as possible. He didn’t even let Mrs. Dart close. Any closer than he had to, at least, for her to help him run the agency, for her to be its public face.
“Where the hell is Mrs. Dart?” he mumbled, a finger tapping on the tabletop.
“Speaking of Mrs. Dart.” Raph’s voice cut through the banter and laughter, and the brothers took long sips of their ale. “What is she to
you?”
“My secretary,” Drew answered. “The face of my agency.” The screen he hid behind so the titled families he sent governesses and tutors to did not realize he actually workedinstead of simply owning. A silly distinction. A game he had to play. But necessary to keep his reputation clean from the whiff of work, labor. His clients required it, and those he helped find positions relied on it.
“She lives in the same house as you.” Raph leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms. Not amused. Clearly.
“I have two townhouses side by side with entirely separate entrances. One for my male employees to stay in when necessary and the other for the women. I sleep in the townhouse for the men, and Mrs. Dart occupies the one for women. It is entirely incorrect to say she lives with me.”
“You have brought her to three weddings in the last year.” Zander raised his hand to catch a barmaid’s attention. “Another round.”
Drew held Raph’s gaze. “Where I go, my secretary goes.” His business did not go on holiday, so neither did his secretary.
“It’s not quite right,” Raph said. “We all know she’s not really a widow. Others have likely guessed as well. Surely you can find a fellow to do what she does so she may do … something else. There must be talk about you two.”
Everyone looked to Theo.
He shrugged. “I’ve heard nothing of interest. And I would.” Theo’s satirical prints had been published in Ackermann’s and other well-read publications, and they always featured gossip of one sort or another. Usually the kind to ruin powerful men’s careers.
Hiring an unmarried woman as his secretary had been a bit of an unconventional move, but it had so far proved a smart one. She did the job better than anyone else could, kept his files and schedule in perfect order, as well as imbuing anyone who met her with a sense of confidence and trust. If Mrs. Dart said she’d find you the perfect governess, you believed it. Was he supposed to give that up because there mightbe rumors?
Drew looked to the rough beams of the ceiling overhead. “I understand your worry, Raph. I do. But she is a woman grown, and
she can find another position if she so desires. She does not so desire. Besides, I couldn’t possibly replace her at the moment. I’m expanding.”
“Expanding?” Atlas asked.
The maid returned with five cold mugs and placed them before the brothers.
Drew took a long swallow before answering. “I’m opening a London agency. Manchester is an excellent location for newly wealthy families looking for elite educational resources.” He’d opened his agency there for just that reason. “They need tutors and governesses from the best houses in England, and I can provide that. But it is not London.” London would be more expensive, though not by much these days. And it would be bigger. His clientele would grow as would his reputation.
He looked to his brothers. They leaned back in their chairs, hands wrapped loosely around cups. All looked at him. Then at Raph. Then back at him.
Raph leaned forward, set his elbows on the table. “Do you have the funds to do this?”
“Of course I do.” Or he would soon.
“Because your inheritance—”
“I don’t want it.”
Zander whistled, Theo chuckled, and Atlas downed half his ale.
“It’s yours,” Raph said. “No ridiculous will stipulations necessary. Mother has decided to forgo all the nonsense Father insisted on in his will.”
The infamous will donated most of his father’s massive art collection—the only thing of value left in the family—to the Royal Academy, leaving his children and widow with nothing but debts, a crumbling house, failing estate, and six priceless paintings. One painting willed to each child with the stipulation they must first earn it. Through the creation of a work of art.
Bloody ridiculous. And just like his father.
Drew pulled the wrists of his gloves up tight, as if they weren’t already perfectly formed to his fingers, and he straightened his
already straight glasses. The glass glinted in the firelight, reminding him of the necessary barrier between him and the world.
He remained behind it as he spoke to no one in particular. “Not that any of you have skipped past the will’s demands. You’ve all done just as it asked, as Father asked.” Drew had seen his brothers’ art. Most of it. The canvas splashed with blobs of paint—Zander’s— and Theo’s satirical cartoon. Only Raph’s artistic contribution was missing because he’d drawn it on his wife’s arm. Raph’s own damn heart curling from Matilda’s palm to her elbow, alive like vines climbing a trellis, according to his mother. She liked to describe it whenever the chance arose.
His married brothers had done what his father’s will had demanded of them in order to earn their inheritances. They’d each produced a work of art deemed valuable by their mother, and they’d each been bestowed a painting worth more money than they’d possessed in their adult lives. The paintings had been sold, the funds put toward rebuilding the estate and wealth their father had wasted while still alive or toward building new lives for themselves.
Only Drew had built his life before his father’s death.
“I don’t need the money.” Not necessarily true. He needed money. Just not thatmoney. He had a plan.
Raph turned his hands on the table palms up. “Just sell the damn painting, Drew, and be done with it. I tell the same to Atlas, but—”
“I want to fulfill Father’s last request.” Atlas heaved a sigh. “Not sure how yet.”
“Songs about cows not winning Mother over?” Drew asked.
Atlas erupted into laughter, a deep sound that boomed throughout the pub. “Not a bit. Afraid she’s become spoiled. Thinks what she really gets is a daughter-in-law, not a work of art, and I’m not producing one of those for her to fawn over anytime soon.” He scratched his jaw. “Wish I had the funds, though. The dower house needs it. I’m almost done, but it’s not ready to rent out yet. There’s some fine work that needs a more artistic touch than I have. Some old furniture that needs new life.”
The brothers groaned, Atlas included.
“We don’t have to bring an artist to the house, do we?” Raph asked.
They’d been raised with artists of all kinds, their father’s friends and students, protégées who took the money he gave them even when he had no money to give.
“A cabinet maker,” Atlas said.
“Hire him, then.” Raph lifted his glass to his brother.
“Can we afford it?” Zander asked.
“Not really.” Raph sighed. “But if we wish to rent out the dower house, we must find a way to make it happen.” He stretched his mug toward Theo. “You’ve just opened that school for artists. Surely you or your bride know of someone who can help. Someone with much talent and little experience. We’ll pay them in food and lodging and help them gain the experience they need to land other commissions.
“Not a terrible idea,” Drew admitted.
“Very well.” Theo finished the rest of his ale and stretched his neck to look about the room. “I’ll ask Cordelia. She’ll know someone. She knows everyone.” His roaming gaze stopped, and he slapped his hands to his thighs as he stood. “Speaking of my beautiful wife, there she is. You brutes won’t mind if I exchange your company for hers.” He did not wait to hear their answers.
And Drew would not give one because he’d finally spotted the pink gown beneath dark corkscrew curls.
“Mrs. Dart.” His muscles clenched to stand, to join her, to ask her about the horrid gown. But he found himself frozen to the chair. Intimidated by pink? It seemed so. An unacceptable turn of events, and one he’d have to conquer. Because they had work to do before they left for London on the morrow. And while he couldn’t control, apparently, the clothes Mrs. Dart wore, he could control preparations for conquering London before week’s end.
But… the pink taunted him from the corner of his eye, drawing his attention closer like the bony hand of fate. He didn’t believe in fate. He’d finish his ale first.
Two
Amelia Dart had been in love for almost five years, but it was time to give it up. Lord Andrew Bromley, the oblivious object of her pitiful desire, would never notice, no matter what the three women staring at her over the pub table heavy with tankards said.
All of them Lord Andrew’s sisters-in-law, and all of them of the same mind—Amelia should confess her feelings.
Oh, yes, she’d do just that as soon as Scotland’s weather turned perennially sunny.
Amelia took a careful sip of her ale, watching the women over the rim of her tankard—a brunette, a blond, and a redhead, who would be beautiful in their own ways even if they weren’t shining with the beauty of being loved by the men they loved. They’d all insisted Amelia use their Christian names. She’d thought it odd at first. Now she knew why. They thought she would join their ranks.
How wrong they were.
“How did you know?” Amelia carefully hid the shock and horror from her voice. Careful. She always was. How had they figured it out? She must know so she could put a stop to whatever had given her away.
Fiona, Lord Lysander’s wife, gave a little hop, making the blond curls framing her face bounce. “Are you angry with us? It’s hard to
tell. You don’t”—she waved her hand at Amelia’s face—“show emotion very well.”
She showed it as well as she wished to, which was not at all at the moment. Precisely why she remained flummoxed.
“How did you know?” she demanded once more.
Lady Cordelia, the morning’s bride, offered only a sly smile.
The Marchioness of Waneborough, Matilda, shrugged. “It seems clear. The way you look at him.”
“For me,” Cordelia added, tapping the glass of her mug, “it was the first time we met, how you kept to his side. And what Tilda says. How you look at him.”
Amelia raised a brow, a slight gesture that usually sent people scurrying. “And how do I look at him?”
These women did not scurry. They leaned closer.
“Like you love him.” Fiona grinned, hiccuped.
“Oh dear.” Cordelia wrapped an arm around her sister-in-law’s shoulders. “Fee can’t hold her drink.”
“She’s had one,” Amelia said.
“It’s ’cause I’m small.” Fiona held up her thumb and her forefinger very close together and squinted her eyes at them. Then she sighed and finished off her drink.
“Another?” a barmaid asked.
“Yes, please,” Fiona answered before turning to Amelia once more. “Not going to drink it. Just want to make Zander think I did.”
“And why would you do that?” Amelia asked.
“Because he’s adorable and overprotective when he thinks I’ve over-imbibed, and he’ll whisk me off to bed, which is right where I want to be.”
Amelia rapped her knuckles on the table. “That’s what being in love looks like. And that apple at your elbow, Matilda, that’s love.” Her husband, the marquess, had brought it to her when she’d entered the pub, kissed its skin, kissed her lips, then flipped the fruit through the air to her with a wink. Matilda had not taken a bite of it yet, but she’d kept it close. “That man over there is in love.” She pointed to Lord Theodore sitting alone in a chair in the corner. He’d retreated there after hunting down Cordelia, who’d been, apparently,
just about to start an attack on Amelia she did not want to miss. She’d shrugged her husband off, but he still kept watch, stony-faced, arms crossed, watching.
Lady Cordelia waggled her fingers at him, and that stone broke into a mobile grin as he waggled his fingers right back.
Yes, that was love.
“Mere looking means nothing,” Amelia finished.
The women stared at her.
She stared back.
Curses. This could go on all night.
“Do speak up,” she said. “Say what you’re thinking.”
“You’re wearing the gown Fee loaned you.” Matilda’s gaze dropped to the pretty frock Amelia had donned that morning for the wedding, more lace than she’d ever worn before in her practical life.
She traced a scalloped edge of her sleeve with her fingertips. “What of it? I had nothing appropriate for a wedding. As you well know, Matilda, since I wore gray to yours and Fiona’s.”
Fiona shrugged. “The gray gowns were more than appropriate.”
“I would not have cared,” Cordelia added.
“I offered the gown only because you seemed to admire it. And I wanted you to enjoy yourself.”
Amelia smoothed the skirts, her gaze catching on the gown’s low bodice with the velvet trim. “It’s quite beautiful.” She hadn’t planned to wear it, even when Fiona had brought it to her. She’d put on her serviceable gray silk. But the pink had beckoned, so soft laid across the bed. And when she’d held it up to her figure, her cheeks had blushed a pretty shade, and she’d thought… She’d hoped…
She’d been a fool. A pitiful fool.
“You look lovely in it,” Matilda offered.
“I knew it would suit you.” Fiona reached a hand across the table toward Amelia. What did she want? A handshake? A pat?
Amelia stared at the hand until Fiona pulled it back.
“I apologize.” Amelia swallowed a swig of her ale. “I am unused to speaking like this with other women.” With anyone.
Fiona waved the apology away. “I particularly like your necklace. Quite a devastatingly lovely design.”
The silverwork flowers that sat heavy and warm around her neck glinted with what she hoped were paste diamonds and emeralds.
Cordelia bumped her shoulder into Fiona’s. “Complimenting your own designs?”
“Naturally.” Fiona preened.
“Fiona should compliment her own designs,” Matilda said, “and we should focus. You, Amelia Dart, should tell himhow you feel.”
And embarrass herself? And lose her position as his secretary? “No. I cannot. Thank you, all, for your concern and your wellmeaning advice, but it would be impossible.”
“No, you’re wrong.” Matilda’s smile was soft and the shake of her head the tiniest thing. “Love makes things possible.”
“I do not believe in magic.”
“Not magic,” Matilda reassured her. “The tooth-and-claw determination of two humans who will do anything for one another. That is what makes it all possible.”
Amelia studied the small bubbles on the top of her ale. They floated and popped in a time and dance that did not exist outside the glass. And the life she led with Lord Andrew also a precious, fragile thing. It should not exist, yet it did. She should not be happy. But she was. Most days. And if she told him … and if he did not … she’d have to leave. The happiness gone, the bubble burst.
“I’ve had enough waiting, wife.” Lord Theodore stood above them, staring down at his new bride. “Come along or I’ll throw you over my shoulder.”
Cordelia winked at her husband. “Promise?”
Lord Theodore turned red as a slash of paint across a canvas.
Matilda and Fiona chuckled.
Cordelia rose from her seat to take Lord Theodore’s arm. “Excuse me, ladies. My husband demands my presence.” She peered up at him and patted the back of his hand. “Why am I so terribly pleased I can still make you blush?”
His mouth set into a hard line, an attempt to tame a smile that failed almost immediately. “Come along, wife,” he muttered into her curls as he kissed the top of her head.
Then there were two, and they studied Amelia as if she were an exhibit in the London Tower.
“Where are you from?” Fiona asked.
“Why does it matter?” Amelia countered.
“Just curious.”
Amelia nodded at the tankard before the impish woman. “Drink and forget you find me interesting.”
“But I do find you interesting. It’s the accent, I suppose.”
“Do remember your manners, Fiona,” Matilda cautioned.
“Where are you from?” Fiona would not remember her manners or forget her interest, then.
Amelia sighed. “I was born in England and carted to America as a babe. When my parents died, I was sent back to England to live with my grandfather. I was fifteen. My accent, I assume, exists somewhere between the two locations. And I have traveled a bit on the Continent since my grandfather’s death. Spain and France and Germany. Italy. I have practiced their languages while abroad, so that may add further confusion.”
Fiona sighed. “It’s quite romantic.”
“I don’t see how.” Amelia snorted. The cities were beautiful, the art perfection. The days crowded with admirers, and the nights lonely. The suitors had only been after her money, the inheritance left to her by her grandfather. Nothing romantic about doting deceivers.
Matilda shook her head. “A vagabond life is not so desirable, Fee. ’Tis better to have a home.”
Home. Amelia had not been to hers in years, not since taking the position for Lord Andrew. The icy winds, the rough-hewn landscape. If Briarcliff were a pastoral fairy-tale place, Hawkscraig Castle was a gothic story picked straight from one of Ann Radcliffe’s horrid novels. Cold and gloomy and oh so lonely. And she missed it just a bit. Especially now, surrounded by Lord Andrew’s family, the celebrating villagers, the incandescent brightness of a place where people belonged.
Must be the ale.
She finished it off. “I’ve always embraced travel. I enjoy people, and home is in an isolated bit of Scotland. I have no more close family.”
Fiona squeaked. “I’m so sorry. I’ve opened up your tragedies.”
Amelia laughed. She’d not meant to, but the horror in the young woman’s eyes… she’d needed to alleviate it. “Not tragedies. Just a bit of loneliness.”
“You don’t have to be lonely.” Matilda averted her gaze. “If you tell a certain someone a certain something.”
But that was why she couldn’t tell him. She’d never been happier than while working for Lord Andrew at the agency. She had purpose. She helped others. She lived in a bustling, growing city, and the townhouse where she slept welcomed new tenants each month when they needed a home between positions. Always someone to look after. Always someone to talk to. She loved her life with Lord Andrew, and she would do nothing to risk it.
“Look.” Matilda grinned and tilted her tankard to a spot across the room. “He’s coming over here now.”
Amelia froze, then moved all the things all at once. Her palms slammed to the table, and her head jerked the direction Matilda looked as her eyes widened, and … there he was, prowling toward them like a jungle cat. He wore all black but for his fine wool jacket, which was the navy blue of a winter night sky. His brown hair had been pushed back from his forehead and curled around his ears. He needed a trim. He always needed a trim. His jaw was clean shaven and sharp, but not as sharp of as his ice-blue eyes. Always so cold behind the gold rims of his glasses.
He stopped just before the table, scowling down at her, and his presence did what it always did—melted her. On the inside only. On the outside, she straightened, took a bit of his iciness, and made it hers.
“Yes, Lord Andrew?” she asked.
“Do you plan to do this all day?”
“This? By thisdo you mean celebrate your brother’s nuptials?”
“Don’t use that tone with me, Mrs. Dart. You know we’ve much to do before we arrive in London.”
“There is much to be done, but it can be accomplished in London.”
Lord Andrew loomed.
Amelia glowered.
Matilda stood. “If you’ll excuse me, I think I hear Raph calling for me. Fiona?” She reached out a hand to her sister-in-law.
“Hm?” Fiona stared at Lord Andrew and Amelia.
“Zander is looking for you.”
“He is?” Fiona looked up and around. “No he’s not. He’s talking with—” Matilda’s smile disappeared, her foot tapped beneath her skirts, and her eyes narrowed. “Ah. I see. Yes. I’ll come along, too.” Fiona picked up her tankard and joined Matilda across the room with the others.
Lord Andrew sat across from Amelia. “What is that about?” His gaze dipped from her eyes to her body for just an instant.
Had he looked at her décolletage? She heated. Every word she’d ever known dropped away, and she took a large swallow of her ale. “What do you mean, my lord?”
“That gown. It’s pink.”
Pink? Pink! He’d been looking at the pink. Not at her at all. Was the ale deep enough to drown herself in? She finished it off to stop herself from trying. “Ah. Yes. Fiona lent it to me. Very kind of her. I quite like the color. She says it suits me.”
His brows drew together. “It’s not your usual shade.”
Did that bother him? She’d never even tried to wear color around him. It hadn’t seemed the thing to do in a professional capacity. She’d followed his example and worn only the dullest shades—grays and blacks and deep blues and browns.
“Do you think it inappropriate?” she asked.
“I suppose not for a wedding, but…”
The most irritating unfinished sentence in the world. “But?” she demanded.
“It’s not you.”
Rubbish. She waved for another ale. The barmaid would be kept busy this day. How did this man know herwhen she pretended to be him? Pretended, at least, to run his agency on her own. And since
he had always been a fastidious sort—even on short acquaintance she’d been able to tell this—she’d copied his mannerisms and tendencies, hoping to keep her job as long as she could by pleasing him as best as possible.
She’d certainly achieved what she’d set out to do.
And lost something along the way.
“It is me, and I like it. I think I look nice in it. Do you think I look nice in it?” Oh. Had she asked him that? The ale must have control of her tongue.
His mouth opened slightly, and his eyes searched the room from one end to the other before finally landing, wary still, back on her. “You are presentable for the circumstances.” But he didn’t look at the gown. Didn’t look lower than her eyes. A lovely sign of respect.
She hated it. What good a low bodice if no one looked? The sisters-in-law were wrong. No use revealing a thing to this man.
“The gown is neither here nor there, Mrs. Dart.”
Mrs. Dart. He always used the fake title even though she’d never been wed. She understood the necessity for it. She could not keep her position without some pretense of experience, maturity. But she felt it built a wall between them, too.
“It certainly seems as if the gown is both here and there,” she replied. “You are overly bothered by it.”
“It is my mother’s or one of my sisters-in-law’s doing, so let us put the unfortunate matter of the gown behind us and focus on the business we’ll be doing in London tomorrow.”
The barmaid finally answered her call and placed a lovely full tankard before Amelia. She blessed the woman who scurried off as silently as she’d come.
Lord Andrew frowned at the libation.
“For heaven’s sake. The ale displeases you as well?”
“I need your mind clear, Mrs. Dart. For business matters.”
“It is your brother’s wedding. Surely those matters can wait. Have a drink. Converse with your family.”
“No.” He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a square of folded paper which he placed before her. The tip of one corner landed in a droplet of ale that had splashed onto the table, and the
paper darkened. Lord Andrew’s face darkened, too, and he snatched it up quickly, patting it dry on his jacket sleeve before holding it out to her, the paper now hovering from his fingers high enough above the table to remain safe. “Here. I know what I think best, but I thought you might have further insight. You work more closely with the families than I do, after all.”
She took the paper and unfolded it. “What am I looking at?” A list of names, that much she could tell. Women’s names.
“Possible financial backers for the expansion.”
“They’re all women. And… unmarried women.” She lifted her gaze from the paper to him, hoping to find some answer on his face. She knew better, and his emotionless expression gave her exactly what she’d come to expect from him—nothing. “Are you asking them to make charitable donations to the agency? It would be better to make such requests of women in control of their own funds. Or men. Unmarried women …” She shook her head. This man should know these things. He should. He did. She was the one refusing to see something.
“Unmarried women need to be married.” He said the thing she’d been keeping in the dark. “You’ll notice they are all wealthy families. With no titles. It will be a marriage of convenience for us both.”
Oh. Oh. Her fingers lost feeling all at once, and the paper fluttered to the tabletop, careless of small puddles, and she pressed her hand to heart where a wound had opened up. It hurt. How could she breathe after this? How could she live?
“Mrs. Dart? Are you ill?”
Her other hand fluttered to her cheek. Cold. “I… I am…”
Another hand cupped her other cheek. Not her hand. This one gloved in black and warm through a layer of thin cotton. She dared to look up. He stood, leaning over the table, and yes, it was his hand resting on her cheek, his blue eyes gazing down at her with concern.
“I knew you looked too flushed. Thought it the cursed gown bringing color to your cheeks. And you’ve had too much to drink. Back to the house with you. Now.”
She shook her head, and though she wanted to lean into the comfort of his palm, it was false comfort, temporary, curt,
professional. Not what she wished. So she brushed his hand away and clutched her hands in her lap, tried to master the panicked thumping of her heart.
“I’m fine,” she said in a stronger voice than she thought herself capable of.
He lowered back to his seat. “I don’t believe you.”
“I am.” She took a hearty sip of her drink. “’Tis merely that your plan is so unexpected. You’ve told me nothing of it.”
“Apologies. I wanted to be prepared with a list of possible names before sharing the plan with you.”
“Ever prepared. Wh-when do you intend to begin this course of action?”
“As soon as we return to Manchester.”
“Ah yes. Quite sensible.” The perfect answer to give him because it’s what he expected her to say. Also what she’d say if she weren’t in love with him. “But…” Her mouth proved almost too dry to speak. She shouldn’t speak. She knew the shape of the words jumping to leave her lips, and she should keep them locked tight away, but she loved him, and what he intended to do… He deserved better. The women deserved better. She’d received a handful of the type of proposal Lord Andrew planned. For any woman with a heart, it was a hurtful thing. “What about love, Lord Andrew? Will you truly enter into a passionless marriage? Or is there someone you…” She couldn’t say it, couldn’t finish the thought. The names on the soggy paper glowing on the tabletop between them mocked her. Had he traced any of them with a greater softness than the rest?
“I’ve no time for love. You know that. Love takes time. And it’s too unpredictable. What if I were to fall in love with a poor woman?” He shook his head. “No. Not part of the plan. Let others suffer with love. I choose only that which I can control.”
“Suffer indeed,” she mumbled.
“What was that?”
“Nothing. Nothing at all.” She’d been right. She could not tell him. It would not do any good. Once set on a plan, Lord Andrew Bromley did not veer from it, not for any temptation. And love, it seemed, proved no temptation at all.
She drank her ale slowly and silently, listening to the details of Lord Andrew’s plan, and wondered how long her heart could survive after the man she loved married another woman. She’d kept her secret for fear she’d have to leave when he did not return her feelings. Secrecy had meant survival. Now survival might mean the very last thing she’d ever wanted to do—leave.
Three
Coach rides were insufferable. Drew could plot and plan for hours with Mrs. Dart, but she could not write those plans down. On the one hand, an utter waste. On the other, it did help to organize his thoughts. Not that it mattered this particular trip to London. Atlas stole all of Mrs. Dart’s time and attention. They’d played card games and read to one another, conversed and laughed. Atlas even sang her a song, and she’d sung one back. Then they’d sung one together.
And Drew had done his best not to cast up his accounts while attempting to sleep through it all. He’d never been sick because of the swaying of the coach before. He must have over imbibed last night. Mrs. Dart certainly had, not that she showed the signs of it. She looked pert and competent as usual in her gray traveling gown and brown pelisse. Gray and brown. Thank God. Everything back to normal.
Except for Atlas.
“What are you doing here again?” Drew asked. “Going to London, same as you.” Atlas grinned.
“I understand that part. But you could have taken your own coach.”
“It needs repairs. And I need someone to help me finish the dower house. That someone is likely in London. Thus, I’m sitting here. Going to London in order to bring back an artisan.”
“Yes.” A coming megrim beat against the inside of Drew’s skull. “But you are going to London withme.”
“How do you work for such a grouch?” Atlas asked Mrs. Dart.
“It can be a trial at times. But I am more than capable of handling the man.”
Drew grunted.
“Do not let Lord Andrew make you feel unwelcome.” Mrs. Dart’s neatly gloved hand shot out and patted his brother’s shoulder. There was a pearl button just at the wrist, holding it closed, a solitary concession to vanity in her otherwise drab ensemble. Drab? No. Rather, call it perfectly practical. He’d never thought her gowns drab before. That damn pink gown had ruined something inside him. No matter. Time and an abundance of gray skirts would put it all to rights.
“I am glad to have your company, Lord Atlas,” Mrs. Dart said. “You have helped pass the hours in many diverting ways.”
“Many pointless ways.” Drew stretched his aching legs out until they sliced between Atlas’s leg and Mrs. Dart’s skirts. A nice little wall, separating, dividing, conquering. “We’ve not discussed anything of importance.”
“Do not whine,” Mrs. Dart said. “It’s unbecoming of a grown man.”
“I’m not—” Drew cleared his throat and looked out the window. What he’d been about to say, even to his own ears, had sounded damn near close to a whine. The edges of London rolled by, the houses and buildings far apart but growing closer together as they traveled onward. “Let us be serious now. We have two goals in London. The first is to visit townhouses and choose one for the agency. The second is to find Atlas an artisan.” He pulled out his pocket watch and flipped it open then closed, needing only a moment to glimpse the time before slipping the watch back into his pocket. “We will need to meet the property agent soon, so
townhouse business first. But we should have enough time to drop you off at the Waneborough Charitable School of Art, Atlas.”
Atlas saluted him. “Yes, sir.” A military bark.
Drew pursed his lips and turned to his secretary. “Mrs. Dart, have you had time to consider the list I gave you?”
“No.” Not quite a military bark but just as sharp.
“And why not?”
“Because that list is not my business.”
“What list?” Atlas asked.
“It is too your business.” Drew sat up straight, though it meant having to retract his legs from between his brother and his secretary.
“What list?” Atlas asked again.
“You pay me,” Mrs. Dart said, “to assist you in a professional capacity, and that list is quite, quite personal. Thus, it is outside of my realm of duties.”
“Personal?” Drew almost rolled his eyes. But he did not. He kept his tone moderate as well. No reason to give into the frustrated heat rising within him. “It’s entirely a business matter. There is nothing personal about it.”
“It’s a list of marriage candidates!” Mrs. Dart’s voice exploded, and it heralded a buzzing silence into the coach.
First pink. Now explosions?
Drew removed his glasses, then pulled his handkerchief from his pocket and used it to wipe the lenses clean, focusing on the task as he said, “What has gotten into you, Mrs. Dart?”
Her jaw twitched and her lips thinned, and she tossed her gaze out the window.
“You’re getting married?” Atlas whistled. “Never would have thought. But what’s this about it being a business matter? You told Raph you were good with funds. If you need money, Drew, the painting—”
“No. I don’t want the painting. I want a marriage of convenience with a wealthy woman of my choosing.”
Atlas held up his hands, palms flat toward his brother. “Do as you wish, brother. I won’t stop you. I won’t agree with you, but I won’t stop you. Not that I could. You’ve always gone your own way.” Just
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mediation, and prevailed on the disputants to accept the terms which she offered. By the Treaty of Fontainebleau (8 Nov. 1785) the Emperor agreed to waive his exorbitant claims in consideration of the payment of 15,000,000 florins, for the half of which sum the Court of Versailles became responsible. That so heavily burdened a State should add to its financial difficulties excited some surprise; but in the political sphere Vergennes gained a signal triumph. By becoming paymaster to Joseph, he kept that wayward ruler in French leading strings; and, by saving Maestricht and the Scheldt navigation to the Dutch, he ensured the supremacy of France in that land. This compact was followed two days later by a Franco-Dutch treaty of alliance whereby the Court of Versailles guaranteed the possessions of the United Provinces; and each of the two States undertook to furnish ships and men to the other in case of attack.442
Meanwhile Pitt awoke to a sense of the danger, and urged Harris to use his utmost endeavours (short of an open breach with France) to prevent the ratification of the treaty by the United Provinces. All that the envoy could do was to present to the States General at The Hague a Memorial declaring the continued interest taken by England in the affairs of the Republic. But of what avail was this academic statement without a conditional and secret offer of armed support, which everybody knew France would give rather than forego her triumph? Again, early in December, Pitt warned Carmarthen that Harris should “redouble every possible effort” to prevent the Franco-Dutch alliance.443 This was merely to bid him fight with his hands tied.
France now held a most commanding position in Europe. By the new compacts she influenced Hapsburg policy, she forced Frederick the Great into almost abject deference, she allured Catharine, and she controlled the Dutch Netherlands. This last triumph crowned the lifework of Vergennes. The recent treaties relieved him from the disagreeable alternative of choosing between Austria and the United Provinces in case of a rupture. They emphasized the isolation of England. Above all, they prepared the way for joint action of the French and Dutch East India Companies which might prove to be fatal to British ascendancy in India.444
The meagre correspondence of Pitt at this time contains scarcely a reference to this very serious crisis. His letters turn mainly on finance, Irish affairs, and domestic topics such as the purchase of Holwood. On the Dutch problem there is not a word except the curiously curt reference in his letter of October 6 to Grenville: “I have written to Lord Carmarthen on the Dutch business much as you seem to wish.”445 The phrase is interesting as marking the commencement of the influence which Grenville was soon to gain over Pitt in foreign affairs; but its nonchalance is astounding. In part, no doubt, the passivity of the Prime Minister resulted from the determination of George III to hold aloof as King of England from all complications, however much, as Elector of Hanover, he might irritate Austria and Russia. As we shall see in the next chapter, George was beginning to be alarmed at the growing expenses of his family, and viewed the Dutch crisis mainly as involving burdensome demands on the Civil List. Here, then, as at so many points in his career, Pitt was handicapped by the King.
But it is also probable that in the disappointing year 1785, marked by the failure of his Reform and Irish measures, he suppressed the concern which he must have felt at the deepening isolation of England. We must remember that he had formed a resolve to play a waiting game in foreign affairs. On August 8 he wrote to the Duke of Rutland that, if the commercial treaty with Ireland became law, and peace lasted for five years, England would be able to look any Power in Europe in the face.446 That explains why he tied the hands of Harris at The Hague and sent to Berlin overtures so cautious as to be received with polite disdain. His great aim was to lessen the National Debt; and the year 1785, with all its disappointments, witnessed a most extraordinary rise in Consols, viz. from 54¼ to 73½. There was the strength of England’s position. If she reduced her debt, while all the Continental Powers were ruinously increasing theirs, she must have the advantage when turmoil ended in war.
Pitt therefore adopted a policy of delay. So long as he could strengthen the navy, maintain the army at the ordinary peace footing, and enhance the nation’s credit, he was content to bide his time, leaving Harris to combat French influence in Holland as best he could.447 Such a policy was very far from brilliant; and, had not France
in the next two years entered on a period of rapid decline, he might be censured for tamely waiting on events. For it is possible that a bold initiative at Whitehall in October, while Vergennes’ Dutch treaties were taking shape, might have gained active support either from Prussia or from Joseph II, who had been on very cool terms with France. Pitt, however, preferred to hold back, even though the Bourbons gained control of the United Provinces. By his passivity in face of that diplomatic disaster we may measure his devotion to the cause of peace. And just as Queen Elizabeth often reassured her people at the gravest crisis by displays of frivolity, so too Pitt’s absorption in tree planting at Holwood may have been a device for hiding his anxiety, reassuring the public, and preventing a fall in the Funds.
Serene hopefulness in the future of his country is a strong feature in the character of this great man; and we shall find occasions when he displayed this quality to excess. Certain it is that he never lost hope or relaxed his energies, even now, when Ministers and envoys evinced signs of gloom or despair. A proof of the prevalence of these feelings appears in one of the closing passages of a Memorandum which the Duke of Richmond, Master of the Ordnance, on 30th December 1785, sent to his colleague, Carmarthen. It was written owing to a singular circumstance, which reveals the impulsiveness of Pitt. The Duke had almost casually suggested the desirability of recovering some foothold in the Dutch Netherlands by inducing them to propose to include England in their recent treaty with France. This hint, which the Duke threw out in conversation, was at once taken up by Pitt, who, without consulting the Cabinet, urged Carmarthen to take steps to carry it into effect, and suggested that one of the Patriots might be bribed to make the proposal of including England, as if it were to test the sincerity of her offers of friendship. Of course the matter came to nothing; but the surprise of the Duke at Pitt’s speedy adoption of the hint led him to descant on our isolation, and to harp on the well-worn theme of an alliance with Austria:—
Goodwood, December 30, 1785.
... If the Emperor and France keep well together, Leghorn will be also an inimical port,448 as may Algiers and Marocco if their treaties with Spain go on. Holland seems lost to us both in Europe
and the East Indies; and should the Emperor and Russia unite with France, Sweden must follow, and Denmark dare not be our friend. Under such circumstances what are we to look for but utter ruin! If France is disengaged on the Continent and assisted by Spain, Holland and Russia (to say nothing of America), we must be attacked with greatly superior forces in the East and West Indies and perhaps in Canada; but, what is still worse, we shall undoubtedly have the war brought into Ireland, and I very much doubt whether we can by any means avoid that country being divided, and a large part acting against us. If any of these points of attack succeed, and above all, if our navy should meet with any disaster from superior forces, the next step will be to bring the war into this country, and the best issue of such an event must be attended with much distress. In short, the natural and political advantages of France are such that I very much fear the consequences. To divert her attention by stirring up some powerful enemy on the Continent has been long and universally considered as our only resource, and yet unfortunately we seem to be obstructing the only Power capable of creating that diversion, which is the Emperor....449
It was amidst fears so intense and prejudices so deep-seated that Pitt undertook the negotiations for a friendly commercial treaty with France which is the chief event of the year 1786.